Never dies.

True Love is when you find someone you can imagine yourself growing old with. Someone you can love even if they break your heart. Someone you can cry with, have tons of fun with, but most of all someone you love with.

- Someone from Flickr.

I'm so glad that I didn't have to go PE today! Wee~ I'm feeling rather warm right now because Mother took back her fan and I'm left with a spoilt fan. Hmph. Okeh so today is really fun! YEY!

So EMaths was easy to catch today! YEY! And I owe Mdm Jas quite a number of stuff. Gosh. By tomorrow morning. Morning. Morning. Sacrificing computer time because I'm sweet. Okeh, no connection. HAHA!

Instead of going for PE, TIC went down for photo taking. YAY! Khekhe!

So anyways, had English which was fun! As always *ehem* Fauzi, Nabila and me were sitting and giggling all the way to ourself. HEH! And the two of them kept trying to write on my plaster. So bad! Hmph. Pain you know.

CE we continued our work. History period was 'interesting'. We did corrections for our test papers though we have not gotten back our work. And Mr Shah kept going on and on and on.

Mr Shah: Guys, you guys have got to admit it! I am the nicest guy you can ever find.

HAHA! Who's the Man? You the Man.

Break2 was fun! Talked about the almighty SJAB and our previous years. How I miss being trained. How I miss sec2 life.

Social Studies was nothing. Mr Tay didn't come thus we did our SS work quietly. *EHEM* Then I got my hands all colourful. Tsk.

After school was oh-so noisy. Since the inter-class was cancelled, we sat in the SJ room and did some old times' games. Like what? Like Donkey and Old Maid. And even Snap.

HAHA! And no, we shan't embarrass the old maid. Who arh who arh?

First round, Old Maid. Who? ME! I'm proud of it. But I think becoming a Donkey is better. With the hat and the 'necklace'. HEH! Second round, Donkey. Who? Nabila. HEH! Reminds me of FAC trainings last year. I was always the donkey. EYOREEEEE! (: Third round, Donkey. Who? Nabila. Hehe! Fourth round, Old Maid. Who? Fauzi.

(:

So yes, after that we played the ever-so noisy, Snap. Where Aishah was so excited to shout SNAP! LOL!

Public duty again tomorrow. I miss being a junior that has to do nothing but *sings* stop and stare, I think I'm moving I go nowhere.

HAHA! Shut up, not funny. But it's not true lah. We did lots of stuff last year. *Hints* Those nice nice nice Sec2 days. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Break my fall.

What luck.

So lets summarise today because I certainly have a whole load of things to clear. Just that the thought of not blogging for a day somewhat freaks me out. Tsk.

Anyway, History was nothing but filing. Principal going to check our files as Mr Shah is running all over the place to make sure that every one's files are in place. Heh! (: And luckily, mine is. Hehe!

PE was so urgh! This has got to be the second time in 2008 that I fell during PE period. Omfg. And this is the worse. With a wound on my elbow and scratches on both knee, I didn't run the 'failing' round and thus, I have to do my re-run next lesson. Which is like what, tomorrow? Hmph.

MT was for once peaceful because I was not disturbed by Hazmie and Sham with the letter 'R'. WEE~ And if MT were to be that peaceful, then I will rather die out of boredom in MT than listening to teacher's teachings. AMaths was like how it has always been.

Stayed with Emmelia while doing all my Maths stuff and waiting for Aishah and Nabila. When they came, we started 'gossiping' if that is what you want to call it. And get ready for some running because things has started to appear rather beautiful lately. Heh! *Inside joke*

So yea, to sum it all up, the day was rather painful lah. Funny?

Not.

And I felt like as though I am walking like Aya-nee. HAHA! Okeh, not funny.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

YEY!

Notice the heart? Heh! (:

₪ Haziq says: N - Nasirah E - EVERYTIME N - NOISY E - EVERYTIME K - KECOH

♥ shihui [: says: N - Nasirah E - EVERYTIME N - NOISY E - EVERYTIME K - KECOH

₪ Haziq says: NASIRAH EVERYTIME NOISY EVERYWHERE KECOH

Please lah people. I'm not noisy. Look who's talking? *Points to tagboard*

I think I'm influenced to be double noisy. Ishk. So is that good or is that bad? HAHA! (;

***

Alif, please don't say that she rocks. Later ShiHui perasan.

