I hate YOU!

firstly...HAPPY belated 13th BIRTHDAY TO MING HUI...she's finally13...wakakakas! yesterday was like fuck...n it's all thx to abdullah n her...! lesson was boring n i felt like sleeping sehz! esp MT n geog...goddd!!! wakie wakie nasirah!u r getting worse in ur studies! training was okeh at ferst...budden aft tt 10 mins break, I HATE EVERYTHING AFT TT! like hello! we r still training...hard rite?! u re-numbered us n u made us semula again n again...wth?! at least let us get use to the number first arh! went hm like so totally fed-up! n thx to her for rubbing it in tt it was ALL MY FAULTtt aishah cried...for crying out loud! she can still smile at me aft wat i said! u still wanna say it's my fault wen wat wat u said was hurtful n as if u were gd...fuck arh!mirror urself ferst b4 u say anything abt others! doesn mean tt u were the best cadet time camp u r the greatest! tt was oni for like being frenly to others n tt is based on the rest of the unit's choice! not the officers... pls larh ehk! i hv ears to listen...altho my back is facing u, doesn mean i cannot hear ur fucking wrds! i feel like slapping her god damn hard tauu! my voice changed aft wat she said,u heard it right! i was really trying to control my anger on him n her! doesn tt bitch noe tt aishah n me r like more pressurised oreadi since we hvta memorise more...fuck arh! if u think u can handle it...i can jolly well giv in n let u be the timer...! n mind u...she said tt i criticised aishah, to abdullah...wth!!! was dying to slap her...hard! nn fyi, sgt radzee din train/treat us like dis! sgt safarina n sgt khalidah din train us like dis either! nie ajar kite org melebeh2! nn to her...i hate u to the core n u better keep away frm me cuz i really feel like slapping u! -sori to kak kiirah for making u feel guilty...but akak,it's not ur fault! in any ways at all...doesn mean tt u were giving part of the commands u r at fault cuz abdullah is the one at fault... -sori to cyclops cuz i din ans ur question in the SJAB rm yest...the ans is tt...training was like fucking hell n i don think i wanna c his/her fcuking face animore n i donthink i wanna cum ever again! -kak nadia...it isn ur fault! -thx to kak khalidah n kak nadia for trying to cheer us up... to all the sec2 nursings hu were there...it wasn u ppl nyer fault... thx to kak saf n kak atikah for the listening ear...n oso thx to fauzi n radzee for the listening ear... n anybody hu chatted wif me yest nite...u guys made feel better...thk u! wat kak saf n kak khalidah said is right...they r jus too e _ _ _ _ _ _ c!!! nn sgt radzee is much better! nn sgt safarina is much better too! nn sgt khalidah is much better three... so abdullah,u can jus fuck off frm my sight cuz the sight of u make me feel fucking pissed! same goes to u! u hv urself to blame too...y shld u blame EVERYTHING on me?! i hv written my tots wif luv n bits n lots of anger toodles~ p.s thx to ming hui n shi hui for helping me post ((:

lalala~

woke up realli late! like 1hr 10 mins late! like fuck sehz! all thx to kak naf, i was late... quickly bath n all...den rushed out of the house...mumsie nagged at me while i was wearing my shoe..like hello?! im running VERY late here n she was there shouting at me n said i wasn responsible bla3...like wth?! encouragement or sumthing to ease my mind takder, sumthing to make me even more pissed lagik ader! urgh! so anihoos...walked all the way frm my house to sch...was so hot seh...sweating like donnoe wat...reach sch readi, i bet cyclops wanted to say sumthing budden i looked so pissed so he jus kept quiet n pretend he din c me..ahakz! den partnered up wid kak nadia instead since shi hui left wid her to go to marsiling market...walk to admiralty mrt station... den took the mrt all the way towards yio chu kang mrt...did collection dere...tin was sumwhere half-filled...took 2 breaks...i situated myself at the shelter opp presbytarian (or however u spell it) high sch...the one nxt to the mrt station itself...stood dere for hours n hours...den those donated was so damn frenly seh! i was standing dere n dey said morning n smiled all...got dis kakak, she was wid her fren, frm a far bof of dem took out their money *can c tauu*...dey approach me, said morning den dey said, "cute nyer!!!" okeh ppl! i get it...i m cute...thank u very much...den got anoder akak, she walked pass me to go to the driving lesson thingy at the end sumwhere of the shelter...she walked pass me at ard 9+...? den i tink at ard 2 or 3 hrs later...she passed by n she was like "eh adek! tak penat ke? drpd akak pergi adek masih kat sini? gi duduk arh...kesian akak tgk!" aww...so suwit! takper larh kak...gue nggak kisah...=] sms-ed abg aee while waiting for ppl to cum...he asked me to hit town?! like wtf?! giler? nn i heard sum seniors hit the town for donations n got like unfrenly remarks or sumthing...pity pity! den at ard 11.30...was so tired so kak nadia n me decided to go back to sch...din wanna cum too early cuz later ms siti might say we r like lazy bums...so...instead, we took frm yio chu kang mrt all the way to woodlands mrt station...went dwn den met radzee hu was wif farhan...kak nadia chat wid dem den dey wanted to hold our tins...n dey were like -woah!- cuz our tins were heavier then thiers! wee~ den wanted to go dwn straight away den suddenly saw kak raudhah!!! walked towards her den saw kak shidah!!!!! i accompanied kak shidah while kak nadia accompanied kak raudhah...bla3...shi hui n her came...dey went to help kak raurau...den bla3...more n more SJ cadets came for donation...den we got halau by the smrt ppl! like wth?! in wat way r we disturbing ppl? dey wanna donate, dey cum, don wanna donate, can easily go off...ryte? its not like we sit dere pulling their pants/kains/skirts/clothes n beg dem for money ryte?! den bla3...we were late...situated at civic centre first den kak atikah called kak shidah n asked us to cum back... bla3...waited for the kakak2 to finish talking, budden actually dey were halau-ed by ms siti to hang ard sumwhere else instead of in the SJ rm- i wanted to wait for hidayah budden...kak atikah ajak balik so gue ikut jln...den bla3...went seperate ways...kak atikah, kak kiirah n kak nadia went to admiralty to eat...kak raudhah n kak shidah went to cwp, BK to eat...n me?! bid gdbyes to dem...den, went to the shop tt i oways go to to buy drinks! wen the water flows dwn to my throat...was so...refreshing! imagine u...frm 6.10 all the way to ard 2...wifout water...standing there like hell! nn den waved gdbyes frm afar to kak raudhah n kak shidah...den walk the usual route...was walking, finished my ice lemon tea bottle drink, den ate the sandwiches tt was given in the morn...den near the 962 bus stop, tot i heard sum fimiliar noise! n guess wat...nabila , farah n aishah was sitting dere, crapping...ahakz! dey said tt dey were dere for ard 1 hr readi the bus was still not here yet... so sat wid dem...bus finally arrived...nabila rode the bus den we went off to aishah block n waited for her to cum dwn wid her lib bks...chat wif farah while waiting...den called mumsie to tell her tt im going to the lib... den bla3...search for bks den went to cwp...went to jolliebean...saw kak raudhah n kak shidah while going dwn the escalator...den kak shidah msged me n said "mrayap jekk korang ehk?"nyehaha! blajar drpd seniors kak woi!den bla3...bought bread for ourselves...farah bought choc bun, aishah bought sardine bun n me...bought hot dog wid chilli thingy...was sooooo tasty!!!! den farah wanted to sit...started our usual craps...mak larh nenek larh...so decidedto got to erm...4th floor or was it 3rd...can't rmb arh...sat at the door of the carprk dere...was so nice to finally been able to sit!!! den farah wanted water...we were so thirsty!!! so the mak thingy started again...hehex! farah farah...so went to uncle tidbits...drinks was so expensive seh! i bought ice lemon tea bottled, again...nyehaha! farah bought peach tea n aishah bought pink guava canned drink... den wen to take the lift dwn to go hm...not pemalas...but penat! den bla3...went to interchange...farah took 962 wid aishah n i took 900 by myself...read my bk on the bus...managed to stay awake! fcuking nice story seh! the storybk i mean... den bla3...reached hm at ard erm 3+...den changed to hm clothes n took out my beloved pillows n slept at the hall area under the fan! so great!!! woke up at ard 6...den bath for ard half an hour... den bla3...dadsie n mumsie is out for jemputan...so left wid m, kak naf, abg aee n iffah at hm... olrity...end of here...byes~~ A VERY BIG SORRY TO NABILA N AISHAH CUZ I WAS LATE TO MEET UP WID U GUYS...SO SORRY!!! <3 A SORI TO SHI HUI CUZ I DIN GET TO PARTNER UP WID U AS PLANNED...SO SORRY!!! A SORI TO KAK NADIA OSO...I WAS TOO PISSED SO I DIN WANNA TALK MUCH...SO SORRY!!! i'm pissed wid u...hell yeah!

ZIP test...

yesterday...one wrd to describe...irritating!!! lessons was boring...esp tt mr faraz...takder kerje, ckit2 nk marah! SJ was well...tiring but fun! diorang NDP training, i sat dere nn bergiler-giler...till kak saf call us hantu...ish ish! tidak baik tauu!!! nyehaha! i noe its hungry ghost festival but the ghost din sampok us okeh! den at hm like fcuk sehz! stoopid bro fought for the comp wid me...n obviously he got it arh! like wtf ryte? the older ones oways mengalah, but not my shitting brother...!!!bcuz of him, get scolding frm my dad...UNFAIR!!! went out at ard 6.35 like tt...too lazy to walk so went to interchange to take 912 while studying...*chewah! baik sehz* den while awaitng, rahayu came...board the bus together-gether...den reach sch readi, waited for aishah...jln punyer larh lembab!!! den went to Si Ling sec...*no comments* for our ZIP test... the test was blardy difficult sehz! great arh! i hv confidence!!! in me, failing this blardy test! den we don getta noe our mrks! pass or fail oso donnoe...!!! aper seh! den aft tt balik, no chartered bus so we took 903...tuu pon at the wrong side...ahhahahaha! run wen the bus was there, skali baru realise board the bus yg nk kene pusing one BIG BIG rd... den went to cwp wid kak atikah, kak kiirah, kak nadia, kak raudhah, kak shidah, farah n aishah...oh yes! seniors oways say the 3 of us giler...wat to do kn? so aniways...halfway ngan kak raudhah n kak shidah n farah n aishah...meggiler samer2!!! den went to mac kat civic centre den sat dere bla3...kak raudhah n kak shidah left den bla3...went to regional lib wid KAK atikah n kak nadia...kak kiirah ngan aishah ngan farah went hm...on the way to the escalator towards the 4th level of the library...listen to dis!!! kak atikah said she's gonna blanjer me!!! yays!!! kak atikah! i'll remember tt!!! muahahahaha! den bla3...gi interchange, kak atikah n kak nadia teman me to the 900 bus stops...lotsa thx! (((: den 913 arrived first so dey went off, a few secs later, 900 oso came... dis tym din getta sleep...argh! so darn sleepy sehz! im done!!! toodles~~ tag replies hilda: hey gerl!!!of cuz i rmb u sehz! linkiing u up sooonnn...!!! aishah: farah mmg sentiaser ader motive...hehe! pyro: eh, aper yg kau mepek jek sehz?! gue nggak phm dong...nn ouh yes, i'll call u pyro frm now on, yer alif?! jiaen: i've tagged...wee~~ nn linking u up soon...!!! yana: updated!!!! sori ler nvr update...!!!

i luv my place!

