Oh right, shitos!

I'm sorry for being so emotional today in school. Some may know the reason and some may not. So here it goes, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO KAK ATIKAH!. May all you wishes come true. Schools are now too stressful. First two periods was Malay. Rushed through my english worksheet and also malay worksheet. Everything was not well done and so, I don't care. English was a total rush. I hate to get into groups. It's where those things begin. I did the writing and thinking with the help of Wesley! And Yu Juan and Ying Ying did the huge drawings. Wrote the report at the last 5 minutes and it proves that I write much slower than that time. HEH! Maths was so stressful. While Mr Lim was going through 7g, I was busy doing corrections on 7f and doing 7h. And not forgetting, I was trying to concentrate on board also. Ouh, multi-tasking is such fun. IPW. The time that I forced myself to stay awake to finish up collating all those shits sheets. Ouh, high I was and the only words I have for them all are vulgarities. Tsk. I'm not your dumping ground where all your bloody works go to. I have had enough but really, I am feeling pityful for you guys that I just had to sacrifice myself for the sake of the group. I'm sorry I sound harsh but really, I don't wish to repeat the things that had happened just now. And really, that was not the real-angered me that you have seen. I can be much worse than that if this carry on. Sweet love Toodles~

I love them all laaaaah! (:

Okeh, so everybody has known the results of the debate and I don't feel bad or regretted anything that I have done or said before. But sad to say, the stress and things we did just for debates are gone. In just 13 minutes and all the hard work we have done, gone. I'm proud to say that no matter what had happen, we have stayed strong because we believed that no matter what, it is, afterall, just a debate and not as important as my studies. Not as important as our studies. And these goes out for all the supporters of 2e1 and the teachers who have been giving us support, they are, none other than Mr Shah, Mdm Rabia and Mr Lim. I thank you all for the supports but I'm sorry to have dissapoint you guys by not going into the finals. I'm sorry if you feel that way but to me, alone, debate is nothing much and it does affect my emotion for the rest of the days and perhaps even weeks. To my dearest supporters, thank you, on behalf of my team, for supporting us and show that we do matter in your eyes and I thank you for all the cheerings that you have done because that was what made us stronger. And no matter what, we all know that we have done our best but it was just not as best as it should have been. And once again, I thank you, all of you, to have scheduled this semi-finals into your busy schedules. To my dear teachers, I'm sorry if I have in some way or another dissapointed all of you. Mr Shah, I thank you for the guidance you have given me for my speech and really, it has help me to better understand debating as a fourth speaker. Thank you for spending most of your time, helping us to do our researches and train us till what we are today, till what I am today. I thank you also for the support and encouragements that you have been giving us from the start till the end of our debates. And no matter what, your guidance are highly appreciated by me. Mdm Rabia, I thank you also for your guidance. Even if you help bits of it, that bit that you help is important to me because that bit that you helped, are the most important bit. I thank you for the guidance of searching for points for our speech and because of that, you did helped much. I thank you for your support and thank you for your guidance. Mr Lim. Mental support is all that I need from you. And because of that, I highly appreciate that you actually tried to be there while we were debating. And I thank you for all the support that you have given me. And to my readers, thank you for reading my daily and boring life and all the complains that I have on debates. To my dear debators; Aziz, Farah, Rachel, Yu Juan, I hope that our journey of togetherness will not end here. And maybe in future, we may just meet up and have a battle against each other. Because maybe, we will be up against each other next year. But I'm hoping I won't because I want to debate by your side. And dear debators, don't feel so bad. *** I have never expected somebody like you who has suffered just to have me stepping on this very ground to insult me. And so the truth is out. You only told me about the paying part and not about the duration. And yes, you must be bloody happy now that I will be without a bloody fucking phone for 4 months. Ouh yes, my torture and sadness is your joy and happiness. Happy now? I bet you are. And let me tell you that no matter what, there will always be one of me. No matter how you fight over me to help you do something, I'll only do one. And worst for the two of you, I'd rather do something for myself than do something for you. Hello. I'm _______, I have a ________ by the name of Nasirah who is schooling in Woodlands Ring Sec. She is in 2-1. I'm sorry but I don't whether it is the express or the normal stream but most likely normal. I know nothing about her that is good. Let me carry on about my other ________ by the name of ______ who is now currently working. She is very hardworking and shows a very good example to all of them. If it weren't for her, Nasirah wouldn't have made it this far. She helps us carry burden, financially and emotionally. She is a very good girl. About my ___ named ______. He is a very good boy though sometimes he is just trying to get our attention. He is clever but he isn't that hardworking. Maybe he should learn from ______. 3 words, 1 sentence. I hate them. And don't worry about me much. Don't worry about the things I blogged about. Sweet Love Toodles~

I love my debators! (:

Bear with me dear readers because this shall be a long and emotional and boring post. My cup of tea at the current moment. And to these group of people, no names are going to be mentioned, you know that no matter what I do to hurt you, I will be that someone whom you know as your good friend or maybe to some, your bad friend. To this particular someone, if you have problems, do come and approach me because after all, I am your classmate. But of course, I wouldn't have that something that you want all the time, but I'll try. So cheer up. We are on the same boat. We have the same problems faced in our family. If you feel that there is a need to, you may always come approach me though I know that you wouldn't feel comfortable looking at the differences in us. To this other someone, I know I looked like I have changed. My friend, I tried to be as the person I use to be but you and I both know that I can't be likewise with all the burdens I have on my shoulders. I am busy and I'm truly sorry that I just couldn't find the time to go to that place that we always go. But rest assured, I will be running to you and call you for the trip to that place on every Monday. And babe, do cheer up. Please, do cheer up because I want to see the more outgoing you again. After all, I do look up to your courage of being brave. I'm sorry if you think that someway or another, I have changed. To the next someone, you know I will always be there. The tears we shed together will not be gone just like that. Both of us know that no matter what, we will always be together. That every single something that we share together with others are well kept. I really hope that both of you will just get together again. And to that someone involved here, I don't take sides. Even if it means that she is someone I am quite close to. To this next particular someone, you know that all I always do is to make you feel intimidated but I want to share your woes because we are after all friends. I'm working with you as a group and you can always pour out everything because we will for sure help you. At least I certainly would. Next someone, I don't know whether I should be proud or just be angry that you are treating me like this. You don't know how many times I tried but still to no avail. I do care about you but not as much as last time because you have hurt me time and again and I just can't bring myself to care for you anymore. All that you ever do is to make me feel like I am that bitch that hurts you when actually, it's another way around. I know, you know, both of us know that we don't care about each other anymore but I still do and I would. To this someone whom I really am jealous of, treasure what your parents are doing and have done for you. Nothing that you get is up to match with what the other 3 of us are up against. We are that someone whom our family just couldn't stand of but you, you are the diamond and you should be happy about it. But of course, the behaviour and attitude that you always give to me is nothing that I really would like to see anymore. I just can't imagine why you have to trust that someone 100% since you've been friends since primary school. In life, there is nobody that you should trust. Not your closest friend, not your special someone, not your teacher, not your siblings and sadly, not even your parents. That's the real life and that is why you should be happy enough with what you have been given and treasure them. Never should you trust fully anybody, not even your special someone. To this friend whom I've known and crazed around with, you and I are the same. There is nothing that we could do about the matter but accept the fact that we have been given parents who don't even bother to listen to what you are going to say. But my friend, my parents are, trust me, much worse. Not even a single word from me would they listen, what more about my life. And that is why, the only place that I would really share my something is here, my dearest, my most beloved, blog. So my friend, we are somewhat on the same boat. Cheer up. (: To this next friend, I know you have your difficult moments and I do too. Yours may be worse but sweet, appreciate what you have been given and accept them with love, everything that you got are the wishes of my life. And so, treasure those moments and really appreciate for what they have done for you. *** Don't get the wrong idea. I'm not going to die yet but if I really would, with God's wishes, than this shall be my last words. I hope for the best in my life. Back to today! Lessons was nothing that you wish that you really would be in. Everything were just pure boredom. Science Practical, I practically screwed up a question in front of the lab helper and Ms Lim herself. I am, no doubt and hands down, the most embarrassing thing for her. I lost 2 marks and it was all thanks to the chemical change question. This means that I am a screw up. Speech day rehearsal was boring! Sat throughout the last part of the day and sweating myself for the first few hours for nothing was a waste of my energy. I'm not saying bad or anything but really, I would like them t pay attention to our needs. Debates tomorrow. All the best to ALL debaters. For the rest, do come down and support us. (: And bloody hell, where's that emo speech of mine? Sweet Love Toodles~

Debate shits.

Wokeh, so I am forced to update by that particular banana. Sheesh!

Tapi tidak mengapa, untuk banana dan juga mereka yang setia membace blog saya, akan saya update!

I'm sick. Yes, again for the don't know how many times. The pain in my head was like, damn irritating and painful.

But still, yes, I feel much better at home lah because of the almighty word, bed. Gaaaaah!

Lessons was damn long. Boring okeh. Except Maths. I'm beginning to adore Maths. Haha! I don't why lah.

D&T sucked a lot. Just because the sensor of mine just wouldn't cooperate with me. HUMPH!

MT was, well. As always.

Literature was headache. Simply because I just couldn't stand the pain in my head and my stomache caused by the coughing. And not to mention the nose that opens like a broken pipe.

Maths was described above.

English. Got a chance to just simply rest and forget about lessons. 10 minutes before the bell goes off, Mr Shah came all sweaty. Bleargh!

Debate stuff. Debate is a faggot now. I'm not interested in going into the finals but the rest are, except Farah. Like what the hell. I know we have no chance but I'm not giving up. Do I look as if I'm giving up? NO!

And seriously, I don't like since forever so stop being friendly to me though I do want to befriend you. I tried to.

And yes, in a silence, nobody knows how difficult my life is. I'm breaking down because of her, and someothers. And really, I don't need your words anymore. I'd rather be hated at my own home rather than be hated outside.

To the other assholes of life, you may just fuck off because I don't need any more assholes.

