Sick! Damn!

hellooooooo! i don think i can come for tmr's training...! blah! we shall c (: started training wif case studies...! NA started off first! wahahaha! erm, ms siti combine the 2 prev case studies...! n wahahahaha! u noe, im a lazy bum ryte? i bcame the nose bleed! budden i hadta faint...cuz wrong treatment...! best arh fainting! in the mid of treatment i mean...! like so coooool, okeh lame! den NC's turn...n i gotta do the easiest injury cuz i hadta call for ambulance...n guessguessguess hu i hadta treat? kak kiirah! the ticklish casualty...nk angkat dier jekk, she luffed a lot! n i made a lot of mistakes for today's case study...dang! den half an hour break n footdrill...! blah...wasn in the mood cuz 1) the weather was blardy hot! 2) my temperature was slowly rising up again... stupid siak! n weeheeeee! we finished the whole footdrill sequence...! kak wanie taught the commands aft slow march...n urgh! glenda din turn up cuz of flu, she n her excuses...! so we've finished the sequence n we need to train hard n a lot...! n i can't rmb the last timing...! dang! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

case study...!

helloooooo... my leg hurts!!! footdrill...! i loikehate! hehe! erm...learnt slow march...! blarghblarghblargh! i don like~ slow march is so, well...SLOW! my timing for it was so fcuking eeeeww! den half an hour break den had case study! wee~ i hate case study! today, NC hadta start first! urgh! if not then we cld've jus cut n paste watever the NA did...hehe! n the first time i got shirley!!! wee~ nose bleed...den the gunshot wound casualty died! woohoo! cuz nobody seems to be treating kak atikah! second time...ahh!!! i hate yet i like (: i hadta handle 2 casualty since these 2 are not thaaaaaat serious...! nose bleed n miscarriage...n both are ultimately kecoh! guess my two casualties? u shld noe :D me n shi hui can't lift kak atikah up to change the dressing...! waaaaaaat?! i became the nose bleed casualty...i soooo shld've been kecoh seh! n kak wanie kept boo-ing wen i was facing dwn as instructed -.-' aft tt, we had footdrill again...! wahahaha! shld i say dis...? nah! don think so, nanti kene marah ngan the kakak-s! n they want us to be the 3rd position...no promises! (: another case study tmr...2 cases! siak je! case study makes me sleepy sehz! unless i go kanchiong den im wide awake! aft tt usual larr...den it started to rain oh-so-heavily! okeh...i need my pillow right now!!! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ ouh nn we will go 'boom cha'cha'' for slow march tmr!!! lolx!

my gosh!

helloooooo... my hands damn tired...its no use talking to u (: oh well...my timing suck n i lost my focus during training jus now... well, hidayah was acting quite strangely at first n i kept feeling sumthing halfway near that tree...n my drills so totally sucked today! sorry to NC for any cause of tiredness due to my timing n my lack of focus! too much on my mind n i donnoe howta put it in wrds...! footdrill was as desribed above...we kept far enuf frm tt tree...! but sgt wee yong kept on disturbing us abt yesterday's incident... first aid was blargh! my right hand is tired frm copying a chunk of notes for FA n home nursing...im no machine...! tmr case study! n i've yet to forget bout yesterday n keep my focus on wat im doing...n i've yet to study for the case study...! case study...it sux, but we hvta do it, wattodo?! aites...im in need of sum sleep...! nn i told my parents n kak naf bout the incident...! n i got a scolding for not ajak-ing the rest to read prayers ): haish! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

oh yes...no!

