Compiled days.

Now tell me, how can I not work with this lovable (ehem) people?

It felt like as though I didn’t update for a very long time because I certainly have lots to say! But oh wells, I guess I shall just talk about camp and other really super latest happenings, aka Biology SPA mock exam.

241008; Day 0 of SJAB Annual Camp 2008.

The very day when Dad had to come to school to have a chat with Mdm Jas. I swear to God I felt all those heaty pressure. Like what the eff.

If you don’t know what I’m going through, please don’t, just don’t say whatever you like. You know nothing about me. You were never there. You were too busy with your night classes. You were too tired from work. Why are you complaining when you know nothing at all?

Stop giving those pressure. I mean, I need space! You can’t even support me with my studies right now, why do you think I can make it all the way to a local University. Demands are now absolutely high you know.

Headed off for Physics class. Farah and Aishah dropped by to see how I was doing. Thanks you two. (:

When I came for day 0, we were all prepared for game trials and also food and pasting of bunks stuff. Headed for Para2dance first. Hilarious hilarious!

Please refer to any NCOs’ blog(s) for pictures.

Parablind was kind of embarrassing because if you have looked at the picture, it was so super unglam. LOL.

And then, we did our cosplay stuff. (:

Yes, screw Shi Hui!

Then we had some random photos being took. It’s really kind of disturbing, all these people. Tsktsk.

And before we know it, day 0 is done and we all had to head home to prepare ourselves for day 1. And I was tossing and turning about thinking about how the camp would turn out to be. Scary!

251008; Day 1 of SJAB Annual Camp 2008

Reported for camp and every single one of the NCOs were having the hibbeejibbees! ):

The Sec 4 instructors came awhile after. I was cheated. Someone said that she wouldn’t be coming for camp because it was Os. Liar! :p

When everyone has started to settle down, Alif (PC) and I (APC) was introduced to Cyprus; which we found out during platoon interaction a few hours later, that they were just like Charlie (NCO course 07). I miss going to NCO course!

But anyways, day 1 was kind of bad and really slow. The standard that we set was not met. Everyone was dragging their feet. Everyone was walking super slowly. Everyone was not up to standard at all. Such a bad sight. And when I say everyone, I meant the juniors. NCOs was still trying to adapt here and there to the situations. But overall, I guess we did a little better after lunch onwards

Almost all of the meals were screwed. It was like, really kind of difficult because any matters of the canteen, goes to me. So you can absolutely imagine how difficult it is when things, like the cheers and movement in and out of canteen, goes wrong.

But it’s okeh because I had my dear vice-head, Farah, to help me! And of course not forgetting all of the Special Task Force (STF) people. (:

While the juniors were asleep when lights off was a around 11.45pm, the NCOs went to bath and after which, some couldn’t get a shut eye. Then as I myself was about to doze off at around 2.20, continuous whistle was being blown by DI of the night, Farah, and all 9 other NCOs was rushing to the bunks to wake them all up.

Note: The 10 NCOs were all sleeping at the canteen as were too lazy to move to the bunks and found the canteen rather cosy to sleep at. Not only that, were also busy making sure that the next day schedules and games were well understood by all. (:

One thing that amaze all 10 of us, was how *cough* fast *cough* these people were when fire was being shouted. I had fun shouting fire. And so, since they were all so freaking slow, we had to change to our full-uniform under 2 minutes and thank God, we made it on time, thus we could all go back to sleep.

But instead of sleeping, we were all playing this made-up game. *Cough* Still, we slept because we were way to tired and worried that we might overtire ourself. As for me, I was too worried to even fall asleep. GASP! But one thing for sure, an hour before reveille, I was already asleep. (:

261008; Day 2 of SJAB Annual Camp 2008

A very quick brushing of teeth, lazed around the canteen with Mrs Chuah while the juniors were doing Physical Training with the AA team 08. And I was officially the Duty Instructor for the day. GASP!

