Goodbye brain because you seem to be dead.
I hate to get angry but some people really make my wonderful day the total opposite. I hate it when that happens. I've been controlling my anger and have been trying my very best to just shut up.
You can't say that I don't care because I do. I'd rather get hated by you then having more than 20 people hating you. And you don't seem to understand my emotions. You've been hurting it but you don't realise it. I have been keeping quiet because I do not want us to be enemies because we have work to be done that needs unity.
And like I've said, everything depends, as of now. Truly, I don't feel the vibes of this years' p. Don't talk about being proud just yet, look at the enthusiastic faces, if there were even to be one. Really, all you care about is making yourself look good.
Face it, you're making people hate you even more just by doing that. It's not going to be special when all that you do is to boss people around. You have to and must respect people's options. If you can't do that, then seriously, I want out.
And with those 3 around, they don't make it any better. Yea, we are suppose to be in charge but look at who is around. So what if we are in charge when the higher ranking people are all there? What can we say? Nothing.
Honestly, I think you people are important but useless to us. If only she was here. She will appear everywhere. Not that I hate, but it shows that she care. ):
So really, what has come over this people?
Having power sucks. It destroys friendship, unity, trust and love. So just forget it, I don't want to get involve in this stupid matter any longer.
Nobody seem to care about how we feel. Stop getting emotional. It fucking pisses people off. If you think you can gain sympathy by that, you thought wrong because I'm beginning to hate you more than ever. So fuck it, you're not worth to be a friend that I should lend my ears to.
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And sometimes, I regret letting my secrets out. Because some people can't seem to let their mouth shut.
I miss this two person for they were the ones who has always been there for me. And I miss our friendship that I thought would last forever but now, I can't see it any longer.
I think it's gonna end soon because the sight of you makes me think real hard. Is it your way or is it my fault? I'm sorry, I think I'm beginning to die bit by bit. I'm sorry, my feelings for you seems to have subsided bit by bit. I'm dying to get over you. I'm dying to forget this ever happened. I'm sorry it all started. I'm sorry I ever had feelings for you. I'm sorry I need to get over you. I'm sorry you've been too nice. I'm sorry you've been too friendly. I'm sorry this started. I'm sorry I can't see the end.
Toodles.