Random~

Hateable lights. Hmph.

Hello everybody! (:

I have nothing better to do right now (apart from doing heymath! and also doing homework) and I'm so super bored. I'm leaving the Virtual Village as it is. Nothing is apearing. Hmph. It's okeh, I'll introduce my character later. (:

So today's training was like always. First Aid lesson was wow. And you should see today's phone. Very nice.

Courtesy of Fauzi and I. There were even emergency numbers by the side.

Had a little talk with the Sec2s. I sincerely hope they've realised that what we're doing, is for their own good. (:

After that had a KFC lunch with The Beroks! Except some. ): Bus-ed home alone. Luckily, there was no one to disturb me. *Hints* And unfortunately, bus 913 just now was rather too comfortable that I seriously felt like sleeping in the bus and go one whole round. *blinks.

At home just now, around 8, played spelling 'class' with Iffah and Sister. Alright, mainly it was Iffah who played. Whilst Sister was the one who gave out cards and I was the one who took pictures and laugh out sweetly. (:

First step:

Draw cards. Whenever she close her eyes, she'll automatically smile. Thus, she decided not to get disturb and so she covered her mouth. HAHA! Nice move. (:

Second step:

Learn how to spell. First you read it from there. Then you'll get the spelling covered and you spell it again.

Third step:

You write down the spellings on a book neatly. And while writing, make sure you laugh. HAHA!

Oh and Sister tried to make chocolate truffle. Truffle? Whatever it's called.

A quarter of it all.

And now, back to Virtual Village. I named all the characters after all the berok's name. Now left with Hidayah! There's no baby girl. I hope the next baby is a girl. And thus, I will complete all 10 names of The Beroks. (:

This is Ziq. Out of name for guys. The next few, you should be able to see their names so yes, I'll leave it to you to read it.

These 3 kids, including Ziq, are the ones who have been helping me collect all the necessary items! Yey! (:

She has a baby. Thus the white thing you are looking at is her baby.

These 4 characters have been doing all the heavy work. Like building the hut, harvesting food and researching. And now, Nasirah and Alif are adept builder. Nabila is a master scientist and Jeremy is an adept farmer. (: YEY!

And this is the tribal chief who is currently so hopeless. He is always thinking. He is always contemplating. When I ask him to do work, he does 'directing work.' Wow!

Yes, Haziq is wearing a robe. This was actually named Shi Hui. But when I realised its a male instead, I changed. Hmph.

And this is where they fuck. All those adult villagers. They'll embrace each other first. If they like it, they'll 'go indoors' into this hut.

See, cool right? (No not Haziq. The game although he was the one who recommended this)

So thus, I'm sweetest and I can swim. *In Virtual Village*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Congkak.

Inside joke! (:

I went for Congkak! And I didn't pass my curfew. Yey! Improvement Nasirah! Improvement.

So anyway, the movie is not as bad Jangan Pandang Belakang but seriously speaking, I personally don't like the movie.

1) Sound effects were too loud. There were even some unnecessary sound effects that almost made me go deaf. Goodness, sound system needs serious help.

2) You tell me, do ghosts sits randomly on/near sink? My goodness. The ghost was more like an innocent old lady who gets her face splashed with acids. Realistic? Personally, no.

3) Erm, sound effects. Sorry but cannot help it. Sound effects were too loud and they covered the voice of the character who was reading the prayer. Personally, should let the prayer be the background sound.

And to top the boredom, my bubble tea finished. Hmph. It was not even half of the movie!

Anyway, I'm bored of heymath! Like please, as if I don't know what HCF and LCM is. They lack pictures. They lack sounds. They need colours! Actually, I'm too tired to do any Maths. I have got to stop complaining. Tsk.

Training tomorrow! I cannot wait! (: *Evil Grins*

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So people, how about a surprise one like last week? Please, get yourself prepared. You should've done all this shits and be ready for it since all the way back to January. Don't tear please. We've gone through what you're going through. Much harder. Much like seriously much.

It's coming nearer to June and if you continue that standard, might as well forget about leading. As a senior, we take our role seriously. As a junior, you should take your role seriously. If you can't even get the smallest thing right, you're in for trouble. And who's to blame? Us?

Certainly not. Everything in life, you can't put the blame on others. Fingers pointing but it's all to yourself. If you think we're making your self esteem low, then let me tell you, you're making my high hopes on you guys go lower. We're not all about love and boosting your morale, we're here to make sure you lead well.

If you think you can't handle sudden news about leading at the very last minute, I think you should quit now. If you can't take it, leave it.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Cause it ain't true.

I'm bored!! GASP GASP GASP!

Alright, like finally, a day break from school apart from Monday! Seriously speaking, I have no idea what to blog.

Yesterday's training was fun! Despite all the shouting, I bet the other 2 NCOs who came down for footdrill with me had fun! We played 'The Game' with the Sec2s and if they still cannot remember, I have no idea what to say.

First Aid, even more fun! Lots of hand exercises yesterday! (:

Physics was so confusing. Since I came in late and had no bloody idea what Ms Lim was talking, I crapped with Hao Yang and Yi Xun. Heh! But it was fun!

Today was even better! History class was rather interesting since we're studying "Rise of Adolf Hitler." And what made it better was that I was sitting in between Amirah and Isaac. Noisy people.

English was like always, so super noisy! And we sang birthday song. Correction, birthday songs. (: After English, bus-ed home with Hazirah and some other random TICs. (:

I swear to God they were super noisy. Right in front were Jody and Yvonne saying super loudly, "HIE NENEK!"

Right beside me was Perinder who was giggling away. And then comes Felicia who talks non-stop and Syahirah who laughed like there's no tomorrow. Hehe! And me? As always, I was quiet. And I was sweetest of course! Heh!

Tomorrow. English class post-poned and I'm suppose to follow Sister to her religious class to hand her project. Goodness, I have nothing better to do I tell you. Then after that, if she permits, I'm going to go with the other Beroks to watch 'Congkak.'

And now, I seriously have nothing better to do. I think I should go reload my mp3 with songs. I just realise that it's getting super boring. Tsk. See, sweet people always have *ehem*latest*ehem* songs and all that.

(S) Hello :] says: this convo lacks of chlorophyll.

* Nasirah says: the chlorophyll step save the world

* Nasirah says: i think he making food lah

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* Nasirah says: i wanna wear baju kurung

(S) Hello :] says: i got no more shirt to wear.

(S) Hello :] says: i wanna wear sari.

* Nasirah says: okeh rubbish

- Haziq says: u froze to death inside the cinema i dunno ah

(S) Hello :] says: HAHAHAHHAHAAA

- Haziq says: *shuts eye to sh*

* Nasirah says: nvrm, got me

(S) Hello :] says: only the stomach froze.

* Nasirah says: can melt

(S) Hello :] says: HAHAHHAHAHAHAAA.

- Haziq says: shit

- Haziq says: wrong shut eye

(S) Hello :] says: i cant stop laughing.

* Nasirah says: aaaahahhahahaha!

(S) Hello :] says: HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

- Haziq says: I WAS EXPECTING SUSHEE TO LIKE

- Haziq says: NVm, i hot so i can melt her

- Haziq says: SKALI

- Haziq says: the opah strikes.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Redundant.

I'm cutting down. (:

Alright now. Sister and I have came to an agreement. Aww. First time ever! (:

So anyways, sad to say, MSN is going to be removed as of 010608. But never you mind, I can still blog. And I can't decide which to hope. Desktop removed from room and use Sister's laptop or desktop stay and can sneakily go EBuddy. Hmm.

Nothing much nowadays. Just that I'm currently stuck on Didi Cazli's song. Hot I tell you! (: And I have a Malay article to read and do some stuff about it by 9.30 tonight. That's like 15 minutes away actually. What the fish. Hmph.

So I guess I should go now. Get things done. Don't worry, even when I'm not at MSN, I'll still blog! (:

But who's going to listen to my woes? Who's going to accompany me when I feel so low? ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Tired.

