2nd training of 2007

I have lots on my mind (as always) so just read on if you want to and goodbye if you don't want to be bored. Heh! Lessons. Hmm... The only interesting lesson, for no particular subject, was with Mr Whelan. Nyeha! Just now, Boon Hao was sitting at Yu Juan's sit. As always, sitting near him is a pain in the stomach. Not being rude here but nice. He said all those words that was oh-so lame. Example. "Cher, you so sexy!" Haha! Should see our class some times. Fun~ I am now motivated to learn about atoms (only) as I scored full marks for the pop quiz just now! Woo~ But still. Farah and Liyana, saya menunggu untuk salah satu dari anda untuk mengajar saya bahagian yang saya tidak hadir. Makaseh babe! The rest of the periods. Don't ask. Pure boredom-ness. Maths, especially? Maths was okeh just now. Okeh find! Mr Lim is lame but it's good as it helps me to be awake but I don't understand his words. (: Training. Wohoo~ You know how fun and great it was without her? Anyway! Footdrill. Sgt Chea Hau took us and OMG! Drills karat! Ahaha! Okeh sorry. That came out a little bit too rude. Heh! (: We were 15 mins late for first aid theory. And guess what? Everybody smile! Next week case study. (: Saya nggak punya masa mahu belajar itu benda dong. Gue boleh cuba sih. Untuk diri gue juga. Nyehaha! After that. We trained footdrills again. SEMANGAT OREO! Ahaha! Combined with the 6 ACs. And with us 5 NCs (seriously 5). Gerek! The oreo cadets rocks okeh! (: But. Oreos were late for last parade. Hehe! Ran as if we were chased by dogs. Woo~ Instructors, jangan terasa. Anda bukanlah anjing yang saya maksudkan kerana anjing yang kami dikejar itu imaginery ajer! (: Sec 2s kept on forgetting about the last parade must salute. Huahua! After that, we kecoh-kecoh! Thanks to the rain. Was raining lebat-ly so we sat at the canteen and crap around. Than Aishah and Shi Hui left Nabila and me behind. Ishk! Okay. Since everybody is asking why we avoid her. Why we ignore her. This is the problem I have with her. Conflicts between Farah and her. We as friends, we know who is in the wrong position. We are not siding anybody but when you are in the wrong, you should say sorry. So the 'you' refers to her. Than from then on. We ignored each other. Just the two of them enemies. Than comes the NDP in school. She took my words wrongly. There comes another conflict. My words were referring to another person but she teraser. What to do? She accused me of forgetting my primary school friend. I mean, come on. We are talking about the people involved and not the people who aren't. She called me a bitch so on and so forth. Okeh find. I'm okay with that as I called her that myself, it's a fact that she is. She wanted to confront me the next day but well. Unfortunately, I wasn't around. Why must she wait for the class to clear up from the rest of our classmates than she wants to confront me? Like, she's a coward ass lah! Full detail on that day, refer to this. Don't understand any of the words, can come back to me. (: So there you go, that is the reason. Childish you might say? But too bad, that's the story. Woo~ Where was I? Oh yes, waited for Haziq and Alif so we went off together. And yes, my dad didn't fetch me home. Went to kedai and my ice lemon tea nggak ada dong! ): Walked home as per normal. Babe, don't scare yourself. I heard no footsteps other than ours. Stay strong and read prayers many-many. (: Okeh. No wait. It's not over yet. Firstly. It was around an hour ago, the start of a new year in the Muslim calander. Alhamdulillah. (: Second. I forgot to post at my blog. But now, here it is. HAPPY BELATED 14th BIRTHDAY TO SOK KENG! And. HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO JUN HUI! And lastly. To that pampered ass. You got a sore throat. So does Aishah and me. You got a stomach pain. I got a fluenza and slight fever. So you don't come for training. Next time, don't come to school also. You don't have to shout that much okeh. Keep this in mind. We are not going to do whatever crap that chibai teacher asked us to do. Tahukah anda? Saya sudah tidak peduli apa yang dikatakan oleh cikgu berat sebelah itu dan juga anak babi yang manja itu? Saya akan membantah seratus peratus dengan kata-kata mereka yang akan membuat saya jadi seperti seorang yang bodoh. Saya akhiri dengan kata-kata ini. SHE CAN DO WHATEVER SHE WANTS. SHE WANTS TO DIE, EVEN BETTER! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. I'M GONNA REBEL! And to that school which is so action. You guys can do better than us. Prove it! You want to look down at us, make sure you guys get first position in all catergory and get your brain fixed properly and get your teachers cause I think you guys are somehow another nerd school who needs parental guidance in everything that is violent. So I suppose, you guys are also another pampered ass who needs parental guidance and whatsoever. Sweetest Love toodles~

Still Sick.

*cough* Let's start with a huge hello! Firstly, sorry if I didn't reply any of your words in school because I'm having a hearing problem right now due to my fluenza! It block my nose, my ears and also my taste buds. Anyway. That code of conducts is going to make my life shitass! My mum read everything and expects me to follow. Like err... School today is boring. And Mr Lim, I was in class! Your eyes blocked by something? "Robotics. Robotics. So erm. Where's Nazirah?" Heh! And it was Yu Juan that wasn't present today. Ape jek! And for God's sake its Nasirah dong! Malay was oh-so irritating. But I had great fun laughing. Had this debate-like topic. Than si dektu nyer group and one of the girl's group really debated. So god-damn kecoh and yes, the class was chaotic. As all of you would have guessed. I was pissed. What is the point of kecoh-ing when you wouldn't get any points or pahaler or any increase in your knowledge. You guys just practically shout at each other and I swear that was just another pathetic show off. No OffenceMy group, consist of Nabila, Farah, Hazirah, Amirah and me. Hazirah and Amirah was only laughing while the of us was somehow making fools of ourself. Haha! But I loike! Stayed back for D&T project. Went to computer lab 2. You should see our credits. (: Went home. In 900, sat in front of these two kakak-s who is oh-so minah. Tak jambu but they have nice voice! Yes, they sang whatever song in the bus but they sounded gerek! In need of thumbdrive. (: I forgot to buy one. And my 2 dearest kecoh commanders, jangan marah-marah. Nak buat aper2 violent, ajak sayer! Aku nak join sekaki! (: May we beat them, physically, mentally, emotionally or whatevernally (your choice, i follow) Maju jaya (: Sweetest Love toodles~

I miss him.

Nyehaha! So you guys didn't see me in school kaaan? Heh! I'm okeh now, I think. Anyway, I'm worried right now. Granddad in ICU currently and yes. I have not gone to see him. Maybe tonight. But my homework is still undone lah! How to go? Today was oh-so boring. Woke up at the usual time. Sis asked if I wanted to go to school or not. Haha! That's lame! Who doesn't want to go to school? Okeh, I'm the sort who rather go school than stay at home. Saw mum's head peeking at the closet, and bloody hell I got a fever. Went to Medipoint at around, erm... Okeh, I was lazy to check the time so it was in the morning arh! Took around an hour and the cost was bloody expensive. Sheesh! I'll go after that doctor if I am not well at the end of this week. Anti-biotic is bloody hell big. Not the usual, gelatin (ehk?) like. You know, the plastic-y one. And I have to tak it twice per day. Nak maut kaper?! Okeh fine. For my own good. I'm ready. I'm ready. I'm ready to go back to school. Shouldn't have taken MC today. Should've taken tomorrow cuz tmr PE. Sheesh! So yea, my artwork is still with me. I'm so god damn dead. Sweetest sickly Love toodles~

Sad

Lets just make this short. I'm sick and tired of being left out and being called names! Chibai! Just because I'm a soon-to-be 14 years old, doesn't mean I don't have any feeling okeh! Come on lah! You know what I will do when I reach home and nobody is there. And you should know I am in school. I've told you. So there, you left me all alone again. Kimek betol! Anyway. School was like hell today. Yu Juan and me kept coughing and blowing our nose. Urgh! Yes, I woke up with a sore throat on Monday morning! Man, I miss shouting like usual. Heh! And the only subject that stopped me from coughing and all was PE. Nyehaha! Surprise surprise. Normally, you are not allowed to do PE when you are coughing or having a flu. So yes, PE was oh-god tiring! 3 free periods today. Gerek! Public duty just now... Okeh, aku menyemak jek! (: Partnered up with Kak Nadia. And Haziq, Alif and Redzuan was nearby. Aishah and Nabila were much further with Kak Kiirah and Kak Atikah. The rest, were walking around bladibla. Aishah and Nabila sent 'signals' of giler to Haziq. And sadly, I am getting darker! Ahh! We; Aishah, Haziq, Alif, Nabila and me, were debating. Topics: -Commander or timer, which is more important? -Who are the most manja? Guys or girls? Had great fun laughing! (: Should see how those two kecohs debated. (: That's all. In total blanko mood right now! Should I go to school tomorrow? Tak terdaya aku ingin ke sekolah pada keesokkan hari. Sweetest Love~ toodles~

Never speak too soon.

