For the past few days, life has never been the same as last few weeks. I don't know. Some are fighting with me, some are against me and some are just hating me for God-knows what reason. Whatever it is, I've tried my very best to remain the same old me wherever I go. The biggest sin in life is being rude. And after that, to me, are lies. She thought me not to lie, since I was young. But look now, who's the one not doing whatever she promised me. I thought that finally, you will be on my side but I was wrong. You can never be on my side. She's the one you prefer. She's the one you love. No, I'm not trying to make a mountain out of a molehill but what I write right now, are nothing but the truth. And you can never understand me because you can never appreciate me for who I am. If you really think that I'm nothing but a useless someone in your life, ditch me. I don't mind and I don't care. You made me lose my connection with my friends out there who really cares. You are just trying to take away whatever else I have left in my life just to make me feel double miserable.
Life is as always. A routine like how you sing A-Z where all letters should be in order. Reminds me of my unmemorable childhood where everything I do, I do it alone. When I'm busy struggling to get out of my mom, Brother is busy studying and Sister is busy playing. When I'm busy playing, both of them are busy studying. When I'm busy studying, they are busy working. All the way, I'm neglected. The disadvantages of having someone 7-8 years older than you. Obviously it suck. All you do is go to the playground accompanied by your parents and only to be left there playing all by yourself. No thanks. That was why I'm barely anywhere near the playground or wherever else kids play.
School tomorrow. I have yet to do my CE and Science. Good news though, we end off early due to the Os' LC. All the best seniors! (:
Toodles.