Busy.

This picture is highly disgusting. But it just depicts me.

No, not the sweet part. The part that states 'as busy as a bee.' Oh yes, lots of things to be done!

*GASP*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Problem people.

LOL. Lets do it. (:

In the middle of this night, someone suddenly messaged me and said that she can't make it tomorrow. Wtf. It's already past 10 and you expect me to follow your needs? And easy say, pampered bastards. Urgh.

Anyway, religious class was fun today. Looked forward to second period (HAHA!) because all the guys gets crappy. I think it's all due to the McDs/KFCs/whatever else that made them all crappy. Tsk.

So yes, we had fun! Then ustazah was talking about one of her ex-student and the guys went, "How does she looks like?" "How did you know her?"

And some even 'whispered', "Can I get to know her?"

LOL.

Okeh, I am done searching for juniors for public duty. God damn it, it's super difficult to get people nowadays. Everybody seems to get busier with school! Urgh! See? Everything is school's fault. HAHA! Okeh Nasirah, shut up. Your blog is being monitored remember? (GASP!)

So anyway, the whole thing came up randomly. Chatted with Shi Hui and we practically became retards by chatting like dhiss lurhs. So randomm horx? Refer to her blog for more details. Heh!

How on earth can people stand anything like that?! Seriously, our hands got tired of typing like that. We were mental I tell you. Disgusting. And people around me are getting more perasan, don't you think?

Tsk. HEHE! Especially those 'cute' ones. Okeh so, I'm dead beat. I have to prepare stuff for tomorrow. I got to go and study for Physics now. I have to get ready for school tomorrow. Wow. So busy bee~

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Tough Stuff.

It's not love but it's Ecstasy.

Hie hello! (:

I'm rather bored and tired of everything. Apart from homework and sleeping, there's pretty much nothing important that I can or should do. So bored. ):

Anyway, today was rather stressful. Woke up and got ready for meeting(s). Sec 2 NE camp planning is seriously rather big. But planning SJ is kind of tougher since it's a 'boot' camp and there's only 10 people planning. Tsk. So yes, confirmed under welfare with the other no life people. (:

So we basically got stuff to get settled which is not entirely since the others are half way through. So yes, it's going to be a busy week and month! What's more, tests and MYE are just around the corner! Even the edge perhaps. GASP!

Left school around 12 to meet with the other leaderships peoples to plan for, what else, SJAB camp. Seriously, things are rather stressful that I think I can start aging doubly fast; again(?). And I ate too much ice-cream today. 2 cones from McD. Seriously unhealthy. Who teach arh?

So anyways, I got home to an empty house. Wanted to sleep but I just can't sleep when it's not dark yet. Wow.

I'm getting busier each other. But still, I will always and forever will update my blog when I have no life. GASP! That would be for forever? Heh!

Proposals to be done before June for SJ camp. Everything needs to be done ASAP! And where's the time? Always ending late for school. Urgh! Why can't we just end at 6 for two days then after that end of 1.30? Better right? No wait, that would be worse. And see, even the teachers can't afford any extra classes with us. Heh! (:

Okeh so, I'm so tired and sleepy I seriously am in need of sleep. There's religious class tomorrow. Wth. Wtf. Hmph.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Fun stuff. (:

(:

Wee~

I'm feeling rather happy today. Though the clock is ticking super fast when I'm this tired. *SIGH*

Anyway, since yesterday was not updated properly, lets do it~ Woo!

As stated, I slept rather late and woke up rather early. And Fauzi just didn't pick up his phone. Morning calls don't work nowadays. I doubt even for me. (:

Debate was okeh. The blazers was making me feeling so warm. Urgh! So International won! (: 2 weeks plus plus, oh wait, more like 4 hours of sleep sacrificed was paid off. Congratulations Perinder for winning the best speaker. (: And yea, 4e3, congratulations for making it to the finals. It's (emotionally) difficult to lose but it's double hard to get to the finals.

Chemistry period was gone due to assembly. Heh! (: Straight away PE and we did running. And really, run rest run rest is rather good for me. (: I think I passed the timing. HAHA!

Biology was fun~ We went through answers and wrote them on a small whiteboard provided by Mr Chong and I grouped with Adrian, Bernie and Nabila. So thus, we 4 actually decorated and made the 4 letters (A, B, C, D) into people's name in the class. LOL! Was fun actually! And Mr Chong couldn't stop it with, "Alright so, debate about it!" and also "Different answers! Good, argue about it. Debate about it debate!"

HAHA! Everything was debate. Tsk. Weird answers get weird reactions. Heh!

Social Studies was nothing much that I can remember. As always, Mr Tay told us his army life stories. It's rather freaky that 3 different people can get 3 similar accident and cut on their neck. Wow.

Break 2 was nonsense! HAHA! Since when it isn't?

English was nothing. Did a worksheet and after that carried on with Malay homework. After school was fun~ Played Old Maid, Donkey and Snap after ShiHui's public duty and helping Hazirah with the flag day tins (GASP!). So fun like always!

First round; Old Maid: Haziq (OM!) Second round; Donkey: ShiHui (eeyooooore!) Played few rounds of snap which I didn't join in because I can never get any cards. Hmph. ): Third round; Old Maid: *Ehem*Me*Ehem* Fourth round; Old Maid: Fauzi (I was saved for the second time~)

Heh! I'm never forever an old maid you know. I'm young. *DUH*

Today was fun! Met up with the other 6 NCOs to plan for camp and we kept on sidetracking. Heh! Jeremy, Haziq and I were suppose to plan the foodstuff but we kept going to others' topic which was grouping. HAHA! No wait, not funny. So yes, we're not done with day 1 yet. Planning of camp is certainly very tough. Especially if it's meant to be a tough camp.

Berret adjust your berret! Boots! Adjust your belts! Belts! Shine your boots! HAHA! *Inside joke*

School tomorrow to plan the Sec 2 camp. And now I think you know what I meant by yesterday's post. Woo. Super tiring.

I have not done any homework! ): And it's not a surprise. Heh!

Okeh done. Celebration on Thursday Mommeh~ (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Another thing.

Dead tired.

Alright. So lets make this short because I have lots of things to plan. Just how many camps can people go to within a year? Just how many camps can people plan for a year? My goodness. Just when I thought I could relax one corner with nothing in my thoughts but homework, camp plannings just had to crop up.

I'm in serious need of sleep. Slept at 2am and woke up at 5.40am. With me walking side to side like some drunkard, I went to school. Urgh.

Seriously, this has got to be so short. I am so gone. Busy bee. Why bee? Because it's sweet. Why sweet? Because it's me.

*DUH*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Ego.

Click to view. Yes, I'm being obvious here. (;

I am so stressed! No wait, challenged! Argh! Currently, while typing this oh-so-going-to-be interesting post, I'm munching on BIKA crackers. Yummeh! Okeh no, I'm not running any free advertisements here.

Debate is tomorrow and here I am thinking on how to start. Urgh. Thank God(!) we're the opposition. And anyway, I'm so glad that tomorrow is going to end this week! YEY! Which means there's going to be only one period of PE next week! Wee~ Which also means that I'll be running tomorrow. Which also means that 10th year anniversary is coming. Which means I'm suppose to get excited about everything and anything. Am I excited?

Yes of course(!), to get this whole burden on the shoulder off! Woo! Soon soon soon.

So yes school was okeh. Apart from being ignored for 3 periods, I had fun. (: While Mr Shah was checking the files, Amirah and me had fun(!) sitting there. Interesting stuff!

