Whatever.

That's what I'm here. Listing it all down.

Two days of schooling in week 9. It was awesomely bad. I get pissed of easily and I begin to wonder why.

Lets start from Monday all the way till the end of today.

1) PE period was such a torture. Due to some one's lack of judgement, TICs have to run 2 more rounds. I seriously thought it will be on that hour. I almost had to run 4km today. Wow. And yea, the fact that the teachers are actually pushing us like no body's business seriously pisses me off. Stop rubbing in the fact that we students don't put in effort. How would you know if I have tried it with all my might or not? You are not me. And you know what, sometimes I miss running with Sui Sen's instructor back in OBS. She was giving me encouragement all the way and not "You are not trying hard enough." Now that kind of fucking attitude(as in the attitude you teachers are giving us now) is what I don't like. It's because of that, I totally switch off during PE and not bother to listen to you teachers anymore. But note this, I still put in my effort, 100% of it, to run.

2) Just what do you take me for? I was about to eat my lunch and you called me up for the 'meeting.' When I'm there, you didn't even take a minute to talk to me. When I passed them to you, what do you do to it? You put it aside and read it only at the very last minute. And you are blaming me for all the facts that was left out? Fuck. I want out.

3) Why do people have to actually blame me for everything and anything?

4) The guys in my class. Some are just plain irritating but some are friendly. Seriously, there's limit to everything. Yes, I may appear happy and friendly to all of you now. But once you get beyond my limit, there's no way you can bring it down all the way to it's minimum anymore.

5) The meeting. No, it's not the officers. It's not the seniors. It's the Sec 2s. It's really disappointing. You don't even know simple stuff and now you want to already bring yourself to the next limit. Go step by step. If you can't lead yourself, don't bother leading others because you won't get them on the right track. It wouldn't be nice. And if you don't bother to buck up now, this is a serious warning. Final warning. You will suffer in our hands. And I'm not kidding anymore.

6) There's AMaths test tomorrow! I'm so stressed challenged! Then there's still Biology test. Omfg. I don't want to fail Biology. I'm scared to fail Biology. I don't understand teachers. They use discrimination as a form of encouragement. It ain't working.

***

Today went quite well. There's no PE! I understand EMaths! I understand History! And best of all, I had fun during break 2. HAHA!

Aziz = AhMengology. Paolo = How to cut the neck? Haziq = Pure Coology. Farah = Hawaiian language. Nabila = Combined Coology/Irrisistableogy. Shi Hui = Cute Education.

I'm still wondering what I should teach. Hmm. Sweetlogy? Oldogy? Sweetoldogy? I'm still figuring it out.

And I think Aziz can audition for the Ah Meng position. Heh! Oh no! I think Ancient History is first period tomorrow. (Inside joke)

***

Mr Faraz: But you know, being their form teacher and your English teacher, I felt bittersweet. 3e4: HAHA! Nasirah Nasirah Nasirah! Mr Faraz: What? Why? 3e4: HAHAHA! Nasirah! Bittersweet! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Bloody hell. Sweet stuff are always associated to me. Why? Because I AM sweet. *DUH*

There's another one too but I forgot what it was. Then there's more. I'm rather irritating today. Apologies Kak Kiirah.

- Nasirah said: s = sweet = nasirah (: ♬ aylie said: ehem mcm nak muntah ... :P

HAHA! She was actually asking for good characteristics; like a stands for amiable. B stands for Barney. Et cetra.

HAHA!

Teacher: Bani. Bernie: Eh teacher! You don't make fun of my name arh cher!

Teacher: Barney. Bernie: Eh teacher! You don't make fun of my name lah!

Teacher: Barney. Bani: Err..

I like my classmates! But there are limits.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Chalet. (:

So that I won't remember that I forget. (:

Happy Advance 21st Birthday Abg A-ah.

Abg Amy: Eh A-ah, tengok handphone. Abg A-ah: *Passes handphone over and takes out wallet* Abg Ali: Eh aper ni? Nak buat aper? Abg A-ah: *Passes wallet over and takes out watch* Abg Zali: *Carries birthday boy over to swimming pool* Abg Ali & Abg Amy: Tolak skali tak? Tolak skali?!

YEY! Last night was fun lah. Oh, direct translation, Abg A-ah was thrown into the swimming pool at around 2330 or so. And unfortunately or fortunately, he already figured the saboing part by himself. HAHA! And he surrendered his stuff even before the 'organisers' got a chance to plan the whole thing. HAHA!

And the food was nice. But I was practically full for I have eaten the noodles at home. Sheeesh!

Went home at around 1 in the morning after sending Kak Yana and Abg Is home. My nieces are the kecohest people you can ever find in a party. And I'm the sweetest person you can ever find in a party. In fact, I'm the sweetest person you can ever find in this world. (:

Today! Second period was fun. (: The guys, as always, talks crap. Went to meet up with the debate peoples after that. So kecoh. In the end, after a few minutes of discussion, we ended up eating then went to CWP for stuff. HAHA! And yea, Nabila is right lah. I look so blue today. She meant the way I dressed but I meant the way I feel. I want to find out the root of the problem. And you know what? I think my English is getting from bad to worse. GASP! Like as if it was a surprise.

My house area is like so noisy. The chingay organised by the Admiralty GRC (I think) is like so WOAH! The song "Everybody dance now" keeps on playing and playing. Reminds me of the super fun and the first ever Secondary School performance I've ever had. HipHop! (: And I didn't take pictures. Why? Because my prince charming is hot! HAHA! Okeh, shut up. Because I can't upload the pictures anyway. So why bother taking right? And anyway, I still have the monkeys photo to upload. Tsk.

This computer feels so pathetic. And you know what? I want a laptop! ): So that I can use it anytime I want. Heh! Happyface (:

YEY! School tomorrow. ): I have yet to finish my AMaths. Aww! And there's PE tomorrow. I don't want to run. It's not as if I don't put in the effort lah. I just can't run. Is that wrong? You people are PE teachers. They are a bunch of students with the stamina to run. Bloody hell, I'm not like them. I'm not like you. I'm not sporty. I'm not active. The only active thing you can ever see is my mouth. Yea, I talk a lot nowadays. I don't want to run!

Ouh, there's debate tomorrow. And *wonder* have I done my debate speech? 3e4 vs 5n3

GASP GASP GASP! ):

I'm not feeling the nervousness. So is that good or is that bad?

Sweet Love

Toodles.

A shoulder.

Yesterday was seriously a planned day that gone all wrong. Especially during SJ. ):

Lesson time was okeh I suppose. I can bet Mr Chong will start picking on me ever since I can't answer the question. ):

Mr Chong: Okeh, write down the the cortex cells. Shabnam: Eh Cher! What kotex? Class: AHHAHA! Shabnam!

And I must admit, Biology class is getting rather fun. HAHA! Especially with 3e4. (:

Mr Chong: How many more periods till I have to end this lesson? Felicia: Cher! Recess time already lah! Shabnam: Yar Cher! You don't believe us arh? Recess time already laah! Class: Ya lah cher! You so bad! Never let us go recess! *Laughs out loud* Felicia: Cher! Recess time already lah! You can go off now! BYE! Mr Chong: *Checks timetable at noticeboard* Mr Chong: Funny arh funny arh! *Smiles*

HAHA! And every time Mr Chong pretends to go out of the class door for an example on how cell moves, we would shout, "Bye Uncle Chong!" (:

After recess was AMaths. Jolene kept rubbing it in that I have yet to finish my surds. Hmph! (: But so far, matrix is okeh. Surds is not okeh. And AMaths test coming soon! ): GASP!

English test was okeh. I seriously hope I'll pass my comprehension lah. I'm always failing that component. So.. Okeh nevermind.

Stayed back alone (!) and did AMaths! I finished 1 and a half exercise for a period of half an hour. Cool right? Should do that more often. Not.

CCA was total turn off.

**

If you really want to lead, then prove it to us. You guys are not showing the standard. If you really think that getting the rank is that easy, you thought wrong. Whatever we say, you won't listen. You just want to continue what you have been doing all this while. You just want to continue and do things your way. What is this?

Leading is not as easy as ABC. It's difficult. You have to juggle your school life, your extra activities, extra classes, friends, family, your own happiness, your exams and the time needed to plan every single things. You can tell now that it's simple, but it really isn't.

If that is the way you want it to be, than we shall continue them.

And who do you think you are? Barging in just like that as if they were yours. Look who's the one in-charge? Why do you have to barge in and say what you want to? What kind of attitude is that suppose to be? All you two care about is the honour. All you two care about is the name. That's bloody lame. It's not simple.

Such a bunch of letdown.

**

All I did last night was to sleep my sorrows away. Yesterday was such a letdown. Sorry Mam, it didn't go on as planned. Yesterday was such a disappointment. I really think all of you deserve to get all the running.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Cave. Wth?

In search of later B. Then C. Then D. So on, and so forth. I have nothing better to do. And I know you know that. HAHA! (:

I busied myself with Chemistry so early in the morning. Okeh, early not as in 4 or 5 in the morning but at around 7. HAHA! The test was okeh I suppose. I know all the questions, I think I can do half of the paper, I think I can get marks for quarter of the paper. Heh! Omfg. I need to score my Chemistry in order to pass my combine seh. Hmph.

Assembly was super Science-ish. No wait, more like, Biology-ish. Mr Chong did his presentation like as if we're in Biology class. Alamak! Then Chemistry! Described aboveeee.

Had 3 super long periods of Biology after that. Had to do workbook and it took us more than 2 periods. While doing, Mr Chong called out our names for the practical book and I swear I thought I was going to have a super long lecture by him but I didn't! Yey! My practical book is like much well done than the other Biology stuff. So sheeesh!

EMaths was like always. Tsk. Jolene so noisy. HAHA! Break 2 was fun! Not really fun lah but it was okeh.

I was pratically noisy-ing around the class because Mdm Jas wanted the EMaths worksheet from the leaders by today. Hand in personally! *GASP* So yea, had this super shocking conversation lah.

Me: Eh! OMGOMGOMG! Where's the rest? How am I suppose to hand in? EH! Jolene! Paper! Lend me lend me lend me! Joleeeeeeeene! Lend me paper! Lend me lend me! Jolene: Eh noisy lah you! Wait arh! HaoYang: So noisy!! Eh shh! Me: Ehh! OMGOMG! I never do this question! AHH! Eh paper! Somebody lend me the paper! Paper paper! Lend me lend me! Paper lend me! HaoYang: You so noisy lah! Augustin: HAH?! She noisy arh? Sure? Reyhana: Yar! She's so kecoh! She's super noisy! Augustin: Serious arh? Me: AHHH~ See? Augustin said I'm shy and queit! Jolene: HAHA! Nasirah, stop deceiving yourself.

HAHA! My classmates are such noisy people. They actually entertain my crap. Like how 2e1 did! AAHH~ Especially KimYet, Jolene and Fauzi. HAHA! After break2, they'll always be at my table making nonsensical joke. So yes, after break 2, you know what I would be expecting.

AMaths was spent on worksheet. So boring. For 2 periods, I actually completed the worksheet till question 3. Wth. I feel so slow. ): I want to be like last year. But who am I kidding? AMaths and Sec 2 Maths is super different. AMaths is double the difficulty level. Tsk.

