February 09, 2007
I lose nothing.
Has it ever come to your attention that I just don't want to be disturb at all while I'm studying?
Has it ever come to your attention that I will not listen to what you said just because you are my mother?
Has it ever come to your attention that I hate it when you said that I didn't help out in the household chores when I did them all by myself?
Has it ever come to your attention that what I need is somebody that understands me?
Has it ever occured to you that you don't know what is going on my life?
Has it ever occured to you that nobody is at the stage where I am at in the family?
Has it ever occured to you that I don't care about what you are going to do to me anymore?
The problem lies with you and me. You don't want to talk to me, I lose nothing and I gain nothing. Why must ALL of you compare me with my siblings who are obviously much cleverer than me? You don't have to spite me off with that. I know it myself and you don't have to rub everything in just to make my life much worse and much stressful and much dull.
You know you don't have too.