December 31, 2006

I love the book!

Pleasure/pain is a fine line, and you don't have to be crazy to admit that. Children are more honest about that sort of thing, as they are in most matters.
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Real self-harm-the razor blade and kitchen-knife sort-is about releasing an inner welt of pain, and it's about punishment, and it's also a cry for help. It's saying to people: "Look how much pain I am in."
-Judith Fathallah; Monkey Taming
I swear that two paragraphs hit me and I realise, it is nothing but a factual statement... Whatever crap I meant...
The minute that story went to the most saddening part, where the child was trying so hard to lose more weight even though she is underweight, the mother under pressure of her condition and also thinking of the child's grandmum who is still at a home... Ah yes, maybe all those emotionals should have guessed how I reacted to the storyline... It hit me hard that at least my life is not that bad and I'm not anorexic... Uh-huh, the condition the child was in ):
Such a sad thing...! And therefore, I am having this book as one of those homework stuff!
Oh and yes, I cried while reading it le...
Should read it okeh? :p
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Woke up as usual around 6.30... Didn went back to sleep and then at 10, followed my mum to the market to buy last minute stuff...! Market was pack like hell! Shop&Save was the same...! Collected my new specs...The specs is ugly i tell you! Don't know why i even chose it, maybe because of desperation! nyeahnyeah!
Came back around 11 and did lots of chores because tomorrow dah hari rayer...! Cooked today's meal and helped mum blend this and that... Wash this and that... Carry this and that to over there and here! Okeh, nevermind if you don't understand... Basically, I did double chores today than any other day! But still, my dad nagged at me while I was resting/watching teevee for not helping my mum... Like what the hell!
And now, getting ready for kenduri for hari rayer tmr...!
Woo! I'm tired!
I have written my thoughts with love
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA to all the muslims (:
Happy Holidays to the rest who aren't celebrating (:
toodles~