Shi Hui, I didn't mean what I said. I mean the "Cute lah u.." thing. NOOOOOO! HAHA! Okeh kidding.

Haziq, stop looking at the cat lah! It's not creepy! It's cute!

Farah, alamaaaak! Attacking my tagboard must be invited ehk? LOL!

Aishah, step normal! How come there's 3 tags? Long ones I meant. HAHA!

Alif, LOLS! Popiah! HAHA! And I know these leaderships peoples are attacking my tagboard. Only that I'm too lazy to reply. Heh! Self-praising.. And no, the cat looks so cute like a cat. Not like a Alif.

ShiHui, HAHA! Yes fine. I'm glad! HAHA!

(:

These peoples make my day. And thus, it has been proven that I am kecoh due to them! (: I think I MIGHT be perasan due to Dad because he always say this.

-Translated-

Dad: See, when I park my car with the head first, the others will follow suit. See?!

*MSN sound* Right..

So yes, I'm almost done with Chemistry. But Biology, I doubt I'll even know how to do. Hmph. Homework for an hour. Harvest Moon for an hour. Then homework again. Then play again. So on and so forth. Easier said than done arh. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Don't push it.

Someone didn't go to her religious class just because I'm on a school holiday. (:

Hello. I'm bored.

I'm not done with homework because I did them all bit by bit. Half an hour on Maths then I moved on to Malay then moved on to Biology then to Chemistry. So on so forth.

Anyway, went out with family; except Abg Aee who was working, to shop! (:

Headed to Philips since we got voucher to spend on by buying the new television set. So yea, I felt so Philips-ish. Dad said that whatever I want, just grab it. Teehehe! So yea, Philips made my day. No wait, I think it was cash that made my day.

After which, we headed to some random place to get me new clothes. Throughout the journey, Iffah kept on pointing out vehicles that were dirty. Kids.

So anyway, I'm going to continue with my homework tonight and I hope I'll have it all done by tomorrow morning because seriously, I, for once, want to enjoy my weekends. I have no school on Sunday! YEY! So yes, I have to seriously enjoy my weekends. It's now or never. (:

Erm.. Can I drop EMaths and AMaths?!

*MSN sound* Right..

Sweet Love

Toodles.

And so I thought.

No one could ever wish for a better smile.

Surprisingly or not surprisingly, I'm updating. Currently, I'm actually holding on to my Chemistry's 10 year series. Ugh! Lots of things to be done in just a week. What's worse, I have no idea how to do my absurd surds. Stupid.

It seems like someone doesn't trust me anymore. And no, I don't feel sad because I have always been like what she thinks I am. So yes, lets remain positive! (:

And now, instead of saving money for a laptop, I'm saving money for a PSP. (: And I told Sister that I'm going to get enough money to buy PSP DR (heh!) by 1st May 2008. HAHA!

*MSN sound* Right..

Okeh, I have got to take a break from computer but really, it's super hard. ): And I have not been doing anything for the debate. Heh! Nice right..?

Sweet Love

Toodles.

What matters most.

I like my new phone! (:

Hello! Holidays have been such a bore so yes, there's nothing much to update about.

For now, I have no done homework yet. Thinking of doing it later tonight. *MSN sound* Right..

Went out yesterday for debate meeting. Nothing much arh. After that went around CWP with Kak Naf. And I thought she would buy herself a mp3 yesterday so that perhaps, I can buy mine, much expensive-er, later at the end of the month. Hee! (:

Sister spent a lot on CDs. Which cost around $40+. And I get to spend her money by making her pay my library fine! YEY! Now all I need is a day out to borrow a book for my book review. Tsk. Other than that all, we spent some money on Iffah's hair accessories. (: Super cute.

We walked home all the way and because of that, I don't have to pay Sister my library fine! Heh! So yea, with earphones plugged, we walked all the way and reached home at around 8+.

