May 31, 2007

Patheticly pathetic.

*SIGH* It really bothers me. The way you had your eyes fixed and calling out to me. It sucks! And you know that I'm broke yet you asked. Since you insist, I'll start collecting. Just for you. AHH! Damn. I'm super broke! Thanks to holidays, I don't even have money for my self pleasure. And I still owe Sister $137.70 on my phone bill. For 2 months and that is the only amount I've paid. Sheesh! Pathetic btol! Yea, 2 months 8 days and I survived. Surprise surprise. I'm dying to take picture. Used sister's phone just now, damn I miss my phone and the sound of it when a sms comes in, when i press the button to take pictures and when a call comes in. I miss everything about it. I feel pathetic today. Don't ask. I'm super broke and super bored. I may be broke but I want to watch At World's End and Shrek! Okeh, maybe I should just stop blabbering shits. It's just a dream that won't come true unless... *Winks to someone rich* If everything I did was for nothing, I had better just keep my bloody mouth shut and not help you at all. Stop stopping from going out with my friends. I'm not her. She is not me. I need my own space. If everything I want to do and you reject, I'll rebel. And no, there'll be no regrets. Reject and rebel. It mix rather well. I miss YB lots. ):
Sweet Love
Toodles.