Sweet Love

Toodles~

Morning wif School

Wokeh, so morning with parents was so boring. Bananas were all parentless today except for Nabila. Ouh and my class position, 26 out of 40. Surprisingly. Gaaaah! Mr Lim was damn surprised also. Sheeesh! Are you like, not confident in me or something Mr lim? Woo~ I am aching everywhere due to the match yesterday. Gahahahha! We all are aching everywhere but nevertheless! We still want a rematch! Let us all get started on our strategies bananas! (: I am so stress out on the debate. And also with him. Egos everywhere. They SUCK! I am sorry but this is reality. (: And I would like to repeat that Bananas wants a rematch with those tall senior sergeants! (: Sweet Love toodles~

i love my instructors lah! (: REMATCH!

Dear Instructors, We want a rematch! Since you guys are tall people, we should have more strength than what we had today. So I am all tired and I still have tuition because of that fucking someone! Played handball with, Chea Hau, Wee Yeong, Henry, Kang Yao, Abdullah, Khairul and another guy but I do not know his name. Us, Nabila, Haziq, Jian De, Fauzi, Aishah, Shi Hui, Farah, Jeremy, Alif and of course, me, against them. WTF right? Okeh, so obviously they won. (: Tough fight! The tall seniors, against us short juniors. When we play low, they will obviously get the ball. When they play way high up, we do not even get the chance to catch that bloody ball. Overall, I had huge fun today. Surprise surprise. (: And again, WE WANT A REMATCH! ((: I said tell you debators, is she one of your debators? NO! She is your teacher. And damn it, I have said sorry and you go all complain to her. And please, I did tell you that I am sick of debating. So really, get your bloody team to win but really, I do NOT care anymore. get this in you brain, I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN ANYMORE! Sweet Love Hatred toodles~

2e1 rocks lah seh!

Okeh, so I'm happy. Maybe not entirely but there is this small part of me that is happy, the other parts, don't even let me get there. Lessons were okeh. Somehow, I got to concentrate more when I'm sitting near the front. You know, I have that fear of getting caught or fear of, something lah. I just can't seem to explain them in words. Malay was as always, noisy! And I hate them, to bits. (: Maths was a headache, as always. Screw me for not turning up for classes on Tuesday lah. Sheeesh! But someway, somehow, I manage to understand the difficult questions, but not the easy one. WHACK! History was interesting~ Yu Juan and me somehow connected the ways those Japanese behaved to our debate motion. Nyehaha! So we laughed and laughed and we got caught. Heh! Geography, rushed stuff as always. English, the normal thing. Only that we didn't start any of the chain thing. And assignment in groups, URGH! I hate it lah! IPW. Our pie chart isn't ready yet. Because of me, yes. It was all because of me. Before our turn started, we had more discussions with Mr Shah and then just rehearse a little. I was like so damn tense up. Debate was hell. I can say that 2-7 is not as stupid as how their class' position is. Really! I'm not being sarcastic. They have good points and yes, I didn't have the opportunity to say this but really, RP in WRS is NOT a counseling processes. (: Congratulations to 2e1, 2e2, 2e3 and 2e4 for making it to the semi-finals. 2e1 vs. 2e2. 2e3 vs. 2e4. Do u really think that you are that superior? To that particular team of that particular class, FUCK YOU! Do NOT be too action. It's not worth it. I know you are good but it's not worth it to become an action team. And seriously, I HATE YOUR WHOLE CLASS! Ouh ouh!!! Congratulations to 2e1 for winning the best class competition for Term 1. Go for better achievement sweethearts. 2e1 rocks! (; Sweet Love toodles~

Goodbye RD and bro!

Okeh, huge hello! Haaaaaaah! See the time that I am blogging at. Suppose to be on the way to school already but, mum said I should stay at home and, get well rest. Speaking of well resting, you know what I should actually be doing right now? Get jealous, okeh, maybe some of you won't but yes, I'm suppose to be asleep right now after swallowing bullets. Ahaha! Maybe not bullet, capsule and tablet is more likely. (: Hmm. What else to update? Okeh, I must admit, I miss school but thank God I'm not going today because I have not finish my homework. Wowee~ So, homework for yesterday and the will-be homework for today are going to be piled up and I just have to complete ALL by today. Which of course suck. I have not done anything for my debate. Hakhakhak! I don't know! All of a sudden, I don't know how to do debates. HEHEHE! As if lah, I look up on debators okeh? Except maybe for those debators that I think don't deserve a so-called supporter. So, debating is one of those stuff that I prefer to do instead of getting all sporty, which is equal to all yucky. No offence. (: Ouh and my Readers' Digest has flown to Taiwan. Ahakhak! My brother brought along my RD and guess what? I have not finish my RD worksheet. Goodbye RD for one month. Aww. Of course I'm so going to miss brother. Going to miss fighting with him. One month without him. Woo~ Can't imagine how quiet this house will be. Somebody lend me your RD copy or even better, lend me your RD worksheet. I hate reading RD lah. It makes me snooze. I have a question, why do the education ministry give us students holidays when we end up going back to school or/and getting huge workload? Like, better still if we just go back to school without any school holidays. (: Okeh, so I'm dead bored right now and my eyes are droopy. I'll see you guys tomorrow, hopefully. Don't miss me because I'll do the missing and you do the loving. Okeh sweethearts? I'm sooooooo going to hit my bed right now. Sweet Love toodles~

SICK!

Hello there. Very nice to see many unknowns here. (: So anyway, skipped school today. Imagine yourself, having phlegm in your throat and having a flu. Going back to school is the last thing a normal sick human being will do. No to mention, there is PE today. Eurgh! Went to the clinic straight after bathing and no comments. Okeh, maybe I do have. Choice clinic. Cheap I must say, compared to Medipoint. But really, I prefer Medipoint to Choice because Medipoint belongs to a female doctor. Much comfortable I must say. I want to complain on Choice's medical cert! Yes yes, good enough that I have one for today but seriously, that doctor needs to pay attention to the MC. No class MC. It is written! Like I love Medipoint's the best. Ouh yes! You must satisfy your patients' needs. Haaaaah! So so, you will see me back tomorrow. Aww! I know, all of you miss me. But really, I still don't feel so good. It's either the school doesn't want me back in class or just that my immune system is sick of classes. Impossible to be the first one. Obviously school wants us students to be back suffering, or maybe not that much of a suffering, in class. Time check, 1427. Eish! I take such a long time just to write that short stuff. 2 hours to go. My homework is undone! Somebody help me pleeeease? I'm down with fever, I think. Man! And I thought I was without you. Hmph! I have 2 hours to do my homeworks. Then sleeeeeep. Wake up around 2 hours later to do more homework then bed time! I don't think I want to be back in school just yet. Staying at home seems to be much better nowadays. I feel good. I feel high. I feel sick. I feel erm. I feel feel. (: I'm trying to be hyper here. True what people say, you can never be hyperly hyper whne you are sick. Sheeesh! No fair. Okeh, so maybe I should start doing my homeworks like, right now? Ouh joy, indeed it is. Sweet Love Toodles.

Wokeh. Let us start with something horrible. Got my M1 bill yesterday and my bill shot up like hell. Over $100. All thanks to the messages sent. Pfft. No way out. That sister of mine, whom always take charge of nothing that I can be bothered about, is going to confiscate my phone. I know I can actually just cut this short and just tell all of you that my handphone will not be use until I am able to pay $150 of the bill, but I just figured out that I just have to write all the unnecessary stuff just to kill my time. And somehow killing your time because you are the one reading this junk of mine. I loike. (: So yes, I have to pay up $150 while someone else will be paying $19. Pfft! As if I worked. As if I print out money. So the plan for me to get those money is... Tell you the truth, I have no plan at all. Just try to save up. Sheeesh! Let us all pray to God that I will have that amount of money in lets say, 2 weeks? Impossible but possible. In the meantime, those who are having this hard head, I mean those who do not want to listen, may just continue calling. Only be replying important messages if I get any phone to insert my SIM. That is, if my SIM will not be confiscated also. Sad case. On an even worse note, I have not even touch my homework. How sickening can homework be. One minute they are fun to do, the next minute, it just helps to detroy your happiness and joy during holidays. First stop, Maths. Damn all those equations. I am dead bored. If she has not stop me from going out today, I will, obviously, be the happiest girl in this boring house. So anyway, in need of a quick getaway. Tomorrow, not a good day. I have planned something and poof! Somebody just had to destroy my plans for their own sake. Pfft! I am left with Sunday to enjoy. In case you do not understand a single piece of crap up there, my phone will not be in use till I am able to pay up $150. So call me up at my house. Ask around if you do not have my house number. And the last thing, I need somebody to go out with me on Sunday!!! Most preferred are my YB or my usual cliques. With God's will, I can come out on that day. Sweet Banana toodles~

Civil Defence Course

A long and boring day. Where all of us got bored and fucked up. That school, whatever you want to think about us, you are all welcomed. But really! Think about it, at the every least, Woodlands Ring Sec SJ cadets are not a bitch like those from Henderson Sec. Have you ever heard of Henderson Sec before? If you have not, go search for it yourself because I have NEVER heard of them before. If you think that you people are the best of the best, BULLSHIT! Come on, as if you people are bloody pretty. My gramdmother is much prettier than you, trust me. You guys look like the streets bitches, and you are proud of that? W-o-w. I should call you people bicthes more often. Insult us for all we care but really, it is so totally not worth insulting and criticising us, you bitch. Pfft! And the instructors, apart from the paramedic instructor, the rest were the kind of assholes who go around scolding for us being too noisy. And you think I am scared of you? Laugh out very very very loud. If you think we are not worth it for your valuable knowledge, you do not have to teach us at all. If we are the worst batch, than really, we have the booklets and we can always go back home and read it up. Seriously, you do not have to waste your breathe and saliva on us, scolding and teaching, when in the end, the test we did was useless because, we will get a certificate and our badge, at the end of the day. Like seriously, you people get on my nerves. I know we get on your nerves but you do not have to face and feel that because you can just carry on with your normal working routines. Pffft! If you are wondering what the hell I am blabbering about, the Sec 2s of SJ WRS went for our civil defence course today. Along with 1 bastard school and 3 other schools. Went to the Bukit Batok fire sttion and all the people there act as if they are the coolest person on earth, BULLSHIT! Banana Love Toodles~ I will upload the pictures when I am free. (:

FAC 2007; hearts them all, esp u

Hello. Okeh, so maybe it is really not over. There will still be the bananas next year and we are going to be and do better! (: So, with a huge WHATEVER to that school, we are going to strike it hard next year. Holidays are here but really, I do not seem to find it a school holiday at all. Will still be stepping into school zone for next few days and homeworks are piled up, awaiting for me. Amazing homework. Blogger is down again. Bloody hell right? Opened my blog and blogger down in just a few hours time. Sheesh! Ouh, I forgot to put the result of FAC for Woodlands Ring Sec as my memory. FAC 2007; Woodlands Ring Sec Ambulance Adult team; Abu Sofian, Javin, Denis, Judah, Loqman and their steward, Redzuan. A congratulation to them for being able to get a second position among the 3 teams.And of course, you guys are always great. (: Nursing Adult team; Atikah, Khalidah, Safarina, Kiirah, Shirley and their steward, Nadia. A congratulation to them for improving a lot! And of course, for getting fourth position among the 5 teams. (: Ambulance Cadet team; Haziq, Jeremy, Alif, Farhan, Wee Boon and their steward, Jien De. A congratulation on getting fifth out of the 6 teams. Yes, you guys have done well! Even though you were quite slacking, you guys were great! Nursing Cadet team; Aishah, Hidayah, Me, Shi Hui, Nabila and our steward, Farah. Getting sixth out of 10 teams is not that bad. I know how all of you felt, standing in the middle of the top 3 NC team. I know, though, that we can do better. We can prove to that girl and her team and her unit, that we are good. *** The name of our school is nothing compared to the spirits we have in us. So mind you, we are better inside than the outside. You sound like a total bitch. Maybe you are a bitch. You must be a bitch. Get this right. No matter how hard you criticise us, we will be stronger. And you will be weaker. Fucker~ Did surveying at block 650 just now. With the obvious human beings; Wesley, Ying Ying and Yu Juan. Was really fun. Especially with Wesley. I practically did nothing. Just accompanied Wesley to each door. All the doors I knocked, nobody answered. Suey face I suppose. Hah! And we started at 11+ and ended at around 12.30. And we are left with 30 surveys, undone. Sheeeesh! And we found where Mr See live. (: And of course, what are we without fans right? So, we have few kiddies, saying and shouting goodbye at us when we were leaving. Cute kiddies! We have some adults, saying we are doing a great job. Like THANK YOU! So yes, today sure did perk me up a little. End of here. Sweet Banana Love toodles~

Tears of hardship.

It's good to be back. A good and big hello to all. (: If you want to know anything that happened during the past few days that my blogger was down, refer to here. FAC 2007. More than 7 months of hardship and laughter gone in just a few hours of a day. The result of what we did was very much a tearful thing. Us being in a middle of the three winning school was, no doubt, an embarrassing moment. If only I didn't screw up, our result will be much better. If only we didn't screw up, our result will be much better. But of course, this may sound crazy to you but I'm proud to say that, we screwed up, as a TEAM. Funny how the chills we had is now just another moment, waiting to be fading. Funny how the tears we shed is the talk of that bastard. Be us, and you know how hurt we felt. You don't know that we are the talk of that fucking school. You don't know that we are looked down upon by the other school. And now, you are saying like that now that we are sheding tears. I know your question was just a random. You don't sound as if you really wanted to cheer us up. But of course, it was thanks to them that we felt a little better, though the cheers that you did for NC made us cried even harder. A thanks of million kisses to the 3 teams and the personal "You guys did your best. *With a huge worried smile*" by Kak Wanie and the NA and from the AA too. Without their guidance, we wouldn't know a single bit. A big thanks to the NA and AA for the teachings and AC for the fun times you willingly want to have with us. Without her guidance, all 4 teams will be nothing, especially us, a very huge thanks to Ms Siti. A team already. Happily training. No joy without each of us. Sometime on bad terms. Never will we be seperated. Forever, we will be. NC, it's over now. We may be the worst in the sights of others but you and I know that we have done the best, in our heart. (: The KFC moment was very joyous. All thanks to the bananas. (: Sweet Banana-ly Love toodles~

Dearest tagger.

Specially for that tagger. So now there is two.I pity both because I know that you are so bored but please, stop your fucking nonsense. Just type your real name big fat coward! Owner of IP add 222.164.54.67, please be creative siket! Kau ader aper hal yang tak happy ngan aku? Braper banyak ribu kali aku nak cakap? Mak aku tak tahu camne nak gunekan computer. Kau apasal? Nak sangat saket kan hati aku, tag pakai namer kau sendiri! Takot? Abes yang brani sangat tag pakai namer Ziq ngan yana ngan 'mak' aku apasal? Tu dah case brani sangat! Eh kimak! Maner kau tahu arh mak aku tak ajr camne nak maki. Mak aku cakap, kalo org kurang ajar ngan aku, aku tak payah nak baik-baik ngan dier. So, dalam aku nyer dictionary untuk orang macam kau ader sentence yang cakap aku kene maki. Eh chibai, gi jalan lah! Owner of IP add 222.164.54.150, I don't think I have a friend or anybody that I know that is called Zhen Jie. And for your information, Yana and SP is like the person that I love the most. Including the rest of my sweets. Please, before you hate tag, read and know me well. Oh and again, you make me laugh. Both of you hate tagger make me laugh. Since when my mother knows anything about computer? Oh and for your information, my mothr will most likely have the same IP address as mine cause obviously she will use the same computer as mine. These two bodohs, get your facts right okeh? And my mother don't have the time to bother about all these computer stuff. THE TWO CHIBAI, IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH ME, RIGHT DOWN YOUR REAL NAME. SINCE YOU HAVE STARTED TO HATE TAG, TAG MORE. I'M MORE THAN HAPPY TO ENTERTAIN YOU NONSENSE WHICH MAKES MY DAY. CAUSE YOUR NONSENSE ARE DAMN FUNNY AND NON-FICTIONAL TO MY LIFE. AHAHAHA! EVERYBODY, LAUGH OUT VERY LOUD CAUSE THESE TWO IDIOTS DOESN'T SEEM TO KNOW ME WELL. AHAHA! (: Oh and a HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO WAN YI! (:

I do not know

Haish. I don't know why but you are saying that we disrespect all of our seniors. Sejak biler ni? Okeh, maybe ader lah, satu kali yang pasal bende tuu tapi lepas tuu takde kaan? I'm like totally irritated. I don't know whether I should cry or get hyperly angry. I know that I am just very confused. With all do pleasure, you may meet and talk to us and settle this situation. You might want to get all the proof that you want. SGT, you've change. A lot. And I want that previous SGT that I and my other team mates knew, once-upon-a-time. You have become something like him. Ever since that day. SGT. I don't know what is your problem, but why did you say we are disrespecting all of you? SGT, you used to be somewhat a person that I look up upon, but now... SGT. Explain to me how we disrespected you by laughing? SGT, I know you know that you commands are not easily understood but really, in what way have we disrespect you? SGT. We are much more close to the sec4s than any other seniors. SGT. I don't understand why all of you just wantrespect from us. SGT. I don't care if you want to bring this to the teacher. SGT. I don't care at all as long as you don't tell ms siti because we seriously care about hr condition now. SGT. Stop trying to be the diamond among all of us. SGT. If you think I'm talking about you, say whatever you want. SGT. We did no wrong. SGT. Do not invade our privacy like how teachers are. SGT. How can you say that we have disrespected all of our seniors. SGT. What proof do you have? SGT. I'm sorry to tell you this but SGT, I'm beginning to hate you. Why do people want to be respected, so very badly? I just don't understand. Have the past seniors done what you are doing to us, to you? I can't believe that you texted her that! Your wish is granted. Name the place. Get every one of the seniors. Get all the Sec 3s. Get all the Sec 4s. Get everyone. I know what I am going to say and do. SGT, I'm prepared to rebut. So speak your minds out on Wednesday.

Eek!

You know how saddening it is to hear people getting much better results than you? Hello. Let's talk about last night first. Showed Kak Naf my Maths paper and she said I could've gotten A1 if it weren't for my careless stupid&fucking mistakes. See? I told you my mind have gone bonkers on Maths. Wait, I have not tell any of you yet. Haha! Okeh, so Abg Aee came back from the jungle yesterday evening. Showed him my birthday presents (of course must show~). Last night was great laugh. Parents out with Iffah so we had good talk and laugh together. How I miss those moments. The times when we laugh together and make fun of each other and all. Now, I have nobody to laugh with at home. Sis busy with work. Bro busy with work also. The disadvantages of having siblings who work. *sigh* Anyway, today. Went Jurong quite early. 12 pm and we've reached. Kak Khalidah joined us after that. Homenursing was okay. Bukit Batok's footdrill, I will drop dead if they were to be in zone 6! They were very good. Everything was, nice!!! You should have seen how good they were! OMGOMG! Since we were jealous of them, we went to admiralty to train. First, went to McD to eat. Ordered McSpicy. Absolutely spicy! Talked and all. (: HEHE! Then we went to the park to do our footdrills. Lots of fun stuff. From talking about footdrill to... You wouldn't want to know. Ahaha! Then we went off home~ *** My dear cousin, it's alright. I'm sure you can do better. I have faith in you! Don't bother about what others say. They are not you. You cannot change them neither can they change you. Take criticisms as a support for you to push yourself harder. Make someone having a much worse condition than you to be your role model. If you want to fight back for your own pride, I'll be by your side! (: And yes, my studies are getting from bad to worse. I don't know why. I want to appeal to have my subject teachers change to a much better ones. Like for example, change Ms Choo to Mr Faraz. I don't know why but everytime I see my history book, the words that she said to us just came back by itself. The words that made us much noisier now than before. Can't you see the changes in us? Obviously you can't because you were too busy finding our faults. I want my interaction with Mr Lim soon. I know I'll be scared to tell him every grudges I have with the teachers, but I don't think I can hold on to it any longer. I have been reading my previous posts and I have changed, alot. I am much more stressful than before. I don't know why but the pressure is on, challenging myself to be a better person. Challenging myself to be better in my studies. Challenging myself to behave and control my anger. Challenging myself to stop fighting for my own sake. Challenging myself in everything. I'm in need of a break. I'm in need of all-day/week/month-long fun time. I'm in need of long holidays. I'm in need for Sec 2 life to be over and I'm in need of school life to be over. I'm longing for things which can only happens in a very long timeline. My goodness. Oh people. Count down to that day where I will be too nervous that I will break down and lose my focus. OMFG! 28 days FAC, I want you to come to me and not me coming to you. Sweet Love

No attitude.

