It's been an outrageous month.
The school year for 2008 is officially over. What is left is the intensive programme that will be going from next Tuesday all the way till Friday, 07 November.
I guess I've learnt quite a lot from the year 2008. I saw this one quote while viewing that motivational slides that was put up for the Evening with Parents event just now.
Success doesn't make you. Failure doesn't break you.
To this friend of mine, I'll always be there for you no matter where you are. Know that there are people around you who cares and wouldn't want to see you suffer in the near future. Don't give up on yourself. The biggest mistake in life that people always make is to give up on their self. No one else can help you if you refuse to help yourself.
So friend, pick yourself up and never give up. We'll be there to support and pick you up when you fall. All the best!
I was randomly thinking while the rest was taking a power nap. It's been quite a long time since I had my last self-reflection. It's interesting how far I already am and how I made it despite all the difficulties that I had to face. I thank God I was given this chance. It's very seldom to be given a chance. Chances don't come by very often as birds fly.
Mr Shah once told the History students that we must never be stupid because there's no cure for stupidity. But I beg to differ because hard work, effort and confidence is The cure for stupidity. A person is not born to be stupid. It's the way they carry themselves that makes them 'stupid.' Every one is special in their own ways. And these ways might not always be about studies. There's these ways that is called, being a marvellous friend.
Alright, now moving on to my side of life. It's been quite negative, really. Everything at home is just the way it has always been since I-know-when.
There's a little too many things that people tell me and I don't know which one to believe. Talked to Mdm Jas just now and I couldn't take the pressure anymore. As I was heading to school today, Dad was already telling me how he expects me to be having a place in the local University. It's so difficult to be the youngest one. Where the parents already set a target for us to do better than the older ones. What's going to happen if I were to disappoint Dad again?
I don't want to be that someone who destroys every ones' hopes with the steps that I take.
Results was rather insulting. I really don't think I should be in that class. Comparing me and the others, they're considerably clever to the maximum.
So we shall wait I guess. Tomorrow will be a hectic day. I just need my space.
I'mgonnacrytosleepagaintonight. Idon'twannabeyourdisappointment. Don'tlookupuponmesomuch. Iwouldn'twannahurtyourexpectations.
Toodles.