I love the book!

Pleasure/pain is a fine line, and you don't have to be crazy to admit that. Children are more honest about that sort of thing, as they are in most matters. ***Real self-harm-the razor blade and kitchen-knife sort-is about releasing an inner welt of pain, and it's about punishment, and it's also a cry for help. It's saying to people: "Look how much pain I am in."

-Judith Fathallah; Monkey Taming

I swear that two paragraphs hit me and I realise, it is nothing but a factual statement... Whatever crap I meant...

The minute that story went to the most saddening part, where the child was trying so hard to lose more weight even though she is underweight, the mother under pressure of her condition and also thinking of the child's grandmum who is still at a home... Ah yes, maybe all those emotionals should have guessed how I reacted to the storyline... It hit me hard that at least my life is not that bad and I'm not anorexic... Uh-huh, the condition the child was in ):

Such a sad thing...! And therefore, I am having this book as one of those homework stuff!

Oh and yes, I cried while reading it le...

Should read it okeh? :p

***

Woke up as usual around 6.30... Didn went back to sleep and then at 10, followed my mum to the market to buy last minute stuff...! Market was pack like hell! Shop&Save was the same...! Collected my new specs...The specs is ugly i tell you! Don't know why i even chose it, maybe because of desperation! nyeahnyeah!

Came back around 11 and did lots of chores because tomorrow dah hari rayer...! Cooked today's meal and helped mum blend this and that... Wash this and that... Carry this and that to over there and here! Okeh, nevermind if you don't understand... Basically, I did double chores today than any other day! But still, my dad nagged at me while I was resting/watching teevee for not helping my mum... Like what the hell!

And now, getting ready for kenduri for hari rayer tmr...!

Woo! I'm tired!

I have written my thoughts with love

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA to all the muslims (: Happy Holidays to the rest who aren't celebrating (:

toodles~

picture time

Hello! My sweet loves! My kuih's pix is finally here~ You want to see? Nice looking! I do not know why but i find it too cute and irresistable that i just have to have this picture up here! Let me introduce you to, one of my jam biscuits whose name is jam biscuits! :) This picture...Erm... During our lunch time at home when I was bored and iffah was eating! To make sure she eat, i took photos! but this is the one and only that I like and saved! I had a nice face because! I was laughing so hard because! She is currently having this attitude! She said NO to cameras! Yes, she currently camera-shy like my sister and mother! -.- Next time I'll load a candid picture of her being shy! Had to fake that there was something at my phone...! Haiz... I have this urge to load up that picture of that donkey-eyed girl...Haha! Thaaaaaat girl should know! But a promise said is a promise to be made (: So I won't! And sorry Haziq, I forgot to say a goodbye to you! Woops! Goodbye & have a safe journey & don't forget to come back to Singapore for school on the 3rd Jan 2007! Sweet love :) , toodles~

training~

Hello! Penat arh! I want to load my jam biscuit pic here :) cuz...erm...i just want to do so! But then my beta yahoo mail is damn slow! I sent the pics already but it's not received yet... -.- Anyhoooooo! Woke up at 6.15 to iron my skirt...then hadta wait for kakak to finish bathing...*yawns* Water was damn cold! Even though my water heater is switched on! Cold giler! Hitched a ride from dad! wee~ i said tt im gonna wait for a fren at block 620 budden my dad suggested that i go straight to school but i said no...i guess he didn hear lah cuz i said that softly while he was talking to my mum! So i thought he was slowing down to stop but actually for him to turn. -.-' And yea...i hadta walk back to that area and wait for aishah... Trained for the last time in the year 2006! Fun! Who came? Aishah,me,shihui,my longlost indonesian sweets; nabila, farhan, fauzi...n haziq hu came 2 hrs later -.- Trained our footdrill sequence...went either to the basketball court or the abv court...whichever and whatever court okeh...! Traintraintrain! Drizzled so we went to the canteen and sat and talked bout tt 'thing'! experiences,beliefs etcetc... just basically, we talked abt it! that it that i will nvr wanna meet! Played wacker...or is it wacko? Nvrm...it's still the same right? wackos playing wacker! wee~ fun! changed rule...wacker are to close their eyes...! NOT suppose to go much further than the circle BUT! aishah n shihui went up to the abv court i went to the corner of the basketball court...nabila n fauzi, sumwhere near the wacker (haziq)... by tt time farahn dah balek dahh! not sporting langsong! yes, tt irritating lab partner of mine! Then more training on the footdrill sequence! Fauzi bcame the 'sir' then he joined us! was fun arh! previously, im sick of tt jadikan dua barisan command, but now! im sick of tt squat beratur! command cuz well...we repeated tt manymanymany times! okeh, that's a halfway lie...! then sat around...played concentration...then played donkey! nyahaha! then started to drizzle so went to SJ room...continued playing budden the seniors hu were there when we came in already went home so we got 'halau-ed'...sat ard at the canteen n the rain was heavy! very heavy! better of asleep! So i decided to take the bus instead of walking home! Oh oh! saw some of the sec1s nxt yr...sum are a little nerdy but some are just pure mats&minahs, ahlians&ahbengs...and some are just acting as themselves... but wait till they mix wif those bunch of people den u'll see THE change! What is going to happen to the future human race arh? All those kiddos, not even in pri2 dah act minah aper smue! like mulut takde insurance nyer type! I wanna tag orang lain nyer tagbrd but it keeps showing error msgs jekk tagbrds skalian... And lagi ponn! Most of the blog's webpages cannot load properly! one example, aishah's! ): Let's ALL pray for the internet to be much better much sooner! I want to sleep now...Holidays has pampered me with afternoon naps, which sucks a lot! I'll upload that kuih's pic for u all nxt time! (: I have written my thoughts with love toodles~ im not taking that as an apology accepted...i don even noe if it is accepted in the first place! one minute u act ok-ok towards me the nxt minute, u look as if u are on the verge of killing ME...so which?

