darn sis!

helloooo! im back aft erm...a few unupdated (mcm ader wrd niie!) days... lets make everything short (: my IE is going crazy...ebuddy cannot sign in! blah! lets c... wednesday training was okeh...i suppose! footdrill n first aid...bla3! booooooring! first aid i mean... den rushed home n got ready to ber-rayer wif 1e1 peeps...its not as fun as it was suppose to be... oni 7 of us turned up... -farah -yana - mememememememe!! -aziz -sham -nabil -farhan reached home 5 mins b4 the time we were suppose to meet so i asked dem to cum my house themself! hehe! at my house, eat eat! iffah was scared of sham for i donnoe wat reason...n iffah seems to be smiling at aziz all the time -.- den while i was wearing my tudong, my mum went in n nag at me to bhave myself cuz the boys' behaviour was horrid...nxt was sham's house...he made us walk ard like idiots! n they pressed the lift buttons at all numbers...god! den farah n farhan fought over hu's house we shld go ferst...so we ended up going to farhan's den farah's...den we serbu-ed haziq's den went to aziz's which was god-damn spoooky! n the guys left us 3 gerls bhind kat 911 bus stop...blah! assholes! reached home ard 8.30 n slept right aft cleaning myself n praying...khekhe! thursday footdrill n played 'game' -.- n kak atikah gave the command so fast larr~ first aid...blah!!! nxt day hv case study...oh mann! aft tt went to kfc at admiralty wif kak atikah n kak kiirah n aishah...was talking bout me n aishi cursing sumbody time prefects investiture...den dis sumbody came -.-'' n we luffed like mad people on the lose! n i spilled my drinks while aishah was outside luffing like mad wif her mouth filled wif water! kwangkwangkwang! friday footdrill n den combine wif the NA, AC n AA to do footdrill wif the 2 seniors... hentak kaki mcm nak mampos...my legs hurts n the guys wanted to sabo me to bcum timer, budden timer tak tukar...hahaha! :D first aid case study was scary...my dearest caualty kept on luffing n sitting den lying dwn den sitting n continue-ing tt cycle...yes, that kak kiirah dah giler :) today nth much...going out wif aishah later...gonna watch grudge 2! ahh! later at nite perhaps...going jln rayer wif fam to cik amat's, cik awie's n cik hashim's if not at nite time, then aft dadsie has cum back frm johor... aites! tag replies: (yanaNESS) yes, tt song very jiwang! haha! yesyes! waste his money on us :) (ellie) ellie! yea! (pyroalif) huh?! i hv dis song nyer vid kat youtube larr...i'll tag wen im free (yanaNESS) yea! i luv the vid...! updated :) n yerps! tt's the name of the song! found out ready! (singping) erm...its not tt im listening to 80th century song, but its u hu hv not been listening to too much english nicenicenice songs! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

kenangan yg terindah; samsons

This song has nvr failed to make me think of somebody...God knows who! And the song is just well...Emo kinda song? o.0 Well, those malay students just read the lyrics n understand the deep hurtful but true words of the lyrics... (: Aku yang lemah tanpamu, Aku yang rentan karena, Cinta yang kau telah hilang darimu yang mampu menyanjungku, Selamat tak terbuka, Samapi jantung tak berdetak, Selama itu pun aku mampu untuk mengenangmu. Darimu... Ku temukan hidupku Bagiku... Kaulah cinta sejati... Bila yang tertulis untukku, Adalah yang terbaik untukmu, Kanku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku, Namun, takkanmudah bagiku meninggalkan jejak hidupku, Yang telah terukir sebagai kenangan yang terindah. n check for the full sadding video here ((: n the video jus makes u feel very sad n feel like crying...no effects on u den my reason for u is tt, u r not me (: n these are specially for her

Yes. We do laugh...With each other n also at each other!

Don't expect anymore friendly words and actions from me!

When I can't stand something, I'll say what i really wanna say...

Words that I've held back in my heart so that you will not be so hurt!

But guess what?!

I feel hurt by what you did to me n I still do!

I won't forget how others treat me and talk to me, easily.

If friendship you are searching for, search for it!

But I'm gonna tell u dis much earlier before you'll search for it in me.

My friendship with n for you is no longer available.

Though I won't give you my friendship, all the best my fren

cockroach!

helloooooooo! okeh, thk u aishah! now im stuck wif tt kenangan terindah ;by samsons, song (: okeh! lets c... been shouting a lot today! my timing has been god-damn fast for the last 2 days n i find it soft! blah! nn my timing sux to the core ): nn lastly...overall,my timing sux ): nn the sec 1 n 2 nursings n ms siti was shouting for "COCKROACHES!" muahahaha! lots of cockroaches was in tt SJ room n i mite jus lose my voice aft aaaaaall those shoutings... so...today dadsie isn wrking so i hvta type this whole post quickly so tt i won't be scolded for being in my room for sucha long time on the comp... woke up later than yest... n by the time i reach at tt block, i c a banana standing (: den bla3... diorang smue training, NC helped out wif the SJ board... cantek tauu!!! den we did 3 rounds, wif mrs chuah... -.-'' isn she suppose to be resting a lot?! keh fine watever...! den bla3... went for FA theory like yest... ms siti came in n we helped out to clear the files at the shelves n tadaa! cockroaches starts to cum out...! eeww! n kak kiirah was the ferst one to shout cuz the roach was near her... n wat do u noe...! all the nursings including ms siti was standing outside of the room shouting... haha! n mr chong came to the...rescue o.O teachers went off so the ambulance hu was hving TOC came to help (: muahahaha! n sgt chea hau picked the roaches by it feelers (or however u spell it) like eww!!! n he picked, erm...5 of those small cute cute roaches...! blergh! disgustingNESS! den when everything has been cleared up, we continued our thoery lesson... ended at 1.30!!! den blablabla... den we went to kedai~ haha! wanted to buy my aloe vera pulps budden! i saw seasons ice lemon tea~ muahahaha! keh den bla3... my hp dropped on the grd... right aft i took aishi's foto while she was singing...! heex~ tmr make sure u sing like today keh sweets?! haha! den my fon was alright again cuz! nabila dropped it on the grd again -.-'' stupid fon! den bla3... switched on the comp n straight to youtube.com n search for tt *points to the starting of the post* song n yes! i like luv it!!! keh...that is all...! gotta revise those FA theory thingy cuz tmr mrs chuah is taking us...! argh! scared stiff~ n yes...revise my timing also! fcuk larr...i hate my timing ): okeh...plan plan: -revise FA notes -revise timing -polish boot -gosok baju PE -gosok baju for tmr jln rayer wif 1e1 peeps most importantly...! -WATCH TEEVEE!!! oh n...god! dis jln rayer kaaaaaan! making my head pening! one minute they say they r cuming, the nxt they say they aren't...wth! make up ur mind larr peeps! watever it is...2.40 sesiapa takder kat outside BK, goodbye! we shld go off! err...im excused? cuz mine first house waaaaat! n my house is far frm the sch larr... yana...rmb wat to do aites! keh...done! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

"bila yang tertulis untukku, adalah yang terbaik untukmu

kan ku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku

namun takkan mudah bagiku, meninggalkan jejak hidupku

yang telah terukir abadi sebagai kenangan yang terindah"

Kenangan yang Terindah-Samsons

note to my dearest self

for the last time nasirah! the timing for berhenti is:

fall on left leg = check one *bang*

fall on right leg = check *bang*

argh! go practice by urself!!!!

first training...

hellooooo... dah tak bernyawer lagik akuu nk type! damn tired! lets c...yest, oni a few dearest aunts n uncles n cuzzins came...aperr daa~ org ader kat umah tak nk dtg, org takder kat umah nk dtg...ishk ishk! aniwaaaaaays...! woke up ard 8.15...gosok-menggosok! den reached at aishi's house waaaay earlier den watever time we r suppose to meet up...hee! while waiting for tt cik kak turun, saw dis cute n chubby kiddo main playgrd wif his maid...sooooo cute larr! so bla3....jln sambil memorise commands (for aishi) n timing (for me)...den luff! n donnoe y she kept on luffing at my timing for marching -.-' den had footdrill session wif KAK atikah...n aishah hadta report to the tree nerby...n hahaz! tt tree is a female? o.O bleh larr tuu...! lol den sgt gan chea hau took us sec 1 fac teams...n blargh! im not gonna do timing animore...! penat dan mengahus kaaaaaan larr~ den bla3...half an hour break den had theory session wif ms siti...! learnt abt the unconscious casualty bla3...den balik! kak atikah ajak me n aishah gi mkn...budden lmbat larr!!! went to check her nxt yr's class again n again... -.- so me n aishi jln jekk balik! wahaha! den blablabla! walked home by myself...den started to rain! aperr daa~ so reached home, iffah asleep n mumsie in e washrm n abg aee is asleep... hahaz! now is my turn to sleep larr yerr!!! kk! tmr training again...ahhh!!! tonite going out to cik rahman n cik karim's house... wahahaha!ore pix cuming, i suppose... im done~ abg aee wanna use the comp...so that's all for 2dae my dears! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

lalala~

helloooooo! hari raya has nvr failed to make me oh-so-god-damn tired... n jus now went to madrasah but oni 11 of us turned up...! pffft! gi bukak siang-siang saper suroh?! so yesterday, oni went to rumah cik mamat, cik eda, mummy{cik mail} n cik aide... so few houses but i was sooooo tired...! cuz bro's frenz came over in the morning...abg fareez came first so he asked me bout my studies...bluek! he was like, damn shocked tt i failed my maths at sec1 level...okok! fine, my maths is soooo damn bad tauu! den we talk n talk...den abg aee's frens came... den helped them to take the pix...n yes! crazy bunch...wasn any candid pix arh...aperr daa! den they went off... i had the back seat of the car to myself wif iffah!!! woots~ hahaz! den hadta wait for him to cum home cuz he had forgotten to bring his house keys...blergh! n so me n kak naf slept outside while awaiting! lalala~ den on e prev friday nite, lotsa ppl came...! my house was jammed wif humans...heex~ lets c: -wak dol came over wif mak ton, abg azri n abg sharil...abg sha'in din manage to cum cuz he was wrking, i think... -abg asri wif kak su n their 2 daughters -cik jamil n cik ani -cik kiah n cik dahlan wif one of their cucu hu is a sri warna's dancer...kiiiiiiut! -cik hasna n cik karim -mak long n kak diana... that's all i think...kak diana n mak long went home at 1.15 am...talk bout lots of things! hehe! i loike! n kak diana was happy tt i got 63 for maths! wee~ n yes, i can do much better! erm...thats all...! so boring but tiring! ((: keh, ader tamu so i'll make a move... (: ouh n my dearest peeps yg akan berjln rayer on wed nanti...no outsiders please! if possible, bawak lots of cameras...sayer undur at dis prt cuz my cam rosak! n i'll use my hp jekk larr... n if yana have called, we might be going to mdm rabia's house... ouh n yana, i was seriously kidding jus now... ((: n saper2 nyer umah boleh dtg, tag me or msg me directly! my house ferst house but we'll still be meeting outside BK... jus in case korang smpi akuu blom balek training... aites, trainings starts tmr...blargh! n aishi...i rmb my timings already!!! :P wee~ so gd luck to the NC n AC leader in memorising ur commands...lala~ aites! im gone :) i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

