Right.

Sister: Bukak like that lah. Ape je.

Iffah: Oh! Macam gitu!

Sister: Orange kan!

Iffah: Oh orange. Ingatkan limau!

 

Orange carries the meaning limau in Malay. Limau carries the meaning of orange in English.

*Smacks forehead*

Screams.

Sometimes, you need to walk alone in life.

Kelvin is currently being very action with me. Just because he has fever and not going to school tomorrow.

At least I’ll have another apple. Hehek.

School sucked today. Felt so restless.

PE was for once fun. Because we had to play ultimate frisbee and my team kept losing. We looked really retarded running back and forth. Hehe.

Both Maths today was irritating. Though I could catch up with AMaths today, vectors in EMaths stabbed me repeatedly. Issac and I were staring at the question figuring out. But hey, at least I don’t feel that stupid. HEHE.

I thank God Issac (might) not read this else he’ll hit me for sure. Like what happened in R&R today. Hmph.

Chemistry test sucked. Period.

***

My dear juniors at the tagboard. I know I’m very loveable, but you don’t have to fight okeh? I love you guys anyway.

Hehe.

***

I can’t wait for Wednesday, Thursday night and Friday.

This week has got to be the best week for this month and term.

Prelims is coming. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Clicks.

A friend started to share his/her secrets. A friend started tell me her/his every feelings.

So I was thinking.

Is it coming back to me?

***

Watch ‘Coming Soon’  with YB in the afternoon. Was practically hilarious, the way they laughed I mean. Not the movie.

Movie was okeh. Personally, it’s more of a shock-factor kind of story instead of thriller. And it was actually saddening how she died. ):

On a scale of 0 to 5, I’d give 3. (:

***

Reminiscing suck sometimes.

Sweet Love

Toodles

Because suddenly, I miss the way you smile. I miss the way you walk. I miss everything about you. I miss you.

Misses.

I feel like crying.

Today officially suck. Although I laughed a lot. ):

Been dreaming every night. It gets worse all the time.

I’m going to miss my Sec 1 squad 2009.

Training them since their day 1 of official trainings.

Training them from the day they don’t know something till the day they know a lot more.

I miss going to SJAB.

I don’t want to graduate!

Unlike everything.

Believe it or not?

Prelim 1 is coming real soon.

However crazy it may sound, it’s super true.

Mdm Dzarina already told the class that English Prelim 1 is on the 27th of April. PANIC!

But anyway, I will survive. (:

 

 

I think.

School was really super slow today. Not to mention it was so sloooooooow during Social Studies and EMaths. I thought I was dying of time-slowness.

Physics test sucked. My formula was cocked up. What nonsense is e = w/t?

AMaths homework are piling like nobody’s business. Not to mention Malay is getting so super stressful too. Cikgu is seriously pushing us up. Like WOW.

I think one day, after O levels, I will flip through my archives and laugh at the way I am acting right now about O levels. That will be either good or bad. HAHA.

I can’t wait for Adam Khoo workshop. I don’t know why. I think because it means a week of pure focus on how to focus and plan.

***

HOHO.

Read this. Sorry but I’m really bad at translating Malay to English. Hehe.

“Jangan simpan perasaan tertekan dalam diri. Berbahaya. Kalau boleh menangis, menangislah. Tidak perlu segan untuk menangis. Sebaik seorang insan lahir ke dunia tanpa mengira jantina, doktor yang menyambut akan menunggu tangisannya. Jika bayi tidak menangis, dia akan gelabah. Lalu setelah menangis, hanyutkan semua yang menekan dan menghimpit perasaan itu bersama-sama air mata yang mengalir.”

- Di Sebalik Mentari Jingga; W.B Rendra

So people, start crying. (:

I love the book but there’s only one part of the book that I hate. It makes me feel so painful in the eye when they describe the character’s eye condition.

):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Tired.

Thanks eh Abang.

Lets take a break from debates. Urgh.

What has happened for the past few days after screwed-up-SPA?