hellooooo... no mood to blog arh... reasons ehk? 1) im pissed off! wif tt stupid n inconsiderate neighbour n my darn handphone! 2) im not feeling like myself right now 3) im sorta spooked out by tt incident... oh training was still the same...till we got to tt particular huge tree, aishah n me felt weird, u noe, like the chills... okeh, im very diff...i don get chills! whenever i feel like there is tt thing there, i will be feeling like very hot out of a sudden...im much more weird i noe! n hidayah was well...she saw tt thing siak! im blogging dis n almost maghrib ready seh! lets get dis done fast! so...hidayah starts to get all scary n all! like, she get rasuk by that thing... n sgt wee yong n kak atikah went to tt tree...fcuker! n watever hidayah saw, im hallucinating it here in my room, sumhow! n now...im sooooo totally cancelling tt wish...! ouh n its bad enuf tt i can actually feel it...! i take back watever wrds i said abt me rather seeing it then feeling it...! i take back!!! seriously... huever is luffing at dis post is practically heartless! ouh n jus now...went to cwp wif aishi! dat alif n haziq ehk! tak guner langsung! cakap nk ikot tapi batang hidong pon tak nmpk! so we went to shop arh...i bought my sis's VCD...! blah! while walking, we kept on thinking bout tt incident...n i donnoe howta face hidayah tmr aft wat happened today...! my mum n aishah's mum said tt, tt thing can menjangkit...! now...im thinking like very god-damn hard howta face hidayah tmr! n im standing right bside her for footdrill sequence summore...kak kiirah looks pale seh! aft wat happened to hidayah, n wat she did to calm her dwn...i'll faint i tell u! n ya Allah!!! i cannot stand it larr...whenever i think howta face her tmr right...i'll be hallucinating... okeh...i donnoe...! im feeling very spooked out larr...n now im pissed cuz my inconsiderate neighbour let his dog out of his house...fucker! n when i came back, tt two dogs was at the lift there, then dis neighbour's bro quickly force the dog to go back in...like so obvious he noes wat is right n wat is not kaaaan?! n my fon is giving me headache...! sial nyer handphone! i hv written my tots wif luv [im giving tt a 2nd thought] toodles~

Grudge 2

hellooooo! morning morning! yesterday! my feet hurts...monday confirm the 2 of us cannot do footdrill! (kalau ader) huahuahua! firstly, we promised to meet up ard 1.20pm at blk 620...budden i went out at 1.30 or so den by the time i reach tt blk, i was drenched wif rainwater -.- msg her, she hvn siap! wt... why m i using 'her' n not the real name?! o.0 so waited n waited...my payung also drying already n my seluar also drying up! shldn hv wore tt green pants...blergh! n finally, ms aishah kiter sudah sampai...! *claps* den went to cwp nyer cinema! wakakakaka! yesyes, shld noe how i escape frm my mum's clutches of not going to movies...! bought the tix then went jln2 ard cwp... movie was okeh...scary larr! huever msged me frm 3.34 till 5.35 or so n i din reply, sori, in the mid of the movie bebeh! aishah was erm...u shld hv seen her larr...in the midst of her shouting "eh, my fringe okeh tak?" -.- takot2 ponn bleh tanyer pasal fringe... oh n u shld catch it!!! nicie! aft the movie...we went ard cwp for hourss... den went to CD-rama n i sooooooo wanted to buy tt black parade CD but there was also hot hits 2007 CD...darn! so bought tt hot hits2007 den off to search for farah's bdae present! safe for me to write here cuz she cannot online waaaaat! fiuh! keh den frm metro to hallmark to john little to cards n such to precious thots to manymany otehr stores! now my leg hurts...n when u walk wif me, u shld open ur ears bigbig cuz i can hear watever other people r talking so wen i tell u my opinion i don hvta repeat it (: but it'll be much more fun to repeat dem...khakha! den we went to music junction den to TS CD shop in search of VCD for kak naf...yesyes, aishah was right...! the VCD at TS much cheaper (: bought ice age 2 for $12.90 n the ring two for $8!!! cheap kaaaaaaan? reached home at almost 9...! tak kene marah! woo~ den watched ice age2 n wee~ i loike! n we started watching at 11...so ended late night but now im not sleepy!!! blargh! my sis wants scary movie nyer VCD...blargh! which meeeeeans, i hvta go again...*calling aishah to go out soooon* keh erm...today, go madrasah n planning to buy lunc kat kfc cuz i very lazy to cook for myself...wahahaa! aites, that is all...! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY to dearest FARAH!!!

darn sis!