You know how freaked out I am when I went to school just now? Somehow related to the Saturday's incident, something very mysterious has been happening to us, NCs. Ishk! On a better note! I am now going to be much recognised by the name of Nazirah Nasirah! Haha! Okeh, nutcase. Lessons was somewhat boring! Especially, Geography. And I look forward to IPW. Oh you should know why. Seeing the teacher whom you feel like bashing and killing for a minute will make you go lala~ irritated, what else can I say for half an hour?! Class decoration... Hmm, not that I hate her but she really have to change her attitude. Let the leader say what she has to say and make her own decision if she has to :) And of course, no offence! And homework loading like a bird flying into my school bag/bedroom/homework file. My goodness! But yes, fortunately... I have finished 2 exercises of Maths. And I dare say, graph is funly tiring. And yea, Kak Diana said that I must learn how to draw them without turning paper or myself because I might get confused with one of the other graph topic. What is it again? Nevermind. So yeah! Guess that is all... Sweetest Love~ toodles~

Night At The Museum

Hello gorgeous people! [except for some which i don think there is a need to mention of names] Anyway! Early in the morning, I set my phone for alarm at 6.10 and what time did I wake up? 6.45! Huahua! Early right? Anyhoos. Went out at 7.15 with dad. The rest of the part, you should know what happens already. Nyehaha! The sameold sameold words. (: Water bottles of the Ambulance were still in school when we reach there. Branded bottles mind you! All branded bottles can be found in St John room. (: Had homenursing. We read our answers for last week's questionaire. Funny as they may seem, it was somehow true. Oh yes they were. So Mr Rafi touched on medication bladibladibla... Went home... Promised Shi Hui, Aishah & Nabila to go out with them for a 1.05pm movie. Because of my forgetfullness and lack of determination to beg my mum, I was only allowed to go out after my prayers. So yes, sorry to my dears for any inconvenience. Went to Sunplaza by myself. Looked for them and finally, found-ed them! (: Went to the cinema there. Lots of complications! Wanted to watch this and that and than there were this problem because we were below *ehem*16*ehem* so yea! And what did we do, we went to cwp. Cast of Cicakman were there. Ticket counter was packed! Many Malays were there to watch Cicakman, obviously. Finally decided on watching 'Night at the museum.' We have some things we wanted to do but hadan obstruction. Haha! Chibai betol! So... We were late for 15 mins of the movie. Night At The Museum, recieves 3 on the scale of 5 on my humor movie. So yes, movie was great! (: After that, went to the washroom first. Hehe! As always arh... Luckily, we shared tt 2 drinks or we could have... Okeh anyway... Went to minitoons for Shi Hui's phone socks. Damn cute lah! Then went to Popular to check on the first aid manual prices. Expensive! Except for one of it which is only for $12+. Than, Shi Hui and me went hunting for graph paper. Whch cost bloody hell nyer $1.80! Recovery position in the FA manual is different from what we learnt. Wanted to go and check with the clinic's nurse at cwp, instead! We headed to Timezone. Nyehaha! First, we went looking only, than... Nabila went for $5. And guess who was at the counter...?! SSG Som. Okeh, however we are supposed to call him but yea, tried to ask him to top up $10 ke aper ke for us. Haha. A half-way joke lah babe eh! Had huge fun! And die-die Aishah wanted sweets. And thx Nabila for the sweets that you played for us! (: Went down to Iffah's and sister's stomach already. I headed off home first cause sister was already calling me phone. -.- Oh and! Weird encounters have never failed to appear nowadays. Oh God! And yes, Iffah is spooking me out by faking cries and shouts of 'momok' towards my bed side. What a 2-year old kid. I'm scared like hell okeh! Yesterday's photos...! When we were walking out of the gate with many noises! (: I'll let the image be this big so that you can see how Haziq's umrella is like. My dearest commanders yang kecoh during the throwing of that $1 coin and their rosak umbrellas. Very much kecoh! In the car while waiting for sister. Sweet Love~ toodles~

2007 first training!

Lessons was boring and training was fun! (: Waited for Aishah at the usual place with Nabila and Farah. As always, you should know the reason! (: Was somehow late for first parade. We were still walking and chatting while SGT Radzee passed us. Nyeha! Lembab. We are just another group of girls on the street. Footdrill was urgh! SSG Asyiq & SGT Amir came back. Me gosh! With them looking at us doing our drills, damn scary. But anyways! It's good to have loads of laugh! (: No good to stress yourself out yarh! First Aid was erm... Nothing fun! Just sat there and copy notes and listen to this sir, teaching us how to do this and that. Wanted to go home with the usuals but then, dad called and said he was at the opposite carpark. Before we went seperate ways, Alif found a dolar coin and yes, as childish as we were, Haziq, Alif, Nabila and Aishah 'fought' over it by Alif throwing it but they said it was unfair so, at the school gate, we conquered one space and Aishah threw that coin using her umbrella which! Was broken due to her, trying to make her umbrella not wet! Shi Hui and me took photos! Nyehaha! Too bad because my blogger is like fucking irritating that I can't upload any picture right now. So yes, I'll upload if possible. And you should've seen how we were. (: Took videos, which is still yet to be uploaded! Went to fetch sister from work. Now I know how big Sembawang Shipyard is. Nyaha! Reached there half an hour earlier than her so had to wait till it was 7. Damn tired! Home nursing tomorrow! Have fun~ Sweet Love toodles~ I DON'T WANT TO PURSUE THE MATTER BUT THE SIGHT OF YOU MAKES ME WANNA GO LALA~ TO THE TOILET AND PUKE BLOOD! (: HAH! I'M HAVING FUN AND UR NOT! (:

Change.

The person who lie sucks. And lying sucks. Why should you side her when you should know it yourself that she is in the wrong? You gave us that higher tone of yours while you gave her that nice tone! Why can't you let us speak our mind like what you did on the Saturday, not that I'm praising you for doing so. If I could I would just say that insincere sorry and walk off without listening to your nonsensical lecture which to you, have made everything clear. That's a joke. A very lame one. And she must be celebrating like nobody's business cause she didn't get any whatsoever crap look or voice from Mrs Chuah! She didn't even seem like she cares. Of course, I forgot!She has that maid and mother of hers as a back-up. Pfft! Pampered pig. And no matter what you do, I will still hate you. Yes, hate! 'Dislike' is too strong to describe how I feel towards you. Tsk. Of course, without their listening cum advice, I would have gone berserk and start a riot. Hah, no joke. Yes, huge hugs&kisses&love&thanks to Kak Kiirah&Kak Nadia&Kak Atikah&Kak Saf&Haziq&Alif& that sgt who insist that Nazirah and Nasirah is the same, that Sgt Radzee. Love you all (: Sweet Love. (to the names mentioned on the last paragraph only) Toodles~

Happy?!

Hello! Good mood today. I think. Lessons was somewhat interesting. This spacebar is getting on my nerve! "Don't let it spoil your mood Nasirah!" Anyway. Science was okeh. Ms Lim made us do a quiz. And unsurprisingly, I failed. Nice~ Malay was as suckish as yesterday. But a little better. English was fine, I had to rush through my work at the end of the 2 periods caused by some 'disturbance.' CME was boring! Mdm Adawiyah turns out to be an ex-teacher of WGPS. Hah! No wonder I think I saw her somewhere before. D&T. For the last time, it's Nasirah! My gosh! You know how many people call me Nazirah already! Lots! Lots!!!And of course, I have made it clear to Mr Ramthan that it is letter 's' and not 'z'. Time to get you to change my name! Yes, for the last time. Let me emphaisize on this. My name is Nasirah! Thank you! After that had this lame and boring talk. And that Mdm the-one-yang-in-charge-of-library was somehow, forcing us to borrow books. -.- And then walked around the school and Aishah, reason for us wanting t escape it if it is true will be...? *awaiting* (: That is all! (: Time to get cracking with homeworks! Sweet Love ! Toodles~

they suck!

Nampak sah korang semuer nak act kerek! So you guys were from the band 2 classes and now in band 1. Eh chibai! Becuse of that korang nak memperkecil-kecilkan the band 1s last year?! Jangan nak act pandai arh! We shall see siaper will top both classes arh!

And yes, by now you should know that I hate you and your gang yang nak act pandai! I have this attitude when I see your face. And you should know, we are always trying to make each other look so stupid! Oh yea! This year, it's gonna happen again! (:

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Im obviosly pissed off with those assholes! Geram okeh! Act-os...!

Started with english! Grouped of four, the usual and an addition with iqa! We were laughing our heads off, but mine is still intact thk you. Did letter writing.

PE! Ms Sim made us slow jog for 4 mins at the hall. Aft which we did some muscle strecthing or something like that. And she showed us the narrow push-ups and the wide push-ups. Of course, I prefer the wide one. (: Heh!

Literature. When thrugh poems again. Then we had to write our confessions. We'll get to know others' confessions when we've finished that chapter.

Had Malay. Was re-banded. Happy to be in band 1 with a, hopefully, good teacher and with my sweets! Pissed off to be in band 1 with him and his gang who is just another bunch of stuck up students!

Maths. "I change to your form teacher ah!" How lame can you get? "I change back to be your Maths teacher ah!" Seriously, Mr Lim needs help with his lameness.

History. Nothing fun so am not gonna elaborate more on it.

After lessons, waited for my 3, 2-3 sweets for ard an hour. Haiyoh! And yes, that yearbook kan! The SJAB nyer photo suck seh! Cuz it's like, we were very god-damn tired after that heritage trail than took that photo and they showed that photo. Tak faham tak aper!

And they should put colours to it. (: Much nicer and live-er. Hehe!

Oh and my new computer table is here~

I have written my thoughts with love

toodles~

GO 4-1 FOR WHAT? NYEHAHA! I LOVE MY CATCHPHRASE! COPYRIGTED!!!

you are not in my list

Where the heck is my phone? Hello. In need of the matter to settle as quickly as possible. Why are YOU staring at us with that attitude face. Face it lah! You were the one who started the problem. According to your tuition time, it means that you are trying to avoid doing trainings. If you were to say something sensible, we will believe you. It's you who wants us to be scolded and therefore you will be scolded too. According to that teacher, whom I think is besiding you, we are in a team of 6. But sadly enough, according to the other 5 NCs, we are in a team of 5 and you are just another somebody in NC. Oh yes, what a shock for you. (: I'm telling you. Even if you are going to cry your eyeballs out when she wants us to meet up and 'discuss' about this matter, I am going to make sure that you are going to cry till you go blind arh babe! Stare for all I care! Stare somemore arh! I'll poke that bloody eyeballs of yours out from its socket. (: And yes, many people are behind us; the team of 5 NC. (: *** Anyway... Lessons was pure boredom! Falling asleep here and there but, I forced myself to stay awake and I succeded (spell check?) . (: Was waiting for her to approach us during recess time but she didn't turn up. And how nice, she and Mr Lim are teachers for IPW. Damn it! After school, wanted to wait for her but she was talking to that pampered ass... In the end, we; Haziq, Farhan, Alif, Aishah, Nabila & me walked off. Went to admiralty place. Went to McD but Alif went of home. Aper lah deyy! So eat and eat. Farhan went off earlier cuz he couldn't stand our craps. I don't know at what time we left McD arh. Haziq then left for home and us girls went to Nabila's house to watch this Indonesian ghost story. Thanks to that ghost stories that we crapped about at McD :D Had great shouts and screams there! Then forced Nabila to open her inbox for emails from me. Oh yea! We shouted much more! Reached home at 7. Got a nice long scolding from dad. Pfft! I have written my thoughts with love toodles~

i. hate. you.

