GASP.

COWHA almost crashed the pelamin.

Alright, tomorrow is O-level Malay Paper. I think I’m too tired to even feel the stress of tomorrow’s paper.

All the best to those taking the paper tomorrow.

A1!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

All together now.

2 days till Malay O-Level. Fast huh? It felt like it was only yesterday that I first stepped in to Woodlands Ring Secondary School. ):

I have this one horrible back ache. Guess due to too much sitting down in class and after class. Getting old lah sia. Not that old though. Heh.

So yea, I’m excited for camp! I’m excited for Abg An’s wedding!

*Runs around*

But to get to all that, I must first go for Malay O-Level Paper and 1 week 2 days HELP which ends late everyday due to Biology lab session and ecology outing.

June holidays studying days.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Mental.

4 months 28 days.

3 days.

I’m going crazy.

Addict.

Sister has just finished doing a schedule for me, which will only start after I finish my Malay Paper 1 and 2. Thus it means that I will be deprived from computers except on Saturday nights, till 9pm. Daddy has yet to mean Mdm FT.

It was both a happy yet sad in the morning. Sigh.

Like what Mdm Timah showed this morning, how am I going to finish?

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams.

- No boundaries; AI 8

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Whatever sore loser.

Some people don’t understand that people are doing things for them because they don’t want them to feel left out. And it’s hurting when you say you don’t know anything and shows a fcuked up face when in the first place, you can’t be bothered with that.

I have awesome people in class. I’m sure I’m very lucky because even when I’m down, they’ll always be there to cheer me up. Not to forget how irritating they can be at times but they’ll always cheer me up. We have this one common thing together. HAHA.

I love 4 TIC.

And I also love the fact that we’re going to be back. Just you wait and see. (:

Oh anyway, Malay O Levels in 5 days time. Mdm Shikin has been of great help to me. (: Malay intensive has been really intensive. But it’s okeh, 2 more days of intensive and a weekend, it’ll be O level.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

YEY.

On a happier side of life.

Guess what? We’re going to be back.

*Giggles*

On an even brighter side of life, school has been awesomely bitchy. HAHA. But hey, it brightens up the dull life. And please, videos are for entertainment and no harm is to be done. Please, it’s private. What more do you want?

I love Malay Intensive! Because I’m going to miss going for Malay classes once I get an A for my Malay!

SGT Javin taught me, in 2007, that confidence is the key to success. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Please.

I hate my hair. It’s freaking frizzly. *Sad Face*

Anyway, I have a confession.

HAHA. Oh I’m just kidding.

Dear friend, please read on. The answers to your burning questions are below.

*Snickers*

1. I conclude that people who have insulted me before can withstand insults about themselves. Come on, if you can give then you can take. Please J, it’s not as if you’ve never insulted me before. At the very least, I told the insult right at you. You told someone else about me, thinking he wouldn’t tell me. Please, I’m not as stupid as I may seem to be to you.

2. I’m not discouraging you. I’m just laughing out loud at you. Cause you know what? Your vocabulary has been awesome, but you just use them wrongly. You can’t just use thesaurus like as though it’s a dictionary. You can’t substitute words just like that. You are making a FOOL out of yourself and not making people impress. It’s seriously hilarious. English is not about how vavavoom your language is.  English is about how you can write and converse with people. It’s hilarious to see people abusing vocabulary. It’s pitiful to see people helpless in English but is dying to learn it well.

3. Insulting is not doing me any good. Cause I’m insulting my own dear friend. But you know what, I’d rather have me laughing at you than others laughing hysterically in your face. Get a life friend, insults to you isn’t a plus point for me. I’m not doing it just to bring you down.

4. Honestly, I use to love dropping by your blog so that I can learn something interesting about myself. And about you. Now, it’s such a bore to drop by. It’s super irritating reading your I’m-good-at-English-so-read-my-interesting-post.

5. You’re hurt by what I’ve said. But you know what? I’m hurt by all the things you’ve said about me. Still, I don’t go emotional.

Nasirahhhh

P.S As a individual, is a horrible BASIC English. Whatever.

***

Rey is beginning to be a very contagious laughing bomb. I can die in Malay Intensive. And Rey, I want information too! *Innocent face*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Gotta get get.

I scream you scream we scream for ICE CREAM!

So I was looking around because I smelt something burning. Then when I look in to this thing,

I realized that it was my money.

It was worth it though, although things were very bimbotic. Serious shit.

1. Dropped camera on the table. Oh God, butter finger!

2. Dropping of camera resulting in my set of chopsticks flying off the table. Wah, flushed like crazy. If Daddy was there, he would surely go “Not professional at all.”

3. Had to bend down because my camera’s bag fell under the chair.

Bimbo moments.

Anyway, I’m tall.

Virtually.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Now that you know.

It’s been a very retarded and stupid day.

I’ve been updating really regularly thus I have nothing to say! But I know that I am very HOHO-disappointed and pissed off with some people who is so totally no-brainer.

I have one very long list of things-that-I-want-to-buy! *smiles innocently to Sister*

I feel so rich. HEHE.

Dear Ms Talk-To-You-Later.

There’s 11 of you and 10 of us. If we can handle the Sec1s, Sec2s and not to forget you Sec3s. Wow, I think we 10 handled more than what you 11 did. If we can cope, why can’t you? Seriously, you guys are the main problem. You people are the first problem before the juniors. Oh please, handling only those few people is nothing. Just you wait for camp missy. You’ll get it bad. I can assure you some tears. Oh wait, I think a bucket or maybe even a well of tears.

