August 13, 2007
I have fallen for you again. (;
I guess what is done is certainly done. Don't cry over a test that did nothing but break your heart. Don't cry over a test that did nothing but break your hope. I believe that I have tried my best for that day but not to the extend that I was smiling and easily ready for the test. I believe that whatever I do, there will be a better result in the future. If I study hard and smart, I will achieve that so near yet far target that I long to reach.
Everything has been done and we can't do anything to change anything. So smile and improve on. (:
I'm disappointed. Yes I am but not about my Maths. I'm sorry but I can't keep this feeling deep down in my heart anymore. If I continue doing it then I would certainly break down.
IPW. Fuck shit. I stayed up the whole night just to get the whole file properly done up till I had to wake up with nothing but head aches. I'm telling you three, I'm going all out for this shit because that is the only thing I do best. I'm telling you three, I regret going all out on this shit because neither of you could care less. I'm telling you three, I'm absolutely happy that all this shit is finally over. Whatever I grade you three is based on how you've help me to make this burden lesser. If it's low, you've got yourself to blame and not others.
Thank you for the happy memories that we have shared for the past 8 months in doing this project. But these happy memories are not enough to even cover a month burden on my shoulder to get this shit over and done with.
Now, I'm having a severe head ache and I'm still worrying about the file. Just half an hour left before we exceed the due date. It's up to her now. I've done my very best to make sure all four of us get a good grade but it seems that it doesn't bother you. Don't you know, IPW is for your working sake. If you can't do a simple task as this, please do enlighten me on how you would be solving your work in the future.
And once again, I thank you for the blissful time and the cheering up when I'm down. But seriously, I'm disappointed in all three of you.
Toodles.