As what have beed said, mess with NC and we will mess up your life. (: So, try. Hello! Woo~ All my, already tanned and hangus, Sec 3s are back! Miss you all! <3 Anyway, started off with English. Got back English composition, you know... The one that I wrote based on THAT experience. Got only a 17/30. Bad. Must do even better Nasirah! Mathematics. I'm thoroughly stressed out with my Maths work. Confusing everything that I have learnt. I'm so sucking at Maths. Argh! I hate that!!! Science was quite managable. Still confused on how to balance those freaking chemical equations! Eee! Music, got into groups for our STOMP thing. Grouped up with Rachel, Liyana, Hannah and Haziq. Don't worry! You are not under my future counscillor list. Who wants a violent one like you? Tell me 10 valid reasons and I will tell Mr Lim I support you. HAH! Went home, polished boots and everything elses. Reached school and saw that all the Sec 3s were back. Every one looked dark and tanned and burnt except for that Elson. Still as white as ever. Ishk! And the graduated ones came back for their results today. All the different expressions. I just can't wait for mine to be over in 2 years 7 months 19 days time. Woo~ Long way to go. Training was okay. The problem with you is that you are too sensitive. How can a guy like you who acts tough be that sensitive. Why must you ask him to talk to us? Embarresed that we will laugh at your words instead of being scared. OH! You know what, I have never been scared of you but I have been too annoyed by your too high an expectation of us. Are you trying to say that we have disrespected you? May I ask, in what way have we disrespected you? You asked him to say that we are not serious in our drills? Oh really? You joined laughing with us. We are laughing with you and not at you. Get it? The problem lies with you and your sensitivity and your too high expectation and your attitude. You want respect from us? Search for it at that drain. See, some people are getting big headed towards us just because of... Nvrm. On a brighter side, tomorrow homenursing! Yellow bananas only. I need Aishah!!! You call me tonight okeh? Sayer ader hal mau bicara sama kamu. Sweet toodles~

I lose nothing.

Has it ever come to your attention that I just don't want to be disturb at all while I'm studying? Has it ever come to your attention that I will not listen to what you said just because you are my mother? Has it ever come to your attention that I hate it when you said that I didn't help out in the household chores when I did them all by myself? Has it ever come to your attention that what I need is somebody that understands me? Has it ever occured to you that you don't know what is going on my life? Has it ever occured to you that nobody is at the stage where I am at in the family? Has it ever occured to you that I don't care about what you are going to do to me anymore? The problem lies with you and me. You don't want to talk to me, I lose nothing and I gain nothing. Why must ALL of you compare me with my siblings who are obviously much cleverer than me? You don't have to spite me off with that. I know it myself and you don't have to rub everything in just to make my life much worse and much stressful and much dull. You know you don't have too.

Have you ever...?

Heeloo. Nothing is much better than another day in school with assholes at your ends. Anyway, rushed through last part of Farah's hujah-hujah. I'm entirely stressed out and my brain is crashing down. Soon. Malay was such a disgrace to our community. Just who does he think he is to say that she is not holding on to agama Islam. So much for saying that it is generally. Do you even know what generally means? You said her name specifically and you said it is generally. Otak yang tidak boleh digunakan. Have you ever heard, kerana mulut badan binasa? Well, it's going to happen to you assholes. (: We were late for Maths class. Got back our test paper and I'm not going to talk about it again. History. I give up on you. You nagged at us like nobody's business and you want to rush thrugh the chapter and you said it was our fault due to our noise level and crap. Let me tell you, without them, I would have fallen asleep in your boring History lesson a long time ago. Geography. Got back test paper. I've just dissapointed myself, again. Gotten 18/25 . How low is that?! English, Mdm Rabia was on MC so we had other stuff to do. Mr Lim came in and we did groupwork on a Maths worksheet. IPW. I want to make her be angry at me and have her to talk to me in that circle again. I want to show her that, if that babi can give us the attitude, I can give the 2 of them attitude also. Had to stay and do some class cheer. I love this part of the day. Mr Lim was showing us to do one cheer with the actions and all. Dead funny! (: *** Have you ever pondered on things that you should not ponder about? Have you ever pondered on things that you want to ponder upon but you should not have? Have you ever tried pondering on things that you want to ponder upon but can't just bring yourself to it? I have and it's tiring me out to stop myself from doing so. Sweet Love toodles~

Big heads are entirely not needed.

Heeloo! Training days are approximately left with 8. As the competition draws nearer, my heart beat is faster. My belo dan biol are high. Oh urgh! We praised you and you melt so badly that you are giving us that attitude. YOU, you are in the FAC team and that is the kind of attitude you have towards your commander and team? Clever eh? You will replace him and that is your attitude. Please, don't melt too much or you will be stepped on. You want to give us that, you show us how to do it and so we will know because for what I know, we don't know how to treat it. Debate tomorrow morning. Cikgu is being biased. Why can't Haziqah's and Hazmie's group go first. They should be going first since they should, supposedly, have finished their debate. How biased is that? Anyway, all 4 of them better come because I don't want to debate in front of those fucking assholes. Oh, in case you are wondering about that sentence since you don't understand, I'm the reserved. Ishk! Ishk! Oh disaster Toodles~

And I go aww.

Heeloo! Last night was tiring. Went out because mum didn't cook so we went to Woodlands Checkpoint for dinner. Ate Mee Claypot with soyabean, seperately. Went shopping at Sheng Shiong after that. Went home and I did my homework and also their hugah-hugah hujah-hujah. Any amendments or mistake, please amend it yourself. Thank you! (: School was okeh. Maths was just another headache. CME was an eye ache. D&T is a heart and head ache. English was a brain ache. SEL was an eye ache. Therefore, school was just another aching day. Anyway, thanks Hazirah and Farah for the belated present. Thanks to Rey, Hidayah, Syirah and the rest whom wished me a belated just now. (: love you all Given by my yellow banana! Aishah, Shi Hui and Nabila. Thanks! (: Given by Liyana. Thanks! Given by dearest Sing Ping. The overall! (: Given by Hazirah and Farah. Nothing can be any better then a friends and family's love. Nothing will be able to measure our friendship. And for that, I love all of you. Even if you think a wish is nothing, it means a lot to me and it brings happiness to me. <33 And with that, Sweetest Love Toodles~

Roar for the young lions

Hello! Congrats to Singapore for winning the ASEAN football. (: Let's roar for celebrations~ Roooooooar! lolx Anyway. This post is a thank yous post. So here we go: Thanks to Aishah, Nabila and Shi Hui for that huge gift that you guys gave me without a plastic! Thanks to Liyana for the cute gift! Thanks to Sing Ping for that rectangle gift. Thanks to Kak Naf for the thumbdrive as an early birthday present and also the feast we had on Abg Aee's birthday. Thanks to Mak Long for the early gift also. Thanks to Ying Ying for the drawing! Thanks to Kak Naf and Abg Fareez for the sms that was sent at 12+. Thanks to Ellie for the countless wishes! Thanks to Shi Hui, Wan Yi, Man Qin, Yu Juan, Haziq, Haziqah, Hidayah, Rahayu, Atiqah and many many others who have wished me. I love you all Woo~ School was okeh. Had to say thanks all day long. Haha! Class interaction was damn boring. Geography, didn't get to know our marks so... I hope I didn't fail! Ishk! History, I'm sick of that Ms Choo. Think whatever you want but you ain't gonna get respect in return, from me. (: Mass PE was so tiring. Had to jog non-stop and many were wishing me and boy was I out of breathe. Ellie ran for me since it was my birthday. Yah, right... Science, got scolded for the first few minutes. Then Ms Lim asked us to become teachers and yes! Was very fun! MT was okeh. Had good time laughing! Liyana became biol all of a sudden. Eek! That reminds me, their hujah2 are still with me and I'm suppose to edit. Literature was okeh. After school, nobody sabo-ed me so I went home all clean! Wee~ Pictures of the presents nxt time wokeh? I have not open the presents. Only the wrapped presents' photo. Hee! Sweet Love and Thanks toodles~

Straight celebration.

Hello! Tiring week. Fun week. Emotional week. Stressful week. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ABG ALI & HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NENEK (: Yesterday's homenursing was as per normal, at Jurong again. Did bed making and all. Ended off at 4+ ? I think so. Changed and prayed then went off to Kak Lin's at almost 8. BBQ was fun! No pictures. I'm too tired to pose. (: Erm... The usual saboing part. And I didn't get any saboing! Shh! Hehe! Today. Madrasah was erm... The usual. Oh and, that ass has finally kept quite about his rank. Hah! I'll get to that later. Went to Mak Long's after that. Ehem! Was fun, overall! And NO Siti's wannabe down here okeh? lol. And! Thanks Mak Long for it. (: And thanks to Cik Enah, Mak Long, Cik Yah, Cik Aim, Kak Diana, Busu, Abg Udin and anyone else for the early wishes. You make me feel lik I've just won a grammy by doing this. Ahaha! *** Congrats to the Sec 3s, SJ, who have POP from advance course! Your sufferings are over. Ours are yet to come. (: YEA! Proud of them okeh? All 11 passed! Wee~ An addition of 11 more SGTs. (: And finally, having you all as a sergeant has made that guy shut his mouth! Wee~ And he looked, sad, that he is still a corporal. Hah! (: Once again, congratulations. (: Sec 3s gone for OBS and made me wonder something. Me gosh. Best of luck with the tortures and have a good week at your campsite. Smile and hold on even if you feel like breaking down. See you guys, all dark and tanned, on the 9th February. Sweet Love Toodles~

Just when I thought she is the only one.