library trip!

HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY KRISTINA!

Hello...! Okeh, that girl's name i donnoe howta spell, but still, happy birthday to my neighbour n thx for the goodies! hehe! dah tuer pon dapat goodie bag! :p Anyway...! Trip to lib today with farah n yana...was supposed to meet at 2pm at lib tapii! i was late! stopped by my mum cuz she hvn pray n i hadta take care of iffah who was suppose to be asleep but she was still hyper! -.- And when i reached cwp, was stopped by donnoe which guy from whatever society to help the needy children! So much for won't take me a minute! It took ard 3 mins for him to finish his practiced speech...! And seriously tauu! I don understand a single bit of what he said! I just said no or yes as and when needed...! woopsie! So blablabla! Sampai lib at 2.30! like wth kaaan?! Search for books and guess what?! My world record! i found 3 bks within half an hour! wee~ Den went home straight and my mum was surprised that i reach home earlier then usual! -.- Straight away read one of the book and it was damn interesting and yes...saddening lah some of the parts! Help mum make jam biscuits! hehe! kuih rayer!!! 3 down n dis one more to go! i think...! Eh! 25th december, at ard 8.30pm while i was awaiting for GEMILANG to start (watching it cuz Juz B [sorry, how do u spell it again?] gonna perform!) my dad ringed me and asked me if i want to make my specs tonight or not...And yea, gonna collect my new specs on sat...! And DAMN my degrees increased by 25...watever crap that salesperson talked abt my degree also akuu tak tau! but i noe it increased by 25 and it's oreadi 300+! like sial! And my internet is going crazy! Thanks to that LAN! pffft! Oh yes, my tagboard also takes a looooooooong time to load and i cannot open cbox's webpage! And...the only tag I have tt i saw at ard 7.10 (i think) was frm alif! reply: aper kau mepek? since when im serani? since when my mum works?! i think kaaaan! u got the wrong person lah deyy! Kak naf seriously hvta call that singtel nyer whatever (no)helpline nyer orang! they can only make my LAN connected again and for god's sake eh! firewall isn blocking my MSN lah stupid ass! My firewall isn even on! Ahh! Fuck you lah! OH OH! Internet gonna end on april! like wth?! is it jus me or is it early? it's just me! dah more than a year ehk internet nii? how would you noe! ahaha! Okeh, enuf craps! Off to help my mum make tt kuih! byes!

i have written my tots with love

toodles~

the 25th day on the 12th mth.

