Long day ahead.

I loved yesterday! Okeh, most of it at least.

Met up with Kelvin, Yi Xun, Zhi Wei, Yvonne, Jody and Felicia at the Ezlink tap tap thing *inside joke*.

Headed to the McDonalds and waited for the rest there because they passed the timing set. Tsktsk. (:

I was wondering why I had 3 hotcakes when I usually have two. So as I sat there eating and thinking, it struck me that I have been buying the happy meal all this while. No wonder I felt something was missing from the meal.

I got scolded by Yi Xun for taking picture while eating because we were somewhat already late. And evil Jody said, "Yi Xun, why you scold her? Scold more next time!" or something like that.

See lah. My classmates are evil people.

Set off for school after that. I seriously think we look like some mafia going for a fight. Hehe! Why shouldn't I think like that?

Very mafia right?

Too bad arh. I'm too innocent to be a mafia. Hehehe.

Waited at the canteen before boarding the bus to Changi Beach.

In the bus, sat around noisy people. Noisy deprived-from-PSP I must say.

And so, we reached there and was greeted by one of the Parks people. (: We have to give out this bookmark to the members of the public and 'educate' them on why littering is bad.

Ivan: Eh got rubbish bin!

Bernie: YES! Rubbish bin! See, just bin it! Bin the bookmark!

Me: Woi! Go recycle lah!

Great minds think alike. (:

Parks Person: You are to give out the bookmarks all the way till carpark 4. Don't go beyond that. And there's a playground nearby at carpark 4.

Class: *Smiles*

Perinder: Okeh 3-4, you know what to do!

Random pictures as we walked all the way from carpark 1 to 4 about 2 or 3 times within an hour or so. (:

And so, they wanted to take a picture together. Some were in, some were not. All were complaining about the hot sun. LOL.

So someone shouted, "Don't take so many lah! Later bluetooth! Very hot leh!"

And this is them, bluetooth-ing the picture. UNDER THE HOT BLAZING SUN! Tell me, LOL or not?

Before we could head off to the playground, Mr Chong(!) came with his ubber cute son! Same hairstyle! Very cute! No, not the hair, the son. Cuter than Mr Chong! *EHEM*

Felicia was disturbing the kid. So yea, tears was filled at the eyes. Poor thing! AHAHA!

The whole class headed to the playground together with Mr Chong and Mdm Asmita (our Teacher-IC since Mdm Jas couldn't come along). So yes, I can see that my class is a bunch of deprived people! I think it's due to too many Maths works.

Told you so. And so, here we end our day from CIP @ Changi Beach.

Got home, relaxed for a very long while and smsed Farawrie before her plane got to "Please fasten your seatbelt." mode. LOL.

Reached meeting point much super earlier than expected because dad sent me a little earlier. Smsed SH to come earlier and then bought foodstuff for Nabila.

I say it's TOO LATE.

Haiyerrr. Some people just can't use common sense. Stupid BiTcH.

The AGI rocks! But I'm diamond! Stupid tent was blocking our view so we couldn't see our GOH Ambulance except for the marching in and out part.

Managed to spot quite a number of people like, Farhan (Sec1), Alif (Sec 1), Haziq, Faris, Jeremy and Jerome.

To these people, a great job well done. Keep up the standard for weekly training, please.

And thus, we end the day with a great shower and sleeping like a log time! And I think it's time for me to load pictures on slide shows. This might just make my blog laggy. Tsk. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

PS. Videos will be uploaded tomorrow. I think.

Till further notice..?

I've been raised up to show no fear. I'm gonna hold and make it clear.

I promise I'll update. Not now, not later, not today.

Currently, I'm dead tired from today's activity. But it's okeh because I had fun! (:

I'll update real soon. Along with the video, I think. Hehe!

TICs and NCOs is loved! (:

Thus I'm sweetest.

Trip.

Dearest Farawrie,

Have a safe trip to Thailand. Don't turn to a you-know-what. Heehee!

Remember to come back so that you can start mugging. (:

Don't worry about EHEM because we'll be keeping an eye on for you. Now lets see, which EHEM is this? Don't forget to smile always! Get online frequently when you're there so that we can get latest updates from you.

Hope you will have a smooth ride! Come back soon! (;

Sweet Love,

Nasirah

Teachers' and Staff Appreciation Day 2008

Yey us! (:

Today was awesome! I meant the mini-party that 3TIC had. Hehe! Anyway, bought food for the class at Vista Point. Heh! See, cheap stuff! (:

Went to school in the morning carrying two plastic bags filled with crackers. My gosh, embarrasing! But nevermind, I was not the only one. Hehe! Since Panda volunteered his service last night to carry the crackers to class, I can say nothing but to accept! Haha! Okeh fine, I was happy lah because I wouldn't have to carry it because it's certainly not glamourous. LOL.