Heeloo. I'm on the verge of both mental and emotional break down. Just what is wrong with teachers nowadays? Comparing everybody with anyone cleverer from another class. Oh pffft! English, did comprehension. Maths, had test which I got 34, B3... I'm telling all of you. I have never got this high for Maths at the start of a year's test. Too bad, I was proud of myself for having such marks but the words that Mr Lim said... My goodness. I suddenly feel like I'm the most stupid one in class. ): Science was quite fun. Music, oh my... Luckily, Mdm Dzarina didn't switch off all the lights. Trainings. Uniform inspection, I did polish my boots! And that Sgt needs help with his communication skill. Heh! (: Was oh-so-fun, with that Sgt Chea Hau. I'm gonna pray so hard that you won't get to pass your officer course so that when you come back next year, you will be an instructor with a sergeant rank. Hah! Times this prayer by 5 okeh? So that makes our prayer much stronger than yours. Hee! (: Case study was suckish! NC had to do three which oh-so made my mind went blank. Ouh and giggly first aiders we are. (: NC-ians aper. lolx. First case was a demo for the ambulance, I swear I forgot everything I have learnt. Oh and I did the crush injury. Man I hate that casualty of mine. Much noisier than me! (: Aha! Second case was okeh. I did the heart attack, Shirley was making me confused. Ishk! (: Third case was a goner. Fire at science lab and we don't know what to do, after evaquation. Hee! Anyway, tomorrow' s planner. Should I go jogging with them? I think I would. Call me okeh? But I don't have the appropriate attire. (: Homenursing at Jurong. Everybody bring perfume. Oh and, anybody who have learnt about diet&nutrition for tomorrow's homenursing? Homec book is of no use. BBQ at Kak Lin's. Wee~ Bring cameras! I'm in need of pictures! Been a very long time since I took pictures!!! Hee~ Long long day tomorrow. Sweet Love toodles~

We are not thinking highly of ourselves

Hello. Been reaching school rather late nowadays. All thanks to my brother. Had to wait for him to get ready for work. So, why am I rushing getting ready when someone like you is not even bathed yet by the moment I'm all ready for school? Argh! Scrap that. Malay. I realised that my Malay writings are suckish. My karangan and surat and all those stuff sucks. Had to burn all those brain juices out so that I can think of something. And wohoo~ My writing is quite well I suppose. Maths, went through another chapter that is under factorisation. Handling it quite well. Ouh and Mr Lim, I'm sorry if you feel old but you are already 30+. (: Which is actually a good thing. 28th July eh? History. My goodness. So what if we are the e1s? We have not been thinking about being arrogant and overly confident about getting to 3e1 nxt yr. If we do, would we have been struggling with work loads? You teachers are always thinking so highly of us and we did nothing of that sort. So what if we are the first express class? We have to be the role model and we have to be the best in our studies. That is all you teachers think we can do. We are no robots. I am very sure that not even a single soul in 2e1 thinks so highly of themselves. If we were, we wouldn't be friends with the last express class! Nor would we be friends with the normal students! I want Mr Faraz back and that's that. Ms Choo, you may kindly FUCK OFF! Geography test was managable. Remembered most of the stuff. (: English was erm... Okeh? Did oral communication and was quite fun. UGBIES! lolx IPW was fun! Ying Ying got high with the scissors in her hand. Yu Juan was high with laughters. Wesley was afraid Ying Ying was going to cut ehem! Haha! Me? I was high madly laughing. (: Overall, IPW has never been that fun. (: After school stayed behind with Aishah, Nabila, Farah and Hazirah. Helped Aishah out with her circuit and I only managed to light up one of the LED but not make it blink. Hee! You should know how noisy we were. (: Walked home with Aishah and Hazirah. Trainings tomorrow. Full uniform plus badges. Teachers nowadays don't seem to have any better things to do other than making us wear full uniform. Maths test tomorrow, in need of all my brain juices back! Sweet Love toodles~

Tests. Oh a lot!

Hello. School is a huge mess right now. Literally. (: PE is one of them. Had to run 12 mins non-stop around the field. 4 mins at the basketball and I am so listless, what can i say about 12 mins. Lots of others passed by me. Suckish. Science was okeh. Had test on balancing equations and also the other chemical names thing. Yep, getting a hang on it. Wonderful! English, my group finished our discussions yesterday so I took this periods to do my ugly colour wheel which I bet is going to fail badly. Gaaaah! Nice. (: Art was arty. Went art room and we were looking for that crooked fan, but too bad, didn't see any. Aishah said it is nearest to the window and the front part on the other classroom. And Liyana scared Rachel by saying something bad. Ishk! MT was boring. Did dialogue throughout the two periods. Look here you bloody asshole! Kau ingat kau tu kurus sangat. Eh ass, who are you to call me that? Nak mintak orang barang, panggil a fuckingly rude name eh? Arh, bagoslah tu Safwan. Keep it that way okeh? Suroh Hazmie buat on behalf of you again okeh? And by that time, I won't be fucking care and I will ignore any of your request. Piss off you little asshole! Literature was the usual. Did our work and all.

TESTS TIME!

toodles~

I can see that.

Hello. School suck a lot today! Especially D&T. It's either all LED won't light up or all of it light up. And yes, have to admit that I am way behind time for the robotics. Every one else is at activity 2 while I am struggling on activity 1. Sad I tell you. ): And English project, I am so going to be stressed out. No futher comments. Guess that is all. Tuition tonight. *Squels* Finally, somebody can teach me that triangles thing! Yes, I do not understand a single thing Mr Lim said just now. :p

Sweetest Love (:

Toodles~

Wee~

Hello humans! Today, I'm feeling all hyperly crappy. (: Good thing or bad thing, you choose! Dad had the car installed new stuff. Like 2 extra speakers! And that light when the car is locked and also extra lights for rainy days. Don't ask me how much it cost, dad made it in Malaysia yesterday while he shopped with mum at JB. Overall, I love the sound of the radio now! (: Lessons was quite interesting today. Didn't feel sleepy, I suppose... Assembly was pure boredom though. That speaker has that boring tone and he was talking about NYAA. Which makes me oh-so bored. PE, had another talk about CCA and about 2E's mass PE. PE lessons will be very noisy. (: D&T's presentation was okeh. Didn't turn out like how it was suppose to be. But overall, satisfactory level, 6 out of 10. (: Yea! Ahaha! Library trip, Liyana, sorry if walking to my house was like very damn long. Heex! Went to cwp in search of something. Went to McD, bought McFlurry then off home.

HOMEWORK!

toodles~

Homenursing at Jurong.

Woo. What a day. Homenursing, finally given much better information than ever. Ahaha! It's not a compliment for Mr Rafi anyway. (: Woke up as usual. Read newspaper and storybook. I know you don't want to know what I did before I went out. Heh! Then met Aishah at the usual place at 9.20. Then met Hidayah, Shi Hui and Nabila at 912 at 9.30. Then went to Admiralty. Walked around while waiting for the kakaks. Went in cheers and vodavoda taste different from any other mineral water and it is bloody hell expensive. Then came Kak Atikah then Kak Saf and Kak Khalidah. So set off to Jurong. I'm surprised! Ride felt fast even though it was like half an hour or so. Had good laugh in the MRT. Took bus 98 and we searched for that block 210. Almost lost. Hehe! Then we walked around since nobody was there, sat at one of the block than we chat about that things. It seems like our school is like seriously erm... Haunted? Not haunted but just that there are lots of ghost stories and people say that teachers commit suicide et cetra and their spirits are still there. So Emmelia, Farah and all those people that said we are crazy and that NC is cursed or something like that, it isn't just us who experienced this. Lots of others did to. Hah! (: Then Mr Rafi came and we had to go to that creepy room. Much further in though. Combined with Zone 9, Bukit Batok Sec. THEY WERE ACTING ARROGANT WHEN ALL OF THEM ARE LIKE PURE NERDS WHO AGREES WITH EACH AND EVERY SENTENCE OTHER PEOPLE SAY. NOT FORGETTING THAT THEY SMELLED nice. Before the break, I had to sit at the door whch was like so, creepy. The light were switched on then it was off. While the light was switched off, I heard shuffles of paper. Yes, I was very spooked out that I scolded anyone who looked at me with that pretending to be scared, eyes. Hehe! Sorry lah! Luckily though, I changed sit to the one beside Kak Saf. And Kak Khalidah sat at where I was from. Ended at 1.30. Rode back to Woodlands by MRT. Kak Atikah went home then the rest of us went searching for place to eat. In the end, we ended up at cwp's banquet. I ate fried cockles kwey tau (spell check?), same with Nabila and Kak Khalidah. Hidayah went for fried prawn noodles eh? I don't have that good of memory. Kak Saf ate yong tau foo (spell check?) Aishah ate chicken noodle. Shi Hui ate chicken rice. Then walked around for awhile and went off home. Took 900 with Kak Khalidah! Like, finally, somebody can ride the same bus as me. Ahaha! Nobody was at home except Abg Aee who was getting ready for his chalet cum birthday celebration. The rest, I have no idea. Oh, Kak Naf went for religious lessons. Tomorrow is so going to be a long day. Religion class then off to tuition then off to Quran reading class. When is my homework going to be done? I have no idea. Should be tonight. Ahaha! I'm tired lah. It's going to be a routined life. Next week coming down to Jurong for training again. My goodness! They should make the CC or whatever to have a room for us to do homenursing, in Woodlands. Sweet Tiredness Toodles~

