Promise me please?
Eh hello! *HIE*
I am having mix feelings. I was pissed in the morning, happy during lesson time, pissed during break and last period and oh-so crazy after school.
Bio was fun actually. Mr Chong talked about the evolution theory which said that us humans were actually a cell from the water. And one day, we decided to change and be a land and water animal like the mudskipper. When we were so "WOAH!" by land, we decided to stay put. And therefore, we are what we are. And I was thinking. If I was once a water animal, then why can't I swim? So perhaps, evolution theory might be wrong.
Which brings me to the fact that Aquarius is a water creature. And why can't I swim? Tsk.
History was fun! Learnt more on Treaty of Versailles which is making me rather I-don't-know-what-to-say. 3 periods of EMaths after that. And I must say, I'm getting the hang of it but some questions are just way too complicated. Sheeeesh! But yes, I'm still in need of tuition which will be like around next month. We shall see.
And I don't want to say why I was pissed during break because I'm just wasting my energy typing it out. I'm so not going to waste my energy on someone. Like what Mr Chong always say! "Save your energy at all times!"
Physics was okeh. Isaac and Bernie was so lame but their words somehow cheered me up! (:
And so, I'm going for OBS next week with the SCs and other UG cadets. Went for medical check up with the others and it was damn expensive. I mean come on, I was shorter by around 2cm! Luckily I took my own weight with that cool machine! I think the clinic should get a separate machine or a better one. And $18 for check up? My goodness. I can always hit my knee and press my stomach anyhow and save $18. Heh!
Oh and I was so guilty in the morning. I'm so so so so sorry Judah! I'm sorry I forgot. ):
And I got home all pissed and ready to scream. I was so pissed at her!
And you know, I don't understand my school nowadays. I need my space. I know myself better than they know me. Really, my attire doesn't affect my studies and I seriously proved that last year to myself. The thought of going to school nowadays is making me sad and pissed. Especially because of that 'tuck-in-everything' incident. So leceh.
It'smakingmesadhowyouareactuallytreatingeachother.Wearefamilyyouknow?AndnobodyknewthatIcriedwhenmyFTsaidhugyourparents. It'snotbecauseyoudon'tunderstandme,it'smostlybecauseofhowbiasyouareandhowlittletimeyouhaveforme. IwasneverinyourappointmentwasI?
Andifyoufeelleftout,it'sneverourfault.WewantedtocallforyouandwhatcanIsay?Youaremuchclosertoyourowngroupoffriendsandyouaresayingthatweareleavingyouout. Youweremostlytrainingforcompetitionandnowyouaresayingthatweareleavingyouout. Haveyoueverthinkofhowwefeelwhenyousaidthat? Allthatyouevercareaboutisyourownfeelings. Andyoucalledhimabetrayer?Don'ttellmeyouaresuchanicepersonthatyouneverhurtorbetrayanyonebefore. Selfishbitch.
All every one cares about is themselves.
It's true. Humans are self-centered. But it's a different story for those who are extreme.
Toodles.