Here are the updates:

1. Went bowling at SAFRA with the normal cliques.

2. Laughed at people non-stop while bowling.

3. Gotten last for bowling with the score of 9. Horribly funny though. (:

4. Went for FAC and was laughing at people the whole day.

5. Talked non-stop on the bus. Look who is/are around me.

6. Got pinched non-stop by Kak Atikah (later I smack you for sure! Hehe.)

7. Ate at Mr. Bean throughout the entire day at headquarters.

8. Officially gotten sick of Mr. Bean.

9. Bullied for being short.

10. Bullied for Yahoo! email account (oh shut up).

11. Met crazy seniors who has high crazy mode rate and sexy voice (ehem).

12. Happy for AA and NA. (:

13. Got home to an empty house.

14. Did debates from morning.

15. Still doing debates.

16. Completed all assignments (although with blanks).

So see, busy woman. So much for 1 week of rest.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Step by step

Take a step forward, don’t look back.

I officially suck at practical!

I screwed up SPA like omgggggg. ):

Stupid syringe.

***

Does anyone realise that debate is only 4 days away?

Does anyone realise that we have yet to start?

If you do, WOW. I didn’t realise it.

But.

Who cares?

I’m sad about SPA. Tsktsk. ):

Believe it or not?

OH NOOOOOOO!

Believe it or not, today is Wednesday already!

Believe it or not, tomorrow is Biology SPA 2!

Believe it or not, holiday is ending soon!

*Runs around banging head on tables and drawers in panic state*

Ripley’s Believe it or not!

Okeh lame.

Anyway, I had a bad dream last night. Super heart aching!

It was not as bad as the previous one though. If you know it, then you do, if not then, maybe because I don’t trust you. MUAHAHA.

Or maybe because I didn’t even tell. (:

So last night, I dreamt that I was so freaking late for my SPA.

Oh.

My.

God.

I dreamt that I woke up at 9 am when I was suppose to be in school by 8 am. Horrible!

*Sad Face*

And I woke up, only to realise that it was only Wednesday.

Very funny.

So yes, I think I might end up waking up as early as 5 am tomorrow. WOW. That will surely make me the early bird!

Early bird catches the worm you see.

Which reminds me that I have yet to study for tomorrow.

*Runs in circle, panicking*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Just a little.

Thought I could blow it all away.

Singapore.

I had fun watching videos of Singaporeans. Right after watching Army Daze with who else but Mr. Kelvin Low. Uhhuh. Remember okeh! Once you POP from OCS, call me down! (:

So here is why we love Singapore no matter what people may say. And yes, I take back all the words I wanted to update about Singaporeans earlier in the day.

Singlish Minglish. Who cares? As long as we understand each other, it is all that matters. But of course, don’t take those sentence as me giving up on good English. Because after all, we need good English to survive. We need good English to do marketing around the world. English is important, no matter where we go. Too much Singlish can make people have headache and give up talking to you.

One sentence should never contain more than 1 lah or hor. It’s irritating really. (:

But Singlish Minglish. We understand each other. And that is why, we are uniquely Singapore. That is why, no one else can understand us. Why? Because we are Singaporean. (:

And as a proud Singaporean, we should sing it with pride and dignity.

So yes, with pride now. (Kelvin spoiler!)

Click here!

Nasirahhhhh says:

*after all the insultsssss

*and criticisms of typical singaporeans

*i am proud to say i'm one of the not-so-typical singaporeans

- KeLvin ♂ - -       Clubs™ ♣     - says:

*YES YES YES

*at least

*i dun shout at the mrt

*at least i dun YESSSSSSSSSSSSS while plying psp on train

*at least i dun say SORRY NO CURE

*at least i nvr kana pushed by bus before

Nasirahhhhh says:

*but i'm proud to have such incident in my homeland because afterall that is the only reason why I love Singapore.

- KeLvin ♂ - -       Clubs™ ♣     - says:

*or kana rammed by a car

Nasirahhhhh says:

*and I love Singapore because the people are very comical

- KeLvin ♂ - -       Clubs™ ♣     - says:

*or whack a old man

*BUT

*I LOVE IT BABEHHH

*AWWW YEAHHHHH ;D

Nasirahhhhh says:

*here is a video for SINGAPORE!