*MSN sound* Right..

Okeh, I have no idea how to do Biology. So difficult! Enzymes enzymes. Actually, I pretty much don't care about all the substance that is in my body that helps to break down any other substance. Why? Because they'll be at work and it's not as if I'll be disturbing them. Okeh what the hell Nasirah..?

Good. Now off to do debate. *SIGH*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Never dies.

True Love is when you find someone you can imagine yourself growing old with. Someone you can love even if they break your heart. Someone you can cry with, have tons of fun with, but most of all someone you love with.

- Someone from Flickr.

I'm so glad that I didn't have to go PE today! Wee~ I'm feeling rather warm right now because Mother took back her fan and I'm left with a spoilt fan. Hmph. Okeh so today is really fun! YEY!

So EMaths was easy to catch today! YEY! And I owe Mdm Jas quite a number of stuff. Gosh. By tomorrow morning. Morning. Morning. Sacrificing computer time because I'm sweet. Okeh, no connection. HAHA!

Instead of going for PE, TIC went down for photo taking. YAY! Khekhe!

So anyways, had English which was fun! As always *ehem* Fauzi, Nabila and me were sitting and giggling all the way to ourself. HEH! And the two of them kept trying to write on my plaster. So bad! Hmph. Pain you know.

CE we continued our work. History period was 'interesting'. We did corrections for our test papers though we have not gotten back our work. And Mr Shah kept going on and on and on.

Mr Shah: Guys, you guys have got to admit it! I am the nicest guy you can ever find.

HAHA! Who's the Man? You the Man.

Break2 was fun! Talked about the almighty SJAB and our previous years. How I miss being trained. How I miss sec2 life.

Social Studies was nothing. Mr Tay didn't come thus we did our SS work quietly. *EHEM* Then I got my hands all colourful. Tsk.

After school was oh-so noisy. Since the inter-class was cancelled, we sat in the SJ room and did some old times' games. Like what? Like Donkey and Old Maid. And even Snap.

HAHA! And no, we shan't embarrass the old maid. Who arh who arh?

First round, Old Maid. Who? ME! I'm proud of it. But I think becoming a Donkey is better. With the hat and the 'necklace'. HEH! Second round, Donkey. Who? Nabila. HEH! Reminds me of FAC trainings last year. I was always the donkey. EYOREEEEE! (: Third round, Donkey. Who? Nabila. Hehe! Fourth round, Old Maid. Who? Fauzi.

(:

So yes, after that we played the ever-so noisy, Snap. Where Aishah was so excited to shout SNAP! LOL!

Public duty again tomorrow. I miss being a junior that has to do nothing but *sings* stop and stare, I think I'm moving I go nowhere.

HAHA! Shut up, not funny. But it's not true lah. We did lots of stuff last year. *Hints* Those nice nice nice Sec2 days. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Break my fall.

What luck.

So lets summarise today because I certainly have a whole load of things to clear. Just that the thought of not blogging for a day somewhat freaks me out. Tsk.

Anyway, History was nothing but filing. Principal going to check our files as Mr Shah is running all over the place to make sure that every one's files are in place. Heh! (: And luckily, mine is. Hehe!

PE was so urgh! This has got to be the second time in 2008 that I fell during PE period. Omfg. And this is the worse. With a wound on my elbow and scratches on both knee, I didn't run the 'failing' round and thus, I have to do my re-run next lesson. Which is like what, tomorrow? Hmph.

MT was for once peaceful because I was not disturbed by Hazmie and Sham with the letter 'R'. WEE~ And if MT were to be that peaceful, then I will rather die out of boredom in MT than listening to teacher's teachings. AMaths was like how it has always been.

Stayed with Emmelia while doing all my Maths stuff and waiting for Aishah and Nabila. When they came, we started 'gossiping' if that is what you want to call it. And get ready for some running because things has started to appear rather beautiful lately. Heh! *Inside joke*

So yea, to sum it all up, the day was rather painful lah. Funny?

Not.

And I felt like as though I am walking like Aya-nee. HAHA! Okeh, not funny.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

YEY!

Notice the heart? Heh! (:

₪ Haziq says: N - Nasirah E - EVERYTIME N - NOISY E - EVERYTIME K - KECOH

♥ shihui [: says: N - Nasirah E - EVERYTIME N - NOISY E - EVERYTIME K - KECOH

₪ Haziq says: NASIRAH EVERYTIME NOISY EVERYWHERE KECOH

Please lah people. I'm not noisy. Look who's talking? *Points to tagboard*

I think I'm influenced to be double noisy. Ishk. So is that good or is that bad? HAHA! (;

***

Alif, please don't say that she rocks. Later ShiHui perasan.

Shi Hui, I didn't mean what I said. I mean the "Cute lah u.." thing. NOOOOOO! HAHA! Okeh kidding.

Haziq, stop looking at the cat lah! It's not creepy! It's cute!

Farah, alamaaaak! Attacking my tagboard must be invited ehk? LOL!

Aishah, step normal! How come there's 3 tags? Long ones I meant. HAHA!

Alif, LOLS! Popiah! HAHA! And I know these leaderships peoples are attacking my tagboard. Only that I'm too lazy to reply. Heh! Self-praising.. And no, the cat looks so cute like a cat. Not like a Alif.

ShiHui, HAHA! Yes fine. I'm glad! HAHA!

(:

These peoples make my day. And thus, it has been proven that I am kecoh due to them! (: I think I MIGHT be perasan due to Dad because he always say this.

-Translated-

Dad: See, when I park my car with the head first, the others will follow suit. See?!

*MSN sound* Right..

So yes, I'm almost done with Chemistry. But Biology, I doubt I'll even know how to do. Hmph. Homework for an hour. Harvest Moon for an hour. Then homework again. Then play again. So on and so forth. Easier said than done arh. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Don't push it.

Someone didn't go to her religious class just because I'm on a school holiday. (:

Hello. I'm bored.

I'm not done with homework because I did them all bit by bit. Half an hour on Maths then I moved on to Malay then moved on to Biology then to Chemistry. So on so forth.

Anyway, went out with family; except Abg Aee who was working, to shop! (:

Headed to Philips since we got voucher to spend on by buying the new television set. So yea, I felt so Philips-ish. Dad said that whatever I want, just grab it. Teehehe! So yea, Philips made my day. No wait, I think it was cash that made my day.

After which, we headed to some random place to get me new clothes. Throughout the journey, Iffah kept on pointing out vehicles that were dirty. Kids.

So anyway, I'm going to continue with my homework tonight and I hope I'll have it all done by tomorrow morning because seriously, I, for once, want to enjoy my weekends. I have no school on Sunday! YEY! So yes, I have to seriously enjoy my weekends. It's now or never. (:

Erm.. Can I drop EMaths and AMaths?!

*MSN sound* Right..

Sweet Love

Toodles.

And so I thought.

No one could ever wish for a better smile.

Surprisingly or not surprisingly, I'm updating. Currently, I'm actually holding on to my Chemistry's 10 year series. Ugh! Lots of things to be done in just a week. What's worse, I have no idea how to do my absurd surds. Stupid.

It seems like someone doesn't trust me anymore. And no, I don't feel sad because I have always been like what she thinks I am. So yes, lets remain positive! (:

And now, instead of saving money for a laptop, I'm saving money for a PSP. (: And I told Sister that I'm going to get enough money to buy PSP DR (heh!) by 1st May 2008. HAHA!

*MSN sound* Right..

