Never.

You will never understand.

It's a long day and I have to admit that this has got to be the very first day that I actually get really pissed off and angry. HAHA! It means the same thing right..?

So why not you imagine?

You go to school in the morning only to know that you didn't have a storybook with you. But thank the wonderful God, your friend had an extra. So when you happily worry about your debate stuff, your FT suddenly shouted and asked your whole class to be at the quadrangle to check on your attire. You had to do things that you don't want to do and on top of that, you were feeling very uncomfortable with the way your blouse had to be tucked in.

You finished the checking, passed it and after a period with your FT, you went for your Malay lesson. You are worried sick because you have yet to complete your debate work and same goes for your team mates. Not only that, you had a lack of time to actually complete the discussion.

You came back to school from OBS on a Monday and suddenly a friend of yours gave you your debate's motion. You go blank and empty right? You won't have any vomit to throw up and simply because of that, you talked about something that you really think you can.

So when you tell the teacher about it, she said nothing else but, "You are irresponsible! I gave you guys the weekend and also the Monday period to discuss!"

So you tell me, what the hell?

And to add salt to the wound, someone just had to compare us with another someone who is also in some sort of the same situation as us. But really, you can't compare like that. It's totally bias. You people didn't go for the camp, you can help her for she's the only one in your group who went for it. My group on the other hand had every single one of us down for camp. And you tell me, was what we did wrong?

And seriously, be in our shoes and you'll understand us much better. And if I am wasting your time in Malay class, then well, you should have studied hard because it's not my fault that you ended up in the same class as me. Pfft. Two simple words.

Fuck off.

***

Lessons was sucky. Described above and unfortunately, I was in one of my worst moods along with sleepiness. I was slowly dozing off during AMaths and Physics period. I think Mr Lim saw me falling asleep thus he actually came to my table and checked my work. HAHA! Funny is it? No it's not. It's really terrible to doze off in class especially when your CA is just around the corner.

And oh no.. There's Biology tomorrow and there's PE tomorrow. What a dreadful day. One thing that is good about tomorrow, I'm finally having a catch-up session with Mdm Jas for EMaths. Heh!

Okeh done! Homework now. ):

I'm too tired to even think.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Back to school.Tsk

Actx Cutex.

Oh hello. Okeh I'm so bloody tired. Like one week of joyous moments then all of a sudden a day of work and stresses challenges. WOAH!

So anyway, I have tons of homeworks in which I die-die want to finish by Friday. And anyway, we're giving out oranges (I think) this Friday and thus, no training.

I'm glad I'm back in school because if it's another week of OBS, I would have died next week for I already did today in AMaths class. Wth. And you can see my homework notebook, one whole page filled up.

Lessons today was okeh I guess. Mr Shah was like so pissed with God-knows-what and we had to actually stand for more than a period for some forgot to bring the notes. PE time, we did flex-arm hang and I passed because I did 3. *Coughs coughs*

Malay was discussing period for Bahas. My group consist of Ain, Nabila, Liyana and Nabil which is known as the Orang OBS. Wtf. So unglamourous. Instead of talking more about the topic, we drifted off to OBS topic. Heh! AMaths was okeh for we started a new chapter and I felt comfortable lah since everyone had gone absurds through surds. And I have 3 worksheets to complete by Friday including the exercises given. Argh!

So I planned to change my blogskin today I'm in no mood and very lazy, looking at the amount of homeworks I have to do this week, I doubt I can go online everyday. HAHA! What crap am I talking? But we shall see. I have planned to update not more than twice per week. CA is coming up you know!

CA is coming! *Shows GASP emoticon* HAHA! Okeh shut up. I know my jaw can't open that big but just imagine it will you.

And peoples, stop venting your anger on my hamsters. Okeh so random.

I just realise, it's Tueday tomorrow which means report late for school. Woohooooo~

And someone please help me with my studies. I'm lost in my own world like nobody's business. That is terribly horrible.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Advance NCO Course POP.

Tilt head to view random picture.

Hie everyone! I am so sleepy but I don't want to delay any more posts so here it goes!

Met up with the other 10 peoples at McD for breakfast and off we went to the headquarter. *Shows GASP emoticon* No wait, too bad my jaw can't open till that big.

So yes, had 2 rehearsals and the real parade started and my fingers got cramped. Urgh! All thanks to kayaking.

While Wan Yu was giving her valedictorian speech, I felt so sad to actually leave Charlie. No. Not only Charlie but also the whole course including the officers. So yes, everyone is missed and I want to get my Charlie picture! Damn.

Congratulations to Aishah, Alif, Farah, Fauzi, Haziq, Hidayah, Jeremy, Nabila and Shi Hui. We are officially sergeants and thus, we shall upkeep the honour and dignity, of the brigade and my country. HAHA! Step St John pledge.

Congratulations Wan Yu for getting the best cadet award. Congratulations Alif for getting the best in knowledge award. Congratulations Fizzywandy and Samuel for getting the drill stick.

Congratulations to everyone who passed 2007 NCO Course. (:

All the best Charlie platoon. Hope to see you guys some day.

Thanks Massha Mam and Hoe Theng Sir for everything that you guys have done for Charlie. (:

And yes, I shall be courteous and honest, in all my words and actions. HAHA! Okeh, funny is it? I will some day be like what I said I'll be.

Went to banquet after that with the Koko brothers and YBs. Chicken was once a fruit. Fish was once a chicken. And everybody, I'm so sleepy that I can just fall asleep while typing this.

Oh no! I have yet to do my homeworks. And I really do mean homeworks.

Okeh done, I'm so going to bed!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Back from OBS (:

Happy birthday you two guys! (:

Hie everybody! I'm back and I'm happy and high. Unfortunately, my fingers are hurting due to the long hours of pedalling. Go wth. But overall it was fun! (:

Lets do some introduction. I'm in Washington aka the forever late group! HAHA! There are 16 of us from 3 different schools like Mayflower Sec and Shuqun Sec.

Click for much better view.

Right to left (top): Perinder, Rema, Me, Paulene, Jeremy, Nabil, Shane, Amos. Right to left (middle): Samantha, Lian Yi, Saraphina, Angie. Right to left (bottom): Marshall, Ryan, Jeslyn, Serene. Instructor: Yan Ling aka AhBoo/A Boo/ etc.

Day 1:

The boat ride to Pulau Ubin was okeh. Thank God I didn't get any giddiness. After getting to know each other and surrendered our belongings for safekeeping, we got ourselves ready for the very first activity. And damn I was super scared. Mind you, I don't swim. So we tested and proved to ourselves that the life vest will keep us floating but the part where I drifted away, that was scary! Not to forget, this is the first activity that we, Washington, were late for. HAHA!(:

And I was appointed as the day IC along with Lian Yi. (:

One by one we did capsizing quite near to the shore and it was okeh I think. I paired up with Serene since I can't swim and there were only 2 swimmers from WRS. So yea, after that we kayaked our way to somewhere further but still quite near and we did the two kayaks rescue and gasp! Gasp! I kept on floating under the kayak. So pissed.

Night time, we were late to cook dinner but it was nice to actually be able to eat like that. It's certainly nothing like home. The guys were eating the leftovers from the girls also. You should have seen them. The sight of food they ate make me bloated.

Day 2:

Woke up at around 5 and went for PT. Wth you know. But it was actually quite fun, but I meant the first part. HAHA! (: Had to jog around camp one and I was left behind. Ehem. The Sui Sen's instructor was very kind and she motivated me all the way. YEY! Thanks! And I was surprised that I jogged for more than half of the distance instead of just jogging nearing the ending point.

Got our bags that was from the store and we packed. The poncho was so heavy that I really don't mind walking under the rain. Thus, this shows that the bag were heavy. I carried Perinder's load also and along with 2 pots for cooking. Like woah! I can't even carry two AMaths book in my school bag.

