10 days till stepping down from CCA.
Less than 3 months till Malay’s Mid-Year O paper.
7 months till English and other O papers.
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I may be busy. But friend, I will always be there for you and hearing you out. Friend, I will always be by your side to cheer you on. Friend, there is no reason why we will lose contact. Because friend, you were the one that has been hearing me out all the time. Friend, we have been through thick and thin together. It’s impossible to lose a friend like you.
You were given another chance, make good use of it. Because friend, you will always be my role model of resilience.
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Thank you for approaching me for help. But I can never help you. We have to he help ourselves. But friend, if you are determined on your choice of forgetting, then I doubt it will be hard. Hey, we have the same timeline for ‘crush’. Believe me when I say it is hard because yours’ will be in front of you all the time. Friend, if you really think that giving it away is the most appropriate thing to do, then I guess you should. Choices are different for everyone. Maybe now, we should all just leave it to this thing called Fate.
Hey friend, I believe we can do this. But friend, if you really can’t, then I suggest not to. Stop thinking so hard about it, concentrate on what is and not on what was. The more you think, the more you won’t.
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Friend, I am not saying those things just because I hate you for trying. It’s because I am concern. All these while, the advices I gave, you returned me with insults. If my advices fall on deaf ears, might as well you don’t ask for it.
But I know, deep down, you can make it someday. You can make it because you had the will to carry on even when people don’t think you could make it. So friend, do work hard for what you want. But in the first place, do you have the confidence in passing the two most important and valued subjects of all?
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I know it’s been hard. No matter how long it will take, I will forever try. Friend, you have been appearing and helping and caring. I wonder how. Or maybe the answer is staring right in front of me. Because friend, there’s someone who is just like you.
(:
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I am officially facing muscle pain. Screw 2.4 run! But looking on the bright side, at least I now love to run. Oh fcuk, it’s either really good. Or really bad.
OMG.
Sweet Love
Toodles.