January 26, 2007
I hate you.
HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO ABG AEE and 18th BIRTHDAY TO ABG FAREEZ!!!
TAK ADER HADIAH. OH YOU KNOW, I'M JUST A KID. TAK BEKERJA. (:
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I am so sick and tired of having to go through it again. If teachers were to find out, then it will be my third time in that fuckingly stupid say-what-is-on-your-mind circle.
Who are you to call us racist? What do you take me for? Why should I be in school 'helping' you out when you guys just won't appreciate it?
You want to tell Mr Lim, tell. He is just another one of you fucking racists. Biased nak mampos! Yes, you guys are the only people who can complain about others. All the other small people aren't allowed t complained about you, right?
What happened to the once 1e1 I know? Where did all those class spirits went to? You just want to win. I'm telling ALL of you, 2e1 won't win anything. Even if we did, there is nothing to be proud of. It will seem to be like just another decoration, which won, by another class. Yes, you people, don't forget to take credit for it, okeh?
I don't know wether to hate you people or to treat you normally. If you don't want us to be there, say it! We won't be there. You don't have to shove us off like that. You call us racist when you are racist yourself. If I were to tell a teacher, I would really go to Mdm Rabia. I know, all of you will say that she will side us because she is a Malay. Well, tell Mr Lim. And he will for sure side you people.
I'm sick and tired of people being racist. Yes, we are friends. Let me assure you that I will not treat you like before.
Even if Mr Lim wants to scold us for not helping out when we have already sent in our names, I don't give a fucking damn anymore. Teachers emphasize us not to be racist and all. Well look here, who is the one being racist? You teachers or me? Who is the one being biased here? You teachers or me? I will rebel. I don't care. So what if I'm labeled as rebellious? At least I am not racist and biased. Neither am I irresponsible for my own actions. Yes, emphasize on that stupid SEL and school values again. I am thoroughly sick of you teachers and fucking teachers' pet shooting whatever you want.
Most of the time I love you people but sometimes, it's the other way around. ):
Label me rebellious for all I care but at least I take good care of my own pride.