Once we reached, we played a game against Tock Seng but nobody actually won. So lame. But I had fun going above the log, it made me feel tall. HAHA! So random lah Nasirah! Cooked dinner, pitched tent and we ate like retards. Number game! Number game! HAHA! Ryan was going like that throughout the end of dinner time because we didn't finish the rice we cooked. Lols! In the end, we were actually late for debrief of the day and briefing for the next day. And we had to apologise to the other watches for being late.

This was where I was introduced to Camp one Alpha! (:

Day 3:

Woke up early in the morning and Washington was almost late to report. Unhitched the tents and packed our bags and we set off back to camp one and prepared ourselves for kayaking. We packed our dry clothes and life vest and food.

While pedalling I was actually pissed with my partner because she kept complaining that she was so tired and she could not pedal any further and wanted to ask the instructors to bring us up so that we don't have to kayak any further. And you should have heard how I shouted at her at the ending point. How can it be possible that she just let go of the other kayaks and cause around 10 or lesser kayak to be separated? And really, I was surprised to know that everyone heard me. I didn't know I was that loud. Wtf Nasirah.

And I was sort of giddy due to the constant shaking of the kayak.

Night time, ate dinner and first time ever, the whole camp one Alpha was late for briefing. But still, Washington is still in it. HAHA! (:

Day 4:

Lie your way through~

Changed my kayaking partner and I ended up with Alif! We set sail at around 7 and reached back to camp one at around 12 or so. Alif and I were singing and singing and making a fool of ourselves on the kayak.

I discovered. In order for me to not get giddy on water, I have to talk a lot. And really, it works pretty much the same on land too. HAHA! If you hear me talking a lot a lot, that means I'm feeling giddy. But most of the times, that's not the reason. HAHA! (:

So Alif was singing made-up songs that praises himself and only himself. Sheeesh! Even Elmo's song was changed! But really, it was fun kayaking with him lah. I didn't get giddy. And unlike the day before, we were always nearby the navigators. YEY! So yes, thanks Alif for singing lame song. HAHA! And the WRS people were bombing each other while kayaking. It was fun! (:

3 cheers and 3 cheers! HAHA! (: Okeh, inside stuff. Then we had dinner which was finally a real food! You should have seen the guys. I have never seen a guy, eating that much before. It was like mountain and that I'm honest. Like woah! Washington was, again, late to pitch our tents because someone insisted on cleaning up the store at that moment instead of the next day. Seriously, I have never been late for any activities before when I'm in camp.

Day 5:

Woke up and unhitched the tents. We were given till 7 am which is more than enough time to get ourselves ready. But still, we were late because some of the tents were still pitched.

Breakfast with good food and after that my watch had to change to wet clothes and got ourselves ready for jetty jumping. Worried myself all the way there and was almost in tears because I was bloody scared that I won't float even with the life vest on. Paulene and Serene were nice lah. It was thanks to them that I climbed back to the jetty safely! (;

Cleaned the store and did some checking on the stuff and we lost some items and thus we had to pay. Wth. Bathed for the last time at the toilet there and we went to meet up with our instructor to get our certificate and also our pictures. And like always, we were late to complete.

The end of everything and WRS met up with Mr Siva back at the Punggol Jetty.

*** That is all folks (ehem). POP tomorrow and I'm excited to meet up with my Charlie for the very last time as one platoon! (: Bed time everyone!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Pissed.

Fuck life.

I'm so pissed. Why can't they understand that it's never anything like what they hope will be? I mean seriously, why should they fight? They are making me feel the worse because I never seem to know anything in this stuff anymore. Fine, keep it to yourself. I'm too young to know your things. I'm too old to realise the mistakes. Fine.

So today is rather okeh. Things crop up. New stuff in fact. But it's normal right? So please don't act as if you are too innocent to know that new things do crop up. Okeh, I'm talking gibberish language.

Home period was super kecoh because half the class were gone for Chemistry class. Heh!

Okeh so, first period was Physics and I can understand! I think. I hope. I should. HAHA! And the people was so lame.

CE was even goodness-gracious-me. Isaac was actually scaring me out with something. But okeh, control. Control. And the people around me are so lamely funnily sweet. HAHA!

English was boring. Mr Faraz went through the comprehension and not to forget his chimology words. HAH! And I can't believe he listened to us. Okeh, you wouldn't know. AMaths was so matrix-ish and determinant-ish. Gahgah! I don't know if I understand.

You see not look. You listen not hear. And that is the reason why I love Mr Lim's class. He tells us phrases that will motivate us. (:

And it breaks my heart And it breaks my heart And it breaks my heart when it breaks my heart

Just to break my fall Just to break my fall Just to break my fall Break my fall Break my fall

Sweet Love

Toodles.

A week. GASP

Promise me please?

Eh hello! *HIE*

I am having mix feelings. I was pissed in the morning, happy during lesson time, pissed during break and last period and oh-so crazy after school.

Bio was fun actually. Mr Chong talked about the evolution theory which said that us humans were actually a cell from the water. And one day, we decided to change and be a land and water animal like the mudskipper. When we were so "WOAH!" by land, we decided to stay put. And therefore, we are what we are. And I was thinking. If I was once a water animal, then why can't I swim? So perhaps, evolution theory might be wrong.

Which brings me to the fact that Aquarius is a water creature. And why can't I swim? Tsk.

History was fun! Learnt more on Treaty of Versailles which is making me rather I-don't-know-what-to-say. 3 periods of EMaths after that. And I must say, I'm getting the hang of it but some questions are just way too complicated. Sheeeesh! But yes, I'm still in need of tuition which will be like around next month. We shall see.

And I don't want to say why I was pissed during break because I'm just wasting my energy typing it out. I'm so not going to waste my energy on someone. Like what Mr Chong always say! "Save your energy at all times!"

Physics was okeh. Isaac and Bernie was so lame but their words somehow cheered me up! (:

And so, I'm going for OBS next week with the SCs and other UG cadets. Went for medical check up with the others and it was damn expensive. I mean come on, I was shorter by around 2cm! Luckily I took my own weight with that cool machine! I think the clinic should get a separate machine or a better one. And $18 for check up? My goodness. I can always hit my knee and press my stomach anyhow and save $18. Heh!

Oh and I was so guilty in the morning. I'm so so so so sorry Judah! I'm sorry I forgot. ):

And I got home all pissed and ready to scream. I was so pissed at her!

And you know, I don't understand my school nowadays. I need my space. I know myself better than they know me. Really, my attire doesn't affect my studies and I seriously proved that last year to myself. The thought of going to school nowadays is making me sad and pissed. Especially because of that 'tuck-in-everything' incident. So leceh.

It'smakingmesadhowyouareactuallytreatingeachother.Wearefamilyyouknow?AndnobodyknewthatIcriedwhenmyFTsaidhugyourparents. It'snotbecauseyoudon'tunderstandme,it'smostlybecauseofhowbiasyouareandhowlittletimeyouhaveforme. IwasneverinyourappointmentwasI?

Andifyoufeelleftout,it'sneverourfault.WewantedtocallforyouandwhatcanIsay?Youaremuchclosertoyourowngroupoffriendsandyouaresayingthatweareleavingyouout. Youweremostlytrainingforcompetitionandnowyouaresayingthatweareleavingyouout. Haveyoueverthinkofhowwefeelwhenyousaidthat? Allthatyouevercareaboutisyourownfeelings. Andyoucalledhimabetrayer?Don'ttellmeyouaresuchanicepersonthatyouneverhurtorbetrayanyonebefore. Selfishbitch.

All every one cares about is themselves.

It's true. Humans are self-centered. But it's a different story for those who are extreme.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Behind. Turn.

