I love my debators! (:

Bear with me dear readers because this shall be a long and emotional and boring post. My cup of tea at the current moment. And to these group of people, no names are going to be mentioned, you know that no matter what I do to hurt you, I will be that someone whom you know as your good friend or maybe to some, your bad friend. To this particular someone, if you have problems, do come and approach me because after all, I am your classmate. But of course, I wouldn't have that something that you want all the time, but I'll try. So cheer up. We are on the same boat. We have the same problems faced in our family. If you feel that there is a need to, you may always come approach me though I know that you wouldn't feel comfortable looking at the differences in us. To this other someone, I know I looked like I have changed. My friend, I tried to be as the person I use to be but you and I both know that I can't be likewise with all the burdens I have on my shoulders. I am busy and I'm truly sorry that I just couldn't find the time to go to that place that we always go. But rest assured, I will be running to you and call you for the trip to that place on every Monday. And babe, do cheer up. Please, do cheer up because I want to see the more outgoing you again. After all, I do look up to your courage of being brave. I'm sorry if you think that someway or another, I have changed. To the next someone, you know I will always be there. The tears we shed together will not be gone just like that. Both of us know that no matter what, we will always be together. That every single something that we share together with others are well kept. I really hope that both of you will just get together again. And to that someone involved here, I don't take sides. Even if it means that she is someone I am quite close to. To this next particular someone, you know that all I always do is to make you feel intimidated but I want to share your woes because we are after all friends. I'm working with you as a group and you can always pour out everything because we will for sure help you. At least I certainly would. Next someone, I don't know whether I should be proud or just be angry that you are treating me like this. You don't know how many times I tried but still to no avail. I do care about you but not as much as last time because you have hurt me time and again and I just can't bring myself to care for you anymore. All that you ever do is to make me feel like I am that bitch that hurts you when actually, it's another way around. I know, you know, both of us know that we don't care about each other anymore but I still do and I would. To this someone whom I really am jealous of, treasure what your parents are doing and have done for you. Nothing that you get is up to match with what the other 3 of us are up against. We are that someone whom our family just couldn't stand of but you, you are the diamond and you should be happy about it. But of course, the behaviour and attitude that you always give to me is nothing that I really would like to see anymore. I just can't imagine why you have to trust that someone 100% since you've been friends since primary school. In life, there is nobody that you should trust. Not your closest friend, not your special someone, not your teacher, not your siblings and sadly, not even your parents. That's the real life and that is why you should be happy enough with what you have been given and treasure them. Never should you trust fully anybody, not even your special someone. To this friend whom I've known and crazed around with, you and I are the same. There is nothing that we could do about the matter but accept the fact that we have been given parents who don't even bother to listen to what you are going to say. But my friend, my parents are, trust me, much worse. Not even a single word from me would they listen, what more about my life. And that is why, the only place that I would really share my something is here, my dearest, my most beloved, blog. So my friend, we are somewhat on the same boat. Cheer up. (: To this next friend, I know you have your difficult moments and I do too. Yours may be worse but sweet, appreciate what you have been given and accept them with love, everything that you got are the wishes of my life. And so, treasure those moments and really appreciate for what they have done for you. *** Don't get the wrong idea. I'm not going to die yet but if I really would, with God's wishes, than this shall be my last words. I hope for the best in my life. Back to today! Lessons was nothing that you wish that you really would be in. Everything were just pure boredom. Science Practical, I practically screwed up a question in front of the lab helper and Ms Lim herself. I am, no doubt and hands down, the most embarrassing thing for her. I lost 2 marks and it was all thanks to the chemical change question. This means that I am a screw up. Speech day rehearsal was boring! Sat throughout the last part of the day and sweating myself for the first few hours for nothing was a waste of my energy. I'm not saying bad or anything but really, I would like them t pay attention to our needs. Debates tomorrow. All the best to ALL debaters. For the rest, do come down and support us. (: And bloody hell, where's that emo speech of mine? Sweet Love Toodles~