I just don't see the point of you asking your mother to call the teacher over an exchange of sms-es that caused not so much harm and not a lot of money. Your attitude makes me want to puke blood lah!

You are a 14 year old! Do you know that there are even kids much more younger than you are much more independant and not pampered like hell like you! You go around blaming your maid for not doing this and that and was your maid's fault that you didn't bring any particular something for SJ. And the normal questions that teachers usually ask...

- who is the one going to school?

- don't you know how to pack your own stuff?

- your maid does not know what is going on in school?

I seriously pity you for not being able to pack your own stuff at the age of 14. Pampered ass!

So you want to complain? Fine arh! Complain your shits tomorrow about us because I have lots to tell about you...! We wanted to treat you right but your attitude towards us, you don't deserve that. You might want to tell that teacher the truth.

Just because you are the reserve, it doesn't mean that you can don't train as and when you like! You role is much more important than mine. Come to think of it, I don't think I want you to

take over my beloved timing position. (:

GET READY YOUR COMPLAINS GIRLS. WE ARE GONNA SHOOT ALL TO HER. (:

Madrasah gonna suck this year. out of 21 or is it 22, there are only 4 girls. And I need desperately to change my sit cuz im sitting directly in front of the teacher. F ):

and the very short video of the AA during CCA night here.

ccanight and etc

Hello! I'm tired and pissed off and sleepy. Let's start with yesterday night's cca orientation for the sec 1s. And not forgetting yesterday's lesson. Yesterday Lessons was okeh. Starts with Science. Refreshing our memories on properties of solid,liquid and gas. Then we had music. Well, supposedly. Teacher didn't come so we were relieved or whatever it's called. Than erm... History. Ms Choo blabber about classroom rules and whatever crap. RECESS. Had Malay after that. Cikgu Syed said he wanted to go through the peribahasa list but he didn't. lolx. And we were ard 10 mins late for maths class and mr lim said that ur dismissal time will be delayed if we delay his time. pfft. Maths was okeh. And I'm catching up with his blabbering a little bit more then before. (: Went home... Quickly polished my boots, bath and etc. Met up with the rest at 2.15pm . When I reached, only yellow banana nabila was there. Then came aishah. Then Alif and Haziq came. Walked to 912 bus stop near the school to meet up with shi hui. So yea, there were 6 of us serbu-ing SJ room. -.- Fixed the badges. It took like a blardy long time. We've gotten our two newest badges. And took such a long time to fix it. Went to 1e3 classroom to help with fixing all those stuff. So we NC hadta do small case study. Repeatedly mind you. Went out of school to eat. I just bought milo. (: And my stomach has been totally filled! So yes... Went back and changed to full uniform. Since our SJ rm is quite near the gate area, many people saw us in our uniform and said that the uniform were nice. (: Hehe! Went up and down frm hall to 1-3 class. No idea why. When the parents and students finally came, we start our job (: Look here, this was what I hadta treat. A protruding bone. Image is likewise because of the 'skin' thingy that makes it look likewise. I'll understand if you don't understand me. (: The white thing there is the supposedly bone. And a few past seniors came in to help out with the casualty make-up. Oh and, this 'injury' attract people's attention. Wohoo~ When NC has finish bandaging the casualty, which was Alif, the AA will do TOC. This is the only picture that I took. The guy that has the elbow sort of stuck out is Denis. Next to him is Javin. The two in front were Sofian and Redzuan. And yes, they went under those benches which was shaking when the AC hadta do TOC. AC's TOC, wasn't able to take picture. ): AC hadta do over the benches though. And man, we were scared to hell cuz Farhan seems to be shaking while holding the casualty. Kalau lah jatuh. (: And I took a video. Too bad I can't send it here cuz I video-ed extra 73 KB. Stupid phone. If you guys want to see, I doubt so, come to me. That is if I were to have my phone with lah. Ended at 9.30. Packed and clean the classroom and it was already around 10+. Dad took me home. (: Reached home, quick drink and bath for around an hour and wit lots of plain water in my tummy, went to bed at 12+. And yes, finally... After a long wait, Redzuan and Kak Kiirah is treating me like how they did before that happens. And of course I'm damn happy. Should i cross out that wish? We shall wait for a few days of meeting them then i'll change it. (: And to them, Thank you for treating me as before again :D Today Came back for homenursing today. Woke up at 6.45. How late was that?! Dad sent me to aishah's and my usual meet up point. It was almost 8 so i decided to just go and meet up with shi hui. Lucky her, I heard somebody calling my name. So went to school. Mr Rafi was already there. And so was Nabila! Home nursing was okeh. Mr Rafi kept on marketing his sons. Start with only about what is basically going to be covered. Rounded up at around 10+. And I suddenly remembered that I still have noot given Mr Lim my health booklet yesterday. Cher! Sorry! I've forgotten all about it cause I was rushing! Had a talk with Mrs Chuah for an hour about her attitude and all.

I seriously don't know what I have to say. I know that you might change your stories when we are going to have a talk on monday. Accept the fact that I. Am. Going. To. Hate. You. Somehow or another.

One and only thing is, I don't care what your maid do for you. I don't care how you are treated at home. I don't care what happens at your own house.

You are the cause of our scoldings. Whatever happens at home are to be left at home. Nowhere out...! So please, cooperate already and tell the truth! If not, then the rest of the NC gets into more problems.

And trainings will start on coming Friday, info by Mrs Chuah by the way... Oh well...!

After that... Went to KFC to have an early lunch. Shi Hui, Aishah and me went for bandito student meal. And Nabila ate that fries with mustard or is it cheese? o.0

Had a great laugh! Walked to guardian. Was crapping as always. (: Nyehaha!

Then we walked back to the usual place. Called dad and asked him to take me home cuz im too pissed off to walk and my leg is aching after all that has happen yesterday night and today.

I have written my thoughts

toodles~ (:

My Second day in school...

Hello! Tired~ Lessons has start and my back hurts cause it has been such a long time since I carried that heavy of a bag. Been quite some time... Dad sent me to school and when I arrived, all of my sweets were there already. Last year, they weren't even there at 7.10. -.- When straight to class because it was raining and surprisingly, class wasn't that noisy before teacher arrived, unlike last year. Started of with art today. We got Mr Yeo. Who doesn't want us to fold our art paper. And my thoughts are. If your reason of not letting us fold our artpaper because it is our artwork. Than my reason for wanting to fold it is that, it is my art work so I want to fold it. Hah! Take that! Than did an activity. Next was literature. We got Mr Bruce. Was quite fun. Did 'poem'. And thank god, at least, I think, that his lesson was going to be interesting. First day of the lesson and I was already bored when Mrs Lim first taught us. And first homework for year 2007 is literature! Next! PE. We got Ms Sim. Erm, did a game where, somehow, we were actually strecthing. Was somehow, fun. Recess... Malay. Cikgu Said/Syed (choose which you prefer but I don think you are going to be right.) was late for a period. Both classes teacher were late actually. He had to print out peribahasa for us. Lesson time, we talk about his student which is the current teacher for the band2 class. Talk and somehow, we changed the subject from his student to himself. Asked us what his dream career was. "Tentera... Laut." Was funny how he said it. Trying to make us suspence (spell check?) which didn't work. Yes Cikgu, you wanted to be in navy. And lesson was interesting. Geography, no idea who will be teaching us as the teacher didn't come in. Our History teacher, Ms Choo, relieved us. Period was somewhat fun. English, we got Mdm Rabia! Great right?! Had no lesson. We just talk about upper sec subjects and how come she didn't take us as a form class again. Maths, I WANT MS GAN BACK!. Mr Lim's lesson was not boring. First time I could just concentrate in class. Still, I want Ms Gan back. She may be strict, but at least we are improving and all. Maths is going to be a total disaster. (: After school, went to SJ room and talk about payment of this and that. Talked about tomorrow's CCA night for the Sec 1s. They asked who wants to do CPR. No. If it is two person, it depends on the mood I'm in to partner up with them or not. And what is wrong with having 4 casualty make-up experts and no CPR specialies. -.- Okay, nevermind. I need a uniform cover by tomorrow at 1.15! Anybody who can give or sell an extra you have to me? About tomorrow, somebody call me about it. Thank you (: I have written my thoughts with love toodles~

first day!

Hello! First day of school finally! Nyeahaha! Was damn suckish seh! And omfg, im sure im gonna be in thaaaaat thing dis year! I hv got to lose some! YOU all donnit to know what im talking abt but if you do, lucky you. Form teacher. Mr Matthew Lim, woops! I mentioned his full name which I have no rights to. -.- Damn lame. Taking us for Maths&IPW. Gosh! Co-form, Mr Ramthan. Taking us for D&T wif Mr Nasir. But Mr Nasir isn our co-form okeh. Fyi je. Mr Lim talked to us about his expectations bladibla. Those typical, first class best class, looked up upon words came up as expected. Sick of those by the way! Principal's adress was, as always, boring! Principal was the typical type. And the way she dresses, no comments, for the moment. The whole day was practically boring cuz it was free periods for the whole day. And, Mdm Rabia will be taking us for English again. Ms Lim taking us Science again. Like WOHOOOO~ The rest has been changed. Too bad but we still have to move on. Tmr gonna start lessons. Eish! And I have not finish my english hol hw and I've lost my letter writing. Dammit! Anyway, yesterday went out with family. Except for brother, as always. Went to Sembawang Shopping Ctr to Giant. Which was not even giant. -.- In search of sweater and school shoes and an addition to my 'relax area' in my side of the bedroom! I need 2 big cushions that is black and hot pink (: Saper nak blanje dan tolong belikan, thk u so much, i luv u -.-' Did I tell you guys that my sis and I had this quite small bedroom divided into 2. And kak's is the one with the computer and she got the door area. And bohuhuhu, I got the window. Sad seh! But I'll get use to it and I've promised my mum to have my side of the room clean for at least a week. Lets hope it'll happen. So, when we entered the shopping centre, iffah said, "iffah nak naik barney." And pointed at that game machine. And that machine was very cute. There was a cookie monster, barney wif BJ&baby Bob and also ernie&bird. And mind you, each ride costs $1. It's cute right? The second picture, she was facing my sis hu was taking photo of her and also videocam-ed her. Straight to Giant. Shopshopshop...! Went to keep all the stuff in car. Iffah rode the ernie&bird. Too bad i don have the pic cuz i followed my dad back to the carpark. Came back then we went to all level where clothes are sold at. Most shops weren't open. One, public holiday. Two, it was only 10.30 or so. Then, went to Yishun, Chong Pang. Searched for my school shoes first. Found one that satisfy my heart's desire, nyehaha, at maoda paolo. Sorry if I got the name wrong. Wore that shoe just now in school. (: And it was somehow gonna come off my feet! Went to sell my pathetic SE T630 phone. Asked here and there, all took for $60. And finally, my dearest pathetic phone was sold at $60. Ishk! Went to eat lunch at donnoe which place. And suddenly, I donnoe howta eat at a hawker ctr. Nyaha! I ordered mutton chop, mum ordered mee kuah, sis's ordered murtabak. And we shared a rojak. Dad shared with mum cuz the mee kuah was very pedas. And I love the home-made Ice lemon tea there. Actually, can be found anywhere else. Then search for a 2 feet computer table. Found one and it's coming in on coming tuesday! Went home after that. Time check, 3pm or so. Iffah slept in the car and she occupied sis's sit (: Nyehaha! After all had prayed, dad n I went to cwp to upgrade our phone nuumbers. Bloody N6131 just had to be damn expensive for me ): Went back and forth from hello! singtel to M1 shop. And finally, we went to Nokia, upgraded my M1 number and took N6080. The keypads are so kedekut nyer case! Very unspacious. But still, it's my temporary new phone. But I tell you, I prefer my SE T630 phone...! Gonna change with dad after he knows how to use it. Functions of N6080, infrared,camera,video,radio. That's all. i think... o.0 Gonna upgrade dad's singtel number on CNY cuz phones much cheaper those days. Gonna get a new phone that is mine and no one can take it away except for my dad arh. Friday CCA night. Not gonna say anything about SJAB unless people ask. (: So that is all... I have written mythoughts with love toodles~

