I hate YOU!

firstly...HAPPY belated 13th BIRTHDAY TO MING HUI...she's finally13...wakakakas! yesterday was like fuck...n it's all thx to abdullah n her...! lesson was boring n i felt like sleeping sehz! esp MT n geog...goddd!!! wakie wakie nasirah!u r getting worse in ur studies! training was okeh at ferst...budden aft tt 10 mins break, I HATE EVERYTHING AFT TT! like hello! we r still training...hard rite?! u re-numbered us n u made us semula again n again...wth?! at least let us get use to the number first arh! went hm like so totally fed-up! n thx to her for rubbing it in tt it was ALL MY FAULTtt aishah cried...for crying out loud! she can still smile at me aft wat i said! u still wanna say it's my fault wen wat wat u said was hurtful n as if u were gd...fuck arh!mirror urself ferst b4 u say anything abt others! doesn mean tt u were the best cadet time camp u r the greatest! tt was oni for like being frenly to others n tt is based on the rest of the unit's choice! not the officers... pls larh ehk! i hv ears to listen...altho my back is facing u, doesn mean i cannot hear ur fucking wrds! i feel like slapping her god damn hard tauu! my voice changed aft wat she said,u heard it right! i was really trying to control my anger on him n her! doesn tt bitch noe tt aishah n me r like more pressurised oreadi since we hvta memorise more...fuck arh! if u think u can handle it...i can jolly well giv in n let u be the timer...! n mind u...she said tt i criticised aishah, to abdullah...wth!!! was dying to slap her...hard! nn fyi, sgt radzee din train/treat us like dis! sgt safarina n sgt khalidah din train us like dis either! nie ajar kite org melebeh2! nn to her...i hate u to the core n u better keep away frm me cuz i really feel like slapping u! -sori to kak kiirah for making u feel guilty...but akak,it's not ur fault! in any ways at all...doesn mean tt u were giving part of the commands u r at fault cuz abdullah is the one at fault... -sori to cyclops cuz i din ans ur question in the SJAB rm yest...the ans is tt...training was like fucking hell n i don think i wanna c his/her fcuking face animore n i donthink i wanna cum ever again! -kak nadia...it isn ur fault! -thx to kak khalidah n kak nadia for trying to cheer us up... to all the sec2 nursings hu were there...it wasn u ppl nyer fault... thx to kak saf n kak atikah for the listening ear...n oso thx to fauzi n radzee for the listening ear... n anybody hu chatted wif me yest nite...u guys made feel better...thk u! wat kak saf n kak khalidah said is right...they r jus too e _ _ _ _ _ _ c!!! nn sgt radzee is much better! nn sgt safarina is much better too! nn sgt khalidah is much better three... so abdullah,u can jus fuck off frm my sight cuz the sight of u make me feel fucking pissed! same goes to u! u hv urself to blame too...y shld u blame EVERYTHING on me?! i hv written my tots wif luv n bits n lots of anger toodles~ p.s thx to ming hui n shi hui for helping me post ((: