It has been that way since ages ago.
God help. I'm pissed off by any slightest mistake or words someone did or said. Is it just me or am I going crazy. When I close my eyes, I see someone that I should not start thinking about again. When I open my ears, all I can hear about is someone that I should not have heard of.
Is it that I'm getting sensitive to the people and the words? Or is it that I'm just annoyed with all the current happenings in my life right now? If only I could turn back the times, take back all the friends that I lost, lose all the mistakes that I did, take back all the time that I missed out.
Will it always be like this? Will I ever regain my strength?
I'm not remaining silent for no reason. Everything I do, I have a reason, which I don't think I'd bother explaining.
If I think I'm so great, then how did I ever came to this world? I'm not great. I need help in everything I do.
And now, all that I can ever do is to seek assistance.
Dear God, I need help.
Yours Sincerely, Nasirah.
Toodles.