Goodbye 06!

Hello! Yesterday was terrific...! Dad gone to the mosque to help out with the slaughtering (spell check?) of sheeps... So left with mother, sister, brother, iffah n me to go to the norm houses! First stop, nenek's house... Reached there around 10.30 or so, and nobody is around except the obvious; nenek, tok, cik amin... Cik Ipin was there to cook the nasi minyak (i think it is)... Watched television throughout... Nenek asked me to switch on 'Raden Mas' for her... Sadly, that story is halfway videoed on the second CD... Then watched whatever is on the television manual yesterday lah! Ard 2 (i think), left aft cik hashim&family came...Went to Mak Long's! Yes, I prefer coming to her house then going to nenek's... Don't ask why! Reached there, kak Iana, abg Is, bella, mak busu, cik enah was there already... From the lift can hear abg an's laughter, the lft is near the house anyway! lolx!Kak diana was asleep... Abg fareez was watching teevee, mak long was in the kitchen with cik enah n busu...! Watched teevee the whole hour we were there... Was much fun than watching teevee on my own! Left for home at around 7.30... Dad couldn fetch us home cuz his hands hurt from chopping sheeps...! Took taxi to move from one place to another the whole day yesterday! Bath and all... Watche teevee! Hehe! Watched teevee with bro till countdown was over! Then he went to bed and i watched the coundown till the whole thing was over on teevee and then watched laila isabella till finish... Went to bed at 1.30! HAPPY NEW YEAR! Finally, 2007 is here... Memories of 2006 shall never escape my memory card! Something I wrote on my pen&paper diary last year. "My next stop of life! Woodlands Ring Secondary School. Sec 1e1! I'm gonna be a Sec 1 kid next year! One heck of a life!Life continues as usual..." One heck of a life? Haha!2006 was great. Much better than the past years! I stepped into Woodlands Ring Sec with nobody to talk to. I remember that i asked Sing Ping to wait for me at the gate, and she did! Very much appreciated. The few days, I stick to her in class. And that was when i said my first word to this girl which to me, was very cute and quiet. Shi Hui was the new person i talked to. Then comes Farah and then comes Rachel. Months went by and i got more friends. The ones that i can trust my feelings, the ones who made me laugh. Aishah was there to accompany me to gossip. Farah was there to make me laugh. Liyana was there to make me smile. Hazirah was there to keep my vocab and dictionary running all the time. Nabila was there to cheer up my mood! Thanks to them, I now know the place called a movie theater. The place that I've never been to for ages. Thanks to them also, I now understand the meaning of friendship. And I'll treasure ours. (: June holiday was, for once, memorable. The first boot camp that I had was, surprisingly, fun! The minute that Ms Siti said that I was in FAC, my first thought was, "Oh hell! Torture?"Even my mother's nags was, for once, followed by me. Because I wanted holidays to be over so badly. Ticks of the clocks around Singapore, and what do you know?! Holidays are in a few days time... I felt really bad that I had to fall ill on the last day of school. No chance to bid farewell to my teachers. Ah! My teachers... Mdm Rabia, the teacher that I had not get a scolding from. I thank you for your wise knowledge on English. It's because of you, now I know how to write a proper letter, and because of that, I had to finish that letter writing homework! Thank you very much (: Ms Toh, I know you look up on 1-1. It's annoying to hear you scream your nags. I know you want us to be a better person, but your nags doesn't seem to work. I don't even know why you are here in the first place but still, thank you for your nags. Ms Wong, the one who give me cold stares the moment I failed my geography. She focused so much on giving hatred looks on the failures. Thanks to that, I passed my geography! I thank you for your cold stares and notes. They made me pass my Geography! Ms Gan, the first time I saw you, I was so sure that I'm going to hate you like hell! But, for all that you know, I don't! You are the reason that I can manage Maths till mid-year. Thank you for that and also, because I still suck at Maths, I thank you, for now I have a tuition teacher. Ms Lim, what can I say? You were wonderful. You made me have the interest to carry on studying Science. And so, thank you for your interesting and disgusting lesson. Mr Faraz, I love your 'jokes' and I love history! But of course! I don't love you because of the words you have said. Thank you for the praises. Thank you for helping me pass my History. Ms Lam, I got you for the whole year! Wonderful. You should stick to teaching Homec though. You thought me how to sew whatever crap. And now, I've forgotten how to do so. Thank you for teaching us Homec and your CME lesson was interestingly, boring. To the rest of my teachers, Mdm Lim, Ms Christina, Mr Kheng, Mr Loy, Cikgu Shikin and the rest who have thought me but not named, I thank you all for teaching me with the best of your ability. (: Holiday training was fun. The laughters, the smiles, the crazy casualties. I shall not forget any of those memories. And yes, I still feel bad about that particular post. I'm SORRY if it hurt you. To those who have forgiven me, I thank you, very much!The conflict will not be forgotten so easily, I know. Last day of training was fun&fun. Laughters all day long. Shoutings of any words all day long. Loud laughters all day long. None of those will be forgotten easily. My memory card has an affinity KB/MB. Whichever and whatever, your pick. 2 days till school re-opens! And I'm looking forward! (: Though my homeworks are still left undone nand tmr gonna go out! ): GOODBYE 2006! I WON'T BE ABLE TO FORGET YOU, never ever. Goodbye~ P.S My rockyou is on the verge of making me suicide so bear with me, this is the only pic i can upload here. Sad!

I love the book!

Pleasure/pain is a fine line, and you don't have to be crazy to admit that. Children are more honest about that sort of thing, as they are in most matters. ***Real self-harm-the razor blade and kitchen-knife sort-is about releasing an inner welt of pain, and it's about punishment, and it's also a cry for help. It's saying to people: "Look how much pain I am in."

-Judith Fathallah; Monkey Taming

I swear that two paragraphs hit me and I realise, it is nothing but a factual statement... Whatever crap I meant...

The minute that story went to the most saddening part, where the child was trying so hard to lose more weight even though she is underweight, the mother under pressure of her condition and also thinking of the child's grandmum who is still at a home... Ah yes, maybe all those emotionals should have guessed how I reacted to the storyline... It hit me hard that at least my life is not that bad and I'm not anorexic... Uh-huh, the condition the child was in ):

Such a sad thing...! And therefore, I am having this book as one of those homework stuff!

Oh and yes, I cried while reading it le...

Should read it okeh? :p

***

Woke up as usual around 6.30... Didn went back to sleep and then at 10, followed my mum to the market to buy last minute stuff...! Market was pack like hell! Shop&Save was the same...! Collected my new specs...The specs is ugly i tell you! Don't know why i even chose it, maybe because of desperation! nyeahnyeah!

Came back around 11 and did lots of chores because tomorrow dah hari rayer...! Cooked today's meal and helped mum blend this and that... Wash this and that... Carry this and that to over there and here! Okeh, nevermind if you don't understand... Basically, I did double chores today than any other day! But still, my dad nagged at me while I was resting/watching teevee for not helping my mum... Like what the hell!

And now, getting ready for kenduri for hari rayer tmr...!

Woo! I'm tired!