Random mess is what we were.

My joint hurt since yesterday and it just got worst, thanks to PE. Elbow was somewhat feeling as if it's going to slip away at any point of the time. If I were to just carry my bag with my left hand, it feels like as if it can just break at any time.

And I swear it's nice to hear people saying "Good morning sweetest of the sweetest!" Yes, I'm greeted with that every morning. Such nice classmates I have.

So anyway, first period was SS and it was rather interesting. Mr Tay actually bought his stuff to show and pass around for our sources stuff. Then rushed to change for PE which was making my elbow joint hurting even further. Not to mention my knee also. Urgh. Had to do some jumping and push-ups and jumping jack and this half squat thing.

SC was crap lah. I don't understand a single thing and I have no idea how to do. You know who I'll search for help? My friends. They explain better than my teacher. Sorry but it's true.

And I got to know something that made me so high! HAHA! (: Congratulations WRSS SJAB. Like what our SGT Javin said, "Confidence is the key to success." See Haziq, I'm quoting too! (:

Malay was randomly boring. Again, unproportioned mohawk. This time around, with additional stuff. HAHA! Sniffing of freshly photocopied papers is nice to keep you away from distraction. Right Yananana? Heh!

Break time was so hot. Aaaaahhhh~ *Evaporate*

AMaths was okeh. I'm so happy for myself because I understand and know how to do my equations. Hehe! Thanks to Mr Lim of course! And I think he was surprised that I finished my Book1. Heh!

Went to KFC and we talked and express. As always, where ever I go, the sun will shine on me! Heh!

And yea, it's true what Ais said. My last year to go head over heels. So sad. ):

If you really are a group of people passing on knowledge, then stop messing with our privacy. If you really think you are doing us good, you thought wrong. So stop it.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I miss 2e1. Again.

This is the picture that was shown on Mr Lim's laptop. And honestly, it never fails to make me sad.

I'm sorry but I'm someone who has difficulties letting go of something that I'm really used to. And I'm someone who is very emotional. As what says, "Emotionally attached." So yes, I'm emotionally attached to 2e1 '07. 3e4 is suppose to send something over to Mr Lim through emails and I added something else. And I was about to go to another website when my yahoo mail alert popped up. And I read the most tearful thing ever for this year. So certainly not going to share. No. I'm not being selfish or anything but it seems like something that can connect us to Mr Lim. HAHA! Go figure that out yourself. And where did this topic came from? My combine conversation with Haziq and Shi Hui. You can see from our conversation that we seriously miss last year. And really 3e4 is nothing like 2e1 2007. The part where we all run back to our sits. So miss that!
- Sushelle [: says: i miss 2e1 so much.. - Haziq says: i want 2/1 - Sushelle [: says: its like the best class. - Haziq says: noisy and playful yet serious - Sushelle [: says: almost everyone is cooperative. - Sushelle [: says: and fun to be with. -Nasirah says: yea.. -Nasirah says: and everybody teases everybody -Nasirah says: and laugh together - Sushelle [: says: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. - Sushelle [: says: unlike this year..... -Nasirah says: i miss the part where BH or Nabil all shout "teacher coming teacher coming" and everybody run back - Sushelle [: says: YA! -Nasirah says: to their sits - Sushelle [: says: ONE SECOND, PAK! - Sushelle [: says: ALL THERE. -Nasirah says: my god... - Sushelle [: says: then we'll all be sitting down there laughing. -Nasirah says: i so miss that!!! -Nasirah says: yarr - Sushelle [: says: except for bh, asking mdm rabia.. teacher, today we very good right? - Haziq says: lols - Sushelle [: says: then she will give that suspicious look. -Nasirah says: yeaaaaa - Haziq says: reminds me of E5. - Haziq says: omg -Nasirah says: i miss that so much.. ): - Haziq says: that time 3/5 did that too - Haziq says: before mdm rabia lesson - Haziq says: and it reminded me of 2/1....................... - Haziq says: ohhhh~ when your gone~ - Haziq says: The pieces of my heart are missing you - Haziq says: Ohhhh 2/1~ The class i came to know~ - Haziq says: Im missing you~ But of course, we can't actually go back right? Let the past be where it already is at. No use whining over not being in 2e1 anymore. But really, we are feeling like this. - Haziq says: I miss being a 2/1-ian -Nasirah says: i miss sitting with 2e1 and go bonkers.. esp NDP!! -Nasirah says: the part whr we screamed for the red&white Aziz~ - Sushelle [: says: AHAHAHHAHAHAAAHAHAHAHA! - Sushelle [: says: YA! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. - Sushelle [: says: AHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA! - Sushelle [: says: THEN WE WERE LAUGHING LIKE MAD! - Sushelle [: says: can only see half of his face! so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. -Nasirah says: yes!!! - Sushelle [: says: i miss every single moment spent with 2e1. they are just so precious. <3 - Haziq says: i miss 2/1. - Sushelle [: says: every moment spent with u~~ is the moment i treasureeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~ And everybody please, I'm a very emotional person. ):

Sweet Love

Missed.

Such a hot experience. (:

Mini-kitchen, just for us. (:

Hie you all! (:

I'm sorry but I'm certainly very high today. AHH~ The experience that can never be forgotten.

Anyway you all, I had fun today! Though I was sad to found out that the public duty dates has been changed and same goes for the people I'm doing with. Tsk. And currently, I'm under Redzuan and with Haziq. AHAHA!

Amaths is getting tougher. Or is it the signs of me sucking even further for Emaths? My goodness. And that reminds me that I have yet to email Mr Lim. Bahaha!

PE was total toot. Mr Roslan jogged with me, Felicia and Julianna. And the 3 of us maintained our position as the exceed-ers. Muahaha!

Malay was fun! Me and Yana was talking lots of rubbish and she drew MY unproportionate mohawk hair. Inside stuff. Hehe! And after that we had a group discussion. And seriously, it was so lame. HAHA!

Emaths was okeh I guess. Got stuck here and there but yea, manageable still I suppose.

Skipped Social Studies for public duty which I did with Redzuan, Abu, Javin, Nabila and Farah! And dear god, it was the most boring thing I've ever seen. There was no casualty (thank God!) and I can't understand the game. Why play when every step u take, the whistle will blow?

Oh and right.. They are always blowing the whistle at my duty place. Wth. I got deaf on my left ear but no worries, it's okeh again. Heh!

And going home time, some people are so lame and so bored. Lols!

Okeh peoples, I'm going for my part-time job. So yes, I shall go now.

And before I go, I certainly had a hot experience today! AAAHHH~

Sweet Love

Toodles.

So free?

Aren't we sweet? HOHO~

I'm so pissed yet glad to know. I mean come on, you people actually have nothing better to do other than monitor my blog? If you really want to know how I feel, why not just come face to face?

I don't pay my fees for nothing you know. My father pays the fees for me to study there. For me to learn things. And certainly NOT for his daughter's blog to get monitored. Eh hello! Money don't come by just like that okeh? And if you really have nothing better to do, why not read more knowledgeable stuff so that you can feed me with more useful information. Seriously, my blog isn't knowledgeable.

Although it's sweet, lovable and memorable, it is certainly not knowledgeable because I use basic English and not chim-ney words. Please.

And no, I'm not done yet.

Since my blog is oh-so interesting, you should actually print it out and publish it. Maybe then, I'll earn more money and you can just continue monitoring it because after all, I am rich. Pfft.

Because of one incident. Because of one person. Please, I'm not as bad as you really think I am. So what if I use swear words like fuck you, here and there. It is normal for teenagers like me to use them. And note that underlined word. And yea, so what if it's still a taboo word for you?

While you get technological, why not add more useful stuff in the school website? Make it more lively. Actually, why not switch off you computer to save the electricity so that you can actually improvise the school.

Not to forget, a very big thank you for reading.

***

I'm so tired. HAHA! Okeh, that was fake. I'm feeling rather hyper right now. I don't know why. Hmm..

So school was fun. Apart from Physics and Biology, everything else was not that confusing. Wee~ And yea, The day is coming soon. Which The day? I don't know either.

And I found out some thing very disturbing. Pfft. So pissed.

Yey! I've blogged pissedfully.

If you really think I'm not the type that you should actually trust, why not try being me?

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I can't wait~

Mind you, she blocked me. Hmph.

I'm feeling so mumbo-jumbo! Anyone wants to gibber with me? *Blinks non-stop flirtatiously*

Okeh ignore that. I had fun I had joy I had trainings in the sun shelter. Because the lightning risk kept on switching on and off. Tsk.

Today, Mdm Jas decided that we should sit in pairs and thus, I end up sitting with the chairperson. And my goodness, EMaths is driving nuts. Soon enough.

I have English writing to do but sadly it's homework. I can't think of a good ways to twist my storyline when I'm at home. My God! I don't have any inspiration at home and I don't know why.

And please lah eh, I don't search for fiasco at my dictionary. *Hints*

I got Chemistry homework. GASP! But it's only due in two weeks time. HAHA! But of course, shan't wait till the very last minute to do the homework any longer. We shall do SMOKE. Heh! Get it? SMOKE. ASAP. SMOKE. Okeh ignore me. (:

I have EMaths homework to do! And it's due on the next lesson which is on I don't know when. Completing the squares. Why should you complete the square if the square doesn't want to be completed? Don't be so busybody with the squares lah. Okeh, off topic.

Training was good. Improved like loads. (: Charlie. HAHA!

So anyway, I want to enjoy my Friday night before I get down to business. Chewah! Step business.

And people, I can't wait. HAHA! Okeh so random.

Don't bother telling me that I'm random because I know I'm not. I'm just sweet, lovable and memorable. Heh!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Brain dead.

Mind you, it's self taken.

Have you ever felt that today is just the beginning of 2008?

I'm feeling like that every single day. I'm so lethargic. *Drop dead*

So anyway, had 3 straight periods for maths. My goodness. I was absolutely having a terrible time drawing the curve, like usual. But so far, so good. (: Which reminds me, I have emaths homework to be done by tomorrow. Gasp.

Biology was fun! Went for a lab lesson and we did the animal and plant cell thing. Worked with Nabila like was suppose to. (: And Mr Chong also showed the mouse's testes cells. Unsurprisingly of course, many was much interested in that than other example cells.

The rest of the day was total boredom except the part where I followed ShiHui, Haziq and Farah to cwp. Heh! (:

I have a question. Just how the hell do you bath your pet hamster? HAHA!

Okeh shut up. I'm just joking.

You know what? I think I'm glad I have changed my sit because I got to know more of my classmates. Heh! Especially those crazy ones that I have already said that I'm sweet. Hehehek! I'm not thick skin okeh. I'm just telling them the truth. Facts are to be said clearly.

Okeh now, I'm off for homework. My goodness, I'm so tired lah!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Fuck you.

I certainly am not in my most kecoh mood because someone just have to walk into that bloody door and say, "Abang nak pakai computer tau. Kau dah pakai computer semalam."

Chibai.

So anyway, I'm always home at around 6+ and sleep at around 10 only to find myself sleepy in class the next day. My goodness. I have got to start sleeping real late. Start intensive studying. Study like no tomorrow. This year, I have promised myself not to do any empty promises to myself. So yea, I'll start on becoming a part-time nerd soon. (:

I'm so sad. There won't be any more Zhi Wei and Kim Yet and Perinder and Syahirah because I had to change sit. Mdm Jas was like, "Oh now. My poor girl."

I like the previous sitting arrangement lah! Now I have to start a new week to talk to the new people around me. And you know what? I was left only to talk to Jolene because Bernie talked to me just now. Damn. Screw arrangements lah. Why do I have too many tall classmates? ):

So anyway, my post is going to get shorter and shorter everyday for I really want to concentrate on my studies this year. I'm telling you, I'm a part-time nerd. (;

Okeh done. Time to get my Maths juices out and History and English juices in. If you get what I mean that is. Heh!

Sweet love

Toodles.

Say YES!

I'm so noisy today and I don't know why. HAHA! And you should have heard me while I was feeling hibberjibees! So noisy.

So anyway, I have a mission to hold and that is to talk to everyone around me. Now, I have 3 days left to try and talk to Bernie and Jolene. HAH! This proves that the sweet, lovable and memorable is very friendly because she's lovable. (: Sad to say right, that Kim Yet said I'm forgettable because he forgot my name. GASP! My name isn't memorable but my face is.

Okeh, self proclaimed. Heh!

School has been really tiring considering the fact that most of the days, I'll be ending my lesson only at 3.15. My goodness. So tiring okeh! But in the end, I went home later than that today.

Oh noooo! English homework not done. I want to read up on my history stuff arh. Ever since Mr Shah offered $50 for the name of this particular philosopher, I'm so going to read up lots of historical stuff.

God. Nasirah is studying for the wrong reason. HAHA! What to do right?

I love my whitey bag. As white as me. HAHA! Okeh, perasan. (:

I'm so doing my english now.

Soon enough, you guys will see a nerd in me filled with so many chim-ney words for I'm always with a dictionary for day 6 to 10. Woah! Imagine a nerdish, sweet, lovable and memorable Nasirah.

Imagining? Yes? Stop it. I'm not going to be one.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Day 6. Wth.

Innocent people looks innocent. Duh.

Yey! I'm so glad the computer is fine now because I certainly can take another 6000 more pictures. I'm very lazy today so I guess I won't be telling you guys what I have actually been doing in the holidays. I certainly have lots of pictures about it so holding on lah okeh. That sounds so Taufik Batisah's song. Holding on~

Okeh shut up.

So anyway, school has been fine. Mdm Jas is really understanding and cool. Heh! Then PE period just now was so lame. I was giggling behind with Yana, Rawr and Felicia. English lesson today was definitely boring since we did nothing but listen to Mr Faraz's lecture. Oh joy you know!

Bio was super interesting for I got to crap a lot. Huahua! And Nabila is my Bio lab partner! YEY! *Jumps around knocking head on drawer*

History was kind of boring since Mr Shah didn't have his oh-so-interesting slides up. Did lots of SBQ stuff. Okeh, lying. We did only one question.

After school, stayed back with the other YBs and Kodak and Kodek to wait for Rawr. And I seriously had a good time laughing. Kodaak! HAHA!

Okeh, this is certainly quite a post for someone who's lazy. I want to play crazy burger!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Kodaaak!

I'm back. Refreshed, I think.

So the computer has been down for the past few weeks and it should be obvious that I had nothing t do but watch the VCD all day long. Wth.

Anyway, the past is the past. Nobody cares about it anymore. Like what one of my current teacher said, which I forgot who, "My past does not determine my future."

Wow lah eh!

So the first week of school has been really rushing. First day of the year, I made my very first resolution which was to finish up my 2007 homeworks. Funny is it? The rest of the resolution, I have yet to think about it. Joy gitu lah.

First day of school is the day I go "GASP!" Skip skip around the school and what do you know, the end of day 1. The next day was the same but we didn't spend the time only with form teacher but also wih the subject teacher. So yes, it was where I went "GASP!" even further. Haaaah!