survey

hellooooooo! im back wif survey frm friendster...was encouraged by those crazy wrds tt was put up by non other den my dearest ms evil rebekah! hahaz! jus too farnie...but i'll post my own wrds: -type ur reactions to the following- why are you always like that? -what? don like my attitude or sumthing? why r u always like thaaaat den? i jus realised now that i luv u -y did u jus realise it? i jus realise tt u r not my type :)) leave him/her already! u'll be much more happy wif me -how do u noe? n puh-lease! u wanna beg me to leave him, check ur english! come on! smile, you're cute when u do tt -hahaz! :D pls do my math homewrk too -wth?! no waaaay! if u r gonna ask me to do ur maths, wats nxt? ur laundry n house chores too?! i m so blessed to hv sumone like u -awwww...thats so sweeeeet of u! me too... :)) why does monday cum bfore tuesday? -that's a stupid question! y aren't u born earlier to state tt tuesday cums before monday?! i hv two tix to go to the linkin park concert. wanna cum wif me? -wat to wear?! how did u get the ticket?! shld i go shopping?! wat make-up shld i apply?! u picking n sending me home?! when is it?! where is it held at?! OMGOMGOMG! wat shld i do?! ahh!!! *speaks very loudly n fast n go crazy!* u r one of the most special people in my life.did u noe tt? -awww...i jus noe that, since u told me! :) i think im falling for u -m i a staircase? since u noe, u r falling...*speaks very uncomfortably* i can't smile without u -u shld learn! its very easy...jus bring up ur lips nearer to ur nose...shld end up looking like dis :) thk u for everything...but u jus aren't him/her -welc...i noe, im jus glad i was here to listen to u :D *smile very hugely* wats ur mobile number? -oh it's 944 tekan-tekan tak dapat! *run off,FAST! while shouting 'help! rapist!'* can i hv dis dance? -oh ok :) one only! may i escort u? -i need the ladies! u wanna escort me, it'll be very sweeeet of u! ((: u still luv him/her till now? -yarps! so? nth to do wif u ryte? u were everything! everything i wanted -im not everything u wanted! im not ur food ryte? so believe in wat im gonna say, i ain't ur everything! when will i get ur sweet eyes -do u c the rightful owner sign down in there in my eyes? it states tt its mine n soul-ly MINE!!! hahahaz! plain stupid... okeh, wanna catch sum sleep now! nitey-nitez! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

jln raya!!!

helloooooos! my hands are effing tired frm typing all those sms-es too yana n sham... so its all ready n we r jus waiting for answers as to which people cuming to jalan raya wif us... Sec 1e1 2006 jalan raya: Wednesday, 8 Nov 2006 2.30pm outside burger king at causeway pt don be late! okeh, so...any other stuff to clarify, i donnoe hu u guys shld ask! hahaz! okeh crap... erm...im jus simply bored at home arh... nth much to do... thought of doing those composition that is still in my bag, but blah! nxt mth perhaps...im still in the mood for rayer, not! i mean im in the mood for holidays so don spoil it! okeh, i wanna watch princess hours...! heex~ i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

Bloody Stupid

hell ooooooos...! hellooooos! yes, there is a different :) glad u noticed... aniwaes...lets just say that world war 3 is about to start...! if this continues, their secrets will leak ): saddening but true... you don expect me to keep quiet for a long time... im as open minded as adults are... n if u people think u guys r so clever...get dis matter settled quickly! it'll be jus a matter of time, den i'll be exploding wif words cuz this is jus too much...! u guys fight, u guys quarrel! wat? u want me to sit back n watch! NO WAY! soon, i'll talk...u guys will be surprised indeed... n jus no matter how tight my parents hold me back frm talking, when i start my words, i'll only stop when i feel like it! u guys don need to understand wat im blabbering...i have many things on my mind n i jus donnoe howta solve them...when i do, there will be new problems arising out of the old-solved ones or my parents will stop me... but the above case, i won't sit for long unless they talk it out real soon and out of my sight! oh god! im stressed up larr...forget abt it! niways...i forgot all those short timings BUT! i rmb the long timing! haha! crazy right? but hey! thats me! okeh, aishah! jadi jgn tak jadi! hahaz! i was jus kidding tauu! 912 bus stop it will be... nn any other nc hu wants us to wait for u? jgn nk harap...hahaz! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ imserious!upeoplehavepunylittlebrain,nowonderucan'tthinkproperly!fucker!

It's true

life is too difficult... everybody change, it is up to them to whom they wanna change themselves into... life is too good to be true, cuz its nvr good n nvr true! sumtime u can trust a person, all the time, there is nobody u shld trust... nobody is good at keeping secrets... its a lie if they say so... not all ur secrets will be safely kept. nobody says the truth... nobody speaks the truth... y can't they jus say the truth... will it hurt? it won't kill, will it? u shldn trust anybody, at all... u won't noe when they will leak ur secrets... u won't noe when u will leak their secrets... u won't noe when n where secrets will leak... y is life this difficult...? jus y? y can't people be happy wif wat they have? y do they want more? y do they disagree wif one another? ain't life full of stress... nobody understands each other... so everybody shld jus stop pretending to understand each other... life is abt understanding! but u shld try to understand tt if u don understand urself, nobody can ever understand u... so wat if people criticise u? so wat if people underestimate u? u shldn criticise urself! u shldn underestimate urself! u r leading ur own life! they won't! they walk in to ur life, they walk out of ur life! they don leave their footsteps, cuz they r not ur true frens... so stop pretending tt they r ur true fren! u noe they aren't! u will understand that one day... sumthing u din expect, will cum true... sumthing u long for, sumthing u've been hoping, n wishing, n dreaming for... but u won't noe, when they will cum, where they will cum, why did they cum, what did they cum for, how will they cum...true, for u... jus wait for that one day...n pray hard, it will come! expect the unexpected! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

penat

hellooooooos! been jalan raya-ing wif my family during the weekends, so no updates larr... on saturday, managed to cover up 8 houses... started at 10.30 in the morn...n we went to busu's house!!! been a long time since i went there aft mak long pindah...i miss tt house! n the night before i dreamt abt my arwah nyayi...nn i dreamt tt she kissed me...! awww, i miss her so much! i miss those time...! aniwaaays...then on the sunday, 7 houses out of wdlands n 3 houses at my house area... so 10 houses on sunday... haha! banyak nyeerr... but there is still a whole lot more to go...i hv my mumsie's sedare-sedares' houses to complete n my dadsie's siblings...n we can nvr complete within this one mth...haha! tt much of houses to go including wrks n schools to go... fiqah n alisha came wif kak linda,abg fandi,kak iana n mummy on the recent fri...it was gooood! fiqah n alisha was sumhow fiting over iffah's toys...wat can iffah do but sit n stare at dem! hahaz! okeh, there's sumbody cuming to ber-rayer at my house, i'll blog in other times when im free aites... u noe, wen it cums to hari rayer...im oways bz...! pix will be uploaded at multiply wen im free... n im not cuming tmr... my fever always cums back in the morn... so im not cuming (: i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

1e1

been bloghoping to my classmates blogs n heard the news tt 1e1 won the best class competition yerr? congrats larr! though each one of us do think tt it is a funny thing tt we cld actually won... but hey...we won ((: n its a gd n lucky thing tt we will still be together nxt yr...! if not, i'll miss their seriously irritating yet funny attitudes :) n im gonna miss my 5 darlings since its the holidays ryte... without u knowing n realising, u hv finish a yr of ur studies n there is ard 5 or more yrs to go...everyday, a day less for u to start wrking...every yr another step to maturity...every year, u'll meet people tt change-for the better or/and worst-or people who will stay as hu n wat they r... everyday is a step to everything new. Nothing shld be a surprise cuz tt is wat life is all abt... nobody expects u to get worst but people still change to be worst... jus so to make this clear to her a girl's life is not abt hving the beauty, not abt hving the fringe, not abt clips...its all abt maturity n how u behave in front of others...ur first impression for them is the most impt thing ever...n not forgetting ur heart n ur mindset... if u r gonna tell me tt u r going to behave like wat u r now till the end of ur life, i hv nth else to say but, pls change for the better...nth bout u is gd cuz everything is bad... n to my 5 most treasured fren, aishah,farah,liyana,hazirah n nabila, thk u so much for being there for me when i needed u...life wif u guys by my side was wonderful n i luv it to bits n pieces of my life :)) n to my teachers...sorry for those cold looks i gave...n those harsh wrds... u din see or heard me but i did do it... n to my seniors, thk u for ur wise wrds...thx to u, im able to move on wif my life ((: everyone is obsessed wif princess hours n so am i! hahaz! my blogger seems to hv woken on the wrong side of the bed, so i cannot post any pix...it'll all be at multiply aites?! okeh, nights! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

sick, again

hellooooooos... im still sick as a sick gerl can be...n tt was y i didn turn up for the last sch today, n i watched teevee for the whole day...good eh? tmr hvta go to sch to collect my report book...dammit sia! as if im sooooo rajen nak pergi gituk... y can't my dad take it? darn leceh... anihooooos, i mite not b able to jln rayer tonight cuz im hving fever, again... n i carry panadol where ever i go since the ferst day of rayer((: erm...lets c, i don hv anythigng else to write in... oh wait...! i passed my science!!! so unexpected! erm...56 yesyes, so low! but watever tt will show on my report book might be worst... so expect the unexpected... okeh, i finally found my panadol which i lost it sumwhere in my bedroom...now, i gotta go n eat it, blergh! n if there's any school-ing during the hols, msg me pls n thk u! ((: i hv written my tots wif luv tag replies: yanaNESS: slamat hari rayer! same here, sori berlori-lori! khalidah: hie kak! i was much better but im sick again...slamat hari rayer to u, samer-samer larr yer...! thk u, u stay cute n preety too keh?! pyroalif: slamat hari rayer! im sori for watever i said oso, n gd to hear tt u'll change for the better...yesyes! a promise should be well kept! thx for tagging peeps! toodles~

Selamat Hari Raya!

