October 10, 2007

We can't be.

This reminds me of someone. This reminds me of Qizah! HAHA! I'm sorry but I don't know why. (;

Dear friend, I don't know how to say this but we just got to know each other. It is greatly impossible. You are in Tampines and I' m in Woodlands. See our distance? I know it's not that far but, it's impossible to me. Not only that but I just don't feel right. I can't even feel the sparks. Love blooms, I know. But I doubt ours will. I'm sorry if the email I sent sounds super bitchy. I run my life and I have a say. Delete me, block me. For all I care.

I feel super tired. Why not? I have been cleaning since as early as 7 am. And I'm not even near to having it done. And some things just can't see me having a great time cleaning. Damn you computer.

P.S please don't take it to your hard disk till u get break down again computer.

So, my room is clean. It's left with my bed sheet which I begged mum to sew for me. It is so going to be like my curtains. *Melts further* And I'm left with mother's room to clean. Like wtf. Her room is bobbaly huge and I'm going to have it clean all by myself.

Damn, it's raining. And I just bloody hell cleaned the windows like one retarded mofo. If you happen to look up at my block and see one red thing hugging windows, that ought to be me. My back hurts. My head is throbbing.

Dear Sis, BLOODY HELL GET HOME QUICKLY! TAKE HALF DAY TODAY! SHEEEEEESH! bobba!

School tomorrow and I feel so glaaad! Like finally, I can see my friends. Like finally, I don't have to entertain my mum's nagging and shits. Like finally, I don't have to shout at Iffah for taking my personal belongings (hair clips, comb etc). Like finally!

Just a few more hours to go before HR. And if you see a turquoise clothes kid walking at CCK or Yishun, looking super dead, that would be me. Thank you for recognising. Oh dear God, look at the time. I have got to start ironing the curtain for mum's room.

And I feel like a pampered bitch today. I asked Abg Aee to clean my handbags that has loss it's shiny-ness. I asked Abg Aee to burn the Quran's papers I got from Madrasah. I asked Abg Aee to help me to do this and that. Hey, it's not every day he is at home. It's not every day I get to see him. For tomorrow, Kak Naf is going to take half day off. And she asked me to skip school. Bloody hell. As if she's going to be home that early. -.- And tomorrow is a time to get bossy!

Oh and my computer is totally black! No more grayish here and there! (: You know what I mean? It's super cleeeean!

Dear Speaker, I'm sorry you are broken. You fell by yourself. No pushing you know! But I don't mind, it's not as if you can speak or sing anymore. And I have 2 other speakers anyway. Drop more for all I care. Pfft.

I am taking such a loooong break. Mum is so killing me.

Dear Ais, I'm sorry I can't follow you to Geylang. You know how petetek my life is. So I got to do the cleanings. Maybe next time my friend. Maybe soon. (; Back at night time. (; I miss you like bloody hell. Damn you giler. Cheer up! (; IMY tauuu!

Sweet Love

Toodles.