Friday was absolutely the most unhealthy day of my school life. I rushed from school to cwp to buy my SJ stuff to home to school to home to school and finally to home. Everything went on an empty stomach. Woo. I bet I lost a kilo. Bullshit. But I enjoyed myself on Friday. HAHA! I enjoyed being the DI. HAHA! But of course, if it weren't for the Sec 4s' help, I wouldn't be enjoying myself there. So thanks seniors! (:

So during orientation, we busied ourself with taking pictures. And I really do mean busy. HAHA! One phone after another. And I have like 7 pictures in my phone which of course I have uploaded. You know me. I need pictures to make my posts much sweeter. Especially if it has my face on it. Awww. You guys are too much. Stop saying I'm sweet already. *Blush*

Okeh nonsense.

In order to view the picture, tilt you head to the left or right till you can view the picture properly. Note that I typed, you.

Courtesy of Chea Hau. Who insisted that the pictures doesn't look nice. See CH see! It's nice!

And this is the work of Amus sir who disturbed us while we were taking pictures. And of course, these are the accepted and saved pictures. You didn't see the accepted but deleted pictures. They kept on pushing. I mean, come on! You want to take a picture with the sweet, cute, irresistible us, just say it. Hehehek!

And this is of course, the YB. I swear it looked like as if Haziq is a ghost when I viewed it at my phone. As he suddenly appeared behind us. Woah! Imagine that. But of course, Haziq, don't step wizard. Heh! Okeh kidding.

I have other pictures from December last year but I have no time to load them all up at blogger and also to blog about it. So maybe I'll continue tomorrow lah. (:

School tomorrow and I'll end at 1330. Weeeeee! (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Guess who's back? Back again.

Hello you all! I'm back like hell yea! But of course, this is certainly not The post that you should look out for. I'll be back with a longer post and also not to mention, filled with too many pictures. Sweet Love Toodles.

By, cute intelligent and hip and cool.

HELLO EVERYONE! No, I'm not Nasirah. I'm Shihui! :D My nenek is away, with a spoilt computer. Tsk tsk tsk. And the sweet, lovable and memorable nenek sent her regards! She asked me to mention how sweet she is... Wellllllllll..... She is the sweetest 181 year old nenek i've ever seen. Coz I've never ever seen a nenek who is like 181 year old. heh! Last but not least, I'm cute and intelligent!

* * * * *

HAHAHA SHIHUI!!!!

BOOO!! No i'm not NENEK, nor Shihui! I'm HAZIQ! The hip and cool one. Hahahahaha! Since nenek's computer is spoilt and she cant blog, she left her blog to her CUTE and COOL 2 grand/grandgrandchildren!! HAHAHAH SO LAME SIA.

but she setted a term and condition thingy.

I must include that she is sweet, lovable and memorable.

WTH!?

eh i'm so bored.

Nenek is currently saving money for a laptop. HAHAHA goodluck (((:

Okay I'm done. May be back tmr! *hints to SH!*

Sweet, lovable and memorable Syrup is proud to have a HIP AND COOL GRANDCHILD LIKE ME!!!!!!!

eh so kecoh!

What can I say.

Look what our tongues can do! HAHA!

I'm like so tired. I have been cleaning and mopping my own room for 4 hours flat. Like woo. Anyways and any hows. I'm shocked. Oh wait, that was suppose to be, I'm shocked! It's night time, yes but how come nobody is online? Like, which planet and time am I really at?

I have a list of things to do and goodness, I have less than a week to finish it all.

Lets make it short for I want to habbo. HAHA! Okeh shh. Just for you and I to know, I'm stucked to habbo again. Yea, say "You said you dropped habbo!" Well I say, as if. (:

One thing, I certainly am getting the hang of life for now. Woo. That's certainly a great pleasure. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I love my relatives!

This is an oh-so-yesterday's picture. (:

Gahahahaha! I initially wanted to blog at night time but since I still have my fresh memory on yesterday, I'll blog now and re-online night time! Wee~

Hari Raya yesterday was fun. With dad at mosque for the slaughtering of sheeps, Abg Aee drove us to grandmum's. (: And I don't understand why people don't wear nice nice clothes on Aidiladha. It should be as grand as Aidilfitri. So for goodness sake, get your arse off the chair and wear something nice and go out to at least your grand's house. Sheeesh!

So anyway. After the long awaited satay came at 12, we went out and headed to Choa Chu Kang after sending some satay to Yishun. Just sat at grandmum's because as always, the remote control is not mine to control and is never my idea of what show to watch. And believe it or not, granddad actually nod his head; as in dancing type of nod, while watching and listening to Beyonce on Ch5. Wow Granddad. Wow.

At around 2 or 3, headed to Mak Long's. And by then, my shoe heels were getting haus. Wth. Stupid shoe. Was greeted by the screeches of Bella and Fiqah. Woo. Sungguh noisy. As soon as I sit, I was greeted by the sight of the pineapple tart. HAHA! Evil pointy ears coming right up. (: Watched Otai. KAHKAH! And by the time the VCD ended, it was 4.30 and everyone wanted to watch Asian Idol, repeat telecast.

I can't believe what I actually heard from my aunties. Like woah! Are those really my aunties?

Cik Kai: Lagu yang Taufik buat semuer sedap-sedap lah! Mum: *Inserts a name of ehem idol* memang sombong! Cik Enah: Tengok dier diri. Abg Fareez&Kak Yada: Yelah! Dier kan nanti menang! *Laughs* Abg Amy: HAHA! Menang ke aper?! Boleh jalan lah!

And yea~! I found another Taufik fan. HAHA! Hi-5 Cik Kai! (:

And of course, before the result was announced, the whole house was all of a sudden, quiet. Except of course, at the dining area where my other oh-so kecoh aunties was sitting and laughing out real loud. And everyone's focus was on Jaclyn's expression when they announced Hady as The first Asian Idol.

HAHAHAHA! You should have heard how madly we were laughing. Especially the cousins. *Shakes head*

Went home at around 8.30 and Dad was smiling from ear to ear because he got food on his way. Lols Dad.

And my 2008 is filled with stuff. Lots of engagement, parties, chalets, weddings. Saya suka! (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Happy Eid. (:

YEY! Hari Raya! HAHA!

Helloooooooo! It's been some days since I touch this keyboard! Like WOAH! What's up and has been? Well, the curtains are up. And I have been really tired and untechnologic. So lame.

Anyway, it's hari raya! And you know how much I love Hari Raya? Thaaaaaaaaat much! Actually right, I have nothing to blog about. I'm just so bored early morning with a running tap nose.

I can't believe I slept early yesterday. Like so early on the eve of Raya. 10pm. Wth. Even Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets seem so boring. And come on, it's the eve of Raya, at least have something that has not been repeating again and again on teevee. Sheeeesh!

I have a terrible problem. I don't know what to wear! Hmph.

I'm bored lah. Going out at around noon to Nenek's first. Then off to Mak Long's! Wee~ Shut up Nasirah. *Shows lame emoticon*

Oh and new information? No. Nothing new. Hehe!

And some people should just start appreciating Singapore's local talent. Hady can sing, unlike *ehem*Aliff*ehem*

Of course, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA! To all kambengs, maaf zahir batin. Semoga selamat dikorbankan. (:

Sweet love

Toodles.

Asian Idol Singapore. (:

And you know what I'm going to talk about. Hey, it's not everyday I have such a topic.

So it's been known. Hady Mirza has been crowned The first Asian Idol and everybody knows that SOME people are not happy about it.

Talk about last night's show, Jien said "Singapore and Malaysia singing in harmony. It's not everyday you get to see something like that."

Now everybody GASP. That's a total aim to politics. Many people don't find politics interesting. But I do. Interesting but you can't understand their decision that much. Why? Because you aren't a politician. Duh.

So anyway, for the past few days I had nothing better to do so I browsed through the Asian Idol official site. And unsurprisingly, I went to Hady's site and only to be greeted by such a nice comments.