The day was kicked off with something unpleasant. Urgh. The sight of her. The sight of her. Spoils everything.

Okeh, maybe not that much.

So while waiting, captured few faces. Hehe!

I was bored. We 7 were bored. So yea, we died. Okeh, shut up Nasirah.

Went back to class. When we first came, I thought we were having silent party because it was almost quiet. Tsktsk. Nabila and I kept quiet for a while because we have yet to recover from the spoiler-of-every-days. So after a while, all of got hyped up! And we started playing frisbee and this chair thing.

I have actually converted a video which has included on what 3e4 did. But since some people has been forcing me to update and it already takes me almost a day just to update this one post, I shall reserve the video for next time round. Most likely, it'll be next week.

Now let me leave you a picture and you may have fun guessing what we played with Mdm Jas.

Okeh, have fun guessing! And yes, I had fun laughing behind the camera! (;

Concert was okeh I guess. The rap, Wahidah's and Jessica's performance are on the top of my list for best performance. The rest was a job well done.

Slacked around with Farah, Amirah, Aishah and Hazirah near the 962 area because I certainly didn't want to get home early for dad and sister is at home. Heh!

Excited for tomorrow's service learning! Okeh, actually I'm excited for the journey to the place itself. HAHA! Better than nothing. Anyway, I'll be going for both SJ stuff and service learning. Thus, I shall sleep like a log on Saturday night. Woo~

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Solutions!

Now all I need are your motivations. I love my table! (:

Today in school was awesome, I guess.

I think, 3e4 and teachers entering our class, didn't eat their mental medication/s or something thus, they got bonkers during lesson. Tsktsk.

Gotten back our report file during assembly period. I was shocked! I mean like, seriously super shocked! I swear I thought it was a misprint because I've never passed Biology, what's more getting full marks! So I found out it was our assignment work. Heh! So now, we should start doing our assignments. (:

Chemistry period was hilarious. Serene was being this one auntie who does her work ever-so slowly. Lol! I find my classmates cute and crazy. (: And the recent Chemistry test, I passed! Hehe!

Biology was more about respiration and misconception. Anyway, it's the same thing going over and over again but at least I'm having fun and currently am aiming for higher scores for Biology!

Hurrah Nasirah!

We went to Paya Lebar Air Base at approximately during 12 and to reach there half an hour later.

In the bus, Issac was trying to do something mean to this other bus. So yea, imagine the kecohness of the bus. LOL.

And yes, the bus ride was super noisy because every one was laughing ever-so loudly due to an inside joke. Heh! My class mates are bad people, but they're nicest people to be with.

The aerial show really reminded of the times when 2e1 went for aerospace course. Nabil and his boeing airplane! Heh! And everyone, especially me, getting the airplane crashed all the time. Reading the scale to move is certainly not very fun but flying airplanes are interesting! (:

So anyway, let this pictures make you people wonder what we did at the open house. (:

This thing got me attracted to it. LOL. Then Getah Singer *inside joke* took picture of Pao and Zhaf being the 'monsters' attacking the place. HAHA!

And yea, I like the air-con thing. It's like just so super nice because it was a freaking warm day today. So yes, it kept me cool. *Ehem*

Everyone that was tired and dehydrated. Some went to get ice-cream so those sitting around decided to make a joke out of them so we told them they weren't suppose to eat at this certain area. Unfortunately, it didn't work for Jody and Joline because they found out about it. Hehehe! And who's our first victim? Felicia and Perinder. (:

Presenting, Mr Chairperson 2008 of 3 The International Class, Mr Bani :

Presenting, Mr Vice-Chairperson 2008 of 3 The International Class, Mr Lam KY:

And this speaker got me terribly vibrating because I was sitting opposite it. But no worries, at least the show was awesome! Total worth it! (:

Berok Dance Mascot! (: Hurrah!

Almost everyone, soon gave up on sitting down because the aircon making the place a little warmer. What's more, people were laughing ever-so loudly again. Noisy people!

Sign stated: No eating and drinking.

Bernie: No! We are drinking and eating!

Issac: No lah! We're only eating. Not drinking.

Me: Nooo! We're just tasting this food!

Yi Xun: Yes! We're just sampling this food for tomorrow's party.

HAHA! What kind of Eanglish do my class learn? Awesome English with awesome crazy teacher.

And therefore, I present to you, the 3TICs' back noticeboard. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

E-Learning Day.

