I’m so super happy cause I know how my name is spelled in Arab!
Nawshad!
And the most incredible thing was, I survived today’s class.
Irritatingly, she keeps asking me to do things for her. Oh wait, she has no idea that I’m sick. Oh double wait, since when does she care?
I need MC, medicine, sleep, at least a day away from homework and studies. Most importantly, I need to make sure I’m in class to catch up with all my school work and everything.
I almost fall in the toilet just now. Haiyaaaaaaaa!
People are getting so super stereotypical.
Almost every person I met is filled with criticism towards me when I said I intend to continue DPI Andalus.
I met someone today who says that whatever we do, do it for ourselves and God. Don’t let anyone stop you.
Nawaitu. (:
The table will turn one day.
I’m going to be there.
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People keep asking me why there isn’t any paracetamol in a first aid kit. WTHeck.
Sweet Love
Toodles.
I had the best Racial Harmony Day this year with these people. (:
I’m going to miss celebrating occasions in secondary school; WRS. But like every other year, I didn’t have the chance to take picture with everyone that I know. I’m going to hunt for them during next celebration.
The best thing was, I finally got the chance to eat ondeh-ondeh. Happy to the max!
<3
Till then, I shall wait for National Day for next round of many pictures.
I miss 2e1 2007.
Sweet Love
Toodles.
I’m having this one major headache. It feels as though I can faint anytime and anywhere.
I hope I don’t come down with fever tomorrow. Headache is a major symptom for me. I want to take lots of pictures! ):
Sweet Love.
Toodles.
Be glad you’re seeing this.
Have you ever felt so super low and feel like crying for the entire day but you never really know the reason why?
I’m feeling like that.
I’m so bored and tired.
Sweet Love
Toodles.
Sometimes I wonder, is it the skill or is it the Creator?
Okeh, I must admit. My hands are damn itchy that I just have to get online every single day without fail unless some people are, well you know. (:
What’s been up and about? Many things.
Lets just talk about one of it. Because I talk a lot.
My goodness, I think I should thank God that I have the patience. People are sometimes getting too religious that they forget relatives are part of religion too. They forget that Islam is not only about praying. Not only about getting yourself closer to Allah. It covers everything in life which includes being closer with all your relatives and not being stingy!
Sorry eh, my blog is getting a bit religious because I think people are getting the wrong idea. Not to mention how people are beginning classify Muslims in Singapore as Malays only. Hello, I have friends who are Chinese yet Muslim. So Hub Islam Singapura or Islamic Hub of Singapore?
I don’t mean to jadi orang yang sibuk, menyibuk dan disibukkan. But then what I’m stating is true.
Sorry eh, I’m talking about my own people here. If terasa, then I’ve got nothing to say.
If Perjumpaan Hari Raya is HARAM according to rukun, then I suggest you sit at home and not mix around. Even if you die, I wish you the best cause I know you’ve brought yourself closer to God through all your prayers. Zikir lah banyak-banyak dekat rumah tu.
If giving money to mosque is more afdhal, I suggest you donate all your money. Stay there too. Don’t bother about your relatives. Jangan lupe zikir dengan doa.
MY GOD!
Sometimes I wished that I should have spoken out loud. But I know who I am, I sedar diri lah okeh. 16 years of living, like as though any of those oldies would listen to what I say.
But really, if your idea of Islam is super wrong. I suggest you go to Admiralty, level 3.
Andalus awaits you.
Which reminds me that LPPI 4 is in December. GASPPPPPPPPPPPPP!
Sweet Love
Toodles.
For any updates, refer to Twitter at the side. Assure you that I’ll update that every single day.
Apart from that, am very super happy today. *Smiles widely*
Not to forget tired, after Kak Ani (Saturday) and Abg Nizam (Sunday)’s wedding.
Sweet Love
Toodles.
Don’t ask me how many times I have watched this video because I didn’t count. It’s practically countless.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lSl2CR4TrM0
Amazing how numbers can make shorten your life. Amazing how hitting by a little can cause you a life or more.
Amazing how people don’t really bother about anything at all.
At the very least, bother about the people around you cause they want to live even if you don’t.
Safety starts with me!
(Danger doesn’t start with me Fauzi, Alif and Nabila. So yes, I’m safe! (:)
Sweet Love
):)
Toodles.
Gonna keep smiling.
I keep telling myself, “It’s gonna be okeh. It always will.”
But I know it isn’t. It can never be.
And I know you won’t really care.
Sweet Love
Toodles.
Jian De says:
*like for lol, its a head of a man raising his hands
*it has different meaning
*-.-, dash , fullstop , dash
Who says this guy doesn’t need a tight smack? Just because he is cute and adorable.
***
When people dream high, they wish they could fly.
I’ve been trying to make my dreams come true but by proving it to people. So I realize that all these while, it’s about others and never about me.
For once, I’m going to decide.
For once, I’m going to do the right thing.
For once, I’m going to do it for myself.
For once and forever, I’m gonna start believing.
And I’ve decided to follow my heart, which says “Hold on tight for a good ride.”
Now, where’s my motivational songs? (:
Sweet Love
Toodles.
For more than a year, I’ve been trying so hard to make sure I do so super well. But I guess it should all end right now because O level isn’t a time for me to see if I can make it for my future or not.
For me, personally and honestly, I wanted to stick to all my 7 subjects because of 2 reason.