So yea, Sister and Father taking a day off this Friday. We're going to shop! (: And I have a hundred bucks to splurge! Hee! (;

I have been playing Harvest Moon. Introduced by none other than Haziq. Tsk. I'm hooked. And I played for HM days and I'm back to HM day 1 because I lost my saved game. Hmph. ):

And for the past few hours, I have been watching 1 Litre of Tears which was introduced by Aishah (refer to blog). And it got me so stressed that night because it kept on making my computer hang. Hmph. But, it's okeh now and I'm watching it~ Yey!

Follow your heart but don't follow your heart.

- 1 Litre of Tears

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Finally.

Yellow and red. I wonder if it'll blend.

I'm so bored. ):

But before that, HAPPY 13th MONTHSARY YB! (:

And after a long wait, The holiday is here! YAY! But of course, with holidays, I have lots of homeworks to be done. Teachers think that a week holiday is like a year holiday. Ishk.

I know, I said Aliff Aziz doesn't know how to sing but I think he just got better. I mean, okeh fine. He's getting better at singing most likely because he's getting better on stage. Anyway, this song is catchy. Hee! (;

I miss belo. She said she wants a picture but in the end. Tsk. Belo btol! Heh! (:

I need new ringtones. I need new games. I need a memory stick! And sister said she wants to buy me a new mp3. Hehe! And I'm going shopping on Friday with Sister, Mother, Father and of course, Iffah. YEY!

I love holidays! For now I guess.

So dendom.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Worried sick.

It's not clear I know. It's the AA team by the way. Picture quality is good but I can't zoom in. Bloody stupid.

Hie you all! I'm so happy yet so worried! (:

Congratulations to the NA team for getting second! We were practically screaming when we got to know the result! (:

AA, not the top but you guys did well! I know how you guys feel. Being your last year and all. Cheer up guys! You are a winner for you think you are.

It's okeh to not be winner in the others' eyes. It's important to be a winner in your own eyes. (: As Mr Lim always say last year, "You are what you think you are."

Congratulations Seniors! (:

I was almost bored to death while awaiting for the result. But thank God, Ais' phone kept me alive for I tried my very best to get higher than Shi Hui! Laugh out loud! (:

I'm so sleepy you know. *Yawn*

Bunch of rude kids. I'm superbly worried. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Teman Istimewa.

I love them lah. No kidding. (:

Most of the time, I feel like I have the lousiest life you could ever have. But when I look back, God, I was so stupid. I have the greatest friends that I could ever asked for. I have a wonderful group of people who were always there when I needed them.

Yes, they might be a pain some times, but all the time, they made my day. No matter how sad I may be, the sight of them makes me forget my pain. And these 9 people, including Hidayah who is not in the picture, were there when I was suffering in NCO course.

I always thought that I would be left alone since I was stranded with Alif and Fauzi. But thanks to them, I felt belonged. I always thought I should have ended my life since young, but YBs were there to keep me away from that thought. But of course, there are certain areas that Jeremy and Hidayah contributed too. (:

Yea, I guess I think too much. And I really do think too much. No matter where I am, there will always be a group of people who will actually understand me and would even entertain my stupid craps.

Chatted with my red mate. I still remember how he had always been there for me when no one else was online. Sharing everything we had on our mind. It's like as if he could read my mind. Thanks Wesley for your thought. Appreciated. (:

And you must have been really crazy to have read my emoshit post. But really, friends is everything that I have to make me smile. Home isn't as sweet as school anymore.

***

I'm easily pissed off nowadays. I wonder why seh. Everything I do doesn't seem to be right. And everything people do, he/she thinks it's funny. But really, you didn't know you've hurt that person. So think before you say anything. I hope you would just shut up about everything. So what if I'm far behind in my studies?! Just STFU.

***

Alif's Group: 19! Chin Wee: Nope. Alif's Group: 20! Chin Wee: No. Lesser than 20.

And isn't it obvious that the number is 18?! HAHA!

Alif's Group: Err.. What number arh?

Lols lah this people!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Real world. Real life.

I wish life would be this colourful. I wish life would this sweet. I wish life would always be like how I use to see it. I wish life would never change. I wish I did not change. I wish I was never me. I wish I was what I thought I would. I wish this wasn't just a wish.

I thought I could just do things without understanding. I thought everything would be fine. I thought they won't fight anymore. I thought what I thought will come to life. I thought that I did not change that much. I thought life will be normal. I thought this was not only a thought.