Okeh, I have got to take a break from computer but really, it's super hard. ): And I have not been doing anything for the debate. Heh! Nice right..?

Sweet Love

Toodles.

What matters most.

I like my new phone! (:

Hello! Holidays have been such a bore so yes, there's nothing much to update about.

For now, I have no done homework yet. Thinking of doing it later tonight. *MSN sound* Right..

Went out yesterday for debate meeting. Nothing much arh. After that went around CWP with Kak Naf. And I thought she would buy herself a mp3 yesterday so that perhaps, I can buy mine, much expensive-er, later at the end of the month. Hee! (:

Sister spent a lot on CDs. Which cost around $40+. And I get to spend her money by making her pay my library fine! YEY! Now all I need is a day out to borrow a book for my book review. Tsk. Other than that all, we spent some money on Iffah's hair accessories. (: Super cute.

We walked home all the way and because of that, I don't have to pay Sister my library fine! Heh! So yea, with earphones plugged, we walked all the way and reached home at around 8+.

So yea, Sister and Father taking a day off this Friday. We're going to shop! (: And I have a hundred bucks to splurge! Hee! (;

I have been playing Harvest Moon. Introduced by none other than Haziq. Tsk. I'm hooked. And I played for HM days and I'm back to HM day 1 because I lost my saved game. Hmph. ):

And for the past few hours, I have been watching 1 Litre of Tears which was introduced by Aishah (refer to blog). And it got me so stressed that night because it kept on making my computer hang. Hmph. But, it's okeh now and I'm watching it~ Yey!

Follow your heart but don't follow your heart.

- 1 Litre of Tears

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Finally.

Yellow and red. I wonder if it'll blend.

I'm so bored. ):

But before that, HAPPY 13th MONTHSARY YB! (:

And after a long wait, The holiday is here! YAY! But of course, with holidays, I have lots of homeworks to be done. Teachers think that a week holiday is like a year holiday. Ishk.

I know, I said Aliff Aziz doesn't know how to sing but I think he just got better. I mean, okeh fine. He's getting better at singing most likely because he's getting better on stage. Anyway, this song is catchy. Hee! (;

I miss belo. She said she wants a picture but in the end. Tsk. Belo btol! Heh! (:

I need new ringtones. I need new games. I need a memory stick! And sister said she wants to buy me a new mp3. Hehe! And I'm going shopping on Friday with Sister, Mother, Father and of course, Iffah. YEY!

I love holidays! For now I guess.

So dendom.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Worried sick.

It's not clear I know. It's the AA team by the way. Picture quality is good but I can't zoom in. Bloody stupid.

Hie you all! I'm so happy yet so worried! (:

Congratulations to the NA team for getting second! We were practically screaming when we got to know the result! (:

AA, not the top but you guys did well! I know how you guys feel. Being your last year and all. Cheer up guys! You are a winner for you think you are.

It's okeh to not be winner in the others' eyes. It's important to be a winner in your own eyes. (: As Mr Lim always say last year, "You are what you think you are."

Congratulations Seniors! (:

I was almost bored to death while awaiting for the result. But thank God, Ais' phone kept me alive for I tried my very best to get higher than Shi Hui! Laugh out loud! (:

I'm so sleepy you know. *Yawn*

Bunch of rude kids. I'm superbly worried. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Teman Istimewa.

I love them lah. No kidding. (:

Most of the time, I feel like I have the lousiest life you could ever have. But when I look back, God, I was so stupid. I have the greatest friends that I could ever asked for. I have a wonderful group of people who were always there when I needed them.

Yes, they might be a pain some times, but all the time, they made my day. No matter how sad I may be, the sight of them makes me forget my pain. And these 9 people, including Hidayah who is not in the picture, were there when I was suffering in NCO course.

I always thought that I would be left alone since I was stranded with Alif and Fauzi. But thanks to them, I felt belonged. I always thought I should have ended my life since young, but YBs were there to keep me away from that thought. But of course, there are certain areas that Jeremy and Hidayah contributed too. (:

Yea, I guess I think too much. And I really do think too much. No matter where I am, there will always be a group of people who will actually understand me and would even entertain my stupid craps.

Chatted with my red mate. I still remember how he had always been there for me when no one else was online. Sharing everything we had on our mind. It's like as if he could read my mind. Thanks Wesley for your thought. Appreciated. (:

And you must have been really crazy to have read my emoshit post. But really, friends is everything that I have to make me smile. Home isn't as sweet as school anymore.

***

I'm easily pissed off nowadays. I wonder why seh. Everything I do doesn't seem to be right. And everything people do, he/she thinks it's funny. But really, you didn't know you've hurt that person. So think before you say anything. I hope you would just shut up about everything. So what if I'm far behind in my studies?! Just STFU.

***

Alif's Group: 19! Chin Wee: Nope. Alif's Group: 20! Chin Wee: No. Lesser than 20.

And isn't it obvious that the number is 18?! HAHA!

Alif's Group: Err.. What number arh?

Lols lah this people!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Real world. Real life.

I wish life would be this colourful. I wish life would this sweet. I wish life would always be like how I use to see it. I wish life would never change. I wish I did not change. I wish I was never me. I wish I was what I thought I would. I wish this wasn't just a wish.

I thought I could just do things without understanding. I thought everything would be fine. I thought they won't fight anymore. I thought what I thought will come to life. I thought that I did not change that much. I thought life will be normal. I thought this was not only a thought.

I hope it won't go further. I hope this won't affect my thinking. I hope you won't get the wrong idea. What I write has nothing got to do with today.

You know? Life has been a total shitass that I just feel like giving up. History paper sucked a lot. I forgot every single thing about the League of Nations. Urgh. I'm going to fail History. ):

And I just want to remain quiet for the next few hours in class. I just want to concentrate. I just want to get the feeling of being a good student. For the next few lesson, I might switch off. And I don't want that to happen. Ever again.

I thought we would be friends forever but turns out, it was for never. So who changed? Is it you? Or us?

*Get over it Nasirah. Not worth your thought!*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I would.

So true.

Hie people! (: So anyway, here I am blogging when I have a whole load of EMaths and AMaths stuff to be done. Wow. Then what's more, I have History test tomorrow and I have yet to revise. Come Friday, I'll be free. But one thing that I'm worried about is my SJAB tee. I lost my dearest red tee. ): Where oh where could it be? ):

I have lots of things to worry about and my head is the number one thing. I have been getting constant headaches and that is certainly not good for the erm, head? Yea. Not good. And this is the symptoms of me being stress! Oh wait no! Challenged! I'm superbly super challenged! ):

I passed AMaths by the way. And I think this is the best score I ever got for any of the test this term. It was better than Malay in fact. Okeh wait, I think so. (: I scored an A2 on the dot. HAHA! *Heads bob up and down* Funny arh funny arh? And now, all I have to wait for is History and Social Studies. I'm so happy! So elated! I'm on cloud nine. No wait, I'm on cloud eleven and twenty. Yea, I cut myself into two. (:

Social Studies test was ^&*^@!!! I think I might flunk it because I did it in any ways and any hows. HEH! What more, it's a SBQ. (: Wow! Power arh Nasirah!

And debates result is up. Upper Secondary Final. 3e4 vs 4e3.

Wow. (:

So people, today's post is going to be short! WOW! Why? Because it works! Because I have lots of Mathematics shits to be done. Hmph.