Hello! Guess what?! I spent the whole day watching teevee and i am half way through my functional writing! Wee~ The rest is not done yet :p A few days to 2007... A brand new year with a brand new start, I hope... Ouh! Another programme coming up, maybe I won't blog till 2007! MAYBE... Before I forget, Merry Christmas to those celebrating it :) If not than...happy holiday! :) Ohoh! Yes, that AC timer baruu 13 yrs old today...Happy Birthday! :) toodles~

survey

okeh...found dis at friendster (: god damn bored right now... ***** SECTION ONE - About you + Known as: Nasirah/Irah/Adeq (: + Born: 050293 SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER + Fallen off the bed?: uh-huh! clever people fall off the bed + Broken someone else's heart?: Nope! + Had your heart broken?: Hmm...no... + Had a dream come true?: I donnoe, i don think so... SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY... + Wearing: t-shirt n long pants! + Listening to: the sound of my fan (: + Chatting with: chatroom currently unavailabale )): SECTION 4 - DO YOU... + Have any piercings: Yes + Drive: im too young sweets! + Drink: nope! i drink plain water n cold water but not thaaaat water (: + Have a cell phone: yerp! want the number? :p SECTION 5 - LAST PERSON YOU... + Hugged: Iffah + Talked with on the phone: kak naf + Text: aishah SECTION 6- FAVORITES + Show: million treasures, hikmah etcetcetc + Food : do NOT cook me veges please! + Color: pink&black&red&anyblue&lightgreen SECTION 7 - DO YOU... + Like to give hugs: if u need it, i'm here (: + Like to walk in the rain: i luv it [with an umbrella please,thku] + Prefer black or blue: black! + Sleep on your side: i think i do so + Have stuffed animals: heh! yarps! SECTION 8- THIS OR THAT...(pick) + Pierced nose or tongue: neither! :p + MTV or BET: hmm... + 7th Heaven or Dawsons Creek: 7th heaven + Chocolate or flowers: can i have both please? + Colored or black-and-whitephoto: coloured wld be nice! + Stay up late or sleep in: erm...that's hard! i think, stay up late! + Hot or cold: cold + Sun or moon: sun + Left or Right: right + Spring or Fall: raining :p + Happy or sad: obviously happy! + Wonder or amazement: wander? haha! amazement!!! SECTION 9: FIRSTS. + First piercing/tattoo: i donnoe, ask my mum! + First crush: i think i was 11 or was it 12...? hmm... SECTION 10: LASTS. + Last time you cried: two days ago + Last phone call: yesterday...? with kak naf SECTION 11: CURRENT. Current mood: bored Current food: im hungry! in need of that chicken in the kitchen! Current annoyance(s): nobody i guess... SECTION 12: WHO LAST... +Made you smile: my sweets! +Made you cry: HER! SECTION 13: WOULD YOU RATHER.. +Be serious or be funny?: funny! hehe! +Drink whole or skim milk?: wholei suppose +Spend time with your parents or enemie?: parents of course! but i prefer spending time with friends hu r not my enemy! SECTION 14: DO YOU PREFER... +Do you prefer gray or black?: black! +Lust or love?: love <33 +Sunrise or sunset?: sunrise +M&M's or skittles?: skittles! SECTION 15: ANSWER TRUTHFULLY... +Do you like anyone right now?: it'll be a lie if i say no... +Do you believe in love at firstsight?: depends! +Did you fall for the wrong guy or girl?: hah! no...! :p okeh! eh, im addicted to that stressball arh! stressball...!!! okeh, done! toodles~

bluehee!

Hello! Okay, since there isn any training but it's already the end of the week's training so as promised! Pictures up! Camwhored with iffah during those days yang takde training! And Haziq, lucky you! I cannot send ur photo here! SUEY lah ur picture! Oh wells...Done! (: Image quality is very bad! I know, bear with me cuz im getting a new phone sooon! christmas! hurryhurry!!! FFAH With love, ASIRAH toodles~

change blogskin!

hello! Okeh...Today, didn went for training! Messaged Aishah n we decided to sleep back! Wahaha! But that sweets of mine tak tauu aper dier type ehk? kesiaaaaan...! So anyway, today was boriiiiiiing!!! Since bro was at home, cudn use the computer...! Blergh! I was lazing around in my house as always...got pissed off real badly that i maki-ed like chibai! I have nothiiiing to write! Tmr no training cuz they're hving sec 1 orientation thingy...Oh wells! Shall try and have all those homeworks done...! Bleek! Since im bored...I wanna change blogskin again...! Let's go to blogskins.com sweets!!! I have written my thoughts with love toodles~

Training Day2

Hello! And finally I can log in to my blogger account...fcuk u error msg!!! Ahahaha! So anyways, who came for yesterday's training raise up your hand high up with dignity! And let me tell you this (: It's raining heavily! What on earth are you doing in school for training when you can sleep all day long with those cold breeze? Messaged Aishah early in the morning, actually she was suppose to be awake alrd -.- I was still in bed with a headache cause i went home all wet yesterday from the rain at that 962 bus stop (; Then today...! Since they wanted to start training at 7.30...i hitched a ride from my dad :D Ahaha! Case malas... Tell you guys something okies? Just now in the morning, my car was without a front plate number...! Cause...I don't know how...! (: So our guess was becuase of the water that my dad drove into while picking sis from work -.-' Story? Wanna listen? Even if you say no, I'll type it anyway (: It was the recent Monday that dad took sis frm work...It was raining heavily! Then after that, there were lorries driving at the side of the road and my dad was wondering why...the woosh~ He drove straight into the water! Cool! And I wish I was there ): But too bad I wasn't! So anyway! Dad drove me to 620 and i waited for Aishah for ard 10 mins for her to get her hair done! At 8, Haziq finally came -.-' And Alif didn turn up...! Laughed all the way! Haha! Only became a little serious when SSG Asyiq was looking and when SGT Wanie was around there :p Then Kak Wanie made us do the whole sequence...! Seriously, we weren't serious at all! Then traintraintrain... Played donkey, bluff and snap! Funfunfun! ((: Then at around 11, accompanied Kak Wanie to the kopitiam there...drank lime juice! And that attitude auntie was not the cashier! FIUH! Went back to school, more trainings! And they came and made us do a serious drill on the phase 1 :p As if! And you know what?! He compared us with the NP! Like, eh! WTH?! Don't compare us with the NPCCs please ): Then walk home...Reached home at exact 1... Had 3 hrs of sleep, for the first time in my 13 yrs history! I won't be asleep for that long if I am not sick! Wohoo~ Tomorrow, hitching a ride from dad again! But don't worry, dad has the front plate numberfixed for $30...Ahaha! Pathetic! I have written my thoughts with love toodles~ seriously, I am sorry for hurting you guys! I am terribly sorry! I gave you a message at friendster and you merely replied a 'wat ever'...! I am trying with all my heart to gain that friendship again...!

I hate you, I do.

You treat me like some kind of fool and now you expect me to give you my nice&sweet behaviour? FUCK OFF! The reason of me being like this is your attitude towards me... You think that I love going out with you just becuase I smiled, some times?! Oh you got my smiling wrong my dear... My smile is for the public! I answer your fucking unreasonable words back because it is simply unreasonable! Why do you have to make me do everything for you when kakak is home? You see me resting while she was watching the television for liek the whole time, why didn't you ask her to do your bloody chores? Who did you choose to pick? ME! For all the bloody reasons you have, why me?! You just don't seem to see the fact that you ARE being one-sided... And not only that, you are not being reasonable towards me! I do not need to hear your "wise" words because it isn't wise at all! I have had enough of you taking sides towards kakak and never once towards me or abang... What do you take us for? Fools and idiots? Just who do you think you are to control my life and my mouth! I say whatever i want! Nobody are to stop me! And can I ask you a long list of questions that I bet you'll be scratching your head for the answer? What is wrong with having a blog? What is wrong about going out with friends much further than Woodlands? (trust me, my parents didn found out) What is wrong with being just a 13 yr old? And kakak, what is wrong with wearing a pink! Abnormal girl, criticise me all you want but seriously, pink does not have to be the main colour for girls! STOP insulting and criticising me for liking and loving and wearing pink! It's just another colour on the list! And this post is going to end with a... I HATE YOU&YOU&YOU! And I'm the main target because abang isn't home... I'm bursting like a balloon with just a little too much negative air!

training

hello! okeh, now im tired...! training was funfunfun without being scolded at first... budden we got scolded cuz we were sorta playing while training...! haish! donnoe larr... took a photo of thaaaaaat AC leader yg tengah kecoh before we started training... sort of camwhored wif aishah...gambar both of us wif her lar yer...! lemme jus type thru at a glance (: so yea...we took photos while waiting for the grand entrance of alif hu was LATE! ishkishk! heh! aishah kept checking her hair as per norm...! den did some drill at quadrangle den break den NP used the area n we took the basketball or volleyball or watever ball nyer court arh! did more drills den started to drizzle den it rained! wee~ did the circle drills...this time, with haziq,alif,kak atikah,aishah n me (: sweat like hell! den comes the part where they spoil my mood of fun (: den inside SJ room, played donkey ): ohok, i was THE donkey for both the rounds...n we played 2 rds only waaaat! hmmph! im gonna get my revenge sooner or later, n how does tt donkey sound again...? 'played' hide-n-seek wif THEM :p n yea! did more drills near the lower sec block n the two of the boys jus luv the slow march's two rows thingy -.-' okeh, to tell u the truth, im sick of tt drill lah! *yawnz* ended at 1+... okeh done, im sleepy *yawnz* pix will be up aft the week's training (: and i bet Haziq wanna know which photo...NO wait, he saw alrd kaaaan? keh nvrm! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

enjoy?! fcuk!

Hello people! Just came back frm shopping at sheng siong at wdlands checkpoint there... So, at ard 2.30, dad was already waiting downstairs n the reason of them being late is of coz, me! ye larr! hu else will they blame except me as they noe im choosy when i go out! searching for clothes n ponder whether i shld bring a bag or not...hmm! n mum said: kau pergi pakai baju smlm jek lar! oh wells! den there is the bag thing...n yea! decided tt i shld jus bring my pink&black purse n handphone only! Den...headed for rasa-rasa restaurant there...lets see... Foods ordered: fish&chip (mine faithfully!), nasi ayam(sis's yg takde standard langsong!), yong tau foo (mum yg nagging at me since 13 yrs ago), n i donnoe wat my dad ordered cuz i was busy layan-ing iffah n waiting for my drinks! (: water ordered: milo dinosaur shack (mine le! actually i forgot the full name,namer pnjg2), lime juice (sis's which was masam to the max!), coffee (dad's n i hv no comments) when the water came, iffah gave dis look towards my YUMMY drink! please be aware that this is a re-enactment of her reaction! ahaha! n look at my drink! foo~ tasty n huge giler! so eateateat...took time to eat larr actually! for the first time ever i finish my food first...no wait! second cuz dad abes dulu! thats an improvement okeh...! den went shopping! mum saw dis gorgeous kain...! den i saw a shop for bags!!! wee~ n therefore! dis is my nxt year's bag... ugly kaaaaan? cost $16 aft discount...whatever i choose, there'll be an objection from my mum n sis! org punyer suker arh! as if they are gonna carry tt bag all ard the yr! pffft! but hey! at least i got a new bag...!school stuff checklist: bag, black shoes,spectacles! pens,erasers,new pencil box! okeh, den dad move the car nearer to sheng siong -.-' jus don see the point arh! we hadta go out of the carpark which has tt paying thingy n den go in again...waste of time...! okeh, den shopshopshop...THEY shop, I walk ard much further from them cuz i was pissed off! Whatever i want, there'll always be an objection from my mum...n sis! eee! geram nak mampos so i jus walked away from them...n they bought kinder bueno cuz i asked for tt a few hours ago n lost interest in it already cuz they think tt it's gonna cheer me up...! aha! as if! wat will cheer me up at tt moment was if they would just listen to me to wat i want for a moment or two! will they? Noooo! they just walk away...! hmmph! den aft tt, mum n sis n iffah went to the 2nd level while me n dad went back to our car to keep all those stuff...dah simpan smue barang, dad smoked at the front part of the car while i sit at the boot of the car...! n i DETEST smokers to bits n pieces! so smokers, smoke far away from me or i will do something tt u will surprise tt somebody of MY age will do *evilgrins* took a few pix...muahahaha! a few as in very little...! This, was sitting at the boot nyer tmpt while waiting for them n i was taking all those fresh smoke-filled n other toxics air... This, was erm...at the boot of the car also lar...! Keh, dis one was waiting for them inside the cold car...please ignore tt hand as it is unintentionally there (: And straight back home...! at the exit, stuck for ard n hour or so! the bus frm malaysia kaaaaaan, macam sengajer giv out asap!!! like aper? nak kasi pollute Singapore's air? tak payah lah! we have received too many pollutions from our neighbouring countries (: den ader this van which was filled wif mat rock SESAT...we were already at tt place for a few minutes, den wen dad drove much forward, the person beside the driver asked us to stop! like wtf! org dah ke depan dier pon ke depan...asal tak langgar je?! kan lagi bagos! I swear i'll make a very bad driver one day ((: woopsie! eh yarr...for your information kaaaan...! nobody except my sweets n u readers noe tt i go bugis yesterday! yea, lied lar! u think i can even go ut further then woodlands area?! told my dad who was so pissed already yang akuu gi sunplaza! *bluek* I have written my tots wif luv toodles~ oh and, my darling aishah! get well soon sweets~