helloooo! im back aft erm...a few unupdated (mcm ader wrd niie!) days... lets make everything short (: my IE is going crazy...ebuddy cannot sign in! blah! lets c... wednesday training was okeh...i suppose! footdrill n first aid...bla3! booooooring! first aid i mean... den rushed home n got ready to ber-rayer wif 1e1 peeps...its not as fun as it was suppose to be... oni 7 of us turned up... -farah -yana - mememememememe!! -aziz -sham -nabil -farhan reached home 5 mins b4 the time we were suppose to meet so i asked dem to cum my house themself! hehe! at my house, eat eat! iffah was scared of sham for i donnoe wat reason...n iffah seems to be smiling at aziz all the time -.- den while i was wearing my tudong, my mum went in n nag at me to bhave myself cuz the boys' behaviour was horrid...nxt was sham's house...he made us walk ard like idiots! n they pressed the lift buttons at all numbers...god! den farah n farhan fought over hu's house we shld go ferst...so we ended up going to farhan's den farah's...den we serbu-ed haziq's den went to aziz's which was god-damn spoooky! n the guys left us 3 gerls bhind kat 911 bus stop...blah! assholes! reached home ard 8.30 n slept right aft cleaning myself n praying...khekhe! thursday footdrill n played 'game' -.- n kak atikah gave the command so fast larr~ first aid...blah!!! nxt day hv case study...oh mann! aft tt went to kfc at admiralty wif kak atikah n kak kiirah n aishah...was talking bout me n aishi cursing sumbody time prefects investiture...den dis sumbody came -.-'' n we luffed like mad people on the lose! n i spilled my drinks while aishah was outside luffing like mad wif her mouth filled wif water! kwangkwangkwang! friday footdrill n den combine wif the NA, AC n AA to do footdrill wif the 2 seniors... hentak kaki mcm nak mampos...my legs hurts n the guys wanted to sabo me to bcum timer, budden timer tak tukar...hahaha! :D first aid case study was scary...my dearest caualty kept on luffing n sitting den lying dwn den sitting n continue-ing tt cycle...yes, that kak kiirah dah giler :) today nth much...going out wif aishah later...gonna watch grudge 2! ahh! later at nite perhaps...going jln rayer wif fam to cik amat's, cik awie's n cik hashim's if not at nite time, then aft dadsie has cum back frm johor... aites! tag replies: (yanaNESS) yes, tt song very jiwang! haha! yesyes! waste his money on us :) (ellie) ellie! yea! (pyroalif) huh?! i hv dis song nyer vid kat youtube larr...i'll tag wen im free (yanaNESS) yea! i luv the vid...! updated :) n yerps! tt's the name of the song! found out ready! (singping) erm...its not tt im listening to 80th century song, but its u hu hv not been listening to too much english nicenicenice songs! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

kenangan yg terindah; samsons

This song has nvr failed to make me think of somebody...God knows who! And the song is just well...Emo kinda song? o.0 Well, those malay students just read the lyrics n understand the deep hurtful but true words of the lyrics... (: Aku yang lemah tanpamu, Aku yang rentan karena, Cinta yang kau telah hilang darimu yang mampu menyanjungku, Selamat tak terbuka, Samapi jantung tak berdetak, Selama itu pun aku mampu untuk mengenangmu. Darimu... Ku temukan hidupku Bagiku... Kaulah cinta sejati... Bila yang tertulis untukku, Adalah yang terbaik untukmu, Kanku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku, Namun, takkanmudah bagiku meninggalkan jejak hidupku, Yang telah terukir sebagai kenangan yang terindah. n check for the full sadding video here ((: n the video jus makes u feel very sad n feel like crying...no effects on u den my reason for u is tt, u r not me (: n these are specially for her

Yes. We do laugh...With each other n also at each other!

Don't expect anymore friendly words and actions from me!

When I can't stand something, I'll say what i really wanna say...

Words that I've held back in my heart so that you will not be so hurt!

But guess what?!

I feel hurt by what you did to me n I still do!

I won't forget how others treat me and talk to me, easily.

If friendship you are searching for, search for it!

But I'm gonna tell u dis much earlier before you'll search for it in me.

My friendship with n for you is no longer available.

Though I won't give you my friendship, all the best my fren

cockroach!