I miss the friendship that we once build so strongly. Now it's all gone. Just because of a person. Dear friend, no one is changing but you. Whatever happened to the once-upon-a-time friendship and laughter? Ain't going to regret because I ain't going to lose a friend. I just lost another person to talk to. That is all and nothing more. *Commits suicide* Ain't going to happen.

Oh yea! I forgot to post this. *sadface*

CONGRATULATIONS WRS SJAB! (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

If I could I would

I have a pessimistic thinking. Sorry, but too bad!

YEY! It's Tuesday people! Which means another day closer to one week holiday!!! How much I longed for it. But too bad, apart from school, I'm not allowed to go anywhere else. Tsk. ): But it's okeh right?! Because it's holiday!

Anyway everybody, PE period today seemed to be like a breeze. Why? Maybe because I don't even know my timing. Since the others had to run for 2 rounds, the classes who were being punished due to last weeks incident, namely 3e4 and 3e3, had to run for 3 rounds. Woo. First round was simple but come to second round, I started to slow down and third round, started to walk most of the time. ): See? I suck at running lah please!

As I'm typing this, I am actually wondering how come my MSN suddenly closed by itself. Can't even re-open it. Oh well, what the hell. (: Okeh, figured it out already! I'm so fast and clever. Okeh, shut up Nasirah.

English period was even deeper chimology stuff. As there say 'pure' chimology. Heh!

EMaths was nothing much. Went through inequalities for word sums. Which reminds me that I have yet to do the homework. Urgh! Then MALAY! Yes, apart from the teacher, the class is fun! (: We did pantun which is the Malay poem. Had to do 4 of them and we cracked our heads like no body's business. It was fun! And I finished mine so yes, one less homework~

Chemistry was nothing much. Learnt about boiling, melting and freezing and the end! (:

So being a good girl that I am, went to search for torchlights for the FAC team. Finally, it's proven that torchlight will disappear when people who are looking for it, is looking for it. Okeh nevermind, I know, it's very difficult for you peoples to actually understand my words. Hee! (:

So anyway, I guess this is all. And random thoughts lah right. I miss last year a lot! ): From my class to being trained by the current Sec4s to *ehem*rebelling*ehem* to fighting to stupid acts to many other fun stuff! ): So sad urh!

Shoo, ii goiing off to do muaiix homeworkx lurhx.

And I still don't understand why little kiddos actually have time to type more words. I mean, if it is 'my', there's like only 2 letters. Why bother writing 'muaiix'. Puh-lease. So unglam and childish. Erm, yes. I'm talking about all those people out there.

Alright, I'm so off to finish up my homework. And when I say homework, I mean Mathematics. Urgh! So many homework! ):

Ouh and tomorrow is The day when we get to know who will be getting to debate finals. So everybody who is kind to my feelings *blink eyes*, just hope it's not us. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Again. *Close eyes*

One day? More like a year.

I don't know what's wrong with me lah but I think I might fall ill anytime this week. What more with lots of shit stuff to do this week. And not forgetting History test which will be coming up on Thursday and even an MC will not let me escape the test. Inference skill being used here: I still have to take the test even though I'm running a temperature. Tsk. That's like so bad!

Anyway, congratulations 3International for winning today's semi-final. (: To the 5n2, thank you so much for the fight you guys put up and honestly, I think you guys did great!

And I thought we would lose, but sadly we didn't. You wouldn't want to know exactly what Fauzi and I chanted behind the scene. Hehe!

Class was okeh I guess. Got this super bad headache during Physics and Biology. Urgh! Then during CE period, the debaters actually read through our speech in front of the class and thus I was the first person to start first. When I ended my speech, class' Mummy said this.

Mdm Jas: My dear, you are too sweet!

HAHA! And yea, the class was laughing like mad. Told you I'm sweet! (: But sadly, I was banned by class' Mummy to be sweet from 3.30 till 4.30 just now. So sad. ):

So anyway, English was nothing much. Augustin drew God-knows what kind of human on my foolscap pad. HAHA! Cute thing actually. And we got to know our English result and I passed! By like 1.5 marks. HAHA! Funny arh? Funny arh? *Hair bobs up and down*

Biology was scary, like always. NEVER sleeps in Mr Chong's class. He can just catch anyone who is not paying attention but of course, since my class is a small one, it must be due to the quantity of student. So yea, I was almost ... because my stupidness in this chimology subject. ):

Perinder went home due to tummy ache. And everyone was like "Who's going to take over her?!" And without any one's consent, someone took over willingly. But Perinder came back right after the last period. Erm, wohoo!

Physics was a bore. I scored full for the quiz! AHH~ Should thank Hazirah lah. She actually helped. (:

Sister begged me for her oldie Nokia phone back. What else can I say but step reluctant arh! HEHE! And she promised me a memory card if I were to change phone with her. Yes! (:

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY KAK NAF.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK SHIDAH. (:

I don't know why but I'm jealous of my siblings' birth date lah. Abg Aee shares with Abg Fareez and Kak Naf shares with Kak Shidah. And me? I share with nobody close. I feel so outcasted. Okeh! Emo alert! ):

I miss belo. Again. But for days, I keep bumping into her during change of class. Ishk! HAHA! (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Yang Selalu Mencinta mu.

It's been quite some time since I've been smiling this much. ):

₪ Haziq says: You are sweet, lovable and memorable!!! ♥ shihui [: says: nenek, ure so sweet, lovable and memorableeeeeee.

₪ Haziq says: Nama saya Haziq dan saya cool. Saya juga ada nenek yang sanagt manis dan juga seorang kawan yang paling comel.

(My name is haziq and i am cool. I also have a nenek is very sweet and friend who is very cute) And at this moment, I have not finish my speech! GASP!

- Nasirah says: HIE. I'm Nasirah and I'm sweet. I'm born on 050293. But my friends miscounted and thought I was born 182 years ago. Tsk. I've been schooling for the past 10 years (count the kindergarten years too) and I'm sick of school! I'm so challenged! So I have been chatting with you two for quite some time. Who ARE you two?

₪ Haziq says: Hello Nasirah!!! I'm Haziq or commonly known as The Cool One. TCO! (step TIC ehems) I'm cooly borned on 300493 and in that day, GOd blessed me with such coolness that im so cool now. I've been schooling for 10 years also (NOT register number 10) and i find the previous education useless as i am so stupid now. yes, sadface. Okay thats all! Hmm, who's the last one?

₪ Haziq says: Take cover people!!! get ready for over-cuteness attack

♥ shihui [: says: Hello Nasirah and Haziq. I'm the cutest one. I'm born on 130293. I dont mind receiving more presents. I'm happy to be such a cute, intelligent (etc etc) girl. Heh! My name means Cute Intelligent.:D

And yea, at this moment, my speech was only one at the introduction which is not even finished. Tsk.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Yang bertakhta dalam sanubariku.

It's always the opposite.

YEY! No. I'm not suppose to blog today because I have lots of shits stuff to be done. And that includes my debate speech! Heh!

And so people, I've learnt that I'm so noisy that once I actually shut my mouth, people will think I'm in deep thoughts over something bad or maybe I suddenly forgot how to talk. HAHA! No. One day, the reason I won't be able to talk much is due to the fact that I lost my voice. Heh! But yea, for now, just wait till that happens.

I also learnt that somehow, I have to keep myself from going beyond the boundaries. You know, there's actually a line between domestic affairs and others. So yea, I shall not go anywhere further than being happy when I'm in school because the people around me at that time, they weren't and never will be involved in it. Okeh never mind, it's for me to know and never for you to find out.

