nyeahnyeahnyeah!

I still hv the mood to shout a tiring HELLO! :D Too bad that MSN n ebuddy isn functioning or that spleak robot would have to endure my craziness! Actually im very sleepy but here to blog cuz the temperature is high and my room so panas i jus can't fall asleep... Anyways lar, my day is as bored as ever...woke up quite late for suboh n luckily my dad was out to masjid wif neighbours or i'll be as dead as a dead person would be! -.-' okeh, woke up ard 6.35 or later, n saw kak naf walking frm my parents' room to ours'...n where else would she be off to except her work place! aiyoh! This sis of mine seriously donnoe howta hv like hugehuge fun... aniways...bladibladibla, switch on the comp n check mail blablabla... den dadsie came back home wif tosai-s (or toseh, donnoe lars) n prata-s n 2 packs of nasi lemak! lotsa food...n i ate 1 egg tosai n i was full to the max! blablabla...got ready for madrasah which i dread to go since exam is afterall over! nad n syariza pon tak datang...! n blablabla! n guess wat?! only 8 of us turn up n 9 wld be including the teacher! hah! see?! den yay! we got our results! mine is horrible n my mum is furious at me ): bluek! i did pass waaaaaat! Fiqh: 30.5/50 Arab: 70/100 Akhlak: 44/50 n damn HIM, he got full marks for arab! screw u! obviously i hadta tell my mum hu got the highest blablabla...! n the convo goes: ibu: asal kawan kau boleh dpt markah penuh kau tak boleh?! me: (abt to answer) ayah: suroh blajar tak nak! markah mcm gini?! kakak ngan abg kau lagi bagos! n c...my results are always compared to theirs! why can they do better then u? kau pemalas! nak dekat exam baru blajar! mak oi! waited for half an hour for dis malaysian ustazah of mine...n the class was still quiet! woo~ surprisingly! den dismissed 5 minutes early...cuz class was boring n i played my phone the whole time...*yawn* hadta wait ard 20mins cuz dad fecthed me home...skali ader mak aku ngan iffah daa~ so straight away went to pick kak naf n we were half an hour early! so dad drove ard n tt huge house is damn nice! im sooooo drooling over THOSE houses...u noe! the one that is like a bungalow...it shld be a terrace le...hu cares?! i wanna be richrichrich n gonna own tt house! hehe~ amin. smoga ditunaikan hasrat hamba mu (: im so alim today! hehe! den blablabla...at 4pm, kak diana came and the tuition has officially started...n so! i hvta finish up her 5 questions n do ard half of my maths homewrk by dis sunday...Eek! hopefully... den finish up at ard 6.15 n i was so damn sleepy n tired!n nxt wk shall hv mental sums where my brain is gonna explode to bits n pieces! shout 'yay!' everybody! *wohoo!* n i tot i stated for a yay!?! night time falls n hadta go kedai n buy sis's n me, dinner...Ee! im sick of eating at vista's banquet! reason being, service slow...! okeh larr, i always buy my action-aku-yang-masak meal there when my mum isn cooking n more likely nobody's home! n the only kedai that i luv going is the chicken rice stall! hehe! delish! n i think i saw faris (madrasah mate lar) when i walked out of banquet...! Mak Ciks' hv been staring at me for donnoe wat reason! can my face tell tt i hv attitude wif adults? tt's nice to noe (: n bla...watch teevee the whole night! n i watched senario,tt dikir barat competition on rtm1 n the apprentice! ahha! the dikir barat competition was no where near singapore's style... the tukang karut nyer karut tak mengarut! the tok juara nyer suare made me sleepy! so lembek! the awok2...u can tell tt they r shouting their lungs n stomachs n all those intestines n organs they hv out so tt they can be loud! the music? typical dikir barat's music lar... the lyrics or watever, cannot understand at all! they spoke the kelantan way! n u noe, i pretty much think tt Singapore's is much better...the adventage of a girl is, wen u are bored listening to dikir barat of Singapore's (which makes u insane if u r bored), u can go guy-looking! cuz many are cute n young! most likely u can fall for org lain nyer bf or tunang (: but wen u watch dis(malaysia's) dikir barat,wen u r bored, no guy looking cuz they can be of ur father's age or even worse, ur grandfathers'...okeh sorry! im being mean...): n worse cum to worse, u'll fall for somebody's dad (or much more worse, ur bf's dad) n somebody's husband! if u don understand the writings abv,pls ignore it thk u! okeh...apprentice was boring! they jus showed the prev challenges! tmr hikmah's last episode...! n tt remote is mine to control frm 9.30 onwards! nyeahnyeah! i've found one interesting blog to read! so say goodbye! *toodles* standing awaiting for you toodles~