Berjalan-jalan di bugis

hellooooo! i jus don understand why my dad gets so angry when im home later then time asar ): sick of dis seh! oh well...had this weird talk with sis last night when it was time to go to sleep...! talk abt her friends n mine, comparing more likely...n yea! sis is an abnormal girl lar! n tt was from her own mouth okeh! den today...training was kecohtiringfun! had those silly games...tt loqman lar! close eyes for stationary drills lah, open eyes while moving lah, do the opposite of the command...lame hor? for the sec 1s...haziq,alif,aishah n me came n farah tagged along! hehe! :) den aft zohor berjln wif my sweets! suppose to meet at 2.10pm...n i saw kak nures once n abg faroq twice for ard 20 mins of waiting for farah,liyana n aishah outside boots n shoes...! yes, was there for 20 mins n my leg hurts like hell! saw dis grp of eeeeew step-goth nyer people! *vorrrmit* wanted to go cwp at first but instead...we hit bugis! stand throughout our mrt ride... in search for a place to shop...ended up at bugis junction n went to McD for erm...lunch! n the french fries kaaaaan! so VERY MASIN! den jalan-jalaaaaaaaan! den went to bugis street n jalan-jalaaaaaaan! so yes, i bought nth except for coke,french fries n chicken Mcnugget (which i gave to yana cuz rezeki,jgn di tolaaaaak!) den took 960 to go home...the last time i rode which was 2+ yrs ago, we took ard 45 mins frm wdlands int to sumwhere near tt area...oh wells! SORRY IF IT TOOK AGES TO GO BACK TO THE INTERCHANGE! SORRY! n wat time did i reach home? 7+! AHH! get ready for nags n explanation lor! done! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

ignore it!

ignore my prev post...thk u! ****** oh mymymy! ard 2 wks to 2007! thats fast i tell u! n yea! homewrk blom abes (: erm...i wanna go cwp ke any other shopping centers! saper nk ikot?! raise ur hands! kiter gi shopping till we break our legs! bored at home...don even think of me asking my mum! if i go wif her, it'll be window shopping -.-' gonna order rite pizza later! weehee~ craving for pizza larr... eh eh! sing wif me my dears! im bored so sing to dis blog song wif me!!! usah lepaskan Yang terindah Terlukis di bibir mu Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu Sebegitu Pudar kah sudah cinta yang ku beri Bewarna warni segalaYang dijanjikan ia (Chorus) Usah biarku bersendirian Usah biar hati mu di tawan Usah biar diri ku disini Seorang menunngu tanpa teman Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu Usah biar semua berlalu Usah terlupa perasaan hati Pertama kali kita bertemu Usah lepaskan (Bridge) Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu Ku ingin selalu bersama mu Chorus Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya Engkau dan dia harus bersama Mendungnya langit bila berkata Kita patutnya masih bercinta Usah lepaskan Usah lepaskan Yang terindah Terlukis di bibir mu Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu Sebegitu source: http://www.taufikbatisah.net/hometbtaufik.html keh, actually i hv nth to write...lets do some maths sums!!! really? nah! youtube-ing...! taufik-ing...! n nasirah-ing! yea! im waiting toodles~

Oh Shut up!

FULFILL UR UNFULFILLED PROMISES!

Why don you shut? Why do you have to always do this? You promised! ):

bandaging!

Hello! My leg aches due to too much of sitting n lying dwn at home! ): Bad! Was so bored at home n Iffah was fiddling with my bags...n she took my bandage! u noe...the bandage tt we were suppose to bring home to practice... so yea! n the result was amazing: See...since her head is small,we hv a very long xtra to be tied! n she was luffing the whole time aniway! oh n she made me tied dis head bandage on myself n it was much better on my big head! the hand bandage! i used the narrow bandage n it's still too big for her small hand -.-' so the result was atrocious! Hehe! And this one is at the knee...still a narrow bandage! n wehee! it's nice but i think it's wrong! ): the narrow bandage again...since it cannot cover only one eye, i do my way! huahua! nice eh? n finally, my casualty is unconscious... now where is tt bear of hers? HAHA! okeh, i luv tt eye bandage on her! =D oh n dearest peeps! add my yahoo mail (hipgalondalose@yahoo.com.sg) at msn...and those hu chat wif me kaaaan, sorry for the very late reply cuz my fon slowreactionkeypaddahsiaoconnectionslow! okeh? (: Standing waiting for you to be okeh toodles~

nyeahnyeahnyeah!