Sec 1s are here~

I'm super hyper today! Maybe because we were saved from doing case study! (: If you think I will treat you like how I used to, then I will. If you think I will not treat you like before, then you are right too. Timetable changed! Tuesday, may report to school before 8.15. Maybe I will be in school as usual. Oh well. We'll see. (: First period! Science. Ms Lim was in a very bad mood. First lab lesson and we got 4 broken items. And only 3 was known. Orang yang kasi pecah tuu, should know who you are. Haha! Was hoping very badly to get a new lab partner but I got Farhan again. That bunsen burner's worst nightmare! I pity the bunsen burner much then I pity for him for being phobia to that thing. Then was music. Went through school song. Then history. Ouh and that projector is fixed! Temporarily. Mr Lim forked out his money to buy that switch or something. Thanks cher! Not. MT. Going to have debate. And I swear the class going to go chaos during the debate becuase Syaza's and Hazmie's group are debating each other. This is the part where you all cover your ears or you will go deaf! Hah! Had Maths after that. Mr Lim taught us factorisation. Easy I suppose. And he brought along his laptop. So he showed us like half of the stuff he has in it. Ahaha! Rushed home and went for SJ. Juniors come in today. We Sec 2s were the giggly ones. Ahaha! So much for being the role model. Khapui! And guess what?! There are only 4 boys in Sec 1. How are they going to do TOC? Oh and, that noisy boy in my religious class is in SJ. HAH! Wtf? Overall, today was not as fun as the last 2 trainings. Still, it was good to not have Chea Hau taking us. (: After first parade, 2s and 3s were to do FA. Got scolded here and there. Ms Siti seems to be in a bad mood all this weeks. Sheesh! And that question is going around. I wonder. Then had 15 mins break and my bottle went missing. Ishk! Whoever took my bottle and drank it, may you suffer from coughing and get sick because I drank from that bottle with all my germs there. Woo~ That sounds so disgusting. Haha! Footdrill, went from one place to another. And just because you don't know Malay, doesn't mean you can go all cute and say "I donnoe Malay..." Eee! MELUAT! After that last parade and went home. Tomorrow home nursing at Jurong. Far as it may be, every step you take to get knowledge, you will get pahala. So I want to take my medicine and go off to bed. (: LIGHTS OFF! Toodles sweet love!

I hate you.

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO ABG AEE and 18th BIRTHDAY TO ABG FAREEZ!!! TAK ADER HADIAH. OH YOU KNOW, I'M JUST A KID. TAK BEKERJA. (: *** I am so sick and tired of having to go through it again. If teachers were to find out, then it will be my third time in that fuckingly stupid say-what-is-on-your-mind circle. Who are you to call us racist? What do you take me for? Why should I be in school 'helping' you out when you guys just won't appreciate it? You want to tell Mr Lim, tell. He is just another one of you fucking racists. Biased nak mampos! Yes, you guys are the only people who can complain about others. All the other small people aren't allowed t complained about you, right? What happened to the once 1e1 I know? Where did all those class spirits went to? You just want to win. I'm telling ALL of you, 2e1 won't win anything. Even if we did, there is nothing to be proud of. It will seem to be like just another decoration, which won, by another class. Yes, you people, don't forget to take credit for it, okeh? I don't know wether to hate you people or to treat you normally. If you don't want us to be there, say it! We won't be there. You don't have to shove us off like that. You call us racist when you are racist yourself. If I were to tell a teacher, I would really go to Mdm Rabia. I know, all of you will say that she will side us because she is a Malay. Well, tell Mr Lim. And he will for sure side you people. I'm sick and tired of people being racist. Yes, we are friends. Let me assure you that I will not treat you like before. Even if Mr Lim wants to scold us for not helping out when we have already sent in our names, I don't give a fucking damn anymore. Teachers emphasize us not to be racist and all. Well look here, who is the one being racist? You teachers or me? Who is the one being biased here? You teachers or me? I will rebel. I don't care. So what if I'm labeled as rebellious? At least I am not racist and biased. Neither am I irresponsible for my own actions. Yes, emphasize on that stupid SEL and school values again. I am thoroughly sick of you teachers and fucking teachers' pet shooting whatever you want. Most of the time I love you people but sometimes, it's the other way around. ): Label me rebellious for all I care but at least I take good care of my own pride.

Aku menyampah tengok muka engkau!

A very long day. Tiring, fun and I was fuming. Oh, hello! Starts with erm...Oh yes, Science. Was fun~ Yes, for the first time ever, I understand about atoms. Ahaha! I love you lah Ms Lim. Okeh crap. Malay was god damn boring. Went to AVA rm which means it was a combined class. Cikgu Said/Syed went through letter writing and next week test. Urgh! English's narrative writing was easy. I wrote on question 1, based on my own real life experiences. You know which. So don't ask me what. (: CME was erm... Boring? Sort of. Everybody forgot Mdm Adawiyah's name. Woo~ And we are to do a self montage again. How great. D&T. We did robotics. And I fixed the first exercise on my own on that day itself. Big acomplishment! (: Next week is the presentation and I seriously hope that I will not be losing my voice. (: After school, wanted to help out in class decoration but of course, we have things to settle. Settle or not, don't ask me. When my kecohs were talking to him, Nabila, Amelia and me talked in the canteen. Nyehaha! My Julie purple biscuits girl, sorry if calling you like what I did hurt your feelings okeh? And! I'm not having an affair with Amelia! Ahaha! Why is this publicise? Anyway, I sounded harsh when we first sat down together because I was fuming. Not going to bring it up because AKU DAH TAK KUASE NAK LAYAN PERKARE MCM GINIK LAGI! Not happy with us/me? I'm not happy with you either. After that, we did one sequence, Mayo!!! Heh! Then went off home. (: Sweet Love toodles~ Nak tahu title ppost ni aper? title dier: Aku dah menyampah nak tengok muke engkau. -post has been edited-

Fuck off!

You know how much I hate people who are always twisting stories? You are certainly running away from a problem and I can bet that when you have realised that what you once did was practically wrong, your friends will be miles of steps in front of you and then, you are left alone. Huge hello to the people reading this post. Better say hello back! (: Early in the morning, woke up as usual and dressed up and all as slowly as always. And haha, guess what? Abang called and asked to bring his whatever fucking medicine to him right at that moment. And I was not ready to go to school yet. You know how fed up I got? Like why should he called early in the morning? And of course, because of him I had to rush to school by myself and by the time I reached school, the music has started and I felt very warm and I was wearing my PE attire. It is a no big deal to you but this is what happened. Let me just give you a similar situation. Tell me, if you are going to school at 7 am every morning when your dad drives you. Than comes your brother early in the morning saying that he has to go somewhere at this particular moment urgently. And you are not even ready for school as it was only 6.45 am. When you are suppose to ride a bus to school, you are to go out exactly at that time. How would you feel? Fucking fed up right? Same goes to me. Yes, positively thinking. Things come out of a sudden all the time and you have to be prepared for it. Negative thinking. Things do come suddenly all the time but I have everything that I need right now. Get it? Argh! Anyway, I wasn't in a total fucked up mood right? Okay fine, maybe I was quiet and looked like one saddist or something during English but still, I was my usual self during PE. Of course, thanks to the crazy peeps at the back for cheering me up! (: Love you guys. English boring. PE tiring. Literature great. Recess. MT. Another thing that makes me pissed off. Budak-budak kerek itu hari ini terlalu biadap. Mak bapak korang tak ajar kaper?! Sial arh, korang ingat aper? Mentang-mentang korang budak band 1 jek kire bagos sangat kaper? Nak act pandai, handsome and whatsoever. Menyampah okeh? You know what they said? "Cikgu nak ajar hari ni?!" In that kurang ajar tone. Cikgu nak ajar biler tu dier nyer pasal arh! Korang murid dudok diam-diam dalam class, kalau rase korang boleh jadi bodoh biler cikgu tak ajar, balek umah lajar sendiri lah sial!
Cikgu Maisarah goodbye. Cikgu Shikin, I want you back. Maths. Like fuck you! My name is Nasirah. With that 's' standing out aloud. And I had to do a question I was terkial-kial tried to do. And lucky enough, it was correct. At least when you don't happen to know that I didn't simplify the algebra. (: History boring. I want that projector and Mr Faraz back. (: After school, talk about FAC and all. Amelia, Haziq's cousin, wanted to change CCA. So we 'advice' her about that two CCA. Great laugh, I loike. Walked home as usual. Sweet Love toodles~

I hate you now!

Look here my friend. I've said that its up to you to either heed it or forget it. I'm not focing you right? So you don't remeber everything than find with me. I don't know when you mentioned it and I don't care wether you did or not. What I'm telling you is, we are trying to help you amend your mistakes. If you think H is not respecting you, than in what way did he do so? I'm not defending anyone here but this seriously is what I want to say. No force. If you think you have been disrespect by your commander, tell me. Who are you to be respected? Respect others before you can be respected. If he did not respect you, tell him why and etc. He did apolgise after all right? Why pursue the matter when he already apologise. Okay, so you were afraid because it was 5 against 1? See here see here, we are not going to settle this violently. What is there to be afraid of? The only thing you have to be afraid of is God and death. That's that. And guess what? I don't want to bother about having you not telling us what you want to say or your thoughts or your reasons, anymore. The End! Don't we all win when we are all friends? Heard that before? Copyrighted by tweety bird! (:

Face it.

I am not trying to put on more on the already fuming fire. Look here, from me not involved and not knowing anything, till I am invovled and know something. To you, I have experienced what is happening to you now. My case, more or less worse than yours because mine, I have the seniors against me. So see here. It is up to you to heed my advice or not. Your life, you choose. Not me. Face the fact. You have said something, to me, rude to H and A. Say sorry. Even if you think you are not at fault, say sorry. But make sure you really mean it. How would you feel if you were to be in their position? Make the right choice. Whatever you do, do it with sincerity. Tell us the truth. Do not try and avoid the matter. You know what is going on. I have this feeling that you do know what you type and you did not forget anything that has happen. We are already trying to be nice here by giving you the chance to express your feelings and tell us the truth. Is it that hard to do so? Remember what you said to me when something like this happened to me? Do it. Yes, it is much easier said than done. Just give your best shots and tell us the truth. Don't hide anything. Tell us, what makes you think that he has torture you? Tell us EVERYTHING. Choose to heed it or you can just forget what I wrote. It's normal for people to fight. But when people fight, they admit their mistakes and guilts.

