Who isn’t in debt?

For more than a year, I’ve been trying so hard to make sure I do so super well. But I guess it should all end right now because O level isn’t a time for me to see if I can make it for my future or not.

For me, personally and honestly, I wanted to stick to all my 7 subjects because of 2 reason.

First, I really honestly wanted to prove to Mommy that I can do 7 subjects. 2 of which wasn’t taken by either siblings at my age. I wanted to prove to them that I can do well for my O level just like how Sister did. I wanted to be someone that Mommy often talks about. I’m sick and tired of listening to Mommy telling me that Sister should be my role model. She did so well in this and that. She is so kind she is so nice. I want her to, for once, talk about me. And that is why I wanted to keep all 7 subjects and make sure that I do well.

Second, I didn’t want to waste the $43 that Daddy have paid. It’s not easy for him and I know that. He may be all smiles at home. All happy when he meets people. But I know that a day at work can drain him especially at such age. I know that delivering metals under the hot sun or the heavy rain isn’t easy and it never will be. $43 may look so small to some, but I know it isn’t.

I know I can always pay back that $43 once I work. But I also know that the value of $43 that he earns will never be comparable to the value of $43 that I’ll earn. Because I know that I have an education back ground and he doesn’t even have one. But he survived life the hard way, which I doubt I can if I were in his shoes.

I’m trying so hard. I’ve been telling myself this 2 reasons since last year and especially so after the payment is being made.

At the end of the day, I know I’m playing with my own future.

So guess what?

I’m gonna drop Additional Mathematics no matter what people may say. Cause I know, my future is my decision.

***

Yesterday was pretty relaxing for a school day in my 2009. It was nothing but FT periods. (:

H1N1 is spreading like crazy. The tight control of people going in and out of school makes us all look like prisoners. But at the very least, we can all feel safe with such a control.

Now, let me do my AMaths homework. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Guilt.

I wanted to blog about something super long and touchy (for me) but since I’m officially down with SLEEP-LATE-FLU, I give up on that. And not to forget that I have not even finish my holiday homework. Swear.

I hate flu. Urgh.

Sleep late, flu. Wake up early, flu. I mean, COME ON! I need a day without flu.

And I still can’t get over the fact that my Malay O Level Oral is on FRIDAY! Wtf. 3rd July 3rd July.

So now, let me continue with EMaths because there’s a lot of blanks in the paper. I think at this rate, I’ll die.

*Touches the wood*

And I still don’t understand why people hate the way MJ dance when their idols follow the way he danced. SERIOUSLYYYYYYYY. I’m not talking about every artists or every other people. I’m just talking about a certain group of people that I know. Please, you won’t know who I’m talking about because you are no mind reader.

AND THEREFORE I NEED TO SLEEP SO SUPER DESPERATELY.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Like needing a tight smack.

Life is a highway.

OMG. I’m super excited for tomorrow! I mean, later.

No, not the duty part. More to the lunchtime part. HEHE.

I’m watching this one God damn tak boleh angkat punye cute Malay show for kids. But heck, I’m bored and so is my polar bear.

Click here to watch!

English Subs for Hari Raya edition: HERE.

Went shopping today and I got a new wallet! Goodbye to the old and ugly one. HEHE.

Went home like nearing 7 and people piss me off at the interchange. I mean like, please get to the bloody fcuking long queue. People are tired after a day of work or whatever else and they queued up for the bus. Then comes this 2 aunties and a child of one of them, went straight up to the bus just because they want a sit. Like, WHAT THE FUCK?! It’s so sibeh rude. People queue up till it went beyond the supposed ending place and this people, happy-happy, cut the queue like as though they own the entire bus service in Singapore.

What fuck? Typical.

Anyways, I need money.

HAHA. Who doesn’t? (;

Sweet Love

Toodles.

And again.

Sometimes in life, all that you need to do is just sit there and make sure things happen the way you want it to be.

Oh My God.

Cool shit or what?!

Okeh so I wasn’t online throughout the entire day just because someone had to bring the laptop to work. Wth. But it’s okeh, thanks to that someone, I could actually finish up my EMaths homework. Oh yes, oh my goodness!

I think Daddy needs to buy another laptop for the sake of me. Hehe.

You’ll get the curse of the jungle~.

Okeh, child show. Heh.

I’m currently so bored. AMaths worksheet is staring at me. *Pulls hair*

I’ve been unconsciously comparing height with Mother. Proud to be taller. (:

9pm and I have yet to publish this. Wth.

Okeh I should start uploading all the nonsensical photos I’ve taken today and yesterday.

I can die of boredom right nowwwwww.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Sleepy.

Am currently so super tired.

Should not have heeded someone’s advice in going for the booster. Tsktsk. (:

Learnt something new though. HAHA, yes contradiction.

*Inside story*

So anyway, headed to Pizza Hut after booster. Had the usual crap session and Aishah told me a story! Disney was it? Tsktsk.

Then we explored the CD shop and rented ‘quarantine’ which we watched at Alif’s house.

Okeh, I’m so super lazy to upload the pictures. Next time~ (:

I want duck rice lah!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Belatedddd

To the awesome guy who never fails to keep us all laughing.

Who takes care of the family night and day.

Who takes care of our well-being.

ILY Dad.

Happy Fathers’ Day.

Confession

Nobody is good enough.

SMS-ed Kak S the whole day yesterday. Very happy because! SMS is free. HEHE.

Currently I’m complaining to myself. I can’t believe I still think I’m in Sec 3. ):

That explains why I have yet to start on any homework.

*Slaps Nasirah*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Because sometimes.

I’m so stressed up and it’s not because of homework or whatever else. I feel like as though my life is beginning to be one Malay drama. Cliche tak habis-habis.

I feel like crying.

Cause you are that one awesome guy that I can never ever forget. I miss you because we’ve never had a proper goodbye. I’ve been thinking, should i or should I not? You left a deep impression on me. People keep asking me to confess. But I know myself better. I’m afraid that you’ll avoid me forever once I tell you that I love you. You’re the first guy who walked in to my heart and keeps going around, insisting to stay. I miss you and you make me go crazy with your cute smile.

Bimbo day.

Redzuan came late today! Aishah and I had one long story telling session while waiting. I found out more about that slut friend of mine who suddenly turned into an ultimate bimbo today.

So we reached Ngee Ann Poly by cab and Redz paid, which was expensive shit. I think I can go broke anytime if I’m ever late for school if I were him.

Ievan went “Don’t talk to me don’t talk to me.” when we came. HAHAHA. Hilarious lah.

Went to this one very secluded yet cool place for them to do the shooting. Swear I almost sleep because was super sleepy and tired, but as you know, I’m super popular. People keep messaging me. (:

Ievan’s shades broke on one side and he already screamed early in the morning. Walao.

Ievan: My shades. *sad face*

Me: Nice!

Ievan: Nice right? I think I should break the other side too! *Tries to break it*

I’m never going to forget this guy!

After much scene girl take 11, we headed for lunch. I shared beef lasagne with Ais. It was, okeh. I miss Pizza Hut to the max. Went off while Elaine, Ievan, Jenny and Redz went to edit their video.

Took bus 74 because we wanted to act like explorer. But bimbo’s fault, we ended up figuring out a way to get to Boat Quay because Aishah left her handphone in the taxi we took early in the morning. Bimbo or what?!

So after going to the nice lady who took care of the phone, we went rounding the entire area which have lots of cool shits malls. Thing is, everything was expensive.

We found 2 things.

Perrier and sticky sweets.

And we took load of pictures, found cool people who do cool job and we saw how they actually cut the sticky sweets. WOW.

I’m tired to the maximum. Going out with family tomorrow. AHHH.

***

Everyday I meet new people. Everyday I see new guys.

But you will always be that awesome guy that I got to know and will never forget.

Cause you know what? You’re my night sky.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Scene Girl.

Accompanied my slut to help out Redzuan’s group in doing their project. It was like one cool shit because they were using the real deal kind of stuff and it’s not those pathetic digital camera. *Coughs*

I met like, awesome people there. Super crazy! And I almost died about gazillion times while taking the last shot. Thanks to no one else but Mr Director, Ievan.

Ievan: Okeh, I’ll stop the car from coming!

* Rest of us runs for the shot *

* Car came *

Ievan: * Screams and run away, leaving the rest of us in shock. *

Was really laughing out loud. (:

Ievan: I don’t wanna die young!

I made a number of friends today.

He is tall giler!

My job was really simple. Go to the front of the camera, say “Scene __, Take __.” For that I got labeled scene girl.

Rest of pictures at you know where.

Lets hope I can go tomorrow. So early.

***

I’ve been keeping this promise since I was 8 years old. And you’re telling me that I’m breaking your rule and not respecting you.

Just what do you want me to do?

***

Thanks. You never fail to make me be wide awake no matter how tired and how sleepy I may be.

Thanks. You never fail to keep me thinking no matter how occupied I am.

Thanks. You’ve been wonderful.

Thanks. You’ve been more than that.

And you’re going to be that one person I never will forget.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Apple.

I hate the feeling where I dread going to something but feel so sad when it’s gone. Urgh.

SJAB camp was not that bad. NCOs 09 did a good job. (:

There’s so many pictures, I don’t think it can all be loaded up within a day. Especially when my facebook gets error when I try to load up pictures.