Not only that, the Dan and Yang show early in morning were 'lying through their teeth.' LOL. And brother, at the very least Singapore wins and not, ehem. (:

Congrats Hady Mirza! (:

Like what sister said, "People will most likely vote for those who can sing their English song very well and with understandable English. Three down. Between this three, there will be more female voters than male voters. One down. Between this two, female voters, they'll go for the..?"

Me: Better looking, Hady wins. Sister: Even if Singapore were to send Taufik, he might win too.

Absolute duh. Or maybe, Singapore did some solat hajat. *Hints*

***

My phone can send messages. Oh shut up Nasirah. Nobody wants to know.

I'm bored. 3 days to Hari Raya Haji. I certainly don't know what to wear. Blue baju kurung? Perhaps.

And I want to go out this Wednesday to collect my phone and perhaps even to check if my books are available. Stupid bookshop. Everything seems to be out of stock but I don't understand why, the whole of the bookshop is filled with books still. Oh hey, it's a BOOKshop. My goodness, I sound so crappy. Hmph.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Happy or pissed? Hmm..

I couldn't say a proper goodbye to that phone strap. I couldn't say a proper goodbye to the handphone. For goodness sake, black brings me such joy that I can never say a proper goodbye. Pfft.

Anyway, I'm like the only YB online right now. So bored. *SIGH*

Oh oh! I'm a happy Syrup! As happy as a drank syrup can be! So happy! Heh! Currently, the purse is oh-so thick and juicy~ AHHH~! I like! And yea, all thanks to Mum and Abg Aee. Heh! And I tell you, once you get a working sibling, it's god-damn easy for your wallet/purse to get all thick and juicy when they get their bonus. Or in brother's case, his pay. HAHA! Not funny Nasirah. *Shows lame emoticon* My goodness, I'm so bored.

Oh anyway, I told Dad that I want to use at least his phone. *Ehem* I was acting all sweet and kind lah. No wait, I can't act sweet, I am sweet. HAHA! So he let me use Kak Naf's N6131. I was so happy, DUH(!), even though Kak Naf said don't get use to the phone, yet. Notice the word yet? HEHE! Unfortunately, I tried to message Kak Shidah and sending failed(!). Sending failed?! Can you believe it? Sending failed! Stupid phone.

Dad sent my dearest 6080 for service (heh!) and will only be back on Wednesday. Which, Dad will trade-in and get a new phone out of it. *Shows big&sweet&lovable eyes* "Dad, I want N6288 pleeeeeeeease!" *Shows *blink2 emoticon*

And yea, I don't know what has happen to the old SIM card but I've started using my prepaid card which Kak Naf actually wasted $0.08 to contact Abg Aee to leave my number at his phone. Tsk. Get my number at my MSN's personal message. (:

So I'm bored and I got nothing to do. And I think I'm going to change my blogskin! Yea, again. The links are like written ever so small and so white. Hey, I'm old. My eyesight is getting worse you know. (OMGoodness! Did I just say that?)

I'm sleeping at the hall tonight! YEY! I have no idea why I'm so excited about sleeping at the hall but, YEY!

***

What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone, you had to say goodbye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone, they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy, there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?

Some people live and some people die.

But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend. That I will always be here for you when and if you need me.

If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever. Would I be in yours?

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.

I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS & FOREVER.

(:

It's an email from Natalie actually. Damn, now I miss her. And MingHui and Marissa and Shaliza and WoonHui and all those 6H '05. ):

Pissed. Pissed.

You tell me why.

I am so sad. I'm a sad syrup. As sad as any undrank syrup. So sad. Okeh shut up Nasirah.

Anyway, my splurging trip with the splurgers had to be cancelled because Mum forced me to follow them, as in DadIffahMum, to Malaysia. So yea, luckily Yanana called so I could actually inform her on phone. But yea, thanks Sushee also for the help. Heh!

So, after buying the oh-so-i-thought-a-lot school books, went home to grab passport. Unfortunately, half-way through the journey, it rained oh-so heavily. *SIGH* So I babbled non-stop in the car saying how I should have followed my friends instead of them. Stuff like that lah.

In the end, we went to Teh Tarik or whatever the shop name is. The one opposite Woodlands Polyclinic. I ordered something expensive since I was super pissed. Heh! Now that is certainly the bad side of me. I go expensive things when I'm not feeling over the moon. Or in this case, the cloud. So I ate hotplate chicken chop with Teh Tarik. Nice you! *Mak cik style*

Then Mum bought her washing machine! Like finally. The water won't be dripping all over the service balcony. And finally, I will have more than enough clothes to wear. Heh!

Went home and prayed then went out again to upgrade Kak Naf's number. Waited for more than half hour to get the bloody new phone. Sheeesh! And this makes me even more pissed! Dad finally thought of the idea of having the phone repaired. Or better still, change the phone. Bloody hell. I have to suffer for I-don't-know-how-many days and all of a sudden he said that. And yea, blame on me also for not giving that idea. Hmph. Fineeeeeee!

So soon, Dad will terminate my old number. OMG! I'm so attached to that number. Like so cool. 6161. ): So cool you know! I want Kak Naf's old phone!!! I mean, come on, give me a break! Dad's phone is super old that it doesn't even have a value! And if you were to give me a choice, Abg Aee's N-gage (heh! example only brother!) or Dad's phone, I'd rather take Abg Aee's phone.

I'm so pissed! Urgh.

Toodles

Quizical.

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4: - (x - y)(x + y) Oh sorry, that's my Maths worksheet. No books near me. (: 2. Stretch your left arm as far as you can: - *Touch left side air* 3. What was the last thing you watched on TV?: - Hi Hi Puffy Ami Yumi Show. Heh! 4. Without looking, guess what time it is - 2.30pm. 5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?: - 2.35 pm. 6. With the exception of the computer, what else can you hear?: - Wooshing of fan's wind. Noisy motorcycle. 7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?: - Just now. Marketing. (: 8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?: - The computer and Blogger's homepage. (: 9. What are you wearing?: - Pants and tee. Nike and I-don't-know-what. 10. Did you dream last night?: - Two days ago. Something scary yet funny. 11. When did you last laugh?: - A few minutes ago while reading Rawr's tagboard reply to Ziq. Heh! 12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?: - A coat of purplish pink paint. 13. Seen anything weird lately?: - Yea. YOU! Heh! 14. What do you think of this quiz?: - L. A. M. E. LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAME! 15. What was the last film you saw?: - Gameplan I think. 16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?: - N6288 for myself. Bungalow for family. Donate some to charity. Buy some lands and create a goat/cow farm. Employ people to work at the farm. Invest. Eh, multi-millionaire what! 17. Tell me something about you that i don't know: - My name is Nasirah. HAH! I bet you didn't know that! 18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: - Everyone to understand why the world is what it is. 19. Do you like to dance?: - Yeaaa! 20. George Bush: - I shall keep my mouth shut on this. :x 21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what would you name her?: - Nur Something Binte Someone. 22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what would you name him?: - Md Something Bin Someone. 23. Would you consider living abroad?: - No. I'd rather not be abroad than leaving SG. 24. What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly white gates?: - Here comes my sweetest creation! I have seen everything you do. Would you explain to me some of them. *Smile* 25. 6 people who must also do this in THEIR journal: - Hmm.. 1) lame people 2) sweet people 3) lovable people 4) memorable people 5) bored people 6) people. And I forgot to mention this. I got a new number. Prepaid card pulak tu. So yea, I don't think I'll publicise them now because it's not as if you guys can contact me for my phone is still saltily dead and Dad has yet to upgrade Sis' number. Pfft. Sweet Love Toodles.

New number. Old phone. ):

I'm bored. Currently, no YB is online except me. (DUH!)

