No life, style~

This stuff is superbly loved. Because why, the blueberry inside is super nice. And it's really gorgeous. See the inside.

Now drool. HAHA. Not funny. *Shows innocent emoticon*

Anyway, today's post might look rather retarded because I'm using Live Writer for I have lots of pictures to put in. LOL. So sit back, and read. *DUH*

And so I woke up fucking early and sacrifice my morning to go for the Sec 2 camp thing. But since nobody said anything about playing icebreaking games, we wore school uniform and thus, we decided not to go. In the end planned for the SJAB camp abit and so, we not done yet still. *DUH*

So before that, we went to one of the blocks nearby and like always, we sat one person per bench. (:

See the white stuff near a tree, I want to feel the feeling of riding it. And no, I didn't mean Shi Hui. (:

Then Aishah made us listen to this Virtual haircut thing. It seriously was fucking toot to the maximum. I tried on Sister when I got home and she was expressionless. And I think I know why. She can never remember which is left and which is right. Tsk! So yes, this was how Haziq looked.

Blurry I know. Because I'm sweet! (Huh?) HAHA! Because I was busy laughing lah.

Shi Hui and Farah was spooked out already by looking at Haziq's expression. HAHA!

After that, Shi Hui and Farah headed to their Social Studies class while Aishah, Haziq and I hunt down for food. Since McDonald was so CBly full and KFC was freaking expensive for us, we headed to 7-11 (It's a store and more) and had cup noodles. (:

Our breakfast. Settle down at a place near Farah's house area and ate. (:

Mine. Coffee is a must.

Aishah's. Yes, that IS banana milk. (:

So we ate oh-so unglamourously.

Then within a few minutes, we were done! (:

Especially Haziq. So fast!

Then afterwhich, we walked aimlessly towards Nabila's house area. And Haziq and I got fascinated by the excercise machine thing. HAHA!

Next stop.

There's a few actually but this are the only pictures. Heh!

So we ended walking like as though we were some random lost souls. Ended up at the Ikea Minimart. And Aishah treated me to this loooooooong sweet. (: Thank you you! (:

This thing. (:

This is half of it actually. Okeh fine, approximately only.

So being no life and bored, we tied the sweet and swing it around and played with it while eating. Super fun! Should try it. Of course, we were sitted at some random place where there were such a nice wind blowing that it felt like home.

And this was inspired by me. It was meant to be like the cowboy's kind of string. You know, the howdeedooooo~ kind of thing. HAHA! (:

Heh! (: So after we finished eating, Haziq and I caught a flu when Aishah didn't. Hmph. Aishah bought a newspaper and then we read it aloud. Hehe! And I can't believe that artist like her go to such extend. Eurgh!

So we slack like nobody's business and we made it our home.

I think we sat there for an hour or so. Heh! So our butts got superbly lazy to go back to school to meet up with the others who were in school. The whole palce suddenly felt so comfortable that I could just sleep there even without any bed. Though someone needed her bed to be teleported there. HAHA!

So it turned out rather humid and Aishah and I turned to puteri lilins. (:

And so, we hang at the void deck nearby because our legs were too tired from slacking. Mind you, slacking needs a whole load of energy!

*MSN sound* Right..

I would certainly rather sleep then walking a mile more. Wooops! (:

After that we bues-ed all the way to Causeway Point and bought our tickets to 'Shutter' for the 2.30pm show. Walked around Causeway and then waited like one retard outside the cinema for sittings to be opened. Sat according to Nabila, Aishah, Farah, Shi Hui, Me, Haziq because Shi Hui wanted to sit at 10 while I wanted to sit at 11 while Nabila wanted to sit at 7. HAHA! Yes, we are that obsessive over numbers!

Even before the movie reached the climax, my bubbletea was a goner. Same for Haziq. We were practically so thirsty and suddenly so hungry that we were going "OMFG! Finishing!" when our bubbletea reached the bottom. Hehe!