After school was a short meeting for debate. You know why short? Because most of the time, we were talkig gibberish. HAHA! Not my fault. *Blinks eyes innocently*

YEY! Tomorrow is Friday. Oh no. I still haven't recover from cough. Wth. But good! I want to lose voice! Good! Keep it up me! (:

Anyway, it's Friday! There'll be lesser periods. There'll be training. There'll be fun me! YEY! I think Chea Hau and Abg Amir is coming tomorrow. I hope Chea Hau and Abg Amir will be coming tomorrow. Inclusive of the other two scary seniors. Heh! (:

They have better improve. Else. *Shows evil smirk*

Okeh done.

FARAH says: where's nenek sweet? ¤ Haziq says: Nenek more sweeter lorh

This proves that I am sweet. Therefore, this motion should stand! (:

Argh! Debate on Monday. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Random feelings.

I miss being white. *Sadface*

YEY! Today was fine though I was sad to find out that I failed Physics. Wow. As if that was a surprise. Considering the short period of time I put in to revise my work. Hmph.

So anyway, lesson was good. MT was nonnnnnsense. She kept on hinting to my group. As if to make us feel guilty conscience lah but really, so pissed. She wasn't hinting to Bani's group. Like hello! *Hie* What is this? So unfair. Hmph. We actually had this 'forum' on two dandom random topics and it was so boring. What more, Farah and I were somewhat squeezed behind four tables. All the 3E Malay students in Le3end5' classroom. So squeezy, no doubt.

AMaths was okeh. Found out that Mr Lim wouldn't be coming in to class tomorrow due to his robotic's commitment. So yea, we'll be sitting in groups to get all our worksheets done. GASP! I have lots. Seriously.

And like always, I got so confused during lesson that all I need was a friend's help. Who else is nearest to me other than Jolene right? So I asked for help. After that, we did some random talkings while doing our work. Like always.

Me: I'm shy and quiet. Jolene: HAHA! Stop lying to yourself! HAHA! Me: I'm shy and quiet. Jolene: You are loud and outspoken. Me: I'm shy and quiet. Jolene: Eh look! Prince Eric is outside! Me: *Shows wth face* Jolene: AHHAHAHAHAHHA! *like mad*

So evil. That Jolene.

Anyways, EMaths after that and Mdm Jas never fails to make me confuse every time I finally understand what she was talking about. Alamak betol! Social Studies was GASP! Mrs Kok might be coming in next week so yea, I'm going to be an angel. No wait, I already am one. (:

Physics was boring as usual. You tell me, since when I enjoyed Physics? Okeh kidding, I enjoyed once which was like on Monday. And we got our result and I'm proud to say that I got a pathetic 10. Wow. At the very least Nasirah, you didn't get 0. So be happy! (:

After school was the beloing period. HAHA!

So yea, the niggachi is as old as the niggasweet and niggashi. (:

HAPPY 15th BIRTDAY AISHAH! (:

And yea, today felt so snow white-ish. Tsk. I wonder why.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

State of err..

Keep it on a cutie girl cause I'm really into you yeah Tell me is there a way that I can spend some time with you So much I wanna know about you Seems like I can't do without you You really turn me on you got it goin' on Anything you ask I'll do for you So baby don't you see You mean the world to me Just one thing I have to know Baby can I make it right

There's nothing much I can say but I had fun today in class. All thanks to Jolene and Felicia and Isaac who are trying to kill me slowly. Just because I'm old. Oldie lah! HAHA! Okeh, inside joke. And also because of Jolene's dying calculator. Eh hello! *Hie* Get yourself a new one lah. Because mine isn't old. HAHA! Okeh, inside joke. Again.

Lesson was great! Especially Emaths and English. And I can't stand PE anymore! I tried all means and ways to pass it but I always fail my run. Come on, at least it was by 2-3 minutes late right. Not 2-3 hours late. Hmph.

Chemistry was okeh. Was quite slack lah actually. Last periods are always on slack mode. Why? Well imagine studying like nobody's business at 2.05 all the way till 3.15. I cannot stand it!

Okeh so, tomorrow will be another fun day. Oh no wait, not thaaat fun. Because there's AMaths tomorrow and I have yet to do my homework. GASP.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Bye you two.

Like every other little things, this is going to be just as hard. ):

I feel so blue. ):

Mum just told me just now that she's giving away my hamsters to my neighbour! Wth. I have been thinking for the past few days and she just gave it away without my permission. I mean come on! I'm already fifteen and I can decide what is good and bad for me. All I need is time.

She's making me feel so useless. She's making me feel as though I can't think. Who is she to decide who I can actually give my hamsters to. Fuck. If only God permits it, then I would certainly have stayed home today.

Why she made the decisions? Because the darker hamster escaped from it's cage. Why make a big fuss? That thing is like bloody hell smaller than her! And come on, making her 'suffer' for three hours is certainly not fair to how I am feeling right now. Dear God, I'm so sad. Though it's only been a week or so, I'm somehow emotionally attached to it already. Yes, them fighting really made me so scared and hurt but to actually not hear that anymore, tears me like nobody's business. ):

I'm so blue. ):

***

Got our debate motion early in the morning. Proposition team and against God-knows-what class. *SIGH* It's going to be one heck of a week.

CE period was last minute changed to EMaths. Mdm Jas gave out maths worksheets and we were appointed leaders to work with. My God. I was one of the leader but unfortunately, we were doing indices. The topic which I seriously still suck super lots at. *SIGH* I'm so dead meat.