So nothing much has happened. Considering the fact that I updated like only a few hours ago. But I have lots of homework and I really shouldn't be doing much on this computer except for asking help, especially in EMaths. And of course AMaths!

Oh and did I tell you? According to Mr Lim's memory, he said I did well(!) for AMaths! *Sounds like MSN* Right..

Okeh done! I'm just so bored that I have to update some thing(s). So yes, I'm off to do EMaths! ):

I miss Belo! ): Come to think of it, it's been such a long time since I talked to her about some thing happy. Like, serious merious happy talks.

And currently, this song you are tuning in to is so addictive. Hehe! (;

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Missed.

I miss happy moments in this family.

The moment that punched was given, all I ever could do was to shout. Helpless. There's nothing I can ever do.

God, help me. Give me those strengths that I longed for.

Challenged.

Any one? *Shows lame emoticon*

I'm having a morning flu. Like a norm on every weekends. Urgh!

Currently, I'm researching on the debate motion and I happen to come up with, nothing. Tsk. It's really difficult you know. I can't even find a suitable site to actually search such shits.

So really, if everyone says no to the motion and all has almost similar reasons, how on earth am I suppose to elaborate. Hmph. And I miss last year. Okeh Nasirah, stop it.

I'm super bored actually. Nobody's online. Okeh, except for the cute Farawrie. Every other norm human beings must be asleep. Unlike me, I told the cool Haziq last night that I'm going to wake up at 12pm. Wow. Look who's wide awake now? And I stayed back with cute Shi Hui yesterday. At least I got someone to accompany me. Which reminds me that I have yet to complete all my AMaths assignment. And shit, next week, AMaths result. GASP! And I'm going to meet the irresistible Nabila later at 4pm. Debate this debate that. Come to think of it, I think I have got no life anymore. GASP *again*. It's been such a long time since the neutral Aishah goes online. I wonder when I'm going to stop going online as often as 24/7.

See? I'm so sweetly bored that all those came out. GASP *again again*.

And did I tell you that I changed sits with Joline. That river woman. *Inside joke*. And now, I'm stuck between her and Augustin. And the place is freaking warm. I want back my old sit! ):

Okeh, I wish I was surrounded by Ying Ying, Man Qin, Sham, Yu Juan and those others who sat near me till I actually got an A for Maths. Like finally. (: I think I'm losing it. Okeh shut up. What crap am I talking?

I'm hungry. The smell of Mother's beef frying is making my stomach grumbling. Breakfast, I want you! I'm getting lamer each day. Wow. What am I suppose to do?

And I think that's the sound of my washing machine calling out saying that it's done washing my clothes. Hmph. So fast. And did I tell you that I think I lost my red SJ tee. OMG. So sad. I searched everywhere for it. But to no avail. I wonder where it's at. ):

I thought I typed a lot of things but when I scrolled up, so short. Wth.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Change.

Mixed and bored. ):

I wonder how the class' noticeboard looks like. Yu Juan kept on telling me how she missed last year. HAHA! Don't worry my friend, there's others feeling the same way as you. One very close and sweet example to you, me. (:

So I'm satisfied with my current blogskin. So far, I think this is the best blogskin I can ever find. That's like so, bad. Many are like anime and filled with other cartoons. Please, I don't go for that sort. Plain and simple and white are loved.

Ouh and school has been one big piece of shit. Currently, everything is like, not in place. I think it's due to the CNY break that I actually became this messy. See, breaks should actually be sensibly long, like a month or so, and no homework should be given out so that us, students, can actually sort everything out! I mean come on, papers are always everywhere around me. I told Hazirah yesterday. Yes, I have all my worksheets. But I don't know whether it's AMaths worksheet or EMaths worksheet. Why? Because everything are numbers. Who cares anyway? Both still complicated Maths.

*SIGH* Training. I shan't elaborate further. And I think the only activity that they can actually show us their skills is next week's. And what's with people being so fucking stuck up when they're only taking over for some things. Eurgh. Whatever lah, I can't be bothered with humans anymore.

Self-centered. Self-obsessed. Self-denial.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Whichever ways.

It's a very busy week and a very busy day.

Things crop up here and there.

Positive, negative. They are all the same.

Whatever it is, I really don't want to get emotionally affected.

Somehow, I don't think I can manage the things around me well.

But went I look back, everything was well done.

Except for my tests.

I failed my Combined Science. I'm going to fail Biology. The test was outrageously difficult. I'm not going to do well for AMaths. Why? Because I got the tingling feeling.

Whatever it is, I have got to buck up. Way before Mid-year comes by. Way before my CA 2. I'm in need of help but somehow, I don't know where to find them. Sometimes, the kind of help I'm looking for is not out there. God, help.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Does it matter?

Take out your books and start studying. Leave some space for me.

I'm tired of schools. I think I'm going to switch off anytime soon.

Today is okeh. Considering the fact that there's no PE period. Considering the fact that we didn't study anything for Malay, again. Considering the fact that CE was nothing but filing. Considering the fact that we got scolded during READ period.

3e4 = laugh a lot = no class spirit. That is exactly what Mdm Jas lectured to us early in the morning during READ period.

And that seriously made me miss 2e1 ever-so much. ):

MT was spent on watching 'Si Tanggang'. Then went to our own banded classes and got back our test papers. Yea, I passed by 7 marks. No, not only. No, I'm not sad. I have this "At least I didn't get 1 mark." kind of attitude nowadays. Because you know why? I'm not some desperate student who wants to get top in every single thing at the start of a new year with new friends, new subjects, new teachers and new environment. I can bet you, those people will suffer from depression in around June.

I'll pity them. And you know what? They can actually even complain when in actuall fact, they get high marks. Come on Nerds! Get a life!

CE was all about filing. Then AMaths! I have confidence in 19 or 23 marks. I skipped the fourth and the seventh question. 1) Not enough time. 2) I have no idea how to do. As stated above, 1 mark would make me happy! (:

English. Like how I hated History period 2 years back, I hate this period too. You figure it out. And seriously, if you were me, you can understand why Isaac actually calls him by that name. Tsk. He has got to change!

Physics was boooooooooring! Learnt about last year's stuff on light reflection. *Snores*

Helped YuJuan out abit after school on the noticeboard. It reminds me of 2e1 last year! The spirit we had. The noise we whispered *EHEM* when designing or decorating. HAHA! I remember how Yean Choon and Jun Hui PMSed last year. Heh! (:

Went off to bubble tea with YB and AH. Then walked off home and seriously, every time we go out of school to Admiralty Place, the one and only subject will come. Then as Aishah, Shi Hui and me was walking, we saw this one Niggasweet. Heh! (:

Waited for Dad because I was super lazy to walk home. Seriously, I'd rather wait for him to come and fetch me than having to walk all the way home by myself and all tired. Ee! No thanks.

Okeh, Biology test tomorrow! *GASP* And I'm suppose to hand in all AMaths assignment by Friday. God. I have lots to do.

And nothing has been done about the debate. At least for my part, nothing. Whatever. As always for the second time in a row this year, outcasted.

I don't care.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Whatever.

That's what I'm here. Listing it all down.

Two days of schooling in week 9. It was awesomely bad. I get pissed of easily and I begin to wonder why.

Lets start from Monday all the way till the end of today.