helloooooooo! okeh, thk u aishah! now im stuck wif tt kenangan terindah ;by samsons, song (: okeh! lets c... been shouting a lot today! my timing has been god-damn fast for the last 2 days n i find it soft! blah! nn my timing sux to the core ): nn lastly...overall,my timing sux ): nn the sec 1 n 2 nursings n ms siti was shouting for "COCKROACHES!" muahahaha! lots of cockroaches was in tt SJ room n i mite jus lose my voice aft aaaaaall those shoutings... so...today dadsie isn wrking so i hvta type this whole post quickly so tt i won't be scolded for being in my room for sucha long time on the comp... woke up later than yest... n by the time i reach at tt block, i c a banana standing (: den bla3... diorang smue training, NC helped out wif the SJ board... cantek tauu!!! den we did 3 rounds, wif mrs chuah... -.-'' isn she suppose to be resting a lot?! keh fine watever...! den bla3... went for FA theory like yest... ms siti came in n we helped out to clear the files at the shelves n tadaa! cockroaches starts to cum out...! eeww! n kak kiirah was the ferst one to shout cuz the roach was near her... n wat do u noe...! all the nursings including ms siti was standing outside of the room shouting... haha! n mr chong came to the...rescue o.O teachers went off so the ambulance hu was hving TOC came to help (: muahahaha! n sgt chea hau picked the roaches by it feelers (or however u spell it) like eww!!! n he picked, erm...5 of those small cute cute roaches...! blergh! disgustingNESS! den when everything has been cleared up, we continued our thoery lesson... ended at 1.30!!! den blablabla... den we went to kedai~ haha! wanted to buy my aloe vera pulps budden! i saw seasons ice lemon tea~ muahahaha! keh den bla3... my hp dropped on the grd... right aft i took aishi's foto while she was singing...! heex~ tmr make sure u sing like today keh sweets?! haha! den my fon was alright again cuz! nabila dropped it on the grd again -.-'' stupid fon! den bla3... switched on the comp n straight to youtube.com n search for tt *points to the starting of the post* song n yes! i like luv it!!! keh...that is all...! gotta revise those FA theory thingy cuz tmr mrs chuah is taking us...! argh! scared stiff~ n yes...revise my timing also! fcuk larr...i hate my timing ): okeh...plan plan: -revise FA notes -revise timing -polish boot -gosok baju PE -gosok baju for tmr jln rayer wif 1e1 peeps most importantly...! -WATCH TEEVEE!!! oh n...god! dis jln rayer kaaaaaan! making my head pening! one minute they say they r cuming, the nxt they say they aren't...wth! make up ur mind larr peeps! watever it is...2.40 sesiapa takder kat outside BK, goodbye! we shld go off! err...im excused? cuz mine first house waaaaat! n my house is far frm the sch larr... yana...rmb wat to do aites! keh...done! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

"bila yang tertulis untukku, adalah yang terbaik untukmu

kan ku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku

namun takkan mudah bagiku, meninggalkan jejak hidupku

yang telah terukir abadi sebagai kenangan yang terindah"

Kenangan yang Terindah-Samsons

note to my dearest self

for the last time nasirah! the timing for berhenti is:

fall on left leg = check one *bang*

fall on right leg = check *bang*

argh! go practice by urself!!!!

first training...

hellooooo... dah tak bernyawer lagik akuu nk type! damn tired! lets c...yest, oni a few dearest aunts n uncles n cuzzins came...aperr daa~ org ader kat umah tak nk dtg, org takder kat umah nk dtg...ishk ishk! aniwaaaaaays...! woke up ard 8.15...gosok-menggosok! den reached at aishi's house waaaay earlier den watever time we r suppose to meet up...hee! while waiting for tt cik kak turun, saw dis cute n chubby kiddo main playgrd wif his maid...sooooo cute larr! so bla3....jln sambil memorise commands (for aishi) n timing (for me)...den luff! n donnoe y she kept on luffing at my timing for marching -.-' den had footdrill session wif KAK atikah...n aishah hadta report to the tree nerby...n hahaz! tt tree is a female? o.O bleh larr tuu...! lol den sgt gan chea hau took us sec 1 fac teams...n blargh! im not gonna do timing animore...! penat dan mengahus kaaaaaan larr~ den bla3...half an hour break den had theory session wif ms siti...! learnt abt the unconscious casualty bla3...den balik! kak atikah ajak me n aishah gi mkn...budden lmbat larr!!! went to check her nxt yr's class again n again... -.- so me n aishi jln jekk balik! wahaha! den blablabla! walked home by myself...den started to rain! aperr daa~ so reached home, iffah asleep n mumsie in e washrm n abg aee is asleep... hahaz! now is my turn to sleep larr yerr!!! kk! tmr training again...ahhh!!! tonite going out to cik rahman n cik karim's house... wahahaha!ore pix cuming, i suppose... im done~ abg aee wanna use the comp...so that's all for 2dae my dears! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

