There are many reasons that I have been busy to even get in touch with my inner self.
Someone once told me that Secondary 3 life is the most slacking year. Oh God, how right could it be?
I’m terribly struggling through my 16-years old. I wonder why they called it sweet 16 when being a 16 years old isn’t sweet at all (though I sweetest).
Let us get this right. Since this is my personal blog and I am terribly terribly challenged and so pissed off with quite many things, then I warn you that I will be straight to the point in telling things.
And I’m serious about it.
1. I failed Physics.
Oh yes, again. I went in to the room understanding everything, knowing the formulas and shits. But once I flipped open the paper, my brain suddenly flip too. I can’t understand why every one of my friends can fail well and do well and I can’t. I can’t even fail well or better, what more a pass. I really don’t want to let Dad sign the paper. ):
2. I failed Biology.
Yes, thanks. I’m so sad lah! People can actually pass and I can’t. Biology, not even a chance to talk fail better because the teacher doesn’t believe so. Nabila has passed it, and I’m still failing like nobody’s business. Dad signed the paper, without saying anything. Although it looks so freaking obvious that they are all disappointed in me.
3. I screwed up History.
- I didn’t finish the paper, was at the very last evidence for the very last questions.
- I gave rubbish inference because the inference picture was fcuking difficult.
4. I screwed up Chemistry.
This one is the saddest situation that I’m facing. I memorised every single thing that I could for Periodic Table. I was so sure that I will surely pass for the third time in my life studying Chemistry. But what happened?
I went in with full confidence and only to find my confidence all drained out of my body. Don’t ask me what happened because I don’t know about it myself. What the fcuk is wrong with me?
5. Debates coming up.
I hate to say this but I can never survive my studies if I have to put in debates in my busy schedule. And what is the use? I will be sitting there like a lamp post between the many of you and it’s not as if my presence makes a different.
I just want out of debates. Why not get someone that will not or have not done anything I have written above? At the very least they can never screw up their results and making parents come down. I wouldn’t and don’t want that to happen again. I have had enough of insults and complains.
6. $4k. Lets discuss.
I don’t know how I am going to survive but I hope they’ll never get me involve. I’m just so tired of everything like for example solving my own problems called “Project Forget.”
Yes, it’s not a small sum. Yes, he showed you that he is useless. The only reason why we are doing this is to get your attention. What the heck is so difficult?
7. I feel useless.
Now use your History/Social Studies skills to infer from above.
Should all acquaintance be forgot.
Sweet Love
Toodles.