1) PE period was such a torture. Due to some one's lack of judgement, TICs have to run 2 more rounds. I seriously thought it will be on that hour. I almost had to run 4km today. Wow. And yea, the fact that the teachers are actually pushing us like no body's business seriously pisses me off. Stop rubbing in the fact that we students don't put in effort. How would you know if I have tried it with all my might or not? You are not me. And you know what, sometimes I miss running with Sui Sen's instructor back in OBS. She was giving me encouragement all the way and not "You are not trying hard enough." Now that kind of fucking attitude(as in the attitude you teachers are giving us now) is what I don't like. It's because of that, I totally switch off during PE and not bother to listen to you teachers anymore. But note this, I still put in my effort, 100% of it, to run.

2) Just what do you take me for? I was about to eat my lunch and you called me up for the 'meeting.' When I'm there, you didn't even take a minute to talk to me. When I passed them to you, what do you do to it? You put it aside and read it only at the very last minute. And you are blaming me for all the facts that was left out? Fuck. I want out.

3) Why do people have to actually blame me for everything and anything?

4) The guys in my class. Some are just plain irritating but some are friendly. Seriously, there's limit to everything. Yes, I may appear happy and friendly to all of you now. But once you get beyond my limit, there's no way you can bring it down all the way to it's minimum anymore.

5) The meeting. No, it's not the officers. It's not the seniors. It's the Sec 2s. It's really disappointing. You don't even know simple stuff and now you want to already bring yourself to the next limit. Go step by step. If you can't lead yourself, don't bother leading others because you won't get them on the right track. It wouldn't be nice. And if you don't bother to buck up now, this is a serious warning. Final warning. You will suffer in our hands. And I'm not kidding anymore.

6) There's AMaths test tomorrow! I'm so stressed challenged! Then there's still Biology test. Omfg. I don't want to fail Biology. I'm scared to fail Biology. I don't understand teachers. They use discrimination as a form of encouragement. It ain't working.

***

Today went quite well. There's no PE! I understand EMaths! I understand History! And best of all, I had fun during break 2. HAHA!

Aziz = AhMengology. Paolo = How to cut the neck? Haziq = Pure Coology. Farah = Hawaiian language. Nabila = Combined Coology/Irrisistableogy. Shi Hui = Cute Education.

I'm still wondering what I should teach. Hmm. Sweetlogy? Oldogy? Sweetoldogy? I'm still figuring it out.

And I think Aziz can audition for the Ah Meng position. Heh! Oh no! I think Ancient History is first period tomorrow. (Inside joke)

***

Mr Faraz: But you know, being their form teacher and your English teacher, I felt bittersweet. 3e4: HAHA! Nasirah Nasirah Nasirah! Mr Faraz: What? Why? 3e4: HAHAHA! Nasirah! Bittersweet! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Bloody hell. Sweet stuff are always associated to me. Why? Because I AM sweet. *DUH*

There's another one too but I forgot what it was. Then there's more. I'm rather irritating today. Apologies Kak Kiirah.

- Nasirah said: s = sweet = nasirah (: ♬ aylie said: ehem mcm nak muntah ... :P

HAHA! She was actually asking for good characteristics; like a stands for amiable. B stands for Barney. Et cetra.

HAHA!

Teacher: Bani. Bernie: Eh teacher! You don't make fun of my name arh cher!

Teacher: Barney. Bernie: Eh teacher! You don't make fun of my name lah!

Teacher: Barney. Bani: Err..

I like my classmates! But there are limits.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Chalet. (:

So that I won't remember that I forget. (:

Happy Advance 21st Birthday Abg A-ah.

Abg Amy: Eh A-ah, tengok handphone. Abg A-ah: *Passes handphone over and takes out wallet* Abg Ali: Eh aper ni? Nak buat aper? Abg A-ah: *Passes wallet over and takes out watch* Abg Zali: *Carries birthday boy over to swimming pool* Abg Ali & Abg Amy: Tolak skali tak? Tolak skali?!

YEY! Last night was fun lah. Oh, direct translation, Abg A-ah was thrown into the swimming pool at around 2330 or so. And unfortunately or fortunately, he already figured the saboing part by himself. HAHA! And he surrendered his stuff even before the 'organisers' got a chance to plan the whole thing. HAHA!

And the food was nice. But I was practically full for I have eaten the noodles at home. Sheeesh!

Went home at around 1 in the morning after sending Kak Yana and Abg Is home. My nieces are the kecohest people you can ever find in a party. And I'm the sweetest person you can ever find in a party. In fact, I'm the sweetest person you can ever find in this world. (:

Today! Second period was fun. (: The guys, as always, talks crap. Went to meet up with the debate peoples after that. So kecoh. In the end, after a few minutes of discussion, we ended up eating then went to CWP for stuff. HAHA! And yea, Nabila is right lah. I look so blue today. She meant the way I dressed but I meant the way I feel. I want to find out the root of the problem. And you know what? I think my English is getting from bad to worse. GASP! Like as if it was a surprise.

My house area is like so noisy. The chingay organised by the Admiralty GRC (I think) is like so WOAH! The song "Everybody dance now" keeps on playing and playing. Reminds me of the super fun and the first ever Secondary School performance I've ever had. HipHop! (: And I didn't take pictures. Why? Because my prince charming is hot! HAHA! Okeh, shut up. Because I can't upload the pictures anyway. So why bother taking right? And anyway, I still have the monkeys photo to upload. Tsk.

This computer feels so pathetic. And you know what? I want a laptop! ): So that I can use it anytime I want. Heh! Happyface (:

YEY! School tomorrow. ): I have yet to finish my AMaths. Aww! And there's PE tomorrow. I don't want to run. It's not as if I don't put in the effort lah. I just can't run. Is that wrong? You people are PE teachers. They are a bunch of students with the stamina to run. Bloody hell, I'm not like them. I'm not like you. I'm not sporty. I'm not active. The only active thing you can ever see is my mouth. Yea, I talk a lot nowadays. I don't want to run!

Ouh, there's debate tomorrow. And *wonder* have I done my debate speech? 3e4 vs 5n3

GASP GASP GASP! ):

I'm not feeling the nervousness. So is that good or is that bad?

Sweet Love

Toodles.

A shoulder.

Yesterday was seriously a planned day that gone all wrong. Especially during SJ. ):

Lesson time was okeh I suppose. I can bet Mr Chong will start picking on me ever since I can't answer the question. ):

Mr Chong: Okeh, write down the the cortex cells. Shabnam: Eh Cher! What kotex? Class: AHHAHA! Shabnam!

And I must admit, Biology class is getting rather fun. HAHA! Especially with 3e4. (:

Mr Chong: How many more periods till I have to end this lesson? Felicia: Cher! Recess time already lah! Shabnam: Yar Cher! You don't believe us arh? Recess time already laah! Class: Ya lah cher! You so bad! Never let us go recess! *Laughs out loud* Felicia: Cher! Recess time already lah! You can go off now! BYE! Mr Chong: *Checks timetable at noticeboard* Mr Chong: Funny arh funny arh! *Smiles*

HAHA! And every time Mr Chong pretends to go out of the class door for an example on how cell moves, we would shout, "Bye Uncle Chong!" (:

After recess was AMaths. Jolene kept rubbing it in that I have yet to finish my surds. Hmph! (: But so far, matrix is okeh. Surds is not okeh. And AMaths test coming soon! ): GASP!

English test was okeh. I seriously hope I'll pass my comprehension lah. I'm always failing that component. So.. Okeh nevermind.

Stayed back alone (!) and did AMaths! I finished 1 and a half exercise for a period of half an hour. Cool right? Should do that more often. Not.

CCA was total turn off.