argh...i giv up...!!! wanted to post the pix...budden takes sucha loooooong time jus to put one pic...urgh! im telling u tt picture is like so blardy big seh! so if u wanna c the pix, cum to 1e1 classrm on the 4th floor of the lower sec block...soz for the inconvinience...(or however u spell tt arh) so first period was english...mdm rabia told us she's gonna change our sits...ahh!!!my darling table....yes! im seriously attach to tt syg of mine...i doodled like tons of things on it kehs?! den had science! im beginning to luv luv luv dis subj!!! learnt bout forces nn while studying, talked to yu juan...not talk rubbish arh...we discussed bout the forces bla3...nn crap bout dem...ahakz! den recess was like quite quiet...hmm...HATE IT!!! n yes...i kept calling kak atikah, kakak!!! muahahahaha! *evil grins* den had cme...did sum sort of stress servey...ms lam don even understand most of the questions...abeh like wth?! she wanna ask us to do...tsk... den lit...B-O-R-I-N-G...wat does it say...? yes! boring! n does mrs lim hv no sense of humour...i mean...cummon! tt animal abuse thing was jus a lame joke ryte...y must she take it like so seriously?! n den erm geog...urgh!!! im beginning to hate hate hate geog...ms wong walks in like she hates us...!!! n she giv us u-wanna-study-u-shut-up-u-don-wanna-study-get-out pissed off look! teachers nowadays...*sigh* den music was fun! did the NDP song...im telling u...1e1 is so darn enthu sehz! we were singing n hving a whole lot of fun time...nn i bet ms christina had a gd tym wid us...!!! lolx den IPW period did the sitting re-arrangement thingy...MUAHAHAHAHA! i get to stay...i get to stay...i got to STAY PUT! woots~~~ wee~~~ luv <3 luv <3 luv <3 my table so much...gonna miss wrking wid kia yan n boon boon...ahh!!! gonna miss dose great fun times!!! dose suwit fites!!! dose suwit debate!!! ahh!!! missing it oreadi...aper larh...!!! now if it gonna wrk the same way...im gonna wrk wid the crazy yu juan...wid adeline which i fine quite quiet...wid yaznisham...oh fcuking great! wid him?! its much worst den wrking wid boon boon sehz! den during tt periods oso we did the noticebrd...we were like so panicky...nn nabil kept on saying..."my eyes are burning!!!" like donnoe for how many times readi...ahakz! best of luck...but gary stand it so tt maaaaay be y he is blind...lolx! den aft sch did summore of the the things tt is nt yet put up... den hurried off to hv lunch...search for my SJ darls...den bought food bla3...went to SJ rm...bla3...kak atikah omost shouted at my ear for the instructions to giv...luckily i was oreadi a few cm away frm her by the time she shouted...lolx!!!den went to 2/7 classrm...studied the ZIP thingies...den abt the logistics prt the sec2s can go...wtf?! den ms siti continued the talk...i bet she's tired! c...don wanna start at 2.30...if not she cld've 15mins break...trying to be nicie (((: den bla3...went back to SJ rm...ms siti showed us the diff forms to fill in when we go for public duties...showed us the watever things available in the cupboard...the smell frm the medicine cupboard like....so disgusting sehz!!! den bla3...went hm widmy SJ darls...hazirah took 912... the rest as per norm so i donnit to elaborate... so better go now...toodles!

noticebrd decor

lets c...in the morn, as usual...went out wid kak naf n dadsie n took 900... den bla3...english was first...mdm rabia was like quite unfair sehz! i mean like our final product is NOT done n she wants the class 2 vote! like wtf sehz?! den tt grp cme up wid an idea yg so totally doesn fits in wid the theme...a tree out of nowhere! a tree at the sky...a tree wif firewrks?! like wtf?! lets elaborate more later... den MT, CS din cum...was relieved but seriously pissed wid the board so yana, farah n me was like telling each other our tots bout them...urgh! den hist faraz din cum...erm high-blood-pressure teach ehk yana? well watever her name is, came in...u noe...tt chinese muslim teach, yg oways off the fan wen its blardy hot! oh n surprisingly she din off the fan 2dae...weirdo! so during tt tym we took chancex so...we did the noticebrd decor...was like so crazy budden the teach din hear arh...made fun of her of cuz! wat do u tink we r gd at? den ard 20 mins or lesser b4 recess end, we were still doing the noticebrd...nn den prefects came so went off...den went dwn n eat wid the darlings smue... den D&T...was so, erm...boring...got our class test result...n OMG! got 7 for the circuit?! like hell sehz! the blardy wires was everywhere leh! overall got 20/30 for the class test! woots~~ past dok! den aft tt hd the usual...mr loy checking on our circuit tt was suppose to be done as hw...b4 i go, as usual arh...help my peeps wid their circuits...budden wan yi's n ellie's so totally din wrk sahk!!! the secret is...won't say obviously...SECRET okehs! so must understand...btw me n yana n the 2 gerls demselves... den maths was oh so nvr before seen fotage!!! ms gan was so pissed! cuz ms gan was talkingabt wat intensive rate or watsoever thing...boon boon n syam was talking...so she scolded dem den the whole class also got scolded...in the midst of tt she still hv the mood to giv us hw seh...aahhahahaha! funny cher sehk! wen the bell rings...she stormed out of the class...!!! ooo! lets quote!!! i luv luv luv to quote wat teachers said... "u people think u r very gd...jus bcuz u r the first class...hah! my previous classes can produce much better performance than u all...they can produce A1s n A2s...u look at 2 yrs ago's test paper...compare n c which is more easier? my msg is A2...but now! C5...tt means tt out of all of u ppl! avrg score is a C5..." n she continues...show off! den aft tt did noticebrd decor...again...thx to dem...they came kpo2...paste their stupid tree...n the whole thing looks oh-so-ugly! aper seh!!! urgh! dey say dey wanna stayback n do...budden in the end they din turn up...wtf jek seh! but niwaes...it was fun...gary was suddenly so quiet...pms...yest was nabil's today is gary's...tmr? jun hui nxt perhaps...nyehahaha! was so crazy...b4 yana went dwn for photo-taking...nabil n jun hui was luckily dere oreadi or else me n farah will be stuck wid gary! wth...so aniwaes...the flag was the main thing tt we did... look like a whale sakk!!! so aniwaes...credits for today goes to: jun hui, nabil, gary, yana, farah n me...though we had lotsa fun, we did lotsa wrks...(((: its great to hv tt...so we packed up at ard 6...den went hm... took the 912 bus wid rachel...den rode 900A...nyehahaha!!! went to sleep cuz the bus gonna turn to sport sch n innova... alryte!!! done!