- KeLvin ♂ - -       Clubs™ ♣     - says:

*dun gimme national anthem MV please

*LOL

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Not the time yet.

Because good things always come to an end. All the time.

To the person who has groomed us so hard to be a great leader.

To the person who have been there to tell us our mistakes.

To the person who have to go through hard times because of us.

To the person who have made us a matured leader.

To the person who made a different in our life.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

***

Holidays are here! But I’m not feeling relaxed, yet.

WHY?

Because there’s Biology SPA on Thursday. Like OMFG!

Because there’s one week of holiday but there’s quite a number of homework.

Because there’s 2 tests awaiting for me when school reopens.

WOW. Super relaxed!

I have set out a certain schedule for myself throughout the entire holiday.

And I think the schedule states that I’m suppose to finish my Social Studies, History and ACE-Learning by Sunday. Not only that, I’m suppose to be studying Chemistry too.

I have got to learn how to stick to schedule!

I can’t wait for my free day, which is like 1 week from now. HAHA.

Oh and debates on 23rd. Good or what?

***

6 days till second Biology SPA.

1 more Biology SPA before theory only.

> 3 months till Malay O-Level Paper.

> 7 months till English and other subjects O-Level Paper.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Consideration.

Occupations to Consider

Scales	Realistic	Investigative	Artisitc	Social	Enterprising	Conventional
My Interest Level Scores	14	52	38	59	50	30
My Confidence Level Scores	18	36	29	46	38	21
Occupations that are similar to your pattern of interest
Kindergarten Principals	28	61	52	94	80	42
Child Care Centre Supervisors	28	61	52	94	80	42
Health Promotion Executives	33	61	57	94	61	52
Medical Social Workers	33	61	57	99	47	47
Counsellors	33	61	57	99	47	47
Lecturers	47	80	52	90	52	42
Counselling Psychologists	28	80	66	94	38	47
Full Time School Counsellors	38	52	61	94	57	57
Senior Community Development Officers (CDC)	38	42	61	94	80	52
Welfare Officers	38	42	61	94	80	52
Social Workers	38	47	57	99	57	52
Podiatrists	57	80	47	90	57	42
Producer-Presenters	38	52	85	80	75	42
Education Officers	42	61	61	99	42	52

Taken from www.ecareers.sg

Cool or what?

School has been awesome and fast considering that it’s the last week. Not to mention that tomorrow is TGIF! In fact, I would call it ExtraThankGod It’sFriday!

Holiday is coming lah seh!

I’m a 16 year-old that can understand and help. Is that too difficult to understand?

Sweet Love

Toodles.

It just got stronger.

Life is a rollercoaster filled with bitches in it.

Oh, and Happy Woman’s Day.

Dreams.

I classify dreams as something that I don’t look forward to. Officially.

Firstly, let me let go of sad emotions.

Sitting behind the juniors with the other NCOs 08, was a really painful experience. It’s not because we’re sad that they are taking over, it’s because we’re sad that we are stepping down.

Yea, congratulations for your promotion. (:

I don’t know how to describe the feeling. It’s just too saddening to even be place in words. Seeing our position given to the juniors, it’s unbearable really. I wonder how the previous batches did it.

Honestly, I felt like tearing when Ms Siti said “The seniors are POP-ing soon.”

Fcuk, I hate goodbyes.

Secondly, I officially hate dreams that concerns the people around me. Especially the people I have to let and want to let go so that goodbyes will be much easier. ): What’s the use of thinking of them when eventually, it’ll kind of, never happen.

What am I talking? Rubbish. Just like last night’s dream.

I officially declare that 06March2009 is very saddening and very heartbreaking.

I need to go to the library. Okeh that was random.

Dear NCOs 09,

Firstly, congratulations for your promotion. Am very proud of all of you. Work hard and bring the Corp up to glory.

There’s many things in life that you hate at first and will miss it ones it is gone. I hope you will feel that way about us because I’m feeling like that about all of you.