2nd training of 2007

I have lots on my mind (as always) so just read on if you want to and goodbye if you don't want to be bored. Heh! Lessons. Hmm... The only interesting lesson, for no particular subject, was with Mr Whelan. Nyeha! Just now, Boon Hao was sitting at Yu Juan's sit. As always, sitting near him is a pain in the stomach. Not being rude here but nice. He said all those words that was oh-so lame. Example. "Cher, you so sexy!" Haha! Should see our class some times. Fun~ I am now motivated to learn about atoms (only) as I scored full marks for the pop quiz just now! Woo~ But still. Farah and Liyana, saya menunggu untuk salah satu dari anda untuk mengajar saya bahagian yang saya tidak hadir. Makaseh babe! The rest of the periods. Don't ask. Pure boredom-ness. Maths, especially? Maths was okeh just now. Okeh find! Mr Lim is lame but it's good as it helps me to be awake but I don't understand his words. (: Training. Wohoo~ You know how fun and great it was without her? Anyway! Footdrill. Sgt Chea Hau took us and OMG! Drills karat! Ahaha! Okeh sorry. That came out a little bit too rude. Heh! (: We were 15 mins late for first aid theory. And guess what? Everybody smile! Next week case study. (: Saya nggak punya masa mahu belajar itu benda dong. Gue boleh cuba sih. Untuk diri gue juga. Nyehaha! After that. We trained footdrills again. SEMANGAT OREO! Ahaha! Combined with the 6 ACs. And with us 5 NCs (seriously 5). Gerek! The oreo cadets rocks okeh! (: But. Oreos were late for last parade. Hehe! Ran as if we were chased by dogs. Woo~ Instructors, jangan terasa. Anda bukanlah anjing yang saya maksudkan kerana anjing yang kami dikejar itu imaginery ajer! (: Sec 2s kept on forgetting about the last parade must salute. Huahua! After that, we kecoh-kecoh! Thanks to the rain. Was raining lebat-ly so we sat at the canteen and crap around. Than Aishah and Shi Hui left Nabila and me behind. Ishk! Okay. Since everybody is asking why we avoid her. Why we ignore her. This is the problem I have with her. Conflicts between Farah and her. We as friends, we know who is in the wrong position. We are not siding anybody but when you are in the wrong, you should say sorry. So the 'you' refers to her. Than from then on. We ignored each other. Just the two of them enemies. Than comes the NDP in school. She took my words wrongly. There comes another conflict. My words were referring to another person but she teraser. What to do? She accused me of forgetting my primary school friend. I mean, come on. We are talking about the people involved and not the people who aren't. She called me a bitch so on and so forth. Okeh find. I'm okay with that as I called her that myself, it's a fact that she is. She wanted to confront me the next day but well. Unfortunately, I wasn't around. Why must she wait for the class to clear up from the rest of our classmates than she wants to confront me? Like, she's a coward ass lah! Full detail on that day, refer to this. Don't understand any of the words, can come back to me. (: So there you go, that is the reason. Childish you might say? But too bad, that's the story. Woo~ Where was I? Oh yes, waited for Haziq and Alif so we went off together. And yes, my dad didn't fetch me home. Went to kedai and my ice lemon tea nggak ada dong! ): Walked home as per normal. Babe, don't scare yourself. I heard no footsteps other than ours. Stay strong and read prayers many-many. (: Okeh. No wait. It's not over yet. Firstly. It was around an hour ago, the start of a new year in the Muslim calander. Alhamdulillah. (: Second. I forgot to post at my blog. But now, here it is. HAPPY BELATED 14th BIRTHDAY TO SOK KENG! And. HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO JUN HUI! And lastly. To that pampered ass. You got a sore throat. So does Aishah and me. You got a stomach pain. I got a fluenza and slight fever. So you don't come for training. Next time, don't come to school also. You don't have to shout that much okeh. Keep this in mind. We are not going to do whatever crap that chibai teacher asked us to do. Tahukah anda? Saya sudah tidak peduli apa yang dikatakan oleh cikgu berat sebelah itu dan juga anak babi yang manja itu? Saya akan membantah seratus peratus dengan kata-kata mereka yang akan membuat saya jadi seperti seorang yang bodoh. Saya akhiri dengan kata-kata ini. SHE CAN DO WHATEVER SHE WANTS. SHE WANTS TO DIE, EVEN BETTER! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. I'M GONNA REBEL! And to that school which is so action. You guys can do better than us. Prove it! You want to look down at us, make sure you guys get first position in all catergory and get your brain fixed properly and get your teachers cause I think you guys are somehow another nerd school who needs parental guidance in everything that is violent. So I suppose, you guys are also another pampered ass who needs parental guidance and whatsoever. Sweetest Love toodles~

Still Sick.

*cough* Let's start with a huge hello! Firstly, sorry if I didn't reply any of your words in school because I'm having a hearing problem right now due to my fluenza! It block my nose, my ears and also my taste buds. Anyway. That code of conducts is going to make my life shitass! My mum read everything and expects me to follow. Like err... School today is boring. And Mr Lim, I was in class! Your eyes blocked by something? "Robotics. Robotics. So erm. Where's Nazirah?" Heh! And it was Yu Juan that wasn't present today. Ape jek! And for God's sake its Nasirah dong! Malay was oh-so irritating. But I had great fun laughing. Had this debate-like topic. Than si dektu nyer group and one of the girl's group really debated. So god-damn kecoh and yes, the class was chaotic. As all of you would have guessed. I was pissed. What is the point of kecoh-ing when you wouldn't get any points or pahaler or any increase in your knowledge. You guys just practically shout at each other and I swear that was just another pathetic show off. No OffenceMy group, consist of Nabila, Farah, Hazirah, Amirah and me. Hazirah and Amirah was only laughing while the of us was somehow making fools of ourself. Haha! But I loike! Stayed back for D&T project. Went to computer lab 2. You should see our credits. (: Went home. In 900, sat in front of these two kakak-s who is oh-so minah. Tak jambu but they have nice voice! Yes, they sang whatever song in the bus but they sounded gerek! In need of thumbdrive. (: I forgot to buy one. And my 2 dearest kecoh commanders, jangan marah-marah. Nak buat aper2 violent, ajak sayer! Aku nak join sekaki! (: May we beat them, physically, mentally, emotionally or whatevernally (your choice, i follow) Maju jaya (: Sweetest Love toodles~

I miss him.

Nyehaha! So you guys didn't see me in school kaaan? Heh! I'm okeh now, I think. Anyway, I'm worried right now. Granddad in ICU currently and yes. I have not gone to see him. Maybe tonight. But my homework is still undone lah! How to go? Today was oh-so boring. Woke up at the usual time. Sis asked if I wanted to go to school or not. Haha! That's lame! Who doesn't want to go to school? Okeh, I'm the sort who rather go school than stay at home. Saw mum's head peeking at the closet, and bloody hell I got a fever. Went to Medipoint at around, erm... Okeh, I was lazy to check the time so it was in the morning arh! Took around an hour and the cost was bloody expensive. Sheesh! I'll go after that doctor if I am not well at the end of this week. Anti-biotic is bloody hell big. Not the usual, gelatin (ehk?) like. You know, the plastic-y one. And I have to tak it twice per day. Nak maut kaper?! Okeh fine. For my own good. I'm ready. I'm ready. I'm ready to go back to school. Shouldn't have taken MC today. Should've taken tomorrow cuz tmr PE. Sheesh! So yea, my artwork is still with me. I'm so god damn dead. Sweetest sickly Love toodles~

Sad

Lets just make this short. I'm sick and tired of being left out and being called names! Chibai! Just because I'm a soon-to-be 14 years old, doesn't mean I don't have any feeling okeh! Come on lah! You know what I will do when I reach home and nobody is there. And you should know I am in school. I've told you. So there, you left me all alone again. Kimek betol! Anyway. School was like hell today. Yu Juan and me kept coughing and blowing our nose. Urgh! Yes, I woke up with a sore throat on Monday morning! Man, I miss shouting like usual. Heh! And the only subject that stopped me from coughing and all was PE. Nyehaha! Surprise surprise. Normally, you are not allowed to do PE when you are coughing or having a flu. So yes, PE was oh-god tiring! 3 free periods today. Gerek! Public duty just now... Okeh, aku menyemak jek! (: Partnered up with Kak Nadia. And Haziq, Alif and Redzuan was nearby. Aishah and Nabila were much further with Kak Kiirah and Kak Atikah. The rest, were walking around bladibla. Aishah and Nabila sent 'signals' of giler to Haziq. And sadly, I am getting darker! Ahh! We; Aishah, Haziq, Alif, Nabila and me, were debating. Topics: -Commander or timer, which is more important? -Who are the most manja? Guys or girls? Had great fun laughing! (: Should see how those two kecohs debated. (: That's all. In total blanko mood right now! Should I go to school tomorrow? Tak terdaya aku ingin ke sekolah pada keesokkan hari. Sweetest Love~ toodles~

Never speak too soon.