I’m going to look forward to it.

You know what? 11 of you sucked yesterday and really made the standard look so horrible.

So, was the show easy to run?

Sweet Love

Toodles.

And when I fall.

Cause sometimes, all you need is to hide your emotions.

There’s so many incidents that I don’t think I’ll ever forget. (:

1. Major Bimbo Moments with fellow debaters.

Received award for debates this morning, like finally. And we were suppose to take picture and I stopped at the front out of a sudden. The rest almost went back to their sits and we practically embarrassed ourselves in front. Serious bimbo moments!

2. Got scolded for English result.

Okeh, not really scolded but well, she was kind of unhappy. I was so near yet so far to a 6! Heart pain moments. ):

3. Laughed like crazy after school hours.

Was laughing at people’s Malay works throughout the entire hours studying for Malay at school with Rey, Ais, Alif, Fauzi, Haziq and Shi Hui. It’s some serious cute stuff people write. And I don’t mean cute stuff sarcastically.

4. Cute person incident was really rather irritating. Period. More information with my love. (:

5. Batu Rey Rock. HEHEH.

***

I have kamus bergerak at home. I don’t see the point of me seeking help in the 3 kamus I have at home for meaning! My kamus rocks!

I love my love. HEHE.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I’m going to smile.

Because I don’t think it’s worth all my tears crying over something that I already did. I’m going to look up and continue smiling.

I’m not going to give in easily. I’m not going to give up easily.

I’m going to live up to my own expectations.

***

I can’t believe Kris Allen won lah. Mommy was awfully shock when I told her that after receiving Sister’s message. And I was thinking of not watching the result show but look what I’m doing now! Watching the result show while eating my retarded-ly fried Roti John.

I seriously need to learn how to cook. I mean, come on! I can’t possible get Mommy to cook for me all the time. I need to cook for her too (maybe I might end up burning up the house but then..)!

What other things? Oh I got 3 f9s. Fcuking sad, yes. I can work on it. All my e8s are so close to d7. Heart pain.

I seriously have nothing to write because my love has been of awesome help.

I love my love!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Goner.

I stood up to take my paper. I guess it was beyond words. All that Mr JC did was to shake his head at me. ):

I cried. I broke my own promise.

If you see me munching on Crunchie, then I must be so effing sad.

Oh me God.

I can’t believe Malay O-level paper is practically 11 days away! What fcuk?!

Please don’t mind the well-being of my tagboard. Some people cannot keep their brain straight.

***

I won’t cry tomorrow. I promised myself that I won’t.

*Pulls hair*

That is all.

That is all I want to watch currently. Hehe. It’s not a lot really.

*Innocent face*

I failed Chemistry and Mama sounded *GASO* ):

Anyways.

I feel like smacking Sister upside down! She’s being one retarded with lame shits stuff.

*Pulls hair*

Helppppp.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Some things aren’t meant to be.

Stories don’t always have a happy ending.

I’m not going to let my ego run wild and take control of me. I’m the one in charge.

I’m not gonna break down. Not gonna complain. Not gonna be such a pain for others. Not in need of any sort of sympathy. Because that is the result I deserve for the hard work and painstaking studying sessions I had. But I know Biology is going to be a different story.

I’m not going to start thinking about many many many things. I know that I have had enough. I know my brain have had enough.

I’m going to laugh off my pain.

I’m going to smile despite my tears.

I’m gonna be a strong girl that Daddy and Mommy both wants me to be.

Kickass.

Congratulations Cousin on the Gold for Artistic Silat Male category.

My princess.

Happy 5th Birthday to the Princess of the house (because Mommy is the Queen).

Sister and I prepared stuff for Iffah’s Daffy class on Thursday night.

And when Friday comes, Syakilah and Syarafiqah came over for sleepover since Mummy Jah was here.

Cute stuff!

Saturday morning before party..

Photogenic.

And then the advanced celebration came. People flooded the house and it became noisy. (:

And then, Daddy got jealous.

Mommy complained, “You have camera already but you didn’t take my picture. Hmph! *Continues to cut chicken*”

*Giggles*

Then the Syafiq came.

And the Mat Cool.

So we end the day with everyone landing into bed. And to go for religious classes the next day.

(For more pictures, head to my Facebook. Will be fully uploaded by tomorrow.)

So, Happy 5th Birthday my dear.

***

OMG, is it just me or is my Facebook account screwed? Or is it just the website going for repair.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Over. ):

In conjunction with the end of Preliminary 1, the few of us decided to head to Pizza Hut to celebrate. Oh sorry, that was suppose to be an exclamation mark. *Roll eyes*

The Mickey Mouse Ice Cream is super act cute.

Sausage Craze Baked Rice is *melts*.

The 4 girls. *Inside joke*

The two guys are blur people. That I can assure you.

Oh and we practiced good table manners.

Today is suppose to be a happy day. But too bad, I’m worried for results that I think I can go crazy. ): Come on, if you were me, you would even go around your house and scream about how bad you were throughout the entire paper.

But it’s okeh. Let me just relax for today and tomorrow. Start working so hard Sunday, 17 May 2009, onwards.

Yes.

So now, family is busy preparing for Iffah’s celebration. Will update on Sunday when I have the time.

Till then, I want to sing Hero. Which reminds me of how I almost cried during Biology Paper 2. Oh yes, it was that bad for me.

Sweet Love

Toodles.