I can myself move forward if the sky can do it. (:

I am way too tired of everything. School's weekly/daily/hourly/minutely/secondly hectic schedule is over for now but I have classes and trainings to attend for next week and also the following week.

I don't understand how June holidays work.

Courtesy of Dictionary.com:

Holiday:- A time or period of exemption from any requirement, duty, assessment.

Wow. I can see that us students are exempted from everything about school. Wow.

Anyway, Singapore got the Pedra Branca. Sorry, I'm being very random here till I changed the subject so motherfucking-suddenly; from school to Pedra Branca.

Courtesy of MFA:

THE HAGUE, 23 May 2008. The International Court of Justice(ICJ), principal judicial organ of the United Nations, today rendered its Judgment in the case concerning Sovereignty over Pedra Branca/Pulau Batu Puteh,Middle Rocks and South Ledge (Malaysia/Singapore).

In its Judgment, which is final, binding and without appeal,the Court

⎯ finds by twelve votes to four that sovereignty over Pedra Branca/Pulau Batu Puteh belongs to the Republic of Singapore;

⎯ finds by fifteen votes to one that sovereignty over Middle Rocks belongs to Malaysia;

⎯ finds by fifteen votes to one that sovereignty over South Ledge belongs to the State in the territorial waters of which it is located.

Not interested never mind, because this is my blog and I'm interested. (:

Don't ask me about Parent-Teacher Meeting. I seriously think it suck because I felt insulted. Yea, my results are bad but I'm not a disgrace to the Malay community. Please, at the very least, I pass Malay even after stepping into Sec3. Mother, many people dropped. So you can't blame me. Even my Malay teacher will understand.

And yea, I suck at Biology I know. And I know my L1R4 cannot make it to anywhere, according to you. But what do you know, there's a course that I want to take and is acceptable for my points to go RP. Please, I'm not going to dream on. You can say that to my face as much as you want but seriously, I hate it when you start insulting people. Yes, you're nice, but you suck when you insult us.

Lets not talk about L1R5, I can't even make it to YJC with that kind of points. And Sister wants me to beat her L1R5. Hmph.

Open the tap of your potential in life.

- Dr William Tan

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I know.

Yea, I know I am. You can't help it but I can't.

I'm sorry.

While others got their smiles, I got my tears. While others got their report book, I got to return my book without looking at my slip.

I felt like a loser.

I'm sorry I suck at my Sciences. I'm sorry I suck at my studies. I'm sorry that I feel sorry for myself. I know you're holding on to an Alevel certificate that has brought you to somewhere. I'm sorry I'm not as good as you.

I have my own strength and weaknesses. My aim in life is not to get a great certificate. Yes, that I have got to admit. My aim in life has never been about good grades, it has always been about me living it well. And currently, I don't think I'm doing it greatly.

Your words cut me deep. I bet you realise how I cried in your class because you stopped staring at my place like you always do. I'm sorry I'm a disappointment to your career. I'm sorry if I'm the first person in your class to do really badly. I'm sorry that I lack of 'villi' as you said, to absorb all the notes you asked me to memorise.

And you, your words are your prayers. You know what they say. "Your mother's words are prayer's for you."

I'm sorry I suck. I know.

Tell me what I'm suppose to do.

If they can keep it this tidy, I'll hail them. That's for sure.

I have lots to complain. And yes, if you have been the group of people who goes around saying "OMFG! You guys are so fierce. Relax lah!"

Well people, read on. (:

So you tell me, if you were me and your people don't do their job properly. Will you scold them? Will you scream your own sweet voice at them? Will you tell them nicely about their mistakes after they were repeatedly reminded?

Please. We NCOs don't shout for no reason. We NCOs don't shout because we received them before. We NCOs don't have time to shout at them. We rather be in school relaxing and laughing then scolding them. Please, who wants?

We NCOs shout for the best of them.

So I advice you not to pity them and not to tell us NCOs how strict we are and how lenient we should be. Please, I'll shout at you if you tell my fellow NCOs that again. And I'll keep my words.

Try to be in my shoes. Try to be in our shoes.