And I think right, Migumi needs some Baygon or whatever brand it is that is with Dettol. Because I'm sweet. (Huh?) Because Dettol kills 99.99% of the germs they carry. *Hits palm with fist and looks up*

I think I'm running free advertisement here at this post. Heh! And yes, you should watch 'Shutter' because the sweet one has watched it.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

The tak-boleh-harap people.

Is it all worth it?

I am so tired that I can sleep till 12pm tomorrow. *MSN sound* Right..

So anyway, 2.4km run was okeh. Timed myself using the phone and according to it, I failed with the timing 21minutes. Hmph. But at the very least, I helped someone from having an even worse injury. Unlike some people.

Moving on, I am so sick and tired of teachers who throw their fucking tantrums at us. Come on, we know it was all a joke. If you can play a joke on us, why can't we? We were only kidding about this someone being sad about the item and you got totally pissed off.

What the hell is wrong with you? And yea, it's certainly not the first time you did that. I've been hating you and your attitude way back in Sec 1.

Fuck it.

And everything would have been okeh if you have been cooperative, putting 100% into it and putting your heart and soul. Since you didn't do it, it turned a directly opposite thing.

Yes, you are tired from the run and so are we. But who will be the ones taking over us when we leave next year? Why has it always been us doing everything? I'm sick and tired of typing the same thing. I'm sick and tired of saying/shouting the same thing. And I know you are tired of it.

If you think you can run away from everything, then your life will certainly be meaningless. You will always face hurdles in your life and you have to overcome it. If you don't, there is no one out there that can help you. In this case, who will help all of you if you guys don't know anything about it. As a matter of fact, we just went through the topic and here you are giving us this kind of attitude.

The biggest enemy in you life is yourself. If you run away from your enemy, you are just running away from yourself.

And so, to the casualty that I had just now, get well soon aites? It's a wonder. Do people appreciate everything that us, SJAB, have done for them in terms of treating their injuries and all that.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I know. (:

After a few hi and hello.. - Nasirah says: hie~ I'm sweet! (: ... says: yo wassup ... says: i know ... says: dun nid tell mi Heh! See? Chea Hau said I'm sweet. (: Sweet Love Toodles.

Everything seems to have drifted apart.

I wish.

I'm having a mixed feelings again. When will it ever stop?! Urgh. But my happiness is taking the better of me thus, it's good! (:

Anyway, lets skip the school part and go flashback a little. Okeh, perhaps not a total flashback but I'm feeling randomly random. So yes, it's going to be a random post. Because I'm sweet.

HAHA! No connection.

I saw Chea Hau today! And yea, it's a happy thing to see him again! (: Been a donkey years. HAHA! Exaggerating. So anyway, since there was nothing much to do, we sat at the SJ room and had a sort of catching up session.

Me: Can you pleeeease grow shorter?! CheaHau: I want to.. But I can't. *Shows angel eyes*

HAHA! Hmph. He's superbly tall and I feel so short next to him. Oh wait, I feel short next to all of my friends. Hmph.

So yes, we got some tips from him and we did some stupid talks. Ahh! And yes, I was staring at him with my angelic eyes *ehem* and then he stared back at me. OMFG. It's so scary mind you. It's the chills that I got when I was back in Sec1. The chills I got for FAC training when I was in Sec 1. HAHA! And yes, I didn't know I rebelled that much. *Shows innocent face*

I now finally know why I am this perasan. I got it from Chea Hau. *Blinks innocently*

I miss being trained by him! ):

So I was actually looking through my thumb drive to search for a picture and I saw those old times. *SIGH*

Those were the days lah.

"It's sad. So sad. It's a sad sad situation."

And people, call me Nenek or anything else but my real name, I'll haunt you down for my 10-cents. Who arh who arh?

I hope Fabian gets well soon! It's kind of weird to facilitate alone you know! (:

Oh noooooo! 2.4 tomorrow and I just failed today's run. GASP! ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Annoyal.

Everything is well planned. (:

Hie everyone. Sorry for going missing after posting a very stupidly emotional post. (: No. I'm a good kid so I don't go around slitting my wrist. Heh! (:

So anyway! Lets start with the fun day, yesterday~ So as all might have guessed, we played pranks. No, I was in no way involved in planning. But I certainly was involved in doing the prank.

So we started with EMaths test. It was okeh I guess. I screwed up an easy-peasy paper. *SIGH* No A for EMaths. ):

Then PE was running for those who failed and didn't complete and also didn't run. So yea, ran and I failed by a minute. OMFG. So sad. ):

So straight after PE, L3gend5 and TIC changed class for one of the plan. In the end, we all ran back to class because a teacher came in and asked for something. LOL. Didn't work. So we decided for a very last minute one and decided on having a fake AMaths test. We got all our tables and chairs spread like examination-like and remained silent with our AMaths paper on the table, studying. Unfortunately, Mr Faraz knew there was something wrong thus he went in and said, "Please, it won't work on me lah! You people can never be quieter than the other class."

So it didn't work and everyone sighed. HAHA! (: So we had a vocabulary test and it was of this question.

Ignore the orange star-like thing. Heh! That's our personal target setting for EOY. (:

So anyway, you should be able to read it lah. I just did just now at the computer. (: And take note of the word.

Spell it backwards. Okeh then we did some oral stuff. And oral is tomorrow and I'm worried about my picture conversation which I suck at badly. HMPH. ):

So anyway, CE was next. Mdm Jas came in and said that there was a problem with the Maths paper we took before that. So yea, got ready and the question was..

"There is 41 students in a class. How many fools are there?"

Social Studies period was nothing because Mr Tay went off for course or something like that. So yes, that is all for yesterday.

Today is really not a good day. Everything just pisses me off especially someone. I know you're angry. Everyone and anyone are allowed to be angry. But seriously, you don't have to throw anything at us. Be it an item or your tantrum. Everyone has a tantrum to hold back. And I did, almost every one of us did. And there's no reason that you shouldn't. That thing could be placed back. Why the hell do you have to be so angry about it?

I know I have no life. I know we have no life. I know you have a life now. We know you have a life now. But please, manage it. Who do you think you are? Who am I to you?

I'm not a voodoo doll whereby you can just poke in a needle and pull it out just like that.

Ada batasannya.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

It's been hard.

It has been that way since ages ago.

God help. I'm pissed off by any slightest mistake or words someone did or said. Is it just me or am I going crazy. When I close my eyes, I see someone that I should not start thinking about again. When I open my ears, all I can hear about is someone that I should not have heard of.

Is it that I'm getting sensitive to the people and the words? Or is it that I'm just annoyed with all the current happenings in my life right now? If only I could turn back the times, take back all the friends that I lost, lose all the mistakes that I did, take back all the time that I missed out.

Will it always be like this? Will I ever regain my strength?

I'm not remaining silent for no reason. Everything I do, I have a reason, which I don't think I'd bother explaining.

If I think I'm so great, then how did I ever came to this world? I'm not great. I need help in everything I do.

And now, all that I can ever do is to seek assistance.

Dear God, I need help.

Yours Sincerely, Nasirah.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Denied.

Instead of business, we play. (:

I'm tired of everything. Except for school stuff but excluding homeworks. Which reminds me I have my peer tutoring worksheet to finish. Urgh.

Yesterday was one hell of a long day. But I certainly had fun! (: Flag Day early in the morning and I was not late! Hah! If you could remember, I have been late and pissed off on every Flag Day for the past two years. Tsk.

So anyway, waited for the gate to open and then waited for my junior in the SJ room with the other sec3s and 4s. Paired up with Shamila and went straight to Toa Payoh Hub. And I was so pissed because every minute, other schools will be taking over my place.

Like hello! *Hie* There's a sweet human being near you! *Knocks head on drawers*

Decided to head to Ang Mo Kio and it was even more pathetic. Met Nabila and Zhong Hao there and we decided to disturb people at their place. And thus, we decided to head to Braddel and disturb Rochè Shi Hui and Randy Haziq. Heh! And so since our leg was super aching, we rested at the residents' corner (or was it area because it didn't look anything like a corner). So yes, *points to above picture* that was what Shi Hui and I did since we were superbly bored. Heh! And we took burst pictures. HAHA! (:

Went off around 11+ and headed to Admiralty. Before that, my bag was filled with 4 of the tins. So yes, rather than having myself carrying 3 heavy tins (because mine was not even half), I let Haziq carry it. Heh!