MSN

And in jus a few seconds, she is gonna slam her computer n throw it down to the first level and right into tt huge rubbish chute! Damn tt stupid firewall and damn that stupid LAC!!! Aiyoh! Wat has that firewall n LAC have against MSN messenger (all those fcuking versions)?! And just wat has that ebuddy have against my hotmail account! And i install ALL the versions cuz im sick of waiting for ebuddy to recover! Screw u lah internet, MSN, ebuddy n even dis blardy IE!!! How i wish i can throw the whole set of computer dwn to th efirst level! nice eh? This computer set is kak naf's responsibilty! She bought the whole set n i wld rather hv myself in tt rubbish chute instead of hving her to kill me (: And since she is the comp administrator (or however u spell that), she shld be the one repairing every single thing! And haha! I'm smart enuf to know her password and change my account frm limited to administrator! lala~ You see...if my account is limited, i hvta hv her to install the things that i want...cuz limited account is so limited that u can only do things like going frm a webbie to another but u can't install anything! pathetic! If kak naf switch on the computer everyday and be informed wat is new on computer life and have her download it without hving me to ask...! then im find with having a limited account! But hey, she is very busy at wrk that she doesn switch on the computer everyday n she is useless in being informed what's new on computer life and she won't download anything cuz she thinks that it's gonna take up my time of studying...! I'd rather have the admin account! Blah! And therefore dis gives me the idea of going to my sis's account! wahaha! And yes, lucky me...! She doesn noe my blog add tho she noes tt i hv a blog! :p She has been sleeping frm the time she came back frm wrk till now! T.T And the greatest part is, she won't noe! Ooo! Im basically telling everybody hu is reading this! Haha! Okeh, im evil...! But as if i care! And u noe...i feel like hitting my handphone hard on the wall seh! I'm being very violent today (: good thing or bad thing, up to how violent i'll be ((: That effing phone of mine...internet connection slow nak mampos! And that mobile ebuddy lagi tak gune! Nn...i can only change my phone aft christmas -.-' pffft! Yes, my dad took an advice frm his fren at work cuz they are, according to my dad, good at knowing the prices! Ouh...thk YOU so much...But if the prices are bloody high aft xmas and i don get to change my phone, i'm so gonna cum aft them!!! ouh well...my phone is practically mute already! And actually, im happy of tt cuz tt means, my fon bill is much lower! if it is so...my dad won't take my phone away! like, WOHOO!!! ((: Standing, waiting for you to be okeh toodles~

ihateyou

Hey-ho... Getting away frm this house would really be nice...! This house is just the room for me to be insulted! What's the use of a family if u can't share ur thoughts with? Everybody is busy doing their own stuff n leaving me all alone to cry my eyeballs out! Ouh haha... That came out wrong! I don have any feelings, as said by that particular someone... It's a waste of my breathe n saliva to fight my own rights in this house... Ouh, yea! I'm the young one, wat do i noe bout THAT?! My utmost heartfelt to myself! It's nice to engage urself to a song that can just make u feel like u are one of them...At least u won't feel like u r alone eh! been listening to it lotsa time!

a prob aft another...haish!

Hello awake humans (: It has been a very boring n suckish holiday n am really in need of window shopping or/and shopping without my parents...! But im very lazy to go out...lala~ Hmm...homeworks are still on hold! Hehe! Not even a single dot on my english works... A few questions done for maths...Ah goy! I hate doing maths on holidays...! Tuition gonna start dis sunday! Eek! Ain't ready i tell u! Forgotten lotsa thing that kak diana thought me... Formulas blablabla! The only thing that i can rmb is tt i met her target for my maths eoy paper n howta do algebra! (: Good eh? I want my bloody MSN back seh! if not MSN then ebuddy shld be good enough! Not fair seh, how cum my bro's computer account can sign in to ebuddy but my comp account can't?! Siak jek... Hmm...Kak Naf said tt she mite consider bringing me to wrk! Haha! Imagine a 13 yr old stepping her feet for the first time to sembawang shipyard! I wanna go but kaaaaan...she said tt her office is very far in so im considering! Home is certainly not the best place to let out your crazy self! Im planning to sleep late tonight! lets say...3am? yea! shall watch the VCDs i hv at home...hehe! n disturbing kak naf's sleep will mean tt im gonna hv the worst day of my life ): Hah! Wat the heck...im on a holiday in my own room wif my sweets computer bebeh! Saper suroh gi overtime besok?! takder yg suroh pon...Her work is calling HER n the computer n VCDs are are calling ME! huahuahua! too bad kak! :D aites! since tt ebuddy isn functioning like it shld be, im off...teevee, here i cum! teevee n internet are getting boring-er nowadays... Joyous holiday wif teevee ): blergh! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

im sorry

I'M SORRY FOR THE MISTAKES THAT I DID

huever is using oggix as a tagbrd, im sorry i didn tag but i did try but the msg didn cummout ):