I have written my thoughts with love

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA to all the muslims (: Happy Holidays to the rest who aren't celebrating (:

toodles~

picture time

Hello! My sweet loves! My kuih's pix is finally here~ You want to see? Nice looking! I do not know why but i find it too cute and irresistable that i just have to have this picture up here! Let me introduce you to, one of my jam biscuits whose name is jam biscuits! :) This picture...Erm... During our lunch time at home when I was bored and iffah was eating! To make sure she eat, i took photos! but this is the one and only that I like and saved! I had a nice face because! I was laughing so hard because! She is currently having this attitude! She said NO to cameras! Yes, she currently camera-shy like my sister and mother! -.- Next time I'll load a candid picture of her being shy! Had to fake that there was something at my phone...! Haiz... I have this urge to load up that picture of that donkey-eyed girl...Haha! Thaaaaaat girl should know! But a promise said is a promise to be made (: So I won't! And sorry Haziq, I forgot to say a goodbye to you! Woops! Goodbye & have a safe journey & don't forget to come back to Singapore for school on the 3rd Jan 2007! Sweet love :) , toodles~

training~

Hello! Penat arh! I want to load my jam biscuit pic here :) cuz...erm...i just want to do so! But then my beta yahoo mail is damn slow! I sent the pics already but it's not received yet... -.- Anyhoooooo! Woke up at 6.15 to iron my skirt...then hadta wait for kakak to finish bathing...*yawns* Water was damn cold! Even though my water heater is switched on! Cold giler! Hitched a ride from dad! wee~ i said tt im gonna wait for a fren at block 620 budden my dad suggested that i go straight to school but i said no...i guess he didn hear lah cuz i said that softly while he was talking to my mum! So i thought he was slowing down to stop but actually for him to turn. -.-' And yea...i hadta walk back to that area and wait for aishah... Trained for the last time in the year 2006! Fun! Who came? Aishah,me,shihui,my longlost indonesian sweets; nabila, farhan, fauzi...n haziq hu came 2 hrs later -.- Trained our footdrill sequence...went either to the basketball court or the abv court...whichever and whatever court okeh...! Traintraintrain! Drizzled so we went to the canteen and sat and talked bout tt 'thing'! experiences,beliefs etcetc... just basically, we talked abt it! that it that i will nvr wanna meet! Played wacker...or is it wacko? Nvrm...it's still the same right? wackos playing wacker! wee~ fun! changed rule...wacker are to close their eyes...! NOT suppose to go much further than the circle BUT! aishah n shihui went up to the abv court i went to the corner of the basketball court...nabila n fauzi, sumwhere near the wacker (haziq)... by tt time farahn dah balek dahh! not sporting langsong! yes, tt irritating lab partner of mine! Then more training on the footdrill sequence! Fauzi bcame the 'sir' then he joined us! was fun arh! previously, im sick of tt jadikan dua barisan command, but now! im sick of tt squat beratur! command cuz well...we repeated tt manymanymany times! okeh, that's a halfway lie...! then sat around...played concentration...then played donkey! nyahaha! then started to drizzle so went to SJ room...continued playing budden the seniors hu were there when we came in already went home so we got 'halau-ed'...sat ard at the canteen n the rain was heavy! very heavy! better of asleep! So i decided to take the bus instead of walking home! Oh oh! saw some of the sec1s nxt yr...sum are a little nerdy but some are just pure mats&minahs, ahlians&ahbengs...and some are just acting as themselves... but wait till they mix wif those bunch of people den u'll see THE change! What is going to happen to the future human race arh? All those kiddos, not even in pri2 dah act minah aper smue! like mulut takde insurance nyer type! I wanna tag orang lain nyer tagbrd but it keeps showing error msgs jekk tagbrds skalian... And lagi ponn! Most of the blog's webpages cannot load properly! one example, aishah's! ): Let's ALL pray for the internet to be much better much sooner! I want to sleep now...Holidays has pampered me with afternoon naps, which sucks a lot! I'll upload that kuih's pic for u all nxt time! (: I have written my thoughts with love toodles~ im not taking that as an apology accepted...i don even noe if it is accepted in the first place! one minute u act ok-ok towards me the nxt minute, u look as if u are on the verge of killing ME...so which?

library trip!

HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY KRISTINA!

Hello...! Okeh, that girl's name i donnoe howta spell, but still, happy birthday to my neighbour n thx for the goodies! hehe! dah tuer pon dapat goodie bag! :p Anyway...! Trip to lib today with farah n yana...was supposed to meet at 2pm at lib tapii! i was late! stopped by my mum cuz she hvn pray n i hadta take care of iffah who was suppose to be asleep but she was still hyper! -.- And when i reached cwp, was stopped by donnoe which guy from whatever society to help the needy children! So much for won't take me a minute! It took ard 3 mins for him to finish his practiced speech...! And seriously tauu! I don understand a single bit of what he said! I just said no or yes as and when needed...! woopsie! So blablabla! Sampai lib at 2.30! like wth kaaan?! Search for books and guess what?! My world record! i found 3 bks within half an hour! wee~ Den went home straight and my mum was surprised that i reach home earlier then usual! -.- Straight away read one of the book and it was damn interesting and yes...saddening lah some of the parts! Help mum make jam biscuits! hehe! kuih rayer!!! 3 down n dis one more to go! i think...! Eh! 25th december, at ard 8.30pm while i was awaiting for GEMILANG to start (watching it cuz Juz B [sorry, how do u spell it again?] gonna perform!) my dad ringed me and asked me if i want to make my specs tonight or not...And yea, gonna collect my new specs on sat...! And DAMN my degrees increased by 25...watever crap that salesperson talked abt my degree also akuu tak tau! but i noe it increased by 25 and it's oreadi 300+! like sial! And my internet is going crazy! Thanks to that LAN! pffft! Oh yes, my tagboard also takes a looooooooong time to load and i cannot open cbox's webpage! And...the only tag I have tt i saw at ard 7.10 (i think) was frm alif! reply: aper kau mepek? since when im serani? since when my mum works?! i think kaaaan! u got the wrong person lah deyy! Kak naf seriously hvta call that singtel nyer whatever (no)helpline nyer orang! they can only make my LAN connected again and for god's sake eh! firewall isn blocking my MSN lah stupid ass! My firewall isn even on! Ahh! Fuck you lah! OH OH! Internet gonna end on april! like wth?! is it jus me or is it early? it's just me! dah more than a year ehk internet nii? how would you noe! ahaha! Okeh, enuf craps! Off to help my mum make tt kuih! byes!

i have written my tots with love

toodles~

the 25th day on the 12th mth.

Hello! Guess what?! I spent the whole day watching teevee and i am half way through my functional writing! Wee~ The rest is not done yet :p A few days to 2007... A brand new year with a brand new start, I hope... Ouh! Another programme coming up, maybe I won't blog till 2007! MAYBE... Before I forget, Merry Christmas to those celebrating it :) If not than...happy holiday! :) Ohoh! Yes, that AC timer baruu 13 yrs old today...Happy Birthday! :) toodles~

survey

okeh...found dis at friendster (: god damn bored right now... ***** SECTION ONE - About you + Known as: Nasirah/Irah/Adeq (: + Born: 050293 SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER + Fallen off the bed?: uh-huh! clever people fall off the bed + Broken someone else's heart?: Nope! + Had your heart broken?: Hmm...no... + Had a dream come true?: I donnoe, i don think so... SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY... + Wearing: t-shirt n long pants! + Listening to: the sound of my fan (: + Chatting with: chatroom currently unavailabale )): SECTION 4 - DO YOU... + Have any piercings: Yes + Drive: im too young sweets! + Drink: nope! i drink plain water n cold water but not thaaaat water (: + Have a cell phone: yerp! want the number? :p SECTION 5 - LAST PERSON YOU... + Hugged: Iffah + Talked with on the phone: kak naf + Text: aishah SECTION 6- FAVORITES + Show: million treasures, hikmah etcetcetc + Food : do NOT cook me veges please! + Color: pink&black&red&anyblue&lightgreen SECTION 7 - DO YOU... + Like to give hugs: if u need it, i'm here (: + Like to walk in the rain: i luv it [with an umbrella please,thku] + Prefer black or blue: black! + Sleep on your side: i think i do so + Have stuffed animals: heh! yarps! SECTION 8- THIS OR THAT...(pick) + Pierced nose or tongue: neither! :p + MTV or BET: hmm... + 7th Heaven or Dawsons Creek: 7th heaven + Chocolate or flowers: can i have both please? + Colored or black-and-whitephoto: coloured wld be nice! + Stay up late or sleep in: erm...that's hard! i think, stay up late! + Hot or cold: cold + Sun or moon: sun + Left or Right: right + Spring or Fall: raining :p + Happy or sad: obviously happy! + Wonder or amazement: wander? haha! amazement!!! SECTION 9: FIRSTS. + First piercing/tattoo: i donnoe, ask my mum! + First crush: i think i was 11 or was it 12...? hmm... SECTION 10: LASTS. + Last time you cried: two days ago + Last phone call: yesterday...? with kak naf SECTION 11: CURRENT. Current mood: bored Current food: im hungry! in need of that chicken in the kitchen! Current annoyance(s): nobody i guess... SECTION 12: WHO LAST... +Made you smile: my sweets! +Made you cry: HER! SECTION 13: WOULD YOU RATHER.. +Be serious or be funny?: funny! hehe! +Drink whole or skim milk?: wholei suppose +Spend time with your parents or enemie?: parents of course! but i prefer spending time with friends hu r not my enemy! SECTION 14: DO YOU PREFER... +Do you prefer gray or black?: black! +Lust or love?: love <33 +Sunrise or sunset?: sunrise +M&M's or skittles?: skittles! SECTION 15: ANSWER TRUTHFULLY... +Do you like anyone right now?: it'll be a lie if i say no... +Do you believe in love at firstsight?: depends! +Did you fall for the wrong guy or girl?: hah! no...! :p okeh! eh, im addicted to that stressball arh! stressball...!!! okeh, done! toodles~

bluehee!

Hello! Okay, since there isn any training but it's already the end of the week's training so as promised! Pictures up! Camwhored with iffah during those days yang takde training! And Haziq, lucky you! I cannot send ur photo here! SUEY lah ur picture! Oh wells...Done! (: Image quality is very bad! I know, bear with me cuz im getting a new phone sooon! christmas! hurryhurry!!! FFAH With love, ASIRAH toodles~

change blogskin!

hello! Okeh...Today, didn went for training! Messaged Aishah n we decided to sleep back! Wahaha! But that sweets of mine tak tauu aper dier type ehk? kesiaaaaan...! So anyway, today was boriiiiiiing!!! Since bro was at home, cudn use the computer...! Blergh! I was lazing around in my house as always...got pissed off real badly that i maki-ed like chibai! I have nothiiiing to write! Tmr no training cuz they're hving sec 1 orientation thingy...Oh wells! Shall try and have all those homeworks done...! Bleek! Since im bored...I wanna change blogskin again...! Let's go to blogskins.com sweets!!! I have written my thoughts with love toodles~

Training Day2

Hello! And finally I can log in to my blogger account...fcuk u error msg!!! Ahahaha! So anyways, who came for yesterday's training raise up your hand high up with dignity! And let me tell you this (: It's raining heavily! What on earth are you doing in school for training when you can sleep all day long with those cold breeze? Messaged Aishah early in the morning, actually she was suppose to be awake alrd -.- I was still in bed with a headache cause i went home all wet yesterday from the rain at that 962 bus stop (; Then today...! Since they wanted to start training at 7.30...i hitched a ride from my dad :D Ahaha! Case malas... Tell you guys something okies? Just now in the morning, my car was without a front plate number...! Cause...I don't know how...! (: So our guess was becuase of the water that my dad drove into while picking sis from work -.-' Story? Wanna listen? Even if you say no, I'll type it anyway (: It was the recent Monday that dad took sis frm work...It was raining heavily! Then after that, there were lorries driving at the side of the road and my dad was wondering why...the woosh~ He drove straight into the water! Cool! And I wish I was there ): But too bad I wasn't! So anyway! Dad drove me to 620 and i waited for Aishah for ard 10 mins for her to get her hair done! At 8, Haziq finally came -.-' And Alif didn turn up...! Laughed all the way! Haha! Only became a little serious when SSG Asyiq was looking and when SGT Wanie was around there :p Then Kak Wanie made us do the whole sequence...! Seriously, we weren't serious at all! Then traintraintrain... Played donkey, bluff and snap! Funfunfun! ((: Then at around 11, accompanied Kak Wanie to the kopitiam there...drank lime juice! And that attitude auntie was not the cashier! FIUH! Went back to school, more trainings! And they came and made us do a serious drill on the phase 1 :p As if! And you know what?! He compared us with the NP! Like, eh! WTH?! Don't compare us with the NPCCs please ): Then walk home...Reached home at exact 1... Had 3 hrs of sleep, for the first time in my 13 yrs history! I won't be asleep for that long if I am not sick! Wohoo~ Tomorrow, hitching a ride from dad again! But don't worry, dad has the front plate numberfixed for $30...Ahaha! Pathetic! I have written my thoughts with love toodles~ seriously, I am sorry for hurting you guys! I am terribly sorry! I gave you a message at friendster and you merely replied a 'wat ever'...! I am trying with all my heart to gain that friendship again...!