And you tell me. Why should you be afraid of us? It's not as if I'm screaming at you. It's not as if we're screaming at you. Please, we're treating you. In fact, you should be the one screaming at them. It's you they're treating. Not me. Not us. You.

So you think about it.

I don't know why but some people think we NCOs are the only first aiders around in the school. Please, if we're the only first aiders, what do you take the sec2s for? Why are we training them if we're the only first aiders there? Why am I screaming my lungs out when my fellow NCOs and I are the only first aiders.

What do you take me for? There's only one unique me. Please lah. I don't and can't multiply myself. What do you take us for? There's only ten uniquely us. Please lah. We don't and can't multiple ourself. We're not some kind of wizard and witch. If you are, why not multiply yourself and learn first aid.

Thanks for doing so.

And you? Aren't you a first aider yourself. Why not start taking initiative?

I am so pissed and sick.

I need to sleep. I'm deprived from sleep. No wonder I'm like this.

Hmph.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Tired.

Hie people. I'm too tired to update anything for today. No worries, you don't really miss out anything much.

Those people who cheered during PE period just now, thanks~ Appreciated! (:

And people, bloody hell pick up your phone and stop going to the toilet. Please, I know I don't really make your bladder go full okeh. Tsk.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Wedding. (:

Congratulations Abg Sharil and Kak Masita. (:

So the whole weekend was spent at Bedok. Super tired but it was somewhat fun. I'm too tired to type super long so picture time! And people always say, "Let the pictures do the talking." Okeh people, imply that now.

Decorations:

And I had to entertain kids. Why? Because I'm sweetest. (:

(Sunday; 180508)

Before the groom go off, the hadra did a performance with their kuda kepang dancers.

And off they went to the bride's place.

And this is the side decoration stuff.

After some hoohoohaahaa, approximately 3.30pm, the bride and groom arrived back to the groom's house. (:

Silat:

Professional people:

(That would be the groom's brother himself. Make it shorter, my cousin.)

Dancers:

And then comes the photographing part. Very kecoh! Why? Because that's my aunts and uncles for you. (:

(Another addition to the family.)

After more hoohoohaahaa, we went off for home. Super tired.

And I have yet to finish my AMaths. Oh no. Hmph.

And once again, congratulations to the newly-wed. (:

*Sings the congratulation song~*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Busy again.

Happy 4th Birthday! (:

Behave yourself and get ready for school kid! Less than a month time.

Busy weekend. And I have yet to start filing in and doing all my AMaths worksheet! GASP! By Tuesday. By Tuesday! By Tuesday! By Tuesday! By Tuesday! By Tuesday! By Tuesday! By Tuesday!

By Tuesday!

Okeh enough. I'm not mentally challenged. Okeh not alot but a bit is a maybe. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Tire-ism.

I find SOME people unreasonable.

If it's you, how do you know? If it's not you, how sure are you?

I am so tired I feel like dying. Figure of speech okeh.

You know me, I'm rather slow in thinking early in the morning. Thus, I had to walk from the ending point all the way to starting point with Aishah and Alif just to drop all the people at their own point. Heh! (:

I had fun walking back with them because I learnt that I'm not the only person who behaves like this. This means this. (: Okeh so lame.

I find T people rather unreasonable. Come on lah, I take charge of my own people. If your helpers get injured at the ending point down there, who do you expect to treat? Us right? So if there's any injury, who's at fault? You? Obviously not. Because you people always have the concept, "We are always right and S are always wrong."

Fine, I know you guys are older and wiser but seriously, you want to scold my people for not walking back, you go through me first. F you.

Apologies to my dearests NCOs. (:

Class was boring. I was too tired that I felt really sleepy. ): Luckily, Mr Shah and Mr Lim were going through videos and the assessment books that we should buy to improve our skills. Gosh, if only I have the money and time to go buy them. Hmph.

CCA was okeh I guess. As always, disappointment. I feel like as though I'm teaching the walls of the classroom. No response. No volunteers. Obviously, they were daydreaming because their face tells me all.

I'm so tired and I have a long weekend ahead. Cousin's wedding~ And Iffah is turning a year older. Oldie. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.