hellooooooos! wen u hv the time to rest, do watever u wanna do [except eating cuz u r fasting ((: ] Hari Raya tmr...n im damn not excited... my demam like hell, skejap aderskejap takder! lets not talk bout tt larr...hari raya cuming n i sound like sum type of saddist frm donnoe which country ntah...(: n yes, sempene hari lebaran yg akan menjelang, i wanna say sorry to all those around me hu hv been affected by my ridiculous moods... sorry for donnoe wat wrds tt came out of my mouth for the whole 13 yrs of my living... im deeply sorry for everything i've done...im jus another human living on this planet earth, im not perfect ((: so please forgive for anything n everything i've done. if watever i wrote in my blog hurt u or anything, im sorry i didn realise that...my deep apologies((: Ampun dan maaf andainya: TERkasar bahasa, TERsilap bicara, TERmarah yang tak kena, TERsasul yang tak sengaja. TERpukul di mana-mana, TERpekik di telinga, TERhantuk di kepala, TERpinjam harta-benda, TERmoody tak semena-mena, TER umpat bila-bila, TERmacam-macam lagi yang sewaktu dengannya... Harap dimaafkan dengan serela hati anda((: to all the MUSLIMS, EID MUBARAK ((: to the non-muslims, enjoy dis one day holiday ((: i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ n again, selamat hari raya aidilfitri

sick sick sick

helloooooo! im so sick tt i don think i will actually be able to jln rayer on the first day itself...we shall c how... anihoos... friday late night n saturday early in the morn, seriously early...went to geylang! wahaha! tt was the night, or shld i say morn, before i fell sick... so...was in search for dadsie's last minute baju rayer n mumsie's clothes... n i was craving for dendeng! been a very long time since i eat dendeng yarr... so...we took more then an hour to park the car, so long! so in the meantime, there's like lot of policeman there n wat else can i do in the car bored to death?! oh u r so darn clever...guy-looking*ehem* n all of dem r so cute ((: den walk here n walk there... kak naf found a baju... a long dress kebaya...blergh! dadsie got 2 pairs of baju... mumsie bought lotsa tudung...for us larr cudn find her baju cuz many shops was oreadi close... in the midst of all the joy, i felt very lonely... yes, i donnoe y )): my mum nvr include me in any searching of clothes... she says i hv a bad taste... like puh-lease larr, its teen fashion n she thinks its horrid... watever! i was on the edge of tears actually... nobody saw cuz nobody care... n all 3 of dem went hm happily cuz they enjoyed the shopping very much... blah! i cudn buy tt dendeng cuz basically, my family oni walks to the place where they see their stuff... blah! aniihooos! went hm at ard 3 plus...so late kan? i slept throughout the whole journey cuz i was basically tired of flying...lolx ((: den went to the kopitiam at vista there n i bought justea peach...been a very long time since i drank tt! wat? one mth...! kak naf bought bird nest... den went hm...sahur-ed by myself cuz nobody else wanted to sahur wif me...was lazy to sleep n wake up again...headache nanti! den i woke up for subuh wif a high fever n headache! like argh! n it must be bcuz of all those smokers at geylang... u noe how smokers are at night time bulan ramadhan... one aft another...same goes for my dad larr... so irritating! n i slept throughout the day... in no mood to do anything at all! den buker time, mumsie forced dwn those awful rice down my throat... seriously not nice... i oni eat half of a quarter...((: n drank air buah dat mumsie asked me too... at least tt taste better ((: n in no mood for food at all, no larr, not totally i ate 3 kuih bangkit... den aft tt i slept throughout the whole night... syiok! n today... i felt a lil better so cleaned my awfully looked room... n it looks much better den me... n is there madrasah today, i donnoe... but i i noe tt i din go (: aites... mumsie n dadsie plan to go geylang again tonight... we shall c if i dare to take the risk... nyehaha! maybe i shld bring a mask for myself! good idea ((: aites, im done! i hv written my tots wif luv tags replies 'Ziq: car season cuz it is raya season...gd enuf larr! at least hv car... sing ping: wats so lame bout liking this skin? watever larrs... kak khalidah: hello! yes, we shall tok n gossip soon (: linked! toodles~

n finally, we've got a car!

helloooooooos! okeh, im god damn tired but i had great joy today ((: lets c... first 3 periods did nth...ferst 2 periods was suppose to be malay period budden don hv... den mr faraz came in for his hist lesson... but, we jus sat ard n talk le...okeh, so it was sorta more of gossip n hitting here n there... Rachel's obsession is bothering me...not so lar... den aft tt we had a face facts talk... obviously she is promoting the brand...oxy n lipice... hah! too bad...my lips anti-lipice...n my face anti-oxy :x den recess time, yana kept on pulling my hair -.-' in search of fallen hair on my head...sakit woii!!! tt adek kak sarali... ((: den aft tt...had thinking fiesta... okeh i suppose... oni tt i hate tt acting part to the core...((: n my plan to actually 'bully' kak sarali tak jadik cuz the rest of the class has done the job for me ((: bedek jekk! im an innocent kiddo aites?! wassup wif my sch n their SEL lessons? even dis fiesta also hv dem n those watever competencies or however its spelled... like so lame... den aft tt, i rushed hm... changed my bag, took my handphone n my discman... clear unneccessary stuff n bring those needed den off back to sch... took 900...den 912, biaser larr...pemalas katerkan! hee! den aft tt...waited for those 2 cik kaks... den went off for aerospace!!! quite fun...! did erm...race which farah, liyana n me got lost oni on the ferst map... lolx! my measurement salah... n it was suppose to be west n not east... tt was practically y we got lost n donnoe how many times restarted back at the airport farnie sehz! choco-pilots gossiping n the pilot, flying the 'plane' hehe! den the instructor introduced us to the multiplayer nyer tmpt... the three of us jus went in there to chat n not to fly... so we disturbed the ppl... ((: i loike! n u noe tt wen we get together, its all rubbish! den ended at ard 6... took 912 den 900A... my dad wasted my time...he shld've msged or called me n pick me up, n instead, i hadta rush here n there jus to get back hm... -.-' n we finally got a car! wee~ i reach hm, jus in time to buker! den eat n drink... den took a shower... den here i m updating... basically tt is all for today! ain't my life interesting? i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

hooked!

hellooooooooos! u noe wat?! isn it a good night to listen to hari rayer songs? ryte ryte? so now im on a lookout for 2D & tt dikir barat nyer lagu rayer, at the radio stations! im hooked n addicted to it!!! nice song i shld say...! i hv a good taste so u shld trust me ((: n gosh! tt ulcer is freakingly killing me sia! not practically but jus literally or is it another around? okeh nvrm... but tt ulcer is still making me stop eating... okeh... lets c... i jus ate one fried hot dog...n drank air bandung-okeh,im in need of tt now-den the rest of the time i drank plain water den off to solat maghrib! blah! now im damn hungry... okeh... hunting for food n lagu rayer!!! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

Aerospace was goooood!

hellooooooos! today is gooood! im having fun in aerospace...yesyes! sounds boring by the title but fun n awesomely wicked...i loike! but first! we went back to class n readreadread...den, got our art mrks... n guess how much i score for tt patheticly ugly art piece of mine?! 63/100... ahahahah! i was practically luffing my ass off my chair... den at 8... kemarok plane start! i luvluvluv it! partnered up wif haziqah n i flew by myself while she *lets not mention* lalala~ n when i took off, i was like stuck up in the air n sorta screaming larr... so absolutely fun! n i did landed safely, once... the rest of the time, i crash! wee~ n luckily i don wrk as a pilot or my plane will crash even before we reach the destination or even b4 the enemy attack...gd! ahakz! attention! do NOT hire me as a pilot...reasons as stated! i don wanna be a pilot anyway...((: okeh...den we wrapped up the flight n went back to class at 12pm mr faraz came in n gave us our hist eoy paper... n I PASSED! i was bloody sure i was gonna fail seh! n how much did i get? 64/80...ahaha! n can u believe it? i actually got 31/45 for my sect B which consist of so many internal n external threats which i so very am bad at! n got a 33/35 for sect A...better believe babe! lolx! okeh...so im happy today! i think n suppose so ((: but SOME people will change my mood for the whole day...trust me! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ n ouh, my yahoo mail is back in good condition!

he is the whole asshole ((:

I miss my nenek nyayi...lots! n dis will be the 6th yr i won't be able to celebrate wif her Hari Rayer...sobs )): okay...im crying... i end of here lar... byes~

wohoo?!?! o.0

the answer is still a NO helloooooooooooos!!! quite happy today! ((: unsuspectedly, i pass my maths! like wohoo~ so...basically, that *point to the list* wish can be cancelled babe! woots~ okeh, my mrks are still horrible...n im begging u NOT to go... "i got higher then u!" "i tot u so clever?!" "i tot u so clever...u 1e1 mah!" if u do, den fcuk off cuz hey! i passed which is good...i improved okeh! so lets c... English: 49/80 for paper 2 only... n im dying to know my overall english...oh yes i am! Malay: -make sure u don fall off ur sit frm luffing ur ass off the chair... 41/60 for paper 1 75/100 for paper 2 n i've counted the mrks i got out of 100...n urgh! 72.5/100 which means, it is an A2...alaaaaaaaaah! )): Maths: 32/50 for paper 1 31/50 for paper 2 n i've reached kak diana's target of me getting 60 but i hv yet to reach MY target of 70... blah! but...looking n the brighter sight n side (-.-'') i pass my maths for the erm...2nd time, dis yr... yesyes...luff at me for all i care but yohooo! i hv gotten an F9 and now? a B4...ehkehk? F9 to B4...wohoooo!!! aites...tt shld be all... i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

wat more can i say...haish!

dis shld say it all: geography: 51/100 yes i did improve...but lookie lookie, i got the lowest for MCQ questions n bcuz of tt i gt low marks...8/15...imagine tt! ms wong smiled at me, finally...it might be bcuz i passed n improved quite a lot...haish...n a 43 for the last prts...n thk god i got most of those facts abt ozone depletion blablabla~ correct... Science: 35/70 for section B & C only... jus an exact passing mrks is not wat i want n is not wat i like... n im left hoping to get at least 16 for MCQ...haish! u shld noe how i m feeling so don hope of reading a long positive post for today... n to my 5 darlings, i cannot make it this thurs...jus so i don hvta repeat myself, i can't go cuz: -abg aee 'cleaned' the house n my mum is not happy wif the arrangement so i hvta help her out n re-arrange everything this thurs... -my mum don allow me to go to movies cuz of how kak naf behaves when she was my age... so there u go... n yes...i still hate dem... its no fun hving older siblings... they r to be my role models like forever... n shout at me for hating dem but i hate people wif reasons... it is so rude n downright stupid to hate people without reasons... n yes...i am certainly not happy with my effing marks... n those late nights gone for nothing... n i can't bear to see my sister's smirk when i tell them my results... i should jus wait and let them read it themself while i prepare myself for the most heartbroken-n-crashing insults... i will reply to those tags wen i feel like it...but firstly, thx for tagging... chiaoz~

wthwthwthwth!

helloooooooooooooooos... sheesh! now i need a new discman/mp3... damn tt stupid thing arh! rosak when i need it...f seh! so, ahhhhh!!! so sad larr...no radio till late nite readi...urgh! okeh, updating cuz im reeeeeeeeeally reeeeeeeeeeeeeeally sad... n tt fcuking asshole jus hvta rub it in! n u noe wat my dad said? my discman spoils cuz i oways get fcukingly{okeh, he din say dis wrd} pissed off wenever i hvta go to school...hah! n u noe y? cuz im fcukingly pissed of by THEM! NOT my fault for being pissed... n u noe wat? my discman being spoiled takder kaitan langsung wif me being pissed off! wat kind of stupidity is tt? i din even bring my effing discman to school! stupid ass! okeh...now im piss! rabak! n u noe wat? surprisingly i've made a list of things tt i wanna buy: -discman/mp3/iPod -watch -lots n lots of clothes!!! -2 earphones (of diff colours) -lots n lots of neccessary accesseries {screw me! donnoe howta spell larr,understand it urself} okeh, i suppose that is wat i wanna buy...at least for now! n i mite jus chip in sum amt of money so tt i can get a new fon faster...blah! fat hope larr... nn u noe? my dad wants me to change to a pre-paid card instead of those billings numbers... F! n guess hu supported him? yes...none other than dose 2 bitches whom i despise like hell lots! ye... sekongkong larr tuu anak-beranak! n u noe how i feel? i feel like me n abg aee is a total stranger in this effing family... they jus despise us! n u noe wat? they LOVE n pamper my sis cuz: -she is soooooo clever -she use to be in JC -she chips in to the family finance -she luvluvluv to joke -she doesn make my parents nag all the time -she has gd manners n bladibladibla~ the list goes on like wth?! haizz... kk better go cuz my mum has start nagging cuz im on the comp for erm...ard an hour olreadi... i hv no time limit to use this computer mine u! i hv written my tots wif luv hatred toodles~ HATE ME IF U WANT TO BUT I ALREADY HATE U TO BITS N PIECES OF MY LIFE! THOSE FUCKING LAUGHTERS ARE FAKE N I DON LUV U MY DEAREST ______! SO MOVE ON WIF UR PATHETIC LIFE...