**

If you really want to lead, then prove it to us. You guys are not showing the standard. If you really think that getting the rank is that easy, you thought wrong. Whatever we say, you won't listen. You just want to continue what you have been doing all this while. You just want to continue and do things your way. What is this?

Leading is not as easy as ABC. It's difficult. You have to juggle your school life, your extra activities, extra classes, friends, family, your own happiness, your exams and the time needed to plan every single things. You can tell now that it's simple, but it really isn't.

If that is the way you want it to be, than we shall continue them.

And who do you think you are? Barging in just like that as if they were yours. Look who's the one in-charge? Why do you have to barge in and say what you want to? What kind of attitude is that suppose to be? All you two care about is the honour. All you two care about is the name. That's bloody lame. It's not simple.

Such a bunch of letdown.

**

All I did last night was to sleep my sorrows away. Yesterday was such a letdown. Sorry Mam, it didn't go on as planned. Yesterday was such a disappointment. I really think all of you deserve to get all the running.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Cave. Wth?

In search of later B. Then C. Then D. So on, and so forth. I have nothing better to do. And I know you know that. HAHA! (:

I busied myself with Chemistry so early in the morning. Okeh, early not as in 4 or 5 in the morning but at around 7. HAHA! The test was okeh I suppose. I know all the questions, I think I can do half of the paper, I think I can get marks for quarter of the paper. Heh! Omfg. I need to score my Chemistry in order to pass my combine seh. Hmph.

Assembly was super Science-ish. No wait, more like, Biology-ish. Mr Chong did his presentation like as if we're in Biology class. Alamak! Then Chemistry! Described aboveeee.

Had 3 super long periods of Biology after that. Had to do workbook and it took us more than 2 periods. While doing, Mr Chong called out our names for the practical book and I swear I thought I was going to have a super long lecture by him but I didn't! Yey! My practical book is like much well done than the other Biology stuff. So sheeesh!

EMaths was like always. Tsk. Jolene so noisy. HAHA! Break 2 was fun! Not really fun lah but it was okeh.

I was pratically noisy-ing around the class because Mdm Jas wanted the EMaths worksheet from the leaders by today. Hand in personally! *GASP* So yea, had this super shocking conversation lah.

Me: Eh! OMGOMGOMG! Where's the rest? How am I suppose to hand in? EH! Jolene! Paper! Lend me lend me lend me! Joleeeeeeeene! Lend me paper! Lend me lend me! Jolene: Eh noisy lah you! Wait arh! HaoYang: So noisy!! Eh shh! Me: Ehh! OMGOMG! I never do this question! AHH! Eh paper! Somebody lend me the paper! Paper paper! Lend me lend me! Paper lend me! HaoYang: You so noisy lah! Augustin: HAH?! She noisy arh? Sure? Reyhana: Yar! She's so kecoh! She's super noisy! Augustin: Serious arh? Me: AHHH~ See? Augustin said I'm shy and queit! Jolene: HAHA! Nasirah, stop deceiving yourself.

HAHA! My classmates are such noisy people. They actually entertain my crap. Like how 2e1 did! AAHH~ Especially KimYet, Jolene and Fauzi. HAHA! After break2, they'll always be at my table making nonsensical joke. So yes, after break 2, you know what I would be expecting.

AMaths was spent on worksheet. So boring. For 2 periods, I actually completed the worksheet till question 3. Wth. I feel so slow. ): I want to be like last year. But who am I kidding? AMaths and Sec 2 Maths is super different. AMaths is double the difficulty level. Tsk.

After school was a short meeting for debate. You know why short? Because most of the time, we were talkig gibberish. HAHA! Not my fault. *Blinks eyes innocently*

YEY! Tomorrow is Friday. Oh no. I still haven't recover from cough. Wth. But good! I want to lose voice! Good! Keep it up me! (:

Anyway, it's Friday! There'll be lesser periods. There'll be training. There'll be fun me! YEY! I think Chea Hau and Abg Amir is coming tomorrow. I hope Chea Hau and Abg Amir will be coming tomorrow. Inclusive of the other two scary seniors. Heh! (:

They have better improve. Else. *Shows evil smirk*

Okeh done.

FARAH says: where's nenek sweet? ¤ Haziq says: Nenek more sweeter lorh

This proves that I am sweet. Therefore, this motion should stand! (:

Argh! Debate on Monday. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Random feelings.

I miss being white. *Sadface*

YEY! Today was fine though I was sad to find out that I failed Physics. Wow. As if that was a surprise. Considering the short period of time I put in to revise my work. Hmph.

So anyway, lesson was good. MT was nonnnnnsense. She kept on hinting to my group. As if to make us feel guilty conscience lah but really, so pissed. She wasn't hinting to Bani's group. Like hello! *Hie* What is this? So unfair. Hmph. We actually had this 'forum' on two dandom random topics and it was so boring. What more, Farah and I were somewhat squeezed behind four tables. All the 3E Malay students in Le3end5' classroom. So squeezy, no doubt.

AMaths was okeh. Found out that Mr Lim wouldn't be coming in to class tomorrow due to his robotic's commitment. So yea, we'll be sitting in groups to get all our worksheets done. GASP! I have lots. Seriously.

And like always, I got so confused during lesson that all I need was a friend's help. Who else is nearest to me other than Jolene right? So I asked for help. After that, we did some random talkings while doing our work. Like always.

Me: I'm shy and quiet. Jolene: HAHA! Stop lying to yourself! HAHA! Me: I'm shy and quiet. Jolene: You are loud and outspoken. Me: I'm shy and quiet. Jolene: Eh look! Prince Eric is outside! Me: *Shows wth face* Jolene: AHHAHAHAHAHHA! *like mad*

So evil. That Jolene.

Anyways, EMaths after that and Mdm Jas never fails to make me confuse every time I finally understand what she was talking about. Alamak betol! Social Studies was GASP! Mrs Kok might be coming in next week so yea, I'm going to be an angel. No wait, I already am one. (:

Physics was boring as usual. You tell me, since when I enjoyed Physics? Okeh kidding, I enjoyed once which was like on Monday. And we got our result and I'm proud to say that I got a pathetic 10. Wow. At the very least Nasirah, you didn't get 0. So be happy! (:

After school was the beloing period. HAHA!

So yea, the niggachi is as old as the niggasweet and niggashi. (:

HAPPY 15th BIRTDAY AISHAH! (:

And yea, today felt so snow white-ish. Tsk. I wonder why.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

State of err..

Keep it on a cutie girl cause I'm really into you yeah Tell me is there a way that I can spend some time with you So much I wanna know about you Seems like I can't do without you You really turn me on you got it goin' on Anything you ask I'll do for you So baby don't you see You mean the world to me Just one thing I have to know Baby can I make it right

There's nothing much I can say but I had fun today in class. All thanks to Jolene and Felicia and Isaac who are trying to kill me slowly. Just because I'm old. Oldie lah! HAHA! Okeh, inside joke. And also because of Jolene's dying calculator. Eh hello! *Hie* Get yourself a new one lah. Because mine isn't old. HAHA! Okeh, inside joke. Again.

Lesson was great! Especially Emaths and English. And I can't stand PE anymore! I tried all means and ways to pass it but I always fail my run. Come on, at least it was by 2-3 minutes late right. Not 2-3 hours late. Hmph.

Chemistry was okeh. Was quite slack lah actually. Last periods are always on slack mode. Why? Well imagine studying like nobody's business at 2.05 all the way till 3.15. I cannot stand it!