Just another word. ):

N i have been thinking how to apologise to all of u for my mistakes for the past few weeks...i need my ebuddy really badly! just how am i suppose to say my sorry?! eurgh! i hate dis computer...! They want me to say sorry personally...will a SMS do? will a testimonial do? will a tag do?! Gosh...Pick one will u? 5th dec is finally here...but im not happy! gonna miss my current phone n i hv nobody to share the joy wif...like as if they care! i shldn hv posted tt stupid post...!

I do not know what else I should do to be forgiven...

If everything I did and am going to do will not change the situation,

I do not know what else I am going to do...

I miss the happy n joyous moments we had,

And I am losing those moments we shared,

Each time the clock ticks...

I miss the times when we go out together,

The laughters are still in my head,

And I know,

Those moments are losing everyday because of what I did...

If my apology is not to be taken,

Then please,

Tell me a way that it will even if it means getting myself hurt...

N i'll start sending my apology soon...

i hv written my tots wif luv n tears

toodles...

Sick! Damn!

hellooooooo! i don think i can come for tmr's training...! blah! we shall c (: started training wif case studies...! NA started off first! wahahaha! erm, ms siti combine the 2 prev case studies...! n wahahahaha! u noe, im a lazy bum ryte? i bcame the nose bleed! budden i hadta faint...cuz wrong treatment...! best arh fainting! in the mid of treatment i mean...! like so coooool, okeh lame! den NC's turn...n i gotta do the easiest injury cuz i hadta call for ambulance...n guessguessguess hu i hadta treat? kak kiirah! the ticklish casualty...nk angkat dier jekk, she luffed a lot! n i made a lot of mistakes for today's case study...dang! den half an hour break n footdrill...! blah...wasn in the mood cuz 1) the weather was blardy hot! 2) my temperature was slowly rising up again... stupid siak! n weeheeeee! we finished the whole footdrill sequence...! kak wanie taught the commands aft slow march...n urgh! glenda din turn up cuz of flu, she n her excuses...! so we've finished the sequence n we need to train hard n a lot...! n i can't rmb the last timing...! dang! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

case study...!

helloooooo... my leg hurts!!! footdrill...! i loikehate! hehe! erm...learnt slow march...! blarghblarghblargh! i don like~ slow march is so, well...SLOW! my timing for it was so fcuking eeeeww! den half an hour break den had case study! wee~ i hate case study! today, NC hadta start first! urgh! if not then we cld've jus cut n paste watever the NA did...hehe! n the first time i got shirley!!! wee~ nose bleed...den the gunshot wound casualty died! woohoo! cuz nobody seems to be treating kak atikah! second time...ahh!!! i hate yet i like (: i hadta handle 2 casualty since these 2 are not thaaaaaat serious...! nose bleed n miscarriage...n both are ultimately kecoh! guess my two casualties? u shld noe :D me n shi hui can't lift kak atikah up to change the dressing...! waaaaaaat?! i became the nose bleed casualty...i soooo shld've been kecoh seh! n kak wanie kept boo-ing wen i was facing dwn as instructed -.-' aft tt, we had footdrill again...! wahahaha! shld i say dis...? nah! don think so, nanti kene marah ngan the kakak-s! n they want us to be the 3rd position...no promises! (: another case study tmr...2 cases! siak je! case study makes me sleepy sehz! unless i go kanchiong den im wide awake! aft tt usual larr...den it started to rain oh-so-heavily! okeh...i need my pillow right now!!! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ ouh nn we will go 'boom cha'cha'' for slow march tmr!!! lolx!

my gosh!