Random-ity, who's fault? Hehe!

I'm taking a break from EMaths online lesson. It's like, so super draggy. Not only that, it's lagging like hell.

Not only my FF is lagging, my whole Live Messenger is lagging too. Because people come to me and complain. And I go to people and complain. HAHA!

I'm currently having this super headache ache. I think I read too much Spud. Screw you Spud!

I want to go to school now! HAHA! Okeh shut up. AMaths test tomorrow. I'm excited! LOL.

Okeh now, lets get back to ELearning. Oh my God.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

If only we don't grow up.

Sometimes, all that you could ever think about was to be a kid again. But then again, we wouldn't have been able to see the great world that God has created if we remained a kid. We wouldn't have been able to meet the people who would be there for us and try to cheer us up.

But then again, being a kid again is everyone's best option.

 

Woke up in the morning. Can't help but to keep on yawning. Feel so lethargic, what am I going to do? Nah, I don't turn on the radio for a basic 5 minutes. Crazy?

I was wide awake in the morning. Probably because I was excited for tomorrow. Which I bet you see no connection in there. Heh!

School was fine I suppose. Am currently suppose to finish up this something that 3e4 is suppose to do. Hehe. But I'm kinda lazy to do it today. Maybe tomorrow.

Currently, I'm holding on to Haziq's book, Spud. English period was going through of paper, which I passed, and also checking of the stroybook we read. So yes, Spud is somewhat a super guyish book that I suggest NO girls that are againts p*** to read. Seriously.

I spent the whole morning in class complaining to Panda about my flu. Sorry arh. Hehe. So my eyes were droopy and I guess sleeping was the best thing that I could and must do. But I didn't. Good girl you see..?

Physics was boring but fun. As always, I get super hyper because that's the only way I can absorb lesson. (See Mr Chong, I don't need villi okeh. For my brain, I mean.) We learnt speed-time graph today! Yes, we're still at kinematics. Lol. (: Very confusing. Oh wells, extra lessons next week. Can die I tell you!

EMaths was about applying bearings and whatever-nots into a 3D diagrams. Gaaah! Can I like, jump over the railing at gunz? Anyways, I managed to pull through I guess. (:

Pull through lessons, number 1. Pull through exams, I might just die.

Malay periods were as always. The guys were being their usual self, ended up having someone hurt. LOL. Not funny now but it was, just now. Hee. The teacher-student acting thing is almost ending. My group will be the last one, presenting on Wednesday. I'm going to remain shy and quiet. But with those kind of guys in my class, doubt so.

Note: That was a compliment. LOL.

Moving on people, moving on.

Got home rather early today because I was basically tired and can't-be-bothered-about-school-anymore. Planned to ride the 912 bus home with Hazirah but we both cancelled it for we were busy being busy bodies. Hehe!

There was an accident nearby, so we decided to walk home instead so that we can actually see the accident. Heh! Then there were some residents, being typical Singaporeans, who were surrounding the place and some, according to our beliefs, actually rushed down from their homes to see the accidents.

But really, the two of us are not that busy bodies for we casually walked home. Hee. *Right*

So while walking home, there was the fire brigade's mini-lorry (what the heck) that was rushing, I bet, off to somewhere near 888. So today, I shall conclude that it is the injury/accident day! Yey!

Okeh, actually, it's nothing to be celebrating about. Hehe!

Tried to switch on the stupid computer but failed for 3 times in a row. It ended up getting restarted despite of the fact that I already ran the FAT32 stuff. This proves that 32 is a bad number. Hmph.

I think it's time for Dad to get me a laptop instead of a new phone. *hints*

Fetch Iffah home and I saw this nursery kids getting so hyped-up! Like, come on, it's only school. What the..

Heard the kids singing "Say goodbye to everyone." When will they change the song? Or maybe at least the rhythm.

Tomorrow's E-learning day. The Day that everyone, I think, is looking forward to. It's just so fun to not be in school. They should do it more often. Considering that they don't overload the server. Tsk.

Currently, I'm like so super bored. I'm unhappy because this someone has gone wayyyy too overboard. But overall, I'm happy for I saw. (: Then again, I said I will forget. Haiyeer. I seriously need to make up my mind.

Nasirah is a lil too fickle-minded!

There's something else I wanna say but I guess I'll spare your eyesight and you brain juice and my energy for some other day. Hehe.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Promising.

Last night I told my sister, today is certainly not TGIF. More like OhGodIt'sFriday.

But then again..

So what has been up and down..? Quite a lot of things I suppose.

And I guess many still don't believe the phrase, "What goes around comes around."

"Cause what goes around comes around what goes up must come down."