I hate you, I do.

You treat me like some kind of fool and now you expect me to give you my nice&sweet behaviour? FUCK OFF! The reason of me being like this is your attitude towards me... You think that I love going out with you just becuase I smiled, some times?! Oh you got my smiling wrong my dear... My smile is for the public! I answer your fucking unreasonable words back because it is simply unreasonable! Why do you have to make me do everything for you when kakak is home? You see me resting while she was watching the television for liek the whole time, why didn't you ask her to do your bloody chores? Who did you choose to pick? ME! For all the bloody reasons you have, why me?! You just don't seem to see the fact that you ARE being one-sided... And not only that, you are not being reasonable towards me! I do not need to hear your "wise" words because it isn't wise at all! I have had enough of you taking sides towards kakak and never once towards me or abang... What do you take us for? Fools and idiots? Just who do you think you are to control my life and my mouth! I say whatever i want! Nobody are to stop me! And can I ask you a long list of questions that I bet you'll be scratching your head for the answer? What is wrong with having a blog? What is wrong about going out with friends much further than Woodlands? (trust me, my parents didn found out) What is wrong with being just a 13 yr old? And kakak, what is wrong with wearing a pink! Abnormal girl, criticise me all you want but seriously, pink does not have to be the main colour for girls! STOP insulting and criticising me for liking and loving and wearing pink! It's just another colour on the list! And this post is going to end with a... I HATE YOU&YOU&YOU! And I'm the main target because abang isn't home... I'm bursting like a balloon with just a little too much negative air!

training

hello! okeh, now im tired...! training was funfunfun without being scolded at first... budden we got scolded cuz we were sorta playing while training...! haish! donnoe larr... took a photo of thaaaaaat AC leader yg tengah kecoh before we started training... sort of camwhored wif aishah...gambar both of us wif her lar yer...! lemme jus type thru at a glance (: so yea...we took photos while waiting for the grand entrance of alif hu was LATE! ishkishk! heh! aishah kept checking her hair as per norm...! den did some drill at quadrangle den break den NP used the area n we took the basketball or volleyball or watever ball nyer court arh! did more drills den started to drizzle den it rained! wee~ did the circle drills...this time, with haziq,alif,kak atikah,aishah n me (: sweat like hell! den comes the part where they spoil my mood of fun (: den inside SJ room, played donkey ): ohok, i was THE donkey for both the rounds...n we played 2 rds only waaaat! hmmph! im gonna get my revenge sooner or later, n how does tt donkey sound again...? 'played' hide-n-seek wif THEM :p n yea! did more drills near the lower sec block n the two of the boys jus luv the slow march's two rows thingy -.-' okeh, to tell u the truth, im sick of tt drill lah! *yawnz* ended at 1+... okeh done, im sleepy *yawnz* pix will be up aft the week's training (: and i bet Haziq wanna know which photo...NO wait, he saw alrd kaaaan? keh nvrm! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

enjoy?! fcuk!

Hello people! Just came back frm shopping at sheng siong at wdlands checkpoint there... So, at ard 2.30, dad was already waiting downstairs n the reason of them being late is of coz, me! ye larr! hu else will they blame except me as they noe im choosy when i go out! searching for clothes n ponder whether i shld bring a bag or not...hmm! n mum said: kau pergi pakai baju smlm jek lar! oh wells! den there is the bag thing...n yea! decided tt i shld jus bring my pink&black purse n handphone only! Den...headed for rasa-rasa restaurant there...lets see... Foods ordered: fish&chip (mine faithfully!), nasi ayam(sis's yg takde standard langsong!), yong tau foo (mum yg nagging at me since 13 yrs ago), n i donnoe wat my dad ordered cuz i was busy layan-ing iffah n waiting for my drinks! (: water ordered: milo dinosaur shack (mine le! actually i forgot the full name,namer pnjg2), lime juice (sis's which was masam to the max!), coffee (dad's n i hv no comments) when the water came, iffah gave dis look towards my YUMMY drink! please be aware that this is a re-enactment of her reaction! ahaha! n look at my drink! foo~ tasty n huge giler! so eateateat...took time to eat larr actually! for the first time ever i finish my food first...no wait! second cuz dad abes dulu! thats an improvement okeh...! den went shopping! mum saw dis gorgeous kain...! den i saw a shop for bags!!! wee~ n therefore! dis is my nxt year's bag... ugly kaaaaan? cost $16 aft discount...whatever i choose, there'll be an objection from my mum n sis! org punyer suker arh! as if they are gonna carry tt bag all ard the yr! pffft! but hey! at least i got a new bag...!school stuff checklist: bag, black shoes,spectacles! pens,erasers,new pencil box! okeh, den dad move the car nearer to sheng siong -.-' jus don see the point arh! we hadta go out of the carpark which has tt paying thingy n den go in again...waste of time...! okeh, den shopshopshop...THEY shop, I walk ard much further from them cuz i was pissed off! Whatever i want, there'll always be an objection from my mum...n sis! eee! geram nak mampos so i jus walked away from them...n they bought kinder bueno cuz i asked for tt a few hours ago n lost interest in it already cuz they think tt it's gonna cheer me up...! aha! as if! wat will cheer me up at tt moment was if they would just listen to me to wat i want for a moment or two! will they? Noooo! they just walk away...! hmmph! den aft tt, mum n sis n iffah went to the 2nd level while me n dad went back to our car to keep all those stuff...dah simpan smue barang, dad smoked at the front part of the car while i sit at the boot of the car...! n i DETEST smokers to bits n pieces! so smokers, smoke far away from me or i will do something tt u will surprise tt somebody of MY age will do *evilgrins* took a few pix...muahahaha! a few as in very little...! This, was sitting at the boot nyer tmpt while waiting for them n i was taking all those fresh smoke-filled n other toxics air... This, was erm...at the boot of the car also lar...! Keh, dis one was waiting for them inside the cold car...please ignore tt hand as it is unintentionally there (: And straight back home...! at the exit, stuck for ard n hour or so! the bus frm malaysia kaaaaaan, macam sengajer giv out asap!!! like aper? nak kasi pollute Singapore's air? tak payah lah! we have received too many pollutions from our neighbouring countries (: den ader this van which was filled wif mat rock SESAT...we were already at tt place for a few minutes, den wen dad drove much forward, the person beside the driver asked us to stop! like wtf! org dah ke depan dier pon ke depan...asal tak langgar je?! kan lagi bagos! I swear i'll make a very bad driver one day ((: woopsie! eh yarr...for your information kaaaan...! nobody except my sweets n u readers noe tt i go bugis yesterday! yea, lied lar! u think i can even go ut further then woodlands area?! told my dad who was so pissed already yang akuu gi sunplaza! *bluek* I have written my tots wif luv toodles~ oh and, my darling aishah! get well soon sweets~

Berjalan-jalan di bugis

hellooooo! i jus don understand why my dad gets so angry when im home later then time asar ): sick of dis seh! oh well...had this weird talk with sis last night when it was time to go to sleep...! talk abt her friends n mine, comparing more likely...n yea! sis is an abnormal girl lar! n tt was from her own mouth okeh! den today...training was kecohtiringfun! had those silly games...tt loqman lar! close eyes for stationary drills lah, open eyes while moving lah, do the opposite of the command...lame hor? for the sec 1s...haziq,alif,aishah n me came n farah tagged along! hehe! :) den aft zohor berjln wif my sweets! suppose to meet at 2.10pm...n i saw kak nures once n abg faroq twice for ard 20 mins of waiting for farah,liyana n aishah outside boots n shoes...! yes, was there for 20 mins n my leg hurts like hell! saw dis grp of eeeeew step-goth nyer people! *vorrrmit* wanted to go cwp at first but instead...we hit bugis! stand throughout our mrt ride... in search for a place to shop...ended up at bugis junction n went to McD for erm...lunch! n the french fries kaaaaan! so VERY MASIN! den jalan-jalaaaaaaaan! den went to bugis street n jalan-jalaaaaaaan! so yes, i bought nth except for coke,french fries n chicken Mcnugget (which i gave to yana cuz rezeki,jgn di tolaaaaak!) den took 960 to go home...the last time i rode which was 2+ yrs ago, we took ard 45 mins frm wdlands int to sumwhere near tt area...oh wells! SORRY IF IT TOOK AGES TO GO BACK TO THE INTERCHANGE! SORRY! n wat time did i reach home? 7+! AHH! get ready for nags n explanation lor! done! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

ignore it!

ignore my prev post...thk u! ****** oh mymymy! ard 2 wks to 2007! thats fast i tell u! n yea! homewrk blom abes (: erm...i wanna go cwp ke any other shopping centers! saper nk ikot?! raise ur hands! kiter gi shopping till we break our legs! bored at home...don even think of me asking my mum! if i go wif her, it'll be window shopping -.-' gonna order rite pizza later! weehee~ craving for pizza larr... eh eh! sing wif me my dears! im bored so sing to dis blog song wif me!!! usah lepaskan Yang terindah Terlukis di bibir mu Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu Sebegitu Pudar kah sudah cinta yang ku beri Bewarna warni segalaYang dijanjikan ia (Chorus) Usah biarku bersendirian Usah biar hati mu di tawan Usah biar diri ku disini Seorang menunngu tanpa teman Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu Usah biar semua berlalu Usah terlupa perasaan hati Pertama kali kita bertemu Usah lepaskan (Bridge) Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu Ku ingin selalu bersama mu Chorus Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya Engkau dan dia harus bersama Mendungnya langit bila berkata Kita patutnya masih bercinta Usah lepaskan Usah lepaskan Yang terindah Terlukis di bibir mu Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu Sebegitu source: http://www.taufikbatisah.net/hometbtaufik.html keh, actually i hv nth to write...lets do some maths sums!!! really? nah! youtube-ing...! taufik-ing...! n nasirah-ing! yea! im waiting toodles~

Oh Shut up!