helloooooo... my hands damn tired...its no use talking to u (: oh well...my timing suck n i lost my focus during training jus now... well, hidayah was acting quite strangely at first n i kept feeling sumthing halfway near that tree...n my drills so totally sucked today! sorry to NC for any cause of tiredness due to my timing n my lack of focus! too much on my mind n i donnoe howta put it in wrds...! footdrill was as desribed above...we kept far enuf frm tt tree...! but sgt wee yong kept on disturbing us abt yesterday's incident... first aid was blargh! my right hand is tired frm copying a chunk of notes for FA n home nursing...im no machine...! tmr case study! n i've yet to forget bout yesterday n keep my focus on wat im doing...n i've yet to study for the case study...! case study...it sux, but we hvta do it, wattodo?! aites...im in need of sum sleep...! nn i told my parents n kak naf bout the incident...! n i got a scolding for not ajak-ing the rest to read prayers ): haish! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

oh yes...no!

hellooooo... no mood to blog arh... reasons ehk? 1) im pissed off! wif tt stupid n inconsiderate neighbour n my darn handphone! 2) im not feeling like myself right now 3) im sorta spooked out by tt incident... oh training was still the same...till we got to tt particular huge tree, aishah n me felt weird, u noe, like the chills... okeh, im very diff...i don get chills! whenever i feel like there is tt thing there, i will be feeling like very hot out of a sudden...im much more weird i noe! n hidayah was well...she saw tt thing siak! im blogging dis n almost maghrib ready seh! lets get dis done fast! so...hidayah starts to get all scary n all! like, she get rasuk by that thing... n sgt wee yong n kak atikah went to tt tree...fcuker! n watever hidayah saw, im hallucinating it here in my room, sumhow! n now...im sooooo totally cancelling tt wish...! ouh n its bad enuf tt i can actually feel it...! i take back watever wrds i said abt me rather seeing it then feeling it...! i take back!!! seriously... huever is luffing at dis post is practically heartless! ouh n jus now...went to cwp wif aishi! dat alif n haziq ehk! tak guner langsung! cakap nk ikot tapi batang hidong pon tak nmpk! so we went to shop arh...i bought my sis's VCD...! blah! while walking, we kept on thinking bout tt incident...n i donnoe howta face hidayah tmr aft wat happened today...! my mum n aishah's mum said tt, tt thing can menjangkit...! now...im thinking like very god-damn hard howta face hidayah tmr! n im standing right bside her for footdrill sequence summore...kak kiirah looks pale seh! aft wat happened to hidayah, n wat she did to calm her dwn...i'll faint i tell u! n ya Allah!!! i cannot stand it larr...whenever i think howta face her tmr right...i'll be hallucinating... okeh...i donnoe...! im feeling very spooked out larr...n now im pissed cuz my inconsiderate neighbour let his dog out of his house...fucker! n when i came back, tt two dogs was at the lift there, then dis neighbour's bro quickly force the dog to go back in...like so obvious he noes wat is right n wat is not kaaaan?! n my fon is giving me headache...! sial nyer handphone! i hv written my tots wif luv [im giving tt a 2nd thought] toodles~

Grudge 2

hellooooo! morning morning! yesterday! my feet hurts...monday confirm the 2 of us cannot do footdrill! (kalau ader) huahuahua! firstly, we promised to meet up ard 1.20pm at blk 620...budden i went out at 1.30 or so den by the time i reach tt blk, i was drenched wif rainwater -.- msg her, she hvn siap! wt... why m i using 'her' n not the real name?! o.0 so waited n waited...my payung also drying already n my seluar also drying up! shldn hv wore tt green pants...blergh! n finally, ms aishah kiter sudah sampai...! *claps* den went to cwp nyer cinema! wakakakaka! yesyes, shld noe how i escape frm my mum's clutches of not going to movies...! bought the tix then went jln2 ard cwp... movie was okeh...scary larr! huever msged me frm 3.34 till 5.35 or so n i din reply, sori, in the mid of the movie bebeh! aishah was erm...u shld hv seen her larr...in the midst of her shouting "eh, my fringe okeh tak?" -.- takot2 ponn bleh tanyer pasal fringe... oh n u shld catch it!!! nicie! aft the movie...we went ard cwp for hourss... den went to CD-rama n i sooooooo wanted to buy tt black parade CD but there was also hot hits 2007 CD...darn! so bought tt hot hits2007 den off to search for farah's bdae present! safe for me to write here cuz she cannot online waaaaat! fiuh! keh den frm metro to hallmark to john little to cards n such to precious thots to manymany otehr stores! now my leg hurts...n when u walk wif me, u shld open ur ears bigbig cuz i can hear watever other people r talking so wen i tell u my opinion i don hvta repeat it (: but it'll be much more fun to repeat dem...khakha! den we went to music junction den to TS CD shop in search of VCD for kak naf...yesyes, aishah was right...! the VCD at TS much cheaper (: bought ice age 2 for $12.90 n the ring two for $8!!! cheap kaaaaaaan? reached home at almost 9...! tak kene marah! woo~ den watched ice age2 n wee~ i loike! n we started watching at 11...so ended late night but now im not sleepy!!! blargh! my sis wants scary movie nyer VCD...blargh! which meeeeeans, i hvta go again...*calling aishah to go out soooon* keh erm...today, go madrasah n planning to buy lunc kat kfc cuz i very lazy to cook for myself...wahahaa! aites, that is all...! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY to dearest FARAH!!!