It’s time for you to carry that responsibility that all 10 of us have been carrying. It’s time for you to prove to everyone that you are worth the respect. At this time, you will realise that being a junior is still the best although being a senior seem so awesome. At this stage, you will realise, being a junior is far better than being a senior. At this stage you will realise, being a senior, you have so many responsibilities to carry out.

Don’t embarrass yourselves in front of others. Especially when you’re now officially a SGT. Don’t always ask for respect, give them too. Afterall, every single living thing deserve a respect.

Don’t be cocky. Don’t be rude. Behave yourselves, cause you know you should. We’ll drop by someday just to see how you people are doing. But even if we’re not there, we can always be the person that you can pour your feelings to.

Great power comes great responsibilities. Don’t let the standard drop and do be a gold unit for as long as possible.

Yours Truly.

Dear NCOs 08,

Our time is coming to an end. But nobody would want to budge from the position and from the trainings. We grew up together and we grew with the Corp. For more than 3 years, we saw the glow of glory that the seniors have worked for, shine even further.

The times we suffered together. The times we rebelled together. The times we fought each other. Memories that I will keep forever. Our journey as leaders of WRS SJAB might end here, but our journey of life isn’t.

Don’t give up hope although you see yourselves falling. Don’t give up faith although you see yourselves dropping. Always take chances to push yourselves harder to face the challenges. Always stand up straight and be proud of yourselves. Always stand up and take another step even though you know you might fall again.

Dearest friends, we’re going to say goodbye soon. Are you ready? Cause I know I’m not.

Yours Truly.

Did I say I hate goodbyes? Oh yes, I hate goodbyes.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I think.

Shi Hui : What kind of work are you thinking of doing?
Me : Anything. As long as it’s in the medical industry.
Haziq : Oh ok, so you want to become a medicine?

LOL.

All the worries we had, it came to an end on 7 Feb. We didn’t care if we got it or not. But all I have to say is, everyone deserves what they think they deserve. Hey, it’s hard work.

(:

Issac was absent today. I become so bored in class because there’s nobody to fight with. Urgh. But anyway, at the very least, I have some peace. Hehek.

I’m going to sleep at 2am since I skipped last night’s personal night study. And I felt weird sleeping in kind of early, although it was already close to midnight. Wow.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Meet an addition to the species.

10 days till stepping down from CCA.

Less than 3 months till Malay’s Mid-Year O paper.

7 months till English and other O papers.

***

I may be busy. But friend, I will always be there for you and hearing you out. Friend, I will always be by your side to cheer you on. Friend, there is no reason why we will lose contact. Because friend, you were the one that has been hearing me out all the time. Friend, we have been through thick and thin together. It’s impossible to lose a friend like you.

You were given another chance, make good use of it. Because friend, you will always be my role model of resilience.

***

Thank you for approaching me for help. But I can never help you. We have to he help ourselves. But friend, if you are determined on your choice of forgetting, then I doubt it will be hard. Hey, we have the same timeline for ‘crush’. Believe me when I say it is hard because yours’ will be in front of you all the time. Friend, if you really think that giving it away is the most appropriate thing to do, then I guess you should. Choices are different for everyone. Maybe now, we should all just leave it to this thing called Fate.

Hey friend, I believe we can do this. But friend, if you really can’t, then I suggest not to. Stop thinking so hard about it, concentrate on what is and not on what was. The more you think, the more you won’t.

***

Friend, I am not saying those things just because I hate you for trying. It’s because I am concern. All these while, the advices I gave, you returned me with insults. If my advices fall on deaf ears, might as well you don’t ask for it.

But I know, deep down, you can make it someday. You can make it because you had the will to carry on even when people don’t think you could make it. So friend, do work hard for what you want. But in the first place, do you have the confidence in passing the two most important and valued subjects of all?

***

I know it’s been hard. No matter how long it will take, I will forever try. Friend, you have been appearing and helping and caring. I wonder how. Or maybe the answer is staring right in front of me. Because friend, there’s someone who is just like you.

(:

***

I am officially facing muscle pain. Screw 2.4 run! But looking on the bright side, at least I now love to run. Oh fcuk, it’s either really good. Or really bad.

OMG.

Sweet Love

Toodles.