Buying school books tomorrow. And dad is taking half day off. Because of that, he wants to take us to JB for lunch. Yea, go wth. I have plans with my splurgers tomorrow and I feel guilty if I have to ditch either one. Urgh. Saturday's plan is cancelled because Dad is bringing IffahMeMum tomorrow. *SIGH*

Anyway right, Mak Ton called yesterday. Wedding bells kompang berbunyi lagi. The new year will start soon and I will be very tired soon too. I have yet to re-do my Maths work which got lost. And the other homework, wait long long okeh?

I went to the market today. AAHHHH~ The meat guy hot okeh! Mum, I want to go to the market and buy meat again! HAHA! Okeh, shut up Nasirah.

I want to habbo. (: Ming Hui, am still waiting for your Habbo ID. Heh!

Malaysia? Or splurge with splurgers? ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I miss you. You. You. You. And you..

One reason this post is not random. I didn't type many randoms thus it's not random. Haaaah! Yes, I'm so bored.

So anyway, I was habbo-ing the whole day yesterday. I thought I wanted to blog yesterday but I was too focus on habbo and anyway, my hands were tired from typing.

Seriously, I have nothing to blog about. Ouh and I have yet to start on homework. Wth. I started on Maths but unfortunately, I lost it to I-have-no-idea-where. So yea, I have to re-do it. Stupid foolscap. Hmph.

I'm bored. I can't wait for Saturday! HAHA! Okeh, Nasirah must stop it.

Amirah has friends at Zoo ehk? I got cousins at Bukit Timah Hill. (: Which also means that it is, in some way, related to you! Heh!

I want a speaker. My computer is like so mute. So pathetic you know! I want to listen to music!

I'm like so dead on the computer. So bored.. Must.. Have.. A.. Speeeeeeeeak.. Speeeeeaaaa.. Ker.. Must.. Have.. Onnnnne.. See? Dead right? Told you so. *Shakes ass*

I'M BORED.

Oh and I miss a lot of people that I don't know if I have energy to type them all. (:

I miss alot of people!

I prefer this view. Hey, I'm 181. What do you have against my opinion?

I need a phone! Like seriously! How can my life carry on without having me with a handphone? Do not answer that. I obviously lived longer than expected without a phone. Heh!

This CPU is like so noisy. The fan keeps on making stupid noises that goes like zinggggggg! Noisy right? AHA! I'm noisier I know. Shh will you?

Please don't mind this random post. I'm so bored. I'm sweet, lovable and memorable! Oh goodness, that was very random.

Anyone up for a game of monopoly? *Raise hands high!* AHAHA! Shut. I know I lost for three times in a row but who said that I suck at it? I think it must have been for Kak Naf's Sembawang's ship. Hmph!

I'm going to Malaysia on Saturday! I can't wait! Heh! Dad said we're going shopping. Dad said we're going for seafood. I like shopping! Because I'm a splurger! *Hints*

That reminds me, I have yet to have another splurging session with Yanana and Rawrie. Awwh!

I realise this post is so random. GASP! I'm bored. Nah, you tell me how many randoms are there and how many bored there are. What am I saying? I have no idea.

Haziq introduced to me VBA games. I'm like stuck to it. And I actually finished one game in less than around 10 hours. Wtf right? Screw those grands of mine who always make me play computer games. Heh!

Oh! Oh! Mum said that we might be going to Melaka's chalet next year with some neighbours during CNY. You know, I'm hardly in Malaysia nowadays so you have got to help me control my excitement! *Runs around knocking head on drawers*

I found scrabble! *Hints to Kak Naf*

I think I should go and stop being random. You think? Because I think I should. Being random and bored I mean. See? I'm being lame. Goodness.

*Points to calender and giggles*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

It's the end.

Dearest Charlie, all the best in your future endeavours. Come what may, remember that you guys have survived the NCO course. No matter how gayish you people are at time, I love you guys and I will certainly miss all of you. Especially, of course, for those who I kept on blabbering nonsensical stuff too.

It's over. The end of Advance NCO course 2007.

Assessment day was great. We actually did things quite smoothly and everyone was super nervous for their MOI first aid. Before we begin talking on our slides, we were given the test. Yea, the test that we busy 'mugged' for early in the morning at McD. Was sort of easy, considering how hard we mugged for it. Heh!

After that, did some peer evaluating where I said the truth and nothing but the truth. Eh, I'm a truthful person you know. (:

Dominic Sir came in and asked us to say one word about the course. And Charlie said, "Chocolaaaaaaaaate!" HAHA!

And it begins. MOI first aid. The first two did their presentation then we had lunch. And did I tell you that Isabel Mam is really nice when she is nice? She's absolutely nice. (:

Lunch time was oh-so kecoh. "Today, I will touch you guys..." Wtf. And that was the most embarrassing moment in my Advance course life. Sheeesh!

After break, me and Huda decided to go. Though how reluctant we are because ZhongLie Sir was there and so was Simon Sir. But yea, we went since it will be a great honour to have the CC in your class. Heh! To me, we did pretty well considering that we didn't rehearse anything and we divided the slide at the last minute. Ouh and our marker was Isabel Mam and Alfred Sir. Sweets rock okeh?!

During MOI FA, Huda was flipping through her FA manual and answering questions. And I mean real lot of questions. And she gave me one of her sweet. Thanks Huda! (:

After MOI FA done, went to the AVA room and that was where it gets all touchy. ZhongLie Sir said it again. "It's not whether you pass or fail. It's the journey that counts."

Masha Mam sent Charlie a message through Dominic Sir. "She's going to miss all you guys and gals."

Such a sad thing that we couldn't say our last goodbyes to her in 2007. I remembered what Hoe Theng Sir said yesterday, but I forgot today. Aww.

Went down to take pictures. Such an insult to be half-squatting okeh. Hmph! And Hanis kept on saying she's taller when we, are of equal height. Heh! (:

While getting ready to go to the toilet, Dominic Sir was actually video-ing us all. Wtf. So unglam. And Ais was going "OMGOMG! Where's my hanger?" while Farah went, "I want Jovinson's bag." HAHA! And Dominic Sir could still giggle at our reactions to stuff. Unglam lah.

And that is the end. The end of the course. Went home with the other 7 and William Sir. Wanted to do some catching up at Banquet but in the end, they had to hurry home for stuff.

And now, we shall sit still and wait. We shall wait for POP and the result.

Congrats Haziq for being nominated as best cadet and Alif for being the top scorer. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Night with Sister. Day with YB. (:

We will strive for the best. For the future of us. (:

Helloh! *Act cute*

I'm bored. I have my NCO course reflection to be done by I have no idea how to begin my reflection. Like hello, I can only just say it out randomly but I hate writing reflection. It's so, reflection-ish. Heh!

So anyway, I played monopoly again last night. With who else but Kak Naf. Sad to say, I was declared bankrupt for the second time in a row. Damn! How can she buy my property when it's mortgaged?! That is so unfair! But at the third quarter of the game, I earned alot alot! Why? Leprechaun! Leprechaun! Wait, is that the way you spell leprechaun?

Just now, I went back to school! (: Did our theory paper together and like always, we talk and talk. Kak Atikah joined for a few minutes. And I can tell that last year's course and this year's course are way too different. Quite a big gap actually. But at least we did survived.

Tomorrow is assessment day. Which also means the end of NCO course. What is left? POP. (: I'm like so super happy! Finally, my Saturdays can be spend on televisions, computers and going Johore. Which reminds me, family going Johore tomorrow and most likely, I'm going to be left behind. Wtf. There is always the make-up session you know! *Shows heh! emoticon*

When it strikes 1700 hours on 8 December 2007, I'm going to miss this gayish bunch of people a lot! Seriously. I'm going to miss Charlie. Surprisingly or not, I'm going to miss the officers. Even though they called us senile monkeys (sheeeesh!), I'll miss them.