darn sis!

helloooo! im back aft erm...a few unupdated (mcm ader wrd niie!) days... lets make everything short (: my IE is going crazy...ebuddy cannot sign in! blah! lets c... wednesday training was okeh...i suppose! footdrill n first aid...bla3! booooooring! first aid i mean... den rushed home n got ready to ber-rayer wif 1e1 peeps...its not as fun as it was suppose to be... oni 7 of us turned up... -farah -yana - mememememememe!! -aziz -sham -nabil -farhan reached home 5 mins b4 the time we were suppose to meet so i asked dem to cum my house themself! hehe! at my house, eat eat! iffah was scared of sham for i donnoe wat reason...n iffah seems to be smiling at aziz all the time -.- den while i was wearing my tudong, my mum went in n nag at me to bhave myself cuz the boys' behaviour was horrid...nxt was sham's house...he made us walk ard like idiots! n they pressed the lift buttons at all numbers...god! den farah n farhan fought over hu's house we shld go ferst...so we ended up going to farhan's den farah's...den we serbu-ed haziq's den went to aziz's which was god-damn spoooky! n the guys left us 3 gerls bhind kat 911 bus stop...blah! assholes! reached home ard 8.30 n slept right aft cleaning myself n praying...khekhe! thursday footdrill n played 'game' -.- n kak atikah gave the command so fast larr~ first aid...blah!!! nxt day hv case study...oh mann! aft tt went to kfc at admiralty wif kak atikah n kak kiirah n aishah...was talking bout me n aishi cursing sumbody time prefects investiture...den dis sumbody came -.-'' n we luffed like mad people on the lose! n i spilled my drinks while aishah was outside luffing like mad wif her mouth filled wif water! kwangkwangkwang! friday footdrill n den combine wif the NA, AC n AA to do footdrill wif the 2 seniors... hentak kaki mcm nak mampos...my legs hurts n the guys wanted to sabo me to bcum timer, budden timer tak tukar...hahaha! :D first aid case study was scary...my dearest caualty kept on luffing n sitting den lying dwn den sitting n continue-ing tt cycle...yes, that kak kiirah dah giler :) today nth much...going out wif aishah later...gonna watch grudge 2! ahh! later at nite perhaps...going jln rayer wif fam to cik amat's, cik awie's n cik hashim's if not at nite time, then aft dadsie has cum back frm johor... aites! tag replies: (yanaNESS) yes, tt song very jiwang! haha! yesyes! waste his money on us :) (ellie) ellie! yea! (pyroalif) huh?! i hv dis song nyer vid kat youtube larr...i'll tag wen im free (yanaNESS) yea! i luv the vid...! updated :) n yerps! tt's the name of the song! found out ready! (singping) erm...its not tt im listening to 80th century song, but its u hu hv not been listening to too much english nicenicenice songs! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

kenangan yg terindah; samsons

This song has nvr failed to make me think of somebody...God knows who! And the song is just well...Emo kinda song? o.0 Well, those malay students just read the lyrics n understand the deep hurtful but true words of the lyrics... (: Aku yang lemah tanpamu, Aku yang rentan karena, Cinta yang kau telah hilang darimu yang mampu menyanjungku, Selamat tak terbuka, Samapi jantung tak berdetak, Selama itu pun aku mampu untuk mengenangmu. Darimu... Ku temukan hidupku Bagiku... Kaulah cinta sejati... Bila yang tertulis untukku, Adalah yang terbaik untukmu, Kanku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku, Namun, takkanmudah bagiku meninggalkan jejak hidupku, Yang telah terukir sebagai kenangan yang terindah. n check for the full sadding video here ((: n the video jus makes u feel very sad n feel like crying...no effects on u den my reason for u is tt, u r not me (: n these are specially for her

Yes. We do laugh...With each other n also at each other!

Don't expect anymore friendly words and actions from me!

When I can't stand something, I'll say what i really wanna say...