FULFILL UR UNFULFILLED PROMISES!

Why don you shut? Why do you have to always do this? You promised! ):

bandaging!

Hello! My leg aches due to too much of sitting n lying dwn at home! ): Bad! Was so bored at home n Iffah was fiddling with my bags...n she took my bandage! u noe...the bandage tt we were suppose to bring home to practice... so yea! n the result was amazing: See...since her head is small,we hv a very long xtra to be tied! n she was luffing the whole time aniway! oh n she made me tied dis head bandage on myself n it was much better on my big head! the hand bandage! i used the narrow bandage n it's still too big for her small hand -.-' so the result was atrocious! Hehe! And this one is at the knee...still a narrow bandage! n wehee! it's nice but i think it's wrong! ): the narrow bandage again...since it cannot cover only one eye, i do my way! huahua! nice eh? n finally, my casualty is unconscious... now where is tt bear of hers? HAHA! okeh, i luv tt eye bandage on her! =D oh n dearest peeps! add my yahoo mail (hipgalondalose@yahoo.com.sg) at msn...and those hu chat wif me kaaaan, sorry for the very late reply cuz my fon slowreactionkeypaddahsiaoconnectionslow! okeh? (: Standing waiting for you to be okeh toodles~

nyeahnyeahnyeah!

I still hv the mood to shout a tiring HELLO! :D Too bad that MSN n ebuddy isn functioning or that spleak robot would have to endure my craziness! Actually im very sleepy but here to blog cuz the temperature is high and my room so panas i jus can't fall asleep... Anyways lar, my day is as bored as ever...woke up quite late for suboh n luckily my dad was out to masjid wif neighbours or i'll be as dead as a dead person would be! -.-' okeh, woke up ard 6.35 or later, n saw kak naf walking frm my parents' room to ours'...n where else would she be off to except her work place! aiyoh! This sis of mine seriously donnoe howta hv like hugehuge fun... aniways...bladibladibla, switch on the comp n check mail blablabla... den dadsie came back home wif tosai-s (or toseh, donnoe lars) n prata-s n 2 packs of nasi lemak! lotsa food...n i ate 1 egg tosai n i was full to the max! blablabla...got ready for madrasah which i dread to go since exam is afterall over! nad n syariza pon tak datang...! n blablabla! n guess wat?! only 8 of us turn up n 9 wld be including the teacher! hah! see?! den yay! we got our results! mine is horrible n my mum is furious at me ): bluek! i did pass waaaaaat! Fiqh: 30.5/50 Arab: 70/100 Akhlak: 44/50 n damn HIM, he got full marks for arab! screw u! obviously i hadta tell my mum hu got the highest blablabla...! n the convo goes: ibu: asal kawan kau boleh dpt markah penuh kau tak boleh?! me: (abt to answer) ayah: suroh blajar tak nak! markah mcm gini?! kakak ngan abg kau lagi bagos! n c...my results are always compared to theirs! why can they do better then u? kau pemalas! nak dekat exam baru blajar! mak oi! waited for half an hour for dis malaysian ustazah of mine...n the class was still quiet! woo~ surprisingly! den dismissed 5 minutes early...cuz class was boring n i played my phone the whole time...*yawn* hadta wait ard 20mins cuz dad fecthed me home...skali ader mak aku ngan iffah daa~ so straight away went to pick kak naf n we were half an hour early! so dad drove ard n tt huge house is damn nice! im sooooo drooling over THOSE houses...u noe! the one that is like a bungalow...it shld be a terrace le...hu cares?! i wanna be richrichrich n gonna own tt house! hehe~ amin. smoga ditunaikan hasrat hamba mu (: im so alim today! hehe! den blablabla...at 4pm, kak diana came and the tuition has officially started...n so! i hvta finish up her 5 questions n do ard half of my maths homewrk by dis sunday...Eek! hopefully... den finish up at ard 6.15 n i was so damn sleepy n tired!n nxt wk shall hv mental sums where my brain is gonna explode to bits n pieces! shout 'yay!' everybody! *wohoo!* n i tot i stated for a yay!?! night time falls n hadta go kedai n buy sis's n me, dinner...Ee! im sick of eating at vista's banquet! reason being, service slow...! okeh larr, i always buy my action-aku-yang-masak meal there when my mum isn cooking n more likely nobody's home! n the only kedai that i luv going is the chicken rice stall! hehe! delish! n i think i saw faris (madrasah mate lar) when i walked out of banquet...! Mak Ciks' hv been staring at me for donnoe wat reason! can my face tell tt i hv attitude wif adults? tt's nice to noe (: n bla...watch teevee the whole night! n i watched senario,tt dikir barat competition on rtm1 n the apprentice! ahha! the dikir barat competition was no where near singapore's style... the tukang karut nyer karut tak mengarut! the tok juara nyer suare made me sleepy! so lembek! the awok2...u can tell tt they r shouting their lungs n stomachs n all those intestines n organs they hv out so tt they can be loud! the music? typical dikir barat's music lar... the lyrics or watever, cannot understand at all! they spoke the kelantan way! n u noe, i pretty much think tt Singapore's is much better...the adventage of a girl is, wen u are bored listening to dikir barat of Singapore's (which makes u insane if u r bored), u can go guy-looking! cuz many are cute n young! most likely u can fall for org lain nyer bf or tunang (: but wen u watch dis(malaysia's) dikir barat,wen u r bored, no guy looking cuz they can be of ur father's age or even worse, ur grandfathers'...okeh sorry! im being mean...): n worse cum to worse, u'll fall for somebody's dad (or much more worse, ur bf's dad) n somebody's husband! if u don understand the writings abv,pls ignore it thk u! okeh...apprentice was boring! they jus showed the prev challenges! tmr hikmah's last episode...! n tt remote is mine to control frm 9.30 onwards! nyeahnyeah! i've found one interesting blog to read! so say goodbye! *toodles* standing awaiting for you toodles~

MSN

And in jus a few seconds, she is gonna slam her computer n throw it down to the first level and right into tt huge rubbish chute! Damn tt stupid firewall and damn that stupid LAC!!! Aiyoh! Wat has that firewall n LAC have against MSN messenger (all those fcuking versions)?! And just wat has that ebuddy have against my hotmail account! And i install ALL the versions cuz im sick of waiting for ebuddy to recover! Screw u lah internet, MSN, ebuddy n even dis blardy IE!!! How i wish i can throw the whole set of computer dwn to th efirst level! nice eh? This computer set is kak naf's responsibilty! She bought the whole set n i wld rather hv myself in tt rubbish chute instead of hving her to kill me (: And since she is the comp administrator (or however u spell that), she shld be the one repairing every single thing! And haha! I'm smart enuf to know her password and change my account frm limited to administrator! lala~ You see...if my account is limited, i hvta hv her to install the things that i want...cuz limited account is so limited that u can only do things like going frm a webbie to another but u can't install anything! pathetic! If kak naf switch on the computer everyday and be informed wat is new on computer life and have her download it without hving me to ask...! then im find with having a limited account! But hey, she is very busy at wrk that she doesn switch on the computer everyday n she is useless in being informed what's new on computer life and she won't download anything cuz she thinks that it's gonna take up my time of studying...! I'd rather have the admin account! Blah! And therefore dis gives me the idea of going to my sis's account! wahaha! And yes, lucky me...! She doesn noe my blog add tho she noes tt i hv a blog! :p She has been sleeping frm the time she came back frm wrk till now! T.T And the greatest part is, she won't noe! Ooo! Im basically telling everybody hu is reading this! Haha! Okeh, im evil...! But as if i care! And u noe...i feel like hitting my handphone hard on the wall seh! I'm being very violent today (: good thing or bad thing, up to how violent i'll be ((: That effing phone of mine...internet connection slow nak mampos! And that mobile ebuddy lagi tak gune! Nn...i can only change my phone aft christmas -.-' pffft! Yes, my dad took an advice frm his fren at work cuz they are, according to my dad, good at knowing the prices! Ouh...thk YOU so much...But if the prices are bloody high aft xmas and i don get to change my phone, i'm so gonna cum aft them!!! ouh well...my phone is practically mute already! And actually, im happy of tt cuz tt means, my fon bill is much lower! if it is so...my dad won't take my phone away! like, WOHOO!!! ((: Standing, waiting for you to be okeh toodles~

ihateyou

Hey-ho... Getting away frm this house would really be nice...! This house is just the room for me to be insulted! What's the use of a family if u can't share ur thoughts with? Everybody is busy doing their own stuff n leaving me all alone to cry my eyeballs out! Ouh haha... That came out wrong! I don have any feelings, as said by that particular someone... It's a waste of my breathe n saliva to fight my own rights in this house... Ouh, yea! I'm the young one, wat do i noe bout THAT?! My utmost heartfelt to myself! It's nice to engage urself to a song that can just make u feel like u are one of them...At least u won't feel like u r alone eh! been listening to it lotsa time!

a prob aft another...haish!