lalala~

helloooooooos! my hand hurts frm editing skins for wen cong n sing ping... lalala~ nvrm...at least i get credits frm bof of dem...ahahaha! check it out! im going nutcase today...don ask me cuz i myself donnoe y...wee~ nihooooos...im very tired today! finished baking those cookies...lalala~ i loike! hmm...lets c... yesterday... went to cwp...rode the 900 bus alone...den at 888 bus stop...dadsie called so we meet up to go to metro...wee~ so i din went alone aft all...ahah! den bla3... went to vista to buy 4 packs of cendol n one pack of ice kachang... nice! den b4 tt...i was crossing den suddenly, a lorry horned at me...like wtf! stupid driver...its like i looked left n right (eventho it's a one way rd) n there isn any vehicles...n dis dumbass driver can still gimme the fcuking angry hand action...(not the middle finger) like stupid ass ryte...its not as if it is my fault... everytime i go for sch, its the same situation...near the traffic light at wrps... esp those BIG BIG cars like the 7-sitters bla bla3 drivers... so their car is big...like heck larr! wat? they want me to raise my hand upright? its not as if im short larr okeh! they r jus blindly driving... no wonder there r many accidents... n u noe wat? i support dis blog ver much! press here so its more to parking...but they are all actually the same...since they can't drive properly, they donnoe howta park properly... they shld go back to the driving sch...pffft! nihooooos~ i reached hm aft buying tt, jus in time to buker...lalala~ the auntie arh...buat pon lmbt budden nvrm...as long as i got myself a cendol...huahuahauhua! okey...plans for today? today no plans...ahakz! for tmr...lets c... -go for madrasah -watch tv... shld be all...hee~ k done...eh eh! sum guys i noe denies tt guys don hug each other wen they r happily-sad...hah! i can prove them wrong! c...hady n jon did hug each other like tons of time... lalala~ kk...gone! wee~ i hv written my tots wif luv toodles!

plans for tooooooodayy!!!

helloooooooooos! okeh, jus basically im bored at home n im like, wide awake already! so now lets c...no school today cuz hv marking day...blah! den nxt week on the 19th also another marking day...no school again...blah! den on the 18th n 20th gonna have post-exam activities...ahh! one thing that is gd to be in 1e1 is that we r gonna do aerospace [watever that is]...the bad thing is, we r gonna stay in school for the activities...ahhhh!!! but nvrm...better then going to the NLB at civic to donnoe do wat...lalala~ oh yes, wishlist...added 3 more wishes...uh-huh! im desperate for the veeeeeryy last one... n a few will be able to be cancelled...soon enuf... 1 mth +++ to new fon~ the exams part, wait till i get my report bk lorr... haish! lets c...plans for today: -go to vista to change batteries for watches... {mumsie, kak naf n mine watch smue mcm united like that...all the battery spoil n one go...F!} -go metro at cwp to collect my dad's pants... {saper nk pergi ngan akuu?! yohooo! i don wanna go alone seh! aft 4.30...anybody nk ikut? [im serious tauu!]} -buat kuih rayer~ wee~ {last one i must do...argh! but nvrm...i loike!} -marketing { wahahahahhaa! gd gerl i m! } okeh dah...using my sis nyer mp3 nyer earphone to listen to my discman... n yes...listening to radio...ahahahha! no larr...lagu raye n oso 98.7 FM... been an effing long time since i use my discman...ahahahah! okay...actually i don like listening to lagu rayer during the fasting mth...like org despo nk hari rayer time tuu jgak...ahahaha! kk...im done...bye! oh yes! if u wanna follow me to cwp kannn...msg me hp ye...k dah bye! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles!

BYE eoy06! (:

hellooooooos!!! blog opening ceremony was open wif sum err...disturbance frm blogger...wee~ tak larr...bedek jekk...lalala~ nihoooos...art paper jus now n my drawing sux to the core...budden i still luvluvluv the piece of paper thingy that i drew... n i think she is like following watever i do...for my art tt is... ahahahahhaha! farnie larr...u shld hv seen wat she did to her artwrk...pffft! get dis in ur effing brain... YOU HAVE NO ORIGINALITY...at all! except for ur handwriting... eurgh! y m i posting bout her aniway?! okey...ouh i forgot to say sumthing... ITS OVER BETWEEN US((:BID A HUGE FAREWELL TO END-OF-YEAR 2006 )): lalalalala~ yes im happy budden wat happens if i fail any subj... worst of all, wat happens if i fail my english?! argh! wat happens if i hvta stay in sec1 or move on to sec 2N?! wats gonna happen?! ahh!!! okeh, now im not happy... :'( hurhur~ kk...wanna watch teevee...lalala~ crite aper? winx club! childish ryte? i noe...wahahahahahahaha! i hv written my tots wif luv toodle-loo! I NOE UR SECRETS...SHUSH WIF MINE OR URS WILL LEAK! ((: I LOIKE!

maths paper 2

helloooooooos! maths paper 2...okeh i guess... ((: budden i was like omost hving fever n was sneezing like hell n cough here n there...argh! so totally sucky larr!!! hate hate hate... n terpakse asked the teacher for tissue cuz i don hv any...eurgh! oh yes...cher asked aziz a tissue on my behalf so thk u aziz for the tissue... n i donnoe whether my formulas r correct...lets jus pray that they r... was trying very hard to concentrate...((: den aft paper...was soooooo relief! asked farah for tissue in class n she said in her bag...reason given: 'no notes r to be brought in..' lame...unless she write the formulas kat all tissue paper, i understand arh... but anihoos...thk u farah for the tissue ((: aites...tmr art paper...will be opening my blog oni on fri i guess...donnoe larr... c wen i hv the mood, i'll re-open...((: oh yes, returned my sis nyer bks...den to the shop outside the lib...hazirah bought another cute n sweet belt...n a necklace... me me me me!!! bought hairband for myself...ahaha! like tt oso wanna be excited... -.-'' bought dem at the shop kat interchange tuu... kk dah...enuf! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles!

ssssscience! blergh!

hellooooooooooos! lets c...today was the science paper n blergh blergh blergh! was okeh... section A was MCQ...okeh i suppose...did one effing question last minute cuz donnoe howta do... :p section B was open ended...din manage to finish one of the question which causes me to lose erm...3 mrks? i think so...n that oni spells one thing... DOOM n i rushed thru one question cuz i suddenly rmbed the correct steps at the last 20 mins of the paper...argh! section C was okeh too...did Q1, Q2 n Q3...wanted to do Q4 budden i jus simply forgot y virus is not a living organisms...argh! ms lim explained it once n darn i forgot all of a sudden in the middle of thee paper...F! okeh, tmr maths paper 2...bla! asked kak diana to cum over tonight...so yea! hving tuition tonight again... aites! im done! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles!

geog paper...im smiling reeealy hard ((:

Helloooooooooos! Is it just me or am I really smiling like really hard today? Maybe you can just conclude that I am crazy...Fat hope...! I'm smiling bcuz i din hvta squeeeeeeeze all those effing brain juice that doesn seem to come out for any geog paper...wee~ okeh so i hvta admit that it is damn to the max ez...blergh! [hope larr korang, geog paper will NVR be thaaaaat easy]... but anihoooooos! i finally rmb my 3 methods of restoring derelict land...nn there is this question abt air pollution being transboundary pollution n asked us to giv a specific example...ahahahahhhaa! anibody wanna bet that MANY peeps will write abt the current haze...ahakz! okeh, im one of dem ((: n luckily kak naf mentioned it yest if not i won't noe wat PSI stands for...fiuh! aites aites...tmr science paper...asked kak diana to cum over tonight n tmr night to teach me maths...maths paper on wed...n i shall be free cuz heck care abt art paper...((: so yea...tts it i guess... wat is radiation? oh fcuk! mummmmmmyy!!! i need my sci tb noww!!! okeh, im gone! i hv written my tots wif luv oh yes, my previous blog is open for a moment or two cuz i need to transfer some post for my own pleasure <33 toodles! ((:

hist paper sux! maths paper 1...hmm

helloooooooos! today is history n maths paper 1...n gosh! i hv a veryyy strrrrrrong feeling tt i m gonna fail history this time round... maths paper 1 was okeh i guess...bcuz they asked tons of algebra question...therefore i must conclude that paper 2 shall be difficult since paper 1 was easy...argh! decided to hv kak diana over on mon n tues cuz maths paper 2 is on wed...n i hv tons of topics to be covered...blergh! n y was hist paper difficult? cuz i din study fcuking internal n external threats for ancient India, ancient China n SEA...practically the whole chapt of internal n external threats...stupid sia! n jus for wat did i stay awake till ard 2 jus to study those fcuking subj?! i can't even rmb a single thing on those 2 threats...all i can rmb is abt the religions...gawd! argh! regrets...fcuk larrrr!!! haish! geography paper cuming up on monday...uergh! lagi nk mampos! i cannot concentrate sehz studying tt fcuking subj! like urgh! watever pollution, ozone depletion bla bla bla... guess wat?! i jus started on ozone depletion onli...the rest still on hold...rabak lor! haish! shld end of here lar...toodle-loo! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ allineedisu...ineedtocu<33

luv dem to bits! <3

hellooooooooos! been a loooong time since i updated...budden the blog is still closed n nobody is gonna be able to read dis till i re-open my blog...lala~ nihooos...got our class foto 2dae! nice yet funny... n to tell u the truth, i feel like dis yr's foto is like the best one that i've ever had! yea...it's funny how u cld c unity in all those cruel acts in class... im sori budden i can't load the foto to my comp to let u all c...but i shall soon c to that ((: hahakz! soooo emo...nyehaha! -.-'' okeh, so rachel...i hv 'autographed' the formal foto! wee~ lets talk abt the foto shall we? cuz im like so stressed out studying maths n history... the time now id 0016 or better known as 12:16am...ahaha! okeh, yes! im feeling very tensed n very nervous of tmr's paper... oooo yea! my 'favourite' subject...maths paper 1 tmr... kak diana came yest night n jus now...im improving i guess... im aiming for a 70 for myself...its gd enuf... kak diana aiming for 60 for me...gd enuf for her n sounds okeh to me... nihoos...i luvluvluvluvluv the foto!!! jus cover her face n it'll be picture perrrrrfecto! wen u look at the pics u'll be luffing n rolling ur heads off larr... jus so funny n not to mention cute... area of trapezium is err...errr... O M G! i forgot! eh seriously...gawd gawd! f larr!!! tmr paper n i hv yet to memorise like tons of things...not to mention that i hvproj fiqh on my hand [okeh, make tt in my personal folder in my comp]...argh!!! u noe wat...i think dis is wayyyy to long of a post for a stressed-out-that-the-paper-is-tmr gerl...wahhhh!!! im freaking tired but i hv lots of facts to learn...thinking of NOT sleeping...ahakz! nutcase? i noe((: thats hu nasirah is <33 i hv written my tots wif luv toodles!!! <333 luv u all ((:

malay paper...blergh!