lalala~

helloooooo! hari raya has nvr failed to make me oh-so-god-damn tired... n jus now went to madrasah but oni 11 of us turned up...! pffft! gi bukak siang-siang saper suroh?! so yesterday, oni went to rumah cik mamat, cik eda, mummy{cik mail} n cik aide... so few houses but i was sooooo tired...! cuz bro's frenz came over in the morning...abg fareez came first so he asked me bout my studies...bluek! he was like, damn shocked tt i failed my maths at sec1 level...okok! fine, my maths is soooo damn bad tauu! den we talk n talk...den abg aee's frens came... den helped them to take the pix...n yes! crazy bunch...wasn any candid pix arh...aperr daa! den they went off... i had the back seat of the car to myself wif iffah!!! woots~ hahaz! den hadta wait for him to cum home cuz he had forgotten to bring his house keys...blergh! n so me n kak naf slept outside while awaiting! lalala~ den on e prev friday nite, lotsa ppl came...! my house was jammed wif humans...heex~ lets c: -wak dol came over wif mak ton, abg azri n abg sharil...abg sha'in din manage to cum cuz he was wrking, i think... -abg asri wif kak su n their 2 daughters -cik jamil n cik ani -cik kiah n cik dahlan wif one of their cucu hu is a sri warna's dancer...kiiiiiiut! -cik hasna n cik karim -mak long n kak diana... that's all i think...kak diana n mak long went home at 1.15 am...talk bout lots of things! hehe! i loike! n kak diana was happy tt i got 63 for maths! wee~ n yes, i can do much better! erm...thats all...! so boring but tiring! ((: keh, ader tamu so i'll make a move... (: ouh n my dearest peeps yg akan berjln rayer on wed nanti...no outsiders please! if possible, bawak lots of cameras...sayer undur at dis prt cuz my cam rosak! n i'll use my hp jekk larr... n if yana have called, we might be going to mdm rabia's house... ouh n yana, i was seriously kidding jus now... ((: n saper2 nyer umah boleh dtg, tag me or msg me directly! my house ferst house but we'll still be meeting outside BK... jus in case korang smpi akuu blom balek training... aites, trainings starts tmr...blargh! n aishi...i rmb my timings already!!! :P wee~ so gd luck to the NC n AC leader in memorising ur commands...lala~ aites! im gone :) i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

survey

hellooooooo! im back wif survey frm friendster...was encouraged by those crazy wrds tt was put up by non other den my dearest ms evil rebekah! hahaz! jus too farnie...but i'll post my own wrds: -type ur reactions to the following- why are you always like that? -what? don like my attitude or sumthing? why r u always like thaaaat den? i jus realised now that i luv u -y did u jus realise it? i jus realise tt u r not my type :)) leave him/her already! u'll be much more happy wif me -how do u noe? n puh-lease! u wanna beg me to leave him, check ur english! come on! smile, you're cute when u do tt -hahaz! :D pls do my math homewrk too -wth?! no waaaay! if u r gonna ask me to do ur maths, wats nxt? ur laundry n house chores too?! i m so blessed to hv sumone like u -awwww...thats so sweeeeet of u! me too... :)) why does monday cum bfore tuesday? -that's a stupid question! y aren't u born earlier to state tt tuesday cums before monday?! i hv two tix to go to the linkin park concert. wanna cum wif me? -wat to wear?! how did u get the ticket?! shld i go shopping?! wat make-up shld i apply?! u picking n sending me home?! when is it?! where is it held at?! OMGOMGOMG! wat shld i do?! ahh!!! *speaks very loudly n fast n go crazy!* u r one of the most special people in my life.did u noe tt? -awww...i jus noe that, since u told me! :) i think im falling for u -m i a staircase? since u noe, u r falling...*speaks very uncomfortably* i can't smile without u -u shld learn! its very easy...jus bring up ur lips nearer to ur nose...shld end up looking like dis :) thk u for everything...but u jus aren't him/her -welc...i noe, im jus glad i was here to listen to u :D *smile very hugely* wats ur mobile number? -oh it's 944 tekan-tekan tak dapat! *run off,FAST! while shouting 'help! rapist!'* can i hv dis dance? -oh ok :) one only! may i escort u? -i need the ladies! u wanna escort me, it'll be very sweeeet of u! ((: u still luv him/her till now? -yarps! so? nth to do wif u ryte? u were everything! everything i wanted -im not everything u wanted! im not ur food ryte? so believe in wat im gonna say, i ain't ur everything! when will i get ur sweet eyes -do u c the rightful owner sign down in there in my eyes? it states tt its mine n soul-ly MINE!!! hahahaz! plain stupid... okeh, wanna catch sum sleep now! nitey-nitez! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

jln raya!!!

helloooooos! my hands are effing tired frm typing all those sms-es too yana n sham... so its all ready n we r jus waiting for answers as to which people cuming to jalan raya wif us... Sec 1e1 2006 jalan raya: Wednesday, 8 Nov 2006 2.30pm outside burger king at causeway pt don be late! okeh, so...any other stuff to clarify, i donnoe hu u guys shld ask! hahaz! okeh crap... erm...im jus simply bored at home arh... nth much to do... thought of doing those composition that is still in my bag, but blah! nxt mth perhaps...im still in the mood for rayer, not! i mean im in the mood for holidays so don spoil it! okeh, i wanna watch princess hours...! heex~ i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