English period was spent on discussing the motion. It's going to be difficult. Debates remind me of the bittersweet 'talks' I exchanged last year. *SIGH* I miss debating with Rachel. I miss debating with Aziz. I miss debating with Yu Juan. I miss debating with Farah. I miss working together with Mr Shah to do my emotioal speech. *Shows heh! emoticon* Most importantly, I don't know why but currently, I don't think I have the energy or even guts to debate against any of my ex-fellow debater. *SIGH*

Biology was HAHA! Sat near Bernie and Isaac and next to Nabila. So you can actually imagine how kecoh we actually were. Heh! Then Uncle Mr Chong went through the process of osmosis and diffusion for red blood cell and root hair cell. And I swear I didn't know that I am good at drawing those two cell. Heh!

Physics. *SIGH* Sat next to Lymen like always and he was so super duper noisy. He was singing this pongpong song. Don't ask me what song that is. I have got no idea. And I think Lymen should join Campus Superstar or something. HAHA! Okeh, serious.

And for the first time ever, I enjoyed Physics and Biology. For the first time ever also, I actually understood some of the stuff taught. HAHA! Not funny.

AMaths makeup lesson was fast. Like around 15 minutes or so. Wanted to go and support 3e2 but too late. ): They were halfway through thus, we can't enter. Tsk. But anyway, congratulations 3e2 for being able to proceed to the preliminary rounds! (:

***

I can now foresee that this week is certainly not going to be one of my best weeks. Everything has started to be so wrong. Any default is my fault. Fine. Just because I'm stupid, it doesn't mean that I don't know how to decide for myself!

And you have always been emphasising on how mother's words always come true. Do you know the reason why I am like what I am?

Because every step that I took wrongly, you'll always say that I'm too stupid to know it. I'm too arrogant to know my mistakes. Fine. If that is what you actually really want me to be. I shall be.

I'm stupid and arrogant.

Period?

Drop dead.

My Prince Charming so hot! Who arh who arh?

I'm still so pissed about yesterday's yesterday. I don't understand why they are still like what they are last year. I mean come on, we were not even like that last year! Okeh fine, don't compare us and them. Compare them and them. Oh my God. That's like a superbly big huge difference.

And because of them, I'm called semula. What is this? So unglamourous you know! And I seriously don't understand why they want to go to the course so much when their attitude are like that. Come on people. Change. Seriously speaking, we are doing everything for your own good. Listen to all of us.

"If you really want to go to the course, you people better change your attitude."

HAH! Sounds familiar right?

I'm sad for my belo. ): It's so unlike her lah.

Anyways, I went to Seletar reservoir yesterday with parents, Kak Naf and Iffah. Snapped pictures all the way. I shall upload the pictures of the monkeys, who were posing, once I get hold of anyone's Nokia PC suite CD. (:

The monkeys were super cute! And Iffah got excited when the monkey came near our car. It's cute actually. And Mum got so scared though we were just sitting in our car and taking pictures. Then after which, went to Mak Long's for random visiting. AAHH~ Spongebob! Like finally, I can take pictures with it. Heh!

Oh and did you guys know that Ariel's prince charming is hot? I was actually randomly browsing the net with Haziq, ShiHui and Farah. OMG! So hot!

Because why? My prince charming is hot. *DUH*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Okeh, last. Promise.

My prince charming is hot!

What can I do?

Random people with unrandom mess.

Pardon me but I'll be typing quite slow for the next few days for Sister just got us a new silent keyboard and it's really different from the previous one. What's turbo key for anyway?

Anyway, yesterday was fun lah. Somewhat I think.

Woke up really early in the morning at around 5 but only to find out that I can get out of the house after 6. So pissed.

Uniform check and all and seriously, I can't believe one of them actually said that. Denis was like, "Who said that arh? Who said that? If I ever find out who, I'll chop them off!" HAHA! Cute.

Throughout the entire thing we had to stood up though Ms Siti said we could sit. If only there were chairs. Heh!

The stimulation seemed better. Though it was still somehow lame, I think it was better. (: Because why? It works!

English was fun! As always, we laughed non-stop while doing our vocabulary worksheet. I suck alot at vocabulary. No, I didn't just realise it. I knew about it since I was in upper primary. Tsk.

Halfway through last period was the firedrill. Oh no wait, it was the firedrill! HAHA! Okeh, so lame. Mr Faraz was already prepared with his laptop to go off. Wth.

16 of us met outside my class and we ran, like a bird or perhaps a cheetah even, to report to FE hub. So kecoh. Had to stand under the hot sun after that just to make sure nobody fainted. Especially those standing up. Which was exactly what Ms Siti said would happen. But thank God it didn't.

No EMaths. Straight away recess after that. Our food rationing was cereals and I got Milo. The setback was, there wasn't any water. Wth. Good food but no water. And I felt so milo-ish.

Went for History class. Chat nonsense with Amirah, Kamarul and Aisha while waiting for the ever-so late Mr Shah. The period was interesting but before Mr Shah had even the time to go down to get his thumbdrive that he left behind, the bell was about to set off for us to go back to our own classes for customize activity. And he even said to me, "So how? It's so cool right to wear your full-uniform?" Yea, cool indeed!

Then had customize activity which was fun! Grouped with Haziqah, Adrian and Jolene. (: Yea, Jolene was right, I was sweet. But too bad, I'm sweeter every other day. HAHA!

We actually had to pick 10 items to be brought in case of emergency. Bernie's group actually had IPod because it is their source of entertainment. Then they also had PSP which was also for entertainment. They said they will bring batteries so that they can change the batteries of the PSP and IPod. HAHA! And others gave model answers. *Shows angel emoticon*

Since when I have an angel emoticon?