I hope it won't go further. I hope this won't affect my thinking. I hope you won't get the wrong idea. What I write has nothing got to do with today.

You know? Life has been a total shitass that I just feel like giving up. History paper sucked a lot. I forgot every single thing about the League of Nations. Urgh. I'm going to fail History. ):

And I just want to remain quiet for the next few hours in class. I just want to concentrate. I just want to get the feeling of being a good student. For the next few lesson, I might switch off. And I don't want that to happen. Ever again.

I thought we would be friends forever but turns out, it was for never. So who changed? Is it you? Or us?

*Get over it Nasirah. Not worth your thought!*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I would.

So true.

Hie people! (: So anyway, here I am blogging when I have a whole load of EMaths and AMaths stuff to be done. Wow. Then what's more, I have History test tomorrow and I have yet to revise. Come Friday, I'll be free. But one thing that I'm worried about is my SJAB tee. I lost my dearest red tee. ): Where oh where could it be? ):

I have lots of things to worry about and my head is the number one thing. I have been getting constant headaches and that is certainly not good for the erm, head? Yea. Not good. And this is the symptoms of me being stress! Oh wait no! Challenged! I'm superbly super challenged! ):

I passed AMaths by the way. And I think this is the best score I ever got for any of the test this term. It was better than Malay in fact. Okeh wait, I think so. (: I scored an A2 on the dot. HAHA! *Heads bob up and down* Funny arh funny arh? And now, all I have to wait for is History and Social Studies. I'm so happy! So elated! I'm on cloud nine. No wait, I'm on cloud eleven and twenty. Yea, I cut myself into two. (:

Social Studies test was ^&*^@!!! I think I might flunk it because I did it in any ways and any hows. HEH! What more, it's a SBQ. (: Wow! Power arh Nasirah!

And debates result is up. Upper Secondary Final. 3e4 vs 4e3.

Wow. (:

So people, today's post is going to be short! WOW! Why? Because it works! Because I have lots of Mathematics shits to be done. Hmph.

I miss the friendship that we once build so strongly. Now it's all gone. Just because of a person. Dear friend, no one is changing but you. Whatever happened to the once-upon-a-time friendship and laughter? Ain't going to regret because I ain't going to lose a friend. I just lost another person to talk to. That is all and nothing more. *Commits suicide* Ain't going to happen.

Oh yea! I forgot to post this. *sadface*

CONGRATULATIONS WRS SJAB! (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

If I could I would

I have a pessimistic thinking. Sorry, but too bad!

YEY! It's Tuesday people! Which means another day closer to one week holiday!!! How much I longed for it. But too bad, apart from school, I'm not allowed to go anywhere else. Tsk. ): But it's okeh right?! Because it's holiday!

Anyway everybody, PE period today seemed to be like a breeze. Why? Maybe because I don't even know my timing. Since the others had to run for 2 rounds, the classes who were being punished due to last weeks incident, namely 3e4 and 3e3, had to run for 3 rounds. Woo. First round was simple but come to second round, I started to slow down and third round, started to walk most of the time. ): See? I suck at running lah please!

As I'm typing this, I am actually wondering how come my MSN suddenly closed by itself. Can't even re-open it. Oh well, what the hell. (: Okeh, figured it out already! I'm so fast and clever. Okeh, shut up Nasirah.

English period was even deeper chimology stuff. As there say 'pure' chimology. Heh!

EMaths was nothing much. Went through inequalities for word sums. Which reminds me that I have yet to do the homework. Urgh! Then MALAY! Yes, apart from the teacher, the class is fun! (: We did pantun which is the Malay poem. Had to do 4 of them and we cracked our heads like no body's business. It was fun! And I finished mine so yes, one less homework~

Chemistry was nothing much. Learnt about boiling, melting and freezing and the end! (:

So being a good girl that I am, went to search for torchlights for the FAC team. Finally, it's proven that torchlight will disappear when people who are looking for it, is looking for it. Okeh nevermind, I know, it's very difficult for you peoples to actually understand my words. Hee! (:

So anyway, I guess this is all. And random thoughts lah right. I miss last year a lot! ): From my class to being trained by the current Sec4s to *ehem*rebelling*ehem* to fighting to stupid acts to many other fun stuff! ): So sad urh!

Shoo, ii goiing off to do muaiix homeworkx lurhx.

And I still don't understand why little kiddos actually have time to type more words. I mean, if it is 'my', there's like only 2 letters. Why bother writing 'muaiix'. Puh-lease. So unglam and childish. Erm, yes. I'm talking about all those people out there.

Alright, I'm so off to finish up my homework. And when I say homework, I mean Mathematics. Urgh! So many homework! ):

Ouh and tomorrow is The day when we get to know who will be getting to debate finals. So everybody who is kind to my feelings *blink eyes*, just hope it's not us. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Again. *Close eyes*

One day? More like a year.

I don't know what's wrong with me lah but I think I might fall ill anytime this week. What more with lots of shit stuff to do this week. And not forgetting History test which will be coming up on Thursday and even an MC will not let me escape the test. Inference skill being used here: I still have to take the test even though I'm running a temperature. Tsk. That's like so bad!

Anyway, congratulations 3International for winning today's semi-final. (: To the 5n2, thank you so much for the fight you guys put up and honestly, I think you guys did great!

And I thought we would lose, but sadly we didn't. You wouldn't want to know exactly what Fauzi and I chanted behind the scene. Hehe!

Class was okeh I guess. Got this super bad headache during Physics and Biology. Urgh! Then during CE period, the debaters actually read through our speech in front of the class and thus I was the first person to start first. When I ended my speech, class' Mummy said this.

Mdm Jas: My dear, you are too sweet!

HAHA! And yea, the class was laughing like mad. Told you I'm sweet! (: But sadly, I was banned by class' Mummy to be sweet from 3.30 till 4.30 just now. So sad. ):

So anyway, English was nothing much. Augustin drew God-knows what kind of human on my foolscap pad. HAHA! Cute thing actually. And we got to know our English result and I passed! By like 1.5 marks. HAHA! Funny arh? Funny arh? *Hair bobs up and down*

Biology was scary, like always. NEVER sleeps in Mr Chong's class. He can just catch anyone who is not paying attention but of course, since my class is a small one, it must be due to the quantity of student. So yea, I was almost ... because my stupidness in this chimology subject. ):

Perinder went home due to tummy ache. And everyone was like "Who's going to take over her?!" And without any one's consent, someone took over willingly. But Perinder came back right after the last period. Erm, wohoo!

Physics was a bore. I scored full for the quiz! AHH~ Should thank Hazirah lah. She actually helped. (:

Sister begged me for her oldie Nokia phone back. What else can I say but step reluctant arh! HEHE! And she promised me a memory card if I were to change phone with her. Yes! (:

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY KAK NAF.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK SHIDAH. (:

I don't know why but I'm jealous of my siblings' birth date lah. Abg Aee shares with Abg Fareez and Kak Naf shares with Kak Shidah. And me? I share with nobody close. I feel so outcasted. Okeh! Emo alert! ):

I miss belo. Again. But for days, I keep bumping into her during change of class. Ishk! HAHA! (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Yang Selalu Mencinta mu.

It's been quite some time since I've been smiling this much. ):

₪ Haziq says: You are sweet, lovable and memorable!!! ♥ shihui [: says: nenek, ure so sweet, lovable and memorableeeeeee.

₪ Haziq says: Nama saya Haziq dan saya cool. Saya juga ada nenek yang sanagt manis dan juga seorang kawan yang paling comel.

(My name is haziq and i am cool. I also have a nenek is very sweet and friend who is very cute) And at this moment, I have not finish my speech! GASP!

- Nasirah says: HIE. I'm Nasirah and I'm sweet. I'm born on 050293. But my friends miscounted and thought I was born 182 years ago. Tsk. I've been schooling for the past 10 years (count the kindergarten years too) and I'm sick of school! I'm so challenged! So I have been chatting with you two for quite some time. Who ARE you two?

₪ Haziq says: Hello Nasirah!!! I'm Haziq or commonly known as The Cool One. TCO! (step TIC ehems) I'm cooly borned on 300493 and in that day, GOd blessed me with such coolness that im so cool now. I've been schooling for 10 years also (NOT register number 10) and i find the previous education useless as i am so stupid now. yes, sadface. Okay thats all! Hmm, who's the last one?

