November 13, 2007

Catch up.

AHA! I wonder who remember this.

So two days straight of rest has been such a bore. I can't go online till late night because someone has to go to bed due to work. HMPH.

Lets talk. *Shows heh! emoticon* No, I don't mean that kind of talk. I mean serious talking about life. So the question. Who is the person that you would seriously want to catch up with? Can be someone you see everyday yet not knowing what happened to him/her everyday. So yes, someone *points to qizah* owes me an answer. Oh yes! I won't forget. :p Too bad, I have been having such a good memory for the past few hours.

My answer. (:

I want to catch up with Afiqah. *Hints Fiasco*

This one friend that were always by my side when we were in Primary 1. Slowly drifting apart in mid of Primary 2 year. Sadly enough, I lost contact with her. Why? Because she was the first person I know to have a birthday in February. Not only that. She's 060293. And I remember how we use to exchange gifts. OMG! I miss those moments. But no matter how close we are, there are always a reason for friends to drift apart. And yes, one of the reasons are that we are not meant to be such good friends anymore.

Gaahahaha!

Anyway, I was criticising an ad on the radio in front of my mum. All of a sudden, she said that I'm being arrogant. Like wtf. She doesn't know the real world out there. I mean, the world I face every single day when I go out are full of criticism. Come on, so what if you live longer than me *ehem*. You don't face those big giants of insults every single day. And criticising is certainly not being arrogant. You want the definition? Search the thick Cobuild Dictionary.

A friend of mine was asked to do some soul searching due to some stuff. *Ehem*

Ask SmarterChild the definition and he'll tell you that soul searching is "A penetrating examination of one's motives, convictions, and attitudes."

Whatever that means. So I told this friend what soul searching means to me. And really, the effects varies on different people. It's the most effective on sweet and lovable people like ME! Heh! So soul searching to me is about reflecting. Lie on your bed, do NOT dose off, and think about your weaknesses on the day. Think how you can improve. Then think about your strengths. Think how you can improve. And then, the next day, do the improvised attitude and you will feel less scared to face the real world. (:

Like I've said, effects vary. Sweet and lovable ones will get the instant effect. *Ehem*

ImisssomeonebutIdon'tknowwho.Coulditbeyou?Fuck,whateverhappenedtotheI-want-to-forget-you?

Oh and I miss my belo. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.