I was high early morning at 1am. Now I'm feeling empty and pissed.
I understand now what all those people have said. People change. They might take days. Weeks. Years. But sometimes, just over the night. ):
My MOI First Aid is blank. Everything is gone. Not even a single thing is done. I don't think I can avoid CPR. This is shit. ):
So anyway, I confessed lots of shits yesterday. Count yourself lucky you caught me dropping deep shit last night. And yes, I admit I was so perasan last night. Sorry but I was stating facts. (: But thanks for the listening ears and at least I now realise that I'm not the only one at that school.
I don't know why but somehow, I have forgotten all about you. Yes. That ought to be a good thing. All that is left is to change those things that I have to remember so that I will remember you. And guess what? There's nothing. (:
And I wrote those words at the top an hour ago but my FA slides are still empty. Wth. Someone kind enough to let me control their computer so that I can use their latest and original *ehem* PowerPoint slide? *Blinks eyes non-stop*
Okeh, I have got to get the hands going. Before it strikes 9 pm.
And when people say, things can change overnight, believe them because I certainly made a mistake not to. And it does not need a bad or happy incident to change your mind, your thinking and most important of all, your heart.
Why do I sound so emo today? ):
I'M SWEET AND LOVABLE. (:
And I realise that sometimes, being all alone in a corner is the best thing to do when you are feeling stress and down. That's why they say, "Relek one corner sua!"
To Punjabi, Minahchi, Ashwaryalat, Shriyanka and Fratap, Happy Deepavali. *Shows -.- emoticon*
Toodles.