₪ Haziq says: Take cover people!!! get ready for over-cuteness attack

♥ shihui [: says: Hello Nasirah and Haziq. I'm the cutest one. I'm born on 130293. I dont mind receiving more presents. I'm happy to be such a cute, intelligent (etc etc) girl. Heh! My name means Cute Intelligent.:D

And yea, at this moment, my speech was only one at the introduction which is not even finished. Tsk.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Yang bertakhta dalam sanubariku.

It's always the opposite.

YEY! No. I'm not suppose to blog today because I have lots of shits stuff to be done. And that includes my debate speech! Heh!

And so people, I've learnt that I'm so noisy that once I actually shut my mouth, people will think I'm in deep thoughts over something bad or maybe I suddenly forgot how to talk. HAHA! No. One day, the reason I won't be able to talk much is due to the fact that I lost my voice. Heh! But yea, for now, just wait till that happens.

I also learnt that somehow, I have to keep myself from going beyond the boundaries. You know, there's actually a line between domestic affairs and others. So yea, I shall not go anywhere further than being happy when I'm in school because the people around me at that time, they weren't and never will be involved in it. Okeh never mind, it's for me to know and never for you to find out.

So nothing much has happened. Considering the fact that I updated like only a few hours ago. But I have lots of homework and I really shouldn't be doing much on this computer except for asking help, especially in EMaths. And of course AMaths!

Oh and did I tell you? According to Mr Lim's memory, he said I did well(!) for AMaths! *Sounds like MSN* Right..

Okeh done! I'm just so bored that I have to update some thing(s). So yes, I'm off to do EMaths! ):

I miss Belo! ): Come to think of it, it's been such a long time since I talked to her about some thing happy. Like, serious merious happy talks.

And currently, this song you are tuning in to is so addictive. Hehe! (;

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Missed.

I miss happy moments in this family.

The moment that punched was given, all I ever could do was to shout. Helpless. There's nothing I can ever do.

God, help me. Give me those strengths that I longed for.

Challenged.

Any one? *Shows lame emoticon*

I'm having a morning flu. Like a norm on every weekends. Urgh!

Currently, I'm researching on the debate motion and I happen to come up with, nothing. Tsk. It's really difficult you know. I can't even find a suitable site to actually search such shits.

So really, if everyone says no to the motion and all has almost similar reasons, how on earth am I suppose to elaborate. Hmph. And I miss last year. Okeh Nasirah, stop it.

I'm super bored actually. Nobody's online. Okeh, except for the cute Farawrie. Every other norm human beings must be asleep. Unlike me, I told the cool Haziq last night that I'm going to wake up at 12pm. Wow. Look who's wide awake now? And I stayed back with cute Shi Hui yesterday. At least I got someone to accompany me. Which reminds me that I have yet to complete all my AMaths assignment. And shit, next week, AMaths result. GASP! And I'm going to meet the irresistible Nabila later at 4pm. Debate this debate that. Come to think of it, I think I have got no life anymore. GASP *again*. It's been such a long time since the neutral Aishah goes online. I wonder when I'm going to stop going online as often as 24/7.

See? I'm so sweetly bored that all those came out. GASP *again again*.

And did I tell you that I changed sits with Joline. That river woman. *Inside joke*. And now, I'm stuck between her and Augustin. And the place is freaking warm. I want back my old sit! ):

Okeh, I wish I was surrounded by Ying Ying, Man Qin, Sham, Yu Juan and those others who sat near me till I actually got an A for Maths. Like finally. (: I think I'm losing it. Okeh shut up. What crap am I talking?

I'm hungry. The smell of Mother's beef frying is making my stomach grumbling. Breakfast, I want you! I'm getting lamer each day. Wow. What am I suppose to do?

And I think that's the sound of my washing machine calling out saying that it's done washing my clothes. Hmph. So fast. And did I tell you that I think I lost my red SJ tee. OMG. So sad. I searched everywhere for it. But to no avail. I wonder where it's at. ):

I thought I typed a lot of things but when I scrolled up, so short. Wth.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Change.