hellooooooooooooos!!! last post cuz im closiing dwn due to exams... n today was the malay paper n yes...as always, my paper 1 suck a lot! farah was over the moon (more like sun since its day time) cuz the paper got her name -.-'' n jus hoping that i'll pass... n yest, i've realised why...all this while i jus keep on failing my maths...blergh! well... 1) im so careless in my wrking! 2) i hv lack of memory space since i cannot rmb the formulaes... c...stupid things always leads to failing... aites...nxt paper on nxt friday...Maths paper 1...OMG larr!!! in the meantime...blog closing dwn due to exams... wishing all my peeps n darlings a very good luck in ur end-of-year to my cuzzins hu r taking their Os n As dis yr...best of luck frm ur sweet cuzzie<33 till here...i hv written my tots wif luv toodles!

english paper...i suck at it!

hellooooooooooos! survived day 1 of exam... english paper today...was manageable i guess but! my compo suck! like a lot...! i hate my compo! in fact i hate all my compo... i donnoe y, wenever i hv a flashback compo n the story is twisted, it so suck! budden the teachers will say its a good n nice story...i'll be oh-so-shocked! paper 2 was okeh...im coping wif summary already... n the texts given was okeh i guess... but i still suck at synthesis n transformation... bluergh! i donnoe whether i can pass or not...all i hope is to at least get a B4...that'll be good enuf but it'll be the greatest if i were to get A1...woo! niceNESS!!! so i guess that's all for today... malay paper tmr... i hv doubt abt A-ing my language... my language is beginning to suck everyday... haizz! lets jus hope n pray for the better ((: nihoooooos, i've said tmr is malay paper ryte? okeh, so yea...i guess that's all... i hv written my tots wif luv {5 ramadhan} -alhamdulillah toodles! is it for my better life or is it for the worst...? i donnoe...im so pissed that i don think i wanna talk... i need sumone to talk too but no one will ever understand, the inside of me )):

Ehem

helloooooooooooos!!! lets c...i feel like vorrrrrmitting by loooking at her...eurgh! in the morn, went out wif dadsie a lil later... den walked as usual n sumwhere near the school gate, i was greeted wif a "Oi! Jln cepat siket larr!" n wen i turn ard, none other den kak shidshid shidah n kak raurau raudhah bhind me...ehh! n they start the usual 'oi! eh gerl! eh pompouan! oi! mangkuk! pinggan! periuk! eh pekak!' etcetc again...n i ignore lerr! den kak shidah tapped me shoulder n they said "eh! aku luper arh name kau!" wat oniiiii! dah kacau2 org abeh tak ingat namer kuu!!! ishk! anihoooos, reached sch wen the music start...ahakz! n aishah, im no early bird...or was it liyana hu said that? or was it farah? huever it is larr ye... den lessons was bbboooring...xcept for science lerr...but 2dae's topic is disgusting...all abt animals...eurgh! u can c the huge pix of those disgusting animals n insects etc etc...eww! n im hating music 'ms christina!!! i wanna change my sitting place!' jus cannot stand her being in front of me animore sehz! the way she irritatingly clip her hair... the way she talks, irritatingly the way she luffs irritatingly EVERYTHING she does is irritating tauu! she is soooo totally acting like sumone very preeeeeety n sumone very cool n popular... but she is! she sooooooo very preeeeeety in the eyes of a devil n sumone very cool frm the refrigerator (woopsie! thats cold) n sumone very popular frm hell! oh yea! im sorry for writing dis in the special n peaceful month...very sorry den went hm as per norm...on my ride hm in 900, saw dis malay gerl frm dis ehem ehem sch...at vista point's traffic light drinking! like O M G! tak payah nk tunjok2 larr seh! like memalukan like tt! budden watever larr! keh, now gotta go n study n do my homewrk...n im in need of sleeping! tmr english paper...paper 1 n 2... haish! i donnoe whether i can pass my english or not...i hv been getting myself a borderline passing rate n i certainly don want tt in my EOY records tauu! gotta wrk hard n check doubly doubly times! shall not be distracted by her! she'll be sitting nxt to me...n she will be acting all innocent! oh pffft! tt flirter!!! aites! wish me luck for my english aites! pray n hope i can As my EOY too ((: i hv written my tots wif luv 4 ramadhan {alhamdulillah} toodles! believe in watever u do...u can do it! nobody is gonna stop u! wrk hard for it! wrk very hard!!! go for it!!! i'll support u ((: get an A! i'll be jumping for joy for u! ur exams starts tmr... study hard n u will get wat u wish for ur marks! n finally, that wish in ur list can be cancelled n achieved u can do it Nasirah!!! OKEH, IM TALKING TO MYSELF FOR ENCOURAGEMENT SAKE LARR! HEHE :D

Fiuh!

helloooooooooooooooooooooos! firstly, CONGRATS to hady mirza! he won SI 2006...woots!!! ((: n luckily he did cuz i made a promised to farah yesterday that i'll vote twice for him if she stays at the library till 3...so much for 'no negotiating' 'negotiating wif me doesn wrks' ahahahaha! but, my negotiating wrks cuz there's the hady part...im gooooood!!! n i m able to save my $1.20 ehk? dadsie says that if he lose, i'll hvta pay...*bluek* HE WON!!! nihoooooooos, lets start wif school... oh, before that! i din go terawih yesterday cuz! i din manage to study n back aches a lotttt! aft all those roundings wif iffah to send the food to moi neighbours... sooooooo, hit the day wif farah shouting "HADY WON! HE IS SOOOOO HOT!" she smile here n there b4 she starts that, repeating for donnoe how many tons! of times...-.-'' den at the quadrangle, kak shikin plak "HADY WON!" i donnoe jus how many times i heard that today...sheeeesh! budden rachel said sumthing diff ((: "JON DIN WIN )): " woooopsie! n she looks oh-so-sad...n i look oh-so-keshian-for-her...NOT! den english, mdm rabia went thru wrksheets on howta cut-dwn wrds..bla3 malay, did dialogue...*vorrrrrrmit* bbbbooooring! n i crap ard wif hazirah n farah all...muahhahahaahha! history, revise revise revise...mr faraz said he might be conducting xtra class nxt wk...____er!!! [fill in the blanks] recess...fought over the bk that i borrowed yest...'loving danny' wif none other then hazirah...budden in the end i got to read it budden! aishah n farah kept on making n doing funny funny things...n luffed like veryy!!! loud jus now! sat at the same place like yest... den D&T...n yippee!!! there is isn't any test!!!n mr loy din cum... mr wahab took us n i've completed my photoframe...bent it all! n planned to do the wavy-wavy kinda plate... n jus now, waited for a loooooooooooong time for mr wahab to get yana, sok keng n me a wood...he walked here n there n help the other peeps...we waited like a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ [fill in the blanks] in teh end, there isn any wood...*sigh* -.- den maths, had mock test, paper 1! left out 3 questions!!! wt!!! 8 marks in total okeh...! n im left hoping to get at least 30/50...haish! im losing hope in myself for maths n geog...hah! u shld noe y! i'll be happy enuf to get 26...at least it's a border line passing tauu! urgh! sttttttttrrrress! thinking of studying aft sahur, b4 going to bed n aft sch... but hurhur~ watever i said, i won't be doing it...)): BETTER BUCK UP SOON! its now or nvr... if i don pull up my socks wayyyy abv where it is now, i don think i'll be able to move on to 2e1...a possibility that i'll stay back! ishk!!! shldn be saying like that right now! bulan puase!!! i don think i'll be able to move on to 2e1...a possibility that i'll stay back N I WILL BUCK UP! den aft sch...as usual larrs... den walked wif hazirah n we went "962? 900? 962? 900? 962? 900?" n in the end we took 962 n off to the interchange den took 900... saw HER [her frm rss tauu!] in the bas...n saw kak, i forgot her name! she sooooo sweeeet! she use to help talk back to dis particular senior of mine...frm choir...wen i was pri4 larr...they all pri6 liaoz! argh! i miss those days... dis chinese guy, my senior, he always disturb me...like saying im out off my sp2 or out off alto! but i wasn! godd! n summore i hadta stand bside him during our performance at Singapore's Conference Hall...den kak i-fogot-her-name...will go "stop it larr! later she will really sing out off her component then u noe!" n wat did i do? i stood there n luff out really loud...n tt guy will be like -.-' nyehahaha! so nihoooos...im done! gotta go n study n do my hw... revision now or aft end-of-year... it'll be useless to burn the midnight oil like how i allllwayyyyyys did...blergh! i hv written my tots wif luv! toodles!!! {3 ramadhan} ((: alhamdulillah :))

necklace!!!

hellooooooooooooooooos!!! doubly happy but still scared...tell later larrs reached school n argh! i din bring my beloved pencil box!!! in need of all my pens n stapler n liquid paper n ruler n etc etc etc!!! i m seriously very attach to my pencil box keh! luff ur heads off!!! ((: niwaes, as predicted, mr kheng is not here again....reservist! haish! tak perr tak perr!!! so i sat n read my bk!!! den CME did sumthing abt overcoming failing or sumthing like that...den aft that read my book!!! recess time, since bulan puase...we sat kat benches yg outside D&T room...n do wat? read a book!!! niceness! lolx den lit...jus basically did a poem n with hu else but rachel, liyana n farah... the usual one thing that we always talk, that zac effron...rachel wanted to write a riddle poem on that guy...watness theness ____ness [since it is the fasting mth, filled in those blanks urself thk u!] den science...was okeh, thx to the usual ppl at the back hu is very crazyyy! den english, went thru writing...got 16/30 for my diary entry...like wat the ____!!! its so draggy...but nihooos! got the same mark as yu juan...same goes for the compre which we both scored 18...lolx! den aft sch went to the lib wif yana, farah n hazirah... borrowed 2 bks...one wif a girl wif freckles as the main pic n one the title is...err...luving danny or sumthing like tt arh... my drowning anna bk is still wif me...a few pgs den i'll be able to finish it...*sigh* nn guess wat! i bought a necklace...to be worn obviously at hm oni since i wear tudung mah! n hazirah bought 3 pairs of gorgeous earrings! 2 dangling earrings, one wif stars the other one i donnoe wif wat...the other earrings is very the retro-ish! but nice! n also a bracelet...the beady-beady kinda bracelet...niceness! n godd!!! she has a very good fashion sense!!! she also bought the same necklace as mine! aww...so she wants the 4 to buy oso, like a token of friendship like that...nn my darlings, it costs $3.50 ((: so my sygs...save up ur money!!! note for the 5 of u: save up ur hari rayer money for the movies aft rayer n to buy sumthing that we cld hv, in common! wee~~ <333 okeh, thats all i guess...oh nn anibody nk ikut nasirah pergi solat terawih mlm ini? jikalau anda mahu ikut saya...sila hubungi di telefon bimbit nya atau telefon rumahnya, terima kasih ((: oh yes, a big n huge thank you to yu juan for the blue pen n a very huge thank you to ellie too, for the liquid paper <33 okeh done...tmr hv D&T n maths test...shooooot! i hvn study larr! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles! [2 ramadhan]- alhamdulillah! it is good to know that u hv learnt frm ur mistakes...better make good of ur wrds!!! i need u <3

fuck off my life!

