It's not the right moment to think of such things.
Oh my goodness. Is it just me or is English MYE tomorrow?
Oh wait, it is tomorrow. GASP.
Anyway, Perinder and Kelvin has been sweet (but as sweet as me), they sent TICs sms of motivations! (: Such lovelies I have as a friend.
I have decided to stop blogging for at least a day to concentrate on studies. I seriously have a lot of things to catch up on. Gosh. Especially Maths. Urgh. And the thing that gets on my nerve right now is the peacefulness I have at home.
Everywhere is superbly noisy that I just can't concentrate. So now you tell me, when can I study properly at home? And Mother, that is why I'm always going home late.
All that you ever do was to tell me to do this and that this and that. You want me home early? Just shut the fuck up and listen to my woes. But would you ever listen? You were never my listening ear and you were never there when I stood proud. You will never understand.
All that I told you, they are just lies to your ears.
Dear Me,
You have loads and loads of things to do before you can catch up with the others in class. Don't just sit there and try. Sit there and do it. How can you trust others when you don't trust yourself? How can you have faith on others when you don't have any faith on yourself?
Examinations are here and it certainly won't get postponed just because you are not ready for it. Human waits for human. Time waits for nothing. Unless the human knows time management, human don't wait for human. Nasirah, get yourself off the computer and start mugging like one bloody nerd.
Get on with your work. A whole load of things to catch up! Fuck it, you certainly wouldn't want to be one bloody fool that sits around and does nothing about her marks. There's no shame to questions.
Yours Sincerely,
You.
I'm going bonkers. I'm just so tired from school everyday that many homeworks are left undone. Then even after a short break and a little studying, I totally switch off and straight to bed. I feel useless. Feel only but I know I'm not. I can be useful in other ways you know. (:
SIBERIAN TIGER! *inside joke*
Dear Fellow 3TICs,
All the best in your Mid Year and don't ever give up even if you want to die during your paper. Failure is not the weakest point of a human but giving up is. Do your best and I'm sure everyone will score well and hit your personal target! Gambate~
If you ever feel like your brain might just pop out of its own place, think of m and I might just be able to help you, mentally. (:
Lets get ourselves some rewards for AMaths. We can do it. We will do it. We must do it!
Yours Faithfully,
Nasirah
And you know what, my letter writing format is screwed again no matter how many times I made myself memorise.
Toodles.