March 29, 2007

I love them all laaaaah! (:

Okeh, so everybody has known the results of the debate and I don't feel bad or regretted anything that I have done or said before. But sad to say, the stress and things we did just for debates are gone. In just 13 minutes and all the hard work we have done, gone. I'm proud to say that no matter what had happen, we have stayed strong because we believed that no matter what, it is, afterall, just a debate and not as important as my studies. Not as important as our studies. And these goes out for all the supporters of 2e1 and the teachers who have been giving us support, they are, none other than Mr Shah, Mdm Rabia and Mr Lim. I thank you all for the supports but I'm sorry to have dissapoint you guys by not going into the finals. I'm sorry if you feel that way but to me, alone, debate is nothing much and it does affect my emotion for the rest of the days and perhaps even weeks. To my dearest supporters, thank you, on behalf of my team, for supporting us and show that we do matter in your eyes and I thank you for all the cheerings that you have done because that was what made us stronger. And no matter what, we all know that we have done our best but it was just not as best as it should have been. And once again, I thank you, all of you, to have scheduled this semi-finals into your busy schedules. To my dear teachers, I'm sorry if I have in some way or another dissapointed all of you. Mr Shah, I thank you for the guidance you have given me for my speech and really, it has help me to better understand debating as a fourth speaker. Thank you for spending most of your time, helping us to do our researches and train us till what we are today, till what I am today. I thank you also for the support and encouragements that you have been giving us from the start till the end of our debates. And no matter what, your guidance are highly appreciated by me. Mdm Rabia, I thank you also for your guidance. Even if you help bits of it, that bit that you help is important to me because that bit that you helped, are the most important bit. I thank you for the guidance of searching for points for our speech and because of that, you did helped much. I thank you for your support and thank you for your guidance. Mr Lim. Mental support is all that I need from you. And because of that, I highly appreciate that you actually tried to be there while we were debating. And I thank you for all the support that you have given me. And to my readers, thank you for reading my daily and boring life and all the complains that I have on debates. To my dear debators; Aziz, Farah, Rachel, Yu Juan, I hope that our journey of togetherness will not end here. And maybe in future, we may just meet up and have a battle against each other. Because maybe, we will be up against each other next year. But I'm hoping I won't because I want to debate by your side. And dear debators, don't feel so bad.
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I have never expected somebody like you who has suffered just to have me stepping on this very ground to insult me. And so the truth is out. You only told me about the paying part and not about the duration. And yes, you must be bloody happy now that I will be without a bloody fucking phone for 4 months. Ouh yes, my torture and sadness is your joy and happiness. Happy now? I bet you are. And let me tell you that no matter what, there will always be one of me. No matter how you fight over me to help you do something, I'll only do one. And worst for the two of you, I'd rather do something for myself than do something for you. Hello. I'm _______, I have a ________ by the name of Nasirah who is schooling in Woodlands Ring Sec. She is in 2-1. I'm sorry but I don't whether it is the express or the normal stream but most likely normal. I know nothing about her that is good. Let me carry on about my other ________ by the name of ______ who is now currently working. She is very hardworking and shows a very good example to all of them. If it weren't for her, Nasirah wouldn't have made it this far. She helps us carry burden, financially and emotionally. She is a very good girl. About my ___ named ______. He is a very good boy though sometimes he is just trying to get our attention. He is clever but he isn't that hardworking. Maybe he should learn from ______. 3 words, 1 sentence. I hate them. And don't worry about me much. Don't worry about the things I blogged about.
Sweet Love
Toodles~