I still hv the mood to shout a tiring HELLO! :D Too bad that MSN n ebuddy isn functioning or that spleak robot would have to endure my craziness! Actually im very sleepy but here to blog cuz the temperature is high and my room so panas i jus can't fall asleep... Anyways lar, my day is as bored as ever...woke up quite late for suboh n luckily my dad was out to masjid wif neighbours or i'll be as dead as a dead person would be! -.-' okeh, woke up ard 6.35 or later, n saw kak naf walking frm my parents' room to ours'...n where else would she be off to except her work place! aiyoh! This sis of mine seriously donnoe howta hv like hugehuge fun... aniways...bladibladibla, switch on the comp n check mail blablabla... den dadsie came back home wif tosai-s (or toseh, donnoe lars) n prata-s n 2 packs of nasi lemak! lotsa food...n i ate 1 egg tosai n i was full to the max! blablabla...got ready for madrasah which i dread to go since exam is afterall over! nad n syariza pon tak datang...! n blablabla! n guess wat?! only 8 of us turn up n 9 wld be including the teacher! hah! see?! den yay! we got our results! mine is horrible n my mum is furious at me ): bluek! i did pass waaaaaat! Fiqh: 30.5/50 Arab: 70/100 Akhlak: 44/50 n damn HIM, he got full marks for arab! screw u! obviously i hadta tell my mum hu got the highest blablabla...! n the convo goes: ibu: asal kawan kau boleh dpt markah penuh kau tak boleh?! me: (abt to answer) ayah: suroh blajar tak nak! markah mcm gini?! kakak ngan abg kau lagi bagos! n c...my results are always compared to theirs! why can they do better then u? kau pemalas! nak dekat exam baru blajar! mak oi! waited for half an hour for dis malaysian ustazah of mine...n the class was still quiet! woo~ surprisingly! den dismissed 5 minutes early...cuz class was boring n i played my phone the whole time...*yawn* hadta wait ard 20mins cuz dad fecthed me home...skali ader mak aku ngan iffah daa~ so straight away went to pick kak naf n we were half an hour early! so dad drove ard n tt huge house is damn nice! im sooooo drooling over THOSE houses...u noe! the one that is like a bungalow...it shld be a terrace le...hu cares?! i wanna be richrichrich n gonna own tt house! hehe~ amin. smoga ditunaikan hasrat hamba mu (: im so alim today! hehe! den blablabla...at 4pm, kak diana came and the tuition has officially started...n so! i hvta finish up her 5 questions n do ard half of my maths homewrk by dis sunday...Eek! hopefully... den finish up at ard 6.15 n i was so damn sleepy n tired!n nxt wk shall hv mental sums where my brain is gonna explode to bits n pieces! shout 'yay!' everybody! *wohoo!* n i tot i stated for a yay!?! night time falls n hadta go kedai n buy sis's n me, dinner...Ee! im sick of eating at vista's banquet! reason being, service slow...! okeh larr, i always buy my action-aku-yang-masak meal there when my mum isn cooking n more likely nobody's home! n the only kedai that i luv going is the chicken rice stall! hehe! delish! n i think i saw faris (madrasah mate lar) when i walked out of banquet...! Mak Ciks' hv been staring at me for donnoe wat reason! can my face tell tt i hv attitude wif adults? tt's nice to noe (: n bla...watch teevee the whole night! n i watched senario,tt dikir barat competition on rtm1 n the apprentice! ahha! the dikir barat competition was no where near singapore's style... the tukang karut nyer karut tak mengarut! the tok juara nyer suare made me sleepy! so lembek! the awok2...u can tell tt they r shouting their lungs n stomachs n all those intestines n organs they hv out so tt they can be loud! the music? typical dikir barat's music lar... the lyrics or watever, cannot understand at all! they spoke the kelantan way! n u noe, i pretty much think tt Singapore's is much better...the adventage of a girl is, wen u are bored listening to dikir barat of Singapore's (which makes u insane if u r bored), u can go guy-looking! cuz many are cute n young! most likely u can fall for org lain nyer bf or tunang (: but wen u watch dis(malaysia's) dikir barat,wen u r bored, no guy looking cuz they can be of ur father's age or even worse, ur grandfathers'...okeh sorry! im being mean...): n worse cum to worse, u'll fall for somebody's dad (or much more worse, ur bf's dad) n somebody's husband! if u don understand the writings abv,pls ignore it thk u! okeh...apprentice was boring! they jus showed the prev challenges! tmr hikmah's last episode...! n tt remote is mine to control frm 9.30 onwards! nyeahnyeah! i've found one interesting blog to read! so say goodbye! *toodles* standing awaiting for you toodles~