Bloody Stupid

hell ooooooos...! hellooooos! yes, there is a different :) glad u noticed... aniwaes...lets just say that world war 3 is about to start...! if this continues, their secrets will leak ): saddening but true... you don expect me to keep quiet for a long time... im as open minded as adults are... n if u people think u guys r so clever...get dis matter settled quickly! it'll be jus a matter of time, den i'll be exploding wif words cuz this is jus too much...! u guys fight, u guys quarrel! wat? u want me to sit back n watch! NO WAY! soon, i'll talk...u guys will be surprised indeed... n jus no matter how tight my parents hold me back frm talking, when i start my words, i'll only stop when i feel like it! u guys don need to understand wat im blabbering...i have many things on my mind n i jus donnoe howta solve them...when i do, there will be new problems arising out of the old-solved ones or my parents will stop me... but the above case, i won't sit for long unless they talk it out real soon and out of my sight! oh god! im stressed up larr...forget abt it! niways...i forgot all those short timings BUT! i rmb the long timing! haha! crazy right? but hey! thats me! okeh, aishah! jadi jgn tak jadi! hahaz! i was jus kidding tauu! 912 bus stop it will be... nn any other nc hu wants us to wait for u? jgn nk harap...hahaz! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ imserious!upeoplehavepunylittlebrain,nowonderucan'tthinkproperly!fucker!

It's true

life is too difficult... everybody change, it is up to them to whom they wanna change themselves into... life is too good to be true, cuz its nvr good n nvr true! sumtime u can trust a person, all the time, there is nobody u shld trust... nobody is good at keeping secrets... its a lie if they say so... not all ur secrets will be safely kept. nobody says the truth... nobody speaks the truth... y can't they jus say the truth... will it hurt? it won't kill, will it? u shldn trust anybody, at all... u won't noe when they will leak ur secrets... u won't noe when u will leak their secrets... u won't noe when n where secrets will leak... y is life this difficult...? jus y? y can't people be happy wif wat they have? y do they want more? y do they disagree wif one another? ain't life full of stress... nobody understands each other... so everybody shld jus stop pretending to understand each other... life is abt understanding! but u shld try to understand tt if u don understand urself, nobody can ever understand u... so wat if people criticise u? so wat if people underestimate u? u shldn criticise urself! u shldn underestimate urself! u r leading ur own life! they won't! they walk in to ur life, they walk out of ur life! they don leave their footsteps, cuz they r not ur true frens... so stop pretending tt they r ur true fren! u noe they aren't! u will understand that one day... sumthing u din expect, will cum true... sumthing u long for, sumthing u've been hoping, n wishing, n dreaming for... but u won't noe, when they will cum, where they will cum, why did they cum, what did they cum for, how will they cum...true, for u... jus wait for that one day...n pray hard, it will come! expect the unexpected! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

penat

hellooooooos! been jalan raya-ing wif my family during the weekends, so no updates larr... on saturday, managed to cover up 8 houses... started at 10.30 in the morn...n we went to busu's house!!! been a long time since i went there aft mak long pindah...i miss tt house! n the night before i dreamt abt my arwah nyayi...nn i dreamt tt she kissed me...! awww, i miss her so much! i miss those time...! aniwaaays...then on the sunday, 7 houses out of wdlands n 3 houses at my house area... so 10 houses on sunday... haha! banyak nyeerr... but there is still a whole lot more to go...i hv my mumsie's sedare-sedares' houses to complete n my dadsie's siblings...n we can nvr complete within this one mth...haha! tt much of houses to go including wrks n schools to go... fiqah n alisha came wif kak linda,abg fandi,kak iana n mummy on the recent fri...it was gooood! fiqah n alisha was sumhow fiting over iffah's toys...wat can iffah do but sit n stare at dem! hahaz! okeh, there's sumbody cuming to ber-rayer at my house, i'll blog in other times when im free aites... u noe, wen it cums to hari rayer...im oways bz...! pix will be uploaded at multiply wen im free... n im not cuming tmr... my fever always cums back in the morn... so im not cuming (: i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

