You will never understand.
It's a long day and I have to admit that this has got to be the very first day that I actually get really pissed off and angry. HAHA! It means the same thing right..?
So why not you imagine?
You go to school in the morning only to know that you didn't have a storybook with you. But thank the wonderful God, your friend had an extra. So when you happily worry about your debate stuff, your FT suddenly shouted and asked your whole class to be at the quadrangle to check on your attire. You had to do things that you don't want to do and on top of that, you were feeling very uncomfortable with the way your blouse had to be tucked in.
You finished the checking, passed it and after a period with your FT, you went for your Malay lesson. You are worried sick because you have yet to complete your debate work and same goes for your team mates. Not only that, you had a lack of time to actually complete the discussion.
You came back to school from OBS on a Monday and suddenly a friend of yours gave you your debate's motion. You go blank and empty right? You won't have any vomit to throw up and simply because of that, you talked about something that you really think you can.
So when you tell the teacher about it, she said nothing else but, "You are irresponsible! I gave you guys the weekend and also the Monday period to discuss!"
So you tell me, what the hell?
And to add salt to the wound, someone just had to compare us with another someone who is also in some sort of the same situation as us. But really, you can't compare like that. It's totally bias. You people didn't go for the camp, you can help her for she's the only one in your group who went for it. My group on the other hand had every single one of us down for camp. And you tell me, was what we did wrong?
And seriously, be in our shoes and you'll understand us much better. And if I am wasting your time in Malay class, then well, you should have studied hard because it's not my fault that you ended up in the same class as me. Pfft. Two simple words.
Fuck off.
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Lessons was sucky. Described above and unfortunately, I was in one of my worst moods along with sleepiness. I was slowly dozing off during AMaths and Physics period. I think Mr Lim saw me falling asleep thus he actually came to my table and checked my work. HAHA! Funny is it? No it's not. It's really terrible to doze off in class especially when your CA is just around the corner.
And oh no.. There's Biology tomorrow and there's PE tomorrow. What a dreadful day. One thing that is good about tomorrow, I'm finally having a catch-up session with Mdm Jas for EMaths. Heh!
Okeh done! Homework now. ):
I'm too tired to even think.
Toodles.