I looked up upon you, only to be disappointed again.
So life is great balls of fire. Wowiee.
Received our report book today and I'm happy. Okeh, truthfully, I'm kind of disappointed in myself for not giving my 100% effort. Yes, I made a fool of myself in this exam. Fcuk it.
But yes, like I've said once, it really reflected on how hard I studied.
And I don't know if I can make it to e2. Many people are opting for it and they have a better result than mine. And I'm in need of 5 more marks in order to meet the criteria of being in e2 for Science. And we go, fcuk it.
I feel like a fiasco today. *Hint*
Oh yes, the result. Bloody shit.
Mother didn't even bother to praise for my Maths. Instead she went "Did you pass your English?" and "It doesn't matter what grade you get, it matters if you pass it or not."
I can pass English. I just can't score them. So really, stop telling me that grade for English doesn't matter much. And we go, fcuk it.
I'm thankful to God that I got an A2 for Malay. I thought I was going to get B. A fcuking B. But I got that grade due to my results before Mid-Year. Wow.
The day was somewhat great. Spent my afternoon with YB and their non-stop curse. *Shows heh! emoticon* Went around cwp without splurging! HAHA! And we took neoprints! So you should just wait and wait till Rawr scan it. (:
17 days to go before this someone bid us his goodbyes. ):
I'm going to miss 2e1. With all those once-upon-a-time fight. With all those shouts. With all those teasing. I love them. We have been together for 2 years and it feels suddenly so difficult to let go of the name, 2e1 2007.
And to people who look down on us, fuck you people fuckingly upside down. Especially that class. Whatever. I am proud to have them as my classmates. I am proud to be one of them. Look down on him and you look down on us.
And I miss Nabila. That someone has got to know that no matter where you are, you won't care if something important is coming up if you miss your homeland. Pfft.
She's sometimes sweet and sometimes a total shit.
Toodles.