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And in jus a few seconds, she is gonna slam her computer n throw it down to the first level and right into tt huge rubbish chute! Damn tt stupid firewall and damn that stupid LAC!!! Aiyoh! Wat has that firewall n LAC have against MSN messenger (all those fcuking versions)?! And just wat has that ebuddy have against my hotmail account! And i install ALL the versions cuz im sick of waiting for ebuddy to recover! Screw u lah internet, MSN, ebuddy n even dis blardy IE!!! How i wish i can throw the whole set of computer dwn to th efirst level! nice eh? This computer set is kak naf's responsibilty! She bought the whole set n i wld rather hv myself in tt rubbish chute instead of hving her to kill me (: And since she is the comp administrator (or however u spell that), she shld be the one repairing every single thing! And haha! I'm smart enuf to know her password and change my account frm limited to administrator! lala~ You see...if my account is limited, i hvta hv her to install the things that i want...cuz limited account is so limited that u can only do things like going frm a webbie to another but u can't install anything! pathetic! If kak naf switch on the computer everyday and be informed wat is new on computer life and have her download it without hving me to ask...! then im find with having a limited account! But hey, she is very busy at wrk that she doesn switch on the computer everyday n she is useless in being informed what's new on computer life and she won't download anything cuz she thinks that it's gonna take up my time of studying...! I'd rather have the admin account! Blah! And therefore dis gives me the idea of going to my sis's account! wahaha! And yes, lucky me...! She doesn noe my blog add tho she noes tt i hv a blog! :p She has been sleeping frm the time she came back frm wrk till now! T.T And the greatest part is, she won't noe! Ooo! Im basically telling everybody hu is reading this! Haha! Okeh, im evil...! But as if i care! And u noe...i feel like hitting my handphone hard on the wall seh! I'm being very violent today (: good thing or bad thing, up to how violent i'll be ((: That effing phone of mine...internet connection slow nak mampos! And that mobile ebuddy lagi tak gune! Nn...i can only change my phone aft christmas -.-' pffft! Yes, my dad took an advice frm his fren at work cuz they are, according to my dad, good at knowing the prices! Ouh...thk YOU so much...But if the prices are bloody high aft xmas and i don get to change my phone, i'm so gonna cum aft them!!! ouh well...my phone is practically mute already! And actually, im happy of tt cuz tt means, my fon bill is much lower! if it is so...my dad won't take my phone away! like, WOHOO!!! ((: Standing, waiting for you to be okeh toodles~

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Hey-ho... Getting away frm this house would really be nice...! This house is just the room for me to be insulted! What's the use of a family if u can't share ur thoughts with? Everybody is busy doing their own stuff n leaving me all alone to cry my eyeballs out! Ouh haha... That came out wrong! I don have any feelings, as said by that particular someone... It's a waste of my breathe n saliva to fight my own rights in this house... Ouh, yea! I'm the young one, wat do i noe bout THAT?! My utmost heartfelt to myself! It's nice to engage urself to a song that can just make u feel like u are one of them...At least u won't feel like u r alone eh! been listening to it lotsa time!

a prob aft another...haish!

Hello awake humans (: It has been a very boring n suckish holiday n am really in need of window shopping or/and shopping without my parents...! But im very lazy to go out...lala~ Hmm...homeworks are still on hold! Hehe! Not even a single dot on my english works... A few questions done for maths...Ah goy! I hate doing maths on holidays...! Tuition gonna start dis sunday! Eek! Ain't ready i tell u! Forgotten lotsa thing that kak diana thought me... Formulas blablabla! The only thing that i can rmb is tt i met her target for my maths eoy paper n howta do algebra! (: Good eh? I want my bloody MSN back seh! if not MSN then ebuddy shld be good enough! Not fair seh, how cum my bro's computer account can sign in to ebuddy but my comp account can't?! Siak jek... Hmm...Kak Naf said tt she mite consider bringing me to wrk! Haha! Imagine a 13 yr old stepping her feet for the first time to sembawang shipyard! I wanna go but kaaaaan...she said tt her office is very far in so im considering! Home is certainly not the best place to let out your crazy self! Im planning to sleep late tonight! lets say...3am? yea! shall watch the VCDs i hv at home...hehe! n disturbing kak naf's sleep will mean tt im gonna hv the worst day of my life ): Hah! Wat the heck...im on a holiday in my own room wif my sweets computer bebeh! Saper suroh gi overtime besok?! takder yg suroh pon...Her work is calling HER n the computer n VCDs are are calling ME! huahuahua! too bad kak! :D aites! since tt ebuddy isn functioning like it shld be, im off...teevee, here i cum! teevee n internet are getting boring-er nowadays... Joyous holiday wif teevee ): blergh! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~