I’m so tired right now, I think I can sleep for another 3 hours plus plus.

Been sleeping late throughout the entire camp.

Day 1

ACI was sad. Sad as in sad lah.

Night time was awesome. Like awesome.

Okeh, that’s irritating.

Sat around at the canteen while waiting for the others to finish talking nonsense in the SJAB room. Zhi Xiang came over to our place. Hit my head twice cause I said nonsense stuff. Ehem. Then sat with LXY and Faris (DCC and CC respectively) while they finished up their stuff. Then Som called me a bitch cause I was bitching about people.

And I was a total bimbo the whole day because.. I brought along Farah and Nabila’s present although I already knew they weren’t coming. I forgot a lot of things, ending up going up and down before finally being able to head for camp. But, I still left some things at home. Things I forgot included handphone, camera, beret, belt and toothbrush.

Sat outside GO at around 2am and played donkey. Random dog came in from front gate, Aishah went “Don’t run.” when she was already standing up and ready to go off. Played donkey till 3am and slept outside GO. Wind was super cold.

Zhi Xiang came by at 4am and tried to wake Shi Hui up to lend us his sweater. Was scary shit because his head was in front of us and I wasn’t wearing my spectacles. And he lent us his sweater which was AWW. (:

Oh and I thank God SH tied her hair when I slept next to her. (:

At 4am, I woke up cause I couldn’t sleep any longer after ZX’s popped by like, really pop by. Sheeesh.

Day 2

Went up to bunk to accompany Jeremy cause I was bored since the rest was still sleeping. *SMILES WIDELY* Hehe.

Chatted with Jeremy about lots of stuff, at the podium. Was a good chatting session and the wind was super syiok. Turns out that he knew about HIM after all. Sigh.

Stayed for PT which I spent doing nonsense exercises with my batch. Like LOL.

Packed stuff and went for Abg An’s wedding.

Followed to Kak Aidah’s side with these guys. *COUGH*

Was laughing to myself like one retard on the bus. And the bus was for 40 people, so you should expect it to have a high steps up the bus. Was struggling like shit cause I was wearing heels and kain. Wth. Iffah was worse. But thankfully, Abg Aee was there and I threw Iffah up the bus. I mean to brother.

Rush back to camp at nearing 8. Skipped dinner cause was really not in the mood to eat although the last time I ate was at 12. Why not in the mood? For me to know. Harhar.

Planned to sleep at quadrangle but it was somehow very warm there. Slept in between Alif (my Gay) and Haziq (my pole dancer). Was noisy cause gay wouldn’t stop talking and pole dancer couldn’t stop stealing my sleeping bag.

Surprisingly, woke up late. Late as in 6.15am where it was time for first parade.

Day 3.

Went to watch them do PT.

Camp Night was funny. After camp night activity was LOL.

***

Went for DNA workshop. My group was being one total bimbo.

Fauzi dropped the micro pipette, we were sitting at the front table. Not to forget that he was holding on 2 sets of paper and said WOW because he thought it was one set.

Kim Yet used the same pipette tip after Fauzi finished using. That resulted us all in doing the same thing.

Lester hit his head on the cupboard while washing his hands. HAHAHA.

Was suppose to hit the pipette tip on the holder itself so that it can be fastened. I hit and 2 other tips flew up.

The person in-charge was smiling at my group. Ehem.

Before heading off, I learnt that McD isn’t Halal. From who? Zhi Wei. Tsktsk.

***

Day 4

Slept all the way till nearing 7. Was at the bench all the way till 4am. Neck was like, super painful. Went back to bunk and continued sleeping. Syiok!

The whole thing ended up like normal.

“OI. Tell us next time!” *Poses*

Oh and I like this picture the most.

Went to watch Drag Me to Hell with Aishah, Haziq, Shi Hui and Fauzi. Was funny, disgusting and funny. The surround sound was scary.

Some scenes were aww. Made me sad lah. ):

Now, to load picture at facebook and sleep some more. Heheh.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Will we ever have a proper goodbye?

Finger.

Aww Jody, I can’t find THAT picture. ):

I’m like so pissed with my printer. Stupid laptop too. Can’t detect the printer. Urgh. ):

Sesungguhnye aku give up dengan printerku. Omg sister, I need your fucking help sia.

***

Physics lab session was awesome. Managed to finish one practical within an hour or two. Chatted with Jody, Bani and Lymen about Karma. HAHAHA. Ehem. About erm, fat wives and finger and smacking of butts. Gahaha. (:

KARMA Lymen, KARMA.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

SCREAM!