Words that I've held back in my heart so that you will not be so hurt!

But guess what?!

I feel hurt by what you did to me n I still do!

I won't forget how others treat me and talk to me, easily.

If friendship you are searching for, search for it!

But I'm gonna tell u dis much earlier before you'll search for it in me.

My friendship with n for you is no longer available.

Though I won't give you my friendship, all the best my fren

cockroach!

helloooooooo! okeh, thk u aishah! now im stuck wif tt kenangan terindah ;by samsons, song (: okeh! lets c... been shouting a lot today! my timing has been god-damn fast for the last 2 days n i find it soft! blah! nn my timing sux to the core ): nn lastly...overall,my timing sux ): nn the sec 1 n 2 nursings n ms siti was shouting for "COCKROACHES!" muahahaha! lots of cockroaches was in tt SJ room n i mite jus lose my voice aft aaaaaall those shoutings... so...today dadsie isn wrking so i hvta type this whole post quickly so tt i won't be scolded for being in my room for sucha long time on the comp... woke up later than yest... n by the time i reach at tt block, i c a banana standing (: den bla3... diorang smue training, NC helped out wif the SJ board... cantek tauu!!! den we did 3 rounds, wif mrs chuah... -.-'' isn she suppose to be resting a lot?! keh fine watever...! den bla3... went for FA theory like yest... ms siti came in n we helped out to clear the files at the shelves n tadaa! cockroaches starts to cum out...! eeww! n kak kiirah was the ferst one to shout cuz the roach was near her... n wat do u noe...! all the nursings including ms siti was standing outside of the room shouting... haha! n mr chong came to the...rescue o.O teachers went off so the ambulance hu was hving TOC came to help (: muahahaha! n sgt chea hau picked the roaches by it feelers (or however u spell it) like eww!!! n he picked, erm...5 of those small cute cute roaches...! blergh! disgustingNESS! den when everything has been cleared up, we continued our thoery lesson... ended at 1.30!!! den blablabla... den we went to kedai~ haha! wanted to buy my aloe vera pulps budden! i saw seasons ice lemon tea~ muahahaha! keh den bla3... my hp dropped on the grd... right aft i took aishi's foto while she was singing...! heex~ tmr make sure u sing like today keh sweets?! haha! den my fon was alright again cuz! nabila dropped it on the grd again -.-'' stupid fon! den bla3... switched on the comp n straight to youtube.com n search for tt *points to the starting of the post* song n yes! i like luv it!!! keh...that is all...! gotta revise those FA theory thingy cuz tmr mrs chuah is taking us...! argh! scared stiff~ n yes...revise my timing also! fcuk larr...i hate my timing ): okeh...plan plan: -revise FA notes -revise timing -polish boot -gosok baju PE -gosok baju for tmr jln rayer wif 1e1 peeps most importantly...! -WATCH TEEVEE!!! oh n...god! dis jln rayer kaaaaaan! making my head pening! one minute they say they r cuming, the nxt they say they aren't...wth! make up ur mind larr peeps! watever it is...2.40 sesiapa takder kat outside BK, goodbye! we shld go off! err...im excused? cuz mine first house waaaaat! n my house is far frm the sch larr... yana...rmb wat to do aites! keh...done! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

"bila yang tertulis untukku, adalah yang terbaik untukmu

kan ku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku

namun takkan mudah bagiku, meninggalkan jejak hidupku

yang telah terukir abadi sebagai kenangan yang terindah"

Kenangan yang Terindah-Samsons

note to my dearest self

for the last time nasirah! the timing for berhenti is:

fall on left leg = check one *bang*

fall on right leg = check *bang*

argh! go practice by urself!!!!

first training...

hellooooo... dah tak bernyawer lagik akuu nk type! damn tired! lets c...yest, oni a few dearest aunts n uncles n cuzzins came...aperr daa~ org ader kat umah tak nk dtg, org takder kat umah nk dtg...ishk ishk! aniwaaaaaays...! woke up ard 8.15...gosok-menggosok! den reached at aishi's house waaaay earlier den watever time we r suppose to meet up...hee! while waiting for tt cik kak turun, saw dis cute n chubby kiddo main playgrd wif his maid...sooooo cute larr! so bla3....jln sambil memorise commands (for aishi) n timing (for me)...den luff! n donnoe y she kept on luffing at my timing for marching -.-' den had footdrill session wif KAK atikah...n aishah hadta report to the tree nerby...n hahaz! tt tree is a female? o.O bleh larr tuu...! lol den sgt gan chea hau took us sec 1 fac teams...n blargh! im not gonna do timing animore...! penat dan mengahus kaaaaaan larr~ den bla3...half an hour break den had theory session wif ms siti...! learnt abt the unconscious casualty bla3...den balik! kak atikah ajak me n aishah gi mkn...budden lmbat larr!!! went to check her nxt yr's class again n again... -.- so me n aishi jln jekk balik! wahaha! den blablabla! walked home by myself...den started to rain! aperr daa~ so reached home, iffah asleep n mumsie in e washrm n abg aee is asleep... hahaz! now is my turn to sleep larr yerr!!! kk! tmr training again...ahhh!!! tonite going out to cik rahman n cik karim's house... wahahaha!ore pix cuming, i suppose... im done~ abg aee wanna use the comp...so that's all for 2dae my dears! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