1e1

been bloghoping to my classmates blogs n heard the news tt 1e1 won the best class competition yerr? congrats larr! though each one of us do think tt it is a funny thing tt we cld actually won... but hey...we won ((: n its a gd n lucky thing tt we will still be together nxt yr...! if not, i'll miss their seriously irritating yet funny attitudes :) n im gonna miss my 5 darlings since its the holidays ryte... without u knowing n realising, u hv finish a yr of ur studies n there is ard 5 or more yrs to go...everyday, a day less for u to start wrking...every yr another step to maturity...every year, u'll meet people tt change-for the better or/and worst-or people who will stay as hu n wat they r... everyday is a step to everything new. Nothing shld be a surprise cuz tt is wat life is all abt... nobody expects u to get worst but people still change to be worst... jus so to make this clear to her a girl's life is not abt hving the beauty, not abt hving the fringe, not abt clips...its all abt maturity n how u behave in front of others...ur first impression for them is the most impt thing ever...n not forgetting ur heart n ur mindset... if u r gonna tell me tt u r going to behave like wat u r now till the end of ur life, i hv nth else to say but, pls change for the better...nth bout u is gd cuz everything is bad... n to my 5 most treasured fren, aishah,farah,liyana,hazirah n nabila, thk u so much for being there for me when i needed u...life wif u guys by my side was wonderful n i luv it to bits n pieces of my life :)) n to my teachers...sorry for those cold looks i gave...n those harsh wrds... u din see or heard me but i did do it... n to my seniors, thk u for ur wise wrds...thx to u, im able to move on wif my life ((: everyone is obsessed wif princess hours n so am i! hahaz! my blogger seems to hv woken on the wrong side of the bed, so i cannot post any pix...it'll all be at multiply aites?! okeh, nights! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

sick, again

hellooooooos... im still sick as a sick gerl can be...n tt was y i didn turn up for the last sch today, n i watched teevee for the whole day...good eh? tmr hvta go to sch to collect my report book...dammit sia! as if im sooooo rajen nak pergi gituk... y can't my dad take it? darn leceh... anihooooos, i mite not b able to jln rayer tonight cuz im hving fever, again... n i carry panadol where ever i go since the ferst day of rayer((: erm...lets c, i don hv anythigng else to write in... oh wait...! i passed my science!!! so unexpected! erm...56 yesyes, so low! but watever tt will show on my report book might be worst... so expect the unexpected... okeh, i finally found my panadol which i lost it sumwhere in my bedroom...now, i gotta go n eat it, blergh! n if there's any school-ing during the hols, msg me pls n thk u! ((: i hv written my tots wif luv tag replies: yanaNESS: slamat hari rayer! same here, sori berlori-lori! khalidah: hie kak! i was much better but im sick again...slamat hari rayer to u, samer-samer larr yer...! thk u, u stay cute n preety too keh?! pyroalif: slamat hari rayer! im sori for watever i said oso, n gd to hear tt u'll change for the better...yesyes! a promise should be well kept! thx for tagging peeps! toodles~

Selamat Hari Raya!

hellooooooos! wen u hv the time to rest, do watever u wanna do [except eating cuz u r fasting ((: ] Hari Raya tmr...n im damn not excited... my demam like hell, skejap aderskejap takder! lets not talk bout tt larr...hari raya cuming n i sound like sum type of saddist frm donnoe which country ntah...(: n yes, sempene hari lebaran yg akan menjelang, i wanna say sorry to all those around me hu hv been affected by my ridiculous moods... sorry for donnoe wat wrds tt came out of my mouth for the whole 13 yrs of my living... im deeply sorry for everything i've done...im jus another human living on this planet earth, im not perfect ((: so please forgive for anything n everything i've done. if watever i wrote in my blog hurt u or anything, im sorry i didn realise that...my deep apologies((: Ampun dan maaf andainya: TERkasar bahasa, TERsilap bicara, TERmarah yang tak kena, TERsasul yang tak sengaja. TERpukul di mana-mana, TERpekik di telinga, TERhantuk di kepala, TERpinjam harta-benda, TERmoody tak semena-mena, TER umpat bila-bila, TERmacam-macam lagi yang sewaktu dengannya... Harap dimaafkan dengan serela hati anda((: to all the MUSLIMS, EID MUBARAK ((: to the non-muslims, enjoy dis one day holiday ((: i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ n again, selamat hari raya aidilfitri