After much pulling of hair, I have finally managed to complete all of tomorrow’s assignments. Excluding 16.3 because I’m still terkial-kial trying to complete it. Sigh. Horrible Nasirah. Horrible.

Oh and I’m proud to say that my Biology SPA file is very neat and is very complete. HEHE. I think apart from my Malay and English file, that is the other file that is super neat and complete. Yea, I’m that disorganised. Thank you very much.

Okeh so tomorrow is a hectic day because I’m suppose to do everything for camp by day time tomorrow. YES! Excited you know!

***

Jeremy: Nek, what you bringing for camp?

Nasirah: I don’t know.

Jeremy: You going back to and fro?

Nasirah: Nope, only that on Sunday I’ll out for my cousin’s wedding.

Jeremy: I thought the other day cousin married already?

Nasirah: Yea so? I have many cousins.

 

And now people, feast your eyes on the hugeness of my family.

Mommy’s.

Daddy’s; COWHA.

And you guess it right, there were some missing people. Will that now explain why I have many weddings to attend?

Thus I’m sweetest and very young. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Cannot wait.

OMG. It’s Wednesday already! Which means Biology SPA is tomorrow. Which means Friday is coming soon. Which means HELP is ending soon. Which means I can officially start on the stuff. Which means ACI 2009 is coming really soon. Which means SJAB camp. Which means a very noisy moments ahead. Which means meeting up with cousins, aunts and uncles for Abg An’s wedding. Which means DNA workshop is coming really soon. Which means SG, if we have the money.

I have plans all the way till Tuesday. I have no idea if I should go for class outing. I think I might be dead by Tuesday night. I mean, dead as in tired and not die.

Oh I can’t wait for Friday night too! Heading to Mak Long’s just for fun. Erm yea, I have yet to pack. (:

I cannot wait for:

- SJAB ACI 2009.

- SJAB Camp 2009.

- Abg An & Kak Aidah ‘s day.

- DNA Workshop.

- Holidays filled with catching up with studies and homework.

Okeh now, study for Biology SPA and do AMaths and History homework. All that for tomorrow. Wth.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Slap Cheeks.

I want and need to sleep.

I can’t believe it’s already the second week of the holiday. It doesn’t even feel like holiday. I need some serious sleeping else I think I can fall asleep any time during lessons no matter how hard I try to stay awake.

I don’t feel like going to school tomorrow. But there’s Biology. SPA on Thursday. OMG skill 3. ):

Okeh dah. Time to start on my homework. Never ending. But it’s okeeeeeeeeeeeeh. Cause it’s going to be worth it.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Smacks face

Serious shit. I’m so tired.

HELP has been filled with lots of practical for all 3 Sciences (padahal combined and 1 pure). As for Maths, well, caught up with lots of homework that I think I can go mental. Oh wait, already am.

I think SPA skill 3 is nonsense. ): Yea, because I have no idea how to do them.

I found out today that if oral was added, I would have passed my English. Damn sad lah!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Okeh, let us now continue with homework. At this rate, O level in.. 4 months is so fcuking near.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Vavavoom.

So I headed to Wisma Indah with 4 guys, Nabil, Alif, Haikal and Naufal.

1. They were late.

2. They were crazy.

3. They pretended to be shy. (Causing us to attend only half an hour of the programme).

4. They caused me embarrassment.

5. We had gobstopper as main food.

6. Nonsense.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Seriously not.

I think I have the best sets of teachers because they keep giving me awesome advices. They believed that I can when I didn’t.

Mr Chong gave me suggestions on how I can study for Biology. Memory memory. (:

Ecology trip was noisy but fun. Brought back many memories like Pahang and NCO Course 2007. Been an awesome memories. (:

I’m proud to say that I conquered Bukit Timah twice. Both in different ways! Yey me!

And today was I-take-the-attendance-like-a-teacher day. I do them for free. Anyone?

I’m hungry.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Thanks.

The things that I type below are considered copyrighted by NCOs 2008. So yea, get some original words of your own and stop taking ours. I know it’s cool of us but hey, only we can make use of each other’s title. Like for example, I AM CUTEST. Thanks. (:

COPYRIGHT! (And I’m god damn serious)

- Berok sia you; or any other sentences that carries the same meaning and the word berok.

- I am sweetest.

- I am coolest.

- I am cutest.

- I am very pure.

- I’m kindest.

- No life.

- *Praises self like nobody’s business* Oh, this one can be used by Mama. Because we learnt it from her. (: See what we learn..?

Why did I post this? Cause I’m sick of people using it.

Why did I put copyright when I didn’t even came up with the word? Cause nobody ever did or say anything listed above until we ourselves did.

So yea, originality a bit.

And SJAB camp is coming! I cannot wait! HEHEHEK.

Sweet Love

Toodles.