hellooooooooooooos! im feeling down yet up...lets not talk abt dis larr... anihoooooos, jus now went to madrasah n it's still the same as ever le... actually i hv nth to update but i hv dis feeling tt i need to write sumthing very rude to say in dis fasting mth to somebody...but, sorry dan ampun byk2 cuz i cannot take dis animore! i know that this will hurt your feelings, but i don't care because u have just hurt me...those words at my tagboard...what do you take me for?! i don't care what life i am going to have in this fasting month n i don't care whether i m going to slim down or not...you call this a compliment? i see that it is more to an insult! do you know what complimenting means?! do you? don't try to act all innocent and very religion-ed with me...by the way, i am not mad at you for what happened during malay class...i don care at all what you did in that class...do u see me fuming with anger?! no? then that means i am not angry...tell me why should i be angry? it doesn't make sense for me to be angry just because you acted like wolverine...get this right, I DON'T CARE AT ALL! if you think that i asked you to shut at aishi's tagboard because of what you did in malay class, then you thought wrong...it was because you don't understand her sentence of us PLANNING to quit...we planned but we didn't do it! and that is why i asked you to shut up! and your way of apology doesn't seem to make people accept it because, in some way or another, you do not know how to say sorry to a person...i call that a LOSER act... so please...if you want to apologise, that ain't no way to apologise because you always make another sentence for one to be angry at you all over again... sorry if i was sorta harsh but, well...that's jus the way i blog abt sumone that has jus made me feel disgusted n irritated...if u don like it,u don hvta cum here again...in fact, i din even asked u to cum here n read my blog aniway...so there, the person i m writing abt abv shld noe im talking abt him...if u wanna noe, check out his tag at my tagbrd...hu wldn be furious?! that's all i guess... i hv written my tots wif luv toodles!!!

suria raya karnival

hellooooooooooooooos!!! u noe wat?! i din hv tuition yest...kak diana oreadi cum arh so i took out my wrks den go thru a few sums den off to kampung glam...sori to kak diana for the last min planning... ouh ouh ouh! iffah is back...yest at ard 5 or so...niceness! so yest was no fun...most things was ot up yet larr budden kpg glam was soooooo packed n was soooooooo dark... bought nth cuz most of the things sold there r foooooooods! bo-riiiiiing! so walked ard n we took the gas taxi...donnoe larr, watever the name is i hate tt mercedes taxi cuz seriously makingme feel like puking...tho i find it kewl at ferst arh cuz inside got teevee...den the driver switched on Siti Nurhaliza's performance at london...instead of watching, i sleep cuz if not, i'll be puking olreadi... so aniwaaaaaays...since kpg glam was supppppppppper boring...the performance put up was typical concert...den waited for the taxi den in the taxi i sleep again...donnoe y budden i was sooooooo totally sleepy, even b4 9...ishk ishk! den wen we reached geylang, went in search for the lights, lampu lap lip tuu...kak naf was sorta furious cuz now our house is without the lights sooooo...i was sooooo hungry cuz i din eat lunch n dinner so headed off to banquet to eeeeeeeeeat! okeh, the food soooooo tak sedap! regret eating there...xcept for the western food which was okeh... i ate chicken chop, kak naf ate fish & chip, mumsie ate chicken rice n dadsie ate laksa...iffah shared wif kak naf n mumsie...me n kak naf drank bandung n dadsie drank barley n mumsie shared wif him... okeh, so as usual, abg aee is out wif frends... so in the end headed off home...n surprise surprise abg aee is not hm yet... so, thought off studying geography budden in the end, i slept through the night n morn ard 5 without changing seh! no wonder i felt panas cuz wear long sleeve wat...wif jeans summore! kepanasan!!! so tts all...tmr starting of ramadhan! wee~ abg aee jus send me dis msg (its in malay larr-sori): Jgn lupa renew lesen mulut... servicekan hati... kawalkan kadar pencemaran mata & telinga... peliharalah enjin perut... tax minda & cukai kesabaran... anda mungking salah seorang pemenang lalitul Qadr 2006... ayuh berbanyakkan IBADAH dan berAMAL jariah pada Ramadhan ini... TUAH ANDA SAPER YANG TAHU! amin... i hv written my tots wif luv toodles!

geog exam paper format-dead x(

helloooooooooooos! okeh, u noe my worst nightmare subj is maths n geog ryte? so yea...jus now got our exam format n ms wong oreadi warned us tt the paper is gonna be doubly difficult then the wrkbook exercises...arrrrrrgh! terok akuu!!! so here is my MOST nightmare part... MCQ will be on sem 1 wrk including topo map n world map (which i so totally hv forgotten where each continent is at)... for semester 2's wrk...lots, i repeat, LOTS of chapters fr me to cover up...there is still the notes on glbal warming n ozone depletion to read up...n dis is the part tt i HATE n scared abt the most...structured essays tt causes me like 60 mrks in a total...wat topic? pollution, global warming n ozone depletion...nightmare!!! i m like so totally in need of pple to help me out in studying geog!!! anybody to study wif me? n maths? chapt 1-14...horrors! n i m all dead over chapt 9 which i m seriously bad at...wat topic? oh u noe...howta find area n perimeter of parellelogram, trapezium bla3...easy isn it? NOT! okeh done! tuition now... i hv written my tots horrors wif luv toodles~

dat N is getting on my nerve

hellooooooooooooos!!! okeh, firstly i wanna say tt u ppl hu r reading dis shld get sum popcorn or any snacks or ur dinner or watever snack u wanna eat while reading cuz dis is gonna be like a very looooooong post, longer then always...((: secondly, read below...-.-'' wokaaaaaaaay! i feel so hyper today...donnoe y but mayb bcuz lessons was okeh n CS [cikgu shikin] din cum!!!wohoo~ anihooooos! kicked the day off wif malay...nn Cikgu Shida (ouh my! anoder CS, kan yana kan?) took us...so kirekan combine class arh...studied peribahasa...bla3... den was quite late for hist class budden nvrm arh...i loike! hist mr faraz asked us to revise the chapts tt gonna cum out...n suddenly he stood at my table (okeh, so it was man qin's but i was using so it is my table-my second table!) n stare n smile2 at my book...like watness theness fcukness! i was like so totally cannot concentrate!!! eurgh! den recess was soooooo abnormal...*sigh* aft recess...prefect yg tuuuuu came to my class as always...pffft! i hate her okeh! bcuz of her i think tt MOST of the sec2 prefects r jus so totally action...like okeh, so we r noisy...rmb the prev post, we were quiet ryte? den they said: "wah! today so quiet arh?!" in fact all of dem said so xcept kak atikah hu was not suppose to be there budden nvrm, i wanna talk abt the other prefects... if u guys r reading dis, i don giv a damn cuz u guys jus don deserve my respect! at all! so u wanna giv me hate tags or watsoever...i don care... lets start abt dis later...lets continue wif the lesson first... geog was nxt n ms wong gave out our geog paper which makes me all sad over it all over again...like i really cannot get over it! if u fail jus for the most impt chapts...how on earth r u gonna pass the whole yr's lesson...okeh, im sttttttressed out! maths...hurhur~ ms gan asked us to do sum sums... all thirsty...cuz did maths sum n wen i do maths sum, i wld talk abt the question...talking to myself larr as in...nvrm...liyana understands larr ye...den wen i cannot get the answer, i think soooooo hard den suddenly i'll be singing...wat the...lolx! weird ehk? nvrm...tts nasirah for u ((: while doing, got help frm the usual, ying ying, ellie n yu juan...ying ying started singing den i was like alaaaaaaaah! she sang erm...forgot watsong n i was like sooo in2 tt song yeeeeeeears ago den suddenly she sing den now im like so woah! okeh nvrm...oni i can underrrstand tt ((: aft sch walked hm wif aishah n hazirah...din went to shop cuz 1) the bunch of guys tt i totally despise (or however u spell it) was there... 2) i hv NO money 3) donnoe y budden i hv no mood so yea...straight away walked hm... sent aishi to the lift n yes...she hv yet to send ME home...-.- den walked to the 900 bus stop wif hazirah...in the bus talked n talked abt sum things n abt her!!! den reached hm...the person tt i hate most is at hm n now he has gone out...like yayness... okeh so here r the 2 things tt made me feel so totally irritated, pissed off n hatred! 1) sec 2 prefect, mainly refering to her, jus so totally action...y can't they jus keep us quiet by shushing us?! y do they hvta use those fcuking wrds?! n wen we tell the teachers, hu's side did they take? the prefects! unfairness okeh! they r like pampered bunch...n SHE jus makes me feel disgusted of all the prefects...jus so totally ruining the prefects' reputation in the school! n to THAT particular prefect, i hate u n don think tt u will hv respect frm me...cuz u r jus anoder action prefect...as a matter of fact, it's bcuz of u tt i hate the sec 2 prefects, well sum i still consider as the considerate bunch...but tt particular prefect jus totally gets on my nerve! hate her hate her hate her! she stands at our classrm door like sumkind of teacher or VP or watever...y on earth is she a prefect in the first place?! she is like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeurgh! hate her hate her hate her!!! cannot stand the sight of her animore seh! 2) she cuts a fringe which is like making her face looks even worse...nk step H seh! tt minah step...eurgh! her hair is like oredi very curly, she cuts a fringe n i bet she cuts it herself...which is disgusting! she looks much much much much more horrible...tt flirty bitch... n she acts like as if her fringe is sooooo nice which is not! eeeeeee....disgustingness okeh! everybody in the class (mainly the malay guys) was practically disgusted by tt bitch!!! like eeeeeeeeew!!! she doesn hv tt fashion sense seh abeh nk act...puih! boleh blah! aniways...don care bbout dose two fcuking fcuking topics... yest i din go for the kenduri..cuz hvn finish my hw...so stayed at hm... n b4 nightfalls, darling cik enah came...she brought epok2 sayur n telur...wee~ hearts her larr...been a mth since i saw her...heart the epok2 oso...hahakz! okeys...niways, tonight hving tuition n i forgot which questions r my homewrks....dengggg!!! okeh done! i hv written my tots wif luv, disgust n disgust toodles!!! u can fcuk of frm my sight cuz i jus don like to c ur face! its sux! totally stuck up face!!! i hate u, bof of u, to the core!!! n puh-lease! don act all innocent cuz u seriously r not innocent...one of u step minah n the other is a totally action prefect...fuck off larr ehk! i hate u i hate u i hate u!

new stuff!!!