The thought of it was really super scary but come to think of it, it was one very nice experience. (:

Had the Para-lympics as planned. My station took up almost half an hour per group because Fauzi & Jeremy had to hide the bandages at a super difficult place. And it was also thanks to the Sec4 Instructors who helped to hide it. (:

As I was waiting for the groups to come, I was accompanied by 2 noisy people! LOL.

The groups that came was practically scratching their brains to find the bandages. Heheh!

After we finished up all the stations, we had our very last platoon interaction before the camp night! The whole of Cyprus was cracking their brain to get a good ending. HEHE!

Camp night was a blast. It was quite better than last year’s but I still prefer 2006’s performances. (:

Then, we all got ourselves ready for The murder case. (:

It was a successful game because we all had fun! (: Since there’s bound to groups giving me the wrong clues, I started thinking what to tell them. So I decided, shaking my heads side to side and also waving while saying ‘Goodbye’ to them was a great idea! Therefore, these people called me a ‘siao zha bo’. (This spelling is according to Felicia thus there’s a high chance for it to be wrong. Ehem.)

Went around to all stations with Kak Shidah. Hehe!

Look at all the tired and screwed faces and hair! Haha!

And thus, all of us ended Day 2 super tiredly. A super short debrief for the day by Mrs Chuah. Had a 5 minutes power nap before heading to the washroom to wash up. Then 9 of us headed to the canteen and sleep! Yawn.

271008; Day 3 of SJAB Annual Camp 2008

According to the teachers’ copy and NCOs’ copy of timetable, we were suppose to have a footdrill session right after reveille. But we were all drained like a dried prune so we all slept instead of doing whatever was suppose to be down.

While the juniors were busy cleaning up the bunks and toilets and everything else, the 10 of us had to clean up the whole SJAB room and due to the stupid headache that I had, after a very lightning-quick clean up, sat on the couch and caught a little nap. Not only me, but practically all 10. HAHA! (:

And so, we ended the camp by a very super short debrief by Ms Siti and then we all headed down, lied down and headed off. Went to KFC for a bite.

Temperature changes~! *Cough*

THE END.

Thus I miss camp, especially the shouting and sleeping at canteen.

A few days after camp, had Biology SPA Mock Examination. Super scary.

The very first step I had to do was left out. I might fail! Super scared! I can’t believe I didn’t do the very step. It was a screwed experiment. ):

I complained the whole walk-home to Kak Belo. Hehe! Complain queens we are. (;

To the Instructors:

Thank you for taking a time-off from your super busy schedule. Be it mugging for Os, projects and everything else. Thank you for your support throughout the entire 3 days 2 nights camp. All the best in everything. Hope to see you people again, next year! (: Take care!

 

To the 9 other NCOs:

Good job you people! We did it! We did it well and we did it good! Our many months of hardwork has been paid off. I personally am proud of all 9 of you. May we work again some time next year. If I have ever hurt you during the process of planning or running the camp, apologies.

Have a good rest in the holidays. See you all freshen up for 2009.

Love you 9!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Take it all back.

It's been an outrageous month.

The school year for 2008 is officially over. What is left is the intensive programme that will be going from next Tuesday all the way till Friday, 07 November.

I guess I've learnt quite a lot from the year 2008. I saw this one quote while viewing that motivational slides that was put up for the Evening with Parents event just now.

Success doesn't make you. Failure doesn't break you.

To this friend of mine, I'll always be there for you no matter where you are. Know that there are people around you who cares and wouldn't want to see you suffer in the near future. Don't give up on yourself. The biggest mistake in life that people always make is to give up on their self. No one else can help you if you refuse to help yourself.

So friend, pick yourself up and never give up. We'll be there to support and pick you up when you fall. All the best!

I was randomly thinking while the rest was taking a power nap. It's been quite a long time since I had my last self-reflection. It's interesting how far I already am and how I made it despite all the difficulties that I had to face. I thank God I was given this chance. It's very seldom to be given a chance. Chances don't come by very often as birds fly.

Mr Shah once told the History students that we must never be stupid because there's no cure for stupidity. But I beg to differ because hard work, effort and confidence is The cure for stupidity. A person is not born to be stupid. It's the way they carry themselves that makes them 'stupid.' Every one is special in their own ways. And these ways might not always be about studies. There's these ways that is called, being a marvellous friend.

Alright, now moving on to my side of life. It's been quite negative, really. Everything at home is just the way it has always been since I-know-when.

There's a little too many things that people tell me and I don't know which one to believe. Talked to Mdm Jas just now and I couldn't take the pressure anymore. As I was heading to school today, Dad was already telling me how he expects me to be having a place in the local University. It's so difficult to be the youngest one. Where the parents already set a target for us to do better than the older ones. What's going to happen if I were to disappoint Dad again?

I don't want to be that someone who destroys every ones' hopes with the steps that I take.

Results was rather insulting. I really don't think I should be in that class. Comparing me and the others, they're considerably clever to the maximum.

So we shall wait I guess. Tomorrow will be a hectic day. I just need my space.

I'mgonnacrytosleepagaintonight. Idon'twannabeyourdisappointment. Don'tlookupuponmesomuch. Iwouldn'twannahurtyourexpectations.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Weekend out.

This is so yesterday~

Saturday. Went out with 7 other NCOs to discuss about games for the camps. Super excited sia! Okeh so, who did I went out with?

Jeremy was already on his way home to change to his KFC uniform when we settled down to camwhore a bit at Fuchun CC. Headed to the KFC there and we discussed a lot of stuff.Super productive for the very first time ever. Saw something very super disturbing and I swear I couldn’t stop laughing. HAHA! Evil lah I know. But what to do? It’s super unsightly.

Random photos at KFC:

Since it was almost 7, we headed down to Farah’s house. Aishah and I did our usual no-bus-at-this-time-we-walk. Did for a station only so we met up with the rest in the bus. Very LOL.

Once Farah placed down the bottles of Kuehs, Haziq and Aishah straight away hogged them.

So I found this super very nice and all-time favourite.

We then watched Tom and Jerry and nobody wanted to move from the couch! HAHA! Typical.

 

Then, we had to force ourself to get down to business! Except me, I think. I was still very berok-ish. Hehe!

On the next day, which is Sunday, went out for shopping with them for the camp stuff. Not all but at least something. (:

Met them at McDs after religious class and had McSpicy for lunch.

Who did I went out with?

Farah was there to make noise and to do some stuff. (:

Shopped for a few hours. Mainly for the guys so we girls were super kind. (: Settled down at this one particular eating house and ate. The cat there was being such a disturbance.

Okeh today was nothing much. I dreaded school so so so much. Played bingo with Kelvin and he kept losing and I kept winning. Heheh! King was not here today so we can’t plan any more war or food to be bought from overseas. So sad. HAHA! Biology was kind of fun, I think. Did a trial for SPA. I was super hyper so I kept on singing and singing. Then Nabila said that I was being super selenger. So sad. HAHA!

Stayed back, did some more camp stuff. I can’t believe camp is coming like really super soon. WOW!

Thank goodness, school starts late tomorrow. Thus I could actually shake my butt relaxingly tomorrow. Okeh wtf. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Everything.

So how do we go about?

I'm tired. Like can-get-knock-out-anytime kind of tired. Now move on.

This week is awesome! Because the TIC is currently not under the pressure of examinations and so I can get all hype up again! (:

Yesterday was a trip to Ngee Aunt Ann Poly to get a first-hand view on the courses. I was sent for Ngee Ann School of Health Sciences (Nursing).

In the first place, the course is really what I am eyeing on so it was practically useless to persuade me to it. Get the point here?

But the thing is, I still have no idea where to get to. But it's okeh, I think, there's still around a few months to go before I have to crack my brain to choose the 12 choices. Heh! But being last minute is super not good. I realise that.

Today was class photo taking day! Class was super noisy! I got to stand on the chair so I got taller, cough, so they were laughing and saying things like I act tall. Well really obvious I act tall lah because I'm not tall in the first place. HAHA!

CCA was nothing much. CCA highlights would be the recreational activity. We were all wet and wet. So yes, we were wet. And everyone was calling me wood, I mean 'Kayu' because I accidentally splash the water on the floor instead. Ehem. Everyone, except the group themselves. LOL.

The most shocking thing that happened today, Ms Siti announced that Annual Camp 2008 will be next week Friday till Sunday. OMG! It's sounds super scary when you have high expectations set on you. I can dieeeeeee I tell you!

So yes, NCOs will be going out tomorrow to prepare the very last and important game. Gaaaah! The pressure. So we'll most probably sleep at school by Thursday so that everything else can get settled. Scary scary scary!

I'm sleepy. I think I can snore right here right now. It's so uncomfortable to type long posts while lying down. It's so, strange.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

For everything.

This was suppose to be posted yesterday but I had no chance and time. So yes, this was what happened yesterday and it was fun walking home. *Ehem*

Currently, I'm bored and tired sitting at home. One thing for sure, examinations for this year is over! Like finally I have the chance to stop studying and memorising.

The most feared thing now is certainly the results. How all of a sudden your emotions can change from super happy to super misery. Not only that, but to start seeing the disappointed faces of all the teachers and most importantly your parents.

Currently too, I'm worried about super many things like for example how I can and would cope with studies next year. Gaaaah!

So anyway, this was what happened. Went out with Ais, Lalat, Rawr and Ziq to celebrate the official ending of EOY 2008 at Seoul Garden @ Causeway Point.

I think we seriously sit there for super long hours because many of those who came after us has left minutes before we did. Heh! Ate quite a lot because we were all freaking hungry. Coffee chicken was niceeeeee! (:

Headed to the cinema at first to watch any random movie like perhaps 'House Bunny.' *Cough* Ended up at the CD shops and bought two VCDs which you will see later at the slides. Went to Nabila's crib to watch and I ended up playing with Farah's and Aishah's handphone because the thriller movie was super boring. The first VCD, entitled Vanished, got rather confusing because there was a sudden involvement of a person that they didn't even introduce at the beginning. The starting of the movie got us super confused already. Tsktsk.

The second VCD, entitled The Nun, was rather boring because the 'ghost' was so unscary. Fake more like it.

Went off at 6pm and ended up walking home with Aishah because the bus was slow and we were desperate to get home early. Okeh fine, I was desperate to get home early. (:

Okeh so, this is the slide and I hope it can be viewed because I'm sweetest. Hehehehe! (;

Click here. Nah! Click here!

Actually here.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Just one step at a time.

It's time to take that step.

Shout out loud people! Tomorrow's the last day of End-of-Year! *Cough*

I think today has got to be the best day ever. No, not due to the easiness of the paper, but due to the time spent.

I'm sweetest sia!

Okeh shush. So anyway, the papers so far are so easy. With the word 'not' in front of the word 'easy', I'm gonna die.

All the papers were kinda easy except for English, Malay, Social Studies, History, EMaths, Physics, Chemistry, Biology and AMaths Paper 1. The rest was easy.

*Ehem*

AMaths Paper 2 tomorrow and I swear I'm not as prepared as I was for failing Physics. Gahaha! That really is a lot okeh. (:

Celebrated end of EOY *coughs* with Farah, Nabila, Hazirah and Amirah just now, at KFC. Noisiness is kinda obvious.

*covers face and shakes head*

I'm lacking of things to update, I don't know why. For the past few days, I have been talking a lot at home since I was deprived from Internet. So I guess that explains why someone is pissed at me. Hmph.

Talking is The hobby. (:

Now what else? Oh yes, the desktop's IE/FF is spoilt. Screw you screw you. Nah, I don't think I need screwdriver. Or is it screwdiver? Whichever. (;

So I don't think you'd be seeing me onlining that often. Kind of a sad thing you see. I think I need my own laptop like seriously.

I planned super solidly already but only to be destroyed. Oh wells.

Eh, screw those thoughts. Tsktsk.

Last paper, tomorrow! Hurrah!

Sweet Love

Toodles.