First, I really honestly wanted to prove to Mommy that I can do 7 subjects. 2 of which wasn’t taken by either siblings at my age. I wanted to prove to them that I can do well for my O level just like how Sister did. I wanted to be someone that Mommy often talks about. I’m sick and tired of listening to Mommy telling me that Sister should be my role model. She did so well in this and that. She is so kind she is so nice. I want her to, for once, talk about me. And that is why I wanted to keep all 7 subjects and make sure that I do well.
Second, I didn’t want to waste the $43 that Daddy have paid. It’s not easy for him and I know that. He may be all smiles at home. All happy when he meets people. But I know that a day at work can drain him especially at such age. I know that delivering metals under the hot sun or the heavy rain isn’t easy and it never will be. $43 may look so small to some, but I know it isn’t.
I know I can always pay back that $43 once I work. But I also know that the value of $43 that he earns will never be comparable to the value of $43 that I’ll earn. Because I know that I have an education back ground and he doesn’t even have one. But he survived life the hard way, which I doubt I can if I were in his shoes.
I’m trying so hard. I’ve been telling myself this 2 reasons since last year and especially so after the payment is being made.
At the end of the day, I know I’m playing with my own future.
So guess what?
I’m gonna drop Additional Mathematics no matter what people may say. Cause I know, my future is my decision.
***
Yesterday was pretty relaxing for a school day in my 2009. It was nothing but FT periods. (:
H1N1 is spreading like crazy. The tight control of people going in and out of school makes us all look like prisoners. But at the very least, we can all feel safe with such a control.
Now, let me do my AMaths homework. ):
Sweet Love
Toodles.
I wanted to blog about something super long and touchy (for me) but since I’m officially down with SLEEP-LATE-FLU, I give up on that. And not to forget that I have not even finish my holiday homework. Swear.
I hate flu. Urgh.
Sleep late, flu. Wake up early, flu. I mean, COME ON! I need a day without flu.
And I still can’t get over the fact that my Malay O Level Oral is on FRIDAY! Wtf. 3rd July 3rd July.
So now, let me continue with EMaths because there’s a lot of blanks in the paper. I think at this rate, I’ll die.
*Touches the wood*
And I still don’t understand why people hate the way MJ dance when their idols follow the way he danced. SERIOUSLYYYYYYYY. I’m not talking about every artists or every other people. I’m just talking about a certain group of people that I know. Please, you won’t know who I’m talking about because you are no mind reader.
AND THEREFORE I NEED TO SLEEP SO SUPER DESPERATELY.
Sweet Love
Toodles.
Life is a highway.
OMG. I’m super excited for tomorrow! I mean, later.
No, not the duty part. More to the lunchtime part. HEHE.
I’m watching this one God damn tak boleh angkat punye cute Malay show for kids. But heck, I’m bored and so is my polar bear.
Click here to watch!
English Subs for Hari Raya edition: HERE.
Went shopping today and I got a new wallet! Goodbye to the old and ugly one. HEHE.
Went home like nearing 7 and people piss me off at the interchange. I mean like, please get to the bloody fcuking long queue. People are tired after a day of work or whatever else and they queued up for the bus. Then comes this 2 aunties and a child of one of them, went straight up to the bus just because they want a sit. Like, WHAT THE FUCK?! It’s so sibeh rude. People queue up till it went beyond the supposed ending place and this people, happy-happy, cut the queue like as though they own the entire bus service in Singapore.
What fuck? Typical.
Anyways, I need money.
HAHA. Who doesn’t? (;
Sweet Love
Toodles.
Sometimes in life, all that you need to do is just sit there and make sure things happen the way you want it to be.
Cool shit or what?!
Okeh so I wasn’t online throughout the entire day just because someone had to bring the laptop to work. Wth. But it’s okeh, thanks to that someone, I could actually finish up my EMaths homework. Oh yes, oh my goodness!
I think Daddy needs to buy another laptop for the sake of me. Hehe.
You’ll get the curse of the jungle~.
Okeh, child show. Heh.
I’m currently so bored. AMaths worksheet is staring at me. *Pulls hair*
I’ve been unconsciously comparing height with Mother. Proud to be taller. (:
9pm and I have yet to publish this. Wth.
Okeh I should start uploading all the nonsensical photos I’ve taken today and yesterday.
I can die of boredom right nowwwwww.
Sweet Love
Toodles.
Am currently so super tired.
Should not have heeded someone’s advice in going for the booster. Tsktsk. (:
Learnt something new though. HAHA, yes contradiction.
*Inside story*
So anyway, headed to Pizza Hut after booster. Had the usual crap session and Aishah told me a story! Disney was it? Tsktsk.
Then we explored the CD shop and rented ‘quarantine’ which we watched at Alif’s house.
Okeh, I’m so super lazy to upload the pictures. Next time~ (:
I want duck rice lah!
Sweet Love
Toodles.
To the awesome guy who never fails to keep us all laughing.
Who takes care of the family night and day.
Who takes care of our well-being.
ILY Dad.
Happy Fathers’ Day.
Nobody is good enough.
SMS-ed Kak S the whole day yesterday. Very happy because! SMS is free. HEHE.
Currently I’m complaining to myself. I can’t believe I still think I’m in Sec 3. ):
That explains why I have yet to start on any homework.
*Slaps Nasirah*
Sweet Love
Toodles.