HAHA! No, don't thank me for helping you guys with the tins, thank my bag! Okeh fine, thank Haziq also.

Hanged outside of school since we got nothing else to do before our time to come back to school came. Slept for awhile then we decided to do some footdrill. The Sec2 ambulance was so crazy. HAHA! They acted as us, trainers, while we acted as them, juniors. LOL! And yes, seriously getting rusty lah deyy. ):

Slacked at SJ room for some time while awaiting for everybody to come back. Since we were so bored, Ms Siti said we can decorate the door! Wee~ And this is what happens when you get us to do no-life-stuff. (: And even Ms Siti agrees we got no life. Heh!

Itchy hands that destroy this thing, I hope you get wacked by some random gangsters out there. (: Okeh, I sound like a downright saddist. Oops.

Rushed home and ironed clothes and went out to met the other 4 YBs for the 10th year Anniversary. (: It was okeh I guess. Mr Chong and Mr Siva was like the best ones! (: Which reminds me that I can't wait for the next Biology lesson! Heh! The anniversary is well done! Congratulations WRS for the successful public performance.

Went home rather late, like around 11+. I should not have called home and should have stayed out for a little while longer. Heh! *Evil eyes* But too bad I did thus I went home rather early for last night.

***

I hate people who gets pissed off just because they felt left out for a day or a few hours. I mean, come on. People have reasons for not telling you something. So why even bother to feel left out. Let me tell you what someone has told me.

"They must have a reason for leaving you out of the conversation or not telling you anything. And maybe because they feel more comfortable with the other person. So don't feel left out."

- Fiasco.

And yea, I took those words in and I guess it's true. Stop getting so easily pissed off at people. If you can't stand us not telling you some things, then I'll tell you. We can't stand you getting so agitated with us for the simplest reason of all. So really women, think it over.

***

I was only on the first minute of the 'Fitna' show. It got me so crashed.

And all I can say is, Astaghfirullah.

***

I'm so pissed at some one. Who do they think they are to get angry at all of us for his/her own feelings. Fuck it. I'm getting so agitated on everything about you.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

No life people are loved!

Beware. This post is going to be filled with pictures and words! *GASP!*

Hie everyone! Today's post is going to be so sweet. Oh no wait, it has always been sweet. Aww! I know! (:

Anyway, starting of school was rather scary because I had to represent SJAB for the award thing. And OMG! The echo is certainly not cool. It made me sounded like a retard. ): Hmph. So once again, NA and AA team, congratulations to your success! Going to miss you guys seh!

Lesson time was fun! Today seems to pass by rather fast. Biology was unexpectedly fast! 3 periods and I think we spent almost a period on Calcium. LOL! Mr Chong even taught us about the breast milk and all. Biology is superbly fun nowadays! (:

AMaths was fulermak quick. I understood chapter 4.1! And everything is a breeze~ Yey! And Mr Lim went crazy for I-don't-know what reason. Teachers.. English was extra noisy today. Went through some reading from the booklet we got today. *Shows heh! emoticon* Then Mr Faraz wanted to switch on the "Mind Your Language" VCD but in the end didn't because his cables were not working in some way or the other.

Went all over the school after lesson time in search for Sec 2 girls for public duty. Thus in the end, I sweat like one mofo. Tsk. After that went back to class for the celebration for debates! (: Mdm Jas bought for us Canadian Pizza and we ate in class and the people went berserk! GASP! No wonder we're called The International Class. Everyone behaves differently but in some ways or another, we're all the same. Humans and crazy. HAHA! TIC is loved. (:

Had peer tutoring and I left halfway through for public duty. And sad to say, I can now only depend on the Sec2 Ambulance. And these people are crazy. And I seriously mean crazy(!!!!). Okeh so only did duty for like, an hour(?) because it started to rain. Dang! And thus, it's postponed again. Urgh! Enough already seh.

So in the end, all of us; Firdaus, Haikal, Naufal, Nabila, Hazirah, Amirah, Shi Hui and me slacked at SJAB room. While I busied myself with the forms, they played concentration. HAHA! And Firdaus kept on saying 8 when there wasn't any number 8. Sotong seh! (:

Okeh so they started telling jokes and then it led to ghost stories. Okeh so this is how they looked. They were tensed up and seriously concentrating on the stories.

Firdaus, Naufal and Haikal. Concentrating right? Now look at this next picture.

Heh! (: Then they wanted to share with us their stories. And look how enthusiastic they were while telling their stories. Cute people! (:

(:

And not forgetting the part where we asked them about the MRT things. So yes, Naufal couldn't get the trick and thus, he got so stressed and he looked like this. Ishk.

And we, nice people, told him the trick. HAHA! Then they did the BLACK magic trick. And I now know the trick! YEY! (: Thank you, you people! (:

So anyway, I had fun with them. Especially when they tried very hard to differentiate the Old Maid cards and the other cards. Khekhe! (:

And remember the Sakura story that was told like, a year or less ago? Okeh so we told them the story and watch this video for their reactions.

Hehe! (: I feel so bad. But too bad, I'm nice.

So anyways, thanks to this 3 guys, my day was awesomely awesome! (: And they certainly are not camera shy. HAHA! Good! Don't be! (:

Okeh so everybody, now you know what we have been actually doing when we go crazyyyyyyy.

Heh!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Leave your marks wherever you go.

It's not life if you don't go through some pain. (:

School is getting better I guess. Apart from the constant headache I get once they mention 'Public Duty.' Urgh. And also not forgetting the word homework and test(s).

Anyway, other than the investiture itself, Mrs Kok's story about the pencil was nice. And yea, I picked up two of it and rephrase it somehow. *Points to post title and first sentence of the post.*

Had a period or so for Chemistry and thus, we almost finished covalent bonding and ionic bonding stuff. I think I'm starting to prefer Chemistry than to Physics. Oooops! EMaths was the things we did yesterday. And I have seriously forgotten lots of area and volume formulas. It is so totally bad! ):

Biology is getting fun-er! (: I think because Mr Chong has stop 'picking' on me and also because the topic on nutrients is fun. Like I-have-no-idea-how. And thus, I must score the next Biology test.

*MSN sound* Right..

EMaths again and we continued studying. Celebration for winning the debate tomorrow! (: Mummeh decided to buy Canadian pizza for us and I certainly don't look forward to tomorrow due to various reasons. Erm, lol?

Break2 was so noisy. Spent my break at 3Zest and I was tortured with perasan people. Aiyoooh! AMaths next and I'm getting the hang of chapter 3.3 already. (: Nice or what? Then Zhi Wei and Hao Yang got noisy. Aiyooooh!

Me: I need eraser! Eh dammit! I cannot survive if I lack of stationary! HaoYang: Serious arh? HaoYang: You have 3B pencil? You have pen? ZhiWei: You have ballpoint pen? You have 2B pencil?

Doesn't that classify under pens and pencils which comes under stationery? Wth.

Rushed down to pack first aid kit then all of a sudden, the 'lightning risk' light started to flash. %#$#$@!@#!@#~@#!!!

Stayed at SJAB room and thus, I decided to do my AMaths instead of sitting down there makan anggur. So yes, I'm done with exercise 3.3 yaww!

I have lots of pictures in my phone and I am so lazy to upload them all in this post. Awwh.

Anyways, apart from partnering with Fabian and maybe-sleeping-at-canteen, I'm practically not looking forward for the camp because losing out 4 days of lessons means a lot to me. Especially losing out on AMaths and Physics and Chemistry and Biology and EMaths and Social Studies and Malay and whatever else. GASP! That's totally a lot you know. Can die arh!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Get over it.

I wish I could have everything. I wish I could plan it all.

Weeoo~ I'm feeling rather gobbledygook today! Don't ask why.

Read period was HAHA! Mdm Jas didn't check her email thus, she came up without the video clip and only realised there was one when 3Zest and Le3end5 started playing theirs. LOL lah!

Anyways, Malay period was boring! It use to be splendid but now, when things started changing, it all turned out to be such a bore. Hmph. AMaths was oh-so-nonsense. I catch the tempo and all but really, I don't understand the need for graph still. And the two pieces thing. Aiyoooo!

Emaths was spent on the video for read period. Then did some admin stuff then we studied abit and bell rang and time for Social Studies! I passed I passed!

Gotten 12 marks and it was a total surprise because I did the paper chincaibocaily. So yes, with one question that I did with an invalid inference, I passed! Heh! (:

Break time was the worse time ever. Found out that the interclass soccer boys will be continuing today. Omfg. And I was oh-so-kecoh for the whole period. Omg. I was like one big motherfucker. But who cares? I was in need. (Huh?)

Physics was fun. We started lenses today and it is cool. Well, excluding the graph part, everything was okeh. And we got back our test paper and I failed incredibly great. ):

Mother: Do you need tuition?! Me: No. My studies are okeh. But I failed Physics again. Kak Naf: Eh hi-5! I always failed mine too! *Grins*

Just when I thought I was the suckiest in Physics at home. Tsk.

So after school, after all noisiness, I finally got the junior to the field and assigned their duty places. Woo~ And thus I decided not to get bored. (: Stick with the guys instead and they talked non-stop. And they even 'host'-ed the interclass. LOL! Guys.. They are so interestingly crazy. (:

It started to rain and thus we went back. Filled up the oh-so-banyak forms and we were done for the day! And this Friday, I won't be coming to school.

Me: Cher! Why am I the one who'll be up there?! Ms Siti: Because you are loud. Leaderships Peoples/ No life-ers: *Laugh out loud*

No connection.

Another round of public duty tomorrow. *SIGH*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Because you don't seem to care.

Heh! *POINTS to no one*

It's rather common nowadays. Many leaving a six letters to a four letters. And do this people even wonder, will the four letters last that long? Nothing in this world is great when you are without this six letters. Who will be the one's that lends you a shoulder to weep on when you lost your four letters? It has always been six letters. So why? Why dump six letters one side once you have four letters? Is it worth it?

"Good character is more to be praised than outstanding talent. Most talents are, to some extent, a gift. Good character, by contrast, is not given to us. We have to build it piece by piece- by thoughts, choice, courage and determination."

-John Luther-

And that includes a decision making that everyone has to be responsible for.

***

I am so superbly sleepy. Woke up at around 5.30 and got to school for the NE meeting. Urgh. It's rather tiring lah. Sit there stoning while listening but I need energy to do all those you know. Heh! (: So yes, even reporting at 6.45 doesn't seem to get everything settled. But at least, some one was there to enlighten the surroundings. *Shows heh! emoticon*

So anyway, PE was running as always. Next week is the trial round already and here I am, still failing. Tsk. English was nothing much. More than half of the class was dead. I mean sleepy and tired. And thus, we went through the oh-so-many worksheets that we did for the past periods.

Emaths was a torture. After being tired, you are feed with food, then you get sleepy. I can't get my eyes open that I had difficulties concentrating. Urgh. Malay was nothing. Did group work for advertisement. And I know what you said.

After school, sorted out SJAB camp again. We have lots of things to think about and it's rather difficult to do this when you have no life. ): Meeting and public duty tomorrow. My goodness, I'm overloaded with things. I have yet to search for people to do duties for these two days. Gaah! So stress. Oooops! Challenged! And I have yet to do my oh-so-yesterday Malay homework. Eee! So leceh.

And I changed placed with myself yesterday. (I didn't shift *DUH*) So yes, currently in between two noisy people; Yvonne and Hao Yang. Aiyoooh! But at the very least, I'm wide awake throughout lessons. Okeh, not entirely perhaps.

Alright done. I want to sleep at the canteen because why? Because it works! I have no life.

Sweet Love

Toodles.