You know how freaked out I am when I went to school just now? Somehow related to the Saturday's incident, something very mysterious has been happening to us, NCs. Ishk! On a better note! I am now going to be much recognised by the name of Nazirah Nasirah! Haha! Okeh, nutcase. Lessons was somewhat boring! Especially, Geography. And I look forward to IPW. Oh you should know why. Seeing the teacher whom you feel like bashing and killing for a minute will make you go lala~ irritated, what else can I say for half an hour?! Class decoration... Hmm, not that I hate her but she really have to change her attitude. Let the leader say what she has to say and make her own decision if she has to :) And of course, no offence! And homework loading like a bird flying into my school bag/bedroom/homework file. My goodness! But yes, fortunately... I have finished 2 exercises of Maths. And I dare say, graph is funly tiring. And yea, Kak Diana said that I must learn how to draw them without turning paper or myself because I might get confused with one of the other graph topic. What is it again? Nevermind. So yeah! Guess that is all... Sweetest Love~ toodles~

Night At The Museum

Hello gorgeous people! [except for some which i don think there is a need to mention of names] Anyway! Early in the morning, I set my phone for alarm at 6.10 and what time did I wake up? 6.45! Huahua! Early right? Anyhoos. Went out at 7.15 with dad. The rest of the part, you should know what happens already. Nyehaha! The sameold sameold words. (: Water bottles of the Ambulance were still in school when we reach there. Branded bottles mind you! All branded bottles can be found in St John room. (: Had homenursing. We read our answers for last week's questionaire. Funny as they may seem, it was somehow true. Oh yes they were. So Mr Rafi touched on medication bladibladibla... Went home... Promised Shi Hui, Aishah & Nabila to go out with them for a 1.05pm movie. Because of my forgetfullness and lack of determination to beg my mum, I was only allowed to go out after my prayers. So yes, sorry to my dears for any inconvenience. Went to Sunplaza by myself. Looked for them and finally, found-ed them! (: Went to the cinema there. Lots of complications! Wanted to watch this and that and than there were this problem because we were below *ehem*16*ehem* so yea! And what did we do, we went to cwp. Cast of Cicakman were there. Ticket counter was packed! Many Malays were there to watch Cicakman, obviously. Finally decided on watching 'Night at the museum.' We have some things we wanted to do but hadan obstruction. Haha! Chibai betol! So... We were late for 15 mins of the movie. Night At The Museum, recieves 3 on the scale of 5 on my humor movie. So yes, movie was great! (: After that, went to the washroom first. Hehe! As always arh... Luckily, we shared tt 2 drinks or we could have... Okeh anyway... Went to minitoons for Shi Hui's phone socks. Damn cute lah! Then went to Popular to check on the first aid manual prices. Expensive! Except for one of it which is only for $12+. Than, Shi Hui and me went hunting for graph paper. Whch cost bloody hell nyer $1.80! Recovery position in the FA manual is different from what we learnt. Wanted to go and check with the clinic's nurse at cwp, instead! We headed to Timezone. Nyehaha! First, we went looking only, than... Nabila went for $5. And guess who was at the counter...?! SSG Som. Okeh, however we are supposed to call him but yea, tried to ask him to top up $10 ke aper ke for us. Haha. A half-way joke lah babe eh! Had huge fun! And die-die Aishah wanted sweets. And thx Nabila for the sweets that you played for us! (: Went down to Iffah's and sister's stomach already. I headed off home first cause sister was already calling me phone. -.- Oh and! Weird encounters have never failed to appear nowadays. Oh God! And yes, Iffah is spooking me out by faking cries and shouts of 'momok' towards my bed side. What a 2-year old kid. I'm scared like hell okeh! Yesterday's photos...! When we were walking out of the gate with many noises! (: I'll let the image be this big so that you can see how Haziq's umrella is like. My dearest commanders yang kecoh during the throwing of that $1 coin and their rosak umbrellas. Very much kecoh! In the car while waiting for sister. Sweet Love~ toodles~

2007 first training!

Lessons was boring and training was fun! (: Waited for Aishah at the usual place with Nabila and Farah. As always, you should know the reason! (: Was somehow late for first parade. We were still walking and chatting while SGT Radzee passed us. Nyeha! Lembab. We are just another group of girls on the street. Footdrill was urgh! SSG Asyiq & SGT Amir came back. Me gosh! With them looking at us doing our drills, damn scary. But anyways! It's good to have loads of laugh! (: No good to stress yourself out yarh! First Aid was erm... Nothing fun! Just sat there and copy notes and listen to this sir, teaching us how to do this and that. Wanted to go home with the usuals but then, dad called and said he was at the opposite carpark. Before we went seperate ways, Alif found a dolar coin and yes, as childish as we were, Haziq, Alif, Nabila and Aishah 'fought' over it by Alif throwing it but they said it was unfair so, at the school gate, we conquered one space and Aishah threw that coin using her umbrella which! Was broken due to her, trying to make her umbrella not wet! Shi Hui and me took photos! Nyehaha! Too bad because my blogger is like fucking irritating that I can't upload any picture right now. So yes, I'll upload if possible. And you should've seen how we were. (: Took videos, which is still yet to be uploaded! Went to fetch sister from work. Now I know how big Sembawang Shipyard is. Nyaha! Reached there half an hour earlier than her so had to wait till it was 7. Damn tired! Home nursing tomorrow! Have fun~ Sweet Love toodles~ I DON'T WANT TO PURSUE THE MATTER BUT THE SIGHT OF YOU MAKES ME WANNA GO LALA~ TO THE TOILET AND PUKE BLOOD! (: HAH! I'M HAVING FUN AND UR NOT! (:

Change.

The person who lie sucks. And lying sucks. Why should you side her when you should know it yourself that she is in the wrong? You gave us that higher tone of yours while you gave her that nice tone! Why can't you let us speak our mind like what you did on the Saturday, not that I'm praising you for doing so. If I could I would just say that insincere sorry and walk off without listening to your nonsensical lecture which to you, have made everything clear. That's a joke. A very lame one. And she must be celebrating like nobody's business cause she didn't get any whatsoever crap look or voice from Mrs Chuah! She didn't even seem like she cares. Of course, I forgot!She has that maid and mother of hers as a back-up. Pfft! Pampered pig. And no matter what you do, I will still hate you. Yes, hate! 'Dislike' is too strong to describe how I feel towards you. Tsk. Of course, without their listening cum advice, I would have gone berserk and start a riot. Hah, no joke. Yes, huge hugs&kisses&love&thanks to Kak Kiirah&amp;Kak Nadia&Kak Atikah&Kak Saf&Haziq&Alif& that sgt who insist that Nazirah and Nasirah is the same, that Sgt Radzee. Love you all (: Sweet Love. (to the names mentioned on the last paragraph only) Toodles~

Happy?!

Hello! Good mood today. I think. Lessons was somewhat interesting. This spacebar is getting on my nerve! "Don't let it spoil your mood Nasirah!" Anyway. Science was okeh. Ms Lim made us do a quiz. And unsurprisingly, I failed. Nice~ Malay was as suckish as yesterday. But a little better. English was fine, I had to rush through my work at the end of the 2 periods caused by some 'disturbance.' CME was boring! Mdm Adawiyah turns out to be an ex-teacher of WGPS. Hah! No wonder I think I saw her somewhere before. D&T. For the last time, it's Nasirah! My gosh! You know how many people call me Nazirah already! Lots! Lots!!!And of course, I have made it clear to Mr Ramthan that it is letter 's' and not 'z'. Time to get you to change my name! Yes, for the last time. Let me emphaisize on this. My name is Nasirah! Thank you! After that had this lame and boring talk. And that Mdm the-one-yang-in-charge-of-library was somehow, forcing us to borrow books. -.- And then walked around the school and Aishah, reason for us wanting t escape it if it is true will be...? *awaiting* (: That is all! (: Time to get cracking with homeworks! Sweet Love ! Toodles~

they suck!

Nampak sah korang semuer nak act kerek! So you guys were from the band 2 classes and now in band 1. Eh chibai! Becuse of that korang nak memperkecil-kecilkan the band 1s last year?! Jangan nak act pandai arh! We shall see siaper will top both classes arh!

And yes, by now you should know that I hate you and your gang yang nak act pandai! I have this attitude when I see your face. And you should know, we are always trying to make each other look so stupid! Oh yea! This year, it's gonna happen again! (:

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Im obviosly pissed off with those assholes! Geram okeh! Act-os...!

Started with english! Grouped of four, the usual and an addition with iqa! We were laughing our heads off, but mine is still intact thk you. Did letter writing.

PE! Ms Sim made us slow jog for 4 mins at the hall. Aft which we did some muscle strecthing or something like that. And she showed us the narrow push-ups and the wide push-ups. Of course, I prefer the wide one. (: Heh!

Literature. When thrugh poems again. Then we had to write our confessions. We'll get to know others' confessions when we've finished that chapter.

Had Malay. Was re-banded. Happy to be in band 1 with a, hopefully, good teacher and with my sweets! Pissed off to be in band 1 with him and his gang who is just another bunch of stuck up students!

Maths. "I change to your form teacher ah!" How lame can you get? "I change back to be your Maths teacher ah!" Seriously, Mr Lim needs help with his lameness.

History. Nothing fun so am not gonna elaborate more on it.

After lessons, waited for my 3, 2-3 sweets for ard an hour. Haiyoh! And yes, that yearbook kan! The SJAB nyer photo suck seh! Cuz it's like, we were very god-damn tired after that heritage trail than took that photo and they showed that photo. Tak faham tak aper!

And they should put colours to it. (: Much nicer and live-er. Hehe!

Oh and my new computer table is here~

I have written my thoughts with love

toodles~

GO 4-1 FOR WHAT? NYEHAHA! I LOVE MY CATCHPHRASE! COPYRIGTED!!!

you are not in my list

Where the heck is my phone? Hello. In need of the matter to settle as quickly as possible. Why are YOU staring at us with that attitude face. Face it lah! You were the one who started the problem. According to your tuition time, it means that you are trying to avoid doing trainings. If you were to say something sensible, we will believe you. It's you who wants us to be scolded and therefore you will be scolded too. According to that teacher, whom I think is besiding you, we are in a team of 6. But sadly enough, according to the other 5 NCs, we are in a team of 5 and you are just another somebody in NC. Oh yes, what a shock for you. (: I'm telling you. Even if you are going to cry your eyeballs out when she wants us to meet up and 'discuss' about this matter, I am going to make sure that you are going to cry till you go blind arh babe! Stare for all I care! Stare somemore arh! I'll poke that bloody eyeballs of yours out from its socket. (: And yes, many people are behind us; the team of 5 NC. (: *** Anyway... Lessons was pure boredom! Falling asleep here and there but, I forced myself to stay awake and I succeded (spell check?) . (: Was waiting for her to approach us during recess time but she didn't turn up. And how nice, she and Mr Lim are teachers for IPW. Damn it! After school, wanted to wait for her but she was talking to that pampered ass... In the end, we; Haziq, Farhan, Alif, Aishah, Nabila & me walked off. Went to admiralty place. Went to McD but Alif went of home. Aper lah deyy! So eat and eat. Farhan went off earlier cuz he couldn't stand our craps. I don't know at what time we left McD arh. Haziq then left for home and us girls went to Nabila's house to watch this Indonesian ghost story. Thanks to that ghost stories that we crapped about at McD :D Had great shouts and screams there! Then forced Nabila to open her inbox for emails from me. Oh yea! We shouted much more! Reached home at 7. Got a nice long scolding from dad. Pfft! I have written my thoughts with love toodles~