Hello awake humans (: It has been a very boring n suckish holiday n am really in need of window shopping or/and shopping without my parents...! But im very lazy to go out...lala~ Hmm...homeworks are still on hold! Hehe! Not even a single dot on my english works... A few questions done for maths...Ah goy! I hate doing maths on holidays...! Tuition gonna start dis sunday! Eek! Ain't ready i tell u! Forgotten lotsa thing that kak diana thought me... Formulas blablabla! The only thing that i can rmb is tt i met her target for my maths eoy paper n howta do algebra! (: Good eh? I want my bloody MSN back seh! if not MSN then ebuddy shld be good enough! Not fair seh, how cum my bro's computer account can sign in to ebuddy but my comp account can't?! Siak jek... Hmm...Kak Naf said tt she mite consider bringing me to wrk! Haha! Imagine a 13 yr old stepping her feet for the first time to sembawang shipyard! I wanna go but kaaaaan...she said tt her office is very far in so im considering! Home is certainly not the best place to let out your crazy self! Im planning to sleep late tonight! lets say...3am? yea! shall watch the VCDs i hv at home...hehe! n disturbing kak naf's sleep will mean tt im gonna hv the worst day of my life ): Hah! Wat the heck...im on a holiday in my own room wif my sweets computer bebeh! Saper suroh gi overtime besok?! takder yg suroh pon...Her work is calling HER n the computer n VCDs are are calling ME! huahuahua! too bad kak! :D aites! since tt ebuddy isn functioning like it shld be, im off...teevee, here i cum! teevee n internet are getting boring-er nowadays... Joyous holiday wif teevee ): blergh! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

im sorry

I'M SORRY FOR THE MISTAKES THAT I DID

huever is using oggix as a tagbrd, im sorry i didn tag but i did try but the msg didn cummout ):

Just another word. ):

N i have been thinking how to apologise to all of u for my mistakes for the past few weeks...i need my ebuddy really badly! just how am i suppose to say my sorry?! eurgh! i hate dis computer...! They want me to say sorry personally...will a SMS do? will a testimonial do? will a tag do?! Gosh...Pick one will u? 5th dec is finally here...but im not happy! gonna miss my current phone n i hv nobody to share the joy wif...like as if they care! i shldn hv posted tt stupid post...!

I do not know what else I should do to be forgiven...

If everything I did and am going to do will not change the situation,

I do not know what else I am going to do...

I miss the happy n joyous moments we had,

And I am losing those moments we shared,

Each time the clock ticks...

I miss the times when we go out together,

The laughters are still in my head,

And I know,

Those moments are losing everyday because of what I did...

If my apology is not to be taken,

Then please,

Tell me a way that it will even if it means getting myself hurt...

N i'll start sending my apology soon...

i hv written my tots wif luv n tears

toodles...

Sick! Damn!

hellooooooo! i don think i can come for tmr's training...! blah! we shall c (: started training wif case studies...! NA started off first! wahahaha! erm, ms siti combine the 2 prev case studies...! n wahahahaha! u noe, im a lazy bum ryte? i bcame the nose bleed! budden i hadta faint...cuz wrong treatment...! best arh fainting! in the mid of treatment i mean...! like so coooool, okeh lame! den NC's turn...n i gotta do the easiest injury cuz i hadta call for ambulance...n guessguessguess hu i hadta treat? kak kiirah! the ticklish casualty...nk angkat dier jekk, she luffed a lot! n i made a lot of mistakes for today's case study...dang! den half an hour break n footdrill...! blah...wasn in the mood cuz 1) the weather was blardy hot! 2) my temperature was slowly rising up again... stupid siak! n weeheeeee! we finished the whole footdrill sequence...! kak wanie taught the commands aft slow march...n urgh! glenda din turn up cuz of flu, she n her excuses...! so we've finished the sequence n we need to train hard n a lot...! n i can't rmb the last timing...! dang! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

case study...!

helloooooo... my leg hurts!!! footdrill...! i loikehate! hehe! erm...learnt slow march...! blarghblarghblargh! i don like~ slow march is so, well...SLOW! my timing for it was so fcuking eeeeww! den half an hour break den had case study! wee~ i hate case study! today, NC hadta start first! urgh! if not then we cld've jus cut n paste watever the NA did...hehe! n the first time i got shirley!!! wee~ nose bleed...den the gunshot wound casualty died! woohoo! cuz nobody seems to be treating kak atikah! second time...ahh!!! i hate yet i like (: i hadta handle 2 casualty since these 2 are not thaaaaaat serious...! nose bleed n miscarriage...n both are ultimately kecoh! guess my two casualties? u shld noe :D me n shi hui can't lift kak atikah up to change the dressing...! waaaaaaat?! i became the nose bleed casualty...i soooo shld've been kecoh seh! n kak wanie kept boo-ing wen i was facing dwn as instructed -.-' aft tt, we had footdrill again...! wahahaha! shld i say dis...? nah! don think so, nanti kene marah ngan the kakak-s! n they want us to be the 3rd position...no promises! (: another case study tmr...2 cases! siak je! case study makes me sleepy sehz! unless i go kanchiong den im wide awake! aft tt usual larr...den it started to rain oh-so-heavily! okeh...i need my pillow right now!!! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ ouh nn we will go 'boom cha'cha'' for slow march tmr!!! lolx!

my gosh!

helloooooo... my hands damn tired...its no use talking to u (: oh well...my timing suck n i lost my focus during training jus now... well, hidayah was acting quite strangely at first n i kept feeling sumthing halfway near that tree...n my drills so totally sucked today! sorry to NC for any cause of tiredness due to my timing n my lack of focus! too much on my mind n i donnoe howta put it in wrds...! footdrill was as desribed above...we kept far enuf frm tt tree...! but sgt wee yong kept on disturbing us abt yesterday's incident... first aid was blargh! my right hand is tired frm copying a chunk of notes for FA n home nursing...im no machine...! tmr case study! n i've yet to forget bout yesterday n keep my focus on wat im doing...n i've yet to study for the case study...! case study...it sux, but we hvta do it, wattodo?! aites...im in need of sum sleep...! nn i told my parents n kak naf bout the incident...! n i got a scolding for not ajak-ing the rest to read prayers ): haish! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~

oh yes...no!

hellooooo... no mood to blog arh... reasons ehk? 1) im pissed off! wif tt stupid n inconsiderate neighbour n my darn handphone! 2) im not feeling like myself right now 3) im sorta spooked out by tt incident... oh training was still the same...till we got to tt particular huge tree, aishah n me felt weird, u noe, like the chills... okeh, im very diff...i don get chills! whenever i feel like there is tt thing there, i will be feeling like very hot out of a sudden...im much more weird i noe! n hidayah was well...she saw tt thing siak! im blogging dis n almost maghrib ready seh! lets get dis done fast! so...hidayah starts to get all scary n all! like, she get rasuk by that thing... n sgt wee yong n kak atikah went to tt tree...fcuker! n watever hidayah saw, im hallucinating it here in my room, sumhow! n now...im sooooo totally cancelling tt wish...! ouh n its bad enuf tt i can actually feel it...! i take back watever wrds i said abt me rather seeing it then feeling it...! i take back!!! seriously... huever is luffing at dis post is practically heartless! ouh n jus now...went to cwp wif aishi! dat alif n haziq ehk! tak guner langsung! cakap nk ikot tapi batang hidong pon tak nmpk! so we went to shop arh...i bought my sis's VCD...! blah! while walking, we kept on thinking bout tt incident...n i donnoe howta face hidayah tmr aft wat happened today...! my mum n aishah's mum said tt, tt thing can menjangkit...! now...im thinking like very god-damn hard howta face hidayah tmr! n im standing right bside her for footdrill sequence summore...kak kiirah looks pale seh! aft wat happened to hidayah, n wat she did to calm her dwn...i'll faint i tell u! n ya Allah!!! i cannot stand it larr...whenever i think howta face her tmr right...i'll be hallucinating... okeh...i donnoe...! im feeling very spooked out larr...n now im pissed cuz my inconsiderate neighbour let his dog out of his house...fucker! n when i came back, tt two dogs was at the lift there, then dis neighbour's bro quickly force the dog to go back in...like so obvious he noes wat is right n wat is not kaaaan?! n my fon is giving me headache...! sial nyer handphone! i hv written my tots wif luv [im giving tt a 2nd thought] toodles~

Grudge 2

hellooooo! morning morning! yesterday! my feet hurts...monday confirm the 2 of us cannot do footdrill! (kalau ader) huahuahua! firstly, we promised to meet up ard 1.20pm at blk 620...budden i went out at 1.30 or so den by the time i reach tt blk, i was drenched wif rainwater -.- msg her, she hvn siap! wt... why m i using 'her' n not the real name?! o.0 so waited n waited...my payung also drying already n my seluar also drying up! shldn hv wore tt green pants...blergh! n finally, ms aishah kiter sudah sampai...! *claps* den went to cwp nyer cinema! wakakakaka! yesyes, shld noe how i escape frm my mum's clutches of not going to movies...! bought the tix then went jln2 ard cwp... movie was okeh...scary larr! huever msged me frm 3.34 till 5.35 or so n i din reply, sori, in the mid of the movie bebeh! aishah was erm...u shld hv seen her larr...in the midst of her shouting "eh, my fringe okeh tak?" -.- takot2 ponn bleh tanyer pasal fringe... oh n u shld catch it!!! nicie! aft the movie...we went ard cwp for hourss... den went to CD-rama n i sooooooo wanted to buy tt black parade CD but there was also hot hits 2007 CD...darn! so bought tt hot hits2007 den off to search for farah's bdae present! safe for me to write here cuz she cannot online waaaaat! fiuh! keh den frm metro to hallmark to john little to cards n such to precious thots to manymany otehr stores! now my leg hurts...n when u walk wif me, u shld open ur ears bigbig cuz i can hear watever other people r talking so wen i tell u my opinion i don hvta repeat it (: but it'll be much more fun to repeat dem...khakha! den we went to music junction den to TS CD shop in search of VCD for kak naf...yesyes, aishah was right...! the VCD at TS much cheaper (: bought ice age 2 for $12.90 n the ring two for $8!!! cheap kaaaaaaan? reached home at almost 9...! tak kene marah! woo~ den watched ice age2 n wee~ i loike! n we started watching at 11...so ended late night but now im not sleepy!!! blargh! my sis wants scary movie nyer VCD...blargh! which meeeeeans, i hvta go again...*calling aishah to go out soooon* keh erm...today, go madrasah n planning to buy lunc kat kfc cuz i very lazy to cook for myself...wahahaa! aites, that is all...! i hv written my tots wif luv toodles~ HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY to dearest FARAH!!!