June 22, 2006

33rd [actually 32nd-watever]

spent the whole morn...looking for new skin...n trying to create my own skin! almost successful...blardy hell! the whole skin was likein a mess! urgh!
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god! my mum jus can't seem to stop nagging seh! 'bilek tu pergi larh kemas!' ye ye! can't she c tt im tired?! baru baik sakit, dh mule berleteh! bingit! fyi...the rm is in a total mess cuz my blardy s all sis tink she can put things everywhere since she has no tym to clean up or put things at a proper way!!!! i admit...! my sis cums hm late like ard 10 or so like everyday! budden, y must my mum put all the blame on me...? i mean...i don totally own dis blardy small rm...my sis also hv to be nagged! its blardy unfair! 'nanti kakak kau balik ibu nk marah' tt is wat she oways say aft she nag at me...but did she ticked off my sis? no...!she is treated like a total spoilt brat! humphs! jus bcuz she contributes 2 the family finance...doesn mean she can cannot be nagged at...! its so blardy unfair!!! s all! jus can't stand dis anymore...when she is sick, my mum n dad wld say, 'tolong larh amik kan kakak kau air ngan ubat...' m i a maid in dis house?! im not! so y can't my sis take her medicine n water frm the kitchen herself when she is sick when i can?! she isn tt old! she's oni 20 ok!same goes for my bro! whenever both of us fite...my mum n dad wld side my bro! its so unfair!!! urgh! i feel like killing myself seh! so fyi...i rather go to sch than stay at hm cuz i don like to be treated like tt! but do i hv a choice...? no! absolutely perfect N.O!!! blardy hell!