I love today!

*Ka-tiiiiiiiiiing!*

Oh goooooood! I'm super tired.

So anyway, school was boring. Didn't had anything to do just now. And this one teacher was being such an ass. Urgh!

And my level position and class position is so bad. I almost made it last. *GASP* I'm so sad. I have a feeling that my dream *point point* will be shattered. ):

Damn it!!! My wrist hurts lah seh! And the injury turned blue black. Oh. Goodness. How unglam my wrist looks like. And I can't seem to type or write properly. And luckily, I have nothing much to write about. And I'm just not in the mood. ):

I know I'm feeling sad but I know that no matter what, I'm still sweet. *EHEM*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I love lah love!

We are not acting. We are cool! (;

Ice skating was fun!!! I want to again! I want to go again!

And currently, I'm waiting for the ice-skating pictures from Haziq. HEHE! Sorry but my MSN got corrupted thus I can't receive too huuuuuuge files or folders. Like whatever MSN. *Shows hmph emoticon*

So anyway, I fell twice. HAHA! Yes, it was funny! No pushing lah. I fell by myself because my body was behind while my feet was in front. Okeh, imagine it. (: Know what is embarrassing? I fell in front of fiasco and that FF. God! And what was worst, I don't know how to get up. HAHA! Shut up! But yes, I got the hang of it with the help of Shi Hui! And I screamed very loudly because I didn't dare to get away from the railing. I love them you see! But Shi Hui forced me to get away from it. Oh. My. God. Okeh, I want to skate again! *Shows heh! emoticon*

Then after the session, we took class photo. Gosh, this people is such love!

And that yellow girl at the corner there is leaving us sooner than we are leaving 2e1. All the best in China Rachel. Please remember the SWEET Syrup in Singapore. (;

Then we had another last round and we went off. And the professional kiddies came in to the rink and skate like &(#@! well. If only I had ice-skating lesson when I was young. HAHA! Okeh shhh!

If only I have

1) ice-skating lesson since young.

2) riding bicycle lesson.

3) piano lesson.

4) violin lesson.

(;

Had brunch at KFC with Yana, Haziqah and Rawr. Ate cheese fries! Along with coke~ Then we walked around.

Went to Shi Hui's crib after that. That rice ball! HEHE! (:

Watched The Haunted Apartment. Not all parts were scary but of course, when you are with us, you can never stop screaming. Haziq and me were like laughing non-stop. HAHA! Damn the grass jelly.

Then after the movie, we went craaaaaaaaaaaaaazy! Camwhored like weeeeeeeee~

And again, I'm waiting for these pictures from Haziq. That picture is what you call, sad meal-yang-tak-menjadi. Heeeeh~

Okeh, I saw Taufik's CD at Sunplaza's CD-Rama but it's like $16+ and I didn't have enough money with me at that point of time. ^&@#!!! Okeh, I'm calling Yananana for a shopping trip and I shall buyyyy! :p Teman Istimewa, I'm comiiiiiing~

I don't understand why my computer's chair has a place to rest my back. I mean, I don't even use it. Neither does Abg Aee. I want a new chair for my computer. (; I want a digital camera for myself~ AHHH! Raya moneeeey!

I don't want to go to school tomorrow. So lazy okeh? ):

Okeh, I'm so tired and so sleepy. I'm going off to bloghop. I'm sleeping in erm, 2-3 hours time? Yea. (:

I'm a sad Syrup for now, my wrist still hurts like fcuk! ):

Lets ice-skate again! *Okeh Nasirah, enough* November November! Okeh yb? (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Such lies.

In a few minutes, I'm heading off to The bed. (:

A very long day it has been. Last night, was super hectic. Okeh fiiiiine. For me only.

Went out with family yesterday. 5 houses and it went till late night. Or maybe I should say morning. Then, before I even went out, something tragic happened to me! The bloody black heels just had to get the heel's part spoilt. Oh you know, the one at the bottom of the heels there. It came off like super suddenly and I swear-ed like nobody's business under my breath. It's not the fasting month already you know so, yea, curses~

Anyway, Cik Enah's house first and weeeeeeeee~ There, staring at me were the dates biscuit~ And I went, *SQUEALS*. Okeh, that is so fake. Then Cik Aim and his next door neighbour. 050293 and 020593. HEHEHEK! Then Cik Ipin and Mak Nah's house. And once I reached home, I headed to the washroom to wash up for half an hour. *shows heh! emoticon*

Today, went to school super early thinking that it was Monday. Sheeeesh! Waited there, stared into space for half an hour and came my long-waited friend!

So anyway, ICT was fun. Instructor was the usual gayness type. Grouped up with Wan Yi, Shi Hui and Haziqah to do our task and we went in search of food! That time, the four of us were super hungry that we drooled over all the pictures we found. From laksa to satay to noodles to nasi briyani to whatever else. And the break just had to be at 11.25am. And we had a countdown starting from an hour before break.

And the bloody instructor treated us like nursery kids. Like as if we don't know how to use a computer! I feel so insulted sitting there treated like an idiot. But, with 2e1's sarcastic remarks, I controlled the anger~ (:

After break, the girls were outside the lab having chocolate madness! Waaaaaah! Delicious you know. And the chocolates are the ones that we won. (:

In the lab, we continued all the way till 2.45pm. And I got home all wet. With this construction worker staring and one broken side umbrella, I rushed home. I feel so unlucky today. After a few paces away from WRP, I saw Abdullah. Sheeesh! That explains why. ):

And Ais, I am soooooooooo NOT going to walk home anymore. And if I were to walk home, you are going to accompany me.

-Nasirah says: ais, kau tau tak...? -Nasirah says: aku dah tak nak jalan balik rumaaaaaaaaaah!!! ais. says: whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy' -Nasirah says: sebab -Nasirah says: that guy that wove back at us was like staring at my direction with his friend when you left me!!! ais. says: lolll!!!!! ais. says: no wonder i saw u walking dMN FAST SIAAA~ -Nasirah says: HAHAHA! ye laaaaaaaah! -Nasirah says: abeh skali dier lari cross the road camne? -Nasirah says: mampos akuu

Notice the exclamation marks. (;

Ice skating tomorrow and I pray that Haziq don't know how to skate! OMG~ And I have to get out of the house freaking early. Banana btol. (; Okeh, I don't know if I'm excited or nervous or scared. -.-

Ouh and in case you are wondering if the phone is back. Well, the answer is an effing no. God, why on earth did I believe him. Lets all wait for weekends lah.

Sweet Love

This blog is super red. Yikes! -.-

Toodles.

Selamat Hari Raya! (:

And the fickle-minded girlnenek decided to go Greeeen!

Hello and good day! (:

First day was, for once, a short day. Went to nenek's first like every other year. And I was super sick. Down with slight fever and flu. Like wth. Then off to Mak Long till night time. Gaaaaaaaah! So fun you know *Sounding very Mak Cik* Okeh shhh.

Called up M1 to know what I should do in order to get my SIM card working. Damn I should have called them much earlier. And I'm so going to fork out $20 to pay for a new SIM card. Sheeeesh! *@&#

Went home, had a super loooooong bath, watched tv while counting the *ehem*money*ehem*. HAHA! Okeh, I'm rich for this month. (: Then sleep till daylight.

Woke up at around 8 to get the house ready for Mak Long and the rest. Then had a looooong bath. I'm so dead when the water bills come. *Shows heh! emoticon*

After getting ready and snapping of pictures, Mak Long&family, Cik Aim&family, Abg Is&family, Kak Lin&family, Mak Busu and my family, went out together. It was super fun. At the back of the car, Kak Naf and me entertained Isabella and Iffah who were oh-so-kecoh. And I think I felt young! Weee! HAHA! Okeh shut. (:

Ouh and I went turquoise~ Next time, I'm going piiiiink! (;

Visited quite a number of houses and we went home late. Like at around 12 to 1 in the morning. Since family borrowed mum's mum's sister-in-law's son's car, in order to get enough sits, we had to go home earlier. Never mind, Cik Enah's house, I'll come soooon! HAHA! I can't wait for the "Bantal Busuk". The yearly favourite, if there's one this year. (:

I think I'll get my new SIM card today. If dad ends work at 5 on the dot, then I'll have time to go cwp with him. Weeee! Okeh so people, I lost your number. Including the ones that I saved in my computer. Gahahahaha! Screw that crashing of hard disk. *Okeh Nasirah, stop iiiiit* Start giving me your number! I have bad memory so I don't usually memories numbers.

You know what? I have a feeling that currently, my language are all upside down topsy turvy. ): So sad... =/ At least I don't spell you as euu *hint hint*

Okeh, The Nasirah is excited upon getting her beloved, yet patetek, 6080 back. And the first two people will get sms from me as soon as I get back their number. God I should have saved them in both phone and SIM. Smart arse I am. *hints to Ziq*

And I don't know how many times I have been posing lately. And! Once the phone is alright, my pictures will be back in the computer everyday~ Shout woo! Shout woo! HAHA! Perasan.

You are going to see a picture of me, double of this.

HAHA! (:

Ouh and I have enough money to buy Taufik's CD. (; WEEEEE! And pay the SIM card thing. -.-' Anyone needs a shopping trip? *Raise hands*

Sweet Love

Toodles!

SHR people SHR!

Besok Hari Raya! *Runs around like a monkey* *ehem to the Qizah* *Runs around acting cute* *ehem to the Rawr*

Firstly, Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims. Lets celebrate this day for our achievement in completing our one month of fasting.

Second, to those who have read this blog, sorry if any words has ever hurt you guys. But of course, if I happen to say bad things about you guys out of this blog, I'm sorry still. Humans make mistakes, and I am one of them.

Dearest friends, teachers and relatives, for all my wrongdoings, forgive me.

I love you all! And dearest Kak Shidah, cheer up. (; I love you! And I still miss you like fuuuck!

Hugs and kisses; Syrup Sharab Al-Siara Ulhaq

(;

Toodles Sweet People. <33

P.S I'm going to get my SIM-card-rejected-phone tomorrow~ (; P.P.S Better than nothing you know. HAHAHAHAH!

Because you are loved.

Spread them.

I don't know how I'm currently feeling. I'm happy with my results because it certainly did reflect well. I just don't know if I'm this happy&crazy girl I was yesterday.

I'm going to miss 2e1. We're left with less than a month together. I'm trying to make my stay and pride of being in 2e1 07, worthwhile. And it includes going ice skating (wohooo-ly) next week~

So far, I passed everything. Only not as well as I expected them to be, except for Maths. Congrats to Haziq for passing his Maths! (: Wait, here comes the long(?) list.

Thank you Mr Lim for the many worksheets. It's true what they say. Suffer now and enjoy later. Thank you for all your teachings and I really appreciate it. If it weren't for you, half of it though, I wouldn't be at the position I am today and I might still be failing Maths. Congrats Wee Boon for getting the honourable mention award thing. HEEH! Congrats! And also congrats for Berton, Yean Choon and Aaron for getting the credit award! (: And including those unmentioned 2e1s. And Haziq, I congratulated you above. *Shows hmph emoticon*

I. Am. Obsessed. With.

Taufik Batisah. Teman Istimewa~ *Melts further* I'm sooooo saving my Raya money so that I *stand tall (ehem) and grins* can get my hands on the CD~ TEEHEHEHE! Never mind, CD released on 15 Oct in SG. WEEEE~

Okeh, CD-Rama is getting rich. Taufik too. And I'm still petetekly at $6. HAHA! Shuttup youuuuu.

Ouh ouh, I clinched my A1 for Maths again~ Thanks to Kak Diana, Mr Lim and YBs for the encouraging words, worksheets and assessment.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

We can't be.

This reminds me of someone. This reminds me of Qizah! HAHA! I'm sorry but I don't know why. (;

Dear friend, I don't know how to say this but we just got to know each other. It is greatly impossible. You are in Tampines and I' m in Woodlands. See our distance? I know it's not that far but, it's impossible to me. Not only that but I just don't feel right. I can't even feel the sparks. Love blooms, I know. But I doubt ours will. I'm sorry if the email I sent sounds super bitchy. I run my life and I have a say. Delete me, block me. For all I care.

I feel super tired. Why not? I have been cleaning since as early as 7 am. And I'm not even near to having it done. And some things just can't see me having a great time cleaning. Damn you computer.

P.S please don't take it to your hard disk till u get break down again computer.

So, my room is clean. It's left with my bed sheet which I begged mum to sew for me. It is so going to be like my curtains. *Melts further* And I'm left with mother's room to clean. Like wtf. Her room is bobbaly huge and I'm going to have it clean all by myself.

Damn, it's raining. And I just bloody hell cleaned the windows like one retarded mofo. If you happen to look up at my block and see one red thing hugging windows, that ought to be me. My back hurts. My head is throbbing.

Dear Sis, BLOODY HELL GET HOME QUICKLY! TAKE HALF DAY TODAY! SHEEEEEESH! bobba!

School tomorrow and I feel so glaaad! Like finally, I can see my friends. Like finally, I don't have to entertain my mum's nagging and shits. Like finally, I don't have to shout at Iffah for taking my personal belongings (hair clips, comb etc). Like finally!

Just a few more hours to go before HR. And if you see a turquoise clothes kid walking at CCK or Yishun, looking super dead, that would be me. Thank you for recognising. Oh dear God, look at the time. I have got to start ironing the curtain for mum's room.

And I feel like a pampered bitch today. I asked Abg Aee to clean my handbags that has loss it's shiny-ness. I asked Abg Aee to burn the Quran's papers I got from Madrasah. I asked Abg Aee to help me to do this and that. Hey, it's not every day he is at home. It's not every day I get to see him. For tomorrow, Kak Naf is going to take half day off. And she asked me to skip school. Bloody hell. As if she's going to be home that early. -.- And tomorrow is a time to get bossy!

Oh and my computer is totally black! No more grayish here and there! (: You know what I mean? It's super cleeeean!

Dear Speaker, I'm sorry you are broken. You fell by yourself. No pushing you know! But I don't mind, it's not as if you can speak or sing anymore. And I have 2 other speakers anyway. Drop more for all I care. Pfft.

I am taking such a loooong break. Mum is so killing me.

Dear Ais, I'm sorry I can't follow you to Geylang. You know how petetek my life is. So I got to do the cleanings. Maybe next time my friend. Maybe soon. (; Back at night time. (; I miss you like bloody hell. Damn you giler. Cheer up! (; IMY tauuu!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

The day I went head over heel.

HAHA! Okeh shut. (:

I am currently bored. I know I'm suppose to be cleaning up but hello! It's still bloody early. I know I have been saying that we must clean the house blablabla because HR coming up blabla. Shuttup! I have not been cleaning lah! HEHE!

So anyway, I am currently, also, entertaining my habbo mates at MSN. Ais, time to screw yourself. HAHA! I'm coming to help, well, soon.

And I have been reading this paper for the past few days and oh my god. Less than a month and all my Saturdays will be taken away for NCO course. AHHH! Okeh, I'm like, bobbaly scared. Sheeesh! Which reminds me, I have not pay. ZOMG.

Oh yes, Sunday night went off for Geylang. Didn't make it on Saturday because Dad came home late. -.- So I felt like super pampered seh. Kak Naf bought for me 2 clothes and 3 rings. GAHAHAHA! And dendeng on Saturday. KHEHKE! Okeh shut, I know I've complaining a lot arh. SHH! And for YB's information, Hotel 81 rocks. HAHA! (;

Okeh see, I have nothing to blog about but I'm just so super bored. And no school tomorrow. Wtf. I'm going to be stuck heeeeere. *Shows hmph emoticon* Somebody entertain me. I'm trying to stay away from flirting getting to know people at habbo.

SSSS = Superbly Super Sweet Syrup. SSNN = Superbly Super Nice Nasirah. NSNS = Nice Syrup Nasirah Sweet. YBLN = Yellow Bananas Love Nasirah. NLY = Nasirah Likes You. (Shuttup you people! hehe!) FTAH = Flirt Time At Habbo. (-.-) BLNT = Bored Like No Tomorrow. TNLE = Trust Nobody, Like Everybody. TNNR = The Nenek Nasirah Rocks. SAN = Syrups Are Nice. NAS = IRAH. SSNN = Syiok Sendiri Nice Nasirah.

HAHAHAH! Self-obsessed. I know what that Qizah will say. And Sushee too. "Menyampah."

And I prefer the oldusual, sweet and short one.

Sweet Love

Toodles~

OVERRR~

Oh look, exams are over. Lets dance Irish! (:

I find Irish guys and dance cute. Hehe! Dah kes buang tebiat ni. Eish!

So anyway, lets not talk about today's papers lah. I rushed through my art till it went superbly fugly like fugling fugly. Then Maths was shit. I didn't bring The pencil and I have no idea if my graph is correct. Oh and the clever Nasirah used her brain and took a lead to do her enlargement and graphs and whatever else. HAHA! I'm proud of myself for being able to think of that, okeh?

Ouh and thanks to Amirah for the blueee pencil that she forgot to take. For the past few days, I'm like so obsessed with blue. Not that blue but those sky blue. So blue, very blue, nice blue.

Then for the past few hours, while busy doing art preliminary work *ehem*, logged in to habbo, macam orang bodoh. Search for me in the stadium or rooftop. Always there. Now I have like 3 hot habbo guys. HAHA! And that Qizah insisted not to flirt at habbo because the girls there are nonsense. As if lah Qizah. And he disturbed Sushee and me while both of us were flirting getting to know a 'guy' each. HAHA! Hornie1! Hint hint!

I have nothing else to say but please don't wave at cars when you are at the bus stop opposite La Casa. HAHA! That AIDS! *Shows heh! emoticon*

Lets do a new signing off!

Superbly Super Sweet Syrup

Toodles sweet people. (:

Break out fast.

I'm currently obsessed with this number.

I don't know how to start today's post but hey! What do you know, I have written something to start it. *Shows lame emoticon*

*GASP wide* I have not gotten my lame emoticon. AHH~

Anyway and anyhow, yesterday was fun. Ate out with AisLalatSushee to break our fast. I was like super late because Ais said "Meet me at 5.35 under my berlock" at 5.15. And I couldn't decide what to wear all the way till 5.30. Bahahaha! And by the time I got out of the house, it was 5.35. Sharp.

So we went around in search of a place and ended up at Civic Centre's level 2 with 6 plastics bags with 4 sets of food specially bought from McD. Then we talk like we've never been meeting for more than a year. Paderhal baru lepas chat kat MSN. Then off to the washroom and I did the most dangerous thing a human would have done. Oh no, more like, the most dangerous thing a nenek would have done to the cucu.

Then we went home, without getting scolded because I broke my curfew, again for the umpteenth time. (:

And here we go: - Sorry Ais for throwing away that plastic bag which contained your belongings. Sorry that you had to waste another dollar to buy yourself a new marker. - Sorry Ziq for asking Sushee to send thaaat wink. Should have known better. - Sorry Rawr for not returning your book. Sorry for the inconvenience.

And sorry you people for sending god-knows what virus at MSN. Don't thank me. Thank that bastard who did not put his warning personal message. And it was a biiiiig mistake to unblock him. It's obvious now that he is my bad luck charm. *Running away from hint hint*

One more thing, a very sad story to share. You won't be seeing my face at this blog for the next few daaaays or even month because the picture from Kak Naf's phone at my thumbie duplicated by itself. Yes, without my permission! Sheeesh! And now, I can't even delete away that whole folder. Bobaa btol.

Talk about bobaa, I sound so young. HAHA! Hint lah people! HINT! No lah, Ais introduced habbo yesterday and currently, I'm urging Kak Naf to install the shock wave. ABCDEF.

Eh, 6 days to Hari Raya! OMG! HAHA! Okeh, I sound super excited. -.- Oh wait, I am excited. Going to Geylang tonight.

I want: - 3 (at least) bajuuuuu! - dendeng for myself and only for me! - and anything niceeeee!

Gahahahaha! The Nenek sounds so jakon! I am. (:

For the Qizah's eyes: next week after Hari Raya, Kak Naf said she'll buy me Oreo Coffee/Chocolate. HAHA! See Qizah! SEEEEE~ :p

Alright, I'm going off to do god-knows what. And oh the dearest God! I have not done my preliminary art work. HEHE! Superbly lazy lah. And the leaves are so hard to be drawn. Hey, I don't draw you know. KAHKAHKAH!

And for the whole morning yesterday, without school, we (ZiqSusheeMe) were all bored and we did this:

Hello, my name is Nasirah. From class 2e1, beautiful index 11. From Woodlands Ring Secondary School, SJAB. My birthday is on fifth february nineteen-ninety three. Please do leave me a present. HAHA! (: Will appreciate it. SOMETHING SOMETHING SOMETHING SOMETHING! Overall, I'm doing this because I'm bored. Thank you for reading. I love you people! (:

Hello, Nasirah! I'm Shihui! Ybs call me Sushee! Aha! Sounds so cute right? Well, because its MY name! Shihui means CUTE INTELLIGENT! It describes me. My birthday is on thirteenth february. I dont mind receiving gifts from you! I love YB and SOMETHING. Once you've finished reading this, You have already wasted a few seconds of your life.(depends on hw fast you read lah) BYE! I LOVE YOU!

Hello Shi hui and Nasirah. Im Haziq with the glamorous H and ZIQ~ My index number is fashionable and cool 32 and i'm from SOMETHING SOMETHING 2/1 (: My birthday is on 30/04 and during that day, miracles happen *heh!* Im very white unlike some ppl and my father says im getting whiter each day *heh!* Im from alot of organisation such as YB and SO~ I think im the coolest and cutest in Yb because im H-A-Z-I-Q~ Bye heh!

See the boredom~ And not only that, we searched for thoooose types of emoticon. HAHA! Nonsensical bananas we are.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

syrupAS password. GAHGAH!

I'M SO BORED, CAUSING ME TO SHAPE MY HAIR TILL LIKEWISE.

*points above* *shows innocent face* *listening to songs on computer* *ehem*

*SHOWS BORED FACE*

Stress lah ASs. );

See why I blogged? {go Yahoo! images and typed in 'stressed' for larger view}

HAHA! Shut up. I know I know. Thanks to that Qizah for not entertaining me at MSN and I ended up like that *look up*. I mean I looked like the cat, with the super cool hair fur-do.

Okeh so I gave up revising Maths on my own. Having tuition to night anyway. So yes, I have placed my assessment book aside. The sums are like freakishly difficult. Why are Maths like what they are right now? Why can't they just teach us how to count money and those under that category? *Ka-CHING!*

Geography just now was crap. There was one question on !Kung Bushmen which causes like 10 marks. Like OMDG! Losing that marks will mean lesser chance to pass. *Pulls hair & scream* Okeh so, I suck at my humanities subject lah. And I have to choose between either of them for next year. Like wth. Don't even think of having me in Art or Literature class. My drawing sucks and same goes for my English *hint hint* .

I feel super tired today. One thing, I don't know why. It doesn't matter how hard you tried. Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme. To explain in due time.

HAHA! Okeh stop it. You think you heard somewhere before? Of course you have not. God I miss music. Yes, for your little information, thank you for still caring, my speaker is still mute cause I have yet to find for that mainboard thing. *Pulls hair & squeals* And the radio at home is crap. Reception gone wrong at the wrong time. Pfft.

Gee, this post is a little to long for someone who promised herself not to blog but I don't care. Eh! I'm left with 2 Maths paper and Art paper and I'm free! Like woooooooooow! Finally. Okeh find, for this year only. No school on Friday. Going to spend the whole day on Art. Along with Saturday and Sunday and of course, revise the Formularity Mathematics. Oh and Kak Naf going to buy me some clothes since my design for the other dresses was super oh-so-wrong. And I understand why. And I'm in need of dendeng. HAHA! Since last year seh. Pity thing right...?

And bloody you Qizah, I want your bubble teeeea! HAHA! I don't know why but I have a thing for bubble tea. Especially thaaaaaat *point point* flavour. Maths paper tomorrow and I hope to get back my A1.

And now I'm bored again because Qizah left me for the beauty sleep. Sheeesh!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

And I love that cat laaaaah! And this post has too many Stars. (;

Science. When Things Fall badly.

Ancient syiokness. :p

Okeh, so I lied about not updating today. HAHA! The promise sounded real but no, it isn't.

So anyway, Science paper was okeh I suppose. Section C only used up like one piece of foolscap which made me panicked. I thought I was the only one with that short of answers but, *narrows eyes to the right* same goes for Aaron! Teehehe! The rest is manageable I guess. And thank God calculator's back was not checked or else I'll be super doomed because I have lots of doodling on it. Lesson point, never doodle on calculator. Or better still, don't even think about doodling. HAH! (;

Currently, I'm mugging like bloody hell for Geography but nothing seems to be able to get into the head. I've been studying since like, as soon as I got home and see . . . I think I'm currently having a very bad brain to fill in things for exams.

Ouh and Yana's computer is crashed~ Lucky her, she has her lappie. Haziq's keyboard got spoilt and he can't even log in to his computer. Muahahahahaha! I think my bad luck is spreading around like good lucks. With spoilt computer, lesser chance to go online. Thus, more time to studyyy. Blessing in disguise they say.

You know, maybe I should start blogging in Malay. Turn every single words in this blog into Malay. Like someone said, my poor English causes our misunderstandings. (: But I can assure you that I can only do Malay in school and friends and families but not computer. That's me.

Alright, I guess with a nice photo *ehem* and nice entry, maybe I really won't update tomorrow. I am so off for my Oreo Chocolate. Read that Qizah. Oh no wait, I forgot. (: HAHA! Okeh sorry. Evil evil. I am off for further mugging for Geography and I have yet to do my EOY practice for Maths. *GASP loudly*

I miss Mr Quek. =.='

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I suck. I know.

Specs rocks. o.0

Okeh, I tried very hard to stop myself from logging in to blogger but what do you know, I'm here again, like bloody hell. Alright, so here I am. All pissed off from various reasons. I know I'm stupid but you don't have to step all over me. And honestly, I don't understand why people have driving license when they don't even know basic stuff. Okeh, so what if I'm a kid? At least I know that you have to turn on the left or right light before turning. At least I know that drivers should be aware of people crossing at the traffic lights. Lucky you, I was at least a few paces away from being knocked down by the bloody motor bike. And so what if you are in a hurry. When you are on the road, especially on a bike, better be safe than sorry. Oh I'm sorry but I hope you are late for whatever appointment lah. I'm not trying to be a devil here but you have got to learn a lesson. Don't want to be late, go out earlier. Ass. History paper sucked. SEQ worth 8 marks and I wrote like, 2 lines of the foolscap paper. Gone lah gone! Burnt. There goes my high hopes on passing History for the first time this year. Tsk. If you think that you are not hurting my feelings, think again. Bloody hell stop comparing me with Sister. I know I'm fat. Like so what? My body my problem lah siol! And you think I'm laughing like HAHA(!) hard when I'm actually hurting inside. You criticised me like nobody's business. If it's only in front of the relatives, I wouldn't mind that much but you even do that to the neighbours. You know what Dad, I hate you. You can't just, for once, stop criticising me. You can't just, for once, be proud of me. You can't even be proud of everything that I have. If you think my life is easy, then you are very welcome to take over my place. I know, being in you position is bloody hard. I have done the best, I produced the best result but you just can't be proud of me. Remember SJ camp? I got the best cadet award yet all you ever do was laugh your ass off that I achieved it. Am I not good enough? Not only that, you didn't even want to come. Every thing I do can never be of your standard. You've been continuing to hurt me without realising it, so stop it. *Sigh* A load off the shoulders. Alright, for tomorrow, I won't post. I think. Somebody come early and accompany me tomorrow to study Science. Ouh no wait, I know nobody stupid enough to do that on a Tuesday except for me.

And to that someone, you just got yourself another block at MSN. (; Smile lah seh!

The bastard in the ass.

If it is so difficult to read my English, my simple yet stupid English, get a friend to translate it for you or better still, don't read them at all. Please lah, if this someone knows that I am referring to someone else but you, why can't you understand? You, I know he is your friend. Take care of friends' pride bla bla shits. I don't know if you told him that I wrote something bad or good about him. Or I wrote his name here in this blog, for fun. Ass! This may be a fasting month but since you blamed me blindly, there's no need to be sorry. For your information, you are not forgiven. You said it was our fault. HAHA. How interesting. I don't see why it is my fault. So what if my English is bad? You don't have to criticise me on the double. This is my blog. Let me repeat that. This is MY blog. It's my wish how I want to write it. It's my wish what I want to write in. It's my wish because it's my blog. If you think that many people will be criticising you then bloody hell change yourself. Change the step MAT attitude. If you worry that I gossip and criticise you here in my blog, then read it daily to catch up. "I'll believe this time." Oh ass, get a grip. Even if you don't believe, I'll lose nothing. Read that, NOTHING. Lucky you, I did not write in your name. You know, because some times, I am just too stupid to have accidentally typed out the name of the person when I actually wanted to keep it anonymous. You really want to know what people gossip about you? They call you an effing playboy. You want to know why? You ask yourself why. You ask yourself how many ex do you have. Why don't you self-check your own English before commenting on mine. Please asshole, fuck off lah! Mirror yourself before blaming others.

Advance Course lah seh!

Eleh! Eleh! Posing siket!

HOHO! Tow truck the elephant and a bulldozer for a cat. Okeh, so random. Between me and Iffah of course. *Winks*

The day was great! 2e1, again, clinched prizes! Like woooooo! 2nd for WRS entrepreneurship and 3rd for lantern making. Wow right? (; I say 2-1 we're hot, and we can't be stop~

First was Science. Went through yesterday's paper and some scoldings. But still, Ms Lim is nice. (:

History was all about Ms Choo going on and on about SBQ and SEQ, till first quarter of recess and surprisingly, nobody complained. Exam period! (:

Next was Maths. Mr Lim came in with our prizes, all smiles. HAHA! His usual, I-feel-so-happy-and-proud smile. (: So, since the prize was both chocolates, we are keeping it till 1710. Fasting month you know. Then we started on Maths worksheets! And I suddenly feel lack of confidence since I can't do that paper. Like wth. All the answers I got was bloody weird. Sheeesh!

Malay period. Continued the Maths worksheet but since I can't do them, I kept them away from my sights. *Shows the hmph emoticon* Then I did another and still, it was difficult and thus I kept it away. By the time I found something that I can do, it was time to get to the hall to check our sitting arrangement for next week.

Cute Intelligent Shi Hui and I sat next to 2 fans. Woo~ And I sit next to Aaron! Woo~ So now, we shall wait till the examinations begin. It'll be History on Monday but I have yet to study them fully and my notes are half way done. Like wth.

Ouh and I sat with Haziqah today! Since she came, I will NOT sit next to her. I'd rather sit next to him than to her. Just pretend you know what I mean. (; See how intelligent you are to understand my words?

Then met Ms Siti for some SJ stuff. And I'm scared... Advance Course, let us hope that I will survive you. (; And finally I'm occupied for some stuff to do or else I'll be rotting at home like no body's business.

When I reached home, Mum was busy doing her choc tarts. Except that it was not with chocolates yet. Ah yes, chocolates at home is out of stock. I do not have anything to eat for my pre-dawn meal seh. Yes yes, I eat chocolates with coffee early in the morning thus, I am always hyper~ Right, as if.

Okeh, so now I have 3 types of biscuits for Raya. And I have heard tons of Raya songs. And I have seen a banner that wishes Selamat Hari Raya. Very wth. 3rd week is not even over yet.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Leave You Beroks? );

I can't seem to get this feeling right. *Sigh* I feel very bored. Come, somebody accompany me out and skate. HAHA! That is crap. I can't even cycle. *EHEM* I scanned through Kak Naf's phone a few days back. I realised, out of 50 files in her images folder, more than half of it has my face. (; That shows that I am err, vain. Okeh whatever. School was crap just now. I gave up sitting beside that know-it-all bastard to sit at Sham's place. Like whatever lah! I know, my Science is worst than shit but does he have to show off. Tsk. Let's forget this. The more you write about it, the more anger will build up. But to that moron, F off loser! So anyway, mostly was all about Maths. Science practice paper suck. I almost fail the bloody MCQ. Pathetic lah katerkan. And I am beginning to love Maths. Maths is fun. To me, it's about your imagination when it comes to those shapes things. Okeh sorry, overboard. I'm bored. Very bored. Ouh ouh! Pictures up, some. (; Time to do some editing.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Everything seems so wrong.

Because it's worth knowing us. (;

It feels like as if it's the first day of each year. Not!

Where's the manners? *Gasp* Hello earthlings! (;

I have absolutely nothing to blog about but I just feel like it. Oh! Oh! I'm currently saving me for lots of stuff. I took this idea from Farah; thank you, which she said months back. Abg Aee's birthday next year, I have planned. (;

Lets just say I am going to buy 23 presents that is from the smallest to the largest. Largest, like a digital camera. Which I doubt I can even afford but if there's a will, there's a way. Kak Naf has to wait for 2009. They say we must always be fair. I say we must make sure we never go broke. (:

I'm currently so bored. I want to log in to my neopets (HAHA!) account but I forgot the most important thing. I have yet to do my homework. Preparatory work for Art paper has not even started. No options but fruits. Heh! And I'm in need of a sharpener for the colour pencils. Like wth. New colour pencils would be great too!

The fonts on the computer suddenly so small when I changed the pixels of the whatever thing. Okeh, very whatever. The blogskin is very random. You'll see. I'll change once I have free time after examinations. (: Ouh and I will so totally force Kak Naf to transfer my pictures from her phone. Note to self, save in the bloody thumb drive.

Okeh hardworkers (like me), I feel like going to sleep. But the weather is too warm for me. I'm no abnormal being that can stay cold all day long.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

*Melts even further*

She's the reason I melted. (:

Oh hello dearest busy-with-studies-and-life people. Talk about losing all pictures, why oh dear God why didn't I save the rest in the thumbdrive. Pfft. Great minds thinks so far. Err, as if.

Anyway, I made this deal with Kak Naf. Either I follow her to terawih on Sunday or join Abg Aee and friends for their Tadarus. Being me, of course, I did neither. Please, I never like to be a lamp post. She gets her student down on Sunday and I'll be all alone. If I join Abg Aee, I don't know them in real life except for one, duh(!), who is my cousin. Stop making it a huge deal that I didn't go down. Bitch.

Malay paper was manageable, I guess. I don't know if Cikgu will get confuse with my long essay because I know two someone who has. My letter writing is super crap. Lack of content. My paper 2 was *insert unknown word*. Luckily though, I went through what ayat pasif dan aktif before taking the paper. *Relief fiuh!*

So what else can I do when the computer is occupied and no interesting cartoon to watch other than watch VCD? Oh, and include tired of studying, for now, also. So I watched 'CicakMan' for the umpteenth time and the ending, never fail to touch my heart. Aww, nenek gone emo is so wrong. So huhuhaha, 2 hours plus plus to go before I break my fast. That was fast. (:

Oh goodness, school tomorrow and my homework is absolutely undone. That reminds me, I have this yellow elephant clip that I placed at my student handbook. Currently, it's missing. This time, not due to Haziq's god-knows-what-he-was-doing but I suppose it's Iffah. I know lah the elephant is as cute as me. Even if you want it as a memory of my face *ehem*, tell me so that I can make you replace it. HAHA!

Anyway, 13th day of the fasting month and everywhere, almost, I go I can find Hari Raya wishes. Wth. People gets so excited for a day celebration yet they don't go huhuhaha for this one month. And honestly, why celebrate Hari Raya when you don't even fast? *Finger points to uncles that seats at kopitiams* Tsk. Not even ashamed of drinking in front of the non-muslims who might even understand more about fasting month than they do. They aren't ashamed, I am.

Okeh damn, I sound so naggy. *Hint hint*

So that is all I have to grumble about. Wow. This has been the fastest day I typed a post.

Flat fringe. Okeh, that was random. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

AS luck. (:

Now, doesn't that look artistic?

Actually, the above image is an illusion image I found at Yahoo! Image search engine. HAHA! But it is gorgeous.

So English paper was a little bit easier than expected. Like how teachers always say, "We don't set the papers to fail you." Okeh fine, whatever.

With the speaker mute, all I have to listen to is Iffah's "Wooo~" and other crappy noises. So I have yet to search for whatever mainboard thingy so that the speaker can talk and sing and scream etc etc again but knowing me, I'm lazy. (:

Currently, I'm not studying. For real. You can only find me studying after I break my fast and after I had my pre-dawn meal. So please, I do study. Just not on an empty stomach. So Malay paper tomorrow and I haven't study that "Klausa Bebas dan tak Bebas" thing.

So for real, currently, I'm searching for a nice and simple skin for my blog. I'm bored of the orange black skin though it has been a month plus plus since I saw it. *Sigh*

So I am gone to bloghop and hunt for a blogskin.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I'm back like finally.

After a month without technology, the loved black computer is back and working. Thanks to the hard disk that crashed a month back, all my pictures and whatever documents are GONE! And I have to reinstall everything. Including the Internet and speaker and printer and MSN and etc etc. But of course, the good part is, I can download MSN on my own. Like weee! So anyway, I have decided to post before stressing myself, again, by reinstalling every other thing. What has happened for the past few weeks, has happened. (: Okeh, so it goes like this. The big huhuhaha I've been making about my Quran test, I've passed it! Smiles! Which means I can already teach which I currently am not because I can't seem to find myself a student though I could take over Kak Naf's since she is busy with her projects and works but I don't want to, well, at least not yet. Get the drift? So the thing that I am trying to say here is, I passed. HAHA! Surprisingly of course since the Ustaz was already looking very sleepy. (: Oh and as for my handphone, I'm left with a hundred plus to pay but I don't mind since currently, my SIM card got locked by a PUK code and now it has been rejected. Which therefore means that I will have to get myself a new SIM card, with the same number but with all the numbers saved gone. Poof! Just like that. And on that week also, JD went to Australia to settle some stuff there, for 3 weeks. Then the week after that, I got my stupid result which of course, made me very blue considering that I failed my Geog and History and a stupid D7 for English and for the first time in my history, I got a B3 for Malay. Shocked! So I cried in class and lovely Mr Lim gave me some encouraging words. Ouh gosssh! He rocks! And from that time, I carried on the day quite normally. The Teachers' Day concert rocked! The examination concept bladibla. SJ rocked! Weee~ Mistakes here and there but I guess it was covered pretty okeh. (: Then after that, I didn't went back to WGPS. Instead, we, as in Ziq, Ziie, Ais, Sushee and me, went to Sembawang's Eng Wah to catch Dead Silence. "Beware the stare of Mary Shaw, she has no children only dolls. And if you see her in your dreams, don't ever ever scream." So for the rest of the week, that thing was stucked in the head. =.= My one week holidays was spent on watching VCD and hoping to get the computer fixed. How boring. The Sunday before the school week started, went for the SJ walkathon and my number, 1233, was called out for winning the lucky draw. And that bloody number was called out immediately after I lost the ticket. HAHA! Yes, I lost the winning ticket. (; Then the beginning of the school week was super hectic. Study study homework homework. *Pulls hair* Last week, JD got back from Australia and I was super shocked! Why not? I was stoning at the hall's staircase staring at walls opposite and all of a sudden, I heard my name being called out behind me and when I turned around, it took me like a few seconds to register that the voice belong to JD. And I went "Aaaaaaah! (Sushee's style) Jian De!" Wols on early Tuesday morning. This week, was a mixed and match feelings. Art Fest was great! We profited more than what I expected and it was a WOAH(!!!) experience. After the bazaar, Mr Lim treated Yana, Mirah, Sushee and me to canned drinks which, obviously, the 3 of us brought back home. Then had some study talk and this and that with Mr Lim before he went back to school. 4 of us headed to the playground nearby to get some fresh news. (: And those teasing starts. Coincidentally, when we went back at 5, we met. Coincidence happen. My gosh, the post is superbly wordy and long. Happy Belated Birthday to Hannah, Matthew and Chea Hau. May Pak Long's soul be blessed by Allah. I need to start uploading pictures and taking more pictures. Gosssh! Sweet Love Toodles.

You are always appearing in front of me.

Always the smile and silliness that brights up my day. (; Hello. I'm super pissed at someone. And I feel like slitting my wrist (haha!) because I feel so sad today. Maths. More worksheets strolling into my bag like wtf. All those work will be attacked, soon enough. English was nothing much but vocabulary. And my vocab suck like toot. HAHA. Not funny. Then Malay was nothing much. Malay test tomorrow. Cikgu's expectation, woah! Then CE. HAHA! Since I couldn't be bothered to search for a picture so, I borrowed the WRS platform from not-mentioning-the-name for the SJ's photo. HAHA! Thank goodness or else I would've got a punishment. And Sham somehow got to know about IT through _____. That bastard/bitch who tell him my secret will be fucked by that apek under that block upside down. Urgh. Went through wind in Geography class. I don't understand why I must learn them. I don't seem to have any aspiration to become a geologist like hello! Literature was 12345. I was the only girl reading. And see Haziq, I'm no she-who-must-not-be-named. I kill with knife and not magic. HAHA! Okeh rubbish. IPW was all about Maths. Sat in groups of 5 and Maths all the way. Hip Hop was atrocious. We forgot the steps like for gazillions of times. *Sigh* Such poor memory. And I finally got to do the thing that I have once fell from hundreds of time. So see, if a 181 years old bones can do it, the rest should be able to do it. Anyway, told Ms Siti about Saturday and yea, I'm like super depressed. Saturday is The test and I desperately want to pass. For my own pride because I know, they wouldn't be proud of me as how proud they will be of Sister. F you people. Picnic was loud, like always. But it's where I got to know YB&JD&Fauzi better. (: Such lovely and cute earthling, those two cute stuff. (: And thank goodness I walked just in time to catch dad driving pass WRPS. (: ImgoingtoforgetyoubecauseyouarethefirstonetodothatYouarethefirsttomakemeconfusedrealbadYoujustkeptonappearing.

Toodles

AS, I think I should forget about you.

I love this picture! (:

Yes, I will try my best to forget. I have too. Day was okeh I guess. Homec test was manageable since Sister helped me memorise the 8 factors to consider stuff. And now, I'm trying to crack my brain on what to cook for practical which is practically in 2 weeks time. Sheeeesh. I know I mentioned I found a recipe for myself but no, I can't do that because it doesn't have any meat in it. ): The rest of the day was find. Caught up in a dilemma, that sucked. On a happier note, no Malay test because we had the MOC between WRSS and SP stuff. So yes, postponed. Again. Stayed back to do English project which was fuuuun. Farah's highlighter has many different smells. *Sigh* I like the purple one! Sadly though, it caused my nose to be itchy. Heh! Hip Hop tomorrow. I need Hidayah. No wait, she told me she forgot all the steps also. HAHA! (: That would be settled tomorrow lah. Now lets see, it's time for me to search high and low for my First Aid book because there's a re-examination for FA on Friday. Wtf. Bahahaha! Ouh, Quran exam getting closer. This Saturday. *Gasp* Mum said that all SJ activity on that day will have to stop so, I'm giving the rehearsal a miss. (: Yey! Hmm.. Okeh, I want my Kak Shidah. HAHA! Pestering is not over yet! I'm in the pestering mood you see. (; Toodles

One heart for many.

And I thought I can never get connected. (:

I am super tired. There's Homec test tomorrow and I have yet to study. Like when things fall. Did I mention that Mr Lim became Mr Santa yesterday? Of course I didn't. I was busy mending my ... That shall remain unsaid. Okeh so, Mr Santa Lim gave out chocolates from what we had won for RHD and NDP. Such love. Dove choc is a must-buy-next-time. Anyway, yesterday is yesterday, so is the chocolates. (: Day was fine. As always, PE sucked because I got abandoned like one mofo in the middle of the volleyball court. Thank you ehk people. Thank you very much. *Sigh* Volleyball court. Reminds me of the once-upon-a-time match YBFauziJianDe had with Chea Hau and the other tall seniors. See what SJ camp does to you? No, it doesn't make you tall, it makes you good at playing captain's ball. CE and geography was superbly boring. English was comprehension time; should've known. MT was more about ayat majmuk and breaking down of those sentences. I miss AVA room. And Yana can't doodle drawings on my textbook anymore because she sits behind me. Haaah! (: As for music, we learnt how to read notes. Literature was spent on Simpson's youtube video. (: And now I'm done, all ready for homework to be done bed. Droopy eyes. Sheeesh. (: There's the respect That makes calamity of so long life. For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, Th' oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despised love, the law's delay, The insolence of office, and the spurns That patient merit of th' unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? -Hamlet. Toodles.

I have fallen for you again. (;

I guess what is done is certainly done. Don't cry over a test that did nothing but break your heart. Don't cry over a test that did nothing but break your hope. I believe that I have tried my best for that day but not to the extend that I was smiling and easily ready for the test. I believe that whatever I do, there will be a better result in the future. If I study hard and smart, I will achieve that so near yet far target that I long to reach. Everything has been done and we can't do anything to change anything. So smile and improve on. (: I'm disappointed. Yes I am but not about my Maths. I'm sorry but I can't keep this feeling deep down in my heart anymore. If I continue doing it then I would certainly break down. IPW. Fuck shit. I stayed up the whole night just to get the whole file properly done up till I had to wake up with nothing but head aches. I'm telling you three, I'm going all out for this shit because that is the only thing I do best. I'm telling you three, I regret going all out on this shit because neither of you could care less. I'm telling you three, I'm absolutely happy that all this shit is finally over. Whatever I grade you three is based on how you've help me to make this burden lesser. If it's low, you've got yourself to blame and not others. Thank you for the happy memories that we have shared for the past 8 months in doing this project. But these happy memories are not enough to even cover a month burden on my shoulder to get this shit over and done with. Now, I'm having a severe head ache and I'm still worrying about the file. Just half an hour left before we exceed the due date. It's up to her now. I've done my very best to make sure all four of us get a good grade but it seems that it doesn't bother you. Don't you know, IPW is for your working sake. If you can't do a simple task as this, please do enlighten me on how you would be solving your work in the future. And once again, I thank you for the blissful time and the cheering up when I'm down. But seriously, I'm disappointed in all three of you. Toodles.

Burden Sunday.

(;

Sunday Sunday, burden Sunday. Holidays are over but guess what? After 4 days of holidays, I am certainly and most absolutely not ready for school. My IPW shits, god knows how I'm going to complete it with none of my group mates online when I am. Pfft. Which also brings us to Maths. I have yet to complete the bloody worksheet and yes, god knows how and when I'll be able to complete it. Put that aside, for the next few minutes, I'm super happy! HEH! Brother bought me a watch and left it on the table before he left for I-don't-know-what. Wowee! No, I have not been eyeing on it but who cares, at least I got a nicenice watch you know. (: And there's also the phone part. I'm getting it every time I have SJ. And within that few hours per month, I can bet you my bill will go as high as the sky but, I have a limit to maintain. And god, that limit is $30 per month. I can't even exceed by a single cent or else, dearest 6080 will be held by Sister for 3 months and I have to pay the exceeded amount. Petetek. I have not even complete paying the bill for February. Any one up to pay $137.70 for me? I'll kiss you if you do! HAHA! Okeh, as if. I'm taking this exam for Quran. If I pass this (I hope), I can teach. You know what it means? If I teach, there's the payment. When there's the payment, I can complete paying the sum above. Apart from that, I have a good future because I can start my own class and don't even have to look for work but look for students. (: Okeh, now I'm going to worry about my homework. So if you'll excuse me, I have a class to attend and 2 sets of homework to be completed. Sweet Love Toodles.

I think I'm falling for you again.

World peace!

Good day. I'm rotting at home and I've rotted. I think it's time for me to get started on getting stressed with homeworks. No worries for that though. I'm lost for words.

Anyway, IPW file suppose to be handed in on Monday and my group's MOM is petetekly stucked in April. I wonder how many thousands of MOM I would have to do. Fug.

And I'm happy happy. I have list down manymany possible recipes for my practical and family must get ready for I am going to experiment on the recipes. HAHA! (: I'm happy happy too because Sister made a deal. She said that I will have my phone back every time I have SJ. HOHO! I am definitely going to make good of this deal. Like seriously punyer obviously.

Okeh see, I've updated when I wanted to wait till Monday to start posting again. I so have got to be going. I have god-knows how many tons of homework left on my dearest bed.

Toodles.

Who is she to you? ):

HAPPY 42nd NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE! (:

Looks like I have a forgetting job to do.

Eve of National Day. (: Everyone seems so red and a handful of white and some mixtures of red&white. I love this view.

So anyway, the parade was fine. Other than the part where the band ended off the music for marching earlier than expected which also made me looks stupid because I didn't bang on time. Too long to explain but who cares. (;

Slack in the toilet a little while changing and berdandan for I-don't-know-what. But it was good laughing experience though my shoelace got pulled and my legs were disturbed by someone under the cubicle door. HAH!

Went back to class for the activity and 2-1's plasticine thing is super cute. (: The concert was awesome! I had fun screaming and laughing with Haziq, Nabil, Wesley, ShiHui and Farah! 2e1 rocks! (:

We screamed and jump like nobody's business. Oh ho, not only the 6 of us along Jun Hui, Mr Lim joined us as well! As for Liyana, Rachel and YuJuan, they rock! We wanted to stand and sway sway but, change of plan, stand at the very last part but! Didn't have enough time because they went off the stage already. Aww.

And 2e1, we're hot and we can't be stop. We won some prizes. Presenting 2e1's rangoli for RHD. And we won 2nd for this ricey baby. (:

Remember this once-upon-a-time hard work and fun times?

And also the cute Wesley with our overall hard work and fun times?

For this cute design of Farah, Liyana, Haziq, Shi Hui, Sham, Nabil and me, we got 2nd! (; Awww! Overall Best Class for Racial Harmony Day, we won 1st! *Screams&squeals&jump!*

As for the song writing competition, we got 3rd! (: *CLAPS!* This one is without picture. For the in-class activity just now where Sec 2s had to make a model for 'Singapore; City of Possibilities', we got champion! YES! And screamed lah, wove the flag and scream for Aziz. This is without a picture too. Did I mention that Aziz painted his face half red and half white? HAHA! Crazy earthling! HAHA! Yea, we rock. And we're hot. So we can't be stop. (: The performance was great! Dismissed and we, as in FauziHazirahNasirahNabilaEmmeliaHaziqFarahAishah, went for brunch at cwp's banquet. Farah helped me to carry the 8 tins, 8 cups and 8 straws with 3 trays to the oh-so-far away table. People stared which is like wtf. It's only drinks for 8 people. So we ate and had fun! We got cooking! We have 2 future waitresses and 3 future chefs. And the other 5, they would be our consumer! HAHA! (: Walked around cwp. Going gaga over plushies and toys. We had fun laughing and playing and melting evaporating in the shops we went in. Not to mention how noisy we were. HAHA! But I had fun! Went back home and now I'm too tired to go down and get the bills paid. Sheeesh! So anyway, Happy Advance National Day! I'm going off to my grands tomorrow which I don't want to go. ): Ouh yes, we rock your effing world with our fights, emotions and screams of laughter and joy! (:

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I should have known about it. For all this while. ): I asked Mr Lim about my Maths result after being released. I feel super fucked up and super depressed that he just wouldn't tell me. What more, he even said that I should enjoy my holidays first. Yes, I am enjoying it by stressing myself thinking about my result. It seems so obvious that I failed mine. Yes, I am enjoying it all alone with no one to share whatever joy that I have left in me. I know him. He would tell me if I were to pass. Oh god, I can't handle this anymore.

Toodles.

Smirks! (:

Good day. I'm tired. I'm sleepy. I'm energyless. Anyway, English test was quite manageable I guess. Since my head was thumping and my eyes were droopy, I stopped checking and rest my thoughts. Wonderful. It will certainly be a surprise if I were to pass which I really hope I will. National Day celebration tomorrow. Which also means waking up at around 5 and feel like going to a faraway working place. HAHA! I want to change my sitting place. I want to change with either Jia En or Yu Juan but most preferably Jia En. (: I can't say I hate my place because there are some points that made me love my sitting place. Seriously though, I hate the person on my right. Irritatingly stuck up. "I'm sorry but I have an American accent." Please lah, he sounds more like an idiot with that god knows what accent. Pfft. This post is so random. I'm tired. I'm craving for my cendol that is in the fridge right now. Toodles.

Superbly failing.

Hoho. Look beyond the water... Day sucked ever since I sat for my Maths test. Not to mention how I am going to FAIL it but look on the brighter side people, whenever you fail, you learn from your mistake and therefore you'll get better by understanding your own mistake. Main point, failing means learning. It's not learning if you don't fail. There's always a better side of failing something. Anyway, I don't see the point of Maths. Apart from MONEY(!), Maths is practically useless, especially in terms of fraction, circumference of circle or area or whatever else that does not contain money. Put Maths aside, last parade rehearsal of the year of NDP. It was like erm, stupid. It's just a rehearsal. I certainly won't waste soooo much of my energy on a rehearsal. You want to see a good one, wait for the real day itself. (: I'm on the lookout for nice clothes. Mum said that we'll go for picnic on Thursday. But sister is lazy to go there early in the morning. Lazy arse she is. No wait, lazy arses we are. Did I mention that I had a huge fight with my mum on Wednesday last week? HAHA! Yes, I fought with her which she told me not to talk to her anymore. I sealed my mouth on Thursday and locked myself up in my room on Friday. But now, she's talking to me like nothing happened because she knows that not talking to me means not knowing what time I'll be home from school. HAHA! So yes, I'm find not talking to her. It's not as if she always helps me out or tell me tales of her life or tell me anything interesting. Too bad ehk. Talking to her would certainly be useless. Did I also mention that sister is controlling me like a if I'm one prisoner (of the Azkaban prison). Fuck her and her pathetic lifestyle. My life is filled with failures and if-only(s). Toodles.

If only it is true.

Lets just say I'm currently feeling like that. Just interpret it your way. Was a long and boring day. I have yet to finish up Maths worksheets and art which is halfway done. Maths test tomorrow. Pure joy. The look on Mr Lim's face tomorrow will either be so stress or smiling very widely. Either way, it won't resemble how hard the paper will be. Tsk. I washed my uniform yesterday and now, I'm superbly lazy to fix the 8 badges. Not to mention how hard it is to have it on a straight line and how my nails hurts every time I put thaaaat thing. Bag won't be heavy I guess. With many two periods tomorrow and the effect of Maths test will be a less burden to the shoulder carrying the eversoheavy bag. Please someone enlighten me and tell me why I'm blogging at this hour when no homework is completely done. When no badges are fix. When no boots are polished. I'm lazy to do all this now. Anybody up for a bet that my art will be most likely undone? (; Less than 4 days to National Day. (: Toodles

When everything went down.

Greetings earthlings! (: Read that in thaaat someone's tone and with the alien hand sign. HEH! I'm sorry for the shitty emoshit post wrote on Thursday but seriously, I got over it by doing something that only I know what it is. (; Went for the mock paper in the morning. Left the house without telling mum, I felt like I was running away from home for good and damn it felt great! Anyway, stranded between choices of walking and riding the bus, I walked since I missed a good and fresh air yesterday. The paper? God, it was quite difficult and I could only pass with an average mark. When Things Fall. Lets just pray that Monday's paper won't be that difficult. And I brought home some last minutes tips and more Maths worksheets to practice on. Went to meet Nabila and Farah with Shi Hui to start some studying on none other than Maths. Headed to McD first and grab a quick brunch and off for library when they came. A few minutes of studying and the rest of the time, we set aside our work and talk gossip. HEH! And the works came back on our lap only when the security guard pass by. (: HOHO! What do you expect when you get at least 2 YB together for studying? Farah left to get some shopping done with her bf (ref to blog people). Left with the 3 of us to gossip and gossip. Left for McD at causeway for erm, lunch cum tea break. I bought McSpicy meal as always. (; Eat and well, gossip more. Then, confessions! *Winks deliberately* Shi Hui and me were you know, telling Nabila whom we like which is like very dued news. The reverse psychology thought by Nabil in Homec class wasn't working. So yes, we shall find out one day if we try doubly harder. *Evil smirk* You must appreciate this post because I missed the channel 5's news just to type this. If you catch my point that is. HAHA! I'm sincerely sorry for lack of updates on every other day starting from today on. You see, my computer's account has a password. And to this computer, there's an administrator which is my Sister. And that fcuking administrator account can remove or change password of a limited account. And also to add another account. Anyway, my point here is that, my computer's account password has been changed and god knows what the password is since only my sister knows. Fuck eh. Losing all the connection in the world. Pfft. NDP in a few days to come. *PULLS HAIR* Monday is The Maths test. And tuesday is english test. And comes Wednesday! HEH! I'm so done. Sweet Love Toodles.

It ends with a kiss of poison.

If only emotions can be kept in a drawer as easy as what Mr Lim has once said. Yes, easier said than done. I wish I could but I can't. If only emotions can just ooze out of your body as easy as how blood ooze out when you slit your wrist. Fuck life. Fuck respect. I hate them. I hate them all.

He has changed too.

Hah! Don't mind the bunny hand from Nabil (I think). =.= I'm pissed. Like very super punyer pissed. Lets just say that I'm going to flunk my History. And soon enough, I might flunk my English paper also. Though I haven't sit for it but at the sight of my mock test's result, fuuuh! Was greatly done. Homec was fun. "So Liyana (or Rachel), who do you like?" Grin people, grin! (: So, I was like "I like ***!" HAHA! See what joy it brings when you have confessed something to that someone so after that you find it like freakishly easy to say it over and over again. Get it? History was fuccck! While revising, ate my pizza, which I cooked, since didn't have enough time for recess. Ate some and Haziqah finished the rest. Banyak aku tak tau masak ehh! (: Anyway, the test, don't ask arh. I'm flunking. Great. Just so great. English was shits. Went through mock paper which I almost fail. Then did some comprehension. Need I remind myself that I suck fucking badly in comprehension. Don't expect thaaat high of marks for my comprehensions. I can imagine stuff like really too much and pen them down but i can never be good in answering questions like those compre style. Just get the main point that I suck at comprehension. Had no Malay test since Cikgu Memy didn't come today and the paper isn't with Cikgu Jumain. In the end we had to do this 10 rules for special room stuff and I had fuuuun! HAHA! (: And I'm glad we didn't have test but being postponed till god knows when, that is dreadful.

Ouh and sorry YuJuan, Liyana, YeanChoon, XinEr and Haziq and whoever else was there for not staying back. The reason I stated just now was partially true but there's another part to it. Sorry, some other day, I hope. Why I'm pissed? There's reasons behind everything. If she thinks that she is super great, go arh, control everybody. Control each and every single soul out there. Fuck you people lah. I've had enough. I hate yooou!

One big motherfucking people. Stop scolding me like I'm this one stupid and retarded girl. I'm perfectly created like every other human out there. If you hate the way I am right now, F you. I hate the way you are too. Fuck off with a shit on top. Dampen my mood by the non-stop shits of all of you.

Toodles