Mixed and bored. ):

I wonder how the class' noticeboard looks like. Yu Juan kept on telling me how she missed last year. HAHA! Don't worry my friend, there's others feeling the same way as you. One very close and sweet example to you, me. (:

So I'm satisfied with my current blogskin. So far, I think this is the best blogskin I can ever find. That's like so, bad. Many are like anime and filled with other cartoons. Please, I don't go for that sort. Plain and simple and white are loved.

Ouh and school has been one big piece of shit. Currently, everything is like, not in place. I think it's due to the CNY break that I actually became this messy. See, breaks should actually be sensibly long, like a month or so, and no homework should be given out so that us, students, can actually sort everything out! I mean come on, papers are always everywhere around me. I told Hazirah yesterday. Yes, I have all my worksheets. But I don't know whether it's AMaths worksheet or EMaths worksheet. Why? Because everything are numbers. Who cares anyway? Both still complicated Maths.

*SIGH* Training. I shan't elaborate further. And I think the only activity that they can actually show us their skills is next week's. And what's with people being so fucking stuck up when they're only taking over for some things. Eurgh. Whatever lah, I can't be bothered with humans anymore.

Self-centered. Self-obsessed. Self-denial.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Whichever ways.

It's a very busy week and a very busy day.

Things crop up here and there.

Positive, negative. They are all the same.

Whatever it is, I really don't want to get emotionally affected.

Somehow, I don't think I can manage the things around me well.

But went I look back, everything was well done.

Except for my tests.

I failed my Combined Science. I'm going to fail Biology. The test was outrageously difficult. I'm not going to do well for AMaths. Why? Because I got the tingling feeling.

Whatever it is, I have got to buck up. Way before Mid-year comes by. Way before my CA 2. I'm in need of help but somehow, I don't know where to find them. Sometimes, the kind of help I'm looking for is not out there. God, help.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Does it matter?

Take out your books and start studying. Leave some space for me.

I'm tired of schools. I think I'm going to switch off anytime soon.

Today is okeh. Considering the fact that there's no PE period. Considering the fact that we didn't study anything for Malay, again. Considering the fact that CE was nothing but filing. Considering the fact that we got scolded during READ period.

3e4 = laugh a lot = no class spirit. That is exactly what Mdm Jas lectured to us early in the morning during READ period.

And that seriously made me miss 2e1 ever-so much. ):

MT was spent on watching 'Si Tanggang'. Then went to our own banded classes and got back our test papers. Yea, I passed by 7 marks. No, not only. No, I'm not sad. I have this "At least I didn't get 1 mark." kind of attitude nowadays. Because you know why? I'm not some desperate student who wants to get top in every single thing at the start of a new year with new friends, new subjects, new teachers and new environment. I can bet you, those people will suffer from depression in around June.

I'll pity them. And you know what? They can actually even complain when in actuall fact, they get high marks. Come on Nerds! Get a life!

CE was all about filing. Then AMaths! I have confidence in 19 or 23 marks. I skipped the fourth and the seventh question. 1) Not enough time. 2) I have no idea how to do. As stated above, 1 mark would make me happy! (:

English. Like how I hated History period 2 years back, I hate this period too. You figure it out. And seriously, if you were me, you can understand why Isaac actually calls him by that name. Tsk. He has got to change!

Physics was boooooooooring! Learnt about last year's stuff on light reflection. *Snores*

Helped YuJuan out abit after school on the noticeboard. It reminds me of 2e1 last year! The spirit we had. The noise we whispered *EHEM* when designing or decorating. HAHA! I remember how Yean Choon and Jun Hui PMSed last year. Heh! (:

Went off to bubble tea with YB and AH. Then walked off home and seriously, every time we go out of school to Admiralty Place, the one and only subject will come. Then as Aishah, Shi Hui and me was walking, we saw this one Niggasweet. Heh! (:

Waited for Dad because I was super lazy to walk home. Seriously, I'd rather wait for him to come and fetch me than having to walk all the way home by myself and all tired. Ee! No thanks.

Okeh, Biology test tomorrow! *GASP* And I'm suppose to hand in all AMaths assignment by Friday. God. I have lots to do.

And nothing has been done about the debate. At least for my part, nothing. Whatever. As always for the second time in a row this year, outcasted.

I don't care.

Sweet Love

Toodles.