Training was okeh. Amir, Chea Hau and Abdullah came to help. HEH! And now, I'm called 'semula'. WTH. After training, wanted to actually picnic with the rest but too bad, Dad already called to say that he was near school to fetch me. Hmph.

Aites, I'm off to study Physics and Biology. I seriously have no idea how to do AMaths. Oh noooo!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Huge and big sigh.

Dissapointment.

Oh and HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY YA'LL! (:

I sound super lame.

Stupidity.

It's the flame of envy.

Banana banana nana Banana Banana nana~ You must taste my fish head curry~ On banana leaf you like it hot~

HAHA! Okeh so, early in the morning, we gave ShiHui her present, without plastic. So you can actually imagine lah how she actually had to carry the box. So heh!

Assembly was fun! So total denfence day-ish. Then we practically missed one period and a half which was good considering the fact that I was certainly in one of those I-don't-want-to-study-any-science-subject-today kind of mood. So yes! We were only left with around 15 minutes. Heh!

So PE was fun also! Hehe! We played shotput and the metal ball was super duper heavy. And I managed to throw quite a distance away from me. Note, I said a distance away from me. Then Yvonne, Hazirah, Nabila and me helped Ms Gan carry the ball back to PE room. Omfg. Imagine lah. We had to carry two balls each. Woo! We must have got a muscle on each hand already. Okeh so fake.

Biology was urgh! ): I feel so stupid to be in that class. Seriously. I forgot every single thing that has been taught so throughout the lesson, Mr Uncle Chong (inside joke) was like picking on me. So sad. ): And what more, I was the only one with a weird answer for my experiment on the potato. ): Super sad lah. I'm seriously not ready for SPA. Or any other practical exam. ):

Then Social Studies. Another ghost story after the studying on parking stuff. Imagine Singapore having a very serious jampacked road early in the morning. I would really seriously rather sleep in school than having to survive that kind of jam every single morning. I wonder how they can actually reach their workplace on time.

Break time was good. Kim Yet still calls me sweet and unforgettable. HAHA! And Jolene called me sweet, lovable and memorable. AAAHHH~ Yi Xun calls me Sweet! See. Someone has actually proof that I am sweet, lovable and memorable. I love people who calls me that. Heh! (:

English was like always, so fun. Mr Faraz was so lame like usual. And Isaac was surprisingly so quiet. I think he is stress, sitting there. Awwh. Then 3e4 actually made a simple note for him. HAHA! See? We're so sweet. Because! They have me in the class. Heh!

Tomorrow is Friday thus it means there is training. (: Tomorrow is 15/02 thus it means it is Total Defence Day. (:

Thus it also means one whole day of being hot. *Ehem*

I'm so tired. I'm so going to finish up my AMaths homework today. But really seriously. I'm so challenged today that I feel like breaking down. OMG. I'm so weak! ):

And I can't belief she actually cancel it. Eh hello! *hie* I feel as though you don't want to appreciate us especially US. I mean come on! We did alot of things forthe school okeh? It's called the civil defence. Hmph.

Anyway, on a sad note. I actually pity my hamsters lah. It's like, I don't spend time with them and it's really saddening to actually see them sitting in the house. When I forget to put in their food early in the morning, which I always do, they have to suffer all day long until I reach home which is normally late in the day. So yea, I'm seriously thinking of giving it away but the thought of it makes me super sad lah. Gaaaaaah! I don't know what to do. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Make it happen

Today feels so Cinderella-ish. Why arh why arh?

Hello!

Today is fun! Apart from the fact that I'm going to fail my Physics paper and that I'm aching all over, lesson time was fun.

First period was MT. Finished going through comprehension, we got another comprehension. And thus, we have a homework. What the hell.

Then CE was okeh. Had to do our wish stuff on the 5 defence thing. Then AMaths. Woo! I don't understand lah. My mind is like superbly empty today. That is bad. And then Jolene got me confused! HAHA! (: English was fun! We did nothing but we played hangman. Only had enough time for like 4 words. And the words are all like so chim-ney. But it really perk up my mood after getting brainwashed in AMaths. GASP! Brainwash? Shut up Nasirah.

Physics paper was easy lah actually. But today is seriously the worse day of my 2008 life. I couldn't get anything through my head and that sucked alot. The sight of the convection question made me want to suicide. Urgh. I'm going to flunk. It's confirmed. There's already more than minus five marks. I seriously should have gone for Public Duty instead. Hmph.

Afer school was the most fun-est thing of the day! YEY! Gathered in SJ room for meeting on Friday. Sec1s are coming in and some of the Sec3s are not going to enjoy the fun! Hmph. Then after that, we discuss about stuff then we played concentration!

We as in, Amirah, Hazirah, Haziq, Farah, Alif, Fauzi, Farhan, Nabila, Aishah and me. 11 11 6 6. 11 11 10 10. My god! 11 may be a difficult number but I seriously can't part with index 11. Hazirah! I want your index number! *Runs around hitting head on drawers*

Ouh yesterday!

We celebrated Sushee's birthday in advance! Thus we went to her long awaited bilibanja place!

Seoul Garden. That's mine at the botto9m whilst Shi Hui's at the top. Heh!

So the peoples present were..

Shi Hui, Aishah and Nabil.

Wesley and Haziq (who was stepping cool while this photo was taken by the sweet me)

Hazirah and Amirah.

And Farah and Nabila. This two deleted their pictures from my phone. Hmph. And of course and obviously, ME The Sweet ME. (:

So yea, we took food then we put inside this cool thing and let it be cooked. And Shi Hui and me were like paiseh because we placed something in the soup when it was meant to be fried. Heh!