- Alicia Keys; Karma.

Karma:

Theosophy. the cosmic principle according to which each person is rewarded or punished in one incarnation according to that person's deeds in the previous incarnation.

Courtesy of Dictionary.com

So please, every time lesson time, will you just shut up and listen. It's a no wonder if you keep on failing that subject because you keep cursing and swearing that teacher. I have had enough. I'm here to study. I'm there to get away from being so stressed. I'm there to learn. I just don't want to listen to your crap anymore. I have had more than enough of all this.

I'm like so really sad for I have to go for AGI next week and on that exact same day, I have Service Learning with fellow TICs. ): I do want to spend a day with my fellow juniors but I really want to spend an even more quality time with my TICs considering the fact that we're always seperated for almost all activities. From Racial Harmony Day class activity to enjoying RHD concert to 10th Year Anniversary Walkathon to NDP Connect Singapore. Please lah. For once, I want to enjoy something with them. It's that like, so hard to ask for?

I don't know how. I want to go both. And that is like, the only Service Learning Day we're going to have.

I'm feeling blue, dejected, desolate, dispirited, down, downcast, downhearted, dull, dysphoric, gloomy, heavy-hearted, low, melancholic, melancholy, spiritless, tristful, unhappy and wistful. And please, I'm not so pathetic till I feel so down just because of one matter or two.

I have many questions and nobody can answer it. And AMaths test is coming. Prepared? Unprepared? I have no idea.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

But then again.

Tsk tsk.

I had fun in EMaths class today. LOL. Mr Lymen Neo was being a mute teacher whereas Mr Issac Tan was being the drop-out teacher. HAHA! You should have seen. I guess we're all not cut out to be teachers. Hurrah 3e4! (:

I'm rather sad today because I finally really truly understand and know why. Eurgh. I feel so slow and stupid for I only felt likewise after so much incidents.

I'm tired. I'm stressed out. I screwed Chemistry Test just now. I'm still going to fail Combined Science and Mdm Jas will surely call down my parents again. Whatever lah, can't be bothered with human beings anymore.

That's why I tend to go around places with bunch of beroks. They're not humans you see.

Anyway, I have got to start studying because AMaths test is round the corner. Luckily though, I improved my skills. Especially through partial fractions. Hehe! (:

2e1 is a memory that all of us should keep forever. For now, try to focus and concentrate. I know it's going to be difficult, but try.

- Mr Lim.

My reflections suck. But I think he is the only teacher that I dare to open up with. Apart from Ms Siti. I miss Ms Siti. Why can't she come back, like tomorrow?

Sweet Love

Toodles.

But I keep trying.

I'm suppose to be studying for Chemistry right now but heck, I'm currently super listless sia. So anyway, I have decided to start studying at around 8pm later so yes, it will not get delayed. I think.

School today was rather, slow. English was quite fast though. I think because I was rather hyper in the morning for the fact that I finished AMaths! YEY! So yea, awesome lah.

Currently, I really have nothing much to complain about. Looking forward to E-Learning day because I don't have to go to school and don't have to go for PE. Hee hee! Not only that, there's no need to attend History class. But sadly though, will be studying and doing homework through internet. Wah die! I have one SEQ to be done by next week and GASP lah. It's going to be freaking difficult.

This post is really boring because I'm bored like I-have-no-idea-what.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Screwed.

I want to cry lah!

Alright, so I have my AMaths Preparatory Test tomorrow and I'm superbly not ready lah! Stupid revision paper makes me feel stupid. Tsk. Suppose to be studying right now but I can't study alone! Sister is asleep and I'm stuck with the questions. Highly irritating.

On a little happier side of studies and tests, I passed Biology for like, the first time ever! And it was all thanks to the additional one mark that everyone gets! Else, I would have failed by half a mark. Hehe! Mr Chong said my answers would have been correct if the question asked something else. Haiyeeer! When will I ever answer to the question?!

PISA survey just now was rather lame. I got nothing but English and it kind of screwing my head right now. There were like so many things to read and the 'instructor' didn't say that the paper would be 2 hours but for 2 separate periods. So I ended up rushing the paper. Sigh! But still, it was sort of an easy paper because everything is base on the reading. Hee! (:

The survey was somewhat unrealistic because they asked me about my parents' previous/current main work and what their main work is all about. Weird, but yea.

Dropped by for last 45 minutes of SJAB. Last parade was bad. Slacked outside the SJ room with the ambulance since they were released early so I was looking at them doing the last parade. Came 5 beroks: Naufal, Firdaus, Faris, Jeremy and Haikal, and they stood in one straight line with me in the middle and squeezed me. Nah, not to death of course. Else I wouldn't be here typing. (:

Alright, I'm so done. Now, lets all play Gunz and wake early tomorrow morning to study AMaths. Die lah!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

And so we thought

Because life is confusing.