lalala~

helloooooo! hari raya has nvr failed to make me oh-so-god-damn tired... n jus now went to madrasah but oni 11 of us turned up...! pffft! gi bukak siang-siang saper suroh?! so yesterday, oni went to rumah cik mamat, cik eda, mummy{cik mail} n cik aide... so few houses but i was sooooo tired...! cuz bro's frenz came over in the morning...abg fareez came first so he asked me bout my studies...bluek! he was like, damn shocked tt i failed my maths at sec1 level...okok! fine, my maths is soooo damn bad tauu! den we talk n talk...den abg aee's frens came... den helped them to take the pix...n yes! crazy bunch...wasn any candid pix arh...aperr daa! den they went off... i had the back seat of the car to myself wif iffah!!! woots~ hahaz! den hadta wait for him to cum home cuz he had forgotten to bring his house keys...blergh! n so me n kak naf slept outside while awaiting! lalala~ den on e prev friday nite, lotsa ppl came...! my house was jammed wif humans...heex~ lets c: -wak dol came over wif mak ton, abg azri n abg sharil...abg sha'in din manage to cum cuz he was wrking, i think... -abg asri wif kak su n their 2 daughters -cik jamil n cik ani -cik kiah n cik dahlan wif one of their cucu hu is a sri warna's dancer...kiiiiiiut! -cik hasna n cik karim -mak long n kak diana... that's all i think...kak diana n mak long went home at 1.15 am...talk bout lots of things! hehe! i loike! n kak diana was happy tt i got 63 for maths! wee~ n yes, i can do much better! erm...thats all...! so boring but tiring! ((: keh, ader tamu so i'll make a move... (: ouh n my dearest peeps yg akan berjln rayer on wed nanti...no outsiders please! if possible, bawak lots of cameras...sayer undur at dis prt cuz my cam rosak! n i'll use my hp jekk larr... n if yana have called, we might be going to mdm rabia's house... ouh n yana, i was seriously kidding jus now... ((: n saper2 nyer umah boleh dtg, tag me or msg me directly! my house ferst house but we'll still be meeting outside BK... jus in case korang smpi akuu blom balek training... aites, trainings starts tmr...blargh! n aishi...i rmb my timings already!!! :P wee~ so gd luck to the NC n AC leader in memorising ur commands...lala~ aites! im gone :) i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

survey

hellooooooo! im back wif survey frm friendster...was encouraged by those crazy wrds tt was put up by non other den my dearest ms evil rebekah! hahaz! jus too farnie...but i'll post my own wrds: -type ur reactions to the following- why are you always like that? -what? don like my attitude or sumthing? why r u always like thaaaat den? i jus realised now that i luv u -y did u jus realise it? i jus realise tt u r not my type :)) leave him/her already! u'll be much more happy wif me -how do u noe? n puh-lease! u wanna beg me to leave him, check ur english! come on! smile, you're cute when u do tt -hahaz! :D pls do my math homewrk too -wth?! no waaaay! if u r gonna ask me to do ur maths, wats nxt? ur laundry n house chores too?! i m so blessed to hv sumone like u -awwww...thats so sweeeeet of u! me too... :)) why does monday cum bfore tuesday? -that's a stupid question! y aren't u born earlier to state tt tuesday cums before monday?! i hv two tix to go to the linkin park concert. wanna cum wif me? -wat to wear?! how did u get the ticket?! shld i go shopping?! wat make-up shld i apply?! u picking n sending me home?! when is it?! where is it held at?! OMGOMGOMG! wat shld i do?! ahh!!! *speaks very loudly n fast n go crazy!* u r one of the most special people in my life.did u noe tt? -awww...i jus noe that, since u told me! :) i think im falling for u -m i a staircase? since u noe, u r falling...*speaks very uncomfortably* i can't smile without u -u shld learn! its very easy...jus bring up ur lips nearer to ur nose...shld end up looking like dis :) thk u for everything...but u jus aren't him/her -welc...i noe, im jus glad i was here to listen to u :D *smile very hugely* wats ur mobile number? -oh it's 944 tekan-tekan tak dapat! *run off,FAST! while shouting 'help! rapist!'* can i hv dis dance? -oh ok :) one only! may i escort u? -i need the ladies! u wanna escort me, it'll be very sweeeet of u! ((: u still luv him/her till now? -yarps! so? nth to do wif u ryte? u were everything! everything i wanted -im not everything u wanted! im not ur food ryte? so believe in wat im gonna say, i ain't ur everything! when will i get ur sweet eyes -do u c the rightful owner sign down in there in my eyes? it states tt its mine n soul-ly MINE!!! hahahaz! plain stupid... okeh, wanna catch sum sleep now! nitey-nitez! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

jln raya!!!

helloooooos! my hands are effing tired frm typing all those sms-es too yana n sham... so its all ready n we r jus waiting for answers as to which people cuming to jalan raya wif us... Sec 1e1 2006 jalan raya: Wednesday, 8 Nov 2006 2.30pm outside burger king at causeway pt don be late! okeh, so...any other stuff to clarify, i donnoe hu u guys shld ask! hahaz! okeh crap... erm...im jus simply bored at home arh... nth much to do... thought of doing those composition that is still in my bag, but blah! nxt mth perhaps...im still in the mood for rayer, not! i mean im in the mood for holidays so don spoil it! okeh, i wanna watch princess hours...! heex~ i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

Bloody Stupid

hell ooooooos...! hellooooos! yes, there is a different :) glad u noticed... aniwaes...lets just say that world war 3 is about to start...! if this continues, their secrets will leak ): saddening but true... you don expect me to keep quiet for a long time... im as open minded as adults are... n if u people think u guys r so clever...get dis matter settled quickly! it'll be jus a matter of time, den i'll be exploding wif words cuz this is jus too much...! u guys fight, u guys quarrel! wat? u want me to sit back n watch! NO WAY! soon, i'll talk...u guys will be surprised indeed... n jus no matter how tight my parents hold me back frm talking, when i start my words, i'll only stop when i feel like it! u guys don need to understand wat im blabbering...i have many things on my mind n i jus donnoe howta solve them...when i do, there will be new problems arising out of the old-solved ones or my parents will stop me... but the above case, i won't sit for long unless they talk it out real soon and out of my sight! oh god! im stressed up larr...forget abt it! niways...i forgot all those short timings BUT! i rmb the long timing! haha! crazy right? but hey! thats me! okeh, aishah! jadi jgn tak jadi! hahaz! i was jus kidding tauu! 912 bus stop it will be... nn any other nc hu wants us to wait for u? jgn nk harap...hahaz! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ imserious!upeoplehavepunylittlebrain,nowonderucan'tthinkproperly!fucker!

It's true

life is too difficult... everybody change, it is up to them to whom they wanna change themselves into... life is too good to be true, cuz its nvr good n nvr true! sumtime u can trust a person, all the time, there is nobody u shld trust... nobody is good at keeping secrets... its a lie if they say so... not all ur secrets will be safely kept. nobody says the truth... nobody speaks the truth... y can't they jus say the truth... will it hurt? it won't kill, will it? u shldn trust anybody, at all... u won't noe when they will leak ur secrets... u won't noe when u will leak their secrets... u won't noe when n where secrets will leak... y is life this difficult...? jus y? y can't people be happy wif wat they have? y do they want more? y do they disagree wif one another? ain't life full of stress... nobody understands each other... so everybody shld jus stop pretending to understand each other... life is abt understanding! but u shld try to understand tt if u don understand urself, nobody can ever understand u... so wat if people criticise u? so wat if people underestimate u? u shldn criticise urself! u shldn underestimate urself! u r leading ur own life! they won't! they walk in to ur life, they walk out of ur life! they don leave their footsteps, cuz they r not ur true frens... so stop pretending tt they r ur true fren! u noe they aren't! u will understand that one day... sumthing u din expect, will cum true... sumthing u long for, sumthing u've been hoping, n wishing, n dreaming for... but u won't noe, when they will cum, where they will cum, why did they cum, what did they cum for, how will they cum...true, for u... jus wait for that one day...n pray hard, it will come! expect the unexpected! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~