And the chicken coffee was nice! So coffee-ish.

Then we ate quite a lot. The guys especially. *Shakes head and say Guys while sighing*

So the guys were still eating when us girls were actually done with our food. That included icecream and others.

See? Clean right? (: We're hygenic people. Heh!

So yea, the food was like so hot lah. Everyone has cute expressions on them when they ate the food.

And then Nabil was full. Though he was still eating his ice kachang. HAHA! Such cute friends I have. (:

Ouh and! While eating, Nabila, Farah, Shi Hui and me were distracted with this thing.

So foamy.

And yea, I'm like so old lah. Thus, I forgot to bring Sushee's present. Tomorrow my dear! I promise. Heh!

Happy 15th Birthday Shi Hui! (:

I can't wait for Friday. You look so ...

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Most of all.

HAHA! Shut up. It looks super sweet okeh?

Anyway. School was fine today except PE. Now, wasn't that obvious?

Home period was boring. Mdm Jas went through our long-awaited school handbook. And fcuk lah eh. I already bought myself a 'handbook' then now.. Tsk. And Joline and me were so paiseh. Heh! We thought the date was printed wrongly when actually we looked at the wrong month. Heh!

History was okeh. Grouped with Serene, Bao Long, Bernie and Amirah and we did SEQ question. Oh my God. It's like a superbly long way to get 12 marks. GASP. And I was practically having fun down there 'fighting' with Serene. Heh!

PE was blablabla. Had to run 2 rounds and I tried to jog all the way but to no avail. Note the word tried! So yea, failed again and thus had to run another round. Pfft. So yea, passed or fail, I have no idea.

MT was boring. I sat there like one retard, because I wasn't talking nonsense like always, and finished my work and tried to control my cough and flu. So yea, I felt like a nerd but too bad, I wasn't one.

AMaths was lost. Okeh, not totally lost but I was so pissed with my answer! Everything was wrong. Out of the 3 questions I tried to do, I managed to get 1 answer correct. Only that it was with the help of Mr Lim.

Then after school accompanied Amirah and Hazirah to the library since I got nothing better to do and the other YBs were busy. So yea, my card still suspended because I haven't pay the fine. And I'm suppose to return Sister her card. Hmph. And the two of them got so excited when they saw a gay couple. Wth.

And I can't upload any pictures. Woah! That's Farah! My PC suite is like corrupted or something. And I lost the CD. Wow. That's Haziq. I'm currently trying to download it from the net itself but it's like super slow. It was 5% when I was typing about AMaths and currently, it's only at 7%. Wtfh.

So yes, the confusion here is. Am I sleepy or not? HAHA! Okeh, so random.

And debate is coming up. 3e4 vs 4e4. OH NOOOOOOOOOOO!

It's true what Sister said lah. I have to learn how to let go. I have to let go of my 2 hamsters before I get super attached to it. Fine. I admit, I hardly have time for my family. I hardly have time for myself anyway. So one fine day, if I ever were to be free, maybe we'll meet again. And that refers to you also. Ehem.

And yesterday night, had a long sister talk with Sister. So noisy. But luckily, Iffah was so tired that she slept although we were talking non-stop. Heh!

Did I tell you that I took taxi to school today? The car had one half-filled tyre and Dad said I was suppose to take bus. Like wtf. As if have time. So thank God, neighbour who drove a taxi sent us. Yey! See lah. I think Dad should go out of the house 15 minutes earlier so that we don't have to panic when this happens again.

Because it works! HAHA! So random.

Okeh done! I'm getting emotional nowadays. Bloody hell, what is wrong?

Sweet Love

Toodles.

It'sthethoughtofforgettingyou.It'smakingmesoblue. Attheveryleast,don'tignoremeplease.Ihateitwhenyoudothat. It'snotasifwedon'tknoweachotheratall.I'mwaitingfortheday. ThedaywhenIwillactuallyforgetyou.Noworries.ThepostIpromisewillbeup. Butthedayisnothereyet.HowamIsupposetopostit?

My pride. Bitch.

This picture seems familiar. I think I used it once. So you can tell how my search engine is actually lacking of pictures. Tsk.

Hello. I'm bored. *Rolls of chair while entertaining self*

Don't bother imagining it. I'm not even doing it. Heh!

There's AMaths tomorrow. My goodness. I doubt I can even pay attention in any class tomorrow. And seriously, I hope we're not running tomorrow because I'm in no mood and condition to run.

AAAAHHHH! My throat is super itchy. *Scratch* Awwh. Too bad. I can't reach it.

This pass few days is certainly not worthwhile. All I do is sleep because of the drugs. And not to forget the effort I tried to put in to do my homework. Not to forget how hard I habbo-ed till I'm left with patheticly 7 credits. HAHA! Not funny.

So yes, I dread school tomorrow! *Shows sleep emoticon*

Oh no wait, I don't even have any sleep emoticon.

Oh and madrasah was fun today. When I said fun, I meant the second period of it. It showed me the true colours of my mates. Such a lame people. No wonder I'm lame. I have too many friends who are lame. HAHA! Like that is a surprise. I actually had an idea of what to blog about but now right, I'm so sleepy and dying to sleep. Thus, I shan't blog any long-er.

And yes, I changed my handphone number back to the old one. I think Dad found it irritating for I kept on asking him to help me buy the top-up card once it reaches below 10cents. Come to think of it, I only top up once. Woo. (:

I think I change things too often nowadays. I changed my handphone number. I changed my email address. And I have yet to change my hotmail password because it's the last year that I'll be going head over heels. It'll be much better if I start now to forget. Good idea. (:

I realise there's too much 'and's here in this post. I think it has always been like this. I do find it irritating at times but what can I do? I have limited vocabulary, for now.