I am so tired. It's a 4-day week yet I'm much more lethargic than every other days. I guess due to the excessive work I'm facing. Haiyeeer.

Anyways, I passed Social Studies! Heehee! And I have AMaths Prep Test this Saturday and I already plan with Sister to mug all night tomorrow. Lets just hope it happens because I seriously need help from her though she's an AMaths-dropout as so she claimed.

Tomorrow's going to be a short learning day and I'm not that glad because I'm getting keen to learn. Especially if you're talking about Biology. (:

I'm so going to take a break now because I'm just so tired. Haiyer haiyer haiyer!

And I think it's CH's fault because he said he would be coming to school on my behalf for 2 months! Screw you!

And I'm gonna be screwed for Nov camp if he knows I said 'Screw you' to him. Die lah!

*Shows highly innocent face*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

You Remind Me.

If only it could be true again.

OMG. I'm having this clever headache! Argh!

Nah, it cannot be stupid because the headache is caused by my studies, so that explains the cleverness of the headache. Get it? Okeh shut up.

Yesterday was really depressing. Why? Because I got down to business like no body's business. I mean, I got really honest and hardworking.

Since Mr Lim wanted those who failed to write down a reflection and all, I did so truthfully. See, I'm an honest student. *Right.*

Wanted to crash to bed right after I finish my EMaths but thank the mouth, I actually asked Sister to help me with AMaths and I couldn't get myself an awesome rest last night. Haiyeeer!

Spent the whole night studying AMaths while watching MIO tv. Wah! Can die you know! Ended up sleeping at around 3.15am but we initially planned to stay awake and do countdown to the time that we should wake up at. Tsktsk.

Today was okeh I guess. I was really in the down-to-business mode so I made myself wide awake. Don't ask me how but I just did.

Stayed back with Kak Belo today to get some work done. The 'study group' that was suppose to have started since January. LOL. But yea, managed to solve almost all of one of the worksheet and halfway through 9.1 of AMaths. YEY! (:

The camp planning is always side tracking. Why? Because the people planning it, except me, are beroks. Ishkishk. And the problem now? I'm like the sweetest of them all.

Biology tomorrow! I don't want to fail again! But then, if I pass, I'll owe Kak Belo a drink. Haiyeeer! But, must pass! No more failing because I don't want this particular teacher of mine to keep looking down on me. And no Mr Chong, not referring to you.

And I think I'm getting more villi to absorb all my studies. Ehem.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Tak mengenal ingkar.

So heads up, it's not the end. Lets start again. (:

I just can't understand. I have my pride. My honour. You can't destroy them with your words. I am much more than you see. So just beat it.

H is for heart. H is for hurt.

F is for friend. F is for foe.

S is for sweet. S is for sour.

Whatever it may be, I'm still me and you can't change that fact. I'm proud of being who I already am.

***

I am officially bored, sick and tired of everything. Tried to do AMaths in the afternoon, but I can't even get a single question correct. Urgh. Life. Why did I even pass Maths last year? I'm in deep shit now.

And Mother don't understand me at all. She's trying to force me to stop going to tuition at Kak Diana's and go to my neighbour's so that my days will be spared. But excuse me, can't she see? I am never comfortable with my neighbour!

To me:

Comfortable means understanding my work.

Uncomfortable means failing the very next tests that I'm going to face.

There's school tomorrow and I don't even know if I'm prepared for it. I'm not ready to face any more topics. I'm not ready for any more tests. And Mr Lim says he's going to change my place.

But can't you see, wherever I am at, I can't do it. Not yet. I don't think I'm prepared.

Gaaaaaaah! F life lah.

And please, stop reminding me that I am the bottom 10 in the class. So what if I am? You are not in my position so you have no idea what I'm facing.

So you see me smiling and laughing. But you will never know how much hatred I have etched in me. And I thought you'd be the first to understand every single shit teenagers are going through. But I was wrong. You are all the same.

I gave up hope on you. And I guess you should give up hope on me.

Stop telling me, "Been there, done that."

You were in my position 6 years ago. But time has change. Can't you see?

You did what I did? Not entirely. What did you do? Were you taking subjects that you have no confidence in? Were you facing people who don't respect you for what and who you are? Were you?

So stop it and just let me control everything.

You don't control my life. Not now, not ever.

I don't feel like going to school tomorrow.

Although Chea Hau offered to exchange place for 2 months! Muahaha! (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.