hellooooooos! yesterday night ferst... went to cwp wif kak naf n mumsie...n abg aee jus hadta spoil my shopping mood by asking to send him the keys while he waits outside cwp...tell me sumthing...is it wrong to go in to the shopping mall wif ur army uniform?! no ryte?! y can't he jus walk in2 metro n search for us instead of hving me to walk all the frm metro to outside cwp to giv him the house keys...wtf seh! forget abt tt...oh n i looked patha-tic yest night in my skirt...of all pissed off days tt i became feminine sehz! anihoooos! i got myself 1 pair of new shoes...1 new ring [faux ring tt is] nn err...tts all! wee~ niceness!!! i heart my ring larr...very the cute, like me obviously; okeh n u all go, nasirah perasan... todayy...aft sch, mumsie collected my minyak wangi!!! wee~ i heart the smell!!! nyeahnyeahnyeah! new stuff again...hahakz! so today...art was good i suppose...completed my paper cut wrk...which is very the simple n ugly...nn surprise surprise! i got 15/20...hahakz! so shocking!!! den malay...CS [cikgu shikin] came...alaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! so went thru format for formal letters...den hadta do a letter as our wrkpiece...tsk! budden while doing, forgotten sum malay wrds so asked each other n the whole thing is a stoooopid english to malay translation...hahakz!!! aft recess...as u all noe, i rush thru my hw aft recess, esp maths! budden i hvn finish science oso...den ms lim came in sooooo fast [like she oways does]...den had no time! *sigh* budden i completed my maths, i think... science...went thru wrkbk for chapt 15...ms lim n the OHP was sumwhere nxt to me budden i still had enuf time to copy the answers [sum] in green blue...wee~ pndi dakuu!!! den english, went thru yest hw...nn got anoder wrksheet...which is quite thick...budden i hv finish it!!! within less den 2 periods!!! niceness!!! maths was okeh...ms gan was not angry todayy...good! fiuh! den the last period msgan asked us to do our hw...n my back hurts! need to do dot diagram or sumthing like tt...took me the whole period to do tt n find out wat i missed out! penat oiii!!! aft sch...farah walked hm wif liyana...nabila wanted to go cwp s she walked to 962 bus stop wif us...bought meself aloe vera wif pulps n a donut... den nabila crossed over wif hazirah n i walked n sent aishah hm...she has yet to send me hm!!! arghh!!! soooo...i walked hm alone todayy...wanted to take the route tt i took wif hazirah for the past 2 dayys...skali sesat pergi 900 bus stop b4 vista...paiseh paiseh! buat maluuu jekk!!! lolx den reached hm...went to vista to buy maggi to eat cuz tonight got kenduri kat bawah block so mumsie decided not to cook cuz later makanan terbuang...so yea, practically tts the reason y i went to buy maggi...((: den here i am blogging <33 i hv written my tots wif luv toodles!!! we don need u...nowedon!ucuminncriticiseus! im sick n tired of u ppl criticising us! especiall tt N prefect...criticise us like nobodys business! past is a past...let bygones be bygone okeh!

no lectures, surprise surprise!

helloooooooooooooos!!! my hands is all tired frm all dose scrubbing...huahuahua! tell u y later... anihooooooos! started wif english...went thru cloze passage n i asked like blardy loads n lots of questions!!! n luckily it is those sensible question larrr...nyeahaha! den science was okeh...went thru the science wb...den aft going thru, got 2 mins break which i spent for none other then sleeping...wee~ den recess...bla3 aft recess (i really luv to write on watever happens right aft recess,nowadays)...everybody was bz copying geography...tt was y we were so blardy quiet! nyeahnyeahnyeah! den the prefects all surprise...like watness theness fcukness! we make a lot of noise, get scolding...we don make noise, they criticise! fcuk arh! like tt better they don cum to our class at all seh! pffft! den kak shikin asked hu our nxt period teacher is den she 'criticised' ms lam for being skinny...n the whole class started going 'aiyoh' [the scolding aiyoh] den wen they saw ms lam, they asked us to keep quiet n they ran away...apeeeeeeeeeeeeeer jekk! so we decided to complain to ms lam wat she said...since ader satuu prefect tuu 24 jam complain pasal kiter org...its our turn to complain...sheeesh! den CME ms lam let us do our own things...so i continued doing geog...n wee~ completed...okeh fine! left sum out larrs...nn thk u ying ying for letting me copy ((: geog, *sigh* ms wong went thru the ozone depletion, global warming n greenhouse effect again...im all serious abt geog olreadi, no more doodling while she is teaching...iirah is a gd gerl now!!! wee~ music, ms christina din cum...so ms sharon came n we watch chicken run...sat ard wif rachel n yana to watch...lameness! IPW...we scrub scrub here n scrub scrub there n scrub everywhere on our own table... yeppies! cleaned the vandalism on the table which makes my table all white instead of the colour err...blackish? dirtiness!!! yikes! den aft sch...walked wif aishah n hazirah...still hvn made aishah walk us hm! we shall c how...((: so bought the usual...den we waited till our drinks finish at aishah's block's void deck...ahakz! my english is atrocious...horrible!!! den aft tt walked wif hazirah n chitchat den went to 7-11 at vista pt cuz hazirah wanted to buy ice-cream...aft tt went off hm... reached hm, saw mumsie doing the curtains again...she wants to finish it b4 iffah cums hm which is tmr...ouh nn tmr hving kenduri at my void deck...4 more days to ramadhan ppl! wee~ i loike! marissa's bdae was on 16th which was...saurday...correct? i forgot the date but wat i noe is her bdae was a few days ago budden anihooos! happy belated 13th bdae gerl!!! all the best for the days to cum ((: okeh done! gotta help my mum n do my homewrks... i hv written my tots wif luv toodles!!!

yet anoder long lecture

helloooooooooooooooooos!!! erm...let c, mdm rabia came today, so, blergh! did eng ws...synthesis or sumthing like tt! discussed wif ellie n yu juan n crap a lil, VERY little! den malay...realised tt i din do ex 14c for maths...trouble!!! so did the exercise den suddenly cikgu yati came in n asked us to do sumthing abt erm...exploring countries...donnoe larr! den history, tot of doing maths budden mr faraz came...*sigh* wen i need sum time to do wrk, he'll cum, when i don need time to do wrk...he won't cum! budden, i sneaked n did my wrk! wee~~ pandai kan? si dektu tak nmpk...nn i wasn the oni one doing it okeh! D&T...went to wrkshp again! i loike but one thing tt i hate is...i hvn finish bending my photo frame...jgn ckp blom abes, buat pon blom...nn its all bcuz i waited for the other 17 to buff or watever its called b4 i can use it...nn whenever i used it, sumbody will cum n say "lemme use for a while, a while oni" BYK KORANG PUNYER AWHILE n guess wat...oni liyana, sok keng n me hv not bend our photo frame...hahakz! den maths... note to ms gan: pls...i noe we dissapoint u...but i noe more tt u were mostly referring to sumbody hu fails very badly...such example, is me...okeh, sori if i dissapoint u but u don hvta hate us for tt...yes...i feel really bad abt it! i still do...i wish i cld jus pass...i shall pray for tt... she checked our bks as usual...n i think all of us din hv the compass mrks or sumthing like tt...den 10 of dem din complete...*sigh* -u drop my standard of teaching -the 1/1s i use to take was of much better standard than u ppl! -ppl think tt i din teach u! -1/3 n 1/4 r giving me a better result than u! -u r the first express class, not the tail end express class! -the past 1/1 classes tt i taught can produce 80-90% A1 or A2s so tt is jus basically wat she lectured us...n yes,how i wish tt i wasn in 1e1...its jus so stressful how ur teachers keep on repeating the same "u r the first express class in sec1!" im sick of tt sentence...!!! n i din wanna enter the first express class...it wasn my wish, its the sch's decision...n as wat ms wong has said "ur pri 6 life is over!" so yea! we r in 1e1 cuz of our pri 6 mrks...so, leave tt bhind olreadi! lets c hu has said tt sentence: ms toh, ms gan, ms wong, ms sarah more to go larrs!!! wen ms gan went out, all the guys was like criticisng ms gan cuz well...tts them larr...n there were too many shouting tt i cannot concentrate but luckily i managed to finish it! like fiuh! so aft sch...rushed thru maths cuz hvta hand in tt fcuking green bk...was sooooooo stressed seh!!! hvta finished tt angle thing...nn luckily copied dwn today's hw... tt reminds me tt i hv yet to sms farah the homewrks... okeh, den aft tt walked hm wif aishah n hazirah... me me me!!! i bought aloe vera wif pulp drink...so i suppose all of u r sick of hearing me drinking tt water again n again...but im not sick of tt drink...very addictive drink tauu!!! hazirah n aishah bought err...guava... den sent aishah hm...everyday send her home but she nvr send us hm b4...shld make her do tt sum times...ryte ryte? "gd idea nasirah!" thk u thk u! den walked wif hazirah...talked n talked abt...sum aprticular thing... den she asked me to taste her cookies!!! woah! was nice...tho smelled burnt but it taste gd! so...she said tt her cookies tak sedap...haish! hazirah hazirah... okeh, gotta sms farah den do my geog hw...haizz!!!jus too many things to do...okeh done! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles!

wen internet spoils n wen ms toh talks too much...