sick sick sick

helloooooo! im so sick tt i don think i will actually be able to jln rayer on the first day itself...we shall c how... anihoos... friday late night n saturday early in the morn, seriously early...went to geylang! wahaha! tt was the night, or shld i say morn, before i fell sick... so...was in search for dadsie's last minute baju rayer n mumsie's clothes... n i was craving for dendeng! been a very long time since i eat dendeng yarr... so...we took more then an hour to park the car, so long! so in the meantime, there's like lot of policeman there n wat else can i do in the car bored to death?! oh u r so darn clever...guy-looking*ehem* n all of dem r so cute ((: den walk here n walk there... kak naf found a baju... a long dress kebaya...blergh! dadsie got 2 pairs of baju... mumsie bought lotsa tudung...for us larr cudn find her baju cuz many shops was oreadi close... in the midst of all the joy, i felt very lonely... yes, i donnoe y )): my mum nvr include me in any searching of clothes... she says i hv a bad taste... like puh-lease larr, its teen fashion n she thinks its horrid... watever! i was on the edge of tears actually... nobody saw cuz nobody care... n all 3 of dem went hm happily cuz they enjoyed the shopping very much... blah! i cudn buy tt dendeng cuz basically, my family oni walks to the place where they see their stuff... blah! aniihooos! went hm at ard 3 plus...so late kan? i slept throughout the whole journey cuz i was basically tired of flying...lolx ((: den went to the kopitiam at vista there n i bought justea peach...been a very long time since i drank tt! wat? one mth...! kak naf bought bird nest... den went hm...sahur-ed by myself cuz nobody else wanted to sahur wif me...was lazy to sleep n wake up again...headache nanti! den i woke up for subuh wif a high fever n headache! like argh! n it must be bcuz of all those smokers at geylang... u noe how smokers are at night time bulan ramadhan... one aft another...same goes for my dad larr... so irritating! n i slept throughout the day... in no mood to do anything at all! den buker time, mumsie forced dwn those awful rice down my throat... seriously not nice... i oni eat half of a quarter...((: n drank air buah dat mumsie asked me too... at least tt taste better ((: n in no mood for food at all, no larr, not totally i ate 3 kuih bangkit... den aft tt i slept throughout the whole night... syiok! n today... i felt a lil better so cleaned my awfully looked room... n it looks much better den me... n is there madrasah today, i donnoe... but i i noe tt i din go (: aites... mumsie n dadsie plan to go geylang again tonight... we shall c if i dare to take the risk... nyehaha! maybe i shld bring a mask for myself! good idea ((: aites, im done! i hv written my tots wif luv tags replies 'Ziq: car season cuz it is raya season...gd enuf larr! at least hv car... sing ping: wats so lame bout liking this skin? watever larrs... kak khalidah: hello! yes, we shall tok n gossip soon (: linked! toodles~

n finally, we've got a car!

helloooooooos! okeh, im god damn tired but i had great joy today ((: lets c... first 3 periods did nth...ferst 2 periods was suppose to be malay period budden don hv... den mr faraz came in for his hist lesson... but, we jus sat ard n talk le...okeh, so it was sorta more of gossip n hitting here n there... Rachel's obsession is bothering me...not so lar... den aft tt we had a face facts talk... obviously she is promoting the brand...oxy n lipice... hah! too bad...my lips anti-lipice...n my face anti-oxy :x den recess time, yana kept on pulling my hair -.-' in search of fallen hair on my head...sakit woii!!! tt adek kak sarali... ((: den aft tt...had thinking fiesta... okeh i suppose... oni tt i hate tt acting part to the core...((: n my plan to actually 'bully' kak sarali tak jadik cuz the rest of the class has done the job for me ((: bedek jekk! im an innocent kiddo aites?! wassup wif my sch n their SEL lessons? even dis fiesta also hv dem n those watever competencies or however its spelled... like so lame... den aft tt, i rushed hm... changed my bag, took my handphone n my discman... clear unneccessary stuff n bring those needed den off back to sch... took 900...den 912, biaser larr...pemalas katerkan! hee! den aft tt...waited for those 2 cik kaks... den went off for aerospace!!! quite fun...! did erm...race which farah, liyana n me got lost oni on the ferst map... lolx! my measurement salah... n it was suppose to be west n not east... tt was practically y we got lost n donnoe how many times restarted back at the airport farnie sehz! choco-pilots gossiping n the pilot, flying the 'plane' hehe! den the instructor introduced us to the multiplayer nyer tmpt... the three of us jus went in there to chat n not to fly... so we disturbed the ppl... ((: i loike! n u noe tt wen we get together, its all rubbish! den ended at ard 6... took 912 den 900A... my dad wasted my time...he shld've msged or called me n pick me up, n instead, i hadta rush here n there jus to get back hm... -.-' n we finally got a car! wee~ i reach hm, jus in time to buker! den eat n drink... den took a shower... den here i m updating... basically tt is all for today! ain't my life interesting? i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~