lalala~ bitchy bitch!

oh bitch...i don need u to cum to my blog...if u really wanna cum den u may...but please...if u do, u r NOT welcum to tag...u asked me not to write abt u...but hey! u wrote abt me...n cummon! u tink im stupid? i noe tt u went to the toilet...cuz u r afraid of confronting me ryte there wen peeps r dere! ryte? don deny it bitch...u called me a bitch, oh yes! dd i say u r a bitch urself? nn female dog! one shoot (of word) n u r down... u bring up shaliza's name...hello! we r talking abt the present!u may tink i've forget abt her but i m telling u, i din! cummon! u r bringing up the past of urs n mine wen u r fiting wid me...wat do u call tt...cuz i tink i call tt a bitchy act! n u think i donnoe tt u were the one hu ran away...i bet u were relieved tt i wasn dere! oh yes u were! don lie...! if u were brave enuf! u wld hv stayed bhind cuz i noe u noe tt my bag was still in class...oh yes u coward! so now look hu is the coward one?! u or me? obviously u! FUCK OFF BITCH! cuz u noe tt u r not welcum...n fyi! ur two 'good' frens hate u as much as i do...hah! don act pretty & cool u bitch!!! UGLY MONSTOR ON THE LOSE! thx to dis ppl, i got the courage: thx to kak nures n kak raden for those wise wrds! u gave me the total courage! ALL THIS PEOPLE ARE AGAINST U MY DEAR BITCH... ((:

hate her!