It hurts to know that you wouldn't even give me the chance to say 'no'. I know you don't want us to be there but out of courtesy, at least ask won't you? Did it take place or not, I don't care but it seems like you are leaving us out just like that. Now how could you insult us when you are like what you think we are youself. Irritating much?

I know this may sound stupid lah but I currently aim for straight A1s for my Olevel. Argh. I spoke too soon. I have yet to take my CA papers. Aiyooooh!

And omfg! I just found out that I have yet to complete my AMaths book1. Argh! ):

So yes, this shall be it. and one word for myself. Avoid.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

It'snoteverydayIgettoseeyou. It'sreallyeasytoforgetyounowadaysbutreally,thesightofyoustillexciteme. Thesightofyoustillmakesmesmile.Thesimplestthoughtofyoumademesmileevenfurther. Youknowwhy?BecauseyouarethereasonIsmile.Youarethereasonformylaughter. Buttoobad,allthatIcaneverdonowistoavoidandtoforget. Allthebest.Weneverreallykneweachotherthatmuch.Butreally,Idocare.Allthebest.

Oh no!

You gotta spend your days being lazy!

Eh hie!

I know, my blogsong currently is like so backstreet boys-ish. But what am I suppose to do? I like it.

So nothing much has been happening. I think my body is use to be so super tired that once I rest, I get sick. Wth. So yea, I've rested too much that my homework is partially done, only, when tomorrow is Sunday. Toot.

I need longer resting days lah. Okeh nevermind. I complain too much nowadays.

And what do you know? When we start school, the first period would be history. And afterwhich is PE. My goodness!

Ouh and life has been no better. Seriously, I have nothing much to update. Just to type the word 'sweet' takes a few moment. Head keeps thumping and it takes ages to update. Okeh, exaggerating.

And Friendster sent me a reminder stating that "Shihui's Birthday is coming up." Alamaaak!

I've been bloghopping alot so you imagine how many long long entries I've read. But what's bad is, I lost my links especially my ex-primary schoolmates'. Wth. Losing it seems like losing contact seh. Okeh, emo alert. And I happen to chance upon this someone's blog.

***

If you really think the 3 of us are useless in your eyes, then I have nothing else to say but I'm sorry. It really takes me some time to get use to people nowadays and you can't blame me for that. Don't bother asking me about the other 2 because I'm not them. Don't think lowly of my school please. They say, "Don't judge a book by its cover." We may not be enthusiastic but we really needed time. Well, not we perhaps but me. I really needed time. Being seperated was too much. For something that short, I actually opened up quite a bit.

If you really don't want us to be there then fine. I shall not see you ever again. But please, accept this apology for not being enthusiastic and for not making your days around us wonderful.

***

I doubt she would even read it. Okeh so there's madrasah tomorrow and I skipped for 2 days in a row. If I skip again tomorrow, Dad is so killing me. So yea, being a good girl that I am, I shall go tomorrow eventhough family are actually going to Mummy's. Hmph.

RIP AhMeng. ):

So yes, this shall be it. School is starting bloody soon.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Holiday blues.

Holiday = Lazyday. Yea right.

Hello!

Been such a long time since I blogged. Okeh fine, not a long time to you but it's a long time to me.

My hamsters are very lazy. Seriously. All day long, they'll be at home sleeping or God-knows-what. When food comes, they'll rush down, eat and play with the wheel for a bit and back to the house. Wth. The hamsters sound like me.

I feel so MARS bar-ish. You know why? Because I have been eating Mars bar since 0502. 1 bar each day. Okeh, I just realise this.

A MARS a day helps you work, rest and play. HAHA! Step an apple a day keeps the doctor away. Okeh sorry. MARS bar rocks anyway~

So anway, I didn't get to go to school on Wednesday because Dad called school to inform that I would be going to ICA instead of school. Now, the very first activity and the very first concert in 2008 with 3e4. Missed. Urgh. But I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.

Will be getting my IC in like, a month time? Wtf. So slow. I mean, it's only a card and it's not as if there's so many people born in January/Febuary 1993. Hmph.

So holidays has been such a pain in the nose and back. Laid down all day long because I simply couldn't take it anymore. Now my nose is an open pipe. If you ever need water, come to my house immediately.

Okeh eew. That is disgusting! I can't believe I just typed that. Eew. Eew.

So yes, I have around 2 days to do my catching up. To finish up all homeworks that has yet to be finished. Woah. It's more than you can ever imagine. 2 worksheets for EMaths. 5 worksheets for AMaths. Biology. Some catching up on Physics. My goodness! Come to think of it, I'm stuffing a week work into 2 days. Crazy ass.

There you go! I have updated! Yey!

Now I have to get busy. Habbo time!

HAHA! Homework later lah. At around 1pm perhaps. Note the word perhaps. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles

I just got sweeter.

Heh!

Everybody! Put up your hands say I am so tired! I am so tired!

Okeh so lame. Hello everyone.

First and foremost, thank you 3e4 for the birthday song *blush*. And thanks everyone who wished me and especially those who wished more than 5 times. HAHA! And also! Thanks Nabila for the ice. Sheesh! (:

Now school was shiate. Okeh not totally lah. PE was definitely something that I don't like today. Had to run 2 rounds for 16 minutes but as always, Felicia and me exceeded. Heh! So we had to run another round. Wth lah. Within six minutes but we exceeded by 5 seconds. Heh! (:

English was boring! Mr Faraz didn't come, again, and we had to do vocabulary stuff. EMaths test was difficult! I doubt I can get A1. I doubt I can even get the passing mark. AHH! *Runs around hitting head on drawers*

Malay was okeh. Congratulations to the proposition and Aishah! (: Yey! We lost! Heh!

