Tell me your sorrows but don't tell me all.

I am trying to smile like that but look! It's 3 days to camp. WTF!

So anyway, yesterday brought back a lot of memories for me. Iffah forced me to open this DVD because we will pick a CD alternately. So it was her turn and she found my graduation DVD. OMFG!

Seems like just yesterday, Somewhere in time. Let us hold this moment, Let this memory shine. Everyday remember, Everyday a smile and a tear. Let me take this moment, Hold it close hold it near. You have brought us to a new tomorrow, You have given us a brand new day.

And we want to let you know, No matter where we go, In our hearts you'll always stay.

My goodness me. That was the last song I remember Mr Quek taught us choir. And I miss Ms Faye!

So anyway, tomorrow is dad's birthday. I need someone to accompany me to buy his cake. And mum said shop for some food also. When I say food, I mean pastries.

I have yet to wash my clothes for camp. And the dryer is spoilt which means I have to wash real early so that it will for sure dry. That washing machine is being such an ass. It just have to get spoilt at these sort of time. Sheeeesh!

There's a whiteboard at the kitchen where I have to write all my extra activities information. So as you should have guess, my course's info is there and damn it looks so less stressful like that. It's like, I have only two more days to attend and it'll be over but no, it's two more phase to attend and it'll be over. And that two phase is like more than two days. ARGH! Nasirah has got to stop saying all this shits.

Things to do:

- Complete MOI FA. - Wash clothes for camp. - Shop for camp. - Buy dad's cake. - Pack for camp. - Prepare self for footdrill test. (GASP!)

- Clean bedroom. - Splurge with the 2 splurgers.

So many things to do with so little time. Sheeeeeeeeeeesh!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I want to splurge!

Currently, I'm rummaging through Kak Naf's MP3. It's damn pathetic lah. Ntah aper lagu si cik kak tu sumbat kat dalam. And all of a sudden, that thing got stuck and the battery got low. Sheeesh! On a second thought, I think I don't want to have any mp3. Just give me a mp3 phone will do. HEHE!

Early in the morning, after getting myself out of the toilet, straightaway towards the main door and picked up the newspaper. Didn't I tell you that I am suddenly interested in newspapers? HEH! While reading, the coffee was staring. Not so hot no so cold. To die for. (:

If they wear life jacket at a well-known area, then they should have wore them at the area they are not that familiar with. Yes, distract your movement but hey, to win or to be alive? But yea, deep condolences for the family of the five.

I was listening to a Malaysian radio station while reading a newspaper. Coincidentally, it was about Pedra Branca. And all of a sudden, the 'advertisement' said Solat Hajat supaya Pedra Branca dimiliki oleh Malaysia. Truly, if it really belongs to Singapore, no matter how many days of solat hajat, Malaysia won't get the island. If it really belongs to Malaysia, then it will be.

You know what? I miss YB and my splurging buddies. Anybody up for a splurgy day? I need to splurge for camp stuff anyway. And all that shall be done with Dad and Mum at Woodlands Checkpoint. (: Hey, the stuff are good and cheap. I go for expensive and good stuff! I go for cheap and good stuff! Give me good stuff and I'll love you! (:

And yes, I still dread camp. ): And yea, I'm bored and dreading camp.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Theory Phase OVER!

I am currently feeling so totally exhausted. Tell me why not? We spent the whole day doing footdrill and my shoulder aches like nobody's business. And unfortunately too, my neck got cramp last night when I was sound asleep.

Looking on the brighter side of life, theory phase is over. We are so near, yet so far, in getting ourselves out of the course. Shout wohoo! (: But really, it's still so far. Camp this Friday and I really am not looking forward to it since I already sense a whole lot of stuck ups. Pfft.

I dread camp. I dread camp. I dread camp. I dread camp. I dread camp. I dread camp.

Exam just now was totally F. Fortunately, I studied for Fiqh. And the paper was somewhat easy. HEH! If it was not for the camp, I would certainly fly high with my akhlak's marks. But look, it was for camp and I'm not flying high.

So yes, I will be back. Fully. And when I mean fully, I really mean fully. Like from friendster to blogging to blog hopping to MSN noisy-ing. When? Tuesday. HAHA! So late.

And I got a black and filled with thumbprints digital camera. HAHA! I like! (:

And guess what? I'm no more sweet and lovable thanks to Alif and Fauzi. Sheeesh! But hey, I'm still memorable no matter how masin and bacen I may be. :p

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Look! Such random thoughts!

I'm sweet! They're cool! *Shows lame emoticon*

Oh look! It's already 12pm on a Friday! I'm in the future!

NOT!

HAHA! I'm so bored so I decided to just switch on the computer since Kakak is out for work. The rest are asleep!

So don't ask me what has been happening for the past few days hours I have not been online because my answer is pretty simple. (: I have been watching 2 VCDs per day and after that continue to watch television. Yea,I'm not studying for now. HAHA! Nasirah is going to die while sitting for her examinations because she doesn't want to study!

I'm like super bored. Nobody I chat with all the time is online currently.

I got nothing to do. I have nothing to do. I need a phone. And my SIM card is working, surprisingly. I want a phone. And I hate this someone who sides this someone to have a new phone and not me. Sheeeesh!

Okeh, I'm bored lah. Oh I know, lets habbo.

I dropped habbo weeks ago. I just picked it up days ago.

(:

OH MY DEAR GOD!

Tomorrow is Friday (I'm not in the future anymore! Take note!) and the next day is Saturday. Another day to Theory Phase. Another day, closer to camp. F F F F! The most unwanted day is here, MOI footdrill. *Pulls hair*

There's training later and I forgot what we are suppose to wear. The only thing I remember, red tee! HEH! Neneks are old. Syrups are young. When it's combined, you get a middle-aged (I meant currently 14) girl called Nasirah. Since old means forgetful, young means innocent. She's innocently forgetful.

There, I proved it to you! I am bored! And I hate it when I am.

Sweet Love

Move away your fingers. Don't point it at me. I'm not to be blame. So fuck it.

Toodles.

ETP with YB!

Wee~

I am so tired. And God, why am I here? HEH!

Anyway, went to ETP with YB yesterday and I missed my curfew. I told you it was so whatever. -.-'

When we step in, it started to rain. Wtf. Waited for Ziq under a shelter since that was what the announcement kept repeating again and again. And again. Oh, and again. Yet again. And again. And seriously, again. Fuckly again. So get this point, it played again. See how many again there is? Yes, it played again still.

Family coaster - Rode beside Sushee and I laughed all the way. Do NOT ask me why. I find riding those rides with them amusing. HAHA!

Haunted house - Rawr, Sushee and Lalat backed out at the last minute. OMG! I can't stop laughing while typing this! HAHA! Ais, Ziq and me continued and at first we wanted to walk and kept on telling our heart that "It's just robots and/or humans. Nothing to be afraid of!" Yea right. Came this part where this ghost, with sport shoes on, we ran! Yea, ran! With Ais heading us. I was shocked lah so I pulled Ziq's bag. *Shows heh! emoticon* Then there was this bridge *slowly saying bridge* and it was all bengkok-bengkok so I tripped. Note that I am still clinching Ziq's bag. So yes, we both fall then we struggled to get up, in silence, and continued running.

ME: Oh my god! Where's Aishah?! Ziq: OH MY GOD! AISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! AISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! AISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

HAHA! And I'm laughing my sweet ass off again! HAHA! Oh, Ais was the first one to come out followed by Ziq and me. While we fell, Ais continued running! And Ziq almost shut the door in front of me. AISHAAAAAAAAAAAAH! I can still imagine how he screamed that!

Lunched at BK - You know how pathetic the BK is at ETP? There's only 5 people working there with a very very long queue. Wth. And the service is like shit. Pfft. I'm sorry but I prefer the Orange Julius's service beside BK's.

While eating it was raining.

Walked around the carnival area and I really want a huge toy! It'll be like so comfortable to hug! Okeh, stop it. To play, it's super expensive so forget it. Sit at one bench and PUSH POP! HAHA! Read PUSH POP! in a high tone. PUSH POP! Then we went to buy some food. Eat again. The chicken is nice and a lot!

Inverter - I swear I felt like my brain just moved in front. But really, the feeling was great. And I was surprised that I heard nothing from Sushee. Scared the daylight out of me. So see Sushee, it's fun!

Wet and Wild - Went with Sushee. I tripped while getting onto the boat. That was seriously embarrassing (spell check). But yea, it was fun! And my heart almost popped out of it's position. And I was certainly so wet. And the ride was certainly so wild.

Family coaster - To get ourself dry, we rode it again. This time, I sat with Ziq. Rawr and Ziq was shouting PUSH POP! and hormat non-stop. HAHA! You wouldn't know why. HAHA!

And we headed home. I'm not suppose to be on the computer today. And tomorrow. And the day after. And half a day of Friday. Why? Because I missed my curfew by 3 and a half hours. So yea, I'm going to spend this 3 and a half days on television and homeworks. And not to forget studying. Thanks to camp, I have to take 4 papers at one go this Sunday. Fuck you camp! HMPH!

Erm, what else? Nothing else. Oh! Oh! I'm going to play VCDs all 3 and a half days long! As if.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Rawr's Survey

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint. 2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours. 3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged. 4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!I have been tagged by FARAH. FAVOURITES Favourite Colour: black&white and red (my MSN font kind of red) Favourite Movie: So far, Game Plan. Favourite Food: Food. Favourite Sport: I'm a nenek. Neneks go for wrestling. But this sweet,lovable&memorable nenek goes anti-sports! (: Favourite Day: Where 0502 drops, that will be The day. Favourite Season: Sweets dropping from sky season A.K.A no-such-thing. Favourite ice-cream: cream&cookies. CURRENTS Current Mood: Pissed, sad, bored. Current Clothes: Bra&undies *shows lame emoticon* Current Desktop: current desktop. (; Current Time: 8.34 PM Current Surroundings: Comfortably messy room. Current Annoyances: MSN constant disconnection. Dead, salty yet lovable and spoilt phone FIRST First Best Friend: Natasha. First Crush: Hmm.. ***BLAH**** First Movie: Honey, that happened hundred years ago. First Lie: "I swear I didn't lie!" First Music: My sweet voice of cries! LASTS Last drink: Tap water, seriously. Last Crush: ***BLAH****** Last Phone Call: Dad. Last CD played: Taufik Teman Istimewa. HAVE YOU EVER.... Have you ever dated one of your good friends: I don't date them, I have romance with them! HEH! Have you ever broken the law: If being a nenek is breaking the law, then yes I have. (: Have you ever been arrested: *Blinks innocently* No. Have you ever been on TV: I have I think. Primary School performance life. Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: *Blinks guiltily* Nope. Swear! Random 5 things you are good at: # Splurge with Yana&Rawr. # Being sweet, lovable and memorable. # To go without food for a day while being in front of the computer. # Sneezing&Coughing # Loving you. 5 Things you've done today: # NCO course. # Eat. # Drink. # On the computer. # Check e-mails. 5 Things you can hear right now: # Fan's wind. *Wooosh! Wooosh!* # Teevee I-don't-know-what-channel voice. # Dad,Mum,KakNaf,Iffah blabbering I-don't-know-what. # Wind from outside *Weeoosh! Weeoosh!* # Radio. 5 People to tag: # Sweet people. # Lovable ones. # Memorable dead ones. # My loved ones. (YB&Lili&My Belo) # YOU! ): And yea, guess what? I miss belo! ):

Pfft.

Look far from your acheivement. Look beyond your goals.

Buy my car please buy my car. Buy his car and you'll go faaaaaaaaaar~

That was so super random. Heh!

Anyway, today's theory phase was scary. Because someone that is scary was there.

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: while he was taking out tt stick right.. -Nasirah Syruplicious says: i was thinking -Nasirah Syruplicious says: "He bent tt stick bcuz of those oh-so many fats at the tummeh!" -Nasirah Syruplicious says: heh! - Haziq says: HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAH - Haziq says: i was like.. - Haziq says: 'can i use that stick to poke ur babat?'

See how bad we people are despite being scared? Scary yes but it was not so pressurising for we didn't have any footdrill session. And I got separuh ke kanan and lower limb immobilisation, with this girl called Huda. Whoever you are, "HI! I'm Nasirah and I'm sweet, lovable and memorable! How about you? *Blink eyes innocently*" Dad said I will use his oh-so old phone and Kak Naf will get a new one. Fuck you bias ass. My phone got spoilt, I get a new phone. She wants a cyber-shot phone some more! HMPH! Farah asked me to do a survey but wait for the next post! Which will be in a few minutes or so because I want to eat dinner. I'm so hungry! Sweet Love Toodles.

Happy Belated Rawr!

(:

So yesterday, we went out to celebrate Rawr's belated birthday. First plan was to go to ETP. Sadly, ETP wasn't open because it is only open during public/school holidays and weekends. Pfft. While thinking of a place to go, went to McD for lunch. And SOMEONE stole my coke and burger. HAHA! And Haziq's burger went missing too. HEH! While eating, Ais thought of going to museum. We rode this oh-so fashionable taxi from Pasir Ris all the way to the SG National Museum. Nice taxi driver. (: So we reached the museum and payed a fee of $5.

Also known as, YB's Palace. (:

It was hell lots of fun. Especially the part where we had to slide our tickets in order to get into this four section. Jakons we are not. Heh! So then came the oh-so cool part. We were given this Ipod-like thing as our guide and it was interesting! And the long staircase makes us feel like royalties!

Now hail your royalties! (; Headed to the Cathay and thought of catching a movie. But the movies were either mostly rated above our age or the time slot were just too late. Tsk. Wasted like half an hour there thinking of a place. The cosy watery and cold place. Nice. Not to forget the cool lights that made me whiter! In the end, we ended up at Sembawang's bus interchange with this weird lady always staring at us. Like wtf. Farah: Guys! Look at this! This shows how long we have to wait for the bus! (Lady walked towards Farah) Farah: *Talk talk talk* (Lady stared at Farah and me) Then came another unexpected part. Haziq: Eh Farah! What did the thing say? What time the bus come? Farah! What time the bus coming? Farah: *Talking about the lady* (Lady pokes Haziq twice) Lady: You want to know see the screen there! *Looks pissed off* And we prayed hard the bus will come real soon and so it did. Sadly though, the lady rode the same bus as us. Tsk. Luckily though, she dropped a few stations before us. :D And that has got to be the worst, unexpected and busybody encounter ever. Sembawang Park was wet. I mean, the place was wet when we got there. In the end, we got wet too. But it was fun! We dug holes at the sand till there was water! And I built a sandcastleface which really doesn't look pleasant. HEH! All the way to We played with the oh-so salty water till we were drenched from head to toe! First person to get wet was obviously Farah. HAHA! A.K.A Sabo time! At first I thought I will only get my feet wet and not a single part of my clothing wet but TADAAAA~! I was drenched! Thanks to my cucu who splashed the water and kicked the water to me. And some sands that was thrown accidentally at me. I went to the doctor just now and he said I have high salt content. HAHA! No, I'm just kidding. (: Called Dad to pick me and Shi Hui up since Kak Naf ended her work at 7. Dad kept on going "Enjoy kau eh!" after we dropped SH. I went home and took a half an hour bath before continuing with my television programmes. At 10, lights off and I dozed off within 5 minutes. Yes, I was that tired! And the moral of yesterday's journey are! 1) Always bring a pair of clean and dry clothing if you don't know what is in for you. 2) NEVER put your dearest handphone in you jeans pocket when you go into high-salt content water. 3) Always have Aishah with you so that you will not get bored to death when your plan 1 fails. 4) When it is already late at night, make sure you are near your sister's (dad/brother) workplace so that you will not break your curfew. 5) Always get yourself wet when you go near a high-salt content water. 6) ALWAYS HAVE FUN! And yes, my phone is spoilt because I forgot to take it out and place it somewhere dry before going into the water. And it got suddenly so hot. OMFG! I want a new phone! HEH! I'm surveying them. And no, Dad don't know about this, yet. Sister went "You know you won't get a new phone right?" And I read my user guide book and it states there "Your phone is not water resistant." Fuck you user guide. Screwed. So don't message or call my phone because well, it can't be switched on. Sheeeesh! And tomorrow is Saturday. I dread my Saturdays. HMPH!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Fuck, IMY so badly.

So just sit, and let your mind run freely. (:

I need to go out! I'm so super bored. Like who wouldn't be? I'm bored of Internet *Surprise!* I'm bored of the television too. So I'm thinking of a topic to blog about. Like, hair. Face. No way. I'm so not going to talk about that.

Oh, did you know? I miss 2e1. ): Fuck nyer! But yes, I miss them lah! BH still have not decided on the date and place. HAHA! For the BBQ I mean. I'm thinking of 211207 @ East Coast. (:

So anyway, I have absolutely nothing to talk about. Oh and someone stole my connection. That is why I'm getting my disconnection again.Pfft.

Lets do some copy pasting of conversation since I have nothing to talk about.

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: gimme a topic to talk about so that i can blog so that I wont be doing tt again - Haziq says: abt how cute haziq is -Nasirah Syruplicious says: in 5 secs - Haziq says: abt how ull miss him next year -Nasirah Syruplicious says: errr -Nasirah Syruplicious says: not suitableeeee - Sushelle [: says: hw u feel abt matthew .

This people. -.- So it's something like this. And the last word is actually an emoticon that will look so wrong at blogger. (:

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: Taufik Batisah is pronounced as HOT! melt!

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: *EHEMEHEM* pronounced as FORGET *HMPH

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: Nasirah pronounced as SWEET *swing

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: YB pronounced as LOVED *love

-Nasirah Syruplicious says: Shidah and Yana pronounced as MISSED *sob

Gosh, I'm so bored. Okeh, lets habbo jom!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Catch up.

AHA! I wonder who remember this.

So two days straight of rest has been such a bore. I can't go online till late night because someone has to go to bed due to work. HMPH.

Lets talk. *Shows heh! emoticon* No, I don't mean that kind of talk. I mean serious talking about life. So the question. Who is the person that you would seriously want to catch up with? Can be someone you see everyday yet not knowing what happened to him/her everyday. So yes, someone *points to qizah* owes me an answer. Oh yes! I won't forget. :p Too bad, I have been having such a good memory for the past few hours.

My answer. (:

I want to catch up with Afiqah. *Hints Fiasco*

This one friend that were always by my side when we were in Primary 1. Slowly drifting apart in mid of Primary 2 year. Sadly enough, I lost contact with her. Why? Because she was the first person I know to have a birthday in February. Not only that. She's 060293. And I remember how we use to exchange gifts. OMG! I miss those moments. But no matter how close we are, there are always a reason for friends to drift apart. And yes, one of the reasons are that we are not meant to be such good friends anymore.

Gaahahaha!

Anyway, I was criticising an ad on the radio in front of my mum. All of a sudden, she said that I'm being arrogant. Like wtf. She doesn't know the real world out there. I mean, the world I face every single day when I go out are full of criticism. Come on, so what if you live longer than me *ehem*. You don't face those big giants of insults every single day. And criticising is certainly not being arrogant. You want the definition? Search the thick Cobuild Dictionary.

A friend of mine was asked to do some soul searching due to some stuff. *Ehem*

Ask SmarterChild the definition and he'll tell you that soul searching is "A penetrating examination of one's motives, convictions, and attitudes."

Whatever that means. So I told this friend what soul searching means to me. And really, the effects varies on different people. It's the most effective on sweet and lovable people like ME! Heh! So soul searching to me is about reflecting. Lie on your bed, do NOT dose off, and think about your weaknesses on the day. Think how you can improve. Then think about your strengths. Think how you can improve. And then, the next day, do the improvised attitude and you will feel less scared to face the real world. (:

Like I've said, effects vary. Sweet and lovable ones will get the instant effect. *Ehem*

ImisssomeonebutIdon'tknowwho.Coulditbeyou?Fuck,whateverhappenedtotheI-want-to-forget-you?

Oh and I miss my belo. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

FORGET AS!

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY FARAH.

Happy 14th Birthday Jian De.

Be happy and have a great future.

I have nothing else to say because I just bring myself to do so. HMPH!

Get over HIM.

I think life is much more meaningful when I'm in this sort of life.

Hello you all!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BUSU. The 38th I think. All the best in your future endeavours and your anak sedare here wishes you all the best! (:

I'm so tired. Super tired! *Shows heh! emoticon*

Had an early night yesterday. Slept around 9 and woke up just now in the morning at 6. Today was certainly interesting. What is so interesting? My trip to school~ Walked from home all the way to school with my lost-of-direction mind but thankfully, I reached there early.

So I have a question. *Blinks eyes innocently*

Why do people do hate tags? I was bloghopping and saw some hate tags at someone's blog. Someone close in fact. I seriously wonder why.

It's his blog. It's his attitude. If I were to ever do some hate tags, I'll be typing my name in capital letters. Write my full information on the first tag. Provide the person with my blog link too. And the next few tags will be my criticism. Don't call me stupid. Call me clever because I am a person that is proud to tag whatever I have to say. Because I am proud of my name. Yes, that is absolutely my reason.

So anyway, Dad drove me to Mak Jah's and boy did I had so much fun, eating. It was kind of spacious when I first arrive so without further disruption I indulged myself in the fooooood! And not to forget a rose syrup. I ate I-don't-know-how-many small chickens.

Kak Diana asked me what subjects I'll be taking next year so the first subject that pops up in my mind is the hateable, Biology. And I was expecting a "Ouhok!" but instead she said "What? Biology?!" And the combine Science part was of no shock. And she asked about my result.

Kakak: Your Maths A1 right? Me: *NODS* Kakak: Your Malay? Me: Malay A2. Kakak: What?! Malay A2 when you get A1 for Maths? *Shocked look*

So as you can see, I'm that girl expected to have straight A1 for Malay because the family believes that "Since you are a Malay and you speak Malay language at home, you should be able to do well in Malay. If you were to get a B, I have no idea what to say. You should be proud to be a Malay and thus, you should do us proud in your Malay language."

If an A2 sort of disappoint me, what would I be if I were to get a B? Drop dead.

I am so bored. I want to get out of the house and splurge tomorrow. Sadly though, like I've said, I'm broke. HMPH!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Forget HIM. Forget HIM.

The IN topic for me now is how to get myself to ****** *** ******. Go figure them out yourself.

So the course was great today. Thankfully, it was filled with lectures. Charlie screwed up some stuff but I'm getting a hang of being the only WRS girl. It's okeh Nasirah, you got a buddy! A new one in fact. (: Remember our steward?

And remind me not to ask Dad to pick me up next course. I waited half an hour and he still couldn't find the school. Oh fine, blame it on me Dad. Blame it on my stupidness and my uselessness. Pfft.

I miss Shidah. I need to talk to her. I want a substituuuuuuute! *Shows -.- emoticon*

There's Madrasah tomorrow. There's also some gathering at Mak Jah's. Finally, I can just blank out on Monday. That is if those friends of mine have no plans. Word of caution, I'm Broke. (:

I'm so tired. I'm so lazy to update lengthy lengthy like usual. Wait for tomorrow or Monday perhaps. If I have something to talk about that is. You know my holidays. They are all always so boring and adventureless when I'm at home.

So yes, I want to blank out and have a good rest right now. But no way, I want to use the computer~ For I-don't-know-what reason.

And Ais, I'll try to get my speaker to be in a working condition first okeh? Over you huh? Will do. Thanks Cit. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

My biggest lie.

The biggest lie that I ever told? I have gotten over you. That is totally bullshit for I'm still staring at you. For I'm still falling for you. Yes, it's really difficulty to forget you especially when you appear at the point of time when I was about to forget you. I know fiasco's words are true but really, I have yet to get over you. And if I ever say that I have forgotten you, I will end my fall for you with a long post. I have promised myself that. Now, I just can't seem to get over you. But really, I really want to. So badly. Because I know, I will not end up with you. I said I have got over you yesterday, you made it my biggest lie today.

Happy 9 monthsary. (:

Training today was exceptionally fun. For the past 2 days, all I ever get was not this fun. What am I crapping about? *Shows -.- emoticon*

So we did this MOI footdrill and I decided what to teach at the very last minute. How last minute? Try when I was face to face with Javin and suddenly Loqman came up and asked.

And unluckily for me, I was the first one to do the procedure. Which sort of sucked. I had no bloody idea how to teach but yes, I made it. HEHE! And not to forget how angelic we were. "Which is very good CPL!" (;

Oh and while we were training, Mr Lim walked past the hall and he did the most hilarious and act cute thing that I miss bloody lots! He stared at us and placed the peace sign at his cheek, act cutely. You should have seen how he looked like! And it seriously made me giggle non-stop! HAHA! (:

Ms Siti was sick and thus we did no MOI first aid. Instead, we taught how to bandage. But the we, did not include me because there wasn't enough time. HEH!

After a fun and tiring training, YB headed to CWP Cinileisure for "Game Plan." And guess what? I cried. Yes. I really seriously did. The movie was super touching yet funny. And I give it 4 out of 5 for both touching and great movie. (: Catch it~

So life has been shit. I don't know why. ): And interestingly yet abnormally, I'm starting to like watching news and reading newspapers. I find them interesting and useful nowadays. Especially the one about Pedra Branca. I find it lame for Singapore and Malaysia to fight over it all of a sudden when in the first place, there were no claims. But hey, who am I to say no to the debate. I'm going to do some follow-up! (:

I'm turning weird nowadays. Sheeesh! And much perasan too.

Jian De left Singapore for Australia a few hours back. I'm going to miss that cute guy. YB called him and did some final wishes after our movie. He sounded sad. "God, I pray that I will get to see this beloved friend of mine at least once a year. God, I pray that he will have a safe journey. God, I pray that he will be doing fine there. Or maybe even better than he was at Singapore. God, I pray for his safety. And God, I know you can read my heart."

I really hope JD will have a good time there. Study hard and get good grades. (:

The seniors for UG are going to Malacca tomorrow. Awwh. While the 10 of us are stuck at Singapore for NCO courses. Sheeeesh! I want to go.

Anyway, have a safe journey, to and fro, you guys! Have fun!

And damn I'm going to miss Shidah. ): Aww! Shidah see! I'm sweet! That's why I wrote these! HAHA! Okeh. My Super Duper Cute God-Sister is missed and loved.

I dread tomorrow.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Things changed overnight.

I was high early morning at 1am. Now I'm feeling empty and pissed.

I understand now what all those people have said. People change. They might take days. Weeks. Years. But sometimes, just over the night. ):

My MOI First Aid is blank. Everything is gone. Not even a single thing is done. I don't think I can avoid CPR. This is shit. ):

So anyway, I confessed lots of shits yesterday. Count yourself lucky you caught me dropping deep shit last night. And yes, I admit I was so perasan last night. Sorry but I was stating facts. (: But thanks for the listening ears and at least I now realise that I'm not the only one at that school.

I don't know why but somehow, I have forgotten all about you. Yes. That ought to be a good thing. All that is left is to change those things that I have to remember so that I will remember you. And guess what? There's nothing. (:

And I wrote those words at the top an hour ago but my FA slides are still empty. Wth. Someone kind enough to let me control their computer so that I can use their latest and original *ehem* PowerPoint slide? *Blinks eyes non-stop*

Okeh, I have got to get the hands going. Before it strikes 9 pm.

And when people say, things can change overnight, believe them because I certainly made a mistake not to. And it does not need a bad or happy incident to change your mind, your thinking and most important of all, your heart.

Why do I sound so emo today? ):

I'M SWEET AND LOVABLE. (:

And I realise that sometimes, being all alone in a corner is the best thing to do when you are feeling stress and down. That's why they say, "Relek one corner sua!"

To Punjabi, Minahchi, Ashwaryalat, Shriyanka and Fratap, Happy Deepavali. *Shows -.- emoticon*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I saw you both! Shidah&AS are such love!

I don't understand why I should break down over a subject that I have to take next year. When I look back at that moment, I told myself, "God, that Nasirah is such a loser. Change her!"

Thankfully, God changed her and here she is all happy about being in e4. Yes, e4. (: Don't look down, it's just a class. I mean, so what if you are in the top class. *Hints to that ass* Like what Mr Lim said, "Option 1 is not the best for all."

My aim right now is to try and score for my Biology and A Maths. So yes, all that matter is that I will get my O-level cert.

Today's First Aid lesson was cold. The Syrup almost freeze. ): And I still don't know what to do. Oh wells, I still have tomorrow to think about it. (;

Footdrill was sort of okeh. But of course, this Friday is going to be &@(#. ):

And I can't believe I actually broke down while talking to Kak Naf on the phone. Good thing is, I found myself a combine Science tutor *hints to Shidah*. And history and social studies and english. *Shows heh! emoticon*

I saw a crashed car today in the morning near 888. Those in front of me was turning to their right so quickly. OMG, super busybody! An auntie even moved her whole body just to see what happened. Why must Singaporeans be typical? Because we're proud to be one. (:

This post is so random. Kak Shidah loves me. HEHE! (; Aku terasa super perasan. I know you love me. I know you do. *Shows hehehek emoticon*

Bomb, I know. You don't have to tell me. And why do you think I wrote that at Friendster.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Didn't I tell you, IMY so effing much.

When I got home today, Mummy said I looked pale. Then I asked Mummy, "If I were to look pale, does that mean Sister looks like a corpse?"

Hello. I'm bored and I have something better to do. But as always, I'm lazy. (:

So I woke up all headache-y and excited for school. Because I have not been to school for the last 2 days. WOW! Okeh, as if weekends are only 1 day. God this is so much crap.

So training was fun. Why? Because I have been bored at home doing nothing. But there are of course the bad side of it all.

So Sunday's open house was so boring. I got nothing to do except for watching the television. And the house is filled with chocolates! From Andes to Kit Kat to Cadbury and most delicious of all, Ferrero Rocher.

Umm, see the twirling effect of the fill? But too bad, I only had one of it since my health does not allow me to take in those sweet sweet food stuff.

And of course, the chocolates are all thank to Sister's and Dad's colleagues. Woweeee. It came at the right time. Hehehek!

And I'm thinking of being online till Sister gets home and shoo me to bed. Till then, I'm off to do that First Aid thingy. I wonder if I can finish it. Whatever it is, I need paracetamol again.

Sister, that flu pill didn't work. So much for your, "You will certainly recover from your flu tomorrow!" Excuse me, but I sound much sengau. Hmph.

No, I don't look pale. I'm just bored thus I wrote that above. HAHA! Sorry Sister. :p

Argh! I'm bored. Brother, I want more stuff from you! Since you got yourself a job. Hehehe!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Sick lah seh!

I wish I could snuggle to some one's side and have encouragements whispered. I wish I could snuggle up to some one's side and have a comfortable sleep. I wish that all my wishes will be granted.

I'm so tired. Maximally tired. Maybe because I'm sick. Oh yes, I am sick. ): It's going to be a long day tomorrow and I don't know if I can help them out tonight. I feel like crashing to my comfortable bed and have a good night sleep. Yes, I can't take it anymore. I need paracetamol! And the tap is officially open, again.

And Advance Course has been like shit. Why? Because I'm the only WRS girl. And some people are just so fucking stuck up! Eew. But still, if I can survive today's session, why can't I survive next week's? Right right? But let me tell you why. Today is the first day and thus the officers are being lenient. Wait till next session and we will absolutely be dead. Correction, I will absolutely be dead. I don't want to be sick anymore! ):

And the picnic was fun. My butt and ankle hurts due to the bike riding. Yes, I'm a slow learner. Sorry for that but really, I felt like shit at that point of time. Move on move on.

What's there to move on? Ouh yes, riding a bike with Haziq is totally scary. You should have heard how I screamed so effing loudly. I thought, "Okeh fine, last time I am going to scream." But then came the grasses and the shaking of the bike. I'm going to lose my voice (and I can bet you it'll never happen) and I'm having a headache because of the screaming.

And Kak Shidah has been a sweet belo. Thanks eh belo! Spread fever somemore. (;

Ouh and bicycles are so whatever. *Shows hmph emoticon*

NCO course tmr! ):

We're feeling doooooown.

Oh! My! God!

NCO course tomorrow and fuck I'm not prepared. I can't find my beret. I can't find myself a 1.5 litre bottle. Fuck fuck fuck!

OMG! I am feeling super scared that I can faint at anytime.

Shut The Fuck Up.

I'm not worth a penny. I'm not worth anything. So please, if you ever need to be a complete sore loser, approach me and I guarantee you 100% success. Don't mind me. I'm totally fucked up.