argh! cyclops prefect!!! wtf?! aishi darls, ur curse din wrk arh! not strong enuf...nxt tym ajak me skali yarhs?! alryte...so started off wid assembly...had prefects investiture...den aft tt had a talk by ms chea nn den went back to class n had class interaction...did tt 'wat u tink abt ur fren' thing...AGAIN! conducted by ms toh...majority wrote tt im crazy n noisy...gue tersampok kak atikah tau nie...!!! ahahahahah! :p den had PE...first was our NAPFA re-test...mr kheng was like so surprised tt we did better wen he is ard...lolx! den did high jump which was soooo cool...budden was so difficult!n i do not wanna do tt again... den CME...was sucha a bore... recess...bla3 den had lit...did poetry...again...mrs lim asked me to read the poem...luckily, cuz i was falling asleep ready sehz! den science...went through our class test paper! n i passed!!! woots! while ms lim went through abt forces...which is a push or a pull...i was doodling on my tb...pretending like i was copying notes arh...!!! ^-^\/ den suddenly mr chong was dere!!! wtf?! n he stayed there for ard a min or 2 summore...1/1 was like so...good...answering all teach's questions...ahahahaha! den english...played the dominoes thingy...prefixes & suffixes...watever! we were all crapping away...grped wid rachel n my 2 darls n val...nn we started to be crazy as usual n don under-estimate val!!! she's crazy...tersampok us i tink...nyehahaha! den aft sch...stayed back...wanted to wait for the bitch but she went to the toilet...so went off to meet mdm rabia to get the class fund for the class decor...nn u bitch! i bet u ran off...u went so quickly n i bet u were relieved i wasn dere! so den...went to the bkshop wid yana n rachel...rachel was like sosososo kanchiong!!! den she went off for her photo taking or watsoever...den left wid me n yana to buy the stuff... decorated the board till ard 4 wen the prefect came...abg radzee was like "is tt naZirah?" oh yes no its not!!! so i said its naSirah...muahahahaha! sori for tt, senior! so abg radzee n abg nashrul asked us to go hm...we were like sengajer slowly packed...nn donnoe how many times they came up to ask us to go hm sehz! nn so...the class noticeboard is half-way done... aft dat went to meet mdm rabia...gave back the fund bla3...nn discussed wid her bla3...tmr eng period n wed's IPW period gonna get the board done! all the wrk done, thx to the cooperation of jun hui, farah, liyana...nn sum credits to aziz, gary n nabil...was fun wrking wid dem arh...!!! den bla3...went hm rode the 912 bus...den rode 900A...so got a chance to sleep while the bus turn to sports sch n Innova JC... kk done!

haiqel <33

alrytes...lets talk abt yest...wanted to blog budden tt stoooopid asshole wanted a fiting convo...it'll be rude not to accept...*-* so din went for my madrasah cuz mumsie insist tt i follow her go out at erm 9.30 am... so rode the bus wid my dad's kumpulan marhaban...den went off to yishun to my darling kak lin's house...wen the rest of dem took the lift up, i decided to go to the kedai opp kak lin's block wid iffah...bought sum biscuits for my darling iffah n went up to the 11th floor... nn i seriously find it so good sehz!y u mite ask? cuz...abah n kak lin live on the same block, same level...like kewl ryte?! mother & father like living together wid daughter & sil...cool! den bla3...while the ceremony was on, helped out mumsie n nyayi wok to pack the food...nn the kitchen was so packed wid food siot! ahahhahahha! nn if u r wondering where is iffah, she's wid dadsie...den bla3...ceremony ended, marhaban ppl went hm readi...went out n eat...fed iffah, well not literally arh since she din even allow me to hold her spoon siak! so yes...gave her the amt of daging she shld eat at one go n bla3...den went to abah's house...watch tv!!! firstly watched 'sepet'...n yes hate hate hate the ending...urgh! wat happen to tt jason sehz?! wat happened in the end?!?!?! ahh!!! addictive movie...nn at tt time, abg aee was like borrowing my specs since he opened his contact lens since made his eyes itchy... so watched the show wid abg aee n abg fareez...kak naf finds the story very slow so she went out n sat on the sofa n slept...outside was so crazily noisy...as usual arh! ader kak yada n kak dila wid the presence of cik hawa,cik enah,mumsie,abg alif,abg ahah so on n so forth...when they are all together...its so darn noisy n u will be luffing like mad till ur tummy hurts... den aft tt watch 'senario,pemburu emas yamashita' which was funnily lame...abg fareez was lufing like mad...syarafiqah luffed...which oh-so-darn cute larh!!! u shld've seen her!!! den without the story finished, mumsie n dadsie wanted to home...so bid gdbyes to my dear cuzzins & mak cik & pak cik all...kissed haiqel n syarafiqah gdbyes...my darn cute nephews!!! went hm...aft a long long long bath, onlined n chatted wid kak atiikah nn kak raden... hees! i noe kak raden donnoe me well budden she's still a senior of mine so i told her the prob...nn yes, tt tym tt bitch was fiting wid me...i was fuming so dose ppl hu chatted wid me yest, soz for being rude if i did!!! *-* den aft tt packed bag bla3...nn off to bed at 10.30pm!!! was so so so so so tired! nn sori yana darls for not replying ur msg yest!!! so so so so so so so so so sorry!!! alryte...shall post thrice 2dae...