Chemistry was fun! We did crystalization and I was paired up with Ivan! I think we were the kecoh-est because our flame kept on going off. Like wth. And when other's had the water level lower, our's were still somewhat the same. HAHA! But it was fun! (:

Debate: 3e4 vs 4e4. Oh noooooo!

I'm suppose to skip school tomorrow but the thought of seeing the principal because of it makes me want to go to school. You wouldn't want me type it down would you. You wouldn't because you're a kind soul like me! Heh! So yea, I'll be going to school. Wow. So deadmeat.

And I have no idea where the bloody piece of letter is at. Oh nooooo! I'm so so deadmeat!

Okeh, I'm going to feed the hamsters once I wake up from my sleep which is obviously tomorrow. I can't wait to sleep! Like for the first time ever. And finally, a day or more for me to catch up with my work and to do all my undone homework. Yey.

Bedtime now kiddies!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

So tired.

We did this all day long yesterday. Seriously.

I'm so tired but yet happy but yet sleepy. School was fine I suppose.

Biology was crap because the experiment was crap because the result was crap. How crappy. Physics was okeh. Lymen and I were not able to absorb anything so we just pretend to know things. Heh!

CE was spent on worksheet and Mdm Jas talking away about JCs score. English was spent on comprehension which we had to do within 2 periods since Mr Faraz didn't come. Hmph.

Public duty was okeh. Did with Kak Atikah, Haziq, Hidayah (sec2) and Haikal. Woodlands Ring played against Northland. Score 1-2. Not much casualty because most of them just took the deep heat spray and spray it themselves. And the refree was such an ass lah. Pfft. Oh and today right, someone's birthday! Heh! This is the glamourous picture I can find. (: Happy 15th Birthday Aiin! (:

So old. Heh! (;

Okeh. There's bahas to be done. There's PE tomorrow. There's EMaths test tomorrow. Oh wtf.

I can't wait for Wednesday! Dad said I must not go to school for we shall be going to the ICA building ASAP. Wth. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Lets go deep.

Seperation.

My nose irritates me. It's opening like a tap. Urgh.

It's getting really difficult to search for a plain and simple yet nice and complicated-coded skin nowadays. This has got to be the best skin that I can ever find for now. What luck seh.

The meeting for debate went nowhere. Okeh fine, not totally nowhere but we really need more points. Urgh. I'm so sad. The motion is so difficult. Come on! Why can't we do about reality? It'll be much easier okeh.

Okeh, I'm so bored lah deyy! I have an idea! No wait, I have more than one idea!

Maybe I should do my homework. Or maybe play habbo. Or maybe play Isketch. But being a good girl like I am, I shall do my homework because I certainly wouldn't want to sleep so late tomorrow. No waaaaaaay!

And tomorrow is going to be hectic and crazy. But no worries, I like. HAHA! Okeh, not funny. And do you realise that tere's alot of February babies around me? Of course you don't, you are not me. *DUH* And you know why? Because I'm one of them thus many people wants to be born in February. Awwh! So touched. HAHA! Okeh Nasirah, shut up.

Oh and everyone please, stop staring at 3e4's star sign. I know lah I'm the only Aquariun but what to do? I'm the only sweet yet oldest one there. Hmph. Okeh I'm bored lah deyy!

Okeh done!

By the sweet way, if you know me and if I know you. When your birthday is here, I'm going to snatch away a photo of yours. Thank you! HAHA! (: But rest assured, I'll put the glamourous picture of yours for my blog is for glamourous pictures and peoples. Eh! It's a compliment. (:

And here we go.

The fiasco is so old already. Heh!

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY FIASCO.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Random.

I miss being brightly fair! ):

Pornstar! Okeh shut up.

The start of my morning was fun! Sat near Farah, Shi Hui and Ellie during the reading period at quadrangle and there was prize presentation for robotics. Like always, it was super long. So the four of us was expecting Aziz to give the speech but he didn't. Okeh he did. But only the last part which is little. And it was fun seeing how people actually suffer on stage. HAHA! Okeh, saddist alert.

First period was English which meant round 2 of debate. And surprisingly, I talk for 59 seconds. Wow. Other's were talking for more than 1 minute. HAHA! Super shockeded. EMaths period was nothing much. Since it was only for one period, we did our own things which actually means Maths worksheets.

History was nothing much. It seem as though the period was so short. Did comparisons, went through, and the bell rang and we went back to class for AMaths. Oh and thanks Mr Lim! Heh! Inside stuff! Did more surds and it was fun! Please don't ask me why because somehow, I find surds interesting. Okeh crap. And I need help with my matrix!

Did CIP with Joline, Augustine and Kelvin. And the two guys were being so gentlemen okeh! Seriously speaking, the guys in my class are very nice and gentlemenly. (: And my group got biscuits from one of the residents! So kind~

Stayed back for a few minutes because it was raining. Played concentration with ZLS and please, eleven is difficult to be pronounced. Especially when you have to pronounce it twice and fast. Sheeesh!

So anyways, like yesterday, my schedule is jampacked! WOAH! That's Farah. HAHA! Meeting up with the others tomorrow to do our Bahas so that we won't actually waste other's time. *Ehem hints*

Mak Jah coming tomorrow and sleeping over. Heh! Which means that tomorrow will be an interestingly lame day. HAHA! Okeh sheeeeesh. I have yet to clean the fans. Wow. That's Haziq.

It's gonna be a bumpy ride~ HAHA!

And peoples please, your good-mannered laughter is freaking me out!

Sweet Love

Toodles.