Okeh so, tomorrow will be another fun day. Oh no wait, not thaaat fun. Because there's AMaths tomorrow and I have yet to do my homework. GASP.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Bye you two.

Like every other little things, this is going to be just as hard. ):

I feel so blue. ):

Mum just told me just now that she's giving away my hamsters to my neighbour! Wth. I have been thinking for the past few days and she just gave it away without my permission. I mean come on! I'm already fifteen and I can decide what is good and bad for me. All I need is time.

She's making me feel so useless. She's making me feel as though I can't think. Who is she to decide who I can actually give my hamsters to. Fuck. If only God permits it, then I would certainly have stayed home today.

Why she made the decisions? Because the darker hamster escaped from it's cage. Why make a big fuss? That thing is like bloody hell smaller than her! And come on, making her 'suffer' for three hours is certainly not fair to how I am feeling right now. Dear God, I'm so sad. Though it's only been a week or so, I'm somehow emotionally attached to it already. Yes, them fighting really made me so scared and hurt but to actually not hear that anymore, tears me like nobody's business. ):

I'm so blue. ):

***

Got our debate motion early in the morning. Proposition team and against God-knows-what class. *SIGH* It's going to be one heck of a week.

CE period was last minute changed to EMaths. Mdm Jas gave out maths worksheets and we were appointed leaders to work with. My God. I was one of the leader but unfortunately, we were doing indices. The topic which I seriously still suck super lots at. *SIGH* I'm so dead meat.

English period was spent on discussing the motion. It's going to be difficult. Debates remind me of the bittersweet 'talks' I exchanged last year. *SIGH* I miss debating with Rachel. I miss debating with Aziz. I miss debating with Yu Juan. I miss debating with Farah. I miss working together with Mr Shah to do my emotioal speech. *Shows heh! emoticon* Most importantly, I don't know why but currently, I don't think I have the energy or even guts to debate against any of my ex-fellow debater. *SIGH*

Biology was HAHA! Sat near Bernie and Isaac and next to Nabila. So you can actually imagine how kecoh we actually were. Heh! Then Uncle Mr Chong went through the process of osmosis and diffusion for red blood cell and root hair cell. And I swear I didn't know that I am good at drawing those two cell. Heh!

Physics. *SIGH* Sat next to Lymen like always and he was so super duper noisy. He was singing this pongpong song. Don't ask me what song that is. I have got no idea. And I think Lymen should join Campus Superstar or something. HAHA! Okeh, serious.

And for the first time ever, I enjoyed Physics and Biology. For the first time ever also, I actually understood some of the stuff taught. HAHA! Not funny.

AMaths makeup lesson was fast. Like around 15 minutes or so. Wanted to go and support 3e2 but too late. ): They were halfway through thus, we can't enter. Tsk. But anyway, congratulations 3e2 for being able to proceed to the preliminary rounds! (:

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I can now foresee that this week is certainly not going to be one of my best weeks. Everything has started to be so wrong. Any default is my fault. Fine. Just because I'm stupid, it doesn't mean that I don't know how to decide for myself!

And you have always been emphasising on how mother's words always come true. Do you know the reason why I am like what I am?

Because every step that I took wrongly, you'll always say that I'm too stupid to know it. I'm too arrogant to know my mistakes. Fine. If that is what you actually really want me to be. I shall be.

I'm stupid and arrogant.

Period?

Drop dead.

My Prince Charming so hot! Who arh who arh?

I'm still so pissed about yesterday's yesterday. I don't understand why they are still like what they are last year. I mean come on, we were not even like that last year! Okeh fine, don't compare us and them. Compare them and them. Oh my God. That's like a superbly big huge difference.

And because of them, I'm called semula. What is this? So unglamourous you know! And I seriously don't understand why they want to go to the course so much when their attitude are like that. Come on people. Change. Seriously speaking, we are doing everything for your own good. Listen to all of us.

"If you really want to go to the course, you people better change your attitude."

HAH! Sounds familiar right?

I'm sad for my belo. ): It's so unlike her lah.

Anyways, I went to Seletar reservoir yesterday with parents, Kak Naf and Iffah. Snapped pictures all the way. I shall upload the pictures of the monkeys, who were posing, once I get hold of anyone's Nokia PC suite CD. (:

The monkeys were super cute! And Iffah got excited when the monkey came near our car. It's cute actually. And Mum got so scared though we were just sitting in our car and taking pictures. Then after which, went to Mak Long's for random visiting. AAHH~ Spongebob! Like finally, I can take pictures with it. Heh!

Oh and did you guys know that Ariel's prince charming is hot? I was actually randomly browsing the net with Haziq, ShiHui and Farah. OMG! So hot!

Because why? My prince charming is hot. *DUH*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Okeh, last. Promise.

My prince charming is hot!

What can I do?

Random people with unrandom mess.

Pardon me but I'll be typing quite slow for the next few days for Sister just got us a new silent keyboard and it's really different from the previous one. What's turbo key for anyway?

Anyway, yesterday was fun lah. Somewhat I think.

Woke up really early in the morning at around 5 but only to find out that I can get out of the house after 6. So pissed.

Uniform check and all and seriously, I can't believe one of them actually said that. Denis was like, "Who said that arh? Who said that? If I ever find out who, I'll chop them off!" HAHA! Cute.

Throughout the entire thing we had to stood up though Ms Siti said we could sit. If only there were chairs. Heh!

The stimulation seemed better. Though it was still somehow lame, I think it was better. (: Because why? It works!

English was fun! As always, we laughed non-stop while doing our vocabulary worksheet. I suck alot at vocabulary. No, I didn't just realise it. I knew about it since I was in upper primary. Tsk.

Halfway through last period was the firedrill. Oh no wait, it was the firedrill! HAHA! Okeh, so lame. Mr Faraz was already prepared with his laptop to go off. Wth.

16 of us met outside my class and we ran, like a bird or perhaps a cheetah even, to report to FE hub. So kecoh. Had to stand under the hot sun after that just to make sure nobody fainted. Especially those standing up. Which was exactly what Ms Siti said would happen. But thank God it didn't.

No EMaths. Straight away recess after that. Our food rationing was cereals and I got Milo. The setback was, there wasn't any water. Wth. Good food but no water. And I felt so milo-ish.

Went for History class. Chat nonsense with Amirah, Kamarul and Aisha while waiting for the ever-so late Mr Shah. The period was interesting but before Mr Shah had even the time to go down to get his thumbdrive that he left behind, the bell was about to set off for us to go back to our own classes for customize activity. And he even said to me, "So how? It's so cool right to wear your full-uniform?" Yea, cool indeed!

Then had customize activity which was fun! Grouped with Haziqah, Adrian and Jolene. (: Yea, Jolene was right, I was sweet. But too bad, I'm sweeter every other day. HAHA!

We actually had to pick 10 items to be brought in case of emergency. Bernie's group actually had IPod because it is their source of entertainment. Then they also had PSP which was also for entertainment. They said they will bring batteries so that they can change the batteries of the PSP and IPod. HAHA! And others gave model answers. *Shows angel emoticon*

Since when I have an angel emoticon?

Training was okeh. Amir, Chea Hau and Abdullah came to help. HEH! And now, I'm called 'semula'. WTH. After training, wanted to actually picnic with the rest but too bad, Dad already called to say that he was near school to fetch me. Hmph.

Aites, I'm off to study Physics and Biology. I seriously have no idea how to do AMaths. Oh noooo!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Huge and big sigh.

Dissapointment.

Oh and HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY YA'LL! (:

I sound super lame.