October 01, 2007

I suck. I know.

Specs rocks. o.0

Okeh, I tried very hard to stop myself from logging in to blogger but what do you know, I'm here again, like bloody hell. Alright, so here I am. All pissed off from various reasons. I know I'm stupid but you don't have to step all over me. And honestly, I don't understand why people have driving license when they don't even know basic stuff. Okeh, so what if I'm a kid? At least I know that you have to turn on the left or right light before turning. At least I know that drivers should be aware of people crossing at the traffic lights. Lucky you, I was at least a few paces away from being knocked down by the bloody motor bike. And so what if you are in a hurry. When you are on the road, especially on a bike, better be safe than sorry. Oh I'm sorry but I hope you are late for whatever appointment lah. I'm not trying to be a devil here but you have got to learn a lesson. Don't want to be late, go out earlier. Ass. History paper sucked. SEQ worth 8 marks and I wrote like, 2 lines of the foolscap paper. Gone lah gone! Burnt. There goes my high hopes on passing History for the first time this year. Tsk. If you think that you are not hurting my feelings, think again. Bloody hell stop comparing me with Sister. I know I'm fat. Like so what? My body my problem lah siol! And you think I'm laughing like HAHA(!) hard when I'm actually hurting inside. You criticised me like nobody's business. If it's only in front of the relatives, I wouldn't mind that much but you even do that to the neighbours. You know what Dad, I hate you. You can't just, for once, stop criticising me. You can't just, for once, be proud of me. You can't even be proud of everything that I have. If you think my life is easy, then you are very welcome to take over my place. I know, being in you position is bloody hard. I have done the best, I produced the best result but you just can't be proud of me. Remember SJ camp? I got the best cadet award yet all you ever do was laugh your ass off that I achieved it. Am I not good enough? Not only that, you didn't even want to come. Every thing I do can never be of your standard. You've been continuing to hurt me without realising it, so stop it. *Sigh* A load off the shoulders. Alright, for tomorrow, I won't post. I think. Somebody come early and accompany me tomorrow to study Science. Ouh no wait, I know nobody stupid enough to do that on a Tuesday except for me.
And to that someone, you just got yourself another block at MSN. (; Smile lah seh!