Don't ask about the unglamourous look. We were putting on full hairnet (wtf, really).

MOI First Aid. I'm so excited! Huda and me are giving out sweets (because Huda's FA buddy is sweet and so is she) and I'm so excited!

I think I should start on my reflection now. I have learnt how to be a goods leaderships you know. (: I'm trying to imply my knowledge.

Reflection, here I come~ *hippo emoticon* Hippo so random.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Night with Sister. (:

Seen the Monopoly Here&Now edition? Yea! The game is super fun!

Last night was fun lah! Played the latest edition of monopoly that sister downloaded from the net and I won!!! She didn't go bankrupt though but since I got a thousand dollars more than her, I won! (: The time limit was an hour so we didn't have the chance to complete the game. Awww.

It was already around midnight. Instead of going to bed, sister took out our old and dusty and crinkly monopoly set and we played it according to the new version. Sister, I can't believe I bought Marina Square $30 more and I didn't collect double rent. Such tootness. And because of that, I went bankrupt. Like very many many bankrupt. Sister bought god damnit alot of houses at one stretch. BOOOOOOOOOOO!

I hate playing monopoly in real life. I go computer monopoly! (:

Tonight, I want to play another round but sister said maybe scrabble. Pfft. My vocabulary is superbly limited okeh.

I miss Charlie. I miss camp. Damnit, I miss having butterflies in the tummy for footdrill. I miss having lots of crazy and gay Charlie around me! ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Back!!! Charlie! Charlie!

I'm so daaaaaaaaaaaaaaark! ):

Hello everybody! I am so back from holiday! Unfortunately, we 10 people got cheated by the driver! GASP! Instead of driving us to that huge huge glamourous place, he drove us to Chestnut Drive Sec. Pfft. And I over-tanned myself. Aww! But it's okeh. The tanning is worth it! (:

So anyway, camp phase was fun! Except the changing of clothes and the bathing and the scolding part. HAHA! Go duh!

Day 1

Like always, they checked our belongings and I realise that I didn't bring rag. Wth. (; Then flag painting session and SHARP PIG'S LEGS! HAHA! Lunch was okeh I suppose. But I think my chicken got dizzy because I kept turning and turning and turning and turning it around. Just to eat it, I don't know how many times I turned it. Heh!

Since Charlie's PC and APC were not there in the morning of day 1, Simon sir took us for footdrill. He is damn nice okeh! He actually explained the commands one by one and did a demo for us.

Interaction time was so gayish! And I realise that the guy's from my platoon; especially Altaz and Alif, are super gay. HAHA!

Lecture on admin stuff was okeh... Though some parts are so confusing. Dinner, I forgot what we eat. Heh! Then lecture on radio comm and briefing for hiking was so lame, especially at the starting. What is the colour of Power Rangers? Gold Gold Power Rangers!

Bathing time was super short! Especially when there are over 40 girls for I-don't-know-how-many cubicles. Sheeesh! Supper was the green bean soup I think. Cuiping went for 3 servings within 10 minutes! HAHA! After that, lights off! (: I slept so soundly next to Nabila! Nabila as in Lalat. (:

Day 2

PT was so lame. Was very NS-like so yea, not that tough but it's very tiring. Breakfast was super spicy bee hoon. Prepared ourself for hiking and off we went walking all the way to Bukit Timah Hill. Yes people! Jump for joy! We got to see our cousins there despite being in camp! YEY! (; The slope was so tiring even though we weren't even halfway through. Break at the summit and had some interaction where we got more gay! Hehe! Then took some pictures with The rock! Then we walk briskly back to CDS.

Ponchoella! Under my ponchoella! Poncho pon pon pon! (:

Then lecture from Mary mam was okeh. She's kind lah. Then had short footdrill session afterwhich ZhongLie sir got promoted. Then dinner was okeh. Actually the food isn't that bad. Edible and not too gravy-ish. Sayer suker! HAH! Then lecture again where Haziq kept on turning to me and going "Fishball! Fishball!" and "I'm so sleepy! Fishball!"

Team building session was fun. Adelard sir followed Charlie and he came out of the OM's room with chocolate drink for one of the items. HAHA! And at that time, Alpha had chocolate wrapper.

Bath. Supper. Charlie's routine order. I got second shift. Again for the 3rd time in a row for SJ camp. HOHO! (: After that I went back to sleep next to Lalat. Of course, before sleeping, the two of us giggled non-stop first! *Shakes head*

Night duty was so cold. Did near the toilet with Wan Yu and Shikin! Went back to bunk at 4 and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

Day 3

Skipped PT because I did second shift! HEHEK! First time skip PT seh. Helped Jacklynn mam to prepare the erm, mass tin(?) with the other shift 2s. Then breakfast time! Lecture for 2 hours then footdrill. Was really extremely tired. ):

Lunch was field cooking. Cooked with my buddy and Hanis(ex-WGPS!). The two of them were fighting on what to open while I just kept quiet. Heh! In the end, we cooked the maggi and Hanis' baked beans. Ate with the two of them and also Alif and Fauzi. And I assure you that it was a really masin and bacen atmosphere. Sheeeeeesh!

Then we prepared ourself for camp night! Altaz was the pregnant 'lady' so Hoe Theng sir helped him with all the stuff. HAHA! Masha mam and us were laughing all the way! And really, it's such a gayish moment, again! Dinner then camp night!

Camp night was so romantic. Was quite boring actually because it was suppose to be a 3 hours stuff but we ended half an hour or so earlier. And one important thing that was missing, the mic! And Charlie won the bext performance. HEH! (:

Bathing time was for 2 hours! Finally, the whole camp looked really refreshed that night. (: After that, we sleeeeeeeeeep! I was sort of waiting for Nabila who will only come back to bunk at 2 so I was WIDE awake! Suddenly, *3 whistle* which was super slow! *Blow, WAIT, blow, WAIT, Blow, WAIT, FIRE FIRE!*

And unfortunately, 1 down and we exceeded the time. Pfft. Then after some nagging, went back to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

Day 4

PT was changed to footdrill session and hell it was so tiring! Especially the part where we froze at hormatk and marching position. Then changed for breakfast. Last breakfast. Aww! Camp debrief and at that moment, I sort of wanted to tear. I'm going to miss all the Charlie when NCO course is over. ):

Shouted goodbye and WRS went off with the van uncle. (:

Sat at McD to eat lunch with YB. We conquered 2 tables and chat for such a looooong time. Fauzi and Hidayah came from KFC to join us and we continued talking and talking about the camp and all. Called dad to pick me up and at around 5.30, Dad came. Bid goodbyes to the rest and instead of heading home, had to fetch Kak Naf.

I miss my bed! Going out to do MOI FA with Huda tomorrow and my body is not aching anymore! Miracles! (:

And for the record, Shikin said I'm cute. (: Heh! But I know I'm not because I'm sweet, lovable and memorable! (;

We're gonna F-F-I-I-G-H-T! We're gonna S-S-C-C-O-R-E! We're gonna fight the champion win the champion! All the rest can go fly kite! Fly kite fly kite! All the rest can go fly kite!

(:

And yea, during campnight, Charlie was being so innocent! (: HEHE! Alpha and Bravo was fighting and fighting and Charlie just sat there and blink and blink. Heh! And OCs, Bravo and Charlie boycotted Alpha where Bravo bombed Charlie and Charlie bombed Bravo and so on and so forth! *Alpha went lalala~ lalala~ lalala~*

And yea, camp phase is over! Ouh and the part where we got to see our cousins at BTH is actually the monkeys. Yong Eng mam called us monkeys due to our bad behaviour. Heh! And I swear the officers were actually staring at monkeys when we were resting at the base.

Monkeys = Poncho stealer. Super cute and clever creature!

Camp was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun!

Sweet Love

Toodles.