November 09, 2007

My biggest lie.

The biggest lie that I ever told? I have gotten over you. That is totally bullshit for I'm still staring at you. For I'm still falling for you. Yes, it's really difficulty to forget you especially when you appear at the point of time when I was about to forget you. I know fiasco's words are true but really, I have yet to get over you. And if I ever say that I have forgotten you, I will end my fall for you with a long post. I have promised myself that. Now, I just can't seem to get over you. But really, I really want to. So badly. Because I know, I will not end up with you. I said I have got over you yesterday, you made it my biggest lie today.

Happy 9 monthsary. (:

Training today was exceptionally fun. For the past 2 days, all I ever get was not this fun. What am I crapping about? *Shows -.- emoticon*

So we did this MOI footdrill and I decided what to teach at the very last minute. How last minute? Try when I was face to face with Javin and suddenly Loqman came up and asked.

And unluckily for me, I was the first one to do the procedure. Which sort of sucked. I had no bloody idea how to teach but yes, I made it. HEHE! And not to forget how angelic we were. "Which is very good CPL!" (;

Oh and while we were training, Mr Lim walked past the hall and he did the most hilarious and act cute thing that I miss bloody lots! He stared at us and placed the peace sign at his cheek, act cutely. You should have seen how he looked like! And it seriously made me giggle non-stop! HAHA! (:

Ms Siti was sick and thus we did no MOI first aid. Instead, we taught how to bandage. But the we, did not include me because there wasn't enough time. HEH!

After a fun and tiring training, YB headed to CWP Cinileisure for "Game Plan." And guess what? I cried. Yes. I really seriously did. The movie was super touching yet funny. And I give it 4 out of 5 for both touching and great movie. (: Catch it~

So life has been shit. I don't know why. ): And interestingly yet abnormally, I'm starting to like watching news and reading newspapers. I find them interesting and useful nowadays. Especially the one about Pedra Branca. I find it lame for Singapore and Malaysia to fight over it all of a sudden when in the first place, there were no claims. But hey, who am I to say no to the debate. I'm going to do some follow-up! (:

I'm turning weird nowadays. Sheeesh! And much perasan too.

Jian De left Singapore for Australia a few hours back. I'm going to miss that cute guy. YB called him and did some final wishes after our movie. He sounded sad. "God, I pray that I will get to see this beloved friend of mine at least once a year. God, I pray that he will have a safe journey. God, I pray that he will be doing fine there. Or maybe even better than he was at Singapore. God, I pray for his safety. And God, I know you can read my heart."

I really hope JD will have a good time there. Study hard and get good grades. (:

The seniors for UG are going to Malacca tomorrow. Awwh. While the 10 of us are stuck at Singapore for NCO courses. Sheeeesh! I want to go.

Anyway, have a safe journey, to and fro, you guys! Have fun!

And damn I'm going to miss Shidah. ): Aww! Shidah see! I'm sweet! That's why I wrote these! HAHA! Okeh. My Super Duper Cute God-Sister is missed and loved.

I dread tomorrow.

Sweet Love

Toodles.