hieness howness uness pplness feelingness todayness?! wellness iness hopeness!!! okeh stop tt...anihoooos...today mr kheng n mdm rabia din cum so we had a total of 4 free (sort of) periods!!! wohoo~~ had class interaction but first...had a long lecture by ms toh n she jus keeps repeating the same thing! i mean, we get it! she jus hvta rub it in tt more than half the class failed their geog test! watever! lets c how she scores if i were to giv her tt piece of fcuking test paper! note to ms toh: i noe we r the first class in the sec 1 level...so wat?! does it mean tt whenever u r the top class u hvta bhave like a total NERD?! no ryte?! so the 1e3 n 1e4 r behaving better then us...so? u teachers think tt we hvta top everything jus bcuz we r the first class?! lemme tell u sumthing, u find the geog test paper easy...can i giv u tt piece of test paper right now n u to complete it by one period n c if u can score abv 20...can u can u? huh?! so u r ashamed of our behaviour? oh well, look at u wen u were our age...think how ur teachers might hv felt abt ur class too...so lastly, do u think tt watever we do is jus another reflection of u n ur classmates wen u were our age? don u think so...? cuz i really do think so! she has been saying dis for i-donnoe-how-many times alreadi : -1/3 n 1/4 behave much better than u guys! -i expect much better behaviour frm 1/1! -u r the first class in sec1! -the teachers hv been telling me tt my form class is behaving very badly! -the teachers n i hv been sitting n discussing abt u guys! -they hv been telling me how bad u a behaving! -ms wong showed me the paper n it is very easy! -the paper is very easy! -u r the first class in sec 1 so u shld get gd marks n gd behaviour! c how she repeats the same content while rephrasing her sentences...screw u! teachers r using our fcuking geog marks to look dwn on us...oh pffft! den had 2 free periods...was suppose to be PE budden mr kheng din cum so first period mr see came in n i realise sumthing! mr see is like wee boon’s look alike! wahahahaha! so he talked as if we r in sum sorta boot camp n all n asked us to revised for EOY! *sigh* den the next period was a sweet relief teacher...so sat ard wif yana,rachel n farah...lameness...!!! den CME...basically did nth arr...ms lam asked us to do revision or we may also read a bk...watness theness fcukness!!! i finished my book so coloured my school handbook n it looks rather, well...girlish! ahakz! recess bla3...aft recess in the class as per norm...tsk! ellie kept on saying cyclops is handsome...like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwww!!! ellie, no taste my dear...i'll tecah u which is the handsome bunch n which is not...want? okeh crapp...she started it all bcuz cyclops was like putting a hand on the front door, 'falling' on it...den aft tt ying ying started to 'propose' to me...lolx! luff here n there...den suddenly the attention was to a lizard nearby... literature was boring...as usual...mrs lim went thru the riddle poem which is like...well...BORING! science, attention was still at the lizard...ellie n i was jus afraid tt the lizard will fall on our hair...okeh, pathetic us but hey! we r gerls okeh...typical girls tt is...((: den english, mdm rabia din cum...so erm...mr liew mr lieu mr liu (watever) came in n relief us n tt fcuking gary(screw tt name!) yean choon is really getting on my nerve! i din even utter a single wrd n he starts saying tt ________ wrd again! wtf larr ehk! nn if tt asshole were to be reading dis, guess wat? i saw a pig which looks waaaaaaay better than ur fcuking small-eyed-dishonest-irritating-face! it is my prob wat i wanna call liyana...gd enuf i din call u a fcuking small-eyed-dishonest-irritating pig! n gary yean choon, fcuk off!!! we did diary entry n i finished early...den had nth to do...-.= rabak arh! so in the end, sat dwn wif yana, rachel n farah...well as u noe...wen u sit wif dem, obsession of hsm starts...so rachel...well, nvrm...shld not elaborate larr ye... den went to the lib wif yana, farah n hazirah...took 962 instead of 912 cuz tt bus seems to be more packed nowadays ehk? so aniways...walking walking den saw nabila n aishah so walked together-gether...! in the library...pure lameness...we were ending ALL our wrds wif 'ness'...ahakz! den aft tt went to McD at cwp...wanted to buy mcflurry budden nggak untung jikalau gue belik mcflurry dong! so hazirah bought mcflurry, liyana bought milkshake...farah went to 7-11, abeh tak tunggu sehz! so caught up wif farah yg tgh err...buat aper ntah! farah bought the big gulp n err...i hv no idea wat the keropok is called...me me me!!! i bought aloe vera wif pulp (yummilicious!) n hot dog bun...wee~~ den hazirah went to old chang kee buy, i hv no idea wat... den went hm n mumsie was making kueh lapis...huahuahua! then on the comp budden the internet cannot be connected...fcuk tt WinPoet connection... so in the end, played solitare which i find very irritating cuz i always get stuck soooo...listen to my beloved music on my comp n read my bk... den watch teevee while sleeping...a talent tt oni Nasirah has...nyeahnyeahnhnyeah! okeys...so, the whole post is written exactly how it happen...so its long but i loike!!! i hv written my tots, wif luv toodles!

survey survey

okeh, sp wants me to do dis survey...i got nth to do now, so yea...here it goes... name 13 of ur classmates that u can think of right now...don read the questions until u hv written the names of the 13 ppl... 1- Ying Ying 2- Ellie 3- Yu Juan 4- Farah 5- Rachel 6- Liyana 7- Amirah 8- Aziz 9- Farhan 10- Adeline 11- Haziqah 12- Wan Yi 13- Haziq the questions how did u meet 10 (Adeline)? i think it was during the 2nd homec lesson we had... wat wld u do if u hv nvr met 1 (Ying Ying)? nobody to block me frm seen doing late hw...i'd cry!!! wat wld u do if 6 (Liyana) n 2 (Ellie) dated? do nth cuz the 2 of dem r paul's fan...so, gd enuf! ((: have u seen 4 (farah) cried? no...she's always luffing tt pontianak style, 24/7 job i guess... do u think 10 (Adeline) is cute? hmm...she is but im cuter! ((: how did u get to know 8 (Aziz)? first day of sch wen cher asked him to be the nominees for vice/chairperson... wld u ever go on a date wif 12 (Wan Yi)? i'll take tt into consideration...hahakz! wat's 7's (Amirah) fav colour? i donnoe...i think black n all does goth goth colours...ehk ehk? donnoe...((: wat wld u do if 6 (Liyana) confessed he/she likes u? i'd shout n call for kak sarali...nyeahnyeahnyeah! ((: fact abt 9 (Farhan) ? irritating n he is scared of bunsen burner...pffft! nn he is a coward... hu is 4 (Farah) going out wif? tts a tricky question...for me to know for u to find out...(i luv dis sentence!) hu is 5 (Rachel) to u? an obsessed-hsm-yet-nice fren...((: wld u ever live wif 13 (Haziq) ? get dis right...NEVER! is 2 (Ellie) single? ooo tts hard...y don u go to my link n ask her personally...tt'll b nicer ((: wat do u think abt 3 (Yu Juan) ? a lame-but-funny gerl...preeeeety! wat is the best thing abt 8 (Aziz) ? erm...he isn a totally irresponsible chairperson...very diff frm the rest...okeh crapp wat do u like abt 11 (Haziqah) ? erm...funny n easy to talk too...(: fav memory wif 6 (Liyana) ? lotsssssss...too many to type dwn...((: lazy to tag so...huever is bored jus do the survey...kk done! i hv written my tots the survey wif luv toodles!!!

tiredness

harleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew! ehem...yesterday's tuition was tiring...i was like so blardy sleepy n so was kak diana! wohoo~ budden still ended at ard 11 cuz EOY is cuming like oh-so-blardy soon... i don think i hv the hopes of passing geog n maths...which sux! budden...i still hvta wrk hard in order to get to sec2...*sigh* n watever ms wong said was doubly hurtful den wat she hv been lecturing us b4...i can bet u she has no hope for us...well oni for sum i might say,she still hv high hopes... her toungue really is acidic...pffft! sum of us r misfit in2 1e1...oh yes...! i noe i m... how cld she say tt those of us hu fails don study by the way we write our answers?! how sure is she tt we din study?! 100%?! i doubt so...she cant jus say like tt straight away! i did study n i did my best! i noe tt 9 mrks is not the best for u frm me, but to me tt is my hardwrk tt doesn go dwn the drain all the way cuz at least i hv mrks...its not as if i scored 0/25 ryte?! wats wrong wif failing by a few marks?! is tt a sin?! it's not even a sin to fail! watever i do, i do my best...i hv no regrets! but my regrets r for the correct reason... n one of it is a regret to join wrs...n hv a teacher hu hv an acid toungue like urs... i hate to c ur face...don even think abt us being frens again cuz i noe tt i'll nvr forgiv watever u hv said to/abt me...fcuk off! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles!

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!! helloooooooos! concert was a total blast! i like...! lets c...it rained in the morn...so, went back to class...gees! sucha a bad thing to start off tchers day, but anihoos, i loike! den ms toh gave us our report crds which i seriously din wanna take...*sigh*den she read us our level ranking n mdm rabia read out our class ranking...which was practically not fair cuz malay students' malay paper is not counted...hah! n so...to all chinese students, pls don not make fun of us jus bcuz u got higher ranking den us cuz tt is unfairness! den aft tt mdm rabia talked to us abt hw etc...den gave her the presents n when she walk out, dere's like nth else she can hold olreadi...hehe! n my presents wrapping is so totally ugly, i wrapped it like, 12-1 + ,stupidity... den aft tt ms sarah came in for art...budden she allows us to continue our artwrk or do own edthings...so i sat wif yana n rachel n farah n did my maths remedial ws...hurhur~ wat a day... den malay period...cikgu shikin went through the malay wrkbk...pffft! b O r I n G...nn surprise surprise, she got presents...okeh! im being like totally wicked ryte...? nvrm... so aniwaes...aft tt was recess n farah n i hunt for ms gan...wen she came out, me n rach passed her the presents...den me n farah told her abt yest y we din cum for remedial...wee~~ n god! she was like so farnie...i was like so shock wen she said dose wrds...woah woah woah!!! so den wanted to search for ms lim budden she wasn ard...so we took off straight to the canteen den bla3... aft tt went up to the hall for concert!!! i luvluvluv it!!! started wif choir...nicie!!! i was there like so totally miss wgps choir...)): lets not follow the real show sequence cuz i cannot rmb...STM i guess...heh! so we had choir, 3 band performance, 1 singing by a senior (sec5 i think), 1 dance by prefects,1 dance by parents n mr kheng, 1 dance by sec4n gerls n last but not least 2 retro dance by the sec 2e3 n 2e2...total blast! everybody was mostly shouting like hell!!! choir makes me miss wgps' choir like hell...they [wrs choir] were magnificient!!! band performance...one was wif kak sarali, radzee, nash, hanafe, azmi, yezid n one more...donnoe which guy...kak sarali was great...her voice is so...*sigh* radzee's voice cldn be heard cuz the mic was so soft...luv the music!!! nicie! den the oder band was by the sec5s...no idea who they r but they rock the house!!! the nxt one was made of megat n a few oders hu i hv no idea n sum forgot, their names...the music was great budden the guy hu is singing sorta spoil it cuz he was like mumbling...sheeesh! but nvrm...was okeh! singing by one of my seniors...sec 5 guy i think...voice was okeh i guess...forgot wat song he sang...heh! budden was great... dance by prefects was awesome i shld say...well actually all the dancers (the retro's n the prefects etc) was great!!! i like...mr siva's angels...muahahahahaha! pandai pandai...n by the way, tt line was extracted frm the emcee off the day... nn kak atikah sprained her ankle... jus now msged her if she is cuming back to wgps or not...den she replied tt she sprained her ankle during performance, her muscle at knee tear...now she cannot move... ahh!!! eish! poor thing...recover soon akak!!! den the retro dance...the greatest was 2e3...woa! nice!!! kak raudhah was well, the usual very outstanding! 2e2 was okeh...good oso!!! kak shidah...wewiiiiiit!!! wahahahaha! so u guessed it, i was shouting for kak raurau n kak shidah...wee~ dance by mr kheng n a few other, hum i donnoe was kewl arh...i like the song...'lollipop' everybody was doing the 'pop' sound...hahas! dance by sec4n...nice! quite inappropriate, wif all those toooo much shaking...budden wat to do?! mr siva picked dem...so...budden i like love it!!! tts all the performance is right? so in btw was a few slides...i luv the first few slides b4 the performance! was jus simply us...students...wee~~ den had dis slides to show our wrds n tots n watever for our teachers...every slides was like sooooo touching...like awwww... den the voting result came in... most fashionable teacher of the year: -Ms Mayer Chan- most sportious teacher of the year: -Ms Siti Aisah- most humourest teacher of the year: -Mr Roy Chua- Congrats to dem!!! *gasp* *claps* unfortunately, they din announce overall teacher of the year....sheesh! aft the whole rocking concert, met in SJ rm for awhile...ms siti briefed us on dis sunday's event...so...im awaiting patiently impatiently...heh! u noe me! aft tt went back to wgps...sheesh! was like wth?! i jus came n mr lee was oreadi like "visiting hours are over" wat oni sehz!!! urgh! budden we still went ard...gave hazirah's present to hema to help hazirah pass...den cikgu sanisah's present was still wif me...unfortunately, i din get to c my beloved malay teacher...so the present is still wif me...heh! gosh...miss her to bits... so...tts all for